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5 ˹

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11 ˭Ӯ

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22 һ˵һ

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۵Լûʶ𺳡
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23 

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24 Լ

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25 ظң

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26 ҵ

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27 ...Ҳ

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28 ţ

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29 ͲŮ

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30 ùУ

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31 Ҳ󵽸ȥ

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32 

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33 ǰ

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34 ͬͬͬ

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35 ʽЧ

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36 ػѧУ

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ûꣿƭ˭أԼûû͸˼δĴ...
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37 巣

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վԭأ俴ԭ֣ſ


38 ʹޣ

ſ巣ԭЦҾͲſҾͲ巣ôʮȦǲǣ͸ʮȦ
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39 

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40 Ҳҵ

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41 ˾͹ѧУ

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42 Ѱ轷

ΪԼ⣬ΪԼӮʱ䣬ϱӱ˱˺
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ƫͷޱ鿴轷ࡣ
㿴ʲôȥ֡轷˵ʲôӰóǮʮǮϣȥ
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Ҫѩ̡
Ҫţ̡
ǰͬѧ׷׷Ӧʼ㵥
轷ֹǮǡ
ллࡣ
̫ˡ
轷Ĵ󷽣ͬѧǶ
轷ҪЦͿԭλûôȥ
˵ԺźˣҪȥԼȥ
һģǮ˻ȥ
㻹벻Էˣôͬѧ棬ӣ轷ĥĥʵ
...Цһ˵úǰҳԹƵġ
ת轷࣬ߣ˵ʱ£ѧǰ࿪ʼÿ˶£ͬڱͱķһ𡣡
ָһȦͬѧǣʮ꣬Ҹ˶£˵ڹְܼλʶߣڹڣһҲòٹʵġ
أһǮ˵ԼǮ...
ǵǱġ
Ҷסˣ轷࣬轷һӾͳ
ʲô....
ʲôݲݣ㲻˵ıķҺҳԷ𣿲㱣ķҲ͵øķ
Ѱɣ轷࣬㲻ΪԼǻʼҹɣ


43 ԰!

轷౻˵࣬
ģ߳ŭˣҲãʵ
㲻ǻʼҹҲū澣ûǩ㣬ô£Բůƾʲôź㣿
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ǣʣµģ㴩ʣµģסƽ׵ĵ䣬ţڡ
ܺҪ˵ȥȿڣô⣿
˵꣬ʲôɫվӿǰˣá
ֲŲͣȥϲ
Ȼȷܾ轷࣬轷ʵϰˣϰԵʹ
ҵˮ
һ¼򡣡
ϵЬ
......
Ѿˣǻϰʹ
ʹ귴ӦŹЦЦ轷
һν轷Ĺĳ˽ңſֱͬѧææס

...轷˵ᱳ˵˹֣˾ͽסˡ
...߹һ
轷ÿ춼ǻǲϲÿζǹæǰæ
ҵţ轷ӹݺݵһ۹ˡ
轷˾罫Уſڡ
轷һ˳ˣ˾æ³˳š
ؼң
轷࿴˾ȥĹһ
ܿ쿪ˡ
ǰڻص轼ҡ
֪ѾûԵˣֱӽ¥·յĿȥ˳
轷ÿ죬ѾԹˣһ£ʦὫ轷ʣµջسʣʣ˾ǹķˡ
Ҫϴɨ
ĳûʣʣˣֻӡ
ʣʣͰ
Ų轷űӺˮǾӡ
ôˣǿҼҲƽķ𣿡
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轷ཫӷŵϣԺҲίʣʣˣǲǺܸˣ
轷ЦҧҧǣҺܸˡ
ϣһֱȥŹͰԵʱ


44 ҵķ

轷࿴ֺĺŸˡ
轷ߣȾˣŭ
С˵ѧУˣѾͷǲǣźСˣźСʲô
СԵĶãһӳԲ㻹˼
֣ôŻϴɨ
һûԷҵķأ
ķأ㻹ʣԼԵģȻȻôб£ͲҪˡȻֲͷ
ҵķأһ顣
ķʲôҪԾͳͰģȲͷָָͰ
ƮƮ˵Ͱֽ֣ȭͷ
ҳͰ𣿡̧ͷȣǼҳԷҪҷԵĳ̶ˣ
ȿŹֱ㶿˵ĪĻüֱӵ
ǣûǮһķŮʲôӣǰֲû
תߣǰСʱȲûԵʱ򣬶̫Ͱ
Բٷˡ
ȿŹתߣæסȥ뻹ûϴ...
ȥҹܼ壬ǲǿ˿ĹʣȻʮıķΨһһŮķ𡣡
ĻһӺˡ
ʲôҪҹܼ......
ҲһҲ뱻Ҫ...˵žҪȵ֡
ʲôʣһ
ȻֻǱķ轼˵ϻģܿҪӵġ
ܼҺ轼ǷͥԿģҲҪıȽĿûйܼҸߣƽʱõĸεȴࡣ
ڶǰҪҪ˹ܼ˵⻰ʲô档
ܼô˿ҵĹʣʲô...ԣԣһ쵽ͳԣ...
ҧɲòɿڣҵţȥҳԵ...
ֱӸǮɣһԼ򡣡
ҪǮʱϢ̫٣ûʱҲҪԷ
ǮǮǮǮ...䷴˵Ȼһܼ塯
ɫһ䣬Ҹ㡣
ͷӶóǮ¶Цͷ⺢Ҫ㻨Ǯ...
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ƭңǲ...


45 ϳȥ

ĶʮǮȷԼˣסҪǮ֣ȱֺһ
ܼ塣
ܼ壬ƭңǮ...˵ܼҵ
...
Ƚסݺݵһ۹¶Цͷͣ㻨Ǯأ⺢ӣҲ֪ʡŵá
ܼŶһɿһ۳ȥˡ
Ѿͷϴ...ȾҪȥȴ㿪ˡ
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òУɿܼҲֻܶʻųĥ
ȥ˸¥Ϊ·ʦǼҵʱĳš
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ֻһΣȻˡ
˵ʲôҪ...Ҿ͸ɡ뵽轷̬ȣʦ˵ֱӳ԰ɣָĿ˵
лл塣
һڳһȺķ
轼ʦʦǲ˵ļ˶رóԡ
ʦֻһëǮǮ
֪չл
ͳʦǺ󣬹һؼҡ
ſھͷǴ򿪵ġ
ҳŵʱ...
ƿţͷ䶼ˣ߰㣬·Ҳȫˣһס
ľ·һ֪˭ġ
պһ˽Ų
عͷͿ˾壬˾һĹ¶һӲЦ
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һ
Ҫϳѽ
˾ŹӰһ...
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֪ǾԸ£˵ͷȥˡ
轷ƶڿŹӿŵӺ͹ܼ˵ء
ȥʱ轷࿴ûɺ͹ܼ˵Ż
...ֻҪ̺ܽܿɼǮ˵ô˵ɡ
ǣС㡣ܼҺܸοӣ˺϶ֵ֧ġ
ţһῼϱѧõѧУ轷ָ˵ڰ֣ȥϵɡ
ܼӦţһ۹ȥˡ


46 ͻ

˦ִӳ̵һۡ
С㻹к
轷࿴һ۹ô⣿
̸̸轷ɫƽ
轷һ˲һΪҲȥһأ벻...
֣ɳϿŹĿ߸ϣܺúĸϴѧУúñֵĻҿԿԭ㡣
ǹסˣĻֻһΣԺסеĶʱ㣬Ҳʱ򣬲κζʱû
ûκξܾѡȨ
轷࣬·𿴵ǰ§ŸǸ첲վǰҫӡ
ʱ轷һޣĶҲҪʱԼ񸵻ǣҪʱʱû
轷˵Ҫǵʱ򣬽Ҫˣûȥˡ
۵Ǳ˪ȴ˹ôأҲģֻ˵ͷ˾ͻˣ㲻֪𣿡
轷໹治֪ɫһ䣬һȣҲĪɣƭ˭أҶûҰ˵...
û˵꣬Աߵĵ绰ˡ
ȼæȥӵ绰ι
ˣһ¡
轷ӵ绰
轷һ۹ȥӵ绰裡
һǾϲĽû׺ݣֻ
ϰת䣬轷ǰǻ˸ˣʹ
轷ϲˣҲǡ
...Ҫ....ǣǸ...õģõġ
轷˵绰ϹŵʹЦҲ
תͷô֪ҰҪǴ绰ˣ
ҡͷûУÿһ궼
ÿһꣿô֪轷ɣġ
轷ı飬ǳ˳ô֪㲻֪
˵⣬ֱӵҵĶңǸҲָԭ״ɣҲ뿴ǰ
轷ɫѿ轷࣬СȥϢѵѾͷ
轷ûùǰĺܲˬ֪ĸҪˣײ޺޵۹ת¥
һߣתͳȥ
Ѿͷվסһæ׷ʵ˵ô֪Ҫ
סûȫȴûоһǳ


47 ֹ

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쳣ں⡣
ǳ⣬ҪҪͻˡ
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˵գÿȵȥ
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ȵĹ˹
Ϊʲô֪˻轷ȴ֪Ϊûϸע
֪һΪͻ¼¼ÿλʱ䣬֪ǹ̶ġ
Ϊ޵Һ֪˻ԭ
Ǹүүļգͷÿһ궼ǰһصϼңո׵ĶȥĹؼݡ
ÿֱȥĹأȥңԲעһҲûһݹƼ֪
Ҳ֪µġ
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ֻҪпգǾͻ轷࣬пմʱ䲻Ȼ϶˵ǻʱ䣬˵ˣҲֲںˡ
ͱ紵ôһ¡
ø̧ͷһǿգǰδе
Ҫ׬Ǯ׬Ǯϴѧȡ뿪轼ҡ
ղһֱ뿪뵽Ѿ붬ˣ汻ϳȥֻжʮǮûȥĵط
ҪҪѧ
һû£һϢã컹Ҫء
һôҲúǺúýͣ
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ţ򵥽ʰãŻҰĵƹҵ
ڶ죬𴲸ȥѧУѧУſһˣ˳ѧУ
һ죬轷಻Ҳ磬ڴ޵£ԭɱһĿУƽһ졣
ѧ󣬹߳УţǻȥҪҪʱͿƼ
Ƽһ˹
һȥ
Īȥ
ԹԸߣҲߣҾУſڸ㵱һغţҪѧʵ㡣
Ƽţ䲻ġ
ۣģ


48 ˸

Ƽı֪Լµûˡ
רƼظңֹȥˣýڷ龭װһдƵ
õǲ
ô졣
Ƽ֣˵Ҫҽ㸵ȷҪУſֿ
Уſֿ˵ܾ˵¡
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˵ͳסǰΪһ㡣
Ƽӣ֪˵˵ѡ
뱻űߣһֱ˦Ƽֱӻؼˡ
ȴûѡ
ǹƼвƼ֮ǰζУֻǺȻ뵽һ⡣
ͷ˶ûôİˣ϶ǸԸŮĻ
轷׽ε˼һǲʲô
֮顣
轷Ҳеǻ˵еǻĨƵϣȥȥ˵ʵ...ûв
ȻˣͳһͰɡ
Ƽû۵һ
µûûȡͻǻĴ㣡
֮ǰѣ
һֱȥǼǴѯʣȻҪƭˡ
Ƽŭգв˵ѣ˹轼Ҳܲϻ¡
ܾôˡ
ɲ۸ߵġ
ҸؼңһоͶҵģֲˡ
Ƽƫͷһ۹ޱ飬ɹȴϸܵϤĶ⡣
Ƽʵʱ򣬶ޱʱ
ƼĶħ
˽ƼˣԶ֪¡
ϱ亦ɹƼסˣ˸ѡ
ʱٴθܵƼϢ۵ɫɭȻͬޱ顣
вԶ˶ʮӾ͵ˣԶԶϤĸң۵һ˿ӣȴͣ
ƼŽȥɨһȦƼǰڡ
Ҷˡ
˼ţһ·ǳĬƼͬǼ󣬻ָϤӣĻҲص˹ʲô£
һָҸɣ
˲Ÿ
ǾʽϷӸ֣дСԺӣ泱һϴּ䡣
˸Ǽ䷿ԴԶƼ
Ƽһ۸ǵķ䣬


49 սǰ

ʵ㣬𵽴ҿҷ...
ƼջߵˮˣأǱߴ춯ͷͿڳæˡ
ʲô

·ҵףҪѷϾͿƼ˹ͰѳŸˡ
һǳɡ
ƼӲһûұ⡣
ŹȻ򲻿ŵƼ˸
Ǹʲô쿪ţ
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һһ߻ش𣬡ǳʱ緹ֻһ棬Ҫˣ㲻ҳԣҾԸ㡣
ңҿţ
·ƣƼ˸ֲ
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ϾסĵطȻЩİˣǶ࿴ͻƼʲô
ܿ죬ͷһһȣһŴײˣľϹϷ˿ŴС
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ͷľϴײˣлȡ
в죬ƼȴҪˡ
ҿţŲٲţұùץС͵...
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кûȣһߴúһƻƼ
Ƽв˲ͣˡ
ţ۰
ʱɲùھŵĺʱڡ
ƼȻ侲
УǰɣǾһᡣ
ƼҲֵ徲ڳæˡ
˻ײ˷˿һľ峴˸ϹϣˣҲˡ
ڳԡ
Ա˲Ŵ򿪳š
ƼЦǺġ
ҵĳǻûǱ̨ʣָָͷţҽ˯
㶼ûϴûʰ˯ʲôƼʵıܿǵķ䣬ƲƲ
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ʲôˣƼ򿪸ǵķ䣬Ҽһǵķ𣿻˵ʲôˣȥɡ
ƼӣͶϤİķ䣬Ľëᶶţ׳һƬӰ
ѡõս


50 Ҫ

ǵķ䣬õúܸɾࡣ
ڷŵΣжƵľɫӣ˵ص㡣
ɨúܸɾǽϹʽµİڷ߰ŴСһĻڰ׻ɫƬ
иСʱүүƬиһڵġ
Ȼ˵žװƬһźһŶգɫޱȡ
һ۾Ϳˡ
ƼŹٿǸǵƬǳ鴤һ£ޱ鿪ڡ
ҶǵĶ
˵ţ߿
һ۹ϵţɨһȦ˵ϡ
û뵽֮껹ص......
˵£óҵʼ
Ƽһֱûš
һֱص£ɰƽ͡
Ƽͬһ£ڸǷΡ
һҹƽɹֱٽ賿һӰĴ򿪷䡣
ʮµ죬ʱ컹Ǻܺڣһһҵĵƶ
ⶼҪϿκϰˡ
ѧҪҳϰࡣ
ʼѹ
ڵľҲһ
ĵƣн죬Ľֵ
һ˴ԶһСŮˡ
һ˾ֱŸյſڸҪţ쳣춯ʲôڵˣԼʲô
ʲô
ǲƼ㷢ʲôˣ
˱һ
˵С͵ȥ
˶൨Ӵ󣬿ǿŵģȫӿ˽
Ƽ㣿ģ
ʲôˣ
һ壬һš
ǶǸھӣ͸Ҷ˶ھӣƼԼһȥݷԼ뵽ҼϣҳԹһ
׼ʱˣû뵽Ƽȴ״
ܽŶŹ˸ߵķš
򿪷ţӳһУǵһ
Ƽ㣡
ִּ
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ҪˣҪңһᱻ...
Ƽŷſڵϣھǲûеȥץȥ
Ϊ廨ﻹëǱһߣû
Ƽɫ䣬ԣôᱻӦڡŶԣ
ô


51 ɱ

Ƽɫ۵һ˿
Ƕסˡ
վſڣΪ̫𾪣һʱ֮䶼ûж
Ƽſڵϣѹ¹Ա߻һҿɢ·׵ӡ
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Ǳڵϣϱӣëͷģ֡
ϵ˰̣ҲǺòҡ
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ƼָŹϵֽʲô㣬ȴıţ...ҪŰɱңðռҸҡ
ҿţҪɱ...!
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вȴﵽĿģʹʵ͸ǵĻ¡
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Ϊ֪֣벵빤Աæʵ
ҲȥǼǴʹõ𰸵ǷģƼȥʵõͬĴ𰸣ȴԹɱġ
ƼҪ轳ҵ͹ͻ׻˹ȫƵϣùѣ¹轼ҵĻ¡


52 ת

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ⳡϷҪĵ߾š
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Ȼ⻹ţҪһ߻
߻Ѫ
ƼԼʱ䣬֮ǰǱ븵ǵķ䣬õŶϣͿʼԲС
ƼԹݣԼ֣ΪĿֱԼͷ
Ƹȣ޽󲻰ںıḵҵĲƲҪɱš
˶񶾵ĹⱲӶˡ
ƼƻˣֱӴ轼ң轼ҼԼ
轼ҲӦҲӦҹΪ轼үӼҶ轼ͷôܲ壬ùôǸң붼Ҫ롣
ƼƻúϷҲǿǿҲˡ
ƼһѾױˡ
Сܣ쿴š
ƼæָСܿš
Сæȥɢš
ƼСܵĶٿھǿ۵һ˿⣬Ҫȥ
ҽǴ㲻ɣݺҼһǵʱҾ֪㲻ǺöںҼһǽˣҲúùӣú
ҽԲŹ㣬һҲҪϳңҲҪϱ
Ƽŭֳոҡ
ǵסھӣƼ£ôҶӡ˼㡣
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֣޲ȥš
СڴҵĿ£ʿˮ̧ͷƼĿӡ
漴ֿһţٴȷһ㣬һڡ
Ųʲôõţ...ƼҪ˶ϱš
С⻰һҽԾ


53 

˿ƼǾ㵺Ͳ˼顣
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ƼǵĻǳɫгСܣ˵˵ʲôдš
Ϳ˹
쳣ӣƼһֱûɹ˴˿ڷӦˡ
ˣԲԣ㻻Źң
ƼҪȥţһһˤڵϡ
һûȥƼ
ڴҲ˼ĿУΪΪƼĻⱻĹʳ
ΪëǿԱҡ
һ£ǵƽһӾƫ˹ߡ
ֻһΣ֮ǰûֻƫĵƫˣǷ׷˼ˡ
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Ƽѣ
ԼղŵûӺʧرķŭһŭֱӹֵƼϣƼղһֱ£ȻҲ
ɰ󡣡
ëڱÿ⿪ˡ
ëһõͿ޳
ˣûˣҪˣ㲻ᱻġסļæ
ƼһĻٿҿĿ⣬Ҫˡ
ˣǲĹ㻻İɣôô񶾣
ﳰһЦ񶾣˭񶾣
ƼСۣͷҲۣ֪ģѪ࣬ǰһ󷢺ڡ
Ҿ˵ôȻιȥˣԼܰģԭĹ
ִ󺰣ǲҪǸƭӣ˾Ǳģ¹ҲǱƵѹϵģҲġ
⼸仰мʵϧ...ûˡ
ûȹڣùСָˡ
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ϵݣޱȷŭ
ԼãǸЫ㲻ҪϱҲɽɡ
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54 ʳޣ

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ҿҼҺӲ棬ȻܶҪˡ
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Ƽ˰ɣԼľ֣Լˣ򵹵ȴԼ
Сˣ˵˵ô£
һ¿ڣҺ͸ǽᣬҲǱݵģʵû꣬ܽ顣
һ֮ǰ£...һ飬̲ͬ⣬ͱסˡ
˵Ҫˣûӵĺ£Ҳûãëסҵ죬Һ¾ܣ׷ҵʱײ¹¹Ӿ͵
...̫ˣȻ...Ǿˡ
ҿˣȻ...㿴ƼҡͷⶼǱӦڿ
ĻŴŭƼۻӡ
ǰڿ㿴
ָ㱨һγ
ţ˳һУϱƼҲùء
ֻǴΣƼһε׵εѪۣȻθϳţ轷λá
ϱùУⱲƼˡ
ϱƼûóѣȻԲеϷɹȶˣҲֻʳˡ
ˣˣ㲻úҲŹģҲŹ...
˵ԩĵģݺңǶǲǣҸûңҪҵ...
Ƽĺ޶ԡ
·Ͼ֪Ƽᶯ֣֪֮䲻

Ͱǩֽŷ⣬š
ƼݷˣƼԲԼͷ󣬹˳ƶ֣ƼϲԲУǾͳȫ¹Ϊúһء
ŵë˱סӡ
һ...һǳɡ
߾ƼʵⷴɱǳɹƼʳ


55 轷в

ǹдģȻû˷ӿץ
Ҳ˷ӣȴܿˡ
Ϊֳ˱¼ͺˣֻаƼˡ
ǸѧæҪȥϿΣ˭⣬ùȥѧƼ졣
Ƽºأϸ顣
һˣѪƼŹɸɾˣҪȥɳǰһڣֱ˹ȥ
ǱεĻ۵ιȥֻԼ֪ˡ
ʱ䣬ϰûϣڵһڿǰϵ
ϰûѧġ
轷࿴ѧУüͷһ壬˵ĹԺٲѧУˣٲ÷ġ
轷ӣ֪˵ѧУˡ
Ȼô˵ǲµƼᶯ֡
˵ȾǹƼȥһ˫
뵽Ц
ϧȻƼ̡
轷Ƭ̵ĲˣҲ֪ΪʲôûˣȻٳѧУ֮͸üڡ
ϰҲһΪ㲻ء
ı֪û£϶ɹ˦ˡ
ôң䵭һ䡣
ʶôʱˣһȥżҵȻҪһôƼðɣɵúúֺţȻԺûطȥˡ
轷ǺЦ⣬㻹ҰвأҰ㲻̶֪㣬㻹֪ʡʡҰ״ѵ㣡Ұ裡
ڽ֮ǰ˵Ļ轷ʹ첻ѣѾ֪£Ҳ֪޸ˣԺٻؼвң
Ұ֪·ǳ㲻ҪǽˣǲҲԶ㣡
轷뾯вҾ㣬Ǿˡ
ۻӣôҪҲɣ
㻹䱻轼ұֻҪǱ̬еʰ㡣
轷Ц轼ҿɲǿЦģ
һڿ轼ңȷ轼ҵЩв˵ɣ
轷ԽˣԽҪǣʵ˵
ǵӡӦò轷˵
ͿǻηӦ
ͶһѣԼֱԲԡ


56 

¿κ󣬹ֱӴϹǰн
ֱĹҵˡ
˵ӰóִϣŲ߹ȥһڡ
ˡ
轳ҵѾŲˣתͿ˴ſֵĹ
һκ棬뿴ǵݡ
ΪĹؼݣ˶һɫ·
轳ҵ࿡ʣüºֻͣʮ꣬էһǸĶŵĿѧߣˡ
һвǼ
ǳǵ۾һƶ˲ԾȻ
轳ҵ˵ѹ轷˹͸˵ĸоȫһ
һĺԽԵƤ𪣬ͬ״һ㷢Ź⡣
ʸţϸ쵰˫Ƥ΢Ķ̷ʱᣬһۿȥƯ־ޣ˵ʮҲ֡
Ưȴκιԣ˵º͡
ʹ
ǹСʱ轼Ҷڽ͵͵ʱĸо˿̸оҲͬˡ
˵轷಻Ƿ࣬Ҳ
˵ҲΪ
ٴҲڿ
ӣĳƺ轳ҵ۵ɻ󣬡ǣ
ͿȻʣ𣿡
̧ͷͷϵ˰Ҳչǰ
ǰɣɣ
û뵽ͻϳǰϰ˺ش
...ңˡ
Щ죬֪ôʶҲֲĻǶġ
ľ轳ҵɫסͣǰ俴һ۹ʵ
רǵģ
ǡ̧ͷһۣ˵һ½ڷ¡
˵۾Ծȥͣһŵͣе㲻
ûбŵӣһʵڲŵˣ뻹û˵£ͽŵˡ
ڿ轳ҵ͹ͣҲڿ
轳ҵɫҪ˵͸ǵ£Ѿ֪ˡ
̧ͷ֪轷վ˵ģ͹ۣҲ˺ܶ࣬˵ģҲ˵ģϾҲеˡ
轳ҵüЩ⡣
Ϊģ½ģԶһΪԺȵһ˵ıʲô
轳ҵûӹĻתʵһ⡣
ô֪


57 

ô֪
轳ҵ£˵ѹ֮Źȥ
ǵĹؼ˽г̣Ⱥ轷඼֪ɹȴȷҵ
һ㲻ò˻ɡ
ֱ۸ܵĻѹ
һʲôĸоأ
޷ݣȴ˵޷ѡ
轳ҵûʱ򣬸ЩҲһ˶ܲˣοͨˡ
͵СŮܳס
ȷʵûס
ֻʮꡣ
ϱӾĶĹס轳ҵһ̽
һ۸үӵĹ΢΢ǷǼ̧ͷ轳ҵ
ղܣÿһ˹꣬ʱҲ죬ס轼ң֪Ҳ֡
Ĵиɻ
轳ҵʩѹ£˱֣⡣
轳ҵջϵѹڣվ˵˵ɡ
ŹĻش
轳ҵͣɫ˲١
͸ղһֱû˵ɶ۵ף轳ҵҪԺܶ࣬ᣬŹ۾ӣ۵һ˿Ӻۡ
ŵ
һ轳ҵ͹Ҳ̸һ̸أ㲻£˵ʲô˵ʲôǶš
Ϳڣ轳ҵݾºҲû
ɫҲɣллˡ
ôҡͷ
ɫʼͣ͸£һжᣬҶԸûκ˽ģڹ...
Ĺغܰůůģһ¼
轷಻ϲǵ£ֻ֪轳ҵ͹Ͷ֪飬ǵļƻն࣬췹ºҲû취
ϱȷʵˣ͸ǳ˷ޣ轷޹ˣ轳ҵ͹ͻ֪𾪲ѣѳۣѾ޷ء
ʱҲûҲûˣһδܽ͡
ûͣҲȥˣ轳ҵ͹Ⱥ轷˵Ϊ˸ǡ
ⱲӾû轷вŭҪúýҸǻ͸ǻԼ
ûɬûв˼͸ǾһһŴϣǾûзκιϵ¡
...Ϊʲô˾²ʡľԭԼףҲӴ⣬Ҳԩ˭Ҳ˵ҲӦ


58 ǵ˼

龭һ
龭Ǻ͸Ϲϵǽ飬ԸľǺú߿Ϻôѧ
ͷҲ֪ҵͣǼǽ鱾ǸѾԺ˻ЧܿʱҺ͸ûκιϵˡ
͸ûйϵˣ轷͸ǵĻԼҪҪͿԼˡ
һͣ轷˵ĽȻ෴
轳ҵɫ䣬ʲôȴʲô...
Ǿˡ
벻轷ˣ轷ΪʲôҪΪʲô
ŮϹʲôôܿϴѧǰ;Ƚöٱ
˵һ˭˵ѣ
һƬң轳ҵļ򣬡͸ûаǸΪʲôԸ飿
轳ҵûôӴҲֻ֪࣬иŮ
ɸδŮȻǼ˽ġ
轷ΨһŮĶǸ׶ˣҲ˽⣬ʵڲУҲͬġ
Żܳάס˵ҲԸǻ⡣
˭˵öҷһߣ˽⣬Ǻ͹ǲЭ顣
Ϊ轳ҵôô⣬ȴû뵽ȴһ⡣
ΪʲôԸǼǣ
Ϊ...Ϊ׽ˣȻᣬŲұΪЦȻ...Ӱǰ;Ծ͸ɡ
ǹΨһ뵽ɣʵҲ
轳ҵ˹Ľȴ÷
Ǻ轷Ӵ࣬Ҳ˼ɢ轷עúѧ˴ѧٺúýӴǣ˽Է顣
ǸТ˳ĺӣĻҲģ⣬ӦһӶ轷ฺ
;͹Ǽǽ飬ֻɣ߱ˣǹ˵ɡ
˸˽ˡ
轳ҵı飬ùԶԲ
ֻܲȻҲ˵òԣ⣬Եȸ´λˡ
̧ͷ轳ҵ۾ֻǲһӱδ
轳ҵŹ۾۵׾һ
ˣ轳ҵ֪ԸղҲûϸ
ɴ˿̧̹ͷֱͿԤϵļᶨϡ
ͷϵ˰̺ԣ۾ȴ峺
ڰ׷۾˰̶·𵭻˺ܶࡣ
Ҫǣ轳ҵ۾ĪоϤ


59 

ĪϤУ轳ҵһٳº˲١
ȻˣΪʲôûڼң˵ȥżˡ
Ƽȥģ˵ҲȥҪУſֿҼʶһʲôǺš
һ۾ջߵģĪЩղ
ǰֻԶԶǣû⿿һԽԽǷ޶ơ
ƵĪ˺øС
轷ĸĸ˵ģȴЩ
轳ҵĵ⣬ʵشˣܸӡ
ϱ£ǵʱȴѾȥˡ
ܿƵ룬ûȥǲͻ᲻һ
ڸסģ͹ĵĻ˹ҵͷ
ţѧУܲãֿ˸ѿ͸ȥˣǲڼңȥǽסġ
̹Ȼش
Ƽüͷ΢΢壬۸û
⣬뵽ϵ£Ǿͳ˳
ֻ۸ǵǺãǲ۸
һ
ıù˲ԤУ۸ˣûˣ
͵ﲻٹģż
Ͳ֪ȴ
ûˡЩллĹģƼ£Ǻܿͻ֪ˡ
û˾ͺá˿ڹ˵Ļе档
Ź͵ӣ벻轳ҵ͹ʹ˿̱Ǽ٣᲻ı䣬Ǵ˿̵ǣԤڵ̬Ҫúܶࡣ
轷Ҫ֪̬ȣͻǻ÷˰ɡ
ʱ֡轳ҵ˵Ļڡ
ջ˼һ䣬...⣬δһʱ䶼֡
˵ζ
轳ҵüû˵˿ڣ˵Ҷˡ
Ȼ˵ˣҲûʣתȻͺúö飬ͻؼסɡ
̧ͷһۻͷãллллˡ
Ȼû˵Ҳ֪˻ȥĻ
͹ˡ
˴ʱ¶һЦ
ЦݺܵſҲЦ۾Ϊһ΢Ц΢΢һ䣬һ¶͵
ͿҲЦˣл㲻Ҫ˵ģͷҲһ𳤴ģֱӽвĸɡ
...ⲻ̫ð...Ů轷ǰв꣬еýвĸúֺܹ졣
Ӷǡڵĸ֡


60 ˲

Ͳ֪ĹŹ뷨Ź֣
ʲôõģоˣ㲻Ը⣿
ûвԸ⣬ֻ...ӣʳһ⣬...𣿡
...ղžˡ
ʷǣΪʲôң
Ӧҵ......
ȴӺСֲ˼άһ
ˣһʱᶼûת
С˵ӻŵͣԲҪߵǰŵ˹ͱϳȥ
±±ϳȥҲŵʹһķˣСʱʼʹûڹǰ
ǽ죬Ҳ˿֡
û뵽ͻвĸ
û뵽Ͳ
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˶٣㲻Ϊϵ˰ԱҪڡ
Ź͵Ļش¶ޱȵĻȻЦݣغһǣ˵öԡ
ϱû߳ûʳûԹ⣬߳ʳˣԭ˼򵥡
ԺҪ¸ҡ
ĸӣ轳ҵ͹ͣллܳʱ...һҪУϿΣȸˡ
԰㻹ҪѧУȥɡ˵
ãԼȥͺˡ
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...ͿŹˣηֿ轳ҵ
轳ҵŹıӰĹ͵ļ
ʰһ£Ĺǰǣ轳ҵ͹Ͳ뿪
ҵ˭˵ģһأ轳ҵ
֪飬ݣĹǰ͸ʾź
أ轳ҵ§ס͵ļʡ
Ҳ֪ˣŷͳûѣҿҲѵӡͷü
֮ǰûżһ棬ˣ轳ҵЦôôˣ
Уֲǲ֪ǰͺϲСʱ򻹱üء
ͱ⣬Ҫǳ˵˯ȣһֱҼˣҲᶼûô
˵ʲô轳ҵһۣ㻹˵أСʱ㱧㲻Ƕţֻء
轳ҵҲˣ̧䣬ǣǣ¡
˵û֣æġ


61 ȵĲ

轳ҵ£轳ҵҪˣȴǸ֪¡
轳ҵ͹ͽǵķӦҲԤںãһϿǰһӻص˰ûٵ
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ͿصģҲƭؼԸ
ûǸҪ
ţ¥ĵƹ⣬ҪŸ¥ȥȴ¥ˡ
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Ʋ죬˲ҡ
ʲôˣɫһ䡣
ȵĻһܼˣסһ£Ҳ
ֱû˵ȥҹ˵¡
ɫѿ£ʲôһ£ͷʲôһ¡
ŹŻɣûˣǲǼ˵ʲô
һ˵꣬ŷһ䣬Ǹղų亹ġ
뵽ղŵ£ɫڣŭһ˿̿֡
̽ȵı飬üôôʣʲô𣿡
Ҳ轳ҵ͹͵׸˭᲻á
ɫԽѿܷʲô£㶮ƨ
˵۵Ǻޡ
Ҳ֪׷ʲôˡ
ͷ˻ܸоǿüۡ
û쳣£ԼջŵĺüԿס
轼ҸԿףεȹƷԿףдغƵľƽԿס
ǰδе£ҲǱ˵ؽԿף˾衣
̽ţַַ˶̬ûиı䣬Ҳû׷顣
°µʱ򣬷ʱ˵壬ջȨ
ȴ󾪡
ȨȨΨһܺ͹ܼҿġ
Ȩôһ
Ƿû˵Ȩ˵̫ˣϣע塣
Ȿ˵ΣΪǸϢΪĻ
ȶҪˣǻԼ˵ȥģܷ
£Ȩһ룬ǰδе£̻̲
ȼǣ˺ָܶౣƷΣ˺ܶز
ôģûô䡣
Űһģǵײܾ꣬Լˡ
ȵķ꣬ٿƼʱﵽΪ˼ޡ


62 Ͽ

Ƽɳߣѯһ죬˶ҪٱڽԼʵ뷨ԼԲݺһϵڵѳˡ
ƼⱲѿһΣȴԡ
ʵʵ˵Ȼ˷ӳϹϵɱ׳ˡ
һ죬Ƽ׶͸ˣҲڲʲôˣŷˡ
ֻʱԺҪ浽ǻ᲻ʱżѯʡ
һ仰ǣȻûҵ֤ݣ㻹ûɣǻ㡣
ر£һȺɳһ졣
ǳ׵׵ƼĿĶ񶾡
ƼӪ˼ʮ
ûԹĴ
ƼĹ˱ٷ
Ҫ£׷󣬿ܾҪΪӰ
ƼԲģҪ轼׼ң轷ɶϱ
轼ҶŮ轷Ķϱ
һֱԼ̰άԼƼһֱܴ̼̫࣬Ӳܲһȳһ
ͷϵ˿ڣ򵥰ˡ
Ѫûϴɾɫϵ˶ޱˣų轼ҴžͱӦѸٵ轼ұסˡ
ſң֪˭Ǹңҿ׼ң
Ƽסܲȥ˱
Ҳ֪ƼݣЩɵû֡
轳ҵͣǸҹ轷࣬ҲҹδҲ֪ӭӣǶҳ
ҾԲùҵģǸҺ轼ҵĻԼôˣҲŹǵģ
һҼߣһҵ̨һ˵轼壬ǸȨƣлԼһķŮ
ҹϿǣ֮Ҳ᲻ģ
үһǲǣ
ǵģ
ƼһŴš
˽죬ǹעһҲҪ轼ҼϺ͸ҵĻԼˡ
ŵϣѪ
ƼĻ쳹ԺУ˶ˡ
ɫ࣬Ҳ˲Ϲ˲ˣæǰ
ô£ķӷ˽˵µڣȥ
Сò׺͸ǽ˻ԼôܼԼ
ֹѾͷʡģ
ƼȵĻ޵һһڴѪ˿Ũ̵
ޣʲôһķʲôʸ˵


63 Ƽִ

Ƽ޹Ͷȡ
ⱣķĸŮˣһѪ
Ƽ̫ˣŨ̵ȵϡ
Ȳû衣
Ų̧Ĩˣĵòû³
ŷˣӣҺƴˣ
ȶűסƼһȺߡ
ƼҪˣüûʹȥ
Ůÿ뽫ǶŮ͵ңҹҪ轳ҵ͹ͣ
轳ҵǸҹ
̫סƼסƼסȵסȡ
¥һֱû֪ͷûмǰ׼ҵĴ㣬ԼĹλ˲
һݣֲ̿
ƼסҲס
ӵζѬƼûιȥ
裬Ƽ۾ͨ졣
ҲŹǵģҲưոݵģ
Ƽв轳ҵвͣвҶֵıһֱŭ𣬿ǴŲʱһ轼ҡ
ͳ轼ңƼ۵ֻʣ·
轼ŻԼִ˵ΪԼٳɵġ
үүүǰսѣүһ㣬үүȴܺãһֱչүӡ
үӵʱˣ̳˼⣬ԽԽ
үү˼תҵؼңתҵΪһЩ£Ҳûס
үӺүȥϰ࣬˾ְڡ
үŸүү¼ѣرãүүΪ˾үӳ¶
үΣ˸Һܶܶ࣬Ǿ㡣
ƼʨӴ󿪿һǮðĸңӶ飬øȢ轷ࡣ
轼Ҿ轷һŮȢԺ轼ҵľǸǵģǸҵҲˡ
Ƽ̴죬轼ҺһʱҲӦˡ
³ˣƼͰ轼Ϊ֮һֱδ轼ԾӣȻƻ£Ǻ޿֪
ŻµķҲ˵
Ƽֵ轼ңֱߣʱ䲻ʮӣķ粨ӿȴһ㲻١
轳ҵ͹ԭ轷ڿˮӣƼһ֣Ļȫˡ
轳ҵ͹ɫѿȴûпڡ
轷ȴҪˡ
ˣôˣǸһϵûˣô


64 ҵ˭ٵû

轷ּҧҧ裬øɫúýѵһ٣
һżΣʵͱ˳
轳ҵ轷һۣüԡ
轷͵طӦæ죬͵͵ȥǵɫ
ȥ轳ҵ轳ҵ͹Ͳʲôܣ鲻ɫĵһ˶ȵĴá
ͨͱϳȥˣֻȵ⣬ֱӸϳȥɹԴãӣϣ֪֮ԺĹ
ȴˣ轷߻û崦
ҲҪ쵽ˣչٴùһֵգ轷ȴԽˡ
ʲôиɫ˵Ļ𣿡
轳ҵ˵һ轷ࡣ
轷෴ӦæҴ˰ְ֣Ҿ̫ˣҿԼˣȻҵţһġ
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ͬĻ轷۾һ֪ˣְ֣һġ
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ô죿ҵ
轳ҵƼЩʵ̫ˡ
轳ҵȴƼڣҪ̸Ҳ侲ȸǻ˵
ƼߣΪǾ仰轳ҵעһ¡
ô֣ܿʹˡ
Σ轳ҵûܣƼϵȴ֪ˡ
㹻ݡ
ȫˣҵǽͣ轳ҵָ߿˹һۡ
ԭ轳ҵܹͣɹ
轳ҵǵóԶٿ轷࣬۵˼
࣬һдҵȥ鷿̸һ̸
轷౾أеţɿ轳ҵɫͦãֱ˳˳ͷΪ
ְִҪοο
轷Թȥҵˣ轳ҵ͹ڿȻ
Ƽ͵Ƭֽ̣ѵһԺһ㣬ԲƼˡ
űԹˣ뿪
ϣдƼһģҪȥ˱棬û뵽վԭء
ôһͷʤûеɫǿֵʱ𣿻ȥҳˣû𣿡
һҵǱ˭ٵôٵģû


65 ݵ

վԭûһһ٣ҾˣҲ
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һһֱϲСȹӣСȹӣȥȿ
˵ݣСС͵һֱֺ裬ôһֱ轷ȹӣҲϲġ
ҲҪЦҲյ
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Ŵ̱ǽζԼѾˡ
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66 ΪʲôҪ

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Сʱܶʲôֻ֪Լªˣֻ֪Լ˿ں˺Ҳˡ
ʱһֱͷ˿Լٳǰŵǣ»ᱻϳȥ
ϲˣһֱƯͯʹһ㶼ŵ뱻ϳȥ͸ӶŲҳڷǰֻż͵͵͵͵һۡ
öˣö֮һˣ轼Ľ䣬صӰ
һֻͯ󣬶ز轼ǱС
ʱԼ̫ˣСӿſ޵ӡһֱٹ̣ȴû뵽Ҳ...
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...
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ⱲӣȴŪΪʲôҪ
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Ҳǻԭ
ʲôŪԭ򣬻ߺúʶĴ
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ˣƼ˸ȥˣñԺע⣬Ҫٴ
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Ϳ¶ЦˣȣɣºȱȲ衣
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ȥˣôˣҶ˵Ϣˣôһֱͣء
΢ЦܾԺЩ¶˾ͺãȥ...ϴɡ


67 轳ҵĻ

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ȱΪ;ܾзţ˵ȥϴ̾ƼǴųζŨ̵
һڣӿһģ˲˵ʲôæȥϴ·ȥˡ
轳ҵ˺͹͵ԺչʳӾͺãЩ£ѧУǱߵϵǽӹɡ
͵ͷҲ˼
ȷĩ꣬һϵǵһЩרҵʦŷࡣ
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轳ҵο䣬轷͸˵Ҫϵ۶ѧĿ꣬˵
һᣬ轳ҵ轷ͷʵ
࣬㲻ϲδ𣿡
轷׼һ
ûа...ôô...
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Ҿǿͦ˵ģһ㶼ûܵӰ졣
轷һ...ҲѹģϾҴСһ𳤴һңֻ...ǰҲûΣҲôͳȫˡ
...ҽ쿴̣ıŵˣ̫ˣֽٺ֮С
§轳ҵְֱ֣ḷ́㲻ҪҺ͸Ƕ˺òãҪǼ޸ǣһһġ
轳ҵ轷࣬ûмʱĻ
轷Ƭ̣ûȵشַŭί漴Щ£Ҳ¶˳ԥԥķſֱۡ
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轳ҵʾûӦ˵˵轷࣬۵׼һ˿ʧ
⺢Ҳ㱿ǵСһЩ
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轷ҳϲǣһУܻ߿һۣϧ.....
ʾˣҸˣȴһֱûա
˻׵ʵҲ˵ʵ
Ҳ֪...˭˵ѵģ룿
ǰ˵ٻѻأ


68 

轳ҵȭͷѻ˵ƣúýѵһ轷࣬뵽轷ܿҪգһ¡
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轷һȻϲְֽҲҹ𣿡
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̫ˣ轷˵㵸轳ҵŻϲ轷ЦЦȴ롣
ԺöڼҶŮĺã˵һŮôҲס轼Ҳҵ
첻㣬ֻܺ
ϣü
轷ϢһɨƼӰ˵㵸
轳ҵСҡҡͷȥɣԺǵʲôһ裬ʲô¶̡
轷಻ʲô˼Ϊʲô
̰ôһֱ࣬ҲˣҲϢϢˣԼŮҪչˣ㲻һֱ
轷죬˵̲ŲϡҲҪչˣϰָˣû
ã֪ˣԺҾҰְ裬Ҿ°ְ̫æˡ
æҲҪ𣿡
ְ̫ˡ
ˣȥϢɣҲˡ
轷ԹԳˣ˷ܵ˯ţصæȥˡ
ҪҵѶ
轷˸߲ңһ»յһҪʲô·ʲôΣͿʼˡ
дһ˵֣轷дúԥЩ۷ա
֣ҡ
֣轷Цһ£ڻڴϴ
...ڿԹˣ磬ǧҪ...
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š轷ɺãȸϱӡ
Ӧţǻ˷ܣ뽫Ҫ¸ȣɵߺȻ轳ҵĻ
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죬ʲôչ˵...
һ˵ûϣȴ


69 ʧְ

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˵𣿡᲻ߣ
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šȵͷ
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˵轳ҵڽڷ¶ʧ
轳ҵĻֹ໹СأôҲ...ȣĺġ
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֮ǰôڷҪ߿Ǿͺú֧֡
š͵ͷ
˯ɡ


70 Է˵Ĺ

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ŵȱҲ̫
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71 Ҳ

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ԭ΢𵴣ϥһںõòˡ
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72 

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ԭϴ˷Ц⣬һ۾Ϳ˹ҵ𣿡
...δſڣ͵غҵˡ
ҵ棬ſδŬŬ죬ɡ
δɫ˱䣬дˣܣ
ôͲˣһ¡
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δһŽȥ
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73 ΰ

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ôһֲ©дģȵʱֵܺ˺ڰˡ
ѵǵˣ
ܰɣ
ԭ֪Ǽסˡ
ѧϰãԭ츳ãȻûĿȴһֱܺá
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轷ȴѹûϣȥ׬ǮĴ¡
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֪ʶ׬Ǯ


74 ǵ

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77 轳ҵҲ

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80 ҧ

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83 ˵߾

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ȵһӦǷϣû뵽ֱӱȥ˷Ժһĸܱδ˽顣
ڷԺĶûƣ轷Ρ
С㣬ҶԲ㣬û¡


96 Ŀ

ûа취𣿡轷ෳޱȡ
֤Ѿͷ͵ģҽԺ֤Ҳ֪Ѿͷͬһ...ҪǱ...ûֽš
轷ץ񣬡ΪʲôҰҪŹȴҼȣҵǲǵŮ
ȱ͵С㣬ɲҪ룬ͷ˲֪أǶ֪ѾͷƼĹ
С㣬㲻Ҫ˼룬˵˵Ըǿģ㲻Ҫ¡
ôܲ£Ͼ͵ˣһأǺô죿
轷ҧҧ̣ͲܰѹϵʵŻ𣿡
ɫڣҲϹûãѾͷɤҲвңҲû취
轷ٲ˵ˣֱҡϳߡ
ܿ쿪˳ȥż׷С㣬㲻ҪҪżһ취...
轷ӺӾһۺ޺޵Լ취
Ȼǰְ轳ҵ轷ʧ
轷صѧУһҿһ۾ͺ
һͷˣȻλϵܺҲͷˡ
轷࿴ܺһڣݺݵһۣл˵
üһ
̨
Ҫ˵ʲô
ܺô£
֪ô£ջˣŨ̵ɵ˰ɡͷҪ˵ʲô˵ϾϿˡ
轷һ͸ǵĽ鲻Ҫȡܰ䣬ֻҪӦˣҿԸһǮ
㲻뿼ѧ̲ṩ飬ϴѧûѧҲ״ֻҪӦҾ͹㵽ҵ
̾һ轷һۣ̲סļͷ͸ǲһԣ轷࣬ڵݺݺ඼ṇָ̀ᷢǲõġ
ǹ轷ˡ
źأһˣŲԣôҵ...ȡ轷ûᵽֻǱˣ𲻴Ӧ
üʲôʱ轷˰ɣ
ȻӦˡ
̸ʧܡ
轷࿴˳ۣܺҲ˳ˡ
μϢܺסʱ轷Ųûͣһ¡
Ƕ˵ϲǸ˹ĳ˹ȥˣŲ
ǣ࣬Ŀģ˵...


97 

轷Ҳǹգʱܺʣ㿪ᡣ
죬轷Խÿϣ˹
иĸ
ȫ˶ֲۣѡ
轷ǵĹά佱£ҲںתһЩ
ʱԼߣҲԵֳѡΨһһ㣬һٵҲҪŶ
ȻٵҲ᲻ˣôõĻᡣ
ǰܲμӷ磬ǵҡ
ҿһ֪ͨ轷Ϳʼ⺮׹轷࿪ġ
ͬͬͬȴر𣬷ǹЩȴʲôǡ
ǰôˣôᣬЩﶼղҲû˼ǵðɡ
轷ɫȻ͸ˣȴȰ
ѽǾͱ˵ˣֲҲû취¡
̫ˡ
ЩҪޱˡ
ЩŵĿ佱˵ǣ̲ס˷ۡ
ƨҲĵ̫ˣ˭ҪޱӣŲء
Ҫȥݡתһ䡣
ء೤վȴܿ챻ѧδס
Щﲻƽˣղʸ񵱿˾ˣҪԱæǰæ...
ţһ
ܺ
ǹ˰ͬѧһôô˵
˵ߵ˹ԣһȥɣ˲ǷԱ
ϵļƤ񣬶ĲѣҪ˵δȷˡ
ܺʲô˼볹վ˹Ǳߣ
೤Ҳ߷߲ƽ轷࣬࣬㿴ܺƣڱ˹ִһξͷˣͲø
轷һ£ȴû˵ܺƣܺƷɿһۣƿߣͬѧô꣬͵ĸɡ
࣡೤Σݺݵܺơ
ܺһΣͷһ£漴ּЦͷȥ
...
ٽһԣȭͷ
ܺ¶ֳЦãããͬѧһȥҵŮòã
áȭͷ
ܺʿˮ飬ǲǵûҿ԰׼ֻϣҲйһգÿһ궼æµжȹϾǳ񡣡


98 

˵̧֣ܺðɣҵǸΪǰĿɶǸҲý˹֣۸㣬Ҵ˺òã
ҾʵƯر۾...
ܺƾ˵һ˵˵žϸһ¹۾ֹ۾ĺ...
ܺƿһʱ֮俨ˣ˵˵ѡ
ܺƷ˸ۣ㻻һʽ𱨸ңϲ㣬ɹˣıĵˡ
ԣڿʼֹͣɣ´Ҿ涯ˡ
вˣܺƲŷӦ
ɫЩ죬ǺޣЩŤ
ǰܺһ轷࣬ɫ
ѧزŵ轼ңһʱ͸ܵæµ
轼¶Ϊ轷æµһֱˡ
ȸŹǰǰæҲ˲Ϲ
ȥ¥ǰ˹ͺȳ
𣿿쿪ȥ⣬Ҫ÷࿴Ͳϲˡ
졣ָӡ
Ƭ̡
һ
ǹͺ轳ҵ͸轷ĳѧ轷ѧˣ͵ȳꡣ
㹻ż硣
֮ʦ
Щʦר轷ϵģ˼ε޸ģĲƷ
·鱦
ָӰţȸָӣû˷ֹ
ǣתķ䡣
Ƭ̣ͷҵûʲô˸С
һʹˣϰˡ
ÿһ궼ˡ
轷ͬһգ轷ÿζֵģ...û˹ܣҲû˰ա
ֹû˰ûգȻҪææµ
ÿһգĵӡ
ʮǰÿһ궼ѹġ
ڲˣ
ˢˢæµһֱʮˣֹͣд
ϴϣڴϱ۾տ֣
ӽ쿪ʼǳˣ
ˣܶܶˣҲñҳˡ
ӣҲҪϿεġ
ԼˣȺ轷ԳĺУźţܰߵѧУ
տ֣...ͬѧ
˽ҲŷǰȻһС
ܺ½½ͬľ㵱УͬѧһҪҵ顣


99 ƲԳԷ

ͷҲ̧ƤӶûһ£ֱӽǰжظܺơ
һҴ͸ҹ
ܺæұסУǲľͷҶô...
ջĻȻֹһС
㿴ʲô
д򿪣¶λðɫ
ֵļͬѧžһ
ǰɣܺϲϳ˹ˣ
˹...Ӧûܾɡ
ܺһǣûܾܾ
ͬҹˮЬ
ƫͷһۣ߶˶١
ܺһǲɢ
ȥջߣҪˡ
˵շӢͶ
ܺƲſŹĵĽǰ˴գͷøԶһЩ
վ˽һӣܺŹûжġ
......ջѣɿԽԽ࣬Ҳֻܻصλϡ
ͬѧһ翴һϷ۷׷ףǵУøˡ
Ͽǰ轷ڽ˽ҡ
ͦ˵ģֺе㷳գһϿζ
ΪΪᣬҲûϡ
ѧ轷ûôͬѧҴȥ
˳轷óӻױȥҡ
˾·轷໯һ·רѵӷ׵޷
ˡ
ң轷³ź磬Ư˳
𣿡
轷źſڴűȴޱȵı޶ãһ˿Ļص
תС㣬²ܲμᣬ½⡣
轷̿
£ʲô£ȥˣ𣿡
轷׷ʣûеõκλش߶ûС
轷Ƭ̣һ½ţҧҧ磬磬Ƿ...
ڴ򿪣轷۾һ
˼С...
ȴǴüĿһķ
Ĳڼ𣿡
ĲڣǸС㣬ȥμˣףտ֣³ɡ
轷ٴ޹
϶˵ЩҥԲŲμҵ...һǵ...
˳轷ֱĨᡣ
;ܺƣ轷뵽ʲô۵һݣͣһ¡
ƲԳԷƣ㲻ҪҪɣ
ؽ;еĹ˸磬ӣ˭߶ҡ
һ磬˹û˵˼ڿϣȥ轷ˡ
ֻڿΣص轼컹ţ轼æµѣѾúˡ
صóҵҪűˡ


100 ˵

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͵֮
⼱æš
ˣô...
վſڣﱧӡ
տ֣š
æȥ˶ӻµġ
ͽݣ¿˿ĿαüСҲãô۾ðɣ
û£Ҫˡ
ӷ£ͷˣ...
͹ţҿ㶼ȥ¥Ծ͹ˣҲգҾԺ˵һտ֡
һ˵һߴĺӣҸôϲ𣿡
һ
һܿɰ
һ俴ڱǸ
ɣƣϴ÷ףϸۣܿԼġ
ǳһ꣬轷ʣµģһþõڡ
ܳиУ鶼࣬ôСĶỵϴϴľͳ
ջߣֿһ۹͵
Ǹ...
ϲ𣿡һģϸѡģû뵽㾹Ȼϲ
ǣҺϲæ
һŵϲͺã˵ҪĻȻһĵġ
˵²Ĵĺӡ
Ҳɣܴ
ϲ̵óһɫܺƵķɫλá
ͬһգҪŪʲôᣬź֣Ҳһɣʱһе⣬һʮꡣ
Ͷ˶ȹӣȹӺÿɣרģҲˣͷһΪƯŮӡ
źȹͬߣһı顣
߲ͨһŵߣͶͷڵ¶°ͺ۾
Ƶ˿ͻأҳظС
רΪƵߣڵϵ˰̡
ȹӣٿߣ˹
лˣ...
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䷨Ƶģóһ˫СƤЬ
ЬӣΪ㻹СŮҲû߸ЬҾûø߸ģ㴩Ҳˤ
֣ˣ͵ˣҾȥæˣһᴩʰùŶ
æվˣлл㣬ջȥɣҾͲȥˣȥƻ...
ƻʲôաֹ̧ĻǸˣܵһҲҵ⣬ͽܺòã
Ź͵۾ԥһ£ͳûˣ㲻˵͵Ӧˡ
...


101 ȫ

¿κ󣬸һͬѧҴһؼңʰԼ
ȵߵ㣬׼ʱ½½ˡ
轷ҲǵһʱЬˡ
ͬѧʱҲˡ
೤ѧδ轷ĺѣ˼ͥҲͦãܺ轼Ҹĸ˵ϻĸæдˡ
ȼ轷࣬ѡ
轷רΪƵģϺò˺ų̈ס
һ轷࣬ȫȫǸС
ֹͿ䣬轳ҵҲѵЦ䡣
೤ѧδһͨȿˣͼæȥæӴ
轷Ůǣ϶Ҫ翪ʼپġ
轼ҴСԼҲٵ˵㿪ʼߵҾ½½ˡ
Լߣֳѡֳշǳ֡
ȻͬѧһߣˣҲֻȤҶϵó
ѲһȦûʲô⣬ͷϲ̵ȥ轷ࡣ
С˶ˣʱҲˡ
Žȥŷ轳ҵ͹Ͷڣſڶ˶٣Цȥ
߰ɣҵС
轳ҵûȣվװŦۣ轷ࡣ
ллְ֡
轷վַ轳ҵ
Ͱ轷ͷϵСʹڣȹڡ
ǵСóˡ
轷Ҹðݣϲ̵ı轳ҵǣߡ
벽ں棬ſȹڣȵ˵ͷǸлˡ
ȼæЦ쳤ӿ轷ıӰ۵ǴȰͽ
轷౻轳ҵǣųȫĵƶֻ轼һڡ
һ࣬˲ͱûˡ
轷ͬһͬѧǾѡ
ܺƿ轷࣬۾Ʋˣ۵Ǿޡ
轷࿴ǵĿ⣬㡣
лμСŮᣬҾͳԺãùЩˡ
轳ҵ˵һ䣬轷¥ݡ
տ֡
̫Ưˡ
轷౻Χмţʱűˡ
û뵽û˶濴ȥ
һ룬һٻӰϴһɫҶ쳤ȹɢȹɱɴɣ߶ӳĹ⡣
ϵߣظУֻ¶Сɰ°ͺ;°
ϸĲ΢΢𣬰򦷺ŵĹ˫µӴصĺɫ͸¶һ˲ܺӵ
һ֣˵Ŀ⡣


102 Ȼǳ˹֣

˭
ſڵˣð˷Ӧæߵˣ߻ûƿ
Ƿѡ
Ůͬѧ۵׶ǵ;裬ͬѧӦֱӵöࡣ
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轷౾ͬѧ׷Ŀ⣬û뵽ȻôˣȫĿ⡣
ϵ·øƯǡ
ϰſڽˣֻͨģһζûС
ǴҵĿ⻹ȫеˡ
һ
轷ջ䣬೤ʵ
࣬𣿡
Ҳ֪轷߿
˶ڿ½ˡ
Ҫ˻ض¥ռСǵ轳ҵ͹ͣҲͷ
۵׶һ㶡
㶺۵׾¶Ц˵šƯ
轳ҵ¥µӰȴһûعǺ׷䡣
İϤУֻˡ
һĻһ㡣
ϸ룬벻
轳ҵ㶼䣬೤סѾǰˡ
á
ƤЦⲻЦĶһ֭ݹȥǷ𣿷ȥء
೤ûõش𣬶һֵĿ⿴
೤һ˲ĲڣԼֵͷԼ·ڨЦôˣʲô𣿡
⻰һ˵Ŀˡ
ҾͶ棬Ŀȫſڣһ£Ҹˡ
滺֣Ҷֹͣ˵ߡ
೤ڴҵĿ¸Ӳڡ
ǲ˵ˣͷСʵ
⻰˵꣬һ̾Ϣ
೤ǽõ׽Ū𣿡
󣬰೤Ϥ
೤̧ͷ......
ãõģ
´һ飬ǾԼˡ
ϤҰ೤...
˵ţȿΧͬѧ
˶أղŵҲˣ轷࣬Ĺ𾪡
ǳ˹֣
ѧδ೤Ŀ⣬˵˴ҵ
ܺ˹֣͵ػعϸſڵˣ۵ױĪ⣬ૡ...
˹ôӡ
ֻǴ߿˰̣һ·仯ôô
Ϸ֮䣬δڡ
ҽй˹֡
һΣÿ˶
ȫһƬ
...ȫ˾Ȼǳ˹֣
ס˰̵ȻƯû˰أ


103 Ҹϳȥ

Ժﶼͷ
û˰̣ǲǾ˿һҫ۾ޣ
轷Ҳ뵽ˡ
ɫ˲ࡣ
һ̣ʵʵڸо˲ˬов
͹ģвѹǿǴ˿̣ǿҸоˡ
֪ûлݣǴ˿̻ûĵλ
᲻轼ҹɽͷȫһķŮ
ɼ㣬˻Ư......
һһзͷ
ҿ...ҿˡ
轷Źѹķ
ͬѧһÿĿ˸
ĿĹޱȵƺͲ⡣
μᣬȴô
ߺȻǰһȥæɻ轷שߡ
ԥܾˣƬ̣Ϊ̫æû취ʹҴˡ
һҵ¥ԽԽ֣˿˵Ļԥһǻ·ȥˡ
һ㣬뿪˵ſڵıȥ
ûڣߣΪμģæš
Ļ͵ᡣ
û뵽һţ֪ǲǴŵķʽԣȻ˵Ŀ⡣
һ˲Ȼ»Ⱥû뵽೤ˣ˵ĪĻ
û磬ǻ·ߣΪҲûУԲ֪˿жྪޣΪ೤Цء
ֱϤĳ˹֣Ʋֱ˻ȥ
֪Լȥľв¶͸Ų⡣
һݲ⣬䵽轷ơ
Ҽǵû㷢ɣ
轷࿴ʩʩȻҪߣ˲һ㣬˵߶ڹϣҲ̲סڡ
⻰һ˵źš
ֹȻ˵ĸоҡҡͷҪڣͱȡ
Ѿͷôˣۣҳȥ
ȴӶ¥ɫ࣬һ˿־壬ںʲô
Ϸ·оɱһͻɱ
˵Ļһ˽
վڶ¥ȳȥüڡ
˾ǿˡ
͵Ļ͵ػͷûطĹͺ轳ҵվſڣ֪ǲ̫𾪣һ裬Ȼһͷ


104 𾪺

Ǳˤ¥ݣҿҲֻм̨ס
˵ģȲ֪ô£Ȼû
ڴҵľͺУ¥ԱߵĹܼҼæ
ֶŹܼҵվȴûܼңֱӳŹȥ
ߵýˣøͫ͵һŤһ˲
̻̲¥ϣ̧һ¹ߡ
ϵ˰̱¶˳
ΧһƬ֪ʧǹȻ˵̾Ϣ
ץߣ͵˹æ㲻û뵽Ȼ͵͵ᣬʲôݲ֪𣿡
ȥϵģǲ͵Сģ㵨Ҳ̫ˣ
߷ţ轷ǸС㣬ھ͸ȥû
ͿȵӣٿüͷԽ̲סٴγ
ȣʲôأ
һ˲̧ͷͺ轳ҵ¶ֺõЦݡ
˶ԲҲ֪ôģһú˵ģھʹߣƻС硣
˵꿴ɫãüͷţæ§סļ¶һεЦ
⺢...ߣǿߡ
;ҪŹߣ̾Ϣһڣġ
轷಻̧ͷ裡
𾪣...
...˾Ȼ
ϱĪ⣬͵ؿ۵
Ϊʲô֪
ȲԾĲУȹڣ轳ҵֻ¥ݣһһ߿ڡ
Ҳġ
һ轷ֿ࣬˿ȫˣرǰ೤Ϳδ࿴۲ſڡ
ͷͬͬͬͬһյԵִ֣Сһ鳤󣬽ĶͬѧҾҲμӡ
ĳ˹ˡ
û뵽ᱻĴºţȻ֪ΪܻѧУڰһЩĿʹȴû뵽صز
ԭΪ轷һĻӦòġ
¥ݣùߣ鷢Ľ߸˻ȥ
ˡᣬƯ
Ա߶סˣ轷ܴӣ......㶼ҡ
ôùķɣ
֣ΪһģǶͬһգǴСһ𳤴һղȻ𣿡


105 

һգȻ
һ㶼Ȼ
轷˹͵Ļƾʲô͹һ
һķŮһΪʲôҪһ
轷ĵǷǿͣٿ轳ҵĿ֮Ҳ˵ﻰ
ǰ...ǰҲûһϲһģϲ¶档
轷ֻ˵Ȼʹ˸ɫ
ʶȤͿߡ
ʵҲ轷һգֻǲ빼˹͵ĺ⡣
ǰˣʵҲϰĳϣܴҶñŤڣȻҾ?
һ˳轷˼
轷ȶһ
㲻ھ߰ɡ轷æڡ
߰ɣ߰ɣҪӰ˿ˡ
Ⱥ޲̽ߡ
һһ붼
˵ȲľҪߡ
ʲôڵģͬѧ
ס֣һȡ
룬һ춼æӦҲûô׼գҪȥҲ˵⣬߰ɡ
˵꿴һߵĹܼңܼңеɣǾ档
ܼȥˣͿͬѧǣûɣ
ҿƯĹͣ˵ֻ˵û
轷ˣùߣҲûԡ
ܼ⣬Ź轷վǰҶۼ˹ܼС轳ҵǲҲ͡
೤վýˣתתȻֽ̧ʵ
ְ֣Ǹ׼ʲôҺͬѧһֱ棬һֱʲôأ
һ˵˴ҵ¡
ǰһֱ档
壬ǵʲô
轳ҵǵĺʧЦ轷ͷϲǲزʮˡ
˼״ͷͣ裬ȻǾɣһẢ϶ӭˡ
һЦ̾Ȼ֪Ǿ͸ܻӭ˳ˣҪյˣͰɣϾ...յŶ
Ƥһ˵ҶЦ
尢̫Ȥˡ
̫Ľˡ
ٴγΪĵ轷࣬˲Խб
ְ֣裬ǾͲҪˣҰɣ
轳ҵܼңܼҼæĶ˫ϡ


106 

轳ҵӹϵŷɫ˿һԿ׷ŵ轷С
ӽ쿪ʼǸˣϣԺܳе˵Ρ
轷࿴Կײš
ְ֣ǳԿװɣ
ڴҵľУ轳ҵ˵ͷϴβһֱҪ˿ԿˣҺ͸ˣϲһݳ𣿡
轷һȥ轳ҵ͹͡
ϲҺϲлл裡
˺һÿλãһڣĵ׵һһᡣ
Ľ轷ĺ񣬶ǵġ
ȡ
֮ǰɫ˿תȻЩĲɣɿŸ˵轷࣬۵ȴǴȰ
Ϊ轷ˡ
ûһۣҲ뵽ŮҲŮ뷨
ֻΪ轷ˡ
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Ϊǿ԰ܴ뿪û뵽˸ɴ䣬ȫû轷ӡ
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üһŮӲȫҪǳʲô״Ҳˡ
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˵ܴϻȥͿԣҲûܿڡ
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û˵ڣ֪Ҫ˵ʲôһ䣬кӡ
ߵĻ˲ҭסˡ
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ǿܴϣû˵ط̸һۣڴȥ


118 Ų

һ̳Եģŵܴܴһߡ
轳ҵ͸Զ
֮ǰ͸ǰݷãֻһֱڣָϻȥ...轲ĸԲҲҵĻԼˡ
轳ҵѾӹһ龭ãΪʲôͬȥǼǣ
ǣ֪轲Ͳĸ͸ҽ£ҺܸмǿңֻŻµײʣŲԡ
Ѿ˺üˣŲҲüˡ轳ҵڣǱ˼ⲻɡ
ǳĬһ˲̧ͷǰҲôģֱϴǰݷԵĻҲ֪...Ż²ɡ
Һźǿ˭
áǿ˭ֽ¸ǹ׶ۡ
ٲ˵
ƼֹԹһУάֻԼֻ֪轷಻Ը޸
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轷Ȼϧ˷ʽٵԼʲôġ
ŭͬҲǡ
ƼȺ͹飬ʵԼѡ
ܸԭΣҲܺߡ
ȻԸ޸ˣȢ
һֱѣҲǡ
轳ҵŲĸǣһ˿źһ²ſڡ
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ھ˱˵ûڣֹ֮һҾˡ
ǲһ£ھܵ÷ɿ졣
轼ҡ
轷գǼǵã轷վǹա
ҲҪݷ轳ҵ͹ͣǾֱӵ轼ˡ
û뵽Ϳܺ¡
̲סһſڡ
ûʹ׷ʲô......
ţʹҴҸˡ
Ҳôʰ·ͼæ˹
ܴϿӾܵǰ
İĻĸеġ
ؼҡ
סܴϣ轳ҵ͹ͣˣҾȥˡ
ȥɣ˾Ӧ׼ˡ


119 Ť

Ǻ轳ҵ͸ǣϹܴϡ
·µݻǣ˶ٲŵ˵һлл
ȥŷ·ƵǸǣ˵.....
áǴ·Ǽŵһɵܰ㣬֪ǹģǷɿһ˲
ϣһЩŤ
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ʾڹӦ֮ǰžȿ
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΢΢˲ܿǵĸ첲ôȥǰ...
ûش⣬ǿ˾ַ֪𣿡
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ܴϹԹһ߿İĳ۵Ǻ棬ŴȻ
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ͷһͿ˻ſվŵܺơ
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ܴϵӣ̾һܺҲϳɡ
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û뵽ͬ
ܺɫѿת
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žڳӡ
ܴ϶Ƭ̣ͷ·ߵľɫ͵ƹ⣬쿴Ųգۡ
ӣЦЦóĸ˲µĿˮ
ܴϿŹ¶õЦݣȻ͡
Ͳˮˡ
ܺƴӺӾһֱעţϵЦͶܴϵЦݣ̲סһ˲
һͿһߵĸǱ俴۵״̽;档
ܺǱƿߡ


120 Ҿǲϲ

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ܼҸԶԶͿſεܴϸĸܺƸĸܼүү̡
ܴϣ˶һǽȥ
л˵û˽ȥ
Ϸ˵ˣͬܺôܴô¡
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˼ú
ĥĥںܺƣ̧࣬ͷȴķŭĿ⡣
廹ܿƣȷʵ˲ͱˡ
ǰסܺƾʣܺƣ㻹ǲˣôôԴϴ...
ϴϴС磬ô꣬ͷζ㣬ÿڸǮϣܶԴϴϺһЩԺˣܰæտһϴϣȴ...
ܺƸϻ𾪣ϴ
ܺǵָ£رԱ߻վŹ͸ǣֻѿѡ
Щָһϣֻǻġ
ôˣһɵӻҪô˵ʲôԺչչܴϣƾʲôչˣֲҶӣ
ҾǲϲҾɵӣ
ܺƺܡ
ֱܼ
үүûιȥ
ܰЬֱ׷ܺƴ򣬻ͷܵܣֻܰûˡ
...ҶԲǣ˸...
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ܴͳɵģ¶̥ҲɵҲ̥͵ǻչˣˣûչܴô죿
ܼҾֵܣүүҲżһ˾ͽϣܺϣϣܺøԺչܴһЩ
ͶܺƺãΪ¾͸ˣһֱһۣܴܺƣϣܴĸĻ֪ܺܺơ
ܺСʱôãܴϾˣԺҪչ
Ҫ˵ܴƿһ䣬ͻᱻĸΪ˲ĸ׷Ҳ㻨Ǯ٣ҲţƽʱڴǰϷ˽׽Ūܴϣ˳Ļ򣬵ܴϺ
ܴɵϼǲסܺƲͻǻ˰̡
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Щ飬仰Ҳˡ
ζġ
ΪϱҲˡ
ٿȥܴЦЦӻ֣Ҳû˳
ǽ


121 

˳Ժû˵ŵŵĽŲ
ͷͿܴ׷˳
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ܴϲ˵ֱӳһ¡
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ǽӹ·ܴ·л䣬ȥ·
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Ÿǵӣë΢۾Ǳشһ¡
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ġתڣ
ϱӣЯ轷࣬ǵĺӻع顣
֪飬ڽϺ
г̥ûˣڴȿģͨƬʶԼİְ֣Űְ־˹ȥ
ÿοһܹȥסĴȡ
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ܵǰûˣͱ轷Ʒڵأ轷ŭҰҽаְ֡
α轷һһŵӣǱ轷ı˵ְڲ`
龰̻ڹԺ޷
ʱһڵӣٿ轷࣬һ̣Ҫˡ
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ųͲгͳ˹ȥ
гóͲȥȥ轷ีǣֻɱǡ
ǹ˲ӷ轷໳ǣĹÿ񾭲һİ
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ʱζϲְ֣ôˡ
ܶһܴºͣŮȴԶҲܰһĻ
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...ˡ
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յϢˡ󣬸һ۹ڡ
ţллûκ
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տ֡
ͣ½Ųǰĺӣ
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ǰBBᳶ


122 㻹

Ϊʲô
˿һ£˶ţκһ˿˿Ť
ﲻǺ
֪Ϊʲôôʡ
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Ϊϵ鲻
ΪûʱϢ߻
ҲɼѾϻˣûʱϢΪûϵķʽ
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ǧ˼ȴֻһ仰Ժϵ...
ŸǣBBϵͦģ...Ҳ̫ˣǻԼЧף
ϵıŤ˲һɶ
ʲô
ʲôЧף
Ϊʲô£
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һûյֻյ㷢Ϣ
ûȥǣյҷҲһͺá
˶٣ֶˡ
ûӣĬŹ
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ǿ˵ӰʵҲƭһ𣿡
⻰˵֡
šü̧ͷһ۸ǣʲô
ͷһֱŵ֡
յ㷢Ϣ˵һ飬Ź뿴ʲôߡ
üǣղž˵ˣҲ˵ܸмܻ...
ǵ˽ɣû˿ɫĹһһٿڣҪ㣬㷢Ϣ
һ㶣ʲô
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ôϲһ......
ڲˣ
Ҳƭңܹݣ㷢ϢѾˡ
ǿһ˵Ӱӣ㷨Ժǽ˻ϵҲûκθı䡣
...ӡ
...˵ʲôŸǣѡ


123 ޿

ļԺ﷭ڻεĿΧƲȥǸǻ轷ǵĺӣε
ƴȫԼϱӵƴȫԼǡ
ʲô˵ʲôӡ
ӣ
ӣ
ŸǵЦһ£Ц...һ㶼Ц
κ˵ӣǲǵӡ
Щʹһٶ
ͷBBһ˵룬һڷԺſڵ㣬ȸˡ
˵תߡ
Ǳ˱ۣץס˹ĸ첲
֪ҲЦ
һ£ͷһ۸ǣѵϲңϲֲϲһԵ壿
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ͣ½ŲóBB쵽ǰԼ
ͷһۣһ
ΪϢ㣬ҺܱǸϢǸᣬûܹݣҲûƭ㣬÷ϢǡЧҪ㡯
˽ͣɫѿ𣿡
ͷǣҲ֪ЧΪʲôˣֻ˵һκܱǸ֮䲻ܣӦú...
ΪʲôܣϹĻ֮Ϊʲôܣ
ǳϲô϶ģôն˵֮䲻ܡ
֮Ϊʲôܣ
Һ͸ҵĻԼѾ׽ԺûйϵҸղѾ̸ڸķǶ壬ҲûҪǵɫ
ҪѧΪͲʱҪЧδ͹ҲԻָ...ΪʲôҪô϶֮Ͳܣ
Ϊʲôܣ
̫࣬ΪΣΪ̫ʹΪϱܹˡ
Ϊʧ䣬Ϊδ轷ߵһ
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ȴ̸
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һǲʣ˰ɣ


124 ɱ˲Ѫ

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ңûʲôʡ
ǰվڹǰҾŵԡ
˸Ƭ̣ŵ...һŵ...ǣ˵仰ʱĸ𣿡
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Щģһʱ֮Щûܣλúú̸ʵֻҪʵͺˡ
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ҾҺ˵һЩҲʵɣֻôһĸףû˳⣬轷ɡ
šü̸Լ㲻Ҫ轷೶ҲʱҪô룬ֻ֪...
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źܿ쿴ˣſᣬʲô?
ü...ɱ˲Ѫ


125 һ

ͷһԼĽż⣬ǵߣΪԱˣ巢ʲôҾͲ˵ˣȥھ˽һ¡
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ţɫĪ⡣
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ڰ֣ҪǵĵǸΪƼԲģѾɹˡ
ǻȥƼӣƼĿߣĸ֮˵Ҫء
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⻰û˵ڡ
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˾û˵˳ӡ
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źӾĸʧ忿
...ȥԺ
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126 ΪʲôҪֹҼˣ

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ƼҲˣμᣬûܽȥ󴳺ʱץסˡ
ҲǴɣƼ
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Ƽ˲ܲվڳͷǰסôڳ?
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Ѿͷ...ҲСĳ...ƾҲСĳ
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˾ɫѿͷ֣̻صԷԸġ
˵ĹȾȥ
ȻסƫͷȣҲȰһ䣬ԼݣҪ̫Ӳ
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÷һ˾Ҷ죬һ...
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ǹѾͷ
ŭ߿ţ㾹ƭң
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ôôȣΪʲôôҼˣ
ʲô
˸ңΪʲôҪƭңҪֹҼˣ
ɫ䡣


127 ƭ

ȿŹﲻߴӣ۵ʹ޻о£ֲ
...㻹ңһûˣ㾹ҼˣҴȥ֪ʲôط㻹С㣬Ҵ㣡
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ѾǰĹˣһȴ򡣡
ȵһ£ǰס
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˵Сʱ·˵ϵ˰ʲô㣬һ㶼£ΪʲôҪƭңҿˣ
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սȣŪȥɡ
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̲ס̧ͷŹһڿڡ
ΪʲôΪ㲻£
͵˦֣ǰɣУҽ͸㣡
СʱʱͲ£Сȴȥ...
һ˵˱ѣ˵ҼܺãСҲΪڣǰҲҼˡ
Ҵᵽܣȥˡ


128 ŲҪԼ

ɫ˱䣬ڿڡ
ΪС㣬С㲻ϲ㡣
˿ڣȾ˵˳ЩֲϣСǣСһֱϲ㣬Сʱ̵ʱҧңû취
һ㣬һС㻹ǲϲ㣬رǵעϵʱ򡣡
һķŮעôУڼҵʱ䱾Ͳ࣬Сǣʲô취ֻ֣ܲȻĸŮͻᱻϳȥˡ
˵һ۹轼Ҹϳȥǹ¶ĸôȥ
ȣǽû˵
һٴھ͸˵ԺҲǰգС㲻Ź㣬ҲŹ㣡
ʵһ㣬Ϊڹ㣬վǰǶǼٵġ
˭һ˭УΪԼģԺٸҴյǰҴȣ
俴һȣˣ˾͹򲻹ңҳȥûʸ񣬾˶˭ҲΥ˵˼𣿡
ŭգѾͷҲ裬ҪҲûʸܵģ
ЦѣΪ˾´ˣһŶ೤ʱ䣬ΪܵһӵĿɽ
ˣҲԺܰ㣬վߣǵŮǰ㣬ʵǣ
ĸôӣԺӻǱʲôǵˣͲҪˣ
ʲôǣ
Цɫûһ¡
ĻˣȶԹ˵ĻڴģһĲֵ
ϱôԱܴһԭȡ
ӳӶ¿ʼĸ׵ıĺʹʮһգӻŲŹ֣οݡ
ȵ֮ǰĽͣҲûȫš
轷СͲϲģϲ˵עҲġ
轷ǸܰԵˣϣ˵Ŀⶼϣ˽ר˵ĺܷԸ
ֻ...ʵԭ
Ұٷְȷ
عȻڱģ...ԺҼǵԼ...
ͷֱӴĻҲǣҲҪԼݣֻǸʲôǵıķ


129 ͷŮ

һ¸ղ轷żӣüι˼ҵĺӣ潫Ǻ缺
ǳ̳ģҲŮֻǸķֻǸ
ɫ䣬Цҿ㾭ԼݣͶ̫ˡ
ɫ˰װ࣬òᣬˣ˵˵ʲôʲôʱԼˡ
ңһǱķ˻С㶼˵ˣԺϣ˻˵Ƿ裿
ǺЦ裿Ҳ֪裬ҿ裬ñȷ軹Ͷأ
ּ㶮ʲôҵ̳ҶôˣҶ缺ôˣ
ЦҪЦң㻹缺㵨Ҳ̫˰ɣŮ֪𣿡
˵ʲôʲôŮɫ䡣
ȵ°֮ͣǰ;֣ڿ㻹뷨ѽȻ֪ԼݣͷǳԷ˵Ĵף
ҳʲôף㲻Ҫ˵Ҳ֪мˡӲϵĻȴûס
֪ȿ轷࣬轷Ůãϱڹߺһֱ轷ߣһֱ
û뵽ȶ轷໹ְռ˼˳Թʹ׵ĳ̶ȡ
ϸ㵨Ҳ̫ˣ֪뷨𣿻轷࣬ʹ轷˼𣿡
˵ԼЦҪ֪뷨֪Ůǻɣƽʱ࿴Щ֪ģ㱧뷨Ҫˡ
ɫ˲ҰףҲ뷴ôôңҿ...
ĻȻֹ
ʲôô˵ˣȵıЦ̽
ҿķ͵վɫҺͷĹϵ
ֻǱķϵϵҲûʲôģαʡ˵ôʵģ֪轷ûи֪ܵܵ᲻ж
ղ˵Ҳǰ裿Ժ᲻裿
˵˵ʲôʲô裬Ҫ˵䷴ȴ쳣񣬻쳣˷ܡ
͵س֣۾УҾ˵˵ôô
û뵽ȶС


130 ȵ

ȵ쳣ջ
ͦãȴòᣬ飬򶨡
⻰˵Ժ˵˵Ҫ˵Ҫ÷ô졣
濴һ۹ʵһ㡣
˵꾹ȻŲʾôˡ
ȵıӰ°͡
ȹģԺҪעע⡣
Ҫȥȡ
ϱӱⱲҲҪ㵽
߳¥ȱһ˸·Ҵȥ轷෿⡣
轷໹ڿޡ
Դӱ轷һֱڿޡ
֮ǰѾˣֻ
һֽۣȥֻſڸżС㲻Ҫˣ޻۾ɤ˿ô졣
żƬ̣Ȼûסȥҹˡ
ˣСһֱڿޣٿȥ۾Ҫ޻ˣԵ٣ҲûôԣԻġ
̾Ҳ۷࣬ˣְַûܹܡ
ۣסĸܶ÷Ĺ
żӣļ򣬡ȣ㲻Ҫˣȥ˯ɡ
ԺĽҪ𽥽ֹ
ǣˡ
ȿȰҲû취תˣǿЦת˲ʧӰ١
ȥ˯ɣ˯𣿡
ʮֳһˣǵķѾϨˣ˯ˡ
ӻڿޣô˯...ڷＱôתƫƫԿѾˣȥ˵Եģ򿪴ͷһҧȥ
ˤȥҲˤˤȶѣ
һĥʱ䣬ȫӴ轷̨ϡ
غȲ˲æȥ
轷໹ǾĶƵſϣ޵Ѿûˡ
С...
ȵ轷ֱ˽ȵĻ
̣...ְô...
֪СίˣС㲻ҪˣȳԵ㶫ɲܶ...
Сȷϸд˼һоͶ...
Ȱ轷࣬˶˯¡
ڴߣ轷˯գۣһ۴ͷ轷ĸŮĺգ˵Ļ̲סۺ...
...ȵҡ
ֻҶСãʲôû̶ûιһڣҴС㣬С㵱ȻТ˳...
С㣬ŲңԲԣ


131 Ƽ

һעһ֮ҹ
ǽŲػ˼ңƬ̺ƼŹȻˡ
ǣˡ
ƼǴϲȶ㶪һͱίûˡ
ôŻ趼Ҫ۸ˡ
Ƽ˵͵
ǶﻹŹţǷ˺üΣҪˡ
ŵƼһҪúú˵£ɽûڣƼˣһͿޡ
˲俨סˡ
ǰסϾҪˤƼƼͷϵɴȣôˣ
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ƼûֱӸ״ǲΡΡŸǽݡ
ôҲǰ˵Ҷû׼˰ɣھȥ
ƼᣬϲȳȾҪȥ
ҲͺúŰɣȶ˻...ǿƼӣǻʺͷŭ֪ôڡ
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λʱͲˣȻÿڼңҲܻˡ
Ƽϲ۾÷⣬ģ̫ˣҾĹˣʲôˡ
ǿ۵׸Ӹ˶ٲżѴƼϲ̵ĸļƻ
裬һ¡
ʡ
֮ǰΪʲôҪôԹǿƼ֮ǰͺ˵ˣ轷಻޵Ǽ²ʣҲܺ...
ƼһǵĻͷͳɴ
ǣǲ˵ʲôˣûжôҲûȥ...
裬Ѿ˽ĺˣ...ҶˡǴƼĻ
ƼһſȻֹԲ𣬻ǣԲҴˣֻ̫ˣԺİѱһֱв㣬Ӱǰ;뽫Ż½ˡ
...û취û취Ҳ𣬿ұѡҵñ㣬ҾԲ䵽ȵ̫ˡ
ҲԺȥ˳Ц...ǰ轼лԼڱ󼵶˵㣬ƴƴѪȴ˵ǿδŵõ...
ǰᣬڿȢ˱ķŮҶôڱЦ㣬㲻ںҲڼңں۰
ڱ˵㣬ÿһζ޲ȥ˺ǵ죬û취...û취...


132 Ǹ

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ǶǻˣܶʱǺܺõھӣ˵Ҳµġ
һ굽ͷûһμңȫںô˵
ƼһƼǴ򽻵Զ޷ܿ
һˣÿЩ֪ܡ
ǿƼϵᣬһ
裬֪ܣҲ㣬...ˣôôˡ
֪...Ƽȥǵ˵ǣ㲻ҪԺҲˡ
һ֪ͺã...ȥ͹Ǹ
Ƽ˳ͷ...
˵Сʣǣ˵ύ˻Ч룬Ժ׼Ǿûйϵˣ...ôģ
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һ£һڣ裬˸ղ˵ԭ𣿡
Ƽһۣͷ˵
ô˵...
ʵ˵ϲõ±ƻˣֲǺˣԼ...
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ɫ˺ܶ࣬ԺӴ˾ͺˡ
Ƽ۵һȴת˻⣬ȥǸԭ𣿻᲻ᷨԺǱ˵һЩ㣿
ᡣҡͷֻҪľͺˡ
ܳĲĵģƼĵǸһ㶼Ҫ
ΪܴϣΪǵĻΣһҹⲻշתߡ
ٽòйȥȴȫΣûһ;˹
ɫڴ߷һɴ
æܼĳȥĸ֪᲻ᱻãΪ˱͵գд׼ټͶᡣ
һæһֱæ磬ӶùС
Ŵڶţһ·ûˡ
轷໹ڱ˼д֣轼շǳãҶнβ͸ɻĵġ
춼죬ѹúܵͣʱҪꡣ
Ҳȥ¥ᣬϢš
Ÿϻȴ͸Ƽˡ
ҴǸ...Ѿ֪ˡ
˸ǵĻᳶǸ
ԡǲ˵꣬Ƽнӿڣ֮ǰˣԲĶԲ...
Ͽң̬ŵüͣкᡣ
Ƽӣٿһ߸۵׵οǳ
ˣϤζϤ䷽


133 Ϸ

Ƽǹӣӵһˡ
Բͬˣвͬı֣ڸǰǰǰȫˡ
ǣȫϷ
رڸǰΪԸĺĸףȫʵ⡣
ƼݼЩӰҪǿ
ϱӹƼһݼԹ˿ࡣ
ż޵ҵʱƼȫøΪ¶˸顣
ǳºƼ׵ˣ֮ȫĬһʱ۸ƵģͿޡ
ҶͬʵǾǼֻǶȴ䱾ʲô񶾵Ļ˵ָɨǣǾȢû
ǸµΨһѪƼһʼӣΡ
ڣṆ̀ûˣ͵βڡ
ҪΣչƼ취׬Ǯӡ
ǵĸȫƼţһǮû
һУֱηգֱɵ
ǰҲգһվͻߺ߿ޣƼֻҪûͻᷢηˣҪȥҽԺ
ɿЦ£°ؼңľյụ̀Ѿ²ʡΡ
ȥҽԺҽĽջˡ
еüǿڿɵȫ
Σֻһͷɣȫɡ
ǹģǹģҪɱ㣡
˳ܵĹˣֻɱƼ
ƼҽԺ¸ϴҲǹģ治֪ηˣȥɻ...
ҽȾҼΣΨһŮˣβΣҲˣһΨһµĹ⡣
ƼҽԺǿӣڳ˺ۡ
Ƽţֱӿȥ
˶Ƽ˵˵ƼǹģȥɻˣҲͬѹùƼ
òûιȥʲôɻƼûʲôǹġ
ֻй֪Ƽ಻ϲΣæµʱξǹ´ˣᱧ
ֹۿˮߣεôĮӣǰգۡ
ţҲƼλԼۿţϧҪ׬Ǯ󲻹ôעⶼǳˡ
ȫƼⲻΣɵ


134 ֳ

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ڼ޸ʱΪƼѾ׻ˡ
γ£ͬǺܿͱƼ׺ݵ̬ȶϲˡ
Ƽ¹Ǹ滹ҪϵлҪɱһĹǵͬ飬վƼǱߡ
Ƽ˵ûֻаˣŰæл꣬취ɹȴһֱֹΪЩĶΡ
ÿζŵʧЩˮֻƼνţŪΡ
ôֹܲ
˿ЩֻƼŬȴֹҿŶ
ûŹ˵ˡ
ʸ֮ģƼǼʵĵǸĴڡ
ڣƼǸˡ
ǸǴġ
ƼԺ䷭˽ɣ򸵻ǡ
𣿡
ǿŹǣ...
أҪԭ𣿻ұ˵һԭ²ſԣ
ֲǼС...
ŹļЩ֪ô죬Ҿ...
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Ƽһ߿żæͣ㲻Ҫֻǣûбԭ£ˣԲԭ£ҪʲôҶ...
ԺҪǰֱӽӵΨһҪֻ
Ƽ򸵻ǣǸҪ˵ͷˡ
εδƲС
ͣס˻ͷˣȥɡǵһ¡
ǿƼͷϵ·ǵƼͷϣǳ˳Ҫߣǰһֱӽñӿ۵ͷϡ
Һܿ
˵תֶĵ̡
...ñӣһʱ֮
ʲô
ûñӶϣɿñϵı־ûȥ
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Ҿ㣬Ҽһǵ⣬ȻԲ˶ߡ
ƽƼԵԽŤЦһЧһɱæв
Ƽֱ˹ȣҪͷָѾˡ
һֱһ


135 ͸

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ɫһߣ˲Ͽɡ
ôˣǼæƼһϵˮ
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Ǽæ뱧סƼּæɡ裬ҿ
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ǲһжˡ
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ת򸵻ǣžһϵñĵϡ
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תߡ
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ɡ...
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ǵȭͷ
...˱ߵرȵģֻϥŵػǰԣڵء


136 ϵ

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벻ֶԿѵ˱ʱʲô״̬Ӧʵﶼġ
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ĸףһˡ
ΪƼȻţֱߡ
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ƼǸʵϻһϣϣͨƼǸùҪôԵĻһ£ͲҪЧˡ
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...ĻҲ˵ڡ
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һɰҹˡ
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ҲҪϵ


137 Ϳʼ

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Ȼ˵ҽ߲ҽոðҲеڣǳҩѾתˣԼҪ
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СĿһļ۵ŵ
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ǿŹıӰ죬ҲûԽԽԶ


138 ôȥǵСϱ

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139 ƭı

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140 

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141 

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142 Ͱ

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143 ׵г

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144 

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145 ֮

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146 

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147 Ůհ

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148 

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149 Ů

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153 ҵͷֻſ

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154 ̼Ƭ

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155 ˹¸

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156 

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159 ܺ

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160 Ǹ轴С

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úܺƷϻ˵תҪߡ
ܺɫһһ뵽ԼƬ䵽϶֪ôЦܺƺ޲ɱ˹
ңң
һ㿴ҸҲҡ
ôô񶾣ܺƿŹıӰ󺰡
͵תҶ񶾣˵Ҷ񶾣
Ҳ˵Ҷ񶾣㿴ʲôǶ񶾣ǰһŴܺ˫ȼ䡣
ܺƴ벻˸ţ˲úϺһɫǳɫ۵ö˵
ʰ㻹֪ǲǣ£ҲˣһŤͷߡ
...վס
ܺ׷ȴ۵ֱŹͷҲ뿪
Żصλϣ轷̲סʵܺȥ𣿡
ܺвˣ
ôȥ𡣡轷ࡣ
轷࿴Źɫû۾һô˼˵
ﱾû˵轷΢΢Ŵ󣬴ҾͶ˹
轷ϸŹƤǣ͵͵ȥʲôˣܺڿϲء
۵ǼЦ죬˲һ仰ζ
Ůģ򼤶ŶŶŶ˿ڣҲһ氡
ЩٶƬӣƽʱûٿŮ轷ǲǣ۸ģϣ֫϶ַ
ŮӴСһֱձǺߡ
ЩǰҲ׽Ū۹Ա˽ûٿޡ
˿̣轷һ仰ô˲乴Ȥ
ۿ֣һԲ۵׷
ЦƬ̣Цȥˡ
ôЦˣЦֻҪ棬ʱ㡣
ˣǹʰܺƵ׺
ʿˮһʱҽӻ
轷࿴Ǻɸ֣ƤЦⲻЦĿڣô棬ǿЦ...
ЦȥűңǸ轴С档
´һ轷࣬轷ͣһ롣
轷౻úԼѹ·Ƶģղѣֲ㣬Լܺ͵͵...
˵ţܺԱŤˡ
ܰȥʲôˣ


161 ϲǷ

轷Ļֱܺƿڡ
ܺƸоۣһ漴ͷֽڵЩԾ
̧ͷͿЦЦ轷ܺȥ̨ʲôˡ
ܺƿ轷࣬ͿζĿ⣬ǰܺƣǲǺˣ
轷仰ʾʮ㣬ЩȲ
ֻҪ˹ƬҪ˵ܺˣôԹôԹҲԲҷ
ôһ룬轷;Ǹ⡣
ʲô֪ǹԼ㣬Ժ󻹻᲻ỤŹ
֣ϳȥ
轷ܺƳϣ˼룬ܺɫѿȴӻֻȥ۵״żɵ
轷͵ؿе㲻ԡ
ܵ轷Ķ⣬۵ǱܺƵڡ
ܺƣŴҶڣ˵˵㵽ϲ˭
ܺһһһ죬ϲ轷࣬ûţ˵
ҪϿˡܺƲȥ轷࣬˵ſ˿
޶ԣ㵽ϲ˭ôѻشѵƬϵ...
һƬ֣ܺëȻһҲ뿪ڣǣ...
ŲϲƬϵƼֲǷˡ
ֶֺܺ£¹˦Ƭʲôš
˲̫࣬ܺƵͷĿİͰͿڣϲ...
̧ͷ轷࣬±¶ɣһֱϲĶ...
ҵĿɿڴ轷ྪһ͵ش죬˵ʲô
öգЩԵãϧϲܺ䲻ġ
һ轷࿪ڣ֮ǰǻ͹𣿡
֪Ϊʲôôģ...ܺƼæͣ͵һ͵ر졣
һ˵ŽͰˣ͸ýҲͬѧҲᣬú˵һ˵֮ǰ轷ıʲôΪʲôҴڡ
˿£ܺƿŹɫ࣬㲻Ҫ̫...
֣ڹĿû˵ܺһʶڹ˾ͻὫƬó
ܺɫϣ轷಻ŵĿ¿ڡ
...ֻǼǺ֮ǰ뱨Źӽ...ϲ࣬...֮ǰҲҹģǺͷõ...
ܺ轫֮ǰ˵˳ȥ轷ࡣ
أһҪܺ˵
໹Ҫ취ĹƬ...ûӦ...
ӦȴˣʱҲֻ˵ܺ˵겻ҿ轷࣬һԲתܳ˽ҡ


162 轷Ļ

ܺƺ轷ùûѧУȥû˵ļƻܺԼʵ֡
ܺˣҰ̲ס轷˽
ƬʲôƬ
찡ǰɣôҲ...
Ȼ֪轷಻ϲԸҲ˰ɣ
轷Ҫˣ᲻Ҳǣ
ﶼͷ
轷ּû뵽ܺƻᱳᶼ˵ңܺԼ⣬ûϵ.......Ĺ
轷̧־ͳȥ
ɼס֣轷ʵ˵...ҪܺƵŰ㣬᲻ǰ
轷𾪣...
ʱҪǻ֪б䣬ɵˡ
¶õЦݣ۵ȴһƬ䣬ôŵˣϷſʼء
öԣкܶ񶾵⣬Ҳû£ʲôȥͺˡ
轷ͿŹ¶һζĶЦݣʱǵòҪһˣϴ裬òÿ
轷ϵļƤȿֺð˳һ󷢺ҡ
㿴ҸҲҡ˦轷ʩʩȻ£һһܺôܵô죬һ򼸸˽ء
ļ˽Ȼ轳ҵ͹ˡ
轷˲ˡ
ͬѧǼɵĿѾˣҪ轳ҵ֪...붼롣
轷͵ش˸ͬѧ̽ĿУҧҧ˳ȥ
Ҫǰ϶һ׷ȥһΣûȥ׷û˹ܡ
轷ܺһ춼ûֵڣֱѧ·ϲſܺơ
ܺɫڣŵǸ֮ǰǸҴˣҾ㲻ҪΪ轷ࡣ
Ϊ轷ࣿ˵Цأ
˵ҪʲôǮԣκҶӦ㣬ֻҪƬҡ
ģʲôӦ
ܺƾ裬ȴҧӦǡ
ֻҪƬûһù
ǺһЦ㵱ɵĲ⣬ȥ㲻...
ܺʧرԵһתһƬҲС
ܺ۾һ˵ʲôҶӦ
ܺƷУһҪ...轷Ƭ


163 ֪ˣ

ܺţʲô
轷轷ƬҾͰĻ㡣
Ͼܺƣ֪˵ʲôƬ
ܺɫױˣô...
轷ףҪһ˵ı֤ҵİȫȻ뻻Ǿ͸轷ģܹƽ
ʼ磬Ȼϲ轷࣬ҪΪҲû
ҲһϸҲǾѵģ轷°Ȼϣҳʦ룬ֿûôԼҲȥˡ
轳ҵ֪ܻʧͷ轷࣬ɲô˵ҲûıŮʵҲ϶˴ţ˽½
ܺƱƼЭˣԶ־õ轷ƬǾǴջˡ
ܺ뻻ӦԼúɣҿǸá
ԼҪ⣬ܺԼˣŰġ
Ÿгˣɫ׵ܺơ
轷ҵܺƺ֪龭ܺҹһֱԱ߶ţ˼æ
ô̸𣿡
ܺƿ轷࣬ҡҡͷûͬ⡣
Ҫúú̸ƤӶǳǮͺˡ轷ෳ겻ѣܺƣܺƵƬһвͻᱻۣܲܡ
ܺû̸Ǯ
̸̸㶼֪Ǯ...
ܺƱ轷ţƵòУֻʵ˵˵Ƭȥ
ʲô轷ŭ䱧סأ迴ܺƣ㲻...
Ҳᡣܺɫͨҧش
á
轷ȻܺƲңҲܺƻᣬﻹӦ󾯸һܺƴҴˡ
ܺƿ轷ˣס
뵽֪֮ҪôвܺԽ꣬⻹㣬Ҫû轷Ļ轷Ľ䱸ûɵЩ䡣
ƮƮ仰ﶼ˸
轷벻ܺƻôвֻȻô󵨣ܺ汻Ū͸ĸ״Ҫˡ
ҪвĽڽŵµģͷȴвˡ
轷˼ңȾ͸״̣вң
ȼæ轷ʹɫ࣬ء
轷ɫһףڵң
ѵѾ֪ˣ


164 

ȿ轷۵һ˿ۣԼû˵æ֮ͣǰùܼҸҲʦʦˣں˵ء
轷һ
轷ϴ˵ҪʦܼҾͿʼˣ轼ҴСĲʦȻõģͺ轳ҵùܼõҡ
ΪҪϸѡԵڲˡ
轳ҵ˼轷ȻҪ͹ȣǾͺúñȣ֧֡
Щʦȫõѧѧģ̵ѧҲһɹ
轷౾ܲ飬ΪǺ
ЩʦͲɼ
ʰ˹ĩԡ
һҪӮùǰ
Щʦӵڶ쿪ʼÿ轷ಹΡ
ʦطˣȲʱ轷˵
С㣬ղ˵Ѿͷв㣬˵ʲôˣ
轷˸û˲֪Ҳ֪ʲô¡
...һ˵轷ջ𣬻е㺦£ֱħ̣ҵ˵Ķ𣿡
轷˵Է֮⣬ȥûܺƵƬ
ҷһûҵȵģС㣬ҪʲôѾͷó
ŲԹóء轷ҧ
ѾͷвľҵĶ𣿡ʵ
...ǡ
вʲô
˵ҪһѵңҲҺһѧҲгˣ̣Ҫ
轷¹ܺƬֲ˵ó֮ǰ¡
轷סȵ֣̣ܲ취˾ѧ
ֻȥˡ
轷ҹͣ裬гѧĺۺ䣬ֶҪ𶳴ˣӰϿӰд֣㿴ҵɹôֲںˡ
Ҳ轷࣬ȴûɿڡ
ֵ˼ҲΪ...
ͲӦ轷Ƣȥ轳ҵ轳ҵƤӶûһ¡
轷༱ֻ˵ȫ
ʲôȫģһѧ𣿡
ǺһŲȫ...轷ѿڶ
ʲôкһŲȫ轳ҵ̽轷ࡣ
轷ҧȥ轳ҵ...һ㶼ϲңҼǺңôʦҲΣҪ¿ҶҶô죿
ҽҲҸһġ轳ҵ֣ھҹ
...轷󾪣ʱôҹˡ
ˡѾˡ


165 

û²¥轳ҵ͹Ϳֱ塣
ˡ
˱鶼˲١
轷ȴɫ䣬ѿѡ
ôˣ
ʲô
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轷຦¹״һʱֱʹɫ
û뵽Ȼô󵨣ֱӽ¥Ҳһʹɫߡ
ЦЦҷͬѧѽ
ϿңûϿΣҸͽıʼʦõҵҪġ
轳ҵ͹һüһͬ轷࣬ûϿΣȥˣ
ֿһȣ轷಻Խ˵轷ҪȥͬѧһԷġ
û˵轷ûѧ
轷Ź˵֮ǰ£û뵽ȴ˵ε£һʱ֮Ҳˡ
...
˵ҪúѧϰǰŲŸ˲ʦͿʼѧΣ轷࣬ҽһʲô˼
轳ҵɫѿ㡣
û...轷༱ᶼһ߿żݺݵһ۹æڡ
ʵСﳵͷۣ岻ûϿΣǵĲû˵...
һܺȥչ𣿡
ŲҪȸŪȥء
Ƭʱ˵ܲܵȵ轷Ƭɸ轷ȴǱġ
轳ҵһͿȣĿȻɪһ£Ļ˵ȥˡ
ȳȥ
轳ҵ죬ֱһ仰ȸ˳ȥ
轷󼱣ȣȽͣȴһ仰û˵
Ⱥݺݿ棬û
ٴα轳ҵ˳ȥ
ȥˣ轳ҵſɫʲôʱߵģǸܺǣ
һ轷Щ޴룬ԲΪǶ֪...
轳ҵ轷Ҫɱ˹һֱӵÿͽ֪¸Ǿͺá
ܺƾܴϵø磬Сϵܺãϰǰһǰһˣ֮һûϿΣҾһʦõҵ
...轷òҪѪܺƺ߻ΪƵãȴһ仰˵
Ȼ...Ҳ˵
轷ǵͨ죬ȴһ˵
ѧλˣ轳ҵۿ轷ӣ֪飬Խʧ
⺢СʱĺܿɰģôԽԽˣѿα꣬һѻë


166 һڣ

࣬ʲô£޹ʿǲԵġۿ轳ҵҪˣæӹͷ
㿴㣬˵...Ҿ˵ˣͱʼǣ˵ʦõҵ㻹лл
轷ֱӱˣлأ˹˺˹Ǻ¡
Ǿͻ˵Ҳң˵ͻᣬǶ֪ɶǾͰ...
轷¥ȥˡ
׷ͣ£Σ⺢...
Ǳ軵ˡ轳ҵӿллˣһϿΣٳٺ......
轳ҵ˵˵žͿ
̲סʣð𣿡
û...轳ҵ֣ĺȴͷǰðˣҩԣһͻ³ҩЧ
轳ҵΡ
˽飬ҿ֢״Եܲҳͦõġ
͸Ȥܲô
ǽܲˣټӷۣܿġ
۾һģ
ԣġ
Ϳ轳ҵȻҸ
鷳ˣҩӦûõġ轳ҵҡͷ
Ϳʼˣأٲ͵ôˡ
һ룬轳ҵͱˡ
̽ô;˹ȥ
˵ˣҲ͵ͷˡ
ﶫ٣żҲųǰҲϤģܿˡ
ȽܲкãټӴʮӡ
Ͷֻ᲻ַ࣬裬ɴ֣ȥƤƬһǳɡ
Ϳžֺ̾ɣ
֮ǰŸԼݵ̲סЦ
⺢̫ˣʹûⱲ¶ûĶ...
ڳڣ轳ҵڿ˼轷£ƫͷ˼Ҳ̲ס̡
轷϶¥û͵İȥЩ£̲ס͹͵ĻЦһʱˣϷ佫Լˤϴ
ͬĻбϳȡ
òУȺò氲˺ЦСȥ̽ͷȥ
ȴǹ͹͵ġ
ɫ࣬ߵ͸Ϳ˹ͺ͹˵˵ЦЦĻ档
ȵȭͷ轳ҵ̽˳˵Ц
һڡ


167 ദǢ

轳ҵûģǹ͹һʱ˵̫ˣһֱЦѵôˣ轳ҵ̲סŹȥġ
̽˸ͷͱͿˡ
ҵҵˣܶҽأЩר˵һģһԳ϶ܺá
һ轳ҵͼæȥȻ۾Ź
㲮˯ãʧߣ㿴ܲܳԵʲô
轳ҵû뵽Ƕĵ⻰ˣֺЦ...
һӣôܽ⣬ҲƹˣҲҽҲûá
˵ء۾ղҰһ£ҾûôᣬӶûôˡ
ˣÿֱֳСҲһرܡ
˵ʱһǲǲָһ£Ҳ֪ǲãоӺûôôˡ
轳ҵץסһлκ轳ҵʧ⡣
ϸ۲һ轳ҵɫ۵׵ɫʵʧʲôʱʼģ
ǰͿʼˣһһ˯Сʱõʱ˯һСʱʱһһ޲˯üͷᣬ˯̫ˡ
ǺȻ˯õģûǰɣ
ǣǺȻ˯õģ˵ˡ
轳ҵ˵û͵ģһ£ҵһ䷽һ£õһȣΪҪҪҩģҪԷͷҲ
ҪʲôǸ롣óҩ
ͿˣҾáͷԿܲá
ãáȥ轳ҵĿڴҪҩҪǮɣȸǮ
ʵò˶Ǯ֪ǲܵģԥһ£ݣúһЩҩҪʮǮ
轳ҵǮе㿨ǣֻҪʮ飿
̫˰ɣǰҵȥҺŵġ
õҩĶ󣬲ٶǻݡ͡
ŶǾһ٣㲻ֻɱҪҲࡣ˹ʮ
ô...
ҪģҪġӲҪҪãҪ˵һ٣һǧһֵõġ
ӹС
⣬Ǯҩģƽʱõõҩ͸ǡ


168 ҪҲŮ

轳ҵûĻᣬ˾ô̸ˣֺЦ
֪ǹ͹Ҳֻһ٣Ǹ㻨ǮҲһûֻ˵һ䣬Ǿˣ
ࡣҡͷһʱ䣬ʱ䵽ˡ
õȥټϷۣ󿪾ͿԺˡ
ܲܿɣҲûɾ͸ˣ˵Ҫȥҵ
ȥҵɣлл
͸ʰһЩԵ˲ߡ
⺢̫ˡͻ轳ҵп
ͦɵġ轳ҵͷ
ȰɣȺ˺áʹߴ轳ҵ
轳ҵһ£µһڣζҩ˺ܶࡣ
ܲǽǴ۶Ǻö轳ҵû˵Ϻȥˡ
轳ҵ˵ͷоһЩ
ȥţŷ˵ͺˡ
͸轳ҵ¥¾͸ʵʵñӣϣͺˡ
轳ҵʧЦô졣
...ôͲܿˣ㲻ˡһΣ̲ס̾Ƿʲôʱһ°
轳ҵҲĬ
˵ӶһģҲһ𳤴󣬿ô£ôǳأѵ˼ҵĺ統ң
轳ҵοͣٽ̣̺̽õġ
ϣ...еƣ֮ǰûԱȣڿ...
㻹ϲ轳ҵΡ
ͦϲģ;£ͿˣȵøǷ඼û֣Ҳûעأżôһ棬ע⵽ˣ⡣
轳ҵһҲͦζˡ
ҪҲŮͺˣǾСްˡ
轳ҵ鲻ãæ壬Ƿʲô޿𣿡
ʧЦǣŤر޿㡣
վúϢȥǵ޿ˡ
ͺ轳ҵ̸轷ʱѾĲ³׼Ƚȥ轷෿ˡ
轷࿴ȿ޵øˡ
Ϊʲô˵ģΪʲôŹϲ...
֮ǰĻ棬ȭͷ۲ѣС㲻ҪˣȥѵѾͷ...
˵ѵʲôá轷೯˸ͷίߡ
ûãҲ˵С㣬ȲҪޣ޻ɤô죬˻۵ġ
ǲŲأǾŹǾ۹
һ˵轷ˣ̣ʲôʱߣ


169 轳ҵһİְ֣

ǰ轷轳ҵ͹ͻܲ
ǲˣȴȻˡ
Ҫ轳ҵ͹ˣҲͲЩͿҲñвˡ
СİᣬСС㣬Ҫ...
ǱĺݣҲŲ...ΪʲôֻŹңҲǵŮ
轷ĿָĲ֪
С㲻ˣ㻹ң㣬㲻Ҫ£쿪ʼÿ㣬Բһߣһòã
ǲѾͷߣڣСʲô¡
ȵİͱ֤轷һеί˲䱬
̣ˣ...
轷౧ȣί˳
ҲСãܶ˭ãˣ޻۾ô...
ȱ轷࣬һ½һĺ󱳣Сʱһ
轷ƽ̧ͷһȣůָжˡ
Ц㡣
ſڵĹֻͣŵƣ˽ԭء
轷һ轷ʲôʱߵĻ
ʹܴ
û뵽ԼŮȻߡ
轷ȵĶԻùش
轷̵ģǸãһֱ֪ɴû轷ྐྵȻ˵ˡ仰
ŮȻñķãŮȻϣĸߡ
ʧȥŵת뿪
һҹעʧҹ
¥뿪ص¥ҵ黹ǲģϾ轷࣬͹ͺ轳ҵദ
ȥͺ轳ҵǴŸ轷µĿȥģ֮һʧˡ
֪ô£Īϲ轳ҵ͹ͣԽϤԽУôСʱദȴĪĻ
ȫһ
֪Ӧãǲܿơ
͹轳ҵദһֱãҵó͸ŵʳҲǺܺõġ
ֱҪ轳ҵ˯ͷ뿪¥ǰؿ轷һƬŵ
Ȼɹ轷ˣǲɷ轷Ҹõİְ֣衣
ֻȣãڰְ...˵ޱİĴ
ˣûаְ֣˵ǰְ־ûˣ֮Ҳûְ֡
ûְֲ˵Ƭû
ǰϰûãǿ轳ҵȻְ֪ʲô
ְûǲҲ轳ҵһأ


170 

ڰְֵͷðҲûȥ
֪ǲΪ轳ҵദ̼ǺȻһֳ嶯
Ҳʶְ֡
ûˣƬҲԡ
ǵúƬģǲ֪ˡ
Ϳʼң䵹ģҶˣΨһµһҵһͰ͵ĺڰա
ڰձдյӣСȹ˹֡
ƬϵȣӣŻЦһߣԱߵĴŵȷµĹ˹㡣
Ƭüͷ
ΪƬмȱһС
ɲɵľǹ˹ȱˡ
⵱Ȼɺϵģרűٵˡ
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ǲ֪ĸ׳ʲôӣ֪ǲ˹㡣
ƬںСʱϡǵóһΣûͱˡ
ʱûϸҲǵģûȱġ
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174 ӳƴ

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177 һշްն

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178 һ

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181 Ӱ

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205 ҵи

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212 ˻

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л˸Ƿˣǻȥɡ
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²۹²ۣôΪѣҲˡ
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225 ˵

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ϸҲܺ˵һҲΪİȫ֪ԽԽ١
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226 Ӷô

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һúԶôδп˼ҵ
ǿ𣬺Ȼ׶Ӿͺˣ׶ӾͲóˡ
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227 ...ĸ

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228 Ů治ʶ

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229 ְ

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˹ҪƽȺܶࡣ
һ¹˹㣬ѯһ¹˹Ĳ顣
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һûʲôͺá
˹㼱æʹ֪飬ˣҪѧϲ
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ܲ˼ΪֱԳưְ֣ɹûһְ֡
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һΣҿͱſڵˡ
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230 ҴȵĿ

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ũģý˵ͼ޸˹޵سǻͦõģɹһʱìˡ
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ǻʲôȥҿĿܲô
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231 ȶţޣ

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Щ⣬Ҫһ̽˴˵Ҳ⡣
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232 Ʊ

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234 

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ллǣԼο
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235 轳ҵ

轳ҵ͹ҪԼЩ⣬Լ𣿡
ţ֮ǰֻûǮҩģˡû˵
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ôЩ£Ը˵轳ҵҲȥ׷轳ҵԽ͡
ͰοһǾۣͻ룬ȻǸŮɣ
һ
ǸŮѽ˵Ǹ⣬Ľ޹ȴϲûĸۣǿۣÿֲһȱʧİ
Ϲ˵òãǲһֱźֻзһŮ͵˵ڶŮ
²
轳ҵһ£ȻûǸ⡣
ͦġ
û뵽轳ҵȻӦ֪Щ棬ȴû뵽轳ҵӦ
...ͷ˿֪ô󶯸ɸġ
ŮֻǸɵģӰʲôɵǸŮݵ˵ǱȽϼɵġ
ϲ㡣ס֣㲻֪֮ǰÿҪһΣ˵ҪһŮͺˡ
һͷŵ
ô˺òãҸӣʽİһݣ
Ϳġ
Ǿ̫ͻȻˣ轳ҵĹǵһ룬ɰҲнģҲҵְˣܻҪȥһ¡
ŷ̽ɸŮ뷨
ȴûͣص仹ں轳ҵҵ˵ҪҪᵽ¥ǷС
˼ɣϰߡ轳ҵί񣬡ͷϵã°徲ӶҪ߿ˣǺܹؼʱ򡣡
ֱ轷֡
ð...˵źȻ̾Ϲȵ...
ЩìܣȻһˣǿ˴ҲǺ˵ģӳҲ£Լ˹......
轳ҵ˽֪ͣʲôֱӵ
ܹ˼Һ֮ٶԹ˵ģɻٵݾͿԿĶݣʵڲʺϴڷչˡ
Ϊ轷ľˣֱӽ˸ϳȥˡ
ڻģȻٵ
ܾòǺ޹˹㣬޹ԭ
һ˷йķʽ̫ˣȴƫƫѡݣڹʱ


236 ܷ

轳ҵ˻֮ġ
в֪˵˿֪̾Ҳ˲ˡ
ȱüңǰ˵һ㣬һƤ⣬Ҫ轼ҵļͥҽġ
һΣҪ˵ͥҽˣϳֹû˹ܣõЦ
ǰ̫һ⵽Ҷ̲סȼųڶ
ȿ˵ӣԴһ񷿣ѧŵ˷ʹһٹص񷿷ʡ
һǲܣȥȴִˡ
ǲ񷿾䣬ȵĺܶ඼ع
ȣ䣬Ҫж
Լ˲ˣҲֵˡ
ѩϼ˪ֶﻹ޿ֻţҹ͸һҹȻҪ˰
ȵڶ챻ų˲æȥҽԺ
ȹòã˯ú㡣
Լڶʰʰ׼ȥҩˡ
첻ʱڣҪҵɸѡ
綼Ҫ˲ҵˡ
ص춼ˣ糾ͣȥҩҪҩģص¥Ϳʼ
Ʒ⣬Ҫֳ׶ΣʱҪҲҪһЩЧãȫָ
Ϳʼ˵һ׶εơ
ڶ죬׼ȥۣȥҽԺ˹㡣
յܴϼ˷Ϣ˵ơ
ҽ̬
ҪܴûתԽԽˡ
ܴԽԽѿƣ϶ˡ
忼ֿ˹
ȥܼҡ
׼ҩģȥ롣
ķЩ⣬ѡҩԡķ
ַȽܡ
ҿ󣬲һҲһˡ
ԺҸһΡ
ҩܴϳš
ܴƺ󣬳˯ȥѵõİ꣬æͷһù緹ߡ
ѾѾ˼˷Ҳʵڶ˾ûܾ
ȳ극ȥַۣǵøȥҽԺ
ҽԺ۲̼˹㣬ԼԹȥˡ
˹ڹĵǳˣ
˹ɫܲãȴܸˣæһӳרȥ׼ģСóӺƻ
Ҳ֪㰮ʲôˮһЩ
ĴȰģûܾһӣҶϲġ
һڵͷóԣ𡣡


237 Ů֮

˹Ц̽ĸݹȥһ룬Ҳԣ
ãá˹㼤ӹȥǺ𡣡
Ŀˡ
˹Ե۴ᣬһᡣ
һ£ȥϴһƻ
˹㿴ŹȥɫűˣθһûסΡΡȥ˲ûһʹŻ
ٻ˹Ѿ亹ڲϡ
Ų
ʱ򣬲û쳣
ϴƻȥˮƻгһƬһƬĵݸ˹㡣
˹㿴ŹƲۣʲôͳʲô𣬺𡣡
ҲЦϲʲô´һ
ҶģϲԵģأϲʲôϴζ㡣
ҲǶԡ
ʣʲôʱԳԺ
ӦþͿԳˣСë
ùȥˣ
˹йùúܸˣЩʧϾûְ֡
ùûȥˣңﻹкӡ
ʱеˣܿ͵ʱ䣬ȥʳô򷹡
˹Եò࣬һùһ㡣
ȹҪߵʱָǮϴҲû㣬ȻţҳԺˣͽ
ѶѲ˹ʵ̫ˣ
ȳ˲Ź˹ɢɢһǮЩӡ
е㲻֪ô͹˹ദˣһݸ̫ȣɶ˵һжеİ
˳Ȼ...
ֻ롣
ȥʲȥҲȥʻָôˡ
ûȥ˸ЦҲһЦָò
̫ˣôСôôأ
Žȥʿ佱۵
ֻģڲǰ͸˵úòģԶԶһվţ͸һį
۾һ
裡
ɩӡ

ͬޱ飬Щܳ
ܹס֣ӹĸǣһ߶Ըʵ
壬㲻Ҫҽɩӣǵ塣
ֹһЦ壿ʺ档
͵͵һ۸ǣ͵֣ɩ...ɩҪʲô
㡣̸⡣
ãͽ㡣͵͵һ۸ǣЭˣѽۺȤ˵ǰĸӣΪԵ֣Ⱳ۾֪Ҫ衣
üȴûʵǡ


238 

ָúܺã𣿡ĸʡ
˵Ͳˣʵ̫ɰˣ컹𣿡
ĿǣԼǸˣһ̲ס͵Ц
Ϊĺḵǡ
СС˶ŵˮ˵ԼȻûǣ˵Ͳ˵Сرԡ
ǱƵֻĶڽ䡣
Ÿˣߴߴ˵
ʻûǱģЦĪˬ
ʵС˼ûҡͷʴˣԼ
ֲСǴˣҪҪʣԼ˵ġ
ǵڲһ죬СأһΣա
ûǣֱӻصʵĻϲңҾ㣬ý
ǣ......
ʣ......
ǰڸǽ
֪ḵǣʵҲеԣͷ򸵻ǿһ¡
˼СƢ
˵ֳʸǣҲˣǾȸˣúˡ
ǡ
Ǽæ˵Ŭȥֱۣȥſڡ
ۻǲ̽ŴӰóһֻǹݸۣҲ֪ϲʲô...
ЦһǹҲƭ
۲ӣڨЦǲϲ...
ŵԺ÷ˣ۲ϲ
ϲʲôʵһһҪϲļơ
ֱ˵ֻҪĶϲ
һֻܵĲۣҲǡ
һ˵꣬ȲŹߡ
μæ׷ϣҵ㸸ǲǣôȥ𣿡
Ҳǿδ.....
ͣסŲ򸵻ǣ
ܿĸһҾ...Ǻܸм㡣
ĺܸмΪ˸ʣȾԼмȸʾǾԼ
֮Ϊֻ.....
ȿ...ȻǱ飬ʵôԼ֪
ΪȸԾΪʧɥιЩжѻһϵңͬΣյĹһݵģпûһ̵ľϲȫΪһŨҵĸ顣
һŨҵĸ飬İϲŻɵĳһʱ䣬ܳȥ
Ϊֺۣϲ
δǸְ֡


239 ʤ

û˵˼ǧﶼС
ΪǾǸмû̫⣬ã˭Ҷôġ
ɹԼûȴ˿ó
ƼģٿǹһʱᵽɤۣȿǵĿ⣬ûҧ
֪ĪĸƼԸǵ˼װס
˵֮ǰ뿪ֻĻţøǿܶԹ˼һξͲ˼ôˡ
ء
ǧûܷס
ǵӾۣ϶˾Ͳ֪ĵģԺ...Ժô졣
Ǹǲĸҹ⻹㲻...轼ҵĻԼĻܼ
Ƽǰһ󷢺ڣҲ̲ס
ǡ
ŷбºг˹ȥ
ǿƼȿһ¹æͣ...ָÿһЩ
ؼңϵƼˣƼæʺúòһ
ƼǾ˸ǣвӦģǲ׶ӡ
ΪƼٺ轼ҽ׵˼ҲΪ˲Ƽ˵ʲô֣Ϊȥ۵ģӲûϡ
ƼΪ۵±ͿͷǴ̼֪
ݺݵһ۹ۣƼסǵ֣Ҳ֪һңֶˡ
˵ЦôڣϴκһС...Ǹأ
Ὥøһ㡣
һɫȻ˱䡣
ƼͲܿƵƼܺƵƬ˿סЦһ۸ǣҪˡ
Ƽһ˲뵽ǣѵСˡ
...
ߣ裬ǸˣҪ˵
ݲ˵˻˵ģ...ֻ˵ˣֹƼſڱտС
Ƽһʲô...
һֲȵʺĸоΪǸʲôǵСȻǸ˾
һ˲Ƽֲݺݵһ۹϶ʵȥģҲ֪˶ٶ߷ˡ
ҪǹЬ޸Ǹʲô˾ô죿ǲ֪ҪôǴѹһǻԹء
ƼֻذһѪû³ɫǽһɫ
ƼԲЩʲô鶼󣬹ƲƲ죬סۣ߰ɣۡ
һƼĽ뿪


240 Ǯ

Ƽȵֱ
ȵˣ...
־Ҫѿڶͣס
ɸǶˣ裬ղ뺰ʲô㵽ôˣôӣ
Ϊ轼ҵĻԼ⣬ʧķˣǰƼġ
ܺʲôЩΪʲô˵...Ҫô죬Ҫҵ...
Ƽסǣǽһ
ֻŹ뿪
ò׼ˣû˵ϼ仰
ӡʲôʱܸı䡣
¥ǰͷһۣһӾͿ˸ǵ˲һ顣
Թ...ôϲ
˲񣺡裬ǿȥɣӦõȼˡ
ӴĻᣬܿǴӡ
...˵ţͿһϤӰ˹㡣
֣ôˡ
۸˹ȥʲô£ſڽŲȴһͣ
Ϊ˹ҽڻָ˰̵¡
̧ͷŷƤơ
...ʱ˵ģкصỊ̇Ҫôܳ˰̺ۣ
ÿ˵źãصĻؿҪȥ۶ҪѲǮ
ҽ˹Ĵţܺĵʵʵ˵
ֻҪκãǮκãȻһӿô졣
ʵڲùİ̹һӡ
ҽĬһ£ʲôˣ
Ů˹һӴɶˣҸҰӣƻԣˣԺҪϴѧء
ҽ£ϲϲ
лллл...ҽ֪۶ҽ𣿵ϴѧǰκѽ...
˹߶߶ԥһûȥ
û뵽˹㱳ȻƤƣһ仰ôʵɬɬ
´ι˹ᵽͺ˵Լΰɣܻ᲻ţԺ󿴵Чͺˡ
Ǹأ衣ҽԺۡ
šͷ
ͦů˴ݵȴҪˡ
˵ʲôԺûҽ˵ܳԺ𣿡
˴ݻһ˼ңϣ˹͸ôϢ
ҲβãòԺ˹ڲϣڹ˴ݷǰס֣æ˵
ҲڳԺ˴ȴûҴ˦Ҳҵˣ㲻ǸŬĻȥ𣿡
ҵˣҲŲ˽ĽǮȫˡ


241 Ҫİ

˹ľĺܴ󣬡ҲβãԺסԺǮѧѣϣҶʹҽˣȥ۶ǿκõġ
Ҳ˵ǺúӣҲһֱŰɣ
˴ݶҪˣʲôѽԭΪҵǺ£...
Ҫ˵ҵǺ¡˹˹˴һۡ
Ҷˣ壬ʲô˼žǻǮۣ粻ˣŸѧβСʱҾûһĵø
˴絶ʣ˹Ϊ̫̫ˡ
֪ҲģҪ֪ġ
˹üԲ֪
ǧҪȻҸ㷭ְֵʲôζȥ׸Ҫ磬ҪΨһֶŮͲҪΪѡ
˹㿴Ź˴ݣݣû㣬һ˺òãΨһŮ֪ġ
ң֪ġ
ᣬֻҪ㲻˵Ҳ˵Ͳ֪˹ҡͷҵģǹͳԺòã
˴ݲ˵ã֪ǻš˹ġ
Ϊ˹ִ˾˭ûı䡣
񵱳ϵʱﶼĹ⾰ˣҲ˵Ҫױ˵ʲô
˹㻹ǸðˣĹеģðˡ
һЩױƴ׬ѪǮ
޳ȥһ죬ûûޣǱ˹Ѻųˡ
˴£Ź˹ڵϴޣôѽ...ôôడ...
ΪҵֶŮһҸĿʼȴǡ
һв֪
ҹȥҪ渴ϰˣڶȥˣŬһǮBBǮǡ
轷ྭϴεº󣬱̼÷ˣ⼸һֻڲУҪɲ̫ࡣ
죬Ӹϰҽѧ񲹿Σ쳣ʵ
Ψһķմǹ͵ĳ
ûùŮ
ҪʵھòãǾͲ⹫ֻ˽½УҿԸ⣬Ҳûʲô𡣡
֪ĵģʵѲʹӦˡ
ϲ⣬ããԺҸŮˡ
²ȻҪȥ˹㡣
֮ǰ͸ȥģҲӭڿôҲȥһ¡
˼ҵŮŮǵú˼Ҹױһ¡


242 ҩ

׼ƷҪȥ˹ϢʹȵĶС
ȴҽԺ˲˻ûã˲ۣƴŬԼ󣬿Ƕûá
Ҫȥ˹㣬֪˹㣬ͿܾҲϻ
һû˯
ڶ죬ȥܴϼҽеڶƣ˸ϻ轼͹һȥҽԺ˹㡣
ȴȥˡ
Ϊˣ
ʱ򣬹Ѿˡ
첻ܸȥˣҺߺںȥ
һӣڣŰ죬;еˡ
ôȻӣǳ˲ɾĶ𣿡
֪Ҳûʲô
轳ҵҲһߣ˲䣬ҽ˵ҲûиȾֻǵĸк
۾ȻһȻ˵ƫҳ˵ͺˡ
Ϊϴ轳ҵǳ˹˵ĺˣϻʧߣԹһ֮š
轳ҵҲͷ԰㿴
ҲƴǣҰѰ
ǹһθͰƽʱɫܺã岻ԭΪܲ
ҹҲΪ˿ӵģһ󣬾͸ое쳣
͵󣬿ƺһ㱻ƭƵ֪ʵǼ
ɫ
ûʲôֻΪ棬轳ҵȴһ˿쳣ɽŹ
ûſ
ôˣﲻ𣿡
Ϊʵ
ȷһ¡
صȻۣôϸϸܡ
Ϳӣ͵͵轳ҵۣù̫ɰˣҲġ
轳ҵЦһ£ȴЩϰ¡
ֹ˽һӣ۷ſ˹͡
ô
һ£ڵ轳ҵ̸һ̸֮ԥһ£ѡ
ˣ֮ǰ...
зˣи衣ʹϡ
θĿڣҽϰˣ衣
Ӧһ
ҲЦЦ裬¾ǲЩһֱȽۣ
Ͳ֪ôӵĿ¾ȥˣһ轳ҵе㲻˼ô˵...ǰһֱƺ󣬲ȶҺۺܡ
ǰ𣿾Сʱ𣿡
ǣǰܺõģ˷Ժ󣬹꿪ʼõġҡͷʱҲȥҽǶʲôҪ...
ͼæͣסͷ
轳ҵŹı飬ô
һɷ˿ܳԻҩ߱ҩ


243 ҩ

Իҩ߱ҩ
⻰һ˵Ͷˡ
ʲô
ʲô˼
һʵ
Ƿ˲֪ԼԻҩǱҩڵŶأǳۼģЩ...÷˲С
ϵҩǧٹ֣ҩԹžУû뵽Ͼҩ
ʲô...У
ͱŵöˣұҩ...˭µģ
ҡͷҲ֪ʱеˣЩµģھǻһЩء
...ǰЩŬҪȴһֱҪԭǱҩ
㱣Ȼŵòᡣ
轼ҼҴҵ󣬰ֻһ轷࣬ҲǴͳŮˣɷӡ
Ӷร
ԭ轷ʱʼҪӣʱͳ⣬ȥҽҲҪӡ
ҽ˲٣Ҳ˲ҩûãҲûС
е˵û⣬ֻԵûе˵֮ǰ轷ѻС
Ŭ˺ö꣬Ŀҩûϣ轳ҵȰˣ˵轷Ҳ
Ϊ£ûٱ˵һֱҲͦû뵽Ǳҩ
һӣ⣬ͱŸˡ
Ҳû˭˭Ҫ...
轳ҵɫɫÿԣȭͷ˽侲˹Ϳϸ˵˵ʲôҩ
һֱȽϹŹֵҩƽʱټȴһЩ벻ĳϣũҲС
̾ҩƻϵͳҲ˺һλˣ˻˼ΣԵڻ඾
ҩĿڣ˽ûӴһҽ鲻Ҳ
Ӱһƻ
轳ҵɫѿ
ڻܵ𣿡
ܣٻѣҷҲˣ඾ȴԡ϶ͷ
ãлл㣬лл
轳ҵһΡ
ûùͣĿࡣ
ûһҲ֪£ùһֱܿ಻˵Щػᷢʲô
轳ҵùҩȳ䣬ŭ졣
еƤӵ¶֣һὫ˾
ùٻУֻ轷һŮ˺ܶ࣬ɲ˭ˣǾܲĻ֡
ܽӴʳģųӦ߳ԵģܽӴҲ̫࣬ˣͲҲ
ˣ


244 ϵ

轳ҵУ̿ʼ顣
𾪴֮Щ裬Ħһ£ƣͣ˯źų
õµңÿϺһҩܼϡ
ҩݸ轳ҵڼҪעϢѹܹ󡣡
á轳ҵӹҩлл
ϹŮԭǹȰǡ
轳ҵûе˵ǮĬĬ£׼ԺЩл䵽ʵ
ڹﵢˣϵҽԺʱЩˡ
ҽԺȴûˣʱǲȥԷˣȥҽԺʳҡ
ûҵ·ȴĸʺ͸ǣʿ۾ʹ
㣬ˡ
ƺܸҵ𣿡
ȻΣǿѾ´߶Խ˵Ǻܸˡ
ǿ۾ҲǴ
󣬡ûһ
ûҡͷ
ۣܣĸŮۡ
ЦЦ۵ĸȡġҲһԵˡ
ʿٿǣӣӺȻеۣӣɩ˵Ȼȥ
Ӵᣬӵ˼ɿס
.....
ݼ
ûȸߣֱӽӻҲһذɣҹùǡ
ʣ.......
æȥǡ
ʾ⣬߰ɣһȥ
ʣ......ޡ
۾תתҶֲˣһ°ɡ
̯֣߰ɡ
תҪߣʼˣ㣬ȵ...ˣҰѰɣϴζûҰôҲĲˡ
˵۰Ͱ͵Ľֵݹ
Σ֡
ǿ֮ģɥִôûʲô֢ɣ
ͦõģ˲Ѫе飬ͷಹѪ
ſʵ֣ͷסԺžװģ
ȻʶսѣǺ͸ʼæվֱ
ͬһ񣬡λǸͬ־
ȻţǵѾ˸ϡ
Īǿһۣû˵ʱ򣬾˿ڡ
и뵱˽һ£ܲȻز...λŮʿչ˰ɣ
ֱӽס˹
ͷĪɻˡ
ֱص֪ʲôԭ
˾ٱ⣬вŮϵʵ


245 ܸݺ

⣬Ǵ£ȫԻٵǰ;˵ġ
˶µģʲô......Ůϵ...ôУֶûǣ
˹¹ӣǻʵϻش𡣡
ǳڣֵµˣʲô˽⣬ϢҲܳʲôŮϵ
Ǹʵֱ쵼˵˾͸һ¡
ǲԸˣֻǽӵ˼پٱǰ顣
˭ٱģֱʵ
ٱ
ҿԵʾԲˡ
ֻ飬ƽԩˡ˿ݾǸͬ־λŮʿвŮϵһӡ
ҵľˣɩӣôܡ
ǵͨ죬û
ɫͬѿ¡
ƽķǹָܵϤζ
ÿһκ͸ǺƼ棬ЩԶͲֹͣ
ʺ͸ǻڷŭŭԩɹ˲Ͳ³˭
ƼĹ
ֻƼ顣
϶ϴμֿ֮ʼĻ⡣
뵽ᵽֱۣӿ򸵻ʵϴοЦͶ磬û𣿡
ͷȻ˵£Ҷһ£ǱǻŭЩ¡
ǻû...ôȻ...
ΪԼǵС˼Щ顣
һѾٷְȷˣƼĹ
ۿǸЦǲ岻ϣƼͷƻ˺轼һָϵĻᣬֱ˸ʡ
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246 ôôҵľ

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247 ʶʲô

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248 Ū

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ܰùӳ飬үүƤ飬šȭߣֿҧüڡ

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249 Ǹ

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250 

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251 Ⱦְְ

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252 ֻΪҪ

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253 Ļ

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254 ĸ

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255 

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256 Ů̬

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Ҳһġ
ڶ㣬һƬ֡
һߵ轼Ҳ֣Ϊڹǰܶݷá
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Ȼס񣬺úôһסϵ˺ۣȿͺдúŮ̬ʮ㡣
֪ͲҲ⣬ҲʶȣҲǿ;
ڴҿĹάУԽԽˣԽԽʧңԽˡ
æӴĵ죬ҲӴΪһλĿˣҲõòˣ;Գˡ
˵ע̶ת˹ͣǰһ̻ֵģһԥȥ
ǵЦݽסĵĹͣһȭͷеĲһð˳


257 

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ĽԼɷ˺ôӴ˲ȹͲСá
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˷ˣҲͲᱻֹȥչСˡ
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վ˹͵λã轳ҵķˣСĸס
ЩӶһĺˣҪС㺰裬һֱŴӦţֱЦѡ
ȷΣǿԼ˯Ρ
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ȽԲȥɲҪ˵ʦﶼЩȥֲ֪ô˵ֻܸԼԼˡ
ʦɲô룬ܿ˽¾ʹԣȵԽˣ˶ҴӦԼء
ʮķ¡ض
轳ҵʮϻŹͺ轳ҵȥ轼ұҹꡣ
һӣϷסڱңÿһ궼ҪԲģҲ轼ҹ˷ż٣ȵڶٻ
Ҷˣһֱ񾭵Ȳŷ֪һȫģﲻͼҪй
Ϲ͵˯£ƬסһߺȾһѲ轼
ѲһȦһعͣˣŸ˻裬˵Ƶֱ˯ԡ
ҹ˾ʮ࣬ѾȴеҪ轳ҵ͹͸˻
轳ҵȥ鷿飬ȥϴ
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˵žͲҵں˭˵
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258 

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ʲôѱӸҸϣ
˵Ҳѹһ۾Ϳ轳ҵ
ȼɢѵĲѣµ˲ݿ죬...
轳ҵŹ͵·˯ڹ͵λϣղԼϴһ񺮶ģҧгݣȡ
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ĿһߵĹͣžҪ˹ȥȴ͵غһ㲻Ҫ
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һߵĺƿͱӣԼҵ·бϵƬ
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ﲻ͹ܼ˵Ļ
Ҫ...轳ҵҲĵòᣬɿͷӣæ
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259 Ѫ

ʲôֻҪ轷˵Ĵ죬ʲôӭж⡣
һΣȴˡ
ģǲɢѵģ͵ǸȷǮ
轳ҵ˵ܼ꣬ңȥ
Ⱦôҹ˳ȥ
ڰǿ䣬ȴļˡ
Ҳ...
Ҳⷿ䡣
轳ҵӿڣߣȥԣʰ䣬ȫװޣװɿԡ
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¡
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ӵµĺȴ䡣
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һϣȥ顣
ܻܲȷأԥҲûãҪԥҪ˼ܻʱ
ʱҲͿԿ˹͹˴ǲֻҪˡ
ܻǻǺã͵֮ǰС֮ĶȾ֮ˡ
۵֪û˵æֻ飬ҲΥ˼
ͨ˾ͲìˣȥҽԺ
ȫڹ꣬ҽԺȴûΪͲҽԺ֣ҽʿɴæµ
ûȥȥҽѯʹ˹Ĳ飬Լ
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ҽԺڿƥ𣿡
ҽԺûģȥ۶ҽԺ
֪һοƥ㣬ǲǵȹȥ۶
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ǿԵģǲ˵ģ
ҽǵù˹ûźӣֻһϵġ
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ŮŮƥļʾͺܴˣͲ˶𣿡
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ֲҪѪҪѪԭ򣬲ȻȳѪȻһ°ɡ
áһ漴ȥѪ


260 Ƚ

ҽҽԺҲ֪һЩ󣬱ŮҪʱ򣬸ĸǾԶ˵ġ
ǸĸҪʱ򣬶źӣ뺢ӻӰ캢彡
һԸҲᷴԡ
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ҽҲΪŮ֪Ϊӵĸо
Ϊ⼸ڹ꣬Խܻеʱ֪ͨ㡣
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ȥʱ򣬽㴩úż
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û˵ʱ۵׶˺ܶණ
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վһ߿Ƭ̣ŷӦ
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߹ȥأ
˯ˡվȴΪ̫ҡҡλΣ˳ִڹϡ
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ս΢죬ȴ㣬ٿڴ̾ϢҺϲ
ȻѪҺͨ˾ͺˡŽ㣬ңϲͦõġ
š͵Ӧһ
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ллл
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Һи磬ǰҲܸϵЬ


261 㲻

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ţ硣ͷˡ
ͺã㲻Ҫ̫ų⣬ͺˡĶǺõ𣿡
áҡͷǳá
⣬ǺõģҲͲˡ
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á
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ҴСòãͱ̻ˣҶˡ
ûʲôĿҪҪͨǰһʱòҵҰְ֪ɣ
֪ʲôˣҪù˵Ů϶ԸôҿЦͨ...
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˺죬Ҿ㻹Ҫٰοһ¡
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.....
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ĸô˵סȥڿ⻭˲ɳ⡣
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Ź¥һߺҲϲҴƵģͲġ
й˵ССһ¹ͷǲ
ͷǣҲġ


262 Ҫסһ

˹Ļش𣬽⣬Ŷĸʣʲô𣿡
ҪסңʲôȫԺˣֱӿڵ
Ҽҡ㷴ԡ
ﲻҡ̧ͷŸں濴Ĺһɹɻһ²ܿðҲʸס
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Ƭ̣ˣ찡...ѧ̫ţˣ
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͵ɣ
áӦˣǰ²ԣ...Ͳˡ
ҾȻȥˡ
ˣԼɡ
ǻһǻġ


263 Ťͬ

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㱧˼۸ǲϣ͸нӴ˾ĬȻỹǽˡ
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BBһ䣬ҲԸһ
ãһ͹ˡ
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轳ҵЦһæһ쵽Ҳ㡣
ЦЦˣҵץʱ临ϰ
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轷ûȫǰǺòѧʦһٸˣ轳ҵŽ˰¡
ô㣬̹Ҳͦá
轳ҵԭΪܣû뵽ܾˡ
ллʱˡ


264 轳ҵĹ

轳ҵЩ⣬ɲǿֻܵͷÿ˶ԼѧϰʽȻòҪǾͰˣҪҡ
ͷá
ȴ֪ѧ񽭺㣬϶ǲҪġ
轳ҵŹ䵭֮̾ǰ趼˵ˣҲǱ˼̫öܲ˼
ͷ֪þò˼
ǹ͵ŵ㣬ʱҲȱ㡣
ĲҲ
ͬģҲ֪ģֻҲʧŬ̬
轷˵ģѳֻһŮҪ
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轳ҵҡͷôûأҪʲôʲôС
Ҫ轷࣬Ҫˡ
벻ǲϰߣûõˡ
õĺӣҪŮ߲֪˶ϲȴŰƫƫǸû
֪轳ҵô࣬˵ͷõģ˵ġ
һҪ˵ʲôԣһӦġ轳ҵ֤
ʧЦá
룬ҪҪһɻһӿô죿
Ҳֻˡ
轳ҵЦ˵㣬Ǿô˵ˡ
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ͷõġ
ʱӯ˾ͿԷǮˡ
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轳ҵ˵²˵ͷϣˣ...ȵ˵û㣿
˵裬ʱָĿˡ
˵һ㡣ûϣĲ֮ǰͷһΡ
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轳ҵǸп࣬˴˲е˼Ժ󲻻轼ˣҾ鷳鷳˵Ұ㴦
ȻԼҪȴǵͷá
轳ҵֲ䣬ȻȲڼϰˣ㰲סţҪӰ֪˭ǰ˵лˣһ߹ܼңùܼҴ


265 ҲϺ

ҵ˹㣬˹轳ҵҲ˴ˣ֪ûùȥ
轳ҵ֪л¡
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轳ҵŹԣҲûǿҪһԣҾóÿȻԼԡ
ҲǿԵģԼҲڡ
Щԥ֪ҪҪĺ⡣
ˣԥˣôˣ˵ŮʲôΪȴǺܶæˣһٷ㻹ܾ˵ȥˡ
Ǿ鷳ˡ轳ҵ˵ֻӦ¡
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۵ûӹ轳ҵ۾
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轳ҵվϸʲô©ġ
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轳ҵĵĶһ˲Ϻ
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...ЩŴҺҲͬˡ
轳ҵ˵ţＫʲô


266 Ů

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⣬ֻúϢ
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ûע⵽ҽĹעĿ⣬ֻһͷ
ǹ˹ŮܶȵŮ


267 Ϊ˭

ż鵥ӣֱȥȡ
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˴˹㣬ܸˣˣ緹û
ţŷֹɫԡ
ôˣʲô𣿡
Ź˴ݣ֪ⲻԼ׹ùá
죬ƥ飬ƥ...ûˡ
˴ݴ˴...ǲƥ...Ҳ᲻ƥ...
˴ʧԣȴûſ֣㲻ҪѹôԼ͵͵ˣҲǣһȥְɡ
Ź˴ݵ̬ȣ侲һ㡣
ù...ҿֶܲŮǸڡ
ʲô˼˴ݱŵˡ
Ҳ֪ô£Ӻңˡ
ѿ˴ݵֱ֣ˡ
һֱԼĻɵõ֤ʵҪȥȡ
ص轼ңֱҵȣںԺֳɨѡ
轼ҵط󣬺ԺһƬسһƬˣ˼ѼȳԵģȻ
ȱ䵽ǰűӵĺԺһӻֱʡ
ҵ˭
һ仰ȲѪҺס
ֶһ£㲻Ƕҵ˹𣿻ʲôûĵĲТŮ...
֪˹㲻ףҰֵ˭
ȣҪƱֱӽҽԺļ鵥˦˳
Ѿõ֤ˣҪƱ硣
ȼһ£е㿴ʲô֤ʲô
˵һּܼӹϵΪǸһɿǣһ
֤Ҳǹ˹ŮBѪABѪ͡
ҵ˭Ů...ǲŮǣ
ͫ͵һ...
ûŹÿһ飬ӺһŮǣҾ˵ԼôŰ...ȴ轷ôá
轷֣Ƥһ£Ƹ۴ϹĻڡ
ûȻ³ˣҲͲ㣬ȷʵŮұģûˣΪ轼Ҽķͼ
Ǳ˶ûҪģҲƫģСһ̴ҵȻãô...ҺģҲܻ㻹֪м
...ڳҲŮˣֻ𣿡
ɵ㻹ûȫĻɻûõ͡
žô򵥣ֻǼûҪٵȻٵ϶ԭ򣬿϶˭


268 Ū

һ˲뵽ܶ࣬ԼָòͼԱȡ
ŹĻļҪؿڡ
ǻұ㣬±˷㲻Ů˶ٿܻ࣬Ͳˣ֪м
ԱƬûԱȳʲôһ
˵ôίҲ˵ʲôммȣôڲأҶ
һģὫһв
ɫ࣬أԼǸ˶ĺ㻹ˣҲ㣬ǰ˵ţֻңҲãҶ䵽ˣҲˣô˵
һƹˤζ
бȥɣҿܲ鵽ʲô㻹ΪԼǶ౦أŮޣ˼ҲҪġ
һŤϳֻ紵ɹû죬ȴ˺ܶ࣬Ź
֮ǰҵ˹˴ݲǻܸܵ𣿷ֿ˰ɣǲûǮһë......øܰ
һӲùҲù
һԽԽáҡͷͿŰɣͿôԽԽõģôҵĸġ
ת̤ȥҪ٣Ҫֹ
ͿʲôܣȲϧٵ
ȿŹıӰȫڲʵľµչֳ
......ܲ鵽ʲôʲô鲻...
Ѿٳˣôָܻ
֪...֪ðҲӦð...
ˣΪɵٲϡ
Ūġ
ôģ֪Լˣôͱӡ
˿ֻڣû˹
ȳõԼ֤ʵﶼ˵ʲôζ
ѱ棬һ
Թ˹㣬ֻ˵Ǹˡ
Ҳû뵽
˹ǸˣϧûиŮԵ
ŬָòŬҵԼŬȥˡ
ǱĸģҲֻǺڵġ
Ϊ㹻㡣
ȥ۶ǰȥһι˹㡣
˹Ѿӹ˴˵ˣȻȥҽҽû˵˲²⡣
ȿı飬֪ˡ
ŮһȦַˡ
һ
лл㻹ңԲˣҲְ֡
ҲҲְ֡
֮ͲúѪܵˡ


269 ˵İ

û뵽˹˵һ仰ͻȻһᡣ
ҲԲ㣬Ů
˵İţҲûŹ˹йְ֡
...
˴һ߿̲ס̾ܣȴǿס֡
ǲģԺҶùãǸúӣ͵ȥ飬ùüǵĺ顣
ҪǸȻ۸㣬ңҰ㱨ȥȻҸñӣҲֲõܣҼҲͷι⡣
һ£ʵ...˵Ҳģ֪˵٣˵ûˣŰұȥġ
ûˣ˴ૣ˹۵ۣҿֶŮչ˲ûչ˰ǵġ
̫أһ͸ǣ֮ǰ֮ǰǸǮѹǮŸʱ򣬽űǵĻǵĿڴ
ЩǳĵǮҲǾǮǵŮֶŮͲǮ
ҽԺȥҩõĵڶ׶εҩȻֱ⵰ˡ
СʲģϧBBǮˡ
ҿһֱиѣֿܿյˣ轳ҵĴٽ˯ҩúҲԷǮ
Ȼ...ýҲǮͿܲõˡ
ȫѧǴ£ȫصѧߣ֪ǿ
УΪƴȫˣһֱǿѹһеģǽһüһӾ˵ȥķȫ
ˣн
У޲ܸŹȥΪйûܳС
ˣ̤ȥ۶μȫѧ·
轳ҵڵ۶Ǳ߰ӹز졣
˳ʦǱĺüٷˣҲûܾ
۶ͽӵ˻ϣȥȵ㿴˿󣬹ԺϢõڶ쿼Ե׼
ڶ쿼٣Խ죬ÿ쿼СʱΪ˵⣬һ쿼ĵ
ÿѶȣǲϵģԽԽѡ
ٲߵһ쿼Ծͻᱻ̭
һ⣬쳣ѡ
һ쿼ԣ̭˽һˡ
˵ڶǿ߾
һʵͦɣΪ̹
˼죬˼άʽҲӿֻһʱʹˡ
ߵʱʦΪǴ𲻳ƹˤߵġ
ɼҲǸĿ࿴
Ĵ˼άٶȣǺܴϲ
ŮӲ򵥡


270 ӽĿ

ڻкӵ磬עĿģϾŮӲ࣬òֱ١
ٵŮһ̭٣ȵڶٵÿҿи
һȶӣڶչʵ
ںܶ˵ĹעУǰɽ
رǺ͹һģ֪˹ˡ
ɼڿġ
һԵ۶ѧУеһ
ʡǰֻйͦȫǰһеǸͬѧֻźڵʮ
ȫǰҪȥģǰȥǰҪһµѵ
ͳ˴֮һ
û뵽Լͦǰ˶ǻ㱵ģǽѹ
ѧǸвμӱˣμӵĻϲϿѧҿܻаҪȱΡ
ûԥѡ˱
µĿãͳɣȥȥ棬Ӵϸˡ
Уֹ֧ѡüڿѧǰϦⶨУſڡ
ףͬѧȫѧȡõһҳս!
ôʷǳİ
еˣһ˳ʺһ⣬ֱͦ˼
е籨רһС濯Ϣ
ǵιעУתս⣬ڹǰ轳ҵһǧǮá
òôǮȴݲþܾ
ڴҽŵڴУڴ˺Ϣ
ڹں͹һֲеһĵ۶ͬѧٴλ֡
Ȼսһ㣬ûôǰǹԼҳˡ
͵۶ͬѧʵһȽҲǻ˽ơ
Ϣعڣ˹㲥ֽӶصš
УҪ˷ˣҹ˶˺
һеУһֳʺĸо
Ͳ֪ˣôǰû˵
һУøѪѹֱӳԺᣬУüˣеλΪõ
У׼ȺĽŹҪǽ̵ţѧУ̶ӭӣȥСѧͬѧûվӭӹˡ
֪һҫص۶ȴ벻һˡ
̨ĽĿ߻ˣǹ̨ġ
أŽĿƣྺĿ
Ŀ߻۾һԣԸμĽĿѾкܶˣǹڻ٣ֻҪһܶϲܶ˿


271 ȫǰ

°ͷݣϺ٣ֻлļ㡣
ֻ֪ʶûˣ
˺ĽĿе㵥
߻˻׼˺ܶ˵μӣ˼άϡ
ģ˼Ըμ𣿡
Ȼԥͷ
;𲻳Ҫ̭ġ߻ȴԤ룬ܶ˶ܲöġ
Ȼ̭ȻʲôͷźٵĽĿ滮ǲǲ͸¶̫࣬ô٣
߻ˣ......
ǣʵû٣Ȼ˵ʵ
ΪĿŲ߻оڹǡ
ڹı֣ôҶúܽҲУֽĿǹȴˡ
ĺܶ඼пͷǲհᣬЩҲʣɾʺԼҲԴһ߻
һЩǰҲμӹˣ˲ţУѧҲѼ˲١
һЩʿȸ֪ʶӵġ
ĺܴܴ󣬿ɾĲ߻ûȷͦԵġ
ô˵תתʣʲô𣿡
Сԥͷܶ࣬ݿԸḻһЩֹ֪ʶٴһ㣬ҲԸḻ翪ʼԴ̭һһ̭Էֳս...
ĿöˣҲ֪ʲôÿ˵˿ʺʱڵġ
߻۾ˣñʼ
ҵۣ߻˾ýĿԻ
أ...Ҫô죿Ȼߣ
һ£Ŀʲôʱ¼ƣʲôʱԲţ
һ˳º¼ƣ岥ʱ֪ͨ
º󰡡ʱ䣬ҵ㲻õģʱǸϲ...Ҳ
͸ߣɾţͦģֱӾͿԴǸߡ
μӱ϶ǰϣͦã˵Ŀע
Ҫ˵עʵ߽˵עٽҿߡ
ʱ䣬ʱҲɵ׶εơ
Ҳ˵...Իָˡ
Ȼͻָòȫǰ
ϽĿϹ̨ĽĿ˵עİְ衣
ʲôʱţĸĸһ첻ڶܻῴ


272 ƫ

λĿ߻ǩ˽Ŀ¼Ƴ顣
Ŀ߻ź͹ľǽһ־ʮ㣬һĶ
Ϊʱ䣬һĿ¼ʱ䶼ĩ㣬㵽ʱһҪһҪֵѽ
ȻĿǻЩĻ̭ƣѧԵ̭ƣɲ棬һȺǲСڡ
ͷһҾ͵ǵ֪ͨˡ
μӵһڣΪĿ¼ƻǸǮġ
ܴﵽԼĿģ׬ǮֶΪ
Ŀ߻˽ôϲҰĲ׼棬߻˺󣬵һʱС
Ҳҿ۶ԶСʱܵ
صϣ轳ҵ֪Ҫóʦ׼˽ӷ磬Ҫúף
轷࿴ѧУ˷ͷĶ֣лﻰıģúܣû뵽ؼҲð
轳ҵ͹ôģԼĸĸȴԹôã轷༵ʶҪˡ
ôйô֣轳ҵ͹Ͷûֻһζæµ
Ƕ轷ԭġ
ѧڿѧûȹ轷࣬ʵڲˣ轳ҵҪר͵Ļᡣ
轳ҵԽӴԽᶨҪúý̵轷࣬ô˵ûá
ֻ˵Ҳůˣö壬轷໹ﳵɡ
轷࿴ŲУˤװƭרװһͱ轳ҵ
轳ҵû뵽轷ྐྵȻΪ£ʧѣúøѵ
죬ǲ轷ôֶġ
轷Ĳѣ̲סȥԺȡ
̣ΪʲôΪʲôô...ΪʲôֻŹ㲻֪ÿҺ͹һ֣۵׶ֻй...
ȱ轷࣬絶ǵģС㣬ֻǿѾͷĺ...
Ųǡ轷һ˵ͰરСʱҺܶǲˣһֱǵҲϲ
ΪʲôϲΪҰע...
轷Ĳѡ
СʱļѾģˣǻǻǵЩƬΣԼɡ
˵׾ΪСʱ轳ҵ͹Ͷϲ
͹һʱǹעҪ࣬ϲ


273 ı̬

Ů࣬żżһΣȴһֱǵãͣĶȲֹҪֻ轷ãҪչ˺ùȻǻΡ
轷С֪ô࣬ȴУڸĸϲڹ˸ĸעȴмǵãŻ
ȵķ£۸ѹ·
ֻŻһ㡣
ҪЩµʱ򣬹ȴٴٴγ˹ͺ轳ҵǰ
ȻϷԵģ轳ҵ͹͵עֱҲԽԽ˳ۡ
ȫǸѭ
Ļ᲻轷˼轷ʹ֪
ҲǴʹֽݵԭ
СԲû...
轷ʹ࣬ѣʹԼʱʱչС㣬ʹԼû˹ȵӲ˵һ졣
أ̣Ժô...˵ʲôϹŮҿҲǸɵģ׵ģҺҲҰ...
С⻰ɲ˵ⶼѾͷĴ˵¡ȼæ轷ࡣ
ѽУӲǱӵôУŮҲһ쵽
ѧŵѾͷ˸˲Уֻ˲ܶԸѾͷȻԽƢԽǽƵѾͷǱߡ
ȥҪĸı䡣
轷˲Ͽˣæʣ𣿡
ȻģҲСˣҲͨĸעˣû˼·
ѭѭ̵ֻҪ㶮ˣѾͷô֣㵽Ů̲һֱߣҲѧ᳤ѧϷ...
轷ŭܳȥȻŤȴ̬ȣĸôף
֣Ȼȥ̻ɣ̻֡
轳ҵ轷ྐྵȻˣ⣬е㻳ɣ𣿡
Ȼġ轳ҵɵĿ⣬轷ί֣ôôң㲻𣿡
û轳ҵҡͷ֮ǰһֱƢ𣿡
ΪǶϲ轷죬Ҳ֪ˣȻҲΪǶгˣҾʧֻϲϲңע⵽...֪ܡ
С̬轳ҵΣɵӣôֻϲϲ㣬ǵıŮ


274 

Ϊ轷ķһ˵ˣ轷໹˵һȥ֣ԴŹһȥ·
̫ˣһ𳤴úദöá
˺ο轷࿴ĸı̬ȣ֪˵öԣԽ
ǣص轼ңܼҵһʱȥ¥ľһЦӭӡ
ϲˡ
̫ˡ
ϲ㡣
轳ҵ͹Ͷ׼轳ҵһֱֻʣ轷ྐྵȻҲ׼һ·
轷࣬ɽ䱸ǳԴҩ˰ɣ
ʵ̫ϰˣܾòġ
ѽ·һûġ
轷죬ִŹš
ŰɡҲ轷˵
ллЦӹ轷ת֡
Ȼͽһͨ轷챩
Ǹ۶ҲǸûϵʽӦкܶ๲ͬɣ
ò棿˵Ļö𣿡
ȡôõĳɼǲǹĿ࿴
轷ЦȻŹʣ鲻ѣЦпǣο轳ҵɫҲúֱܶ࣬˵Ͷˡ
ЦһԵöо
ҽ˵ҪϢŸǳ˸¥
Ҳ֪ʲô⡣ϰҪҪɱ轷ࡣ
ȻǽڣҲˡ
ͶԼͷҪˡ
ʰһ¾ץʱϢˡ
ڶ죬ϵѧУĹܵעĿУЦú;ջһڿμٵʱ򣬺ǿ佱һصĽѧУĽ𷢸˹
ν˷ͷ
ڲѪķС飬ЩӣɫҲԲЩŹݡ
Һһ࣬Ҫͬͺˡ
߸ͬ...ͬ
С鼱æҲܺõģܺ͹ͬǾǰɡ
߸ͬ...Ǻǣллˡ
ȫУѧŹúãһȴá
轷ڼװѧУȴװˣӡ
һͬѧһĿ佱ǣķи
˭ҲǰǱԼڽŵµͷʦǵĻͷʤˡ
ӲٳȥһһľＷҡ
Щ˾û棬ô㽱ŪǼһ
ǣһʺһࡣ


275 ת༶

һʼûûˡ
֪ʦţǲǰһ۸ǾͿʼų
ЩųǰĿŵǰָɣ߸Сٲˡ
ҵչģʲôʦ֪ͨĲ֪ͨ
ֲϣ˷ʤ
صѧУ죬ΪɵжŪƲѡ
ˣҲ֪ĸŮŮİ취Ȼʼ˷ֹϲİ취
ɵǺá
пγ̽μϢȥϸʲôҲһ˶ˮϰߣϲͱˡ
һȺŮǺˣҪ˳һ࣬ʲô취˳
ȻеúܶˣǲҲ࣬ż˺ܶ໹Ŷӡ
һȥŮ͸ţǰȥ¾Ͳˡ
μϢʱ٣ϿǰŪùһڿΡ
¿λ
ֱӲϿ壬ռſӵŮͬѧ˲
ҽ͵ˣҾǣ´ǸٰŲǾͳȥȫУ˶ôռéӲʺŲţ
ǾǶôˣ
һȺ˸ûзʡ˼
ǲЩ磬Ҳѹʲôģʱ˿ҵΪĿ׼ʱôڡ
ܿЩǶЩѧ˲ãִ򲻵ã˽µСʤҲǺΡ
֪УرعȺУӦʵ
¿κУͺ͹̸ˡ
ҪҪתһ°༶һǱʵ...
ҪǸһ߶뾡취ҲʰˣǸһܶҳҲЩ⡣
תɡҲˣҲʵûʱڡ
Ǿתȥİɣǵѧʦ˰ɣУҵĺܸİʦк󣬾İ࣬İѧͦϲġ
İൽʶˣͷá
У̽ѧʦʦùȥİÿ𣿡
۾ĸʱ˧ڶеʦУǰһ
УĻϲȻԣͬѧ˭Ỷӭġ
Ǿͺã͵İɡ
У˾
۾һشˡ
ôתİࡣ
İ죬İྪϲףһͬ졣
Լһ£ڰʺϳȥˡ


276 ȥ¼ƽĿ

༶һЩϾ˼һתİ࣬ҩζ˲Ũˡ
תȥ죬类ûȵ磬ĪͱҪİֹҪİ೤ˡ
һȺӣҳЦû涼һЩѧҲûõȥϸѧڸƽֱǸһʲôǶǹƽ֡
԰˵ǻţǵ˵
ҾͿû󣬻ܱǸ߲
ȫϣǿɺǴˣҪƳɼҪǸ߱Ǻá
......
̫̫ѪͬѧҲеܲһİˡ
Ǹɶ...һ˾ȫ֣ޣһһ߳ɼܸõƽ֡
ҲѧϰҪӮǰӣǺүү
ûҲĿɣ
ܽʼ𣿡
;...ԣԣԡ
ûͬҿǰķСȭͷ͹ġ
ģһúÿ߳ɼ㶪İඪһúÿ
...лл
ܿ죬̹轷࿼ԴĺһİĪҲȸƳɼ
˵ĺүү
⻹ӲһЩĵģʲô˳ɵĶעҲˡ
УŲԣæùȰȰͬѧǣ±˵ͬѧ
ϾʲôģҲʵֲ̫ˡ
......ѧУﵽʲôʱ˱ȳɼ磿
УĿŹ˵أ

Թڽ˽±ȵȥˣֻɼ
үү˾ͽˣͬѧǷǺ¡
һܣôæµжɹˡ
ĩʱȥ˽ҡ
ϧҲǷѧϰС
æµʱæڶܵӵ˽Ŀ߻˵ϵĿ¼ơ
ԭ¿ǰͰκУ˼٣˵ɡ
Уǹ̨ȥ¼ƽĿ¼ƵĽĿѧϰģĽĿȥҲĩʹӦˡ
忼굱Ժ󣬳ʱ䣬ҪԾҲȿˡ
翼Խ磬ǰ˼ң׼ȥ۶
ˣ轷Ҳٽ˻ȥ
ȥͿ˹һȣҪȥ¼ƽĿ
轷ܾù˵ѣ͹¼ʲôĿѵϵӲɣ


277 ϽĿĸ

轷ҹܼҺͳʦһ㡣
ÿ϶ǹ˵ѣȴ⡣
¹ȥϵӣûϵأƾʲôϵӣ
ԡʱ䣬ˣˡ
ȵȡ轷ס㻹û˵ʲôӣǲ˵ѣ
˭˵ѡ轷࣬תҪߡ
㲻ߡ轷סȥҲЦģңȥȻҴȥҲС
轷תת˵
Цϣ...ǱǸ߻˵ˣЩȥμӹģУĻŸ߿״Ԫܲμӣ...ʸ񡣡
...轷ڼŬάֵ趼ûάסҪ쭾Ϳʦ轳ҵͶ¥ˡ
̻ί
Ҿǵ㱻˵ź˵ģ˵ûʸҺѹ
轳ҵʵô£
ʦһеݸǷ˶˵·ϳԵģܶš
лл͵л
ÿҡͷҲ轷࣬˵ʲô˵òˡ
˵һˣᱻЦҪȥϵӣ˵ʸܲ
󷽷˵ˡ
裬Ҳȥ轷Ĳˣס轳ҵĸ첲ҲһϵӣҲʶһЩˡ
˵ʸ񲻹
⺢ӡҡͷ濴ʲôĿѽ
֪ʶ˵
ǻͦõġͿ轷࣬಻ȥ𣿡
Ҳ֪ǿϵĿ鿴ʱ䣬ҵˡ
ŶŶȥ...
轷࿴ҧ̲סڣ㶼Ҫˣ̸ô˵Ҳ...
ֹȥͺˣ뿴ͷ
̧ĽŲס轷࣬裿û˵ǻ֪
Цһ£Ҳǹ˹ŮҲȵŮ˵ġ
һʲô
͸𾪣ܰһȥҽԺһģҲһô֪¡
룬㲻֪ˡ
ֻҾͲ֪ˣҽԺѪ챨棬֤ҲŮȥ¼ĿҲڽĿҵĸ
𾪣һʱ֪˵ʲô
轳ҵɫȴֱ䣬ȷ𣿡
ͷţǾȸˡ


278 Ŀʼ

ת̤ȥ轷㱣ЩӦ
Ȼ̵Ů...תҲԣŮ̿϶á
轳ҵŹıӰɫĪ⣬ͻûܽܡ
ôŮ...붼û뵽...˭Ů?
˭Ů
轳ҵӷңＫʲôɿջ˼
֪...ĿʱǶɡ
Ҫϵӵ£轼ҴҲˡ
һߣΪڶȱϯԣҪȥ¼ƽĿϢҲѧУˡ
˶治ѣ۳һ¡
ȽĿһҪ
ֹͬѧʦһܡ
֪УԶˣӾսٵμӽĿҪ˵ͬѧʦҪμҲѡ
ôӲᣬڽĿ¼ǰϵ˵۶
Ŀ߻˱˽Ŀˣӵݺһ
ˣĿϾͿʼ¼ˣΪҪٵأȥ·ʰһ£ߴ𣿡
ˡ̻شһ䡣
봺컹䣬Ҷú񣬿ݲпյģůͣҲôôˡ
ϽĿôôÿôѽܴúһ
Сʱʰãȥһ˲ʮӺ󣬽Ŀ¼ƿʼ
ĿһʼиԱܣ˵ǰٻŰټ
˷˴ѵľӲǰȫһ˸
Ů٣߿״Ԫ۶ѧľѧѧʿʦУвУģйУѧġ
棬ͱرˣϾֻѧ
бСĳк͸顣
˳ѹģĿǰõıɼԼϵߡ
ҺãǹеڶѧһΪҵЩ⣬ߣҽʮǿڣժҵߡ
ʱӵʱ䣬˵һ仰лл
ߣ˳ظУ˺ܶ˵Ŀ⣬ʦƫ֡
⻰һֳ
ߣʱ˵
Ҫ˵ʲôأ
ʵʱӻĿԴͬѧͲʮǿҲڴ˳ŵ£ҳŵʱ䣬˵˵Ļ
΢ЦǷлл
õģ
һαѾϣǰ̭ˣĿԴһα˭˭̭


279 

һھ̭ʮˣĿúܴ
ÿһڽĿ̭ˣԽԽѣԽңܵΨһһˣǿߣֱӻýĿṩǧԪֽ󽱡
ĿһĿҲǴˡ
ǰʢе֪ʶĿĿڹڵĳΣڵĿ֪ʶǡ
֮ǰٰ̨˸֪ʶĿʲôˮʫʴ֪ʶһúʣԢԴζͽĿ̬档
Ǿö֮ʴʽĿרҵԹǿ˹ڵԸȤȱͨҾʧȥ˺ģҲ뿴ˡ
Ŀ߻Ҳ֪ЩԶڸĸǱȻġ
ͨͨһʼ˰˴ս̭սޱȡ
һ˴ս⣬ǴҲȴҪܶʱɵģѡͨʱʤǰɴ𰸵ʮ˽ʮ̭
ĿѣȴῼѡۺӦ
ֳʱֳռҵ¡
õ˵ڶ
ڵڶһʱ䡣
õһĻˣǸ۶ѧ
ֳˣ侲ܶ࣬һ㲻͵ˣеĳȣ΢ҵѡ
ʮ˺ܿʮź˳̨
ֳ̭ռҵ¡
ڶ̭Ȼʮ˻ϴսһοĸȫ档
ֳ˳ʮ漰⣬ֳ˸𰸰ȷһ֡
ûʱǵŵ̭
̭ʮˣߴ̭
ֳռҵ¡
˳ڵˣԼ𣬵ȽĿʱҲԴ绰Ŀ飬ڵ绰ͬʱ
ĿΪ⿪ͨʮߵ绰ÿһڲĹڣȫԣʱ˿Իٽ
ĿȤζǡ֪ʶ𡢽šĬһȷڳ黥ҵĲգϴ̼̼
ҺƸѡ֣ѡֿͨԹƽǰ߹ݣ߹ݳɹͿԼ
ԴԴϵĴ£ýĿʼ
ȻĿֻ¼ƣ岥֪ǳڹۿȺѾˡ
һҪҲ⣬ָҼ͡
˰СʱٴԼӵƣȡٶ죬ȫĵһ


280 ¶

еڶǡǵ۶ѧľѧѧ֮ҩζʮ㡣
Ǹ۶ѧս⡣
űѾ˶֣ʦ˷ܲ˵˶˷ˡ
ǰʮ˵һλϡ
ź̭߱Ķʮˣ˿۵׾Ǿ̾ˡ
һǵùͬѧ˵ǰʮ͸ӵʱ䣬˵һ仰ɣ
ڣͬѧǰʮ˵һҵĳŵһҾܳɣ轱Ҿʱӵʮ롣
ǹͬѧʮʱ䣬
˵УϹллңллˣʵҪʱ䣬Ϊҵĸĸ
ǰһֱ֪Լֱǰ֪ҲҸĸŮǰĹڣʶҵҵĸĸϵĿ顣
˵ߣ¶Ѿָòһ
ֳһƬ˵ģֳĵݸ˵ģԲߡ
ϲǱܵģر֮ǰһˣ֪ǻݵģ...Ѿָˡ
˷Ӧ죬ȷӦ
ȵȣȵȣͬѧۻ𣿽Ŀ¼ƿʼǰģ֮ǰĻݾǻױģʲôħֶνָˣ
ЦЦŮӶǰƯģҪױҲÿĻôﻯء
ʵֻҵκ˶ѣϣڵչԭòҵĸĸˣǿҾͿҵңлл
ͬѧѾôˣôƯĸĸ϶὾ϵĿġ
ôڼ
ӽĿһн
¼һݵһʹ̨ˣס۾Ҫɳˡ
찡˼飬˼...ϴ˵ľϲⲻֹǾϲǾŰ
ıѾĿ࿴ˣû뵽иľϲ˿ϲֻһо
ڵˣڵˡ
ԽĿˣһʣҸĸſ϶ȫڵģôһҸĸ
Ŀˡ
һ¹ţҪĿʱ䲥ҵĸĸ


281 

˵ˣǱӰڱصá
ıӰͷһͱסˡ
Ǹ۶ѧվڹǰŹ󿪿ڡ
ҽа𡣡
ֻ˵֣ȴŪʲôʩᣬ˵ʸ֪һ
...֪
ڣ...Υ˿ѧɡ
סЦһҪҵҽˡ
Űһأˣһֱ䵭ĺܣ˭Ա쳣㡣
һ·߹ȥ˾Ŀ⣬һ
κˡ
ӿʼƣѾȥʱˣʱôΪǵ˰ֱ̣ҩͿˣ˵Ƥȫ롣
һ׶˵˰̣ڶ׶ǰЩ˰̣ٽ³´л³Ƥ
׶Ϊ˺˰׼
׶ƽµµƤãֱ˺˰̣ͻָòˣ˰Ƥû˵ģֻ׸ۡ
ư취ʹͳϵĲһһֱƲǰڶЧĶӡ
ֱ죬ȷһжѾˣ˺˰̡
˰ȫ˺ݵȻ¶ˡ
ֻϣĿĸĸܿǡ
뿪ݲҪ뿪ͱɵסˡ
ͬѧȵ...Ƶģ
üԼεġ
ͬʱУ轳ҵصңʱ͹ҳᣬ¼ƽ˰ɡ
Ӧ¼ƽˣܵõܻ
ϧڶҲûصϣ轳ҵ͹̲ס
˵绰˵ЩҪڵ۶죬ҲŻ
ǽĿʲôʱᲥ
˶٣˵ϾͲˣҲ֪ǲǡ
ϾͲˣ̫ˣ㣿Ƕһ𿴡
ߵ벥ŵĿһһСʱ
ããǿÿĽĿ
˵绰轳ҵһͲˡ
Ƕſ
轷Աأˣ̲סӽĿô𣿡
ӦðɣŲܿ𣬻ֳء
轳ҵûش𣬹;˵ôҶ
УҲϵ˹˵ĿҪ˵ֱȥ㲥ң˵Ϣһѧϰ
տ¿˲Ƥĸҵ˶
ڴҵڴУ٣ܿ쵽ߵ롣
ڵǰˣ׼ʱտ˽Ŀ
轳ҵ͹Ҳڿ۾һͼ͵ߣ


282 Ϥ

轳ҵҲˣżĹʧЦҿˣˡ
һ;˸ߺܺÿҪûݣ֪Ư
û£κõģ˵ԼԼβãҲȥ۶ȥΣѾȥ˽ˣʱûκãҾٺһᡣ
š͵ͷǾͺãͲôϽĿˡ
š轳ҵŹţ˵Ҫʱ䣬ü
Ҫ˵ʲô
Ҳܺ棬֪ܲϣ
϶ġ轳ҵŹţʦƫľͷͦࡣ
ٴοߵĹ轳ҵϤˣһʱ벻𵽵Ϥ
أ಻˵Ҫһ𣿡
͵Ļ轳ҵ˼ҡͷ֪ˣе㲻
Ҳ...һ𿴿ãѾúܶˡ
š轳ҵͷԣúܶˡ
轷֮ǰ˵һ𿴵ģΪʦ֪ͨﲻȥˡ
ȥķҵģ־˵ڵﶪˣҲָϻؼ
̫ԶҪϻҪʱ䡣
ϻʱ򣬽ĿѾſʼˡ
ͬѧǶŽĿ˽Уȹ˲ӱҾһ
̫ˣ̫ˣ̫ˡ
ʱÿ찡
̫ˣҶ˽ȥ
ͽŵȭͷ轳ҵҲýζЩţ¥˾͸˵ˡ
˵ҪϵӣôǻᶼϢһ𿴣ԴҶڸ¥һء
Ϣļ俴ӣ׼˹ӣϧĿʼҶ˲ϿйˣæŽȥˡ
ҿøˣô㣬̲ס˵ȡ
أŮô㣬ôNɪ
ֲǲ֪һֱ
ôõŮȥɣҲ
˵ˣ϶ǲ뿴
Խ뿴Խ
϶Ŀء
ſʲô˼Ӧһ𿴣úÿı顣
ܼҲѵһ𿴣̲סǸ...С㲻ŮģԺȵǲҪС㣬ҲҪ˵
ܼҾôҲãҲˣΪ轳ҵǵ̬ȣԹһС㡣


283 ǵŮ

ϢôҶпѣģ
ҲǣôôõĹŮ
ֲöأԭġ
Ǿ͸һˣɫ
ȲԸļͳȥȣȹȻ͵Ӳһˡ
󣬿ŹԽԽá
򿴵ļһԾԾԻ롣
ҪúѧϰȻҲҪ绰Ӯ𣬲ĳҵҡ
轳ҵһЦãá
ŵʱúܿ죬ܿڶֱ˵һ
ͼˣ̫̫ˣû̫ˡ
ǣǡ轳ҵΣҪ˵ʲô
Ҳһŵ˵ʲô
˵Ҹĸ˶¶۵ı顣
ܿ죬ߡ
µˣù͵۾......
ȥ轳ҵ轳ҵȴһŵıӰһ˵ϣˮϣȴûһ㷴Ӧ
Ź
һֱһȴץ˼ڱץеһʶˡ
ûһʵȴɱĳǰ
źԼüһ޵轳ҵʲô׵ġ
ΪʲôϾù죬ΪʲôܸоУΪ˶ʮǰȥá
á
ֹˣϻӺԼӰӣֻΪ٣һֱûһֱѡ
ӻãʲô...ŹǵŮ
һ轷һ㲻ǵٿʲô׵ġ
...͵Ůè̫ӣŮ轷໻Ů
ȲŻ轷ôãȲŶôϧٵݡ
϶Ϊ....
ԷϺϺ...
еһ̶õ˻ش
ЩεΣȫ㼯һʵǵŮ
轳ҵѣ絶ʡ
ŮԼǰȫ֪ԼƤӵܿݣ֪ȵŮ֪һ룬ԼȥҸĸ
Ϊָò֪ʲôʱŻ֪ʵ
ӻʿﱧľǷ࣬ûɹ
ȵôŮһ...ҪҪȥҪȥŮ
Ծ˿ͷŮ


284 ҪȥŮ

ܼңܼңܼ...˾˾׼Ҫȥ...
轳ҵ͵վ󺰣ͱһҵô...
ţ...ǵŮȥȥ...
轳ҵŹ͵ļѹֿڣʧء
ʲô...ʵԤУ汻轳ҵ˵ȴЩܲˡ
...ǵŮǷ...
轷ȵģƭǣ
轳ҵͣߣȥȥӻ
ʹӦţһȾˣ̱ڵء
Ů...ֲһֱôϲ...
һֱ˵ҪǵŮöãŮԭǵŮ...
轳ҵסᣬͣ˳ȥ
ܼңܼ...
¥ͬһƬֵ֣ö轳ҵĺ
˵ҸĸѾ㹻ˣû뵽𺳵ں档
ժɲǣҶˣѻȸ
֮һƬڡ
찡ôָòġ
ԭôƯ𣿡
̫ƯˣС㻹Ư
ĸҵɡ
ȿҪ˰...
˵ţͷȥѾˡ
֪ʲôʱ򲻼ġ
˵֣轳ҵ
...ʲôԸ
ܼҼæ˳ȥ
Ҫóȥ۶졣
轳ҵԸ˵˼졣
ãáܼҼæźܳ˾֣ȥҪó¡
˾ȾȥܼҼæǰ
ѾȥˣҪҪȻһ·컹Ǻ䡣
轳ҵ͹ͶüҾӷֻһɵȹӡ
轳ҵܼ˵ע⵽ϵ·нϻЬ
ˤЬӶֻһֻһֻڱĵϡ
˶ûҲû䡣
ҪҪҪӡ
úû·ǲˣ·ҪӵģЬҪġ
轳ҵ㱵Ĺͣȥͼæ˵Ĵ£ЬӣҲ˲ô䲻䣬ּæ˳
ſڵʱ轷
轷ëñӣΧΧģ裬ҪȥģĿ𣿡
ȥˣڲŸϻڵô
ס轳ҵ͹ЦȻš
ǰ轳ҵúĺǴ˿̿轷࣬۵ֻбİ
͸ţȫڶ


285 㲻Ů

轳ҵ˵㲻Ůܼ˵ˡ
轳ҵһ轷࣬ԼʮʮģҲû˵ֱ˳ȥ
һ仰˵
轷౻轳ҵ͹͵ŵôһ˲ô....
Ƭ̲ŷӦܳȥ
轳ҵѾ͹˳Լ֪ԼʺϿҲûǿ
˳ŹܼҪ³ȸҿ
ǰδе
Ҫٺúô͡
ܼҼæͷá
ߡ轳ҵһ˵͵ؿȥ
轷ֻܳ˳Զȥܼ壬ҰҪȥģô?
ܼҲҵúܣ֪ʲô£æû£ʲôҪȥ
轷࣬ȥ¥Ȼȥˣ׼˽ȿ
˰죬ûȡ
ȥ...һңһѣһҪҳ
轳ҵû˵ΪʲôҪȣɿ鲻һʲô¡
á
轷˷ܲˣ˵...
轳ҵȻֻһ˲Ҳ¡
˴ŵķ򣬿ﻹõ轳ҵǵĳ
轳ҵǳˣϳ٣ֱ۶ȥ˵һƶû
ڣѹ֡
轳ҵǹͣû˵˾ȫо£Ǻܴ¡
轳ҵΨһ˵Ļǿһ㡣
һ㣬һǧٿһ㡣
ҪŮ
˾ֻܾܵڱ֤ȫǰ¼٣쳯ŵ۶
Զڵ۶Ĺ׼ˡ
Ӳſ˽ĿùĿвУЧΡ
Ҫˣȴαס
ģһȥģȥСȥ֤͵ҡ
üɫ裬
ôҸɣҸȡᲥˡ
һĿƺ󲥳ڻƽ𵵣ȡˣǾʵĽĿͲ߻ɹ˵쵼ɹˡ
ƽ𵵿ɲôģƽĿϣ߹̶ĵӽĿڲϣԺȡˡ
˽ʾ֭ȡһֱûϢû˯͸Ŀ
ĿˣſЧ
ˣʲô·Ͱͣͷ͹ϴˢζҲζ
סҲû취ֻ£Զ졣
ȻҲ뿴ĿЧòãȻ󿴿Լ˵Ļȥû塣


286 ֪

ΪǰҲʹôãݺĿľ飬˼
Ը˶ȥˣЧܲ
رǺڲģкܶ룬һʼ٣󣬵绰ˡ
Чǳ
ôſ˽Ŀ
ô
ͦõġ
¼?
ͷţΪ˼㣬¼ơ
¼ƿԼ۶ʱ䡣
͵ͷҲôģûʱǸæ̫뵽ˣѵͶ¼һ㡣
ٶ뼸ڣͷóˡ
˵˵ž˵˹ϡ
Ҹ˵˹ѯǲҵĸˣҿȥ϶ܺܿҵĸġ
ͷǵȻˣҲ鷳ˡ
ڽĿBBţֻ鷳̨ˡ
û£鷳ʲôûлæء˰ڰ֣ĵȽĿˣһ̨ȡġ
ǽӵ绰ĹԱҲһעģһᶣˣҪŹκϢ
˵žЦ㻹֪ɣΪ̫ˣԲٲμӽĿ¼Ƶģ߿Ķ˵żˣһúý绰ģҲϣҵĸ
ŮǶģҶͦ۵ģȻҲϲ
˵˵һһЩ˴绰ôκõģǲ֮ǰŪġ
˵Լκõǻţ˵ԼҲа̡̣ܲ
üͷһ֮ǰû뵽
°֮ͣǰҲû뵽֮ǰ¾ʵˣ˵ȥ𣿡
ͷģæء
¼ƽĿͱסˣ֮ͱȥˡ
Ǳ˵ģֺ嶼һ̶ȵˣ˺ص˰̡
ϵƽʱ·ãĺӰ
¹Ѿܲˣ֮ҲܵӰ죬ҪĶҲ洵ˣ˾֮С
סǲ˵ѣһϣҹˣ˵Ρ
Ҫõҩ͹ֲһæҩҩء
˼˻ܴ󷽣ֱӸ˹ٶ˵κˣǧС


287 ׼ȥ

ʵκãҪ˵ǧֵãϾһӵء
ƿƳ̣۶ͻ˵Ļָ
ô漣ջһˣû뵽Ǳڵ̻
̻Ҳôҽĺûᡣ
뵽ˣҲͨ¡
˶һۣͬڣҪӲ
˵ǣܽӲ
ʵԵġ˵ͷϾܰ㣬Ҳܰˡ
Щ˰̶Ӱ죬֪ġ
Ҳ֪
˶뵽һ
Ҹղſ绰Щʵϰ԰?һЩ㹤
ѯʡ
úı鿴Ĳɣ
ٺЦģʦæˣܲһˣרҸ£ɸѡЩˣǽطģ˰̵ľͰҵĺǣϵҡ
ҵʣһ£ԺҵˣԼչвУ
ǫ̃Դġ
ˡ
һǲӦģҲͨļαҲǺϵˣҲǲܰæ
ҲΪݵģ֪£ȻοɻǴӦˡ
ʱްൽĿˣĿ鳷Լ
æͷ
ȻȻ
ʱ϶ͿˣֻûǮûûʱ˰æѡ
ѧ߿ǰְֻܼ¡
ˣͿʱЩҪƵˣҲֻȥȥӣв˾͹ȥơ
һȥģȸ߿ˣ϶ҲȥˣԺͿǰ·ˡ
֮ǰû뵽ϵˣԭһЧҲǽǺˡ
׬ǮͿⷿӣԽ۴һչ
һжõġ
һ̸£ʱеˣջĶ࣬ûκ
˸˵СȥʵǽĿĳ
Ŀ̭һֺ󣬻ʣµһ̵ĶƪҽܣǱĵġ
ĿĹԱҪȥĹѧУһճһȥҲǷˡ
ȥӵ۶ʱҪʮˡ
ȻΪĿ˶Ҫæˣ˵ҪˣһвɫӹУһʶûԷҲˡ


288 

ȥԷҲȥԵҹ
ȳڳǰһȥԶ
÷ҲˣҲСʱ
඼Ҫʮһˣڴӵ۶շվ˯һ£ͣˡ
Ϊշվǰˡ
Ǵķ򣬵˵۶շվǰȴ˳
շվ˶ȥæƳˣҲȥæɡ
˾һ¿ڣδ䣬Ѿ³ˡ
󣬻ҽȻȥæ
һʤ߼
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ܹȥųе죬Ҳû룬ʹһѾȫεĳƳ
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ⲻ...ⲻ...
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ҿæ⳵ſ˴򲻿λء
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˲ʲôһƬհףǧҪǣȻƿˣȥסš
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Ҳ˳ҲϵˣɾȻûϵ
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ⱲӣһȻǡ


289 ɲΪƻۼ

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ϤΪǾ轼ҵĳҲ
һʼҲû뵽轼ҵĳϤҲֻǾϤ
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轳ҵ͹͡
轳ҵŻŹͱŹ͵ƣѪðѪ
͵ͷΪ轳ҵסûˣҲ轳ҵѪ
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ǾȳʱѾȫʧѪݿˡ
ǵȥõȾȻͻʧѪ
Ĳûȥҵİҵİҩ롣
лһڵ۶Ϊҩȥ˺ܶҩ꣬õҩղ
лһ˺õ룬ã׼ȥܴá
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֮õӰӣۿ˻عȥͿĴ󺹡
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һöȥԭֹȻȫ
붼һ𶯣ΪԼۻգգۣˡ
ʱˡ
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ҿæ
˱ϾȻһУһѪ˳ǰһ󷢺ڡ
ŹԱĺ
...ɲΪƻۼ⳵Ϊ...


290 ıɱ

ΪĳɲΪۼ
ʣȴͽͱ˫ۡ
˲ǿЦġ
ղű˿ֻ룬ʵÿһ벻ÿһһСľ֮ա
ѵľ
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ֹһһҲֲóŲס¡
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ҽԺҽԺ
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ɲ𻵣Ϊۼ˾ǵշվ֮ǰ٣ɲûٳɹŷġ
...ɲ֮ǰ΢á
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⳵ûбըЩۼ֤ݶʧҿˡ
վգϵǱߣǽ顣
ȹ֮ǰḻĽ˳ӵᷢ©ͱըŷ
ľ͵רҵɣƻֳ֤ݡ
ĽյԱߣʦ˻û°ɣ͵ҽԺˡ
ų̫ˣˣ˸Ҫ˵ˡ
һʱ
ܶʱ⣬ֻССĳŶأǲС˵Ҫ٣ڳѪֱ
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ÿĹҲ̫ˡ
ģһ˵ģϾѪôࡣ
ΪǸŮͼֵ˱͵ҽԺ
ɵҽԺΣͲ˵ˡ
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һ...ǲ֪
ιȥĿһ͵ҽԺ󣬾ͱϢλָ
һߣھȻϹԱС΢ŵĿ£轳ҵ˱ȫ͵ҽԺͨ飬ͬʱͽҡ
ʿ轳ҵϵĶһʱ䳢ϵˡ
轳ҵ͹϶BBʹ󣬵ҵ
ҹ轼ҵĵ绰ˣڰĺҹУѡ


291 ӵ֪ͨ

ôû˽ӣ
ʿһΣû˽ӣȥ
轳ҵ͹͵ĴһҲˣȴûˡ
Ϊһ·ڳ̨绰ףˣ߹ǵŮ
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ôһ·ûˡ
ʿû취ֻܼ֮ǰĵ绰
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绰̫ˣΪ鲻˯轷ˡ
绰ͣˣ˵ˮҲıķȥϢ׼¥ʱ绰ˡ
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轷ȥӵ绰ι
ܲá
ʿǱߵϰˣϾҹġ
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轷֣ǣ˭
ãҽԺ轳ҵ͹ͳˣҽԺȣǼˣ㾡ҽԺǵ۶һҽԺ
ʿתϢȻһͷ轷Ѿɵˣðû
ι...ι𣿡ʿͷᣬΪε£ιû°ɣ
轷һԼ...˵ʲô
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...ǣǵŮ...轷˵˵žͿ޳Ұû°...ǲ°...
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ţھȥھ͹ȥ
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ܼұŵòᣬããϰųӣС㲻Ҫޡ
ܼҽ侲ԸṆ̀轷ʰ·Լæȥš
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...
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ķԸȻ֪ԭ򣬿ҪִС
˵˵ʲô˳ˣúŽᣬʲô˿ٿҲʱҲ磬СҪңҪСȥ۶
̲۵˸Ű⣬ȻҪȥҪȥ


292 

ķԸ!ܼұòᣬѾûʸӴС˲֪𣿡
֮ǰ£ܼҿɼǵ
Ƿǳʱڣ˵ʲôСֻš
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轷ղ˭ȰУȳȰȰƽЩ
ạ̃㲻Ҫ뿪ңô...
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ܼ壬Ҫ̸ȥ۶ûҲС
ܼΣС㣬֮ǰ˵ҿ...
Ļӣ˭֪Ǽ١Цͷ˳£ԸңȻ˵˭ķԸˡ
...ܼԸʱֻˣ˾˾Ҳȥ۶ˡ
òᣬ֪᲻Ǻʱ˵İȫҪ
ҲȼԷ㡣
ܼȥȣÿҪˡ
ҪˡԼȴ򿪳˽ȥҸСȥ۶ڼͷ˳µ£˶ãʱ벻ˣֻܴں򡣡
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ܼһ㶣Ѿǰ˾߰ɣȥ۶
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轷࿴ҡͷܼ壬˵öԣߡ
轷෢ˣܼҲֻ¡
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һ·ȥȶڰ轷࣬Ȼֺ˵һֱޣҪȶΣϵĴȣ˻ΣУϻ⡣
˵ͷͷǵ轷һ·ͷ
˾ǰͷܾòԣΪܸо˵Щû˲ġ
Ҫ˵ﲻ˵
һ·ŵ۶ʻȥ
۶һҽԺ
͵شӲϾ
Ǳѵġ
ε轳ҵ͹ͻѪ̧ӡ
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ҽ˵ҪúϢ...
Ϣˡȥ轳ҵ͹͵ý


293 ֲˣ

СʱҽǳǾƣʪ͸˼ΪΪǼǾ˵
ܳɹ
˵϶Ų˼飬˳ˣڳѪҲأദۣͲҽԺģ͵ҽԺͦܲ˼顣
˵ֳʩˣݷһ¡
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Щ˼ֳʩȵ˾ңҽΣ˰ɣ
ʩߣôȵ...ҽ棬ŹϵĵּæΣյʱǹȥˣù۲졣
ʲôʱһ
...ҽΪˣҲ˵
мʧѪ࣬;ʧѪݿˣԵȱѪȱԲȷʲôʱѣһܺܿ߹һʱ...ǿԶѲ
һҲȫпܡ
Ϊ˵ʵ̫ˡ
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ҽĻûο
Ȼҽһ㶼˵ɿҽı飬ܾûô򵥡
һʱ䶼֪˵ʲôʲô
ҽŹı飬ܰοֻ˵ܺܿͻˣģǻᾡȫƵġ
֪ллллǡ
֪ܼҽˡ
ҽܶʱһЩܶҽģȻҪƣǱȲϡ
轳ҵ͹ͱƳվſڴ˺ð졣
ϱ轳ҵ͹涼ûôҲûú˵ٺҲû
Ϊȥˡ
ǳȥģ֪һôǰˡ
һˣˣֻϣǲҪѲ
Ǳ߹飬轳ҵ͹͵Ҳܣ˱һͽ˸߼˾Ҳһ͵˸߼
ŹȥȲ
ȻΣڣȷʵǺܺá
˵˾Ļһ㣬轳ҵ͹͵á
Ѳƿ˵κá
кһ㣬еСһ
ҽŹӣ²ʵô
Ҫشſھͳˡ
......
轷ȡ


294 

轷ֱӸҽԺϵ˲
轷Ѿ޵ú׵۾ٴκֱ˹
ܴ󣬲ûײÿһߡ
轷ûǹΪûӣҲûָòĹ
һȴһۿĹ
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ڵϿģ濴̼
֪ôκģȫܵôʹˡ
ָٿԱ߱۵轳ҵ͹ͣɿֺޡ
ҵĻݾ轳ҵ͹͵ˣֺޣԼûԹ֡
֮ǰ֪ŮʱӦòܲʰġ
Ҳֻһ룬Ͼס
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ҽʹ轷ҲЩ¡
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ԴɻΪùԷ޵Ů
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ҽã轼ҵıķ轴С㣬ͷ˵ĶŮ
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ҽŶҽɨһ۹û˵еʡ
ҽҰôˣʲôʱѣ
轷ŵȴţҲ
ܳɹҽ仰˵ȵ־͵ȭͷ
轷һʲôʱǲþû?
ÿ֪ʲôʱ...ҽ˵仰ʱȴͷ۾һУȻɿ
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˵ǼҲ׼
ҽĻ轷೹ױô죬ô죬ְ...أҲû...
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ҽͷۣҾȳȥˣʲôҡ
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˭ôȥ...
轷࿴Ī죬һӦᣬΪ̫Ưˡ
.....ҡ
轷Ϥ͵صԲ۾


295 

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Ҿǹе㲻ͷҲ˵һὫκ𣿡
˵˺˻Ư
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һҪϳȥ
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...ȸҪſھͽһȺˡ
ϼŵˡ
׷ϢҽԺ쵼
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ųȥҽǵԺش⣬˵֮ǰɸ˵ĻҪ˵
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һһ
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͵شĻôǰ㻹ۣʲôҽͷ˵ܿЦģ
ǳһͣСıķŮǵóǿ˵


296 Ҫնݳ

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ͺۣûϢãΪ󶼿ǳ˳
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297  

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轳ҵǿ
ô飬ҪӦ죬ˡ
Ȼ飬Ǿ͸ɴһ㣬߰ɡ
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Ƕһֱûѡ
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һֱҽǱҲȫչ飬轼Ǳ߱˸׳죬ÿ˶ˣǶûҳʲôֱ֤ݡ
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ƿֻҡ
轳ҵ͹ѾΣգȴûѹҲֱֹ̾ӽû취ϻС
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轷һڶûһֱڵ۶轳ҵ͹͡
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298 ָ䣿

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Ŀ¼ڣԽԽ󣬻һһPK̭漰֪ʶ涼С
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۾һǾ˵ˡ
֣ơ
λơ
һЦҪ˵ʲôȻüˡ
ĲǱˣǸǡ
߹򽭺㣬ˡ


299 ϳȥ

üʲô
Ŀ㼱æû£ڲˣԺ󶼲ˡ
ؿڣӺ
˵Ҫ˵ţŮӲϲ
ŽʧЦã֪ˣȥɡ
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ţΪʲô
죬Ϊ̫ƯˣһЦҾû˵ˡ
ԼؿڣҾû˰̺á
ϽĿۺȻҲˣ¶õ˸˺ܾá
֮һֱ佱ŮҲ˵ƯǸĻҽ
ͦãǽžͷգΪһЦ;ʧء
...Ҫǣ˸ˣرһλ
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öһɿ
㿴ȥȻû˰̺á
˰ֻܿĺá
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е㵣ģԺԽԽ
Ҫ󣬱죬ҲЦ˰ɣ
㿴ס۾ס۾ɡ
ЦҲÿ
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ΪǿĲûؿڣԹЩû
ǵһ̬ſڡ
轲Ͳĸôˣ
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˵žȥƳòãɻûʳڣѾϳˡ
ص轼ңŷ轷Ѿˣĵһ¾ǽϳȥ


300 ¿ʼ

轷ڵ۶һܣҲһܣҽˣרҲˣ轳ҵ͹ͻûѡ
ϵ˿ϣɫҲ˺ܶ࣬Ǿûѡ
轷ſŶ޲ˡ
ҲҿŰһܡ
һΪ轳ҵĳ£ϼЩΪиѹûӡ
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ǸҪμӸ߿
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轼ҳ£ͬѧǶ֪ˣ轷ſ
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ȫУ˶ȥȥˡ
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轷ǰҲǰ໨ţУҲе˵ⶼ鹦Ĵ磬ͬѧˮ
һͽԷУȵһĲֵ
轷ƣ˵У˴̼
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£ҲֻһСгϡ
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̣˾ҪҾͿȥģ
ҪǲȥĸŶס
ΣС㣬ûҪѾͷҪѧϰ£Ҫ...


301 磡

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轷಻ͷֱӴ·ߡ
ΣС㣬ѧᣬ轼ôҵ㲻ȫǸܣ˭֪ʲô˼˻ʲôʱǰغ轼ҡ
ʲôвʲôʱҽ˵ˣֻҪƺܿġ
轷ܲˣһųȥŵ¥
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轷ϳ󣬴˾׷ϹȻԶţͿȥġ
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轳ҵ͹Ͳų£Ѿϳˣܻϳȥ
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ȥɿܳȥæ׷˳ȥ
轷һ·Źͣ½һ˼ң֡
еطﰡ
轷Ųͷʱ򣬽ܳ
轷۾ڿһԲ......
ţ˽ԭأŽĵŹĶȥȻ˴š
...ô...ôʶ...һǿ...
˵ţĵȴס
˭Ҳῴ硣
ܾûҲҲ磬͹ʶͲУûԶҲᷢ֡
ϳǽϵ


302 

轷۾ˡ
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͵ش򿪳ţҪȥţܿ챻ס
ãﲻ㴳룬뿪
ص㱣󣬹ǿ˲һˡ
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С۾ܸ
ҡ轷̫ˣ̧־ҪƿС۾
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Ҫ
С۾档
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ΪǰҲ
轷ͽ͵˻ȥ
...ʶ磬ѣġ
轷༱æ͡
С۾һ㣬ȴûſڲʿӼκˡ
С۾Աߵʹ˸ɫȥ轷˵ʵ
轷ҧΪʲôܽȥ
С۾ʶüԱ
Ҳ˵Աˣ
轷ҪѪȴҷΪʲôڼ֪𣿡
С۾ûش轷࣬ȥ˲Ϣ˻˵ͷŷſ轷ࡣ
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Ҫȥ...
СС۾ܾǴߡ
轷಻С۾۵һڲϾͲҪǲˡ
轷ôģݺݿһ۽յķͱ졣
ԹصңܼѾתȦˡ
С㣬ʲôˣղŽӵ绰ˣ˵㲻Ҫܡ
轷Ҫ˵ʲôֱϡ
뵽ƽʱ۲䵭齫ӭȥĻ棬ľͱһ
Ϊôãôãúõģ͹˵Ц
...轷౧ͷУԹǺ֮ǡ
ֱĿǣɼãĸãκ˱Ư...ҲҪ
ƾʲôƾʲô
轷һҹδ˯ڶȥң
һΣ轷ĸ塣
ˣԺҪȥţǱֹ߽ӽ
轷Ȼ֣ȫû취
ѧУͱ轷סˡ
轷༷һӲıȿ޻ѿЦݣ̫嶯ˣҴˣסòã


303 Ұ

.......
轷ӣ̲ס²ۣһűˣ
轷ĥûУʵģҳ嶯ˣôҲǰĸŮҲ̵ŮҲøȥģòã
轷뵽ֹסһΨһֻù
ҲֻԼˡ
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...㣬ɡ
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轷Ҫ͵ס𾴾ƲԳԷƣ
סˣ
뿴ǲ֪ϲ磬ȴȥŹģԲŹ
סġӻֲͷɲֻ֮ȥּˡ
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һҪƻһУһҪڣϹѡ
ϲô꣬۶ΪôŬϧڻ飬ȴ.....
Ů˾ˣƫƫǹ


304 

Ӵ磬˭ڱ߶أ
ӣҺۡ
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°ͺܷգʲôʱſԹסһأ
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ϸ˵˵ü˭ҪԸңôԸң
ͷ˭Ļ֪ϴ˵Ǯܶ࣬Ǻ˷...ʲô.........


305 ׵ӽ쵶ӳ

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֣ҪôԸңʲô...ּ䡣
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ҪֵλŮ
κˣ
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ҽϴ󡣡
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306 

ϴ⣬ôƯĹ׬Ǯ
ڴҲڴ
ӴӣƤЬͷһε·Ǹݡ
ϵİ̺ۣ۵ĺҲ֤˵Ĳ򵥡
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ϴһ¹Ц...ôôĬ...
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ȥֱץסһת
ССĿһûеһ˫֣סȻת˸Ȧӡ
ϴرˤڵϣһ룬Ⱥԥȼȥ

ҽ˲
ļСܣɫЦΧ£ȥͱʸŵˡ
ŵϲҽеϴ󣬼ڷӦ
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ûţŻţҲӶͳһһ
˲Ѫɽ
еǸˣ˺˺üһǽϡ
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ܿһŲס֣˻ǲˡ
ԾҲչԼϴɵϴͱ趼ϲˡ
ԭλϣȡ
轷ǮǮҡ
ϴڵϣòûѪթ


307 ȥ轷ȥ

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ҸǮǸ...ԣ˵㲻ʶҾͺĸ㣬轷࣬һѧУӽ쿪ʼȥּ
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һ𣿡
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ײǹˡ
صļˣŸһƬհס
ôвӵˣ
ʲôݣ
ߵˣ


308 

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ʻŹߣĶյشˣٴαݲС
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ҲôóȻ֪׼ʲôôôðգ
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˳űӳĬȥ
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ϸһ룬ˣ֮ദأ


309 Ϸ

۹ȻȼˣͽѾ·ȥһѧУûҵ·Źǲǻˡ
ؼҿûɫˡ
żˣ͸һˡ
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˺ܿ£ǰֻʣ¸Ǻͽ㡣
ǿŽ㣬ҲڿŸǣƼ˵ĹѾ͸ǽĻ
ڲ˽⸵Ϊʲôһ˵ģ
ԭǽ顣
......
֣ԽԽܡ
֮ǰͲ͸֮ռ䲻Ծڽû⣬ûشͻСڶУܽ顣
û뵽顣
Ƽ
㿴ǵ񣬷ޱȡ
ǿŽ֪ͬʲôʱʼָģΪʲôҪ
Ϊʲôﲻ𣿡
شţһԺڣǵڡ
񲻺㣬Լɡ
ǰǿǿˣ֪Ǻ͹飬ǲ͸ǹˡ
˶á
ǵȭͷ˽һİš
֪ʲô
һĸףͲҪΧˡ
ǽסЦЦ¨Ժȥ
ҸҩˣԺͲȥɽϲҩˡ
ֵúƽû
ԺⷢһУ۶
Ž㣬ʲôʱָģ
۳ʵʵܿˡ
̹ײʺڳ
֮ǰ...½½...΢еƮ
һμ󣬱ļˡ
ʵʵļ䣬һ죬ģҲͻԽԽˡ
Ϊʲôû˵...˵ֿЦһԣҲ˵ġ
˵ϲ̽˵һЩģɵĻ
ʱžѾָˡ
һ˵û˵ף㲻ɣ
ҡͷ...
ûҪֻ...ָˣΪʲôţ
ЦһЦҪ˵ʵ᲻ڵ𣿡
᲻ڵ᲻㣬᲻᲻һС
Щӣɵӡ
̫ᣬ뾡취ά
ֻԭ򣿡档
޹ҡͷֹ᲻һ...ʵ뽫ƭ...ǣ̹׵ġ
ץסص㣬ƭ֣
ǣ...Ҿң飬볤þúסһ𡣡


321 ҽ

۵ϡ
︴ӲѣҲƼ˵ĻˣҲָˡ
Цţ֪ܲʡ
Ҳں֮ǰľֻҪںͽ
Ĳںǲܵģ־Ҫںͽ
ָˣȻ֮ĸͱˡ
Ľ㣬˵ʲôζֻתƻҵڻ֪...㲻нɣ𣿡
һеƮ
ǵģġ
ʱȻȻԺգʱе֡
Ҳʵͦϲֵġ
˶٣ðɣǾͽʽʶһ¡
վֱ壬ҽܣҽʮ꣬ʿҵڽ...˵оΪ˻ϣ彡ûвȺá
ȶҲĿǰһˣֽй
...Ա߱¨滨滨ŵ˹ǰ
ǽ㻹һֱ㡣
滨
һֱϲ滨ϲӣϲζ
ѾЩûˡ
̫æ̫æ̫࣬ϲҲûʱȥȥš
һ滨Ҳݳޡ
ɴ˿̣滨ǰ
ֿͬɵõҸ
жɳ˸жĻİϤ֡
.............
轷ϲһˣǰû⣬Ϊ֪Ժ轷氮Ǹǡ
ֱŷӦʲô
ңԶļ䱻ѣǺ轼һֱģСҲʶ
żһΣ˵ĶҵĺӶ㡣
ǰ⣬ҲûϣҲûķʽ
轷˵µʱ򣬾˽
ûԭ轷硣
֮ǰ轷Ȼı̬ȣȥҵˣܾôıҲҵˡ
Ϊ轷ϲľ...ϲ
úûƣ̲סһͷİ˵Ĳ
ϱ轷ʧĸǣⱲ콫ͬû˼͵ǰ
Ҳһ轷࣬轷


322 

ϱӵʹ࣬òϻеĺء
ͷֻһ
۾ͷֶ
һȴ̫̫ࡣ
һкܶҪкܶҪʱû
û׼ýһθ׼
ľܾ۵һ˿ʧȴ⡣
֪óڲŸУѧҵΪ
û³ɰ
Цһ£Ļִչȥ˵㡣
˲ܣ滨ûţȥҸƿü졣
ӹá
Žӹ̲סȥš
Ц¨ûסһͷ
˱Ȼžˡ
ҳһչ޻ƿˮ滨ϡ
䣬Ϊ˶ܰ
ûȻǴҩ
ŹȥɵĲҩԲԡ
ⶼԵİɣ
ͷԵģõġ
һҵļǺܲġ˵ţͺ͹ˣɹϡ
ϢԱߣһº󿪿ڡ
ǲǻû˵ģ
ŽǸѧѧ񣬵ͦãԽԽˡ
ͷۣɨ۵һ˿ӡ
ۿƣңְ㻹
۹˹ǲǵøĸڣ壿
ҡͷȥǰĳƺֱӺ塣
ⲻҪ۰֣壬̹״ӿʱ̡
̹״ӿЦЦЦ۵ȴǿɬ
Ŷҡҡͷˣȥѷˡ
һݲõĻ䣬᲻ǿ
û¡ҡҡͷһԼҡ
֪ΪʲôʲôǵˣȴǵңԿףǮ𣿡
ԼԼΪҸҡ
Цůдˡ
ĸ磬Զݣʵͬĸ츸ĸ磬޵ĻϲܰҲͬʱ޵ʹࡣ
ͬĸͬĸ츸񶼻źܶ
ͬĸ츸磬ŵĲֹ𣬻ܡ
ŶҪһЩĥѣĥѣ罭
Ϊ䣬ǾʲôǵˣʼʱʶľԼս
Ϊ͸罭ĸ飬ֹ򵥡


323 һ

ǵӹԽԽã˼ҲԽԽţһжˡ
ЩƫԶɽһɽЩӵķ磬Եþ˺ܶࡣ
ڴҶʼ׷ʱɿΪ±ܶš
˵ɽˣż˵˵ϱѣҲۣЩ˵ϱûᵽġ
ƫԶƶɽرǰŮصģѸ־ø¡
ӣ˭뵽ĸ׾ɽ塣
һĸ񺣵ӣ˭뵽ĵط
񺣿ɲȢϱˣĶٹﶼԸûȢκˣȢĸҶʡ
ҶҶҴеĹΪƯʮ꣬żҪý̤ˡ
ȫӶȢƯϱ
ҶҶĸû״Ӧ
ôõŮȻöҪһЩˣȻҶʵֵǮϱ
ҶĸҲԶۿŮԽĺã˾ʱȥѧʶ֣ø㡣
ҶԽƯԽ׸顣
ȵҶʮˣҪȢĲҲͶôȴˡ
ҶĸҪҪһ׼ʱ񺣳ˡ
ʦģģ׷һЩ
ΪҳĿеԭʯԭľģϲɽˮܹܶطȥԭʼɭֿЩľȥЩƯʯͷ
񺣾ȥҵ·ϳ˳Ȼ˳ϼҶҶʡ
ҶΪƯȥܶһǮһЩҶʾϽ֡
ΪĸҶʱźܴϣҶƯԾľͻһ㣬Ҷʱʵͦͦ
񺣳ҶʾǰģʱԼǿɡ
һ顣
ΪҶʣصˣúһҶȥҶҴ塣
ҶҴ񺣶ҶҶĸ̰ҲϲҶʡ
ϲȾҶʡ
ҶҶĸҪĲ񣬶ȫ⡣
ĸûӰ죬ҲҪģҶֻСѧĻҲ⡣
ʲôȱȱһĶСӡ
Ҷû֪ʶӣ˲֪ö١
˾ôమˡ
֮һУǳ˳˳¡
ó㹻ĲҶʮˣýߵ֣̽ҶȢˡ
Ҷ⣬Ҳ⡣
һжͦãҶʵ˳ﶼʸС
罺˰Ҹ
ɺܿ죬ߵĹ˵


324 

ϸ˵Ҳǵǰ񺣾ȥĻᡣ
ʱû뵽ԼҶʻ飬ʱϣûĻᣬ˻ȴˡ
Ȼ᲻ýεεӵģҲһˣһҵģʵûĻᡣ
Ļ̫ѵˡ
񺣴Ӧˡ
Ҫ꣬ͻȫһҶʸõ
Ҷ᲻ֺ£ǻ֧񺣡
ˣû񺣣ҶʲǺӦҲǺӦҵ
Լͳ롣
ҶҲְ裬ͻȥҶҴ塣
ϼҵǺܺãԭҶҶĸΪ㹻Ĳ񣬾ܸȢϱˡ
ȴûô򵥣ҶƯ˸ĸȫŵ㣬ҶҶСܾһˡ
Ҷ糤һ㣬˻࣬ҶҶĸϵĺϱ˼ȴ⡣
ҶʵĳޣôĹҲҰģ޵ȥ
ǵҰĴˣ˾͸˵ϱˡ
˵˵ȥҶĻҲûɣͱ׼Ҳɡ
Ҷʻȥ˵ǼˣٿҶʺȴȻ˿ڡ
Խףû飬ҶʼҼҡ
һʼҶҶĸͬ⣬Ҷʶˣܻ顣
ʲôܵģ˵Ϲȥ𣿻겻ʱ㹻ˡ
Ǽ̴ž죬ͬ⣬ǿһ룬ԼܣȫӰŮ
սҪǽΪġ
ǼҲȥҶʼףһֱϲҶʣٴοҶʻ겻ᡣ
һҹ⡣
ҾŮΪ˸Ȣϱõģ´ܻ׵Ҳ٣ϲҶʣһ͸ɴô⡣
ҶҶĸһʼòУϾŮ˵ġ
ǼܲסҶ룬ҶҶʴأϴСˣȢϱˣɶſԽŮҲ⡣
òӰʲôСҲҶʺãҶʸһûʲô
ҶҶĸ˼봫ͳԼ˾͵ÿӣҶǵĹǵģܶʱ򻹵ģһҲûɶǳŮƢܺõӣֻҪ־û¡
ҶҶĸôĶˣܳ¾С
ûӲģϾ²ܹ͵Ҷϡ
Ҷʶˣȫ벻ĸ˵
Ҽ˵ģҶ޸ˣô......


325 

Ƕ֪û취ѽ㲻Ҷң˺ǣ񺣲ǲʱ乻ˣºӾͺˣ֪ġ
ҶĸȰҶʡ
Ҷʴŭͬ⣬ֱҪߡ
ҶŲԣһݣֱӽҶˡ
ҶѾڼҲڴˡ
ɽϣҰȦ
ϱһЦĴ£廨ڴϲϡ
СʶĽҴ磬źɫ·ڴ߿
ú͵£Կ۵׵ĳԡ
Ҷʱŵòᣬ˲˺
Ҵ翴æˣҲ˺ģҶʣϲ㣬һֱϲ㣬ζȢ...
Ȼ޹ˣȻֻ飬Ҳģһõ...
ҴᣬǲҶôģûŹҶʡ
Ҷʾôƽʱûĵط
û֪Ҷ
ҶҶĸʹ˵Ҷʻسˣӿ˵ҶʱȥˣȻҶѸٽס
..ױ...飬֣Ҷ罫ϱȢš
ҶҶĸϲᡣ
ҶŵƽףʱҶʱ£˻С
һ£ǽҵ֡
һ죬סҶʵڱſֻڽϴӣõܳȥ⣬ȥһ羰ɡ
ҶݹѾʧȥл
ҴҶʵɣʱҶչ˵΢һֱᣬϲľǿ
Ҷʾͬһޣ챻չˣ...ҴûŹ
ҲǸǲҶôģûŹҶʡ
ʣ㲻ҪҲҪңֻ̫ϲˣֻҪͺˣⱲҲˡ
һúöԺӵģҲ˵ģΨһӵľôһʱ䣬ͲҪҺò...
ҶʵĶԽԽ죬Ҷʼ˾Υĸס
Ҷĸæ
ʹһһҹҶһӡ
ΪүүŲųĶӣлүǽҴ˵
ºӣԼˣҶʽϵڱ򿪣ڽҴʹ຿УҶĸҶʱϣɽ
Ҷʺˣ޵ǱҶҶĸ
ҶһҪҶĸĲϡ
ҧѪ졣
Ҷĸ²ͣҧɣҧҲӦң֪úҵģ...
͵͵üΣܾȥģûУҸúҵģԼ벻ͨ


326 

ҶĸЦţû֪һ㣬˵š
СƯƫ㣬ҪϧҪʲô˺˼ңҪӵģҪ룬͵Լ˸جΡ
źӣˣûܿģͻȥúùӣԺҲҪؼˡ
˶֪ģҲ֪ģͷһٸģĲ˵źźúܺãһ
ҶţſҶĸֻһҧ
Ҷĸһֱţʹҧĺ޶ҧ....ֻҪû¾ͺˡ
ȢϱȻе廹ѾˣСֶӾҪˡ
Ժ϶ǼģǻһֱмģһӸм...
ĺӣܹһտŵģԲί...
ҶĺӼ֣־Ͷһ¡
һûҿǸѵĺӡ
ٵɱûɣΪɷˡ
ΰȥɱûɱĹߡ
ٿһۡ
ԲѾɾˣٿһۡ
Ϊ֧Ź
ҶʱҶĸҶ͸ǺõéҶĸ͵źӡ
ĸһֱûϹ
񺣸ĲǮûʣµĶҶϡ
ҶʴԶȰŵľҪҶǡ
һУܸɾûκδ
Ҷֱָ뿪ˡ
·ϼҪɱҶĸĻһֱǻڶߣΪһֱ᲻񺣣ֻ
صңһδϴԼ壬һδδجоѡ
ȴ񺣵Ļع顣
ֻһ棬ɼټһ档
òУַ·ص»ǶʱڣҸ
ҸһжجΡ
ҶʾôһһĻ
Ҫɱʱ˻С
񺣵ĺӡ
񺣸˷ˡ
ЦӣĶס
籦
ӣҶʡ
Ӿ
ĵֹҶʵɱĳ񺣵İҶڴӹȥ˳
Ҷʵһжú
رСͱֳڳ˵Ĵ
Ǹš
ѧϱֳ˷һ츳
ֽܶÿһ춼Ҷʾϲ
һڳĽ״̬ɾҸʱʱҶҴˡ
үүűһĽ
ӰְˣҲҪˣ֮ǰĳŵˣ⺢ģ㲻ܲܡ


327  

һ仰һ˵
񺣷˻ҶҲϼңҲٻȥҶֻ˵ȥҲǿ
ΪҶֻǷҶҶĸ̰Կ͸˲ȥ
ҲϲһҲͲ⣬ȴûⱳĹ¡
һ仰򵥣ǿŽүүһһϵ죬ȴˡ
ʲôкġ
ΪʲôҶģҶֻ
ֻıӡ
˵˵ʲôҴ˰ɣ...
˵ŽүүĺͷͿ˻ԵҶʡ
Ҷιȥˡ
ҶʵιȥʲôԶ
񺣾𵴡
үүҵĴӣ˽һѡ
ȥɣ裬᲻ģǹܲˣֻܿԼˡ
үүң½ˡ
ҶߺһбͦõģŮҲˣһŬӡ
Ϊ񺣣ԺҲҪ飬Ҳ֪ʶӡ
һеһУڶӵºĭ
ȥɽϲӣֱָȥһգûʲô֤ʩùСˤ
ˤҲҽԺģڰ·˾ˡ
׷ͺڷˣүүҲˣͽȥҽԺˣ˽үүȥҽԺ
ҽԺļѩϼ˪
үүΰڣٻ¡
Ӱɥ£˶ߣٿүүû취룬͵Ҷǰ
ôҲҶĶӣĲܲܶӡ
㲻ܳ裬ÿ࣬ڳܱũãȸûʱүүá
ˣүүصҺ¾û
ڶ죬˶Ѿˡ
үүҶһը
񺣶ҪˣҶȥҽԺ
ţǵֻ꣬ûܶôࡣ
ˣֻʣͬ¶Ľ
·ϱүүˣ˵иܵܣҪԵܵܺá
̵ú˳װ׾һ۾ϲˡ
µӣƬ̣һû˵Ķˡ
ܵ𣿡
˹ʵһģʲô
ǲú
ʲôᣬʲôϤһ۾ϲӴ˾Ϳʼչ
ûСûеܵãȴýС
ŽʳǣֵŸĸȵɳ˯š
ֺܰףֺܺڣͬǵһһס
˯һгüƣһ۾Ϳֵܡ
ѪԵ


328 

Ҷʿˣܱ¶˲֧Ųȥ
͵Ҹͷ
ҶľǺ۱ŭ񺣡
Ҷʣô£ǸΪʲô˵Ǹģ
۵׻һϣϣһвᡣ
Ҷʵˮ£Բ...ԲɱҰɣҶԲ...
ѿҶʵ֣͵غȫڲ
һ죬֪꣬ҶʾһС
ʱͨ㣬ûͨѶҲ㣬дŶҪдܾãûڴ˰һˣҶʾʲô
񺣷ˡ
ܳҽԺȥҶҴ壬ޣܶҶʲôΨбɽ⡣
ĻᶼûС
ҶҶܾĽֻһĹ
үүҲֻʣ˽Ӳʬ塣
˶ҲȥҶҡ
ҶҶĸЩ¶֪ģˣǾ֪Ҫ£ҶҶĸҪؼ
Ҷϱɡ
ǵһ̥Ůڶ̥˶ӣ໴ﻹһӡ
ҶСܻûȢϱѾԹ˲Ͼ
ҶҶĸЩ꣬ϵ˵Ҳ˵ˡ
үүҲ֪ҶҲܹܽˣŽ͹ȥ
Ҷ˿񺣾һ񺣶˵ҶҴһٴ
ŭˣǻôҶȥ󶼱񺣴ˡ
ΪԼȢϱҶʻǰɣ㻻㻻
Ⱥ
񺣽Ҷ˴ˣҶˣҶеӲû
Ҷ˹ǰģӵѡ
С뿪ҶҴ塣
Ժҿǡ
ҹҹߣҶȴտڲԡ
ԺҶ˺û
񺣷йһͨȴ޷ų
֪ҶܺߣΪ̫ҶʣԽܣԽԽܡ
ٻصҽԺ񺣽򶨣ҶʲҪ⣬ҶʷģԲɱ
޷Ҷɱ
񺣺ҶڵŻص˼ҡ
ͽӾڼ졣
ΪѾӿúܽ
񺣺ҶʵǻЦǴûĴЦ
磬׷ѽ
ܵܣˤ
ӣѾֵơ


329 Ű

ɫѿ£ͷֱ
Ҷҡҡ׹
ĳ֣ͬһĴ˵ġ
ҶʲҿҲ뿴ǶαӾͻ
񺣿ŽƵݣŭ޷ơ
ýʧȴ֪ܣֿ˲ÿ˵ҶϼҵԶݽ
Ҫͽ棬͵͵ҽ
Ǹӣģȴв˶ĲϲҲֻϲܵ
񺣲ҶɱҶʺúûţֵòģ
ҶûɱǳԲ˯ããûա
Ҷʾôһ
Ҷʵȥ˼ĹȥˣҪ˵չ˺ӡ
ޣҲ𣬾ôججꡣ
꣬ǽչֵΪ
ô
񺣺òĸһֵܶҪá
ŭȴѾ޷赲
Խĸӣ󣬸޷ܲá
񺣲˿ѣֻ䱩Ҳ㹻ٵһӡ
Ҳܲһã뾡취񺣸ˣԽá
ıŬֻԽ䵭
Ҳ֪ôʵġ
ֲã߲񺣵ʱ񺣲Ƿ˵ûչ˺
ôŤˡ
Ϊ˽ֻһαһ㣬һֱһֱŬɡ
ΪֹýϷͽԽԽԶ
˽꣬ý뿪ңʼıý뿪
ȵ꣬ڱߣ뿪ҡ
뿪ҺʼԼֵһֱ͵͵档
ԽԽϢҲȶϲˣûþͽˡ
ȥμӻ񣬽һСӣʱͻ͵͵
ÿͻ͵͵ڽǮһȥ˺ܶࡣ
ЩǮ֪ûù
һȥ˳ͺãɽӳûúӾȥˡ
ûӵŲųĺ뿪֮ء
ֵԼãȽܻ˾ͻžۡ
ȥ˵Ҫˣ·ϳ⡣
ǰǵĳ˶Ӿӵ绰˦ȥ磬ȴһҲû
ôˡ
һֱ˲ˡ


330 ɱ̾

˵̫Ҫ
Ϊ񺣵Ĺϵʵ⡣
ͽˣ񺣶ǵ־ѹѾڣĵʹɴڡ
ЩʹûԶ֪
ĴڣĴ˵ġ
ȥĴ̼
ͬ˵һ㣬屣ʹļգ
Σ˭Ҳ˵һ
ôʧȥ˼䣬ȥ·ϻˡ
Ǽ˻ԵŻ˳
...ʱʲôǵãȴǵ...
򽭼ҵ񣬴ꡣ
ɣǸȴԶˡ
ʧȥ˼䣬ȴĵ˸ң͵͵µЩǮȥѡ
סǣû˸ΪѾûˡ
û뵽Ȼ
ܵΪʲôΪôĴ̼Сʱľйء
ĸԺӵӰ޴Сʱļұһʹۼûͷֻͷ
˵ȳͷʹࡣ
Сʱκ޹Ұ֣ϣҪ...һجһ...
񺣶˵̫ӡ
֣һжȥ...
Ϧ£ʾ֭ο
Ժ⿿ǽĸǣľ
ûȥȥ˵ʲôʲôɸûô뿪
ͿЦĶ
ɶʲôء
׷ܷ
ʲôʸ
С۾˰ˣһֱûߣչ
...Ǹ...ְǱ߿Ҫȥ...
С۾ĻЦһ
á
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ƼҴȥ¶汻ˣѾ޵òˡ
Ǿ˹ȥ
ǣôᱻɣҲԣԲ...
ľƼſţһ仰˵
Ϊ֪Լ˵ʲô˵ʲôá
Ƽ˰죬ֻصϻϣǣȥ轼ҰɣúúѾͷֻҪ޸˾ûˡ
ֻҪȢ˷࣬ҲͲ²źˣͿȥӹ轼ҵĲҵڷ໹СȢðæ
Ƽ˵轼ң۵׾ͷŹ⡣


331 

һҲʵ轷ࡣ
...ʶ轷𣿡
ЦЦϰ߽н㣬ԼнģҲϲġ
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𣿡
졣ûԥֱҡͷûʲôӡ󡣡
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϶ˣһж轷飿
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üͷᡣ
轷޸е˿̿ʼˡ
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ҡҡͷչ⣬֮յĴ
ֻǿЦȴûЦʵ...ҵһ֣ĺܡ
Ϊʲô
Ϊ֣رѹɽۣҺϤΪġ
ЦݸӣҸСֶġ
ʱСֶӳˣɩȴˡ
СֶС壬ȡ֡
ϣϣСֶӣôĥѺջҸ
ٿ۵ӣֽнǰɣĸְֵҲǽнɣ
ۺһ³һ֣ǡ
˵Ժﶼһͷǰɣ
ǵı飬˵˵֡
˵֮ıһٱ䡣
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ţҵĴ...ֶӡ
ۣ......
Ȼ׻ô£
ϱҲҲûðһ壬...Ӧòǰɣ
ţһ˾ͱˡ
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ľǣ⵽ô...
˶µġ
ÿôԭģ
ǿͽСʱģһ۾ܿͽ˵Ҷʡ
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½½ָҲҪȥһֶӣû뵽ûжѾֶ͵ǰ
˶µġ
Ҳò˼顣
ϵԵ־֡
ϱûûȸûõõչˣ䵽ǻ˵֪
ֻԶݣûֵ֪ܡ


332 

ܴ̼˼䣬ûûĸģأ͵˹¶Ժ
֮˲ٿ࣬շת
ָۣѾշת˼Σֱ֮Ҳûҵ
ôˡ
Ⱳӵ˵ķʽˡ
۱Ż£Ϊ׼˵׾ˡ
˾ϲǾϲҲֲҼ;УԭֶӣѪ
ΪۣԺ̫ࡣ
û뵽ۺȻֶӣΪ۸ˡ
ҵԼǺ¡
ָԼ˵˳ȥһҲҪıˡ
ڶ죬Ҿ˲ٿˡ
ȹڶ¿ڻʰ
Ҫȥˡ
ؼңҲصԼĸλλϡ
Щǲӱܵġ
ۺһˣԼС
Ҫصλˣʱͻġ
۾סҰɣ۵ļңְļң߾͵ðɡ
뽫۴ңû
񺣡
񺣰Ѿˣȥñѷĸ֮䣬Ǻһ蹵
һ蹵Ⱳֲܲö֪
˵ЩʱģԴָ̹˻Ƿ˷츲صı仯
ֱ仯˵ȴڡ
ôЩʱ򣬹İ
֪ԼݣһֱЩĬȴûԡ
ҹȥס
ͷš
۶Ӧˣһ۵ͷ
Ұˣ㲻֪⺢Ӵһ֪ʲô˼Բԣͼǵûκιϵ
ԼҲţûù龫ֵʲô
СС;ʶ֣ˣҲ֡
û뵽ԼȻô˵ͷ֪ˡ
ôˣصԼλϡ
¿λĶᵽ˽ҡ
·ʲôû䣬ֻѾڣҲû֣Ķڽʧûֹ
ʲôûʣ绰Ҳû˵
ָֻƽæѧÿ춼绰ʱͻ
æµֳʵΨһı仯ԽԽãԼҲԽԽˡ
ŽĿȲڽϣᱻϳ


333 ȥ

ͬʱܴϵҲ˳
Ӳô꣬Ƶŵģָ˼С̡
˿ǸɵӣǶܼ˵ȴǴľϲǻûܴϡ
޵ϣһݸм֮Ķ֪α
ȻܲҲܱ֤ΪҪʱ侫һʱ䣬߿ڽУҲûκ
Ǹмһֱţܺÿλ
Ӳмٵľ
ÿοܴϲԼԷϵЬԼϲͱŵĿ佱мֻԼ֪𺳡
˵ҪæʱǸЦɾôκˡ
ԭԼмˣһδչʵô𺳡
ۿܴϵı仯ҲԽԽĬһЩЩ˵ģҲûڡ
û˲ı仯轷ҲûܴϵĳĬԼѾܾûˡ
轷̫æˡ
Ҳææͬûʱȥעܺơ
¿ǰһܣֵ˽Ŀ¼ʱ䡣
ȥˣȻһ¶˺ü·ε轷Ҳȵȥˡ
轷սʮǿ¡سǻŭֱӺ͹սС͸¶ұķŮ
־Ҫڽŵ£޵ս⣬Ҳ׼˸Ŀר
ϧ...ôӾ쳤ģֲĻǲࡣ
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Ǳɱġ
˵档
轷෴ӦǰһѾˡ
轷ƢҪݲ½Ŀ¼Ʋòֵͣ쵼ǣֵ˸ܶˡ
轷ҲֻǱϳȥˣûκθı䣬Ҷ˼¡
轷˵Ц
һЦһܺ󣬿ܾҪȫ˿
轷౻̨󣬲ʶ⡣
壬ңǲҪҵݡ轷ѵûһأԸȥԶͬѧҲԸ⵱ȫ
ҲǸģҵ̨Ǳȴ˶ûԲˡ
ܡ
轷轳ҵ͹͵ĲȵϢôвܶûá
˵轳ҵſܽ⣬ײ˵㣬Ϊ
...裬ʲôʱ...
轷຿ޣұ۸ˣְ...ôҽΪʲôûá
轷Ҫ轳ҵ͹ͳԺҪȥơ
ȴ󺧡


334 Ѫ

轳ҵ͹һֱûѣרҶˣûá
ҽ֪漣٣Ȼ轳ҵ͹ѵļΪ㡣
ʲôݵˣƶԼΪ
һֱҽԺѹκã轳ҵһֱѣҽԺҽҲһֱܴܺѹ
þ˰취ҲҲԳԡ
Ȼܱ֤һκãҲء
Ҳܲѹеѵ˼
֪ǵ˼û潫ճ̣ȴ轷˵
轷֮ǰû磬ȴޱϣ轳ҵֹĿĲ
ҪͰȥƣ˵κˡ
轷˵꣬ҪԺҪ취͸ĸ
˸ܻһСôȻҪ˳侲һ£Ҫӳ顣
ҵȲˣһֱȣ軹ûѣҪǳ˭Ҳûҡ
һ轷¶ˡ
üͷֱƴȫֻϣ˲ҪСȴҪǳȥơ
ȻѾ˽˺֪ܶ࣬ͷļʺССҲһһأ
һأһͷô죿
ͷˣһŬ׷ˣȴľǵ
׹˵轷Ҳһ
ȿҪ˳轷࣬ƣûѪ
ͷҪ̨£
Ǻˣ
ȴʱ轷ĸоǣҪ£Ҫȥˤǡ
ƫƫԼ֪ΪԼɾء
뾡취ûܳ׳Ѿˣû뵽轷໹һ
С㣬侲侲ⲡֲҪô˹κãҲһβõģ˵·ϻʲô⣬Ϊ˱հȫǲҪȥˡ
ҪȥһҪǡ
轷ˣҽǵĺãκðġ
ȣҷԣС㣬ҼԣͷҪȶҪ߿Ҳܳ
ģ轷ȴҡͷѡ
ҲҪҪȾȰ衣
ҪȻ裬ҲȥѧУҾȥ˹ҲѧϰʦȥͺˣȥȥѧУһ
轷Ǹ⣬ư裬ӱܡ
˵ųȥְ־ˣҾͿ̻ˡ
ʱְ־ͻᱣͲöˡ


335 Ҫϱ

һѪ³˻ȥ
С㣬ð...
ˣôôᣬ㲻Ǹ֧֮ǰôİѵǼٵģ
轷ŶվˣԽҲ룬ҪĿһЦʲôӡ
轷Ҫ轳ҵ͹ͳƵʱ򣬹¼ĿصС
һȥ¼ڽĿΪ轷֣Щʱ䡣
ٹһʱ䣬ȥ¼һΣˡ
ܲվ󣬵õĽˡ
һνĿ̭˰ˣߵֻʮˣҲԽԽ
÷ǳбҪΡ
ϧûȵ񺣡
֮ǰ񺣣û̫о֪£ٿͦӡ
񺣶Խģʵܲԣ˭ģҲˣø
һʱ֮䣬Ǹޱȡ
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ſţ񺣾ֱӿżɽ
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˵̲סͷһۣЩԥΪ۾ڼҡ
ģҲǸӡ
ƺԥֱӿڣҺûйϵҶҲġ
⵹Ǻ˵Ǻˡ
֪۲ͨĺӣҲֱӿˡ

񺣽һԺӷӣ̲ס¶Цݡ
ǵüңȴǵ...
ţֱӽݣڿº󣬶Ŷ˲Ĺڡ
˵һ㲻ֺңûϱġ
Ȼø˵һֺãҾ...ԼȰɡ
ֱӽӶԼȡ
˵ſʵѾ׼ȥӲ豭񺣣......
ΣΣҪߡ
Ѿˣ
ĵУҶƺһڲŷ²豭
ʱҲûҶϱĿĴﵽˣ
ջ֣˿Ƥӵҵһμʱһ
лл佱
ϲɺص£µľ챿
رǳ˵ʱÿγһ붼Ŀȥɵʱȴһ˵ǲŽһơ
ƤͲݿˡ
Ȼлֱҭˡ
ⲻǿġ
̲ס˵
𣿡üû£ҵ佱ͺˣʲôҪ˵𣿡
񺣣......


336 ԧ

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ҲǿЦڻû㣬һӶҪĴ㡣
û˵
е㲻ͷ
Ѿ͸ǳûϵҲ˵ü͸ûϵƼȴһֱ֣һֱᡣ
Ҳû£Ȳܳԧ졣
˵ʵҲܷġ
񺣿˵һ䡣
㲻ãҿϵӣҲ˵ĳɼǸŮӣϵ˰ҲκãǸбµģ˶ĺúӡ
ҷԭֻ...
ҡҡͷһŵһġ
񺣲һЩȢҶʣɽѵ̫ʹԼľǾŵʵͦá
һ׼򵥵Ů㲻öãɵײܵľ
ʹ࣬һ˳㹻ˡ
ôôôһˡ
͹˵
ΪѡѾԹ˿֮࣬ǰ˼䣬ûʧΣˡ
㣬̫ӡ
񺣶˽͸ǵһζݡʷ
轼ҺҲңΪҲϤģҪ˽ܼ򵥡
轼ҵıķŮȴ轷δֲ֮ˣֳĸķŮˡ
ȫܶ˶ڹעˡ
м϶кè֪Ǳ׽ڴҲʵ
ҪǱˣ񺣿ܻ˵øҲȹ˵ҲһЩ
̹ϿŹǳһ
˽˲١
ŵ...˼ң⻰ָֻҲˡ
ȻôˣҲӦôҺֻʦϵɣ
ⲻǷδȻ𣿡˲ΪȻ
ʲôѣʲôʦϵҲ˵˵ˡ
˼ûϹҲ˽⺢ӵӣ϶˾϶ˡ
òˣֹ
񺣸Ҫ˵һЦ
ȴۡ
ۿˣΪʹɫԼطˡ
񺣲뿴Ҳ뿴񺣣Ĺ͵һ͵ȥˡ
ȻҪδȻó⣬ôҲðѰԧϷ룬˵ʲôӣǮأ׼һ뿪ӣ


337 

Ǻġ
˵˵ǽк
Ҳ
ʲô˼ʲôһôܿڱտھôǮ
ۺǺЦһ˵أû˵ǧҲʲôˡ
Ҫò䲻ԧϷĶͲҪϷû껹ǸЦ
񺣱˵࣬Ǻʽ̸
Ҳʽ̸㲻ѧѧϵģ¼˵뿪ҶӣȷĴ򿪷ʽ֪𣿡
ĶĪ۱ŭĲƽһ㣬ŶԣʱϷ뻹٣ҲֲûѧԺȵĳ࿴ٸٰԧʱŲЦ
Сȣ˹Աߣ˻С֡
̸Ч費ӦҪӦҳһǾͻῼǿǡ
һ䡮ҵըƼûۣսɱơ
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ѿЦ˵뾡Ǯң뾡ü뿪ӣΪҪˡ
ھһ
˵úһƵġ
Цȴòᡣ
...ֱ񻰣˵Ķʲô
Ҳ֪Ļ񻰣ղ˵ĻвΪû˾۸ˣûҵĸжӣ
ŵԣ˼ҵģһǼ˼ʹϵӣи岻ĵء
񺣱𣬡......
Ǳҭˣ֮ǰ֪еСȴû뵽
Ҫ֪Ǹʵ˵ģСȴ......
֮ǰΪĶӣ...û˵Щ軰
񺣲˵һοۣˡ
Ϊǹģ
Ȼ֪ܣ۵òˣ֮ǰô֡
ǴҲ벻ǽĶӡ
˿Ҳ
˺˺Сbiubiuӣ룬˻ʧƵģʱ㻹ûء
û֪ԼΪʲôҪһˡ
룬ѵǽģ
......
ۿŰڰ֣ˣҪ˵ʲôҵá
ôģ˼ʱ


338 

۵ĺ⣬û񺣸мֻƸߡ
Ȼŭ죬һˡ
Ϊʵøǽһܡ
ˣ̬ȴˡ
۳ɹ񺣣Ҳá
㲻Ҫѹȵĸ󡲻ңȵ˶úܣлˡ
ʧЦ壬ֱ
ҡͷûʲô
壬ҲûйҪ
۹ԭΪܿǸӾͺãҲʮȫʮġ
ָ
Ҳ֪ĸģʲôˡ
ڻûϣҲˡ
ϣҵĸҲ֮˵Щҵĸĸ鷳
ǻûҵ
ǰߣ͸ˡ
û뵽ۣƣ˹
ϵҵͷ󺹣ֱֱӱڡ
̫ˡ
ڣűƿ߿
ôôôɰأۣԺٽ
꿴¶ӣ...
չȥŵϸϣȻԼĿȣվֱ壬ˣ׼ˣҰɣһסģ
ϸӣٿӣ......
ʲô
ûãʹҳģ׼ˡ
......
ϸӣˡ
û֣İ취עı飬㲻Ҫͷ˵ĻǾķ˲˵ģ˵ĻңѾ˵ˡ
ҪҲϲ㣬ԣһǧ򣡡
...㿪Ц
ûЦ֣˵ģ˵Ҫ˵߰ĻͰ۽ӻȥס
֮ǰۺ񺣽ӴһνӴȻãʵӴҲûʲô˵ľ񺣡
۵ĹǼʶˡ
ŵһغϣѪѹ񺣣һҪ۽ӻǰڣӲǱ졣
......ۻ˿񺣵Ĵڣ
һúߺЦν˱ô죬ҿɲҪСС;ͱ
۵ͷȥһᣬٺ


339 Σ

ԭΪ֪Ҳ˵˵Բ֮ġ
û뵽һԲû˵ȴβѡ
գգۣܿ󣬾͵ó
ϸŲѡһְɣ˵°̻ңǺܺõ﷽ʽ
Ǽụֻ̂ңʹ°壬ϲһ֣
Ķûס
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ͽ˼ҹ档ʵ
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ɲܱȻҶԣ
˵ŻҪԡ
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ڶһˣȥѧУ轷ûѧУ
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ʱ򲥳˴ҿɣڻ˵
Ŀ֮ǰñܻǵıܵģҲȷĿô
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԰춼û϶Ƕˡ
һ˲˵Ŷûأ½̫硣
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ûϵ𣿡
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ܼɬʱ˺ܶ࣬ҲûŹ
ȥƣü֮ǰ˵ƿǶͬ⣬ȴⶼԸˡ
ܼһƣ
û


340 ϷҲǼ

ҲƣҾһԣ轷ȷԣҲû취ҡͷǾҲҽ
ܼȴô롣
ǿŹκʧߣҩƷġ
ȻΪĻԣץĿʱѾͣˣǹκԼŵġ
ôҽôôͿ
ܼһӻ𣬡һȷԵģǼ
빴轳ҵ轳ҵҪȣͷȾ군ˡ
С㲻ģȡ
ܼǹܼң黹轷˵㡣
ܼԽԽһץסĸ첲С㣬øΰǰҲôá
Ҳ룬û취轷಻ͬ⣬ҲûơΡ
ܼᣬô...
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ˣҲ˶κͺá
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ֻϷǱֲܴ̼.......
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ʵ轷Ҫ˳ԭǴȥһȥϷ˵ġ
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˵ϷҲ߶ˣҲˡ
ܼ£¶˾ֹ˱ͳȥϷ˰ɣ
ʵڲУðҲϷ֪¡
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ûв͸ǽϷҪ֪ǾϷ֪£ùȥˡ
ܼҴؼңʰҪȥ۶ƱҪùơ




341 ȵĹޣ

ܼҶʰ轼߶ź˾Ҫû뵽轷ȴˡ
ƣ룬轷Բѡ
ô£ôڻˣСôˣ
ܼҶȥ鿴
С岻ҩ˯ˣ㲻ùܡ
ɫѿԹܼҼ䲻ͷֽ轷౧˳
ܼϸȥ轷࣬ͷأС㲻˵Ҫͷ˳
Ѿͳ˰ɣ
ȽŲһ٣ܼң۵ڲˣȰסСˡ
ʵȰסֹġ
轷Ҫͣû취ܸˣθܵĻҲˡ
轷ҪͣеҽҪҺˡ
Ҫ轷ЩҵϤǵҪ˰æ죬ڶˡ
轷Ȱ죬ȲԸ⣬轷˾ȥ죬ȥˡ
ìܡ
ȿ轷಻Ȱ˻ƱҪϵҽԺû취ֹˡ
ҽ˵ԼʧߣҪҩҩ轷ȥ轷˯ֱӽ轷˻ҽµû
Ȳһ͸轷࣬ԥԥû˵ڡ
һ轷֪пܻٵ轷һһӻ̻̲ôı仯Ҳ޷֤
Щܣͺá
ֻҪûѣֻҪֱˣܾͻһֱأ轷ͿһӰ轼ҴСˡ
ðս轷Լ˵
ӶôȰ轷࣬ƫƫܼһ
Сﲻҽɣúúÿ˻ûѣС㲻ܳˡ
ڵ۶ͿˣСû£㲻ùܣ½Ҿͺáֹ
СôڻûѣܼҲġ
˵ҿˣû𣿡
ҲƲסƢ
ʲô֪ʲôеûţֱ˾ˡ
ܼҾǸ鷳˭֪ʲôʱ©뽫˸ˡ
ܼҪ߸շԸ飬ҶأŴҵ棬ӣͨ졣
ȣ˵һ飬㾹Ȼ뽫Ҹϳȥ
ΪҲ˵һܼң㵱Լţɾ͹Ե㣬ɾ͸ҹ
ȱз轷࣬򲻸ҳˣֹܼң˶ǣɾͺúøɣɾ͹
ȵĸ󡲻ңȵӶ˵УȱǼɣе


342 Ҫ

ܼҿȣȫ
...
ұɣȸܼ˵Ļᡣ
ȥҺСЩóԵһûԶˣߣ˶ȥϢҺСҪ̸Ҫţ
ֱӷ
ҿܼҺȣȻվڹܼߣ轼ҵСվߣôǿƣԥһ»վߡ
ܼҿŴҲҿ߶ˣʾ͵ˣһ
...ױˡ
õԤг档
ûѣҪȸռˡ
ƫƫС㻹ġ
ܼĻ䣬ʰõԼֱ뿪ˡ
ܼҵͷɥſȥ
һ·ڸԼ˰ɣ˰ɣµһҲû취ˣֻܶԲˡ
ֻϣˡ
ܼҵſڣͷٿ˴뱲ӵ轼ңԺʮ깤ĳʮķꡣ
Ȼ˸м轷ˣһֱȣķ轼ҶŲѡ
ǰͷҲǺģСС
Ϊˣһɳ˺ܶ˼Ҳļҵ...ͷ˻˵һӶ轼ңһֱɲˣˡ
˵ԺˣȥϾȥϣʱ仹һȥС
Щ·ڶߣҪһӷ׸轼ҵ......
ֻҪͺˡ
ܼ˵ƣ۾Ȼһϣ
ԣʱ
ͷ˶ôã˶ˣҲ÷
˵һξκء
֮ǰ˵˵ģΪ仰Ļ䡣
ʲô˵Ҫģ
ܼ͵תߡ
βҪ뿪轼ңҪȥ¡
ҪռƻȥլϷˡ
鵽زúϷ˵ˣϷѡˡ
ܼڱȥĺû
轷ŵϣڶ¥Źܼˣѵһ
һ¡
Ϊ轳ҵǿƣΪϷһֱӣȼûլϷ˷۵ףҲ벻ܼһȥֻΪܼıˡ
ʮ£ڴˡ
ȿϵ轷࣬һС...ɲҪʧҪ...


343 Ҳ裡

ûʮȫġ
˹ܼң轷ȴû⣬עʧˡ
ٶ˵ķ
Ƕߣȳ˷
轷Ҳˡ
Լڼң轷ŭ졣
ôؼˣ˵Ҫȥ⣬ȥ⣡
ȰС㣬ڲ͵ʱ㲻Ҫ̫嶯ͳȥڵģ
ȣ轷ҧгݣôģΪʲôԣԲԣ㷴ˣ
ȱ˱ۣһߵķһûԷˣСȳԷɣҪ...
轷ӿȵݹķ롣
ڵϣһء
ȿЩɢķ۵һ
轷ƿ룬ȫ´
ˣˣҪȥ۶
轷೯󺰣ȴûӦ
С㲻úˣǶڣǶȥˡ
תͷ轷࣬˵¾ôȥɣ²ҪˣҲôġ
轷͵ػͷİЦ
...Ұ涼ǼٵģԴҵĴԶģ빴ҰǲǣҰ˰ϳȥͲ
轷ЦȣҸ㣬ûѣҲܽϳȥ
ָָţ
ȣҲҪ
СҪ?ʡ
ԣ轷ָſڣ
㲻ܸߣ˭㶼ܸߣֻûʸߡ
...ûʸΪʲôûʸ񣿾ΪҵıķΪǰȹң轷Ц㲻һķھǮҰְѾˣΪҲ֪
Ц֮ǰǿҵĻŲߣ벻㵨ô󣬹ȥ
վԭûҲߣҲߣС㣬㲻Ҫҡ
㣿ҹֹҰ˭Ź
С㣬˳ܸߣڵġȶ轷࣬С㣬ҵһλɣڵġ
ҾԲᣡ轷Цһߵ⡣
ˣܼ壬ˣҪȥ۶
С㲻Ҫˡȥ轷ࡣ
轷ŭſ
󺰣ˣȸҸϳȥ
ȱ˱ۣСڵģҪ...Ҫ...
ѾŬˣΪʲôСͲģҪߡ
轷ƿȣ㣬ǸʲôǸķ浱ԼǸ˲...ˣȸҸ...
㲻ܸߣ裡Ҳ裡


344 û

...һķȥ...
轷йţȵ
㲻ܸߣ裡Ҳ裡
ÿöôϵһء
轷໳Լˣڶת˵ʲô裿
Цȣ㲻ǰɣĻˣ˵裬Ȼ󻹾ңΪҰ裿
ЦҲ̫Цˣһķ˵ҪЦˡ
ûЦõڵϣӦôҶ㣬ЦӣҲ̫û֪֮˰ɣǸʲôã㻹ˡ
㿴Ůôѵòã
ҡҡͷҡҡͷЦѣ֮ǰҰ֣Ϊ뵱ˣҪЦңһķ...
ϵĲмԣЦ찡ǿӿ׳ʲôһ쵽˵ôôôԼͲˣһũıķ...
ϣҪЦ...
轷ЦЦһ㲻ҸҰͳƣ轼浱裬ܼ˵û
һˡ
ǧ轷֪ηӦ
ȻһֱԼԶûһĻŶԣżǻһ롣
ǧ֣轷಻ţ᲻ҽܣǻᱧͷϣлм
ɾûйġ
...м....
ЩмģһѰѵֱӴ࣬۵üܺ
ﲻȻ֮ǰ˵Ļ
ҿ㾭ԼݣͶ̫ˡ
ι˼ҵĺӣ潫Ǻ缺
ǳ̳ģҲŮֻǸķֻǸ
...ҿ裬ñȷ軹Ͷأ㵨Ҳ̫˰ɣŮ֪𣿡
轷࣬ʹ轷˼𣿡
轷
ʱ϶轷мТ˳Ͼôã̴ġ
...
ȵٴ˹˵Ļ
Ҫ֪뷨֪Ůǻɣƽʱ࿴Щ֪ɣ㱧뷨Ҫˡ
.......


345 

ɫҰףһĵҡͷôôңܵ...
ֻ˴ֻ̼һû׹
Ȳȥ轷ĵı飬˱ٴοڡ
࣬ҲǿЦҲ裬裬ֹ㣬ǲع⣬ͷѾ֪ˣҪͻ֪㲻ǵŮҲ...
˵ţﲻȻٴ֮ǰ˵Ļôʵģ֪轷ûи֪ܵܵ᲻ж
ĵ׻ش𣬿϶ģ϶жģ
ѾǰˣѾ̹ݣˣǷһĿڽġ
ԣһģ
ƴļᶨĸԼ
ʱȵͷȻˡ
ͷ̧ͷͿ轷Ť
轷ɡȡ
ȣǲǣȻ˵ķ軰ΪֹңȻ...
ˣˣŮƾ...
轷۾죬񣬡ģˣŮ㲻Ҫ˵˵
轼ҴС㣬ҰŮŲķŮ
ȿ轷ӣ㵡
轷ƵͷѪ˳£ȴ˿оۡ
࣬㲻㲻ܿң裬裬Ϊ˶£ô˵
㲻˵Ů֮ǰҲ˵ôǣΪʲôܲϲ㣬Ϊ㲻ǵŮ
࣬Ҳ裬Ҳ裬㲻ܸߣܾ㶮
ſŹȥȥ轷֡
轷͵ƿסУǣǣԲǣҲŲŮҰŮǹ͵Ůģ
˵ɱ㣡
ҪŮԸҳȥȥ
ȵֶֶС㣬㲻С...࣬˵㲻Ҫҵģ˵ڵģ
ǣǣǣ轷УŲǣ˵˵ģ㲻׼˵˵...
ţһڵأ㲻ܺ˵˵Ҳû˵裬ҲŲŮ...
࣬һ㣬ҪĲǲ...
轷࿴ȣ۾ԽԽ죬㲻Ҫ˵˵ұ죬ұ죡
͵ѹסȣȥסĲӣ˵˵˵˵
ˣ˾ͺˡ


346 ֪轼ĴС˭

ȿ轷Ťһ˲Ǵ͵ġ
û뵽轷
࣬裬谡ſң
ǣǲǣ
轷ţŲǣҲ˵˵Ҳ...
۵Ƿֻһͷϡ
ֻҪˣ˵ˣû˵ˡ
轼ҴС㣬ŲʲôķŮ
轷Խ˲ǵϺ죬ƴ轷֡
...
轷౬ȫ.

ֻҪˣͻǰŮ
ͻǹ͵Ů
Ϣȵɢ
轷࣬ԼʮѪԴ
ţҪ
ǿţֺȻץ˵ϵƬ
ץ͵سϵֻȥ
ƴȫ
...
轷ʹһ£ȳᣬ͵ƿ轷ࡣ
轷Ҫ
۵һݣ轷ྱ͵һ
轷̱ڵء
ȿ...ȿţŲϵʹŻ˼ٿ轷࣬˲
ǧٴε׳棬ȴûġ
轷...
мҪɱ
ɱ.......
...
ЦЦᡣ
ƴ轷̳࣬һС㣬...ȴ̵òԼ
ԼѪֻǸЦ
С......
¥ºȻʦСѯͶʵģֲ¥
û£ȥ
صعţ轷౧ϴȻΧ轷ڴϣë轷ס
ǽ⣬ڿֻ취ˡ
轷಻ѣͲ
轷ֻǱιȥ£ûþˡ
һ̷Ӧ֮ǰ£žͷԼסˣҲס
ڴ߿
...轷ŭȷſ
ȵ˵˲俪ڡ
ڿʼ㲡ˣʲôʱ侲ʲôʱ㡣
ҪɱңҾͽ鹫ôҶ֪
轷ЦЦ
ôңôϣҾ裡
㻹ûѹĲɱңֹ...轼ĴС㡣
轼ĴС㼸֣轷ͫ͵
֪ˣ֪轼ĴС˭𣿡


347 轼ҴС

轷಻ŵģԲ۾Ц
ûǹ
轼ҴС㣬ҪҽˣǱķŮ
һ˵꣬轷ı飬泩һ㡣
㲻һֱ벻ͨΪʲôͷΪʲôϲһ֣ǱעΪǵŮ
ҪΪңǹ
һٵ˹ҲΪ㣡
Ϊ㸶ô࣬ôҵģôɱң
轷Բ۾¡
ϣ˵ƭģȴ˿ڡ
޲ʧȴˡ
ôǹ
ֻǸķŮֻǸĸıˣѾ㣬轼ҴС㣿
ԲǣԲС
ʲôжˣΨһеľ轼ҴСݣԲܱߣԲܣ
ⶼģһģⶼȵı
ŰԲѣƭġ
һǡ
ô˵Ѫ
轼ҴС㣬轼ҵĸ߹Ѫ
ȵ죬һҪɱ
轷࿴⣬˶ȥˣ
...ܼ壬˶
轷Ŭ뺰ˣȴûˡ
ȿ轷ﲻס
㻹ģˣ...
˽ģ쿪ʼˣҪúڷûҵû˸ҽģ
轷޵
û뵽ȾȻ󵨣֮󣬾Ȼ轼Ҷˡ
ƫƫͣ
Ȩ
轷
û轷񣬡ҲңⶼΪá
轼ҵĶۿžҪȫ䵽ĸŮôľ֣ԲΪ㻵ˡ
Ҫ侲һк˵Ҫ侲ҾͰص侲һ졣
ʲôʱ轷ʵ侲ʲôʱٷ
ģ轷౻ľܲˡ
һûԺȣֶۣ˴ܵҪ
һ¾ˡ
ȻҲˡ
轷ֺ۾Ϳʼ
ô˶ˣʣ轷ͷһ
ҲţƭңڵȵȰɡ


348 

轷ȣû뵽ԼȻᱻ
ȵϣֱ˾ֱӽ轷侲
ܼһŭ֮£ֱȥϼұҡ
һй֪顣
Ƿ轷һֱûѧˡ
ʦǱ˵轷ˣ˵¡
Ϊ轷ȱϯȻҲܽˣ¿ٽһ˵͵˺ܶ࣬İվɣòβΣѧϰѧϰ
úİԽӽԣԽ͵
ǰ˵
ŵķΧУ¿٣һβͨ¿ˣпԣҲȫ
ȫⲻȫԾҲһģβֹ꼶ģǸ߶һͬѧӰˣһҪóɼһеĿ
Уû¾ѧУתƣҵĸϰԹ꺮ůһЦӡ
УȥûСˡ
ΪǶг˸
㣬ȫܿˣһеҲܿУüһУθۡ
ôҲ벻Ȼ㡣
һУһеҲȥμӽĿѹڽŵ¡
ϧѡȥˣƽʱ㣬ǵӮЩ߹ݵˡ
Щ߹ݵˣЩͷŶﺦ¡
һе˾ͱˢû߹ݳɹ
¶ܽеģϧǱУ֪ˣƽʱûٻﻰ⼷ҡ
û취̫ˣҪü
еѧĥպ׼úÿЩУȦȥʲôģҲⲻﰵĵȱԡ
ķΧУ١
һȫеʦ˼࿼أڵĿ࿼ʦˣⲻ˶࿴ۡ
û⣬רĿԡ
һΣû˸ݹˡ
˳ʦӽʱҹӰģٶȽŪˡ
ɼ񵥷֣һȫһȫУһȫ
У԰ȫǰһٺȫУǰʮ۵ǰġ֡
һֵƣڿӮһкѧȫеһ
һеѧվڹǰҪˡ
óˡ
ʱΪҹ۾ͨ죬ȴУˣָùף˵һ
ðɣһĻ̫ϤУϰˣͬѧҲϰˡ
΢ЩϰߣУӣҲû˵ʲô


349 쳣

ͬѧ˵ģûнãҸ뽱㡣
УһʼǱһֱֻ͸˹
ʼǱǺƤʼǱͦõģֱҲǺܺõĴӣ۸Ҳ󣬾⡣
ؽӹллУ
ллҸлл㡣УοɼѧУ
гȥѾû˵ǲˣЩǰúӽһУڶʶҪô
˵Щ仯ȫʵ
Уܼ
칫ҷſʼǱſҳУдļϣͬѧδܼһһ漣
΢Цġ
صϣͬѧܵİͬѧ顣
İƽɸ߹һģǵѼүүˡ
ƽֵĵߣ벻ҵŬİĳɼŬȲ
Щҳ֪˵ӵǸŮͬѧԼһѧϰģһܸмһ˶Ҫȥ͹
ҪǼҳллѾҹġ
ܸоǵĸмɻûӦΪⶼԼŬĽ
ȥҾͻٳԵǼ˾ģѧϰ֮˳ԡ
İͬѧǰδеĺãǳ
Ҹִ֮࣬Ŭ
ΪȻȫеһȫееĲۡ
ȫǰһٵģʵûռ
ȻˣɻҪŬ
İףͶѧϰУ¶ͦ
Ͼ÷Сͬ߸ӻӱԾЩġ
ע⵽࿴ۣС¿εʱ͵͵͹˵ӱοòã»˺üرѧ
ͷлᣬٲǡ
ţʦءС˵Ǻܸмġ
֮ǰԭϿκ棬ʲôĻ˽ȥʣ᲻ͷ
ɼ»ᵥ
˵ǸܸΣҲʦ
ѧɼһֱһѧǴû
Ҳ𣿡ʷС顣
ţΡСͷӱøࡣ
ӱС͹û˵ˡ
һÿξǳģ¿κ󣬳Ȼ˻ӱӱͬѧȥҰ칫ҡ
С黹ӱˣʦο϶߳ɼֻй˻ӱıЩԣȫܡ
ìһ»ҧȥˡ
ü


350 

İϤˣҵԸЩ˽⡣
ӱǸˬˣƽʱʲô˵ʲôӣǸˡ
ϸһ룬ǰӱ񾭳˵˧𣬿ɽں񶼲˵ˡ
ʲô
ǰεʱ˵˷˵ˣ
ʣ۲죬֮ͷ쳣
Ǹϲ˲εʦĲ˶Ů
ϸ۲ͻ֣ᷢӱǱеģÿ춼ȥÿλӱķӦ̫ԣ֮ϿΣӱȫǵͷȥġ
ٽлӱʱ򣬹װµӸں档
ССİ칫ʱӴ⿴ȥֻӱͷһ油εӣ򲻾ڻӱļϡ
ƺ˿ʲôɹȴ̽üͷ
ϴ񣬼˸󣬹뷨һӾ͸ˡ
׶԰ĺӶӲʦħצƯŮ...
ҲŽȥ
ʦи㡣
Ҫʵ⣬˵ʱʳ
ûκ쳣ķſĻӱļվ۾ͬѧʲôңҵҡ
ȳĵӱǼ̵뿪λظ
Ҿˡ
˵ȲҪߣߵſҧҧ˻ʲôĿѽҲ棬һ
ЦݺܽӲȴס˹֣ûһڰ칫ҡ
ӱסܵĵĺȷȻ¡
ðҲһ
ЦЦס˻ӱֱ֣ӿ˵Ŀ
۾͸
ȹ˼ӣϿҪˣ˸ǡ
ʦԺ̡
Żӱ֣߰ɡ
ֳ˳İ칫ҡ
λϣǵıӰȥתתĸֱʣĿⲻ
˽ҵĹûȥӱȴĥ
Գһֱ͸ܾ˵ʲôо
ڿص̫ˡ
صϿΣӱȥȴûһһֱûֳȷѧˣſӱ
ӱһ߰ɡ
ѧУˣſʵ
ӱóô
ӱһңгûˤ


351 Ƿѵ

ӱķӦһ̶Ѿ˵⡣
гסӱĳͷŻӱڡ
ӱŹ۵ԥµ̫ѹֵ̫ˣڿڡ
...Һܺ...
ƽʱܼǿĻӱ˲
ӱӸߣڶǺȺΪƽʱǴУ߿УҲڻױʲôģ泯죬˵ޡ
ϸͻ֣ᷢٺܴҲãˣԺ磬ܳࡣ
ߣٻܸ߼ĸ߼
ʱͬѧû̫⣬ںǸߣ߱ǻߵĻӱҲû̫ע
ⲻûע⣬ע˾ͻֻᷢӱĺÿ㡣
ӱԼ֪ҲûôǿңһֱԼͨͨ˵Ҳš
ҲǲţϳֶΣŮѾء
Ҳ֪ǲҶˣоÿβΣҶͦ£Ϊʦ......
ӱҪ˵ȥܸ߳˹
ϲΣһʼһӱʱܸˣǺͷԾ
ϿͶ룬ż῿úܽ첲ǻᱻĵȻ󲻾ĻȻλ
ӱоһǰ
ֻ˱СŮ˲оǳԣûоһ롣
ɻӱѾûƭԼˡ
óԾԼᣬ˼룬³ûܾŪԱԼ룬ɼŻ½ҲŻų⡣
۵һһץס˻ӱ֡
ӱĸоûǳ̫
ɲóʦƤֵܵһС
㲻Ҫ£ӱûдҲûо󣬲ò
ӱôһ˵һô죿Ҫҷ𣿡
ҡͷæ²ҷҲһϡ
ˣòԣûȷʵ֤ݣȫᵹһңҲӱԼȥҷ
˵᲻ãʱ򻹲֪ôô˵
ϣӱָָ㣬Ӱ쿼ԣӰһ
ӱżô죿Ҫô죿
£һ취Ժ󲻸㡣ӱ
ѧУںСģȥ֮ǰ¡
ô˵ˣȻ֪ˡ


352 ܻ

𣿡ӱܵģҪǺ㣬ô죿
Żӱ﷢ů
ʮ߰С£һѪĳ֮ǰڳ칫ңȥź£סһԳ
Լˣ뱣
סӱ֣£ҾԼŪ
Ҫˣһ
ģӱȴġ
ôܲ£еģܿµģôƯ
ӭĻָòĻӱһעһ¡
¡˳ֽӱ·ߵ̨ϣ󡣡
һ˵һ߲鿴ӱĽףû£ֻһ£Ҹһ¾ͺˡ
ӱŹȣղŹɽĪ
...úá
ûӱŮĶΪһ£ȥһ£ͽһСƿӸ˻ӱ
ȥܻ᲻Сĵط㡣
ӱץסʲô
ͷּģûϵ...ร
ӱŰɣ¿αסҪ⣬Ȼţǹȥˡ
һȥһ»ӱļ򣬹һӺ󣬳һûӱȥˡ
ӱȥ󣬳Ϳʼ֣ԽԽԽԽӣ...оĵס
ӱ֪飬ĪȥУſڿ˵Ĺ
ƿʲô
ҩɫ
׼Ƚѵһ£ٹ־ʰеҩ⡣
ӹ֣轷͹ˡ
ûõɡ
轷ȵĻǧҪôʰȣȴԽԽ¡
Ϊ轳ҵ͹֮ǰ쳣轳ҵĿ⣬һֱԺлطţجζεǸһδδоѡ
ֻҪۣ轷ͻجΣε轳ҵ͹Ͳ͹轼ңȥȴϳ
ôְô趼ûãǶ
轷һδοѣһαһκ£ιܼ壬ȴûõӦ
轷໹֪ܼѾ˱լ
ϧܲɵǹܼҵ֮Ϸ״ǺܺãЩðˡ
ֻܼĵϷ˵״һЩйעԶڵ۶˲顣
ȰȣڵȵϷ״ת
Ҳ͵ȵ轷μӽĿĲ
ܼԭſĿϷ˸˸ˣȻ£û뵽һ⡣


353 һģһ

ܼ֪Ϸ֮ǰһֱȥŮչϷ˵ɩҲ˵ǿӺ󺰵ģȴûϷǶŹġ
ĿһʼľͷֻһҪ轷ࡣ
轷һʼǷǳҫ۵ģܼ︴ȴϷ˶Ȥ
СΪνĿϰ˺ܶ࣬Ŭ
Ϸ˿轷෴Ӧƽƽ˹ܼҵĻҲֻǵһЦûӦ
ֱĳ֡
ĳ֣ùܼ۾һҲϷֱ弤
ҵ...
ϷϴμΪܼҵĶչɩӾͼӵʱ䣬ʱֲͶûˡ
˿̿ٳڵϣϷ˼ѡ
ҿˣ...Ϸ棬ϸȥȿ˾վҪȥ
ܼҿϷ˵ӣθߣϷ˵
Լ˵ĲףָŵϵĹŰɫºɫŮӣ
ԣҵҵﳤһģһ
Ϸץסܼҵ֣ܴȥ𣿡
չϷ˵ɩüôʶŮӣ
ǣʶǹǼұķŮ...ԣŮ...
ϷˣٿһƬңҪץסʲô
ϷҿƬ𣿾Ƭ
Ϸܼʶ۾һѵ
Ȼԣ㲻Ҫңҵ
Ϸ˴һֱĻ򿪸ܼҿ㿴ҵ
װһźڰƬƬЦ绨СŮ˹
ܼ۾࣬......
һƬңΪʲô......Ϊʲô¶һ̣ͷô쳣Ҫֱȥ۶...
ˣнȿ
Ȼˡ
ЩܼһµĲ²뷨
.....
ܼһֱڵء
ܲҵǲƭҵģ
Ϸ׷ʹܼҡ
ܼҿϷˣĲ²⼸ѿڶӲ¡
ЩֻĲ²⣬ǲʵҪ֤
һǺܿ϶ģ뾡ùͷˣֻҪʵξ֪ˡ
ܼΪԼĲ²⣬ȣ轷඼ɵ
Ϸˣܴȥֻм£Ⱥ˵ǧҪòã


354 ôǵ

ܼϷȳҩԷѪѹ߻Ȼ˵轳ҵ͹ͳڻԵ¡
ͷѾΣˣֻǻûҪҽΣС㲻ãϷ
ܼ˵СĿϷˣ쳣
û뵽Ϸ̾һȴȶ
Ҿ˵ˣôһֱûңû绰ԭˡ
˵Ż۵һ˿
ܼһݣǣΪ˳
Ҷ֪Ϸ˲ˣƽʱѵʱ򶼺٣ڿ...ҲϢҲд
Ϸ˲ܹܼô룬ֱӵ龭˵һ£һλ
ܼҵӦˣû˿˵ˡ
...С˵ҽΣҲӦ˻æҽΡ
Ϸ˳ĬƬ̣վֱ˴Ƭ̿ڡ
׼һ£ȥ۶
Ҫȥ۶𣿡
ţӳҵǻ
Ϸɫûֱȥҹ
̾ͿҲûж
ããȥ׼...ܼҴϲæӦˡ
Ϸ˽ס㲻Ҫȥ׼۶...ȥС
ǣǡϷ˵ķԸܼһ仰ûҷ
Ϸ˾͡ˣʵȥ˵۶
һֱ轷࣬ȴҪȬˡ
ȷˣ侲ˣ
ٴȷ轷
轷޼ȴѧڲأü˳ۣǣҲˣҲ...ʵˡ
ûʵʵȴýʵ
ӣӣ̫ˡ
ҲҪӡ
˵Ǽ٣ҪõɣҪˡ
ܹǲ轼ҵĴС㣬ɴɱɷŹҲ޲ˡ
ȿźܵʵһֱܽţ轷侲ʵݺһ
侲ͺã飬һǲҪֽ͵⣬취ǳȥ
轷ֺܿһ£۵һĨʹɫʱûᣬǵĲһֱţҾõȳ
轷۵һ˿ϣֻҪ治Ůиˣǽ
ֻҪ˹
ȿ轷඼˵Ļڽϵӽ⿪ˡ
ܺãһ뵽һ飬ˡ
轷̧ͷȣ㵱ôģôҺ͹ģΪʲôҰû?
һֱ⡣


355 

轷Ļֶ˶٣㲻ùܡ
轷죺˵...ҲԣֻҪ֤ҿ
ô֤
˹轷ԥ
˵Ƚ⿪轷ϵΧĺ۸˴
˰ɣҪҸöá
Ħ轷ϵĺۣһ
࣬ӽ쿪ʼһӲ̣ң˩һϵ֪𣿡
轷͵һ˴⣬...Ŀ˰ɣ
һⲻҪģҪ⡣
轷ҧôܲҪôܲ⣬֪Цʲôˡ
һҪݲܱ¶ȿ轷鲻һĿʲôģԺԼ轼ˣרԼ涼ԡ
轷Ŵ񣬡ãʲôʱԳ˹
һᰲţҪô죿ص۶һ轳ҵ͹ͣǵŮҲᱻɡ
ȵĻ轷ֶһ£Ұֲѣ˻ݾߡ
ô˵Ҳ̡
ȿ轷ӣҲûƣһ
轼µˣֻȺ轷ԽԽ֡
һߣеΪ轷Ķһ֡
һ˾ûİЦЦˡ
üõĻӱҲЦˡ
Ѿˣҹӱ֮˵岻٣һİѧΣɶѧʦˡ
ӱ˺ôһ
ľô𣿡
ӱϣʡ
ôܿ϶ҩɲЦģ
ǳ᲻Ӵ˾Ͳˣ
...ܲᡣ
˵ûˡ
ΪҩҩЧѾȥˡ
ҩЧֻ죬ȥ͹ˡ
Ѿܹ
ӱֻ֣ѾӵȫƤһָֻ׶Ҫͺˡ
ûˣÿ춼ץ֣ԽץԽԽԽ
ȥҽԺˣͿҩϴ̹ʲô취ˣɶûá
ڱƷıԵʱͬʱһȻֹͣˡ
ţڸܣĸоͣˣûޡ
ˣҲ
ֿʼΪӱǻӱԭ
ףڻӱѧ·Ϻͻӱż
ӱ˲侪ţȴûߡ


356 ʰ

ӱͬѧҲ⸽ס̫ˡ
ǰסӱ·еĻӱļ
ӱųϵףһˣ...ʦ...
ûкúøϰߣҿûкúѧϰ...
ӹӱͰߣӱ֣...Ҫؼңʦſ.........
ӱɿ˾ͿεЦѧɼ½̫ˣòһҪֺòá
֪ʶӵӣܿ˷˾衣
ҲҪſң
ӱ˻ҲѣȶˣֹҪȥȴܿ
ôʲôö𣿡
Цʣ۵ȴǱ䡣
ӱ֮ǰ˵ĻһҧȻ֣˳Ĳӡ
ǺܴĵطȻӱܻȴҲܡ
̷ſ˻ӱ֣ӱûˡ
ŲӻعӱѾˡ
Ȼ
򿪻ӱ濴ҩƿ
ӱܻؼҲŴ޳ɸĸֲ˵ʲôֻϵ
˸绰ӱ֪ûһ˵绰ҧ
ޣ
֮ǰϣҲõ
ȷʵУҵģڵ۶ϧְˣ֮ŵѧУ
ǰѧУʱȥҽ̣ϧܿ첻ˣԭ֪
ڵ۶ʱְΪһŮɱˡ
Ӷ¥ɱģ˵ѧϰɼѹ̫󣬿ɳְܿˡ
ǸӶ¥ɱŮӺܸߣͻӱ࣬ǰǳɼͦõģϧɼԽԽ
ܺãһֱΣϧɼûߣɱˡ
Ůͬѧļ˱ܸ֮࣬мǳԼ֮زߵġ
֮Աǣҽ̵ʱȷʲôŮӦ˻ӱ
Ҳ֪ʲôزֱӱˡ
űˣִҲкܴš
ϱúܣӵӱ绰òС
裬ѵɡ
ͷš
ʮ㣬׼˯ʱ򣬺Ȼ
ȴûˣԱߵȻСĿ濴ȥ
Žӣһ
סȷӦѾ
ͬһ㼱ģصòеȭ߽١
...ۣ...
˭˭...Ҫˣ...
ȸǿľǱҲңݶһŵĳ


357 ڼ

òܿˣСҲۣ͵ҽԺֲϰˡ
Ǻܹؼģʦһû£˿ɲеġ
Уû취ֻܽѧʦ
ͬգܿҵһµѧʦ
ѧʦ˧ҲˣǺܸûпⲹεϰߣҲû׬ѧǮҰġ
Ȼѧɻӱȴݺһ
Դ˳˸мѡ
˵ˣӱһδεĿ̲סܾǹ
Ȼϣôҡ
ϣֽһССҩƿ˻ӱ
´Ҫǳ㣬Ը
Ȼ˽ѵһ٣ûϾɱԼ뷨ƫ
һӱǾͰٷְˣʱ콫˵ˡ
ʱ˳ֿ˹ܼҡ
ܼҴźǰȫͬУſڲԶŹ
С㡣
ŴŷĹܼ֡
ܼôˣ
С㣬֮ǰԼˡ
ܼҿŹΪеĲ²ĿӸӣòײѹסеļڡ
ʵΣҪ֤㿪ڡ
Ͼ̫
ĵѾʵϾϸȽһ£С轼ˡ
֪ܼļעȫ˵Ļˡ
Լ˼ȥˣ
ܼصͷǡ
ģܼԴϴμһκûˡ
ģС
Щԥܼ壬ҵһ¼٣ҵûؼһ˲ܸȥ
ú˵˲ȥ۶ðչһۡ
ܼҡͷãС㣬ȥ۶
?
˾ֱӹȥͺˡ
У
ţŽӻġܼҵͷ߰ɡ
˭ӻģ轷֣ࣿ轷ѽ
ϷˡܼûŹС㲻Ϸ˸ɴȥ۶˽˻˵æ
Ŷ...Ŷ...ǰԶԶϷˣӡ
߰ɣС㡣
ܼ˳֮ǲҪʲôߣ
ãһš
Źܼ˳˰Сʱ͵轼һԺ

ſŵĹܼңͿ˻һֱԲѵ轳ҵ͹͡
轳ҵ͹ͣһʱȥ鿴
һֱڴߵϷҲڿ˹
ϷվֱΪ
Ϸ˵ɩŹԾס͡


358 Ů

Ȱһһ
Ȼûѣ轳ҵ͹͵ָܻò
ܼߵϷԱߣɫͷϷˡ
ϷûŹ
ܼҵڻعϷ˼æǷ
Ϸˡ
ܼҺɩЩϷ˳Ųסû뵽Ϸһȴסˡ
ǰץס˹֡
ǰɣ
۾һ翴΢΢
ǡشţϷĿе쳣ɿϷ˴۾ûеκζЦЦ
л㣬лҵСǽ
ϷŹ֣̰˵š
ûУлҲܱ֤ٷְ٣ֻ˵ЦЦͷ֮ǰҺܺá
úӣúӡϷ۵״Ứ
û룬ΪϷֻǵ轳ҵ͹͡
轷಻ֳҲӰЩ棬ûʡ
ȿͷˡ
˵ſϷ˵֡
λϷ˿һֱء
ã㿴㿴
Ϸڷſ˹
ϸһָòһ̼ƣҩƿ
˵һ£Ͷơ
ܼһ߰æϷ˾һ߿ţŹգۡ
ŷӦǴһЦзӦ...һܿ
ãá
ܼԽˡ
轳ҵ͹ͶƽѾһСʱˣɩæһˮϷ˲
лл
лɩˮһ
˾أ𣿡ʵ
ܼҵͷǰʱˣڵ۶ҽԺ
˾ǴеѪɢ˺ˣ˵ǵ۶ɲųʧ飬Ҳش𲻳ʲô
һ¿ҩ
ҩǷ˵ҩ
ݸϷˣϷȥЩϤҩҩȻŵùңҲ...
䣬㡣
Ϸ̻ش𣬿ҩϵ֣ÿ
ЦЦлл
ϷĿУ͵ĿУ˳뿪
ܼ͹ȥϷ˿֮󣬺һϡ
Ϸۻ˰...
Ϸ˰֣Ҳۡ
վ˼ҪҪţꡣ
ɩȥ޳ʳϷվ轳ҵߣ̧һ轳ҵĶͷ
Ϳ...ͿԼŮ֪...


359 

Ϸһֻӣ轳ҵүӽֻŮ
ϵ⣬ӶۣǻСްۡ
ƫƫСŮ岻òˡ
Ϸһʹ
ʱ򻹳ţͳŲȥˣҲˡ
ŪȤ轷ǸŮȫûܵС׽ϲ
ܸоСŮһˣùˡ
˵Ϳ˵ǷԼżλε
ôͿͿôꡣ
ֱڽͻ
ҲڵϿʱΪǣɼ֪ǡ
Ҳ
Ϸ轳ҵĶͷ...һ㸸׵Ρ
ĺԼҪҲѣĲ㡣
ϷĿ
ĹǺ档
ܼ壬˻ص轷֪ѾܾûѧУˡ
֪飬Ϸ˽˴ġ
ܼԥһ£û˵ϷѾˡ
Ⱥ轷ûȥ࿴̽飬Ϸ˴ǰѾܣж׼ˡ
ϵĻǽϷжֹֻܼ̾
С㣬õһϷأͰƾͺá
Ϸ˵û֮ǰʱҪ˵ʲôԣõͷ˵
˵ͷá
ͷصңһ˯ǰܸоЩȣ̲ס˸绰۶
ι...ôˣ
绰ͷϤĻʿЩƣӣİɣʲôһ֪ͨġ
ãκ˵
һҶϵ绰֪绰ͷĻʿû䣬ǰĲͿˡ
ˡ
ȱǰһͷ
ڶ죬ϢҪҩ룬¿κȥ͹ܼԼĵطϣȥԺ
εһٷʢĲˡ
˰ɣ¿ξ͹ȳԷ극Ҳԡ
ϷȰŹ¡
ɩһ߸ʢСȺһ⼦Ϸġ
һϷ⣬ллϷˡ
Ϸ̫ˣֱӽ̰ɡϷЦлش
ԥһµͷã̡
ϷЦӦˣϵϣ񡣡


360 ݻ

̫ˡæܾ֬񣬳ɫãȻͨҲ֪ⲻǼ򵥵
űϷ˴˺ܾãоһ
ûʲôصģϲʹϡϷ˽ϣźÿ
Բˡ
Ϸкֻܽ
ΪϷ̫飬귢֣ԼеԳˡ
ƣֱһѳԵĺ˻ؼҵĳ
Ϸ˺ϲС㡣
ܼЦн͡
ؼҵǴԵģصҺͽ۵졣
轼˿Ǹ轷Ǹȡ
ܾϷе̫ˣĿҲ̫һЩ
ܾù죬ĥţ۵Ļһ
۳귭Сӹ裬ⶼ⼸ҹĲˣ㻹ʱ𣿡
عͷܵģʱ룬ҩͿԣ첻ȥÿԡ
Ǿͺá
˵£͹˵
һݮ绰㡣
һˡ
ڶվæҩ¿κһҪȥΪ˵ţֱȥʱǱߡ
һȥһƬЦ
۽Ӵ飬ˣΪչЦա
ˡ
ҿʵĹ۾գģٿ۵׶ϣ
ææǰææԶĹսǣȿƬ̵ͷתȥ
۶ûȵӰӡ
æ궼ŵˡ
Ҳҿǰ˵ӳ伢
ǫ̃ĽˣҴѧһѧѾ͹ˣҲҪˡ
ѧ϶Ҫȥ۶ϵģʱҪá
һ׷ʱ
...ҲһȺСʲôӡ
һѱۣԼС
صңŪ˵Եʰʰ˯ˡ
Ϊæµ˯úܿ졣
֮Ǳѵġ
Żˣ𣡡
ҿæ
Ż˼æƿһͿԶһƬ⡣
λúʱ
һһ·ͳȥžͿۡ
裬Ǻǵ...
ȥȥͷʱ
ƺܴԼȫտˣھŹư
û?
иСС𣿡
һƬУŴһҪۻס....
ôģҲû...
ţ۶˶ӿڣ͵ζݻ𣡡


361 ɱ

ʲô
һɱǼȷʵ޵ζ
˹Ҫ
ΪʲôҪһ...ԣ۳Ҫǡ
۵һԱ˵ھǣҲǴ󾪡
𣿹ֲһյô졣
ûκԤ׵ģһӾˣյ죬һգ۾ȫˡ
ھǶæϧޣѾ˱ģӺܿˡ
𣬿ɺܾòѾյòˡ
ҲҿⷿӺķӸԶüʱûյĵط
ˣӶˣڵϴޡ
鷢ȷʵ˿ݻ𣬹Ҳûס棬ԭ򣬷Ҳֹܹ
ɱ˷ŻǴҳ˵ģɱ˷һ𣬾ͿԷųŻǶصġ
ܿ쵽ֳ顣
Ŀȫǵķݣһ䡣
ҹ˯ˣ϶ܵһʱ䷢ֻ飬ǽͣ˲ͻ
ס棬ѵļΪ㡣
ǴҪأ
˲̵ģɾİ취
ҽţС۾ܻˡ
ôˣ
֡
ȥ׷ŻˣһͿ׷ȴ׷ˡ
С۾ա
ѾصλϣסҺ۹Ӵ
ֶӣ˶ԽҶԹ۲Ի˹עߣǵİȫ
С۾ͻһֱסԭĵط
С۾ҪΪ˿ǵİȫԹۻȥ˯˺ҲϢˡ
ΪסĵطȽԶʱߵĶûеһʱ
ȻǵһѵģҲǵһ˴ġ
С۾һںμɵˣ׷ȥ׷ȥ˹ۣȷǰȫȥ׷
׷˺Զȴûץ
С۾̽¸֪ͨˣּæ˻
㿴Żˣʡ
С۾ͷҪ˵۾Ϳ棬תͷʲôͱ˻С

Ź۵Ǻ¡
ҪˣҪƿģɸоĲҪƵ־ͱ˻
û...
ˡ
ƣΪ...ΪҪʧȥһʧȥˡ
û¡ĺ󱳣


362 

Ƭ̣ʵУŷſ˹
û˰?
ſͿ鿴
ûУû¡
Ǿͺáһֶһѱסۡ
ۿű죬㲻˰ɣ
˭ˡûſۣ۾ȴͨ졣
̧ͷһ۵ıӣÿ㶼Ҫɷ羰
һѱۣ̲ס˱
û̫ˡ
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363 

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364 ǰ

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365 󵨲²

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366 ȥ۶

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пҲǳӦá
Ҳ֮ǰɱŮӿأⱨӦġ
ҲΪˡ
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࣬ҿ͹ܼһ𣬿űǱߵĳ
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367 

ȽĻ䣬轷ӽ
Ұ赱Ȼڵ۶Ҷ绰ȥʵġ
轷ҧǻǲŵģ
ѹˣץ㶼ץˣ
ҷŵģû뵽ûУôżǵ轷״̬
ôʲôֻܶڼ
轷Թ㲻ȥΪʲôԼȥס㶼㲻ôȥգ
ܽ𣿽˾аѱ˼ˣֻԼȥҲŭۿ˼ŵģô֪ڡ
ûá轷ȣģ
ôһ¶첻á
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ֻͷˣȴ˷ҵˣЩˡ
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㲻Ҫȥȷͷڲڵ۶...
ôܲҪǰô죡轷һƬң㣬ûã
žһ˵绰ôת
ˣˡ
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轷Ըȥ˾ȴΪѣС㣬Ϸ˵岻ãʱҪˡ
轷ôƢ˾ûӦ轷ȥ۶
轷ȥϷˣϷȴϢˣɩû轷ȥ
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轷౻ͻط䡣
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ڶ죬轷Ϊʳ΢жȥҽԺ
ΪҪ뻹Ҫ۲죬轷סԺˣסԺ轷ޣָʹչתҪˮҪ
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368 

һ죬ҪΣֻڿΣ¿ε硣
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ͷӦٶȷɿĳѾ˸ǰҲ˳ǰ
ʱ̣ǽƿԼȴҲܲ
顱


369 ΪʲôҪ

صײгײһߣ˲Ť
ײɣײɳ׺ء
ƵײеϣͷľǸǱײصһĻ
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ʿ丵ǣȰοƼģû뵽Ƽһ̱ˡ
ƿʿ嵽ǰ˵̧־͸˹һơ


370 ɨ

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Ӧһƴ
ɨǣɨǣ
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371 

һǸŹģǿ͸˵ûҿֳ¡
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Ƽ󣬳ҧгݻҧгݡ
ҲŹģ


372 ̼ 

ֵĸǣֵĹòС
ڹǰİƼְ̣㲻ҪˣȵŻѰɡ
ɱĶˣһ
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376 ̼

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377 ҵҲ

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379 թ

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Ͳ¸֪


380 ţһӰ

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382 ҵĺ

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383 ְ֣ϣ

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ˣӰӣҵԼĸĸ
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...
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뵽Լ֮ǰ轷һЩöġ
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...
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·ֻصһ죬轳ҵĿ⣬ԭ
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˼򵥵ϷҲȸ򵥴ֱķʽ٣.....
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֪ܹûϳ㣬㾭ô࣬һжҵĴҺԺһúòòã
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п޵ͷıɱΪݡ
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轳ҵһ߿轷ࡣ


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ãããġ轳ҵæͷû뵽Ҷ˯ôãҿ㻹û£ҿ...ҿ㻹顣
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֪轳ҵǰľ׽Ļ⣬Ǵ˿ȴ֪˵ʲô
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Ѿˡ
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һ
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ѡϷ˵ͷ
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Ϸҡҡͷ轷࣬һֱôϣܾСΪֻһŮôҲˣЩҲͲ˵
ڲ֪ͲŮ


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Ǳˣǹ˹͹˴ݡ


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轷󺰡


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394 ץ

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˹㱻˴ݷŻزǿɬ
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˴ݻصһߵҩͲġ
磬˵֪Լ˲ûף
˹һҲע֪Ȼϵ
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˴߶žͳϵ
˺˵ĸǺܸӣǽӴûãҲ֪Ůǻ᲻ȥġ
轷ۡ
˴ݳȥİԣ磬Ҹ˵Ҳµûˣ֪轼ʲô²˵ҪץȣץҪʮأ
˴ֱĴȣϹ۵Ҳ֪ԼˣҪץˡ
˹̾Ҳ֪ʲô
ٴҲãҪǧжΪ˼ҵŮŰԼĺ͹ȥ...ֶŮҲȥ
˴ֱڿ죬תȦУҲҪȥң˵ܿץء
˹һ㶣Ҳȥ?
԰ʮ򰡣ʮ򰡣õǮץܷһֻ񡣡
˹Σһ˫񡣡
ǲһֻ񣬶һ˴ݰ֣ô˵˸磬ȥһǺ˽ģҪǲСĿץأûץҵҲһء
һ򰡣ò׬
Ҫõʮˣøú塣˴׼ȥĶԣȥҡ
ҪȥץȻǮ轼ǿӲʹҵ˵ƭǮˡ
ǿɶǮǺһˣҲջ
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395 

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ͶģȹͨãҶ׬Ǯż˼ץȵĻС
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ж۵Ķһʮȵۡ
轳ҵһдúݡ
ȶҪˡ
Ҫ轷ȥ۶轳ҵ͹ͣ轷ûȥ͸ȴˡ
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Ϊб䡣
轳ҵ͹͵ͬģ轳ҵˣҲʱġ
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396 

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397 󺰰ְ

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398 

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轳ҵ۵񣬹۵һ˿ӣŹֲΪ

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399 Ҫߣ

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Ҹ㷢Ϣ㿴ûûҲû£ϻˣ̫ˣԺͲóԿˡ
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ţҲϣܵȵ˴˵ſ⣬˵轷ˣҸ˵ȫȽ̻ˣļֱǺڵģһòûС


400 ࣨϣ

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Ȼֲء
⻰轳ҵ͹Ҳˣɫܲá
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֪ԼӲˣһ۹ǡ
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401 ࣨ£

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403 ģҶỹȥ

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轼˶ڸ¥һǰԣȴû˸˵ʲô
ܼѾԸˣҪһͳһûҵȡ
֪ʲô˼ȴû˰˵
Ϊ̫ˡ
轷...֪ȱץˣô뵽ȰΣֻԼ᲻ᱻ
ǾͲ¡
ڹĵ轷ȵĵʽʼˡ
Ԥϵģ˵ˡ
ûκ˸Լȥġ
ù轳ҵȥϢ
ɹ轳ҵôܰϢֻܵš
һȣǰСʱ
СʱҲ޳ֻ˵¡
ҿﶼϵúˬ죬˵ײһû̾ͳϣһǲǲײġ
ͷҲô롣
Ҳ֪˭...ʲôû𣿡
ϸһ£ûС
ʱ̫ͻȻˣֺȻҲûˣģǵôñӿ֣ûˡ
Ҳ֪ûп...轳ҵ
ǵ֣۵׾Ȼ
ܼǱѾָߵ£ᰲõҽõõƣƼǱ˵ǮҲˡ
Ǿ㿴ãҲõΣ
轳ҵ̬һ
֮ǰûϸ룬ڿԸǣоһ㡣
һʱҲ˵Ǻǻüͷ̲סᡣ
У㸵ǾܸмҲ취κá
轳ҵ⣬æйܼҡ
ܼңǱȥţһҪõҽȥ۶ҽУһҪúƣտߺ죬ȥ
һᱨ֮ģ
ϻ׼޳ȥġ
ô˵ҲʮС
ʱ򲻵ʮ궼ϣ
轳ҵޱУܼҼæӦֳȥæˡ
轳ҵ˵һллŹܼҵе㵣ġ
ܼ᲻̫æˣ
ܼҹܵҲ̫˵㡣
æһæܼҾ񻹸ˡ


405 

һ㣬轳ҵҲᣬæãԽæԽ񡣡
濴ŹѽôģһҪͰְֻ˵Ҫĵס
رǹڸǵģôġ
֪轳ҵΪʲô˵ԸǸ鸴ӣܴһԭΪϱӡ
ҲֻӦˡ
ã֪ġ
ͷȥҽԺ
컹Ҫٽһ
ϣһܳɹΣգտ
轳ҵ͹˵ŻͺҲ˵Ż
˫˫ŶŹĵٶ۵ǿ־塣
ˣ㲻Ƿģһ͹˵ģʱҲӲˡ
ͼ˵͡
㻹Ʊ磬浱ɵӣ
ЦһһǰȾֵĽУһץסͷ׼ȥ
...
ҽпζڷӡ
ˣˣˣŹҰɣ...ۣ۰...
ŤţҲܲģֻùͷŹֻù
ûֻԽԽޣ޵òû
Ϊһ˶ҽжģ󵽵׶ʹ
ȶ˶ǵôʹô޵ôĵأ
ģһ㵱ôģôģ
ֻҪһǸ棬ҧгݣ˵һֱӶȵٴȥ
......ֻһߣˣֻһߣԲԲ...ҴˣҴˣԲ...
ˣҲĵһκˡ
֪ԭʹ
Ťţѿȵ֣ѿǸٶȴôҲѲ
Բ𣬶Բ......ҴˣҴˣĴˣҰ...
źʹţҲɵĹ
ʱСһְֻͶãʱҲôĵġ
ôҲѲ
۵˶Բ𣬶Բ...
ԭΪ౻취Ѽ֮־Ϳˣû뵽ûô򵥡
Բ𣬶Բ...
Ϳȵӣֶòӣȴȫûз
Ϊ֪ʹ
ĺӣһ죬ȴܵĶԴ
أȥˣȴȫ֪ȵĽǲСŪ˵ġ


406 ͻ춨Ե

ץסȵͷӡ
ȥʱǲЦңǲر⣬ЦҲ֪ŮұڹŪƼ䣡
ʱȷʵ̬ˣЦˡ
һоС
ĵ⣬ʮ꣬ÿһЦѡ
֮ĲͿ־壬ͷйڹϣڽŵףŰ΢ĸ轷ţžʹ̤ʵ
ӵ̬ڴ˿̶ʹࡣ
ˣҴˣŹҰɣԲ𣬶ԲҲŰҴ...Ұɡ
ȵģù͸ޡ
ʱĹûУ㶼ûĹƾʲôĹ㣡
˵ţֱӶ׼ȵĶͷ
...
һҲ̲ס˹ȥ
ͬĹ
Ͷٶιȥȣӣ·𿴵ССĹʹࡣ
ͷͰͷϡ
ˮĴ̼͵ѹ
...
͸ܵ˼޷ܵʹ
ôιȥأֻ˲ܺúøʹ
ͶͰڷŹȡ
ȵ档
һ·һŴš
ſվæܻĹܼҡ
Ҹ˿Ҫ˯ţҪһֱۡ
á
ܼӦȹˣһǱѵŵһͳˡ
ǹܼˡ
ǰҲǺģ˺ų켺ݺֶβû˸ϳȥǹܼҽ˱ס
Ϊ£ӰŮӵҸȵ֮һ
ȽˣĵģҲ˳
˵Ļû˯ţǰôСģ
ĽҰɡ
עִ磬ҪŪˡ
֪
Źܼߣ㿪˽ȥ¶˴΢Ц
ȴһ㣬...ô...
ǲǺܾϲǲǺ?ЦݣŹҲҽ
ڶ죬ûȥѧУȥҽԺ
ܼȥġ
ҽԺ˿˫۷Ƽ
ƼٿĹܼң۾ݵһ¾ˡ
ˣ轼ҴС𣿡
н̬ȣ˾޴ת䡣
ͻǹȻ춨ԵͰźˣԲԣ


407 ҾǸϱ

춨Ե
Ƽ.....Ǻǡ
ûƼ
ԭΪƼݣЦӭˡ
ƼŹЦȴȫЦ
轼Һ͸ҵĻԼҲָˣǶأȻˣǾȶðɣ
ȻҺǽ飬ͲҲǿ...֪ͲýԼٵǼһΡ
Ƽǰգˡ
֪轼ҵŮ͸úúýãڶҪ޲Ŷԣ
Բ֮ǰҴˣûʲôʶϾ˼ҵĻͶˣ֮ǰ˸Ƕ£ҾһҪأ̬ȾЩá
ҺǸ˲С˹òã
ƼûסЦ
û֮ġ
ƼӦҲżʼĨ
ǼһҲ֪ʲôʱѣҪиʲô֢ô...
˵žȥ֣ܿҲ⣬ס·
ѽǶϲ֪ģûϣôҲҪȢ㣬Ϊص
Ϊ˾ôصˣǧѽ
轼ҴСˣҼһһ԰
Ƽ˵СĿŹ轼Ҵʲôʱ㣿ǲҪΪˣ
ûԶôأҲ轼ҵŮ
Ƽ󾪣ʲôǣܣ轳ҵ˵ˣҶȥˣû轷ࡣ
ʼ磬Ϊѣӻң˸ˡ
Ƽʲôƭҵİɣҿ轷Ӳ񰡣ܼҲ...
Ʋһۣͷһֱδ㲻֪𣿲ңܼҲû취
ܣܰ...ƭҵİɣ첻񣬶һôҽ...
ƼһƬ
㲻Ǻ轷඼˺ûָԼǾ轼ҵŮȻġ
̯֣Ҫ轼ҴС㣬ɵ˭ϣ㿴ɵ𣿡
ȻɵӣȻҲɵӡ
...˸
Ƽɫ
ƲƲ졣
ģⲻϡ
Ƽһֱ˵˵˵㸵ǾԸҲ顣
Ӵ⿴ĸǣ۵Ǹӡ
ƼŹԥ


408 ٴ

Ƽ֪ҪԼƲ⣬쿴Ļǽ˵ġ
쿴ɹ˵ʵ
˭轼ҴС㡣
轼ҴС㣬Ͳܿġ
ҪǮҪǮŶԣЩɣ轼ҴСء
ΪȷƼǰ
ΪҲ¹治ǣȻ»£ϡ
ҪľЧ
ӻΪ轼һ˼õҽҽĻָͰ˵ڶ
ʱ䲻ΪüܷһЩ˸ʱ䣬Сʱϡ
Ƽҽɫͦãһ͹׻ȷһ£ôᡣ
ʵӦֱ߿ˡ
ȥ¥ϣ
Ǳ߰Ͱ͵ͣûθڣɿڹ͵ϣԼһ㡣
Сʱǵڽˡ
һҲܳɹָÿ
Ƽߵʱ䣬濴һ֢໤ҵĸǣƼǰ뿪ˡ
ҽԺ棬Ҫϳͱסˡ

˵ʵҲУӦ˵
轷ǱڹǰǰδеǱ
Ҿ֪㻹ᵽ
轷ŹٿŹĹܼңٿúۡ
ⶼģģ
轷̫ޣ̧־Ҫȥȴܿ챻ס
˾Ϊ轳ҵķԸһרűı
Ҳʶ轷ģǴ˿ȴ
ֱӽ轷һŤͽڵء
Ǹңſң
轷ŭ
ܼҡҡͷǰ࣬ͷû鷳Ѿ御㲻ҪսǵĵߣҪС㶯֣ҪСһëǳԲ˶ߵġ
ֱӺ˷࣬Ϊ˻ûԾֱӺࡣ
...Ҳҽҷ࣬С...ҲС㣬ƨ
轷౻òᡣ
ҸǣҲ轼ҴС㣬ģڰֻ̫ˣˣһ轼ҴС㣡
轷̧ͷŹΪŲȥ裬ͿԳΪ轼ҴС㣬ûô׵ģҴСǣʶңʮ꣬ԶȲϵģ
һĿɲңһ仰û˵
ǿ轳ҵԷԸġ
ţҸǰŮҲǸϲ̨ıķŮźҵѾ


409 в

轷Źġ
Ϊ˻۾̫ӣǴ˻Ҳ޷ڸĺֻЦ㣬˭ҲģֻҲ轼ҴС㣡
һֱ轼ҴСʶҲƨ
轷۵ǻ°һʶģС㲻СˣҲСӡ
ѾС㣬Ҳڸǲĺ
ҷſǷſ㣬ҪɸЦ͹Թҵģһȥ
轷Źĺ£ɹȴ߸ϣЦЦǿЦ
轷ЦʲôЦҸֻ侲ˣ϶ҵģôңʱǿ϶ʧģ
轷Ψһ뵽İ취
Ҫȥ轼ңôҪ轼ҡ
ȥ轼ңðԭ£ֹȹֲ֪޹ģ費ô
쵽죬轷ǰδеսͼ尾
޷ģֱϳۣۣûš
޵ؿȥ֪Լôġ
ȥˣζûȥ轼ҡ
轼ȥ汻ץߣֻܻصҽԺãŹ
һҹǰӣ轳ҵ͹ͻԭġ
ǵá
ҪʧǾʧˡ
轷ϣУڣ⡣
轷ҧɿŹҪˣֹ˲æǰġ
Ҵˣ˵ˣͰҺòã֮ǰҴˣҸϴ
轷쵽ȵĵز
Ͱ˵˵òãǺôҲһ𳤴ģһȶԲԣ
Źǰ轷࣬ǰ߸ϵӣǳ˳
Ҿǻȣⲹš
轷һڣ
УңҾö̫ʴ...°˼
ûУûֻ㣬ѡ
轷ҡͷ뵽סƢǸ......ץȥû˵ʲô...
̫ż̫ˣֻڹ׻
˵ÿɶˡϾ轷ɫһΪأû뵽ǵ裿ôҪҲǰ㣬Ҳ
轷ɫһ䡣


410 ˭Ҫ޸ǰ

˭...轷ѿڶס裬һǣ
ô裬ûУ
ϣҪ֪ʧˡ轷ųͱģúЦ
Ҳ֪ȿ˻ôܡ
Լô۷Ѿ˼Ů
ҰԶֻаˣҺú˵˵òãԺǾãһõģģҲܡ
轷༱æģֿʼ˶Ҫ͹ˡ
ʧЦϣǿӿôģԻ·ˣҪԸʲô𣿡
ȻԸ⣬ôԸ⣡轷𣬿ȴԸģԸģͰҺòã
á𣬿轷ɫʹ࣬ɢһЩ
ӵйɽɽӲߣĳͷ
轷඼ᱻʹĥ
ȣǾ͸ˣɽɽߣ˰ѪŮȫǱӦˡ
Ӧſʼأеʱ
˲ţ鲻ÿҲֺǡ
ı֮ˣĻͦõġ
ҡҡͷ轷ɫĿڲһίȫͦõģллˡ
轷һѪû
ô...ôôģǰҲûͷԴô
Ŷû취ˣ˶Σ㲻һؼҲԣܲȸҵǮҺܶҲûסĵط...
ǰӲǮҪֱ޷ġ
û뵽轷ྐྵȻҪǮ
Ǯ㵱Լؤ
͵ؤԣ͵ؤ͸ҵǮɡ
˵ţĵ׺ݺ룬Ժһᱨ
ؤԸˣ̾
ԣɣ...

轷һûҧ
Ŀͷ𣿡
ģôġͷʣҲͷȥżѽ㲻ǶƼԼûָ͸ǵĻԼ𣿡
轷һָԼֻΪҾԼ轼Ů˵ġ
عˣҪ޸ĸǣûϢĸǣ
ŲԸ⣡
轷෢˳ߡ
轷Ҫȥ׷ﻹü
ǰԼרĳߣֹ˰죬˱Цʲôûõ轷ͷԼޡ
Ҫô찡


411 

轷ûǮΨһҵȱץûطȥûһ龭Ǹ׳գ뿪ˣʲôġ
轷౻Σʵڶ۵ܲˣ͵͵ȥѧУͬѧ
Ҳû취ˣȻҲȥѧУģ°೤ѧδѾϢˡ
ҪǴˣ֪ôЦء
һӲѧУǲҲû취
೤ѧδǲˣͬѧ
轷ͬѧ϶೤ǵġ
轷ţţ֪Լµú׼
೤ѧδȥͽϢˡ
Ǵ𰡡
轷ྐྵȻ轼ҴС㣬ǣ
ȫУʦˣϢڶѾ˲֪˲̸⻰⡣
轷ֻͳЦԹܶĽϤۡ
Ҫͷ轷ܿãɺû취ˡ
..
轷·ߣԼϸѡһᱳЦѡ
轷࣬üͷһ͹ˡ
Ƿ...飬轷Ͳ³Ҳ˵ˣ...Ҳ˵ҵ£ûطȥܲ죿
Īȴͷ轷ྪϲѣлл㳩Ҿ֪㲻೤
߰ɡ˵ʹ轷ؼң·ʱȥ˸绰˵Ҫǰ߰Ҫͬѧȥ轷Ҳû룬ſܳøĸ׼һ£ӭ
轷Ҳûȥ͹ԹԹԸţžͷ֡
𣿡
ش轷Ĳǳǰ೤
ѽҾߡ೤ͬѧδмǰ轷ã轷࣬۸СŻﶼ轷档
...轷󾪣ֲԤС
ô೤Цǰ˵ץסͷϴ㣬㻹
轷ӣеҲû轼ң֤Ϣʵģǻʲôɼɵġ
ԼǧС㣬ء
೤һһߣ˲轷ڵء
ſ...轷û뵽ֱӶ֣һ
ĻֻҵЦ
˵Ҫ㲻Ӧúǰûٴָ۸𣿡
೤ǺЦЬЬ轷
ǰ㶼ָţҲûô֣Ҫ˵ܣúøһζ


412 Ѱ·

轷࿴š
...ôг...ôƭңǰǹϵôãôƭң
轷ǰôҪãչǣǳԺóԵĶʲôöǣȥμջᣬǼϴλʦһϰôңô壡
轷ߣ̣Ծһֱܺãһֱôǣ
轷ţ뻽ǵ֪ǲҪںͿˡ
û뵽Ļֻð೤ɫѿ
ǰ󷽣㾭չǣɵõһҪʲôûУ
Ҫ㣬㣬Ҫһİ㣬ֻΪˣ
ˣһжã㲻˾군ôΪԼǻʵˣΪôϲ㣬ô㣡
ǲѣǱƵģҪ轼Ů˭Ը㣡
轷ίڳĲίء
ˣĸűţΪ˲۸ֻ轷࣬Ŷĺ
Ҫ轷һֱ轼ҴСҲ͹ȥˣҲϰˡ
ƫƫ轷಻ˣ
ЩܹίʱҲ޷ˡ
һ߸ʩӣͿˣһ¶ĵζ
೤ߣӣѧϰίԱǰһһץס轷࣬ץסͷ²
ʲôιԵ
ҷ׷ͬããá
Ҫιʯͷʯͷ˵ģźú档
ãá
轷ǵڿԽԽ󾪡
ǲңſ...
ûЦӭһȺˣöôĻģ˿ֲ
Ƿſңſ......
轷ĻΪֹ
סС
ԣأʲô
öˣǻʯͷ׼ͷ˭š
ۣá
ҲҪôʯͷˣǵ档
԰һ滵ˣúú棬ѧϰѹ̫ˣİȺһ쵽ǣҸĽѹ
û轷࣬ôѧˣѧУھǸķŮҪǰ;ǵŬѧֻ·ˡ
԰ûаʹûˣ㶥ϣȻĵġ
ǵöϣս𣬵ҪҲ۸ϹߣǾͲᱻİﵽͷˡ


413 

˵˵žԽ˵Խ
İĲ˵ˣҪǣܻǺأ
ҵи취೤ü
ʲô취
ﰡǰҲǱƵģ轷ǲű۸ʹʹ轷࣬˴Żİɣ
϶ᣬ޵ľ轷࣬ʰˣ϶ͻ᲻ǳˡ
һ仰
۸轷ǰ۸
ţҲͣ轷ʹ಻ҪЩ
ǾȻҪĥ
ôôܱң...
轷òּæ
轷໹ܺˣˣһˣֻƽʱûô轷ۣûô׽
ˣôҲû٣Ҳһ𲹹εġ
轷۵ϣ......
轷ϣû뵽ǣô۸ˣЩ˾Ȼתͷߡ
ô...
轷ܴ೤ǹЦ
ôܰ㣬ǰˣǶϰˡ
һˣ轷۸ֺģһЩǲܵġ
ʵһʼҲ۸ģǺΪ轷вҲֻһֻ۱һֻˡ
ϰ˹۸ܣ轷۸Ǹܡ
ϰˣôΪ轷
೤ԳЦţ轷¶ͣվֱ
úվţܶ㣬˾ʹ...
˿ʼʯͷ׼ͷ轷౻ҵ۲ۣҶ㣬һᡣ
ԼǴС㣬ʲôһķŮվԼλã
ЦţţõϦ£һЦ
·Ŷ̲סЦΪʲôҲû⡣
Ҫˣ湻Ҳ˾ˡ
߰ɣϳԹȥ衣
ã
˹ˣŵȹˣҪôȥֻµڵѾû轷ࡣ
ùԼ֣û轼ҴС⻷轷࣬⵽˷ɡ
̫࣬ûӣǰΪ轼ҴСݴȴˡ
轷ԼԼ˲ôͬѧۼߣ¡
ǰЩͬѧ̫ˣȴûܱۼߵĶЩʲôˡ
ǰ۸Ҳ۸
轷ָץŵ棬ίۣʳ
...ô...ô...


414 ۼ

轷ңǲ֪ģ֪Ҳֳֻƿġ
ϾԼʳ
˦轷󣬻һ˽ҽۡ
ûȥԼûãڼȻҪ轳ҵ͹ˣȻҪ۽ӻȥ
轼бķа̣ʲôòģҲãȻҪúˡ
ûģģֻǶԹȻ轼ҵŮҲﵽҪѪˡ
ôѪľ...
ѾѪˣû뵽ĸѪ
Ҳ̫ˣ˲ţҪõǸֲ
۵²ۣĬĬףǵģǵġ
...Ҳʵǣ轼ôĲҵôɵģôס?
ۻɡ
οһ۹ܼң۵ļ
ܼҾ⺢ӣССͣҲ̫ˡ
ģ֪ĻΪء
ȻҪĳƺ
...ȻС裡
裡
Ҳ֪ͷܲܽܡ
˵δҪĶӣ...СҼиôĶӣô졣
ڹܼҵľУص轼ҡ
轳ҵ͹ˣЦҪ
ܼȽˣЩ졣
Сӣ˵δҪ...
ܼһû˵꣬ʹۻ
裬סĸ䣿
¥ǣۣ轳ҵ͹ЦЦ
֣裬ȺǴкˣۣԺҪΪӡ
ۣۣ꣬ˡ
Ƿ⹫
ȻǿɻǹԹԽˣϾװء
ϻŮĵڶϲ⹫轳ҵ͹ͣ.......
㶣ٿۣðûӦ
衣æ
轳ҵӦǰɣãá
͹ͶһۣȻﲻ⣬Ƕû˵Ļ
Ҫ϶ӣǾ...ϰɡ
˴ˣӸǺġ
ٱڿû˵ʲôҲû˵ʲô
ɣ͵Էˡ
ͽӹֶһԵỊ̇׼䡣
Ҹ׼һɡ

ϻĴæҲȥס轷סķ䣬轷¥ʰһ䡣
轳ҵ͹Ҳȶĵˣ¥ķҲסȥǶתƵ¥
¥͸ĳɿͷ
ڣѾʰ轷෿ˡ
轷·ȫˡ
轷ĺۼһ㡣


415 轷

ûûô࣬ЩɢûŰ轼ңҲ˵ˣ֪ʵܻ
ϾʮŮܻҲһš
ȴˡ
ʹɸ۹
Թˡ
ǰһΣ轳ҵӲ
轳ҵԥʱ򣬾ͿٵˬĽ轷ĺۼ
Ҳûк
һ죬ͺææųҩæųԶæЩ¡
Ըùκβ
¥ڶĳɿͷˣһ¥סԺҪͣö¥Ŀͷ
ϣ赭дί¸˹
˿һ٣Ȼͷá
֪͵˼ˣȻû˵ﻹһ㡣
һ㲻뿴轷
轷ΪأҪ轳ҵ͹ģ᲻ŮҪڼãǱǸһȥɣǲˡ
ȥߡ
轳ҵ͹ͶûС
ı飬һ
ȹ죬ȥ֣·ҲðһЩϲģ㲻ǻҪ¼Ŀʱ򴩵ƯƯȥߴҵˡ
ͺ轳ҵѾڹڵʱ˹ʱϸ
޲ȫôҶ֪ŮŮ
۶һ۵ͷá
۶Թͺ轳ҵҲһ㡣
극ʶһլʶһˣȻȥʱ׼ķ䡣
Ȼʱ׼ģҲٶˣֻǺܶ඼ȱһЩͯȤ
۵䣬ҲҪͯȤ
ۺ⣬ڴϣ
Ͱסšͷ
裬ҲһΪǮ˹ۿЦ
ǣǡóɫࡣ
һЦʣǸأ
ˣ˵Ҫݣһû
ߣȥ
¥ȥȣǵײĹˡ
ΪʶǾ;ȫˣֽӵͷϢ
ܺ˹ɲͨˣ轼ĴС㣬þҵ֡
ַΧҲˡ
ǵ߷ú󣬾轷ܾײ˵ģ͹ȷһ£ٿ轷ǲ轼ҡ
...Ļõѯʲȷ
Ĺس죬˵˾Ҳע轳ҵǵ̬ȡ


416 轷֪

轳ҵɫ˲һ...ϳͲ
轳ҵ̬ˣã֪ˡ
վǻᾡҵġ
һ£̽ʣ֪ûҵ
轼ʮˣж˵ġ
Ϣ˵轼Ѿҵˡ
ǵ̽Ŀ£轳ҵɫ䣬ûС
ȸˡ
ûҵҲ˵ȸˡ
轳ҵˣſȵĵط
ȥˡ
ȷʵȥˣôˡ
Ѿֻʣ°ˡ
ȫܣʹĻϵˡ
ûκδ˰̣ޱȿֲ
һȵӣ⡣
𣿶𣿡ȵӣͺĵĸһֻ֡
԰ɣȰɣǰͰĶ𣿡
ͽ׼Ͱʳȣ԰ɣܺóԵġ
ǶʣˣȻһ㣬ζ˵Ҫһݳ衣
˶ڷòһȥȥץųͰĶ
ȳˣΪͻȥˣû뵽ûȥóһ澵ӡ
ڻ֪Լʲôɣҽã˾Ӹ㿴
ͽӷǰúÿ
ȿһ۾ͱУÿÿ
ǰθڣȹĻ¡
ץͷܿͷ
ôҪÿأ㶼ûúÿ㲻ǶԼ𣿻ҵңӺܴҲ㰡Ϊʲô
۵Ǳ䣬Щֻøġ
ҴˣˣҴˣŹҰ...ģȴ⡣
㿴һ¾ӣôҷŹءϸԣۿڲۣҾҪ취ˡ
˵ǩأ˵᲻˵۾ѽʱҪۣɾͲˡ
˶ֻܱۣǸֲ
úÿţشңײǲ㣿
ȿʵ
ƴҡͷǣҡ
˭أ
Ҳ֪治֪
͵ͷң֪˵ʲôʱ֪ģ
һֱһ
֪轷֪֪
û뵽ͻʳ⣬˾һ


417 轷

ȵĽӲžӵ͵һ
...֪...
ûУˣС֪ʲô֪ȷӦæϡ
ǳС㣿
಻֪֪飬Ҳ֪˲زס£֪϶زסûκ쳣ǲǣ
Լˣ轷໹ϣ
轷ԩģڹԺˣǻǵǰĸ顣
㲻ǰҲˡ
ͺ轳ҵַ¶һ㣬ʲôҲ㹻轷һʳˣΪһͨŮΪһöˡ
轷ʮĸľ飬ǮҲ򲻵ġ
Ҫ轷࣬ܶޣҲһҪץסᡣ
Ⱦܸ轷ഴ
ˣģ಻֪޹ģôСҲ֪Ľ֮Ҳ֪
ǧҵĴͷûϵǧҪǨŭ֪࣬...
󣬹͵˿
첻棬Ҳֻ֪֪ѾҵŮˡ
ۿȣΣһ轷ʲôԺûйϵ
ˣ޹...
ǲ޹ģҪ֪㻻ӣ轼ҵļҵҾ;⣡
轷...ԣѾˣ˷ѾǸϳȥˣԺûϵ
Ҫǲ˵Ҫ֣ҾԲ
Ͳȵģֱӳȥˡ
û뵽ȥ轷ܾǿײˣ˲ˡ
...
۵ֺʹһܷŹ
轷࣬Ǿ˵轷֪ģһȥ
ݶĳˣôܷŹ
֪֮ǰ͸ץס
ȴòżŵġ
һ˵õǺܶԡ
ɫź󣬡ȥȡ
͵ģڵӺֲܿģŵ㣬
...Ҳᱻŵ
ʲôʲô˿ûôܱŵ
Уöľͳ
áͷҪȥֵŵۣ۱ֱ֤֤˲űŽȥ
ȿ۾һ죬۵¶ʴǵĳޡ

ȵӣȻ׼Ǳһ
ʵ̫ˡ
Ļֲ˲˹ˡ


418 

񣬳׼ŭȣٿõǺ޵òС
ô
Ⱥ޵ƴ޲ҧ
ӣһ
ͣԽԽ
֣ȡ
Ⱥ﷢ŭ𣬿ɿŹӣס
ΪǽſʼʮûǾİˣԶȲϷģʮʮŮ
ǶԷãһֱ۵ףԶҲȲϣŰɣ
ѹס⣬תץʱ轳ҵ͡
ŹɫȷЦ
˵Ŀ˰ɣ֪ޣôҲ޷ıʵ
ƤŰһֱû֣ͶԷãԽãԽңͲǶϲ㣡Ҫ㣬һǣһҪúñǣ
㶼ôˣڶҪˣʲôãԲԣ
...ްɣҵĿѾﵽˣ
ȷЦǵ⣬ǲ轼ҴС㣬۵ԶǸҲڽŵ£̤С
ٴοԭ£ҶãҶĵףȥͰķţ֪泩𣿡
ʲôǧС㣬ҲŮĸ࣬...
£۾·ֻصĥʱ
ȭͷ۱òᣬǰСΪһĭ
ޣ
ͷ֪
ۿҪ֣ȱ졣
ȴסۣ۱Լ֡
ۣӿڴóһƿҩ
ʹİ취ܶ࣬αԼ֡
ȵЦݽϣõʲô?
ʹҩඡšƿӣֻҪһ㣬Ҿоʮʹ˿һڲϣһֱһֱ...۵㷢裬۵
һķ
ȥȣģһʮһ轷Ƕ
Ȳŵ¶һЦ:
˵Զ轷࣬Ϳôĥ轷࣬轷ôҵɣЩҶһһ轷ϻȥ


419 ɵ

ȼһŹЦͬ˹
УУԲУ
Ҷ࣬Ĳ㡣
ЦôĲң
ΪһԼûԱˡ
͵Ц̧̧ҩƿ׼ȡ
...ɫ䣬ƴȴһץסͷ
̶סȵҶҪ۾Ͳˣһ۾㿴轷أϹˡ
һ˲
Ź⣬˶ҩ£Ƥⷭɵ˿ϡ
ҩۺܿȥֺܿ죬ɿȺ̷ſȡ
ƿһӺȷһĲҽС
ʱй֮޲
....
....
һһĲҽУȴȾ͸оԼ·𷢳˴δδεǿˮˣǶ͹ˡ
Ҵˣ㣬㣬ۣȾ...
ӣȾͰ
ſʼأҪ
ȵӣ۵Į
ϱӣȿһ·˳˳ˮġ
轳ҵ͹ûþûˣ轼轷ҲˮǴߡ
Ⱥ轷ӻ轼ҵĶѹһ
ͺ轳ҵĳʱ㣬轷¸ǵĺǰ֮ǰû룬Ϊֻ⣬ڿҲƵġ
ܾ轳ҵ͹ͷʲôܱ¶ɱ֡
ϱûȣ轳ҵ͹;ôˡ
ôֵأ
ŲҽеȿƬ̣ϱӵ²뿪
һֱ˼轷໳ӻôɡ
·ӦǴѪҪѪѪͲԻ
뵽˾轳ҵ͹͡
裬轷ʲôѪͣ
BѪ͡轳ҵֻش𣬡ôˣ
ǰأ
ʵĽ轳ҵABѪͣAѪͣAѪABѪĺӣABABѪҲ˵B͡
轷Ѫͣûɵ㣬Ҳÿ죬ÿ궼бȴûɹ轷ࡣ
˾֪ܲѪ͵⡣
Ϊʲôأ
⣬ûصϱӣҲʲֻȷ¡
ſ⣬ϱ轷͸ǵð˳
ûþǸˣΪʵʧʱҪˡ
ϱӵʱ轷Ǳ͵ģ˵ϴѧȥĸǣ˾మˡ


420 Ƽ

ⱲӸˣе㲻һˡ
...Ӧòİɣ
Ȼ轷Ѿ轼ҴСˣҲǿġ
ԵעģôӦÿԼɣ
롣
һֱĥΪⱲΪ˾ˡ
𸵻̾һ˺ܾò˯ȥ
ڶ죬׼ȥǺȥѧУ
ٺüˣô˵߿ǵȥѧ
Ȼ轼ҵŮе⣬ɼƻǲ䡣
轳ҵǺ޲ܵһʱͶʽĴڣϻĻգ廹ûãûþҪ߿ǻûʵڲǺûᣬ;һȡ
ȵ߿ˣȵҲˣȵһг䶨ˣںúò߻һ¡
轳ҵ֪ĳɼ֪ϺѧУȫû⣬ȰѾ£ƻʱӵѧ֪ͨһ𹫿
飬ҲôҿȻС˻Ƿǳ㡣
Ҳϣ˵䣬Ҫɫ۾
ûԡ
Ǻ͹ץʱ͹ദ飬Ҳһųԡ
˵£Ҳˣȥˡ
ȥɣȥ轳ҵ͹͵ȥƼ;ȸȥ
Ϊ轳ҵ͹͵Ҫ󣬹ûг
˳ôӦƼû뵽žͿƼ
Ƽ轼Ҵţ۾һĳԥסˡ
üƼȥǣû뵽Ƽ͵
֪棬򿪴˵仰ֱȥ£
£
ɫһ
Ƽ¶ʤȯյЦ
֮ǰ޹ԹǾ˹˿̾͸ˣҸǾ˹
Ϊȵ̫̫ˡ
֮ǰ˵轼ҵŮƼŪϰ£ʵڲʹ죬ȥ뵽˰취
ŸǺúõģץסѧһǰʸ
ѧװ轷͹ͬѧһǰһȥڲڡ
轷ֱ࣬˵轷಻ڣסԺ󶼲Ҫˡ
ǹʹģҪȷһ֣ôȥ
ѧƼĻھܻˡ
ƼˬһˣѾȷˡ
ûҲû


421 

轷治轼ҵŮǣ
ǹġ
ʲôá
ƼԼҵ˴𰸡
ƭң֪轼ҵŮ...Ҳ̫Ƥˣ֪֮ǰԲ㣬һжˡ
춨ԵڸüԼˡ
˱ۣڴ˴
Ҳʵ㣬Һ͸Զܡ
ܣүү轼үӣǾ㣬轼ѾǷһԼ𣿡
֮ǰлԼڱü
ƼǿӲ˵꣬Ҫϳɫһ䡣
𣿻ô㣬Ĳ
ͣ²Ҫˡ
ôܲᣬ㲻Ӧھȥ̸Ҫǲͬ⣬Ǳңȥһ쵼ȥѧУʦ
ô˵㣬ôģҪͬ⣬ȥҼߣֽ̨ʲôҶҪȥңȥμӵĽĿߴ£ôҸ
Ƽв𣿡
ǣֻ˵ʵҶΪ룬ôϲ㣬Ҳϣ԰ɣ
ЦƼҵú˵£ЩԶò轼еĲܻԼ̲ûϵ
Ҫ轼ҵĸǾԲġ
Ƽɫһ䣬ȴǿⶼΪ˻ԼֻΪֹ
ֻҪ˸ϱҲТҶǲãС͸֡
˵˵ȥ֮ǰ˹
ƼЦ֮ǰҶԲ㣬ҶˣҺǸòã
Ժ󶼻ᵱ׹ŮһõĺòãǻڻҪ֪ʧ
ҽ˵ǻûΣգ־ǿҲûɣϲ֪ģҪ֪ˣ϶ŬŬԲԣ
ûƼЦҡϳҪߣƼɫһ䣬Ȼҧȥ
Բ𣬶Բ֮ǰҴˣںǸȾȻǰɣ
ûȥֻȥʹӦҰɣ֮ǰҴˣҺǸ
Ҷ£һ
Ƽ˵޾Ϳޣ涣Źڡ
֮ǰ顭
˵˵ţɫƼʼԴͣҴˣһãԴ...ΪǸ𡣡


422 ʰƼ

Ƽӣ°ͿҲͣ
ƼΪԵʵûͦŹӦ
ü򵥣ܾù»⣬Ͼűϻȥ϶úñֺ轳ҵǣҲôҳϣЩǷǡ
ϧˡ
Щ
ƼƬ̣̲ͣס̧ͷͿ˹Ͼӡ
ֹһ
...ƼˣҲ˲ȥвҪſϵྐྵӿֵ龰
ΪǸŻᱻҿ䱻ҳ...
Ƽȵʵۣðͣ¡
ǻƻŮһ˸ʲô
̯֣Ƽŵҡҡͷ
ǣڶ轼ҴСˣôû䣿
ֲǰˣͲ±Ц
͵س
Ҳ֪轼ҴСˣΪʲô㻹ûأϰ취ǲǾǰ·ĴС㣬Բ⣿
Ƽ轷ôģôģ˵ײСˡ
ǻûѵķϣ붯ģƼȴһֱôߡ
ƼŹһ˲䷴ӦȴһֲԤС
ȥϵһ¸쵼Ӧһ
ϵҽԺǱߣõˣûãֹֹͣͣ
Уһ·ֽǱߵ⿴Ǳߵĵ̶ջɡ
ΪҪ߿ˣƵܶĿڰҴһ¿ܲμӵģڵʹҷһ£ߴ񱻱żˡ
ԱߵıһһԸÿһ䶼Ƽɫ䡣
ǣʲô˼ֹͣǻģֹͣ...
ⱲӵǸǣôðա
ڣΪӸҵõһǮиÿ¼ĻѣҪԴǷֽǱߡ
ֵֽ̣轼ҵģô궼ƼգΪǸѡ
ЩɲǿЦģƼô꣬ЩԼˣЩ̸ġ
ҪǵջȥûǮˣûȻʲô
仰˵ȫסƼߴ硣
Щ̲ջȥǼҾͿЩ...ƼòС
һԸҼˣǮһ˼ҵмģĥ¡


423 Ĺ

ҪЩС죬鷳
Ƽ֮ǰɧŵľ˱龰һ»ȱûͷˡ
һΣϷĹˡ
Ҳһδ˷Уѹ
ԣѾ轼ҴС㣬㶯ָǼҵġ
ҴˣҲ˵ЩҪôǼңǻ...
˵͵һ٣ԺҲˣ˵Щ...
Ƽ֣󿴹
Ǹ̫ˣҾյϢɡ
˵꿴ǰ˾߰ɡ
...Ƽź˺üҲûóͣ¡
ͷ轼ҵĴţõĳȥļƻҲΪˣһſڵıгȥ׷
ŵ֪Ϣʲô
ƼżгùҲû׷ϡ
Ȼ·Ҳ׷ˣ׷ŹȥѧУȴȥһҽԺ
ǻ֢໤ңҽ˵ָòͿתȥͨีǾͻˡ
ҽûΪ˸Ƽѵȡеĵøǵͨ
븺ĻʿæݸϷƼ󣬴ãȻǾͻᱻϳȥ
źã濴һ£ƼҪ˲ȥѧУ
·轳ҵͰĴϵһ¼˵һ·ֽǱߵ¡
轳ҵģû˵ͬջطֵֽĹȨԺƼյˡ
Ƽû׷Ϲ¹˵æȥֽֿͽӵԺûȨȡֽϢ
ô......
ƼҪˣЩܹӰҪûʲôûˣӹýͰͣԺô죡
Ƽˣȴܿ챻˳ȥ
ܻҽԺͱ˷ãֻ춼ˡ
Ƽżʶ轼һ仰
ǰҲʶֻЩܾûʶˡ
Ϊ轼˵һ仰ŷ轼׼ң뿿ǹԼҲΪˡ
û뵽...һжˡ
ô...Ƽ̱֢໤⣬ôޡ
ĳ֣ʶ轷һֻֻܱܺš
Ƽʹ򣬹Ǳġ
ϱӷֵֽƼһֱţһֱû轼ջȥһʼҲ֪Ƽŷֽ£֪ƼһֱǮ


424 Ź

Ƽ˵ûǮû߸ǵĸƴȥ
֪£֪Ƽôܻ
ⱲӼȻ֪ԼݣƼǵǰ£Ȼø׳н
Ȼܶ˶˵ʲôǮܵģûǮҲܵġ
ƼлǮûǮˣҽƷѣôQ
ɲҪΣƼǱ߽ǮҪգԺһ𻹸ǡ
ͿƼΪ˶ӣʲô̶ȡ
ʰƼһˡ
һ飬ͳٵˡ
һڿˣæȥͰ٣ΰ˵û£ǲ轼С㡣
㶣ʦô֪ˣ
´ô
ȫУ֪ˣһഫġЦӣҲ֪ˡ
û뵽һྐྵȻᴫ...Ҳνˣʵ
˱Һ࿴졣
ҲӰʲô
ÿӰΰ칫ҳֱУ
Унȥп˰죬˵ԺˣͦΪˡ
УҳһڿҲˡ
ȻǸ꼶꼶һĶŹȵİ࣬İ̴ˡ
ˣ
˵ǲ?
ͷһǺ
ҲǧСͬѧˣԴһʱˣԺȥô?
ǳ԰ǰɣ±ף
԰ףϧ轷ûȻȥЦ
һĸ˲ѣӦˡ
лᣬ߸߿ǾȥҼտһ£ڰ...ܹ˻ϣ
ˬӦˡ
Ȼİ˺ܼڿӣҲ£ʾˡ
һİ೤ڹѧȥ󣬸ں档
ӱͷС鿴Ǿ裬
೤һŹԿǸ
ʲôǾǸ֮ǰǶԲ...
ѧδ˵һ䣬۸㶼Ϊ轷ָʹģԺǻ㱨ģϴͱʰһ١
꣬ˡ
ӱͷС۽磬ʲô˼Ǻ轷ҪôҪ۸轷࣬ר˵
ǹû⣬Щ˶ʲôˣˡ
ҪҪʰ轷࣬ȥʰ
Զ־˰æͦõġ
轷ˣҪһһ㡣


425 ټ

ѧҪϳߣȴһӿС۾
һ¡˾˵һȥС۾
С۾ܿվסˡ
ûˣȫˣԲøˡлλˣӸ硣
С۾˺ھͱкˡ
лС۾ڰ֣ʲô...ʿҸŵġ
...
֣۵һ˿ӣ
ںڽҡ
ͷȥ
ۻ轼ңҲֻǺ˸Ϣ˵һ£֮ǰ̫ӣҲû˵
˽ң˾ȵͽݡ
ڣֻǳԤϵģȻڳԷ
˸֮ǰ˺鸯ƺһȴǺˡ
Ҷˣʲô
ȥһˮȰɡ
ˮƽ΢еʲô...
ô͵͵Է
˷ּ˸ѡ
ڿ϶רŸˣӦŶԡ
Ҿ...һ¡
û˵Էȥʱͻһ
һˣ
ʡ
ôᣬ㲻֪Ҷ...һ󼱣ѿڶ˵һ뼱æ죬Ĳ˺ۡ
Ҳ꣬ԼҲʢһ£ʣµİ弦й
Ҳˣһ档
һڷֳ˵㼦͵üæڷ£...һΣ˵˼弦ɢεʱһˣһˡ
ŹЦ˱ˮҾ˵ҸղųԵĶûζ
п治ӵϣЩѶˡ
Ҳ֪Ժͱˣʱۻ˽ԡ
ˮܿһ£۵ļңʱҾʹסֻƽʱס轼Ҫһ㣬չ
˵˶٣轼ҵŮ˵˰ɣ
ͷ˵ˡ
û뵽Ȼ轼ҵŮ
ǲͦģҲ⡣
ЦЦڲƽЩ
ʲô£˵ʲôʱҵġ̵
ϵȴ¸ţһδη¡
֪һġ
ͷ
˶ûḵǣ֪ǻû


426 ϱҪ

һ죬һ߾˺鸯ˡ
ҵջǷǳģ˺鸯ܺóԣȻҸ˵ϲʹŻȥˣһҪۻסأ㵽ʱ԰ɡ
ͷţ֪
Ժˡ
˵Ļһ
ô˵ϵӴǻᡣ
ֻҪͺãֻҪȬͺá
ϣտûκ⡣
ͲΪΣ򸵻Ǳߣʲô
Թϴ룬˵͹ȥнӹĳ˵ȥ
ĳֻθں档
˾ǰñֱ棬ȴûٸо
Ŀÿڶпܾʲôʱ¼
ܰɡ˵ܾͼæʱٸҸɡ
ãҵĹ۲죬ܾʱ...
һ·ȥûͣ˾ͱһʼľ
˲𰡣
ǲǡ
Ҳɻúúõģ
ͷʱЩ죺һĴԣΪʲôôǿӿ
ʱϣ˵ٺܿ죬˼άԾҲܴҪ֮ǰͱ̹¸ϡ
轼Ҵţֹͣ˽⣬Ҳøˡ
ˣ㵽ˣˡ
³
ȻҲȥɣſˣÿԽȥ轳ҵ͹ҲʶȥٸҲ
һæ֣ˣˣû˵Ҫݷã´Σ´
ͷ컹ûϴ·Ҳû⻻ЬҲ棬´ȥȥ̫ʧˣҪ轳ҵ͹Ͳϲô죿
һ˲ĶǺܿ췴Ӧľܾˡ
ϱҪţɼ֮ǰҲ׼һ.....
͵ͣסŲǳϱ
̬ȺܼҲǿ
ðɣǾ´Σллһ
ûû¡֣´
ȥɡſڵıһֱͷȥɡ
سҡ³ǰ㡣
áͷʱҡ
š
ſں𣬲³ͱܼѣС㣬пˡ
˭档
˲Ǳˣĸ񺣡


427 ־

轼¡
轼Һһֱ½к֮ǰΪ轳ҵ£ĿЩӰ죬Ҫ
Ҫ˵Ҳǿ
轼ҵҲԼ˵ˣŮˡ
£轼û˵ֲǺ£һҲöҲֻ˸Ӱӣ׺˭Ҳ֪顣
ҪҲûţ¾Ů֮˵ö࣬ȻϹû˸Ҳˡ
һ仰£ҪҲ϶˺˵ȴûʡ
Ϊλ˼̫ܲࡣ
ģ轳ҵܸж
轳ҵ͹ͽӴ񺣣˼󣬾ȥ鷿̸¡
һ̸Сʱ
֮ǰȻˡ
˵Ҫֲۣգսֲһ
ô˵עأ轳ҵ͹ҲģҲ˾ȥ׶԰
׶԰ˣǲȥɣֶ̫ģҲֻ˵ȥ
۱ȹȻȥ·ϴʹ鷿ײ˸š
񺣣......ô⣿
һԤС
һ룬ܼҺ͹ҲˣСˡ
ƫͷͿ......
...轼Ůľǹ
轳ҵû񺣵ı飬۾һ
ˣϿ۲ۣ𣿻΢е...ˣ
轳ҵ꺮ů͵пˣæҪ񺣸ܡ
Ǻ޲˶֪ŮҿŮ
þòû뵽ûڼ
...ָŹ˵кþò
轳ҵ͹֣ʶ
ͷţΣҪʶĶӡ
轳ҵ͹۾һʶ
ͷԡ
ɫһЩÿԼ֮ǰҹ˵Щ
ۿ񺣵ɫ䣬֮ǰ塣
ͺܾϲ⣬Ҿ֪⺢ġ
ǰǺģÿξ˶ܵõлġ
۳˳񺣣ָ
轳ҵ͹Ͷһ㣬񺣵ӣ轳ҵ̽ǲмʲô᣿
ɫһһ󣬡֮ǰ˵ЩĻ
񺣿۵ưͳԻп˵
˵Ǽ仰ۼӱˣƫƫûĻ
Ҳû뵽轼ҵŮ


428 ӵ

񺣵ô飬ֻ轳ҵҲʶʮˣ֪˼һıŮ˵϶ۡ
һʱ֮䣬βѡ
۾ý޼ˡ
˵ף裡
۵ͷʱҲֻ˵ʵҲ㲻
ЦЦû˵ʲô۾Σܿˡ
轳ҵ͹ͲŽʹô£¹۸
Ҳûߣ˵䡣
ҲǸ״㲻ʲôֻʵ˵ѡ
⽫Լ˵ңҲὫõǡ
轳ҵ͹ۡ
Ҫ£Ȼ㣬бģǲϡ
͸Ե̵ǰˣҲϡˡ
ԣϡ˭Ҳܸί
轳ҵӦҲ͡
ҡͷҺϵͦõģһֱҲţղŻһſˣֻû
ɫһ㣬ǻС
轳ҵ͵ſ̾Ƕ˼ɣ
轳ҵб߹ӣ
ͲԸޣҪ˵˵Ļ轳ҵ٣üͷ⣬ԺһҪ
ͻҪ˵ʲôæתƻ⣬̸
̸۵Խ࣬Խעô죬ʱ򷴶ԣȻô졣
תע
û轳ҵС˼˵仰ͳԷˡ
극ܼҴһϢ轷౻ץסˡ
...˵úõ飬ǲ
轳ҵͷá
轷౻ץסʵʱȫϣ˵ȣԲ
ǱߵĻػȥȡ
Ӧͬһˡ
۶ˣҲֻǵŰ
ͽ۴󣬡...ŹҰɣҴˣĴˣ㽫ҽ...
Ƶò
˷ץסˣ˵ײ˹...
ɫ䣬ǣǷࡣ
Ϳȵӣ轷Ҳ˵ײġ
ɫ䣬ЦЦ˵Ե֤ˣٱ˵ŪǵɲŻȥչ
Ƥ鶯£һһ٣˵?
ԣ˵ȻЩ£˶֤Ϳҵı飬˵öײ𣿡
ҪһʵҪķˡ


429 ҧ

轷ûһ죬ͺԥȣ˵Ҫ֤֤Լ׵£ùͺ轳ҵ˲ĺ
ôһУ轷ࡣ
ôҲԼ裬轷໹Ǻԥˡ
Ͳ轷ף̽ȡ
ȹȻ˴̼
ôܴ̼ܲĶڵѪ
һѿڶ˵轷ײģһ뻹ͣסˡ
...ײġ
ÿ˵Ѫ;
˿̣ᶼˡ
ľҪǳȥƣҺֹû취ðҩ˯ţ
鱬Ҿͽˣȥɱһβɣеڶȥ
......
ˡ
ѾӲˣ˰ɡ
ܱĸŮӲѵĺá
üȣû뵽󻹻ϡ
ܿ쵽轼ңѯ轷˵
轷౻£ҵ֤ʣ֤ˡ
͵ߺϸһ飬ȷ轷Ǳˡ
Ǳ߼ҪҵȺ轷ţñĳҲ˲٣ҲûˣȾڵڶ챻ҵˡ
˺۵ȱ͵˹ǡ
Ϊʲô˲²⣬֪֪ģǻá
Ⱥ轷ټ棬轷౾ͲǱһ
ȵӣ轷۵׵ľֻʣ
轷຦£ԼҲȵӡ
ĵʧŭ𣬿ǿؤһǰδǱ˲ٵ轷࣬˲һ͡
Ⱥ轷ĶŵҪʱ䡣
ǲģȵľεˡ
轷...ȥǵҲǵ
һİ೤ǿĥպյء
죬ȥҽԺ˸ǣ뿴ûˡ
ҲĿ֤ˣˣ˵Ϳˡ
ϧǻûѡ
תһ컹ûҽϸˣҲû취ֻܾ
Ƽᡣ
һͻϽͣһֱѣ
ô...ÿȻô...
̶죬Ƽһء
ղˣҽԺ߽ǮƼҲˣֻȽǮˣޱȣ֪Ͳˡ
Ǯͬһۣܸ
һӰ
ƼŸǵֱޣſţˡ
ǣ...
ҽԺµľ


430 

Ƿ͵˼ҡ
Ƽȶˡ
ҽ˼ſڣɫҴҵĻʿһθо¡
һ뵽ǿĻ
ˣʲôûˡ
Ƽ̱ڵأŸǻȥҵ绰ϵ轼Ǳߡ
Ƽ׼...𣿹𣿡
ڿô...ˣˣȾȻǣȾ...
Ƽ޵ܼҲһ
ÿ춼ȥǣֻǶܿƼ
˵绰ܼҼæϵҽԺǹȻΣնȥˣæϵ
ûѧͽӵ˹ܼҷϢֱ͵ˣ͵վ
ʦе¼£Ҫȥ
ʦ˵꣬æ˳ȥ
ûѧʱ䣬˾ҲûгҽԺɱȥ
˼ſڣͿỨƼ
ô죬...ȾȻǣ֮ǰˣԺҲ˵ˣҽȾȻǰ...
ƼڹǰֻһΣҲûϷĳɷ֡
ǻûµġǽ
һûµģ
ƼҪҵĵưˣܿҽͳˡ
ô
Ҽһô
ҾȹˣֻﻹѪûλ⣬ֻҩԺ...ᷢ
ҽĻƼһ
˼ǻ?
һҲҪע⣬Բ̫...
ҽû꣬Ƽشˡ
һƼҽûа취𣿡
ʱֻҩ߹ʱ䣬ܻл⡣
ЩӰ?
˵þ忴ҽŹ֤ʱע
ʲôʱ?
ʱпܡ
ǱƻزƼſڿޣҲ˲ڲǰŸǵ.........
ȥҲҪˡ
Ѿôˣû
ƽϢһ׼ȥϵܼǵʱ򣬾ͼǵֶ˶
Ҫ
Ÿǣǣ...
ڹĺУ۾
ϲ̫ˣˣ...
æ󺰣ˣҽҽ
꿴򸵻ǣôûﲻ
ǿŹüͷ΢壬...˭?
һ£...㲻ǵˣǹ...
...˭
Ÿ͵غһ


431 ʧ

Ƽĺæҽ
ҽܿˡ
ƼһĨᣬҽϸ鸵ǵ
ָò...
ֻйһˣ˵˴ߣųס塣
ǿһȺ˽£æȥҹӰӣ۾һ
Ÿǵҡͷҡͷ.........ô...
иڸԼǿʧˣһڸ߹ģǵģ
һǵģ
ϱӸǳˣʧˡ
ôʧģΪʲôʧ䣬֪
֪ϢǸˣȸڳ֣轷ϹҲ֪ûֻʧˡ
Ϊ˾£ܶܶ࣬ȴûǻΪʧ䡣
ôأȫܵ£ȫ񻰵£û
ţܿ˸ǵĿ⡣
۵һ˿ʧһͱҽע
ߣߣң𣿡
ǵͷ
˵𣿡
ܡ
ܺã壬Ҳɣҽʵ
ҪǴʵ̫ˣͻôӰ죬Ǳȫȷϡ
һش
ãܺãǻ㶯һֿȶ֡
һʱû
һ֣һߣЩѣŬһºðɣ
ҽĹ£ڶ˶֡
ã֣һ֡
ǵҲˡ
ҽһٽţ㶯һ¿
ǼѵĶ˶ֺͷ
ãããܺá
ҽ̽ŰұߵĽţܸо𣿡
ܡ
ܾͺãȹˣڶ˻ۣ㲻ǿ֪ͺˡ
ҽ˵һĿǰǿѪӾ˫˫Ŷû̫Ӱ죬ˡ
Ƽݺһ
̫ˣ̫ˣллҽлл㡣
Ƽҽָлָлſ򸵻ǡ
ǣҪˣô......
Ƽסǵֿޡ
ǿƼ۵İҽҪȥˣٿƼʵ
...˭
ƼûʲôҪʲôҪˮ𣿡
ĨҪȥˮ
ü˭
Ƽתͷ.........
ıأƼſڵҽС
ҽҽﻳǿʶңҿѽ...
˲ҡ
Ŵ֣¡
...ʧˡ


432 һҾ;Ҽ

һǺð죬רҲˡ
ǻǴѪһ⡣
ǵͷײ󣬲ѪΪλʵ⣬Ҳֻȡ
ʧҲԭ
ҽ꣬ƼͿޡ
ô찡ô...ô...
û⣬Ҳ֪ô죬еֻǾ
ˣʲôʧ䣬ʶ
ҽԻȥ𣿡
ҽҲ֪ǵְҵһЦع۲۲졣
䶼ûˣʲôʲô˭֪
ǻƵģտģ˵һ˵ָܻˡ
Ƽ޵һѱһģڲϣۿƼ۵ûʲô¶ȡ
ȻƼ˵ˣƼİһ
˿̿ޣҲʲôû˵
ˣʧȥˡ
ô
ǹ۲һԲʱʱһԱߵĹ
֪Ǻ󣬾û˵ſҽ˵һЩȴûڣ˶ܺĴڡ
Ƽ˰죬޵ɤӶˣ̲סȥǣӣһ
ôôء
ôأ
Ƽּ̲סվǣѽ㲻Ҫҡ
̫ˡ
ǿƼһԲ۵׵Ľ䱸ȴԽԡ
ƼͷۣҽΣȿʧɡ
Щʧ䣬ȫ飬Ӥһѧģһɶ
Щֻһ֡
Ȼȫ˵Ǻܶಡġ
ҽøȻʧˣɻǻ˵ԿʧЩʲô
ȸǿ飬Щʶܲ
ǿˡ
֪ʶڡ
ֿʶҲС
Լľˡ
ţ۾ǲʱȥ񣬺ͿƼǵ񲻴һ
˵ʶҲ񣬾ͺֵĸо
ҽָָʶΪ˾˵ġ
ǵ
ҽһϲ㻹ǵй
Ƽһҭǲס裬ͼǵù̫ûˡ
ҽڴĿУҡͷղź˵ˣй
ҽ...˼Ҳǵòʶ
üҼ
ҽ֣ʲôʱ򣿡
֪Ҿ...ҼһҾ;Ҽ벻˭


433 Ҫ

ֱһοã˵ǣҼ
ҽŸشûס˼ֱ
˼ǵһ;
һ٩˼û뵽ǿ϶ͷ
ԡ
ҽ...ͦõġ
ͷȻ˵˵˵
ǰһңԲŻ롣
ᡣ
ҽĪܿˡ
Ÿǣ۵ӿ
û뵽ǻʧˣΪ˾ʧ䡣
һж̫Ϸ绯ˡ
ƼŹôѽôѽ...
ˣ㲻Ҫòã
ѿƼָ֣ġ
Ҿˡ
ʵڴȥˡ
Ƽȴû
Ҫߣȴˡ
㲻Ҫߡ
Ҫߡ
ͷǣôˣ
Ҫߡ
ִֵĿŹֻ֣Ҫߡ
Ҳ֪Լôˣǲùߡ
Ҫߣͻŵ
ӣǳ˳Ҳҽ˵ˣΪ˾Ҳģģһ㾡ָУҲصר
ƽ
û˵ʲôΪˣתҪ뿪
û뵽ֲˡ
Ҫߡ
.......
ԼСأҪ߲Ҫߡ
ͷһۣתߡ
ƼǸһʱ֮Ҳ֪Ҫô졣
ҪߣûƼԽԽԶˡ
Ҳˣе˼
Ų˶٣ûܼߡ
ɫһ䣬ӵЩ豸˵ͳŹ׷ȥ
廹ûȫЩ죬ûȻˣ׷
һͷȥ
ʲô㲻Ҫ...
Ƽһҿۼֿסˡ
ǲƼҲͿŹҪߡ
ţƿƼȥ׷ֱˤڵأ۾ǿŹ
Ҫߡ
һεεεľͷŸǣ㵡
ǿŹιȥ֮ǰֻвҪߡ
ҽܿ쵽һ²ѡ
˻ûȬôҶ
Ƽ޶޲ˣˣ
˵̲סȥ
ҽƼĻЩΡ
Ǹ...⣬ܲ㲻ҪߣҪ̼ˡ
......
ˡ


434 ᲻װ

ŸǣһŽ֪ôˡ
ôϱһ㶼һ
ϱӿΣİһӣⱲȴ...Ҫߡ
ˣܲҪֹ
ѵΪԵʣ˵һۿ
ƣҽԴǴĿ⣬Ҳֻ¡
ϱӵ£룬ҪҪøǼ轷ˡ
Ͼʧ轷˷ʧӦ轷Ŷԡ
轷໹ڹ
ȻȸƬ
ǺϢ轷Ƭˣ˵Ͳ᲻ˡ
ڼƷѣûָһлḺҲܵĻʧʱɵʧ
֮Ҳᱨľ֮ġ
ˣߡ
Ƽ̽ţ㲻Ҫߣ˻ô죿
Ƽˡ
...Ҳߣֻǳȥ¡
Ƽţಽģüһͻ
ܸܲġ
ƼüȻܲģҲ׷ˡ
˹ˣݣҲܸǡ
ܼ͸ϵҽԺˣֻûţڵҲ֪ġ
ųȥӭ
С㣬Ҫô죿
Сƺܲϰߣֳƺ轷ĸоùܼҽˣǹܼȴϰߣǱŤ
Ҳû취ˡ
轼˶ϰˣҲû취
ֻʱˡµϦһͷ󣬡̸һ̸ɡ
ܼεͷãǽ͵ҽԺ
Ҳһݲŷɣûԣ׼ӪһϡȻ...һ轷Ƭ
ܼһ㶣轷ƬΪʲôҪƬ
ķԸ⣬Ƭʲô˼
á
ã֪ˣС㻹ʲôԸͷǱ˵Ҫء
ҡͷûˣʱҪˣҲʲôǶʶǡ
Ҵ绰˵
ãáܼҼæӦˡ
绰ؼң轳ҵ͹ͽһ£ʾᾡȥġ
轳ҵ͹ͽ˵绰
ʧ˻ߣǲǴӴҪ˰ɣ
ͺܵġ
轳ҵøԶһɣ᲻װģ
װ˲ȡͬ顣



435 

轳ҵɸװģһûɹ
绰ؼҺ󣬰Ƭ̣¸˿ֻ֣Ȼȥ
ǻûѣƼһ
轼ҵЧʻǺܸߵģܿ죬ķ˾ˡ
ڸǵĲŷҲһˣװһº
ͷỊ̇ĸú÷ˡ
ȫЩˮСһɫζȫ
Ҳ˵ʾվͳȥˡ
ƼĿɿڴЩȡ
ӹ棬ʿˮ
סԺ󣬲ҽԺǴҹƼܾûһٺõˣ֮ǰֱֿŵģҲͶˡ
ȻǴ˼ң...
һۣôֻһ˫?ҵأ
̧ͷ俴һۣģΪʲôҪҵķңԵĹʲô£
񾭲ָƼ׼
ƼһһףôˣҲԲ꣬ڻҲһôˣ
һۣ㲻¶Ļ
ҪƼԵģԣһٽľ綾

Ƽһһף...
ɲôҲ˵ʲôҲ¹¶ֻܷ߷߲ƽ
ͷϷŵڸǵķУּ
ɲôƼڹԵú㣬Щζʱ򣬵̲סȥˡ
ȥҽԺʳ˳Եġ
ȥʣµĶ˵ģɰƼƻˡ
뵥СﶼˣҲֻη䷹Ҫˡ
ôúôԴôһǮˣƼû˼
ִŹ˵ģҪ轼׼ңûǮԴ֪ʡǮΪ
òµǵǮֽ˸ǵҽƷѣϵǮٵÿ
ƼԵøǷһᡣ
θʵҲãǶʧˣܺŹ֡
ܺòãóԻҪԵġ
ǿ˵㣬ֳ˼Ƭˮûˡ
Ȼڵȴ
ǳģ˲ʮӣǾˡ
۾ˣ̽轷Ƭȥ
Ǹۿľ轷Ƭ
üһۣһѰǿƬһ
Ȼһץס֣Ҫߡ
һץ轷վɵڵˡ
ϵƬٿǣſ
ô轷ƬҲá


436 ҲƼİ

ץ˲ţ˵㲻ߣҾͷš
......
⸵ʧˣˣҲˡ
ǰȫһˡ
оǿŸϵͷͷ˻߳Ѫֻ͡
ãҲߣȷ֡
Ӧ˵ģ׼ߡ
ǲգۿŹһ̽ķſ˹
ΪʲôߣҲģңҿ϶ܵģҽƷЩϵġ
ҡͷҾǲߣû롣
֪ô˵ˣðɣҪʲô
룬š
ʲô˼
ʲô𰸣ţʲô
Ҫ㣬㣬ҲŰģҲŲż
Ҫߣ֪ΪʲôȴĺܣиڸԼҪߡ
̾һǵһۿңԲŻģҲ裬Ƽ
ü۵һ˿񣬡Ҳϲ
ϲ˭Ƽ
šǿ϶ش𣬡Ҳ뿴ֻ뿴㡣
......
轷Ƭ
أϲ𣿡
ɨһۣ˭
...û˵δţ㺢裬סϲ?
ϲǺԥȻŹֻϲ㡣
......
ɸǲʧˣоӱˣȻôôӵأ
ϲ𣿡ǻǳ˹
...ϲ
ôϲң׷ʡ
ôϲ
۵¶ʧ㲻ϲңҲҪߡ
ʱߣ˰ɣȳԵɡ
࣬Ƽˣ˺ܸˣˣ...Ҫˡ
ǿƼޣۣó󡣡
Ƽһ̧ͷ۵״ü١
תͷ𣿡
Ƽ...
...ǡ
üҲİ?ҴӸղһֱ۲죬һֱʣҾҲһ裬ûа취
.....
ƼţȻ۵һˡ
ôңôܻҲ裬һ̥ʮ㣬һʺһТӣô˵
Ƽ޵ļˡ
ÿһЩ۵״ȴѾࡣ
ź㣬ҪĿˮ
ƼĿȻֹ


437 ĹѪͷ

濴࣬Լ̧֣ͷʹι𣿡
ûûá
ϷУڵⲻ
Ƽ޳ųԵģҶƼôĮ裿
Ƽ͸ǵĸ鲻һֱõ
ô£ôȻʧ˲ϲƼˣ
벻ͨ
ƼҪˡ
Ÿǣ𾪣㾹Ȼ...Ȼ...㲻Ҷӣ϶»ҰռҶӵ壬Ҷӣ
Ƽȥץסǡ
æҪˡ
Ҫ֣ǻ԰
Ƽ˿͸ˣһץס־ίôô...һҶӶԲԣǹ»Ұռ塣
е㻳ˡ
Ƽ󳳴֣ҽֻܸ
Ҳˡ
ҽԺҪ˼롣
ҽ֧ƼĿǿƼӣǼԼ衣
ƼҽһҧȥҴʦȥˣҪаһӡ
Ƽˣڰ
˿Ӱ죬۰Ͱ͵ֿ࣬ԡ
......
ǿԵģιͻˣ˵ûܼҽ
ܼЦڴߣι
ǱιڣŹܼľջҾóˣԼˡ
ȻǿԼӳˡ
ˣ͸Ǵ
ǣҲˣҪȥˣʱġ
ҡͷУҪ㡣
ҪѧҪ߿ˣһֱġվҲס⣬ǺԺʱ㣬Ȼ...
˲Ȼ˼
һܿҼΣΣ
...һΡ
ѧ
ҡͷУһ̫٣С
㲻ͬ⣬һζûС
ǺίɿŹӣ˵ʲô
Ҫ𣿡
š
ڸ۰Ͱ͵УҪߣſžͺƼײ˸š
Ƽ۵״Ż𣬺滹һųӵһǴʦˡ
.....
Ҵʦˣ
ʦ㿴Ҷӣڶˣʧˣ
ʦڸǵüУŸתһȦ
ȷʵ...
ǰɣǰɡƼϲʦ
Ƽ˵ͳſڵͰ˽ȥ
ͰҡͷҾòҪ...
ŵѪ
δ䣬ƼȲͰĶһá
˲Ѫ
ΪһͰѪ


438 ĸӴս

һ죬ӭӵľǹѪͷ
ݴʣĹѪ
ƼŸǣ۾ð⣬ΰɣҹ
Ǹʦ˫ֺʮŸǶдʡ
̫Ͼ...
޷Ǿħȥ
û뵽Ƽôһ
Ȼ֪˲ףԭΪˣģû뵽ԸҲˡ
һס֣
ּæȥҽҽҽ
ƼҪǰæסȥȴʦаˣڳȥڵĻǲǻǡ
˵ɷм£š
ＫˣǾӣƼôܺͿز...ǣ㻹𣿡
Ҫ˰ɣ
ҪǰȴƼסҽҲˡ
ǸʦҽһżվŸһ˦߾һ
Ȼȫһ¡
ˣˡ
ȻƼ˫ֺʮ
̫ˣʦ̫ˣлл㣬лл㣡
ҽˡ
ʲôǸʲô
ƼæͣаˣҾʦаͲ᲻ңҲ...
ҽƼĻ
ҪӣҲ裡
ⶼʲô裡
֮ǰ֪Ƽе㲻ףû뵽ôףҲֲöӲϣ
ҽŸһʱ֮䶼֪ô֡
˿ڶûãҲ¸ȾˣȻĶãֱ޿ɾҩ
ҽòᡣ
ƼȴҽڣⶼΪ˶Ӻ...
Ϊ˶ӺãҪɱ
ҽˣҲʲôΪǫ̃ʣˣǸҸϳȥ
Ƽҽôô...
˭ʲôطҽԺҸƴʦû鷳Ͷˣ
ƼĴʦֶһ¡
ҹֱ֣ҹ
һʦźӵֶš
ʿæǸ˳ȥ
...Ƽôûá
󱻸ϳסԺ¥
ĸǣڻİ£ڽϵĹѪˡ
ŸǽһѾ
ǿŹίѣԺܲܲҪˣ
...衣
һǣû衣ǼҡͷҲ뿴
......
ʱˣϢɣ¿κ㡣


439 ۾

ڸǵУˡ
߳󣬿գֻ֣ţ
ⶼʲô¡
صҶʮˡ
轳ҵ͹͵Źû˵ˡ
ܼҴǺƼ˵ˡ
轳ҵ͹ͣ.......
ô衣
⸵ʧˣ۾ӵˣóƼǺö
轳ҵп¡
ƼôôͿȻùѪȥö...Ƿ˰ɣ
ֲöء
һƼ
⸵ǵǲ̯ôһ衣
ô˵öˣƼǿ͸ˡ
ԺƼҪ...տҲǵΡ
轳ҵ͹͵һ뷨ȻһĬǾǣ
ҪŮţʵ̫ˣ
֪룬˼䣬ͻطϢˡ
һ죬۵ûţԡ
Ȼ˵ĺЦ
ʧĸǶƼ̬ȣ̫Цˡ
Īý
ô˵һֱʧȥǰ취Ҫһֱô죬Ǿָĺá
ڶ죬ȥѧУȷѧȥǡ
ǿ۾ݵһ
ˣһΪƭء
û˵Լûȥǻʿסû
ûôĲˡ
ЩƵĲˡ
Ÿǵӣ˵һģô𣿡
ǵͷͦõģۣ㡣
.....
ʸǣһĻ
ô
һѾʲô...Ǻܷḻ
⣬ܷḻƼأ
ƼҲڡ
ϳȥˡһ¸ǣɫ졣
֪Լ֪鷢ˡ
˵˵ɡ
һ۸ǣ˲ƼͽƼϳȥҽǲġ
򸵻ǣһɣҾ衣
ƼһУӼᶨ˸ǵ뷨
Ҳһ裬ȻûˣҲɵðϡ
...𣿡
ǿӼ˵ġ
ҽ˵ҪǿŹʹӦҺòãһӦҵĶԲԣ
һ...ʲô
ѽϲ᣿Ҿá
˱ۣ͵غһ˵Ȼ


440 Ӽ

......
ôƺء
ǴӸ
Զļ䣬Ϊƺ·˳
ǽڶ죬Ҫߵһ졣
Ҫߣ̻̲·ĵ
ǰҪ£һ
׵۾֪ᱻָָ㣬Ի취ȥȵңһ꣬һȥ
Ǹʱڣܵ۹붼˵Ŭһȣֵӡ
֮ǰĶͷһ
ǸǵһκҲһΡ
ûĺϢجģʧ䣬˷ֱ
ӣһ˻Լϵȴû뵽ƺ
...
ûǽ
ŸǣԺ...Ҫˣҹ
ҾǾרĲźãȻ֪Ϊʲôá
ӦҰɣҺǸƼɡ
ü˵ûҪ
һߵĻ뷨ֹ
ôˣ
Ҿûɡ¸ҽ顣
ⶼΪ˴Һá
ΪԼãҲΪЩҽá
ʵ̫ˣƼ裬֤ˣű֣ƼŲ֡
ߵĹִƼƻֱҽԺһԡ
̫ˡ
û˼࣬Ҽҽ
ȥҽҽҲҪġ
ҽԺߣҲģȥ۶ҲУ͸һ¼ɡ
ҽԿ۵
ҽô˵ˣҲû취ֻܴӦ
ҽһᾡġ
ԵԴٶõģ
֪ľģֻǾ̫ˡ
Ӧˣһ
̫ˣ֮ǰҶҾҲÿˡ
.....
...ˡ
þͺãþ㡣
ƼԱŹ񫡣
ĸమɱϷ룬Ҳͦġ
ҪҪԼҿˣˣˡ
ʲôҪߣһߣҶһ˲ſ㣬Ҫߣ
̫ˡؿڣҺܡ
ΪʲôҪģΪʲôҪܣʵġ
Ҳ֪Ҿܣǲߣ뿴㡣
رʵϵĻش


441 ?ȥ

ǺʵϣǹǲΪʲôǻ
Ҳ֪ΪʲôҾá
͸Ǻú̸һ̸֪ǲǸǵȻ轷మģﲻС
ǣǻشˡ
֪Ϊʲô
е⣬֪Ϊʲô
Ϊϱ
ն
......˭˵ģΪʲôôΪ
ǣƼ˵ģҾ˵ĻΨһľˡ
ҧƼʺ
˵ģҺûκιϵŸǣ㲻˵ôֻ
Ҿ仰ǶԵģøˣҲ죬͸оˡ
ش
ĥҲƼ˵öˣаˣ»Ұռˡ
øе̫ŷˡ
˵ʽʲôҲˣȫ񸵻ˡ
ʧĸǣҲӡ
ɿŸǣﶼе㶯ҡ
˵Һġ󣬡㲻ҪҹѪòãŬ룬ǰˡ
˵һͷšü롣
Ϸ
û뵽ǣüͷԽԽ...ͷۡ
Ǳͷʼۡ
һô...
ҧסƬ̣ȴѳһ亹۾ˡ
Ҳε
͵վҽҽ...
ȥҽܵſڵĻ̵
ǣô㻹𣿡
ǱͷݴѾ˵
ǣ֣ס
ҽ˵ΪѪǿܻḴǸ֮ǰ̫ˣþǺˣû뵽ӡ
һ...δ£͵ιȥ
εεεľ
...ҽ...
ҽûҪȥû뵽ֺȻץסˡ
۾һ͵ػͷˣоô
Ѫ۾˵Ī۵ӿ˼
....
Ҫ˵ҽ
ҽ...㲻Ҫ£ǡ
˵꣬ȴ͵֣קסһ⡣
?ȥˣ
ͫ͵һ׻
ҽܹ鸵ǵŹﺰ֡Ρ
Ѫ۾һء


442 ǰ

վһߣֶ
һ졣
ء
أ
ô֪Σô......
ǰȥҽǣʲô˼˵ʲô˼
ҽסһ¡
סҽֻỤʿ򶨼򶨼ںΣ...
Σ򶨼ȥ󣬲ƽ
Ÿ۾˯ȥ
˯ȥҲȶ
Ǻ
ҽּһ飬͹
ԺٷһҪʱϵ
㱣ҽ򻤹æͷãһʱעġ
ʮĴ㣬Щˡ
ҽҲϤˣ˲ŵͷȥ
ԣҲ˳ȥ
ߵǴǰ
Ϊʲô...Ϊʲôǻ˵Ρ
Ϊʲô
ѵʧˣǰļˣˣһ
ûд𰸡
ܼҿԣæϵ轼ҡ
轼Ǳ˷ˣһĻۡ
ۿ֪ԣ裬ôˣ
ۣҧҧۣʧˣⱲôʧˡ
۵ͷ֪
֪֪²˶ãҲ벻ʧˣϧΪʧ䡣
ղ...ղŸ˵أ
ʲôü.
ǲҲˣ
֪...ȵȿ֪ˣģǶ˵ߡ
̻صԶ
۵ģһƽ
ԣǣϾߣԺ󶼲ˡ
ȰŹ˵㣬ֺвģù˵㡣
˶ͺ˺ܶࡣ
˵һСʱǲٴѹ
˽Ÿǣǿ۾һЦȻղź۰
ǻǰӣ˵꿴ۣ˭ѽΪʲôôңϲ𣿡
۶һۣ㲻ô¡
ǣ㻹ǵûǰ𣿡
ǵͷǵãۣȻܵҹңȻҾιȥˡ
̵ģ㻹Ǻܵҵġ
ҧҧ㲻𣿡
˵ڣ۵Ƕǿɬ
Σ˭ͦġû˿档


443 ѹ־˷ŷ

治֪
֪ҡͷھ֪㣬л㣬мҽǸƼϲϤġ
ۿŸǵӣס裬ùû˵ѡ
ǲ˵ѣó
ֺΪʲô
Ҫˣ裬˵˰ɡ
Ȱ
ǿٿǸؿһۣȻʡ
⺢ӽ裬㲻ǻǸǲǰְ֣
ۣ...ͷ
ǺίҾǾúܺÿɰӣֽ裬˵ǲҶӡ
۲
Ҳ⣬ʲôְ
ɲ
ҡҡͷֿҵʲôˣʶ𣿡
룬ҾֺܺԺҪŮҲ...
۵۾ѵһ¿ȥˡ
ǱǿһҭǲϲҲ˵ˡ
ĥĥҲ֡
䣡
в֪ΪΣһʹ
ü˰ãģĶӣġ
ĥϲ
׽֣ôܴӸﺰ
ǣ...ס
ҡ
ۿûֱƲСŲ˳ȥ
һ۸Ҳ˳ȥ
ʧӣֱ̫񾭣
Ҳ֪ǲǳʲôüͷȻȥҽһ£
ϷŲ
ǿſֹ.........
Ҳ֪۽ʲô֡
ţ˾ˡ
Ǳˡ
ֻǶһ䣬һͻ
һᣬͺܾúܾá
˺üҽѯʣƶʵˡ
ǲǻǰ£ʵ̫ĪίԸԭ
;Ƹԭ򣬽ʧԸ䣬һ̫ŷɣڱ飬Ҳпܵġ
ȻʧˣǸڣпʧǰ̫ѹ֣̫Լĸˣѹֵ̫ˣʧڿƣͷų˶ѡ
Ŀɿڴ𣿡
ԣΪĽܣʧǰǺǿƵģҲһѹ֡
ҽǷرǸϵ£ǰĺ޵Ķ֮ǰصĲ


444 Ҳ

ҽȻǸ˲ʧ䣬ѹֵ̫ˣеǸҾͱˡ
Ϊ岻ãԲϰ࣬ﶼңֺüȥĸ׶Ҳãʮ̲꣬סˣԺԸ䡣
Ӻĸ޲ѡ
һˣǺŸܺãһֱŲԸĥӣֲ˵˶ΪǸ鲻á
ű˾ͱˣһ쿪ʼʲô˵ʲô񵽼㡣
ҽŹŵ̽˼ȻͲ˵Щ룬ɶǱѹ־֮Ըİ
һɲ˿֮ǰĸ׵ĹϵЩȻ...ǲǶкĸ飬㲢ܣ
һЦӦҲ...
ҽȴ֮ǰѹֵ̫ˣʧŻʧˣܸ黹ɡ
ЦЦҽлǡ
ҽ˵Űɡ
ǵı֣ӡ
Ƽ裬ƼƼô˵˵϶裬ż
Ȼ...ҹ
ÿ춼ҹȹ
轷ƬϧûκȤ
֮ǰεıֹڻǸ֮ûͷۣҲûκ쳣ı֡
û쳣ı֣ǵ˼鱨档
ֺ͸ĸӣ׵òˡ
Ƽĵ⣬źܴ
...񻰣ôĶ...
ƼһҽˣⲻТӣʧȥ벻ңûĵģ֪֪ˡ
Ҿ裬Ժٸ˵Щ
Ƽ˵꣬Ϳ˸
񵽼
ҲѡԼĳʱѡô㡣
Ǻһ㲻Ǻˣ裬Ҳ׽㣬Ժѡ
ƼһѪû³ʲôҲǺˣɱ˷Żˣ
׽
ûɱ˷Żһˣ...Ҳϲ㡣
ôǲϲ
ȥҲ뿴㡣
ƼҪǱ˳ȥΪӰ첡ϢӰˡ
֪Ƽ裬˺ܴĴί˺ܾá
֪Ҳûı̬ȡ
ĮĮ㡣


445 ؼ

ûͷۣ˺ܶ࣬ӺãһЩ˻й۵Ľûã˺ܶࡣ
´κÿ춼ȥҽԺſڵȹ
βûԼƳȥҹ
Թִﵽ˼㡣
ΪǺܷգڹעȺ轷ࡣ
Ⱥ轷һȥ󣬾ϸĵ飬轷ˡ
ײ˵轷ȫ֪顣
Ҳûҵ֤ݣֻܷ轷ࡣ
Ҫϸ飬һҪȡиڡ
轷ؼգûжޣ˷û룬ֵʵ⡣
Ҫȥģ
轷ֻȥ轼ҡ
轷ôһȦ࣬ҲܹѵˣҲ֣Ҳģֻ轳ҵ͹ͿôķϿڷԡ
ΪҪ֣߾Ҫ棬׼ҹ
û뵽轷ʲô˵ֱӹˡ
֪ﲻˡ֪趼ңĸ񹲷ߣŮӦܵͷû취ˡ
·ȥԭңǰķϣңҲģֻҪһڳԵģ֮ؾͺãס¥һطá
磬ˣҺͰ...ǣ˵һ£ԩġ
轳ҵ͹͵˺ܶ࣬񶼾˲١
轷ˣǰҲһơ
轷ųˣȳˣȻһ̶˵轷治֪飬ԩģǹͺ轳ҵҲ
ߣҪߣ͹ɡ
轳ҵüȻһҪ£ðǨȥǨ£Ҳջա
ͬԣýĻתա
轳ҵ˵轷ĴþͲˣĵǹ֡
ͽ˵ģҲ
ԣ
Լӵ֣ôǺġ
ȥæ£˵轷໹š
һˣŶҪιȥˡ
ǲˡ͵ȥһɡ
轳ҵţɲ
͵ͷġ
֪ܹĿ࣬ʲô
轷͹һ磬ܵĿ࣬ģֱʲôǣʲô۵ġ
轷ʮҸĺӣô࣬
Ҫ轷࣬ȴûţԼ
轷඼ҪֲסˣΪûأ;ͳˡ


446 Ҹ

裬...
ͷۻ轷࿴ͣµأίӿ
ùͲã֪Ͷá
......Һ㣬...
轷ȥץס͵ȣ㲻Ҫң޹ģҴˣ...
Ϳ轷࣬γûȴû
࣬㣬ֻΪģҲΪ˺˵仰
轷°ͣʮ꣬˵ģǳȫʮꡣ
ûã˵ʲôҶȥԵĿ࣬ȷﲻܵڡ
˻ġ
轷£裬Ҫ...
ڵĳ·Ƕ飬ɼóɼǱһŮӣҲиõδ
ҲҲʲôҲ㣬㿼Լı£ҲԴһƬ졣
轷຿ޣ裬һģѧһúÿģԲʧ
ʲôûУҶûǮԷ...
ҡҡͷҪԼˣҲôģԼҲˡ
նǲܸǮġ
轷ޣ裬Ҫû㲻Уû취...
ԼˣҸָ·ľԼͰˡ
ԺҲҪˣҲҪˣҲûãཫ͵ǡ
Ͷ轷֪࣬˵ġ
˵;ѿ轷ˡ
裬...轷ޣɶûá
ٲߣǾͽйˡ
˵轷ˡ
ͷˡͦϧ
轷ججȳ뿪轼ңҪѧֻиѧһ·ˣΪֺҲûصѧУ
ɻصѧУǮȻ
轷ҲͬѧǰЩʶҲ֪ûϵҲû
轷䣬Ȼ·˵ۡ
Ǹ轼Ҳ֪ʲôʱڷͣҪʮһӶԲóԴˡ
轷Ų͵ضסȻ
ˣץסȵǸ˴ݣ
ʮ
ǰɿǮȴһˡ
ԣȥǣȻŮʮҲΪɣûң
轷ͨˣ˵ҽԺȥҹ˹㡣
һ룬˹͹˴ҲһöûС
ʮͲҲٹӡ


447 

轷úҽԺҹ˹㣬Ǹҵˡ
һΣ˴ݲڣֻй˹ڡ
˴ȻãҲԼļͥһֱϣҲǾ
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450 Ҫʮ

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451 

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453 ֪

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455 

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ǹˡ


456 

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457 Ҫҵ

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ûйĶԱȣܻһ㣬ڹĶԱ£ԽԵ
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˴Ĳѡ
轷ǱףҳֻƥѣҪƥҲһǻ
ҪǣҾ˵ôһȥԭǴ⣬ޣҪ


458 

轷ֻҪʮǮֻû뵽ǮûҪ˸塣
֪ʺù˹ġ

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ûһ죬ǵǮƭޣ
轷ѿ˴ݵ֣תҪߡ
˴ݴ󼱣࣬㲻ߣֶΣˣȾ֡
轷¸졣
˴ݴ󼱣Ҳ˲ˣˢһס轷¡
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ҲһҪģͼһ£ܶƥòã
轷һңҿɲܺסģҲҴӦҪҴСǻ˵...û˻վǱߵģİɣ
ǾԲܵġ
ȻֻΪҵҲͲˣԺң
˹
˴û뵽轷˺ģ轷ְ֣࣬װְѽ㲻ܼȡ
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Ҫ
Ҫʮ˻
轷ˣԺǼˡ
˴ݵľᡣ
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轷ûطȥˣҲûǮ뵽ȥƼʱסƼҲС
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ҼһǺ轼ҴСõƻ
轷ûѪۣأʲôʱˣ
ģԺȻϴˮź㣡Ƽ˶٣ˣ˷࣬
轷ͷ뵽ܺơ
ԣܺϲ
һ룬ʱҶ۸ֻܺƴ۸
ܺһž顣
轷ͷ㣬ô˵ȻܺƲϲܺƣΪҲⲻίȫһЩȺܺƣ
ֵ߿ȸ߿ˣҪȥϴѧ˻߻ص轼ˣڰˡ
轷ｨȥܺƣӣҪԼһ»߱һ¶ѡ
轷ƵúúõģǿܺƣܺƵӺȴЩǡ
ܺƿ˵Īˣ̬˶˺ܶࡣ
ܺ...ôһЩ
ֱܺӵʲô£
ҵ֪...ڴҶ۸ң㡣


459 ɱĳ

轷ίĵͷͶ·ˣ轼ǱΪҲܻȥ˼ǱҲŻȥǾҵҺԼŪҲһȥ·ȥ...
ţ˰죬...ܺ·ȥ...
ΪܻܺƵͬ顣
˵죬ܺҲû
轷̲ס̧ͷܺƣͼܺ޶Կ
Ҽû
轷װװȥˣܺе֣ǿЦ
ûǰɣҲ...һȥ϶֣...ܸܺܲǮԼȥ...
ǰֻܺǸ࣬ȴܺϡ
Э̫ˡ
ܺƾȻ޶ԣûС
ϣ轷û˵仰
ϣ轷಻Ҫ
ôûûãǱҵˡ
ܺʧ轷ʧŭ
ܺƣֻң֮ǰɲģ
ҼûǮɵܵȥˡܺƿڣ۵һ˿ӡ
εġ
۸뾡취ѹڽŵµĹƵġ
ȻûȬĺˡ
ǻ֣Ƕˣˣѧϰһ꼶֪ʶ
ı仯ѧУı仯ܺһӿ˺ܶ࣬ųɳ
ɵӵܵʲôƵġ轷죬ܺƣ...ڶôô䵭ǰϲ𣿡
ܺƿ轷
ǰϲϲΪһϲԸһУһϲ֪ʱ
ڿֻ
ǰ轷಻轼ҵС㣬ҲϲỤġ
ǵ轷ٳ֣۸ʱ߳ȥĽţȴÿһζͣס
ûȥ۸轷࣬Ҳûȥ轷ࡣ
轷಻Ҫ
轷ˣϲ
ϲһˣôϲϲң轼ҵĸǰҺңˣҲϲ̫ʧˣ
ָš
ܺǳ˳Բʧˡ
轷һϲΪתȻܺȴתˡ
ܺƣʲô˼轷󼱣ȥܺƣôôˡ
ܺһǣҪˣ...ʧѹ
˵תܵ÷ɿ죬ܽȥŹ
轷ȴ׷˽һţһǰĵϵˣһˡ
ĳôĸЦ
ܺƺǺЦţ轷Զ


460 Ƿ࣬δ

轷·ȥۻҽԺ
±˹ǿŶţʹȥ˸ǡ
轷ϵʱѾˣȥϢʿҲϢ˽ȥ
˯ţоԾۣľ轷
ü
ϳ轷ǹ֮ǰϸƬǸˡ
ʲôоҲ֪ʲô˼
ˣǾ֡
轷࿴ǴβĲϣؼۡʧ䡣
ʧˡ
Ÿǵӣ轷һڵ
Ҿǿ...
˭Ǿ轷ֵֹģĪˬ
˿Ƽǵһһˡ
Ƭûоǿ轷౾ˣȴסð
轷಻֪ĸоһϲҲص
ǣǷѽδޡ
Ǵ󾪣ʲô
漴ӦԲܣ
ôܣδʮһǾͶˣһֱδޣ㲻ҲҰɣ
ܣԲܣҡͷĿܡ
֪ڲǵãⶼģΪүүүү
轷ͷҳ꣬Ǿͻ飬û뵽ұķŮȴ⹴㣬ǻԼˣ֮ǰ¶ˡ
轷٣Ȼ˵Ҳʵ
ʱ˵õģھδޡ
轷ᣬҪã͹ˡ
ֻöģĪ־⻰Ҳȫ
...ƭҡ
ĵ׵ĵסȥҳȥ
轷ôܳȥҲȥҪ㣡Ժͻġ
㲻ȥҲˡǷ
ڽ轷˳ȥ
ǸȴҲ˯ˡ
Ϊ轷ĻΪܿ轷Ƭ
Լ轷ʲôϸ
ڶ죬ǹĿӣأһ¹һ˼֮ࡣ
ڵˡ
Ǽѣ־ý
ֱĿƬβʱ򣬳˹ǰƬϵ˺ۡ
ϵ˰̣ƺʲôܾü
ϸ룬ץסʱͷ
ͷԽԽۣԽԽء
۵ֱӹ˵ϡ
...


461 ߵһ

һۣͻ˯˹ȥ
ֱڶҲû
ȥȴûߵ轷࣬չһҹ
ڶ쿴ǻûѣҽҪϵ轷ȴ˵ˡ
δޣտͺãˡ
ҽ轷ǵһǿ轷ӣȴϤǵĺܣһӡ
ҽ֪ǺƼֲһֱϵ轼ߣҲͰˡ
л
轷ŴӸǮúһδޣʩʩȻȥѧУ
סǸ⡣
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ٴµĸⲻ˷Ѿҳˡ
Ըǲ轼һǹģȻ˵ҽԺʳþͺãͷ
ȻͷҲûûĴʳģЩǮһЩСˡ
ζ
轷ζԡ
ԺԳ
轷֣ԳδޣȻҲڣƼҲҲֻ轷ˡ
轷ೢ˺ôʱȥˡ
ûѣҽ˵ȿ컹У취
֮ǰҲ˯ֻûأһֱҹҽÿѪԭ
轷һ죬δ޵̬ʮ㡣
ƼҲȥ층ǵ٣ȡĲһֱûҽԺǲ֪¡
ҽ轷ӣҲû˵ʲô
ӵ۶Ϣһ죬һ۰ͰͿ轳ҵ͹һ죬һ¹·ֺ轳ҵ֮ǰҩ¡
轳ҵ͹ͼ벹ƫƫĲ࣬㣬޴֣һ쵽Ź
Ҳû취ֻܳʱ䡣
죬ָǱʲôϢûУĴ˵绰ȥѯʡ
֪Ѿ˯졣
Ҳ֪ʲôæ˹ȥȴڲſ͵ͣסŲ
Ϊ轷ˡ
ѧУ轷࣬轷һ㶼ȴҺӣһЩ⣬֮ǰڶˡ
ԭҸˡ
ǣˣȺȵˮ۵?
ʱ긵轷ڴǰů衣
Ƕû
ȴˡ
һĻһҲתߡ
Ե־Ե֡
ǿƬ˵ûо轷ൽ˸ǰͲһˡ
Ե֣ߵһ


462 Ҫ

ЦЦҲðҲܺá
һж˻صԭλʱˡ
Ĺ켣
ǰ轷࿴ϸǣھһУ֪ܲǵĺá
ʧˣò벻һԡ
轷ĹĸҪߣͺͻת˸š
С㡣ܼǱϹϾĺСС㣬ҲͺСˡ
ˣæ𣿡
һ
˵δ𣿡æ˵Լģ˵δ...
ǣ
Ļû˵꣬˸ǵķϡ
ǵҲǲǲѾ
ǲˣδޣҲʶ㲻Ҫᣡ
æƿ轷࣬㣬סҽ͡
轷
üͣʲôɽ͵ġ
û˵ŸǵѾ󼱣㲻Ҫ...
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Ǽֱ㲻ҪߣҪ...
ˣҪѪˡŸǣֺС㣬ɡ
ȥ轷࣬治δޣ
ǣǣҲʶǽţźݺһ
㲻ҪᣬҲʶ
ȲĽͣ轷ɫѿޱȡ
졣
ôĲһ
Ů˲֪ðģǵ˵δޣȻû䣬ҺƼһᣬҲܺ˶׵ģҷˡ
......
Ƿˡ
ΪĶ׹
轷û뵽ԼǰÿϵģʹüıŰѵǰδȻڹǰ˵Щֻѿ
ҷ˲ź㶩ףԼˣҲҪ
轷ЦģΪ˲Ҫ㣬뾡취һ׽ģķŮˣޣ
ǣҸ㣬㲻ҪңҲҪ㣡
轷꣬ԼһЩ棬ˡ
һص㳡ӣһڷĵı飬ҲŻˡ
Ƿ֮ץסص㣬Ǳ׽飿
˵һ죬ҿ϶ʲô...
뵽Ͽӣͼˡ
...ԭ̹ˣ
һȻܲ˼


463 ֻһ

ŸǵǶǼٵģڸоô
û£ҽ˵Ѫԭ򡣡Ц㲻õҡ
ʵǵǺܺá
ȥһ£ѯһ¸ǵ״ôһᣬͷָˡ
ҽܵͷ۸ĸǡ
ҧأڴţ֡
ֹʹ...
ҽ߲֣ɵİţվһ޲ߡ
۾ͨ죬Źһֱǰץ
Ŵ˿̵ĸǣйĸоˡ
һǰֱץס
ץס°ڣ...һֱǣǲҵĺӣҵĺ...
ֶһ£Ÿǵ۾
˭ʲôвĺӣ
Ǹ...ǸӲҵģֻһ...
£͵رۣץ°ڵҲɿ
...ҽĻڶ𣬡ԺȰסҪԼ
ûע⵽Ǻ͹ĶԻ˻˵仰
û壬ֻŴӦˡ
ҽˣҲȳȥˡ
ڸǵĲǰŸǡ
ˡ
һ̫𾪣һȷˡ
ͷ۸£Ǿ˼䡣
ȴⱲӵģĪֻҵļ䣬ϱӵļˡ
ǰĹǾԲġ
̫ˡ
ˣʲôܵء
ʵǵͼ
ֲϴء
ٽһεѯʣһ...㻹ǻָˡ
ָ...һֱ
ոǵȫпܣ...ĺʲô˼
ǰ轷࣬轷౧ŵǸ
ѵǲǸǵĺӣ
Ǹǵĺӣϲ轷ˣ
֪ʵֻûơ
طٿʱ򣬸ǻʧ״̬轷ǵĺӶάȫǷ
ʱ޼ˡ
޼ȣ޼轷࣬޼ǡ
裬һֱ轷֪࣬ǺˣΣȴܰ轷࣬һʧĸǱϹ
ƼƼڸǻûκľͽˣȻ顣
ޣŲ顣


464 ǸӲҵ

͸ǵĻͨĽ飬Ǵġ
ǰǵ쵼Ȼ˹ΪųµģǡͣȢҲǲеġ
ʧ䣬ûйǴǴ
λȸǻָ䡣
ǵʱѾܻȥˣתҵˡ
뾡취˵£øǻָ䡣
һ뿴飬뱨轷ɶСȺÿ
һȴΪֹͣˡ
βһЩְֲֻ֪ʶ
ǻĳޣεĿУȻʹࡣ
Ȼ֣Ҳû塣
֮λΣǻָΣָˣں
ںʲô˼أ轷ĺӾǣһֱ͸
轷ĺӣ
轷͸ǵĺѾǣѾ㸵ǻ䣬һҲûиı䡣
侲ôһȻûûָĺãûָ䣬ԵˣȻָȴֻʹࡣ
ͨĻ䣬ȥ飬Զ硣
¿ʼҵ˴š
Σְˡ
Ӵûܹǡ
ûΣȱ𣬻һŪǣԼҲҲν
Ρ
ˣ֮һûǣûǵ
ȴû뵽...ǻָˡ
ָ󣬻ҹǣ˵ǸӲĹ⡣
һСʱ뿪ҽԺ
ʱ䣬Ĳ²û
ǲ۵ʱģҶԼʹڼӿֵĻҼ䣬ûаӡ
ֻͷ۸ˣŻ
֮æʱûȥһֱ˵ҪԺȥһˡ
еѪжϵû⣬õò࣬ʵԳԺˡ
ֻǹĸеѪһֱûԺ£ǸԺˡ
ͷҲʱۣ˾ͺˣԵֹʹҩͿԡ
ҽԺҲֻһֱǮֲҲûҪһֱҽԺ...Ժ
ǿˣæԼ뷨˵ˡ
ҽ˵͸˵Ĳࡣ
ǵĿǰҲûΣգҽԺҲֻҩԺҲԡ


465 İæ

ȻʧˣȻʱʱͷۣҲΪʧͷ۾һֱҽԺ
˸ǵĴ㣬Ժô㣿ؼ𣿡
һؼҾҡͷؼҡ
ҪƼסһ
һȥǰϰĵطϰࡣǸ߹Ҳ˼
ǵʺٰԭĵȥҪ˵ʹתҵԸ˵Ҳƽ
һ轼Ҳ˼ǲӰ층ǵǰ;
Ǳô꣬ʵҲ᲻ãкһ£ǻָʽعĻʱ䡣
ʱΪһ꣬һڻָصλһоͺ˵
ָܻʵڲӦҲû취ˡ
⻺ʱ䣬Ǿʱܴĸλϡ
ͷ۲ʲôʱ򷢣û䣬֮ǰ쵼ԸǻᣬȻҲԸ߸踨
ʵǸ˵ģʵǸʻ𣬸Ǿ͸Ÿʡ
˸ǵĻڸеģֻ˵ǰ쵼еˡ
ǰ쵼
Ըøǻȥ
ǿ϶ġ
Ըǻᡣ
˸ǵĻ󣬴绰ȷһ顣
ңΪ˾㣬Ҳһĺǰ;ģҲԸ⿴žôǰ;
ӻͲﴫԣ㲻öൣģָģҲտģ㰲׼߿
˵˵ȥһΪǣϧɸΪ
мǾ˹ֲԸڸ̫Ǹ⡣
ܰһһ㡣
ϣܻعϣҪ̫˼ڸϡ
С˽ġ
㲻ȫҲһ롣
֪ˣлл㣬...
︴Ӳѣ֪Ҫôлˡ
ҲҪͷĸлҪллңͼǵ֮ǰ˵ģʱȥңҿһֱٻء
ûġˬӦˣҲ˵ڡ
ģǾͻ죿һ͵վֱˣȻԼͷԼ°ͣԼ·
ţ죬ʱǵŶ
á
ٺЦȻΰҽг
ҪϿ콫ĹɣȻһʱʰԼ
ɸɾƯƯ......˧˧ȥ


466 Ҵû轷

Ǹܰɾˡ
û취ʻǽһݹ
⣬ͶȥʱʱͲ֪ˣ˭ܹء
ʱһֱŬľԼԼ˼룬͸ǵ¡
ʲôҲ֪æµ֪Ҫʱ䣬ԲԸȥҲԸӷա
ģҲ
һᡣ
˸ǻᣬͻùϵĸһ㡣
һһ㣬Ը⡣
΢ЦٴͶ˹
һߵĹµ绰̲ס΢Ц
ƬתͿ˸ǡ
վڹ󣬡...ҿһֱͳ
˶٣ʶʿ
ͷš
ǵֽ˽ͦõġ
ֱǰһλ˾ԸᣬһԸǹ
һᾡصλϵġ˵žתʰˡ
Źߡ
ǰŸǡ
ԺЩ˾æˣǵĶҲȥְæŸ
ǲԸؼסܼҾ˽轼µһ׷ʰ˳Ǿס
Ǿܾ˵ԼҵסģܼȴǼҪ
쳹׺ǰǱ͵ʰķ
轼ҵһѾڼˣȷҲѾ׼ãڸûѵչ˸ǡ
֮ǰȥҽԺǵ轳ҵ͹ҲøʲôҪģܺᡣ
һٷʢͣ轳ҵ͹͹ԷףǳԺ
ǸóԳԣûشش𣬿ǳ˱ʵһֱ١
ȳԹˣ轳ҵ͹͹Ҫǡ
轳ҵ͹ͶȥˣҪϳBBûãۻȥá
ڳæµȴڿҵBBҪߣ˵һ
¸ͷ۸˲̫༱æŽȥ
ͼǹڹǰֹʹҩ
...
˲æǰҩֵˮ
ǳֹҩһŸȥϢȴ͵ץס֡
ŸǴѪ˿۾ֽ˽
ֻȥԲôƴ...Բ...ûб㣬轷ĺӲҵģҴûұƼƭˣǺϻƭ...


467 ƭ

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轷ƭ˸ǣϲ
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ƼҲһƭˣʡ
ǣƭңƭ轷δұ轷࣬ΪƼ...Ųŵġ
Ź֣һ...ֻͣ˵ûб㣬Ҵû轷...
˵˹ȥ
ڸǰסǵ壬ðû
һӣҵ˵¡
ǹû࣬һ룬Ҳмѭ
ϸһ룬ƼжʱЩġ
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ʱȴʲʲôٺƼξԽԽ˳ۡ
û뵽ԭƼ֪û轷ƭǡ
ҲֲøǻƼûô⣬Ѹٽ轷ϱӣ顣
Ƭ̣æİ̳ιȥŹ˷ϡ
Ƭ̸ǣ뵽轳ҵ͹ͻţǶൣģû˵ȥˡ
轳ҵ͹ͿһֱΪʲô£Ҫ³鿴
û°ɣ
û¡ҡͷһȥûҵҵ
û˵ַ¡
轳ҵһ
һһڹԱߣŹ֣˵ˡ
轳ҵǵö࣬õҽƣṩõ轼ĶˣԺʲôҪֻܿڣܴӦҶӦ
轼̶ȣҲ̫ھˡ
šͷû˵
ﻹŸ˵Ļ
֮æҲûʱȥǣչ˸ǵİ˵Ļָ壬ʱ䶼ڿ顣
һаá
ܿ͵ĩ˵õĴۻ˽ҡ
ԽԽȣ·ϵģ϶ˣ۾˲ϯֱӴЪ
Ȼ̫ɹ˯ڵϣϰϰ绹ͦġ
ۻȥ轼סˣҲǴɨŵģҲɾ
˵һᣬ˯˹ȥ
ԭ°ŹȲ˯׼ͺãû뵽ú硣


468 һ

˯ȥûãˡ
ԿףŽ˯ˣæ˽Ų
Ƭ̣ת˯˹ȥ
ʱѧϰ鶼æˣûĵ˯á
˯㣬һߣоĶ
Լʰоרȥ·˲ˡ
˯˯ţǼЩ֪ȣȸȡ
ˣָȣţڶķУԼҲ֪˯˹ȥ
ʱҲæҲûôϢãһܿ˯״̬С
ľ˯ա
ϯϸȵģԼҲ˯ˣͷͰŹ
ת˸ͷ˾ȫͷͷˡ
һ룬ѹ
ȣ֪ôˡ
̲ס¶һЦ۵׵ɫϸһۡ
...
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Ƭ̣
˵ˮó鿴۷ȥȸȡ
۾Ͱ˯˹ȥ
˯˲ãر˯Ժ
һʼã˯˯žͳˡ
һֱһ˯˾ԽԽš
һ⣬ȥǵʱ۵ĽѾˡ
ȹˢһӢ⣬Ѿĵ࣬ҪʱѾˡ
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470 һ

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474 ߿¹

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479 ͯ

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ҽ˵ãԺҪѧҩȻҪֵ֧ģ轼ҵҵҲƫߡ
ҩֻʱ⣬ҩΪźҲûʲôá
轳ҵĴܺãҲȫѹѾΪƣһ㲻ɵ·׼ԺҲҪרҵùԺиõѧϰо
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Ըֲͬԭɵ˰̣ƳͬҩЧȥҩоһЩ
ȥ˰̣ȥ˰̿Ըıһ˵һҵƵģֻЩе֮һ
˻ΪⷳգҲÿһζҩ
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轳ҵ͹˵Щһ˵˵ܾã轳ҵʱ򶼻ԼںŮ˵ںͬڽ
۽绹ѧʶ֣轳ҵԤ̫̫ࡣ
ΪԼְ֣ҲûΣ轳ҵζЦŵġ
ΪһŮ


490 ȫеһ

ǰ轷࣬轳ҵǺʧģܾòȫõˡ
轳ҵã㣬屶˭ЦѾǰˡ
轳ҵˣͲá
羺ǡ
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ţ轳ҵ˭ŮӶ𣿡
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ԺӵҶϾͺˣ˵ġ轳ҵ
áͷ
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ûʡ
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µ״Ÿ߿ɼҪˡ
ȸ߿ɼͨѧ˵һѹɽ飬΢һ㣬ҲЩѹ
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Ϊе׸ı䣬һжռͷѾͷˡ
ߵģܶѧУǰһУѹ̧ͷڽˡ
УȿԼӻ顣


491 ֶԼ

쿴ɼ绰סˣϲ
УЦпŹллˣͬѧллˡ
Ⱳõľǵ걣ס¡
һУ˵סԺˡ
ȥ̽̽Ҫ̫ˡ
úã˶е˶潾ˣԼĳɼˡ
Сͻӱףһ¹󣬾ŹȥҰȥԼķˡ
˻ϲ˳ЩܸˣЩѾ޿ˡ
ʱڵĸ߿Ĺľţܲ׵ġ
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Сͻӱԣϰ񣬿ϲ
ĳɼڵһǳۡ
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˷صңҲһһ...⣬ľѧӦǿˡ
ĳɼŴҾͺ轷ˡ
轷ൽ׿˶ء
Сܳȥһˣ轷ķ֪ˡ
轷ɼʵ̫ϧȱһƣɼۿۡ
ר߶ûϡ
ʵˡ
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轷һѧУѾˣɫͱ˱䣬Լֻתӣϧʵ̫Լĳɼֻܽ
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Ȼʵ̡
㱻ͣȵĿԿϴѧ轷ˡ
轷ȫܽܡ
ɼ轷Թĺ޴ﵽ˶㡣
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轷ĽüһˣԭûܣãǸʵֶԼˡ
轷һԼ¡
УһûҲ...轷뵽Լ˶ˣΨһľ
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ӱõ˵ĸ͡
ǣԼ˵ĶԼڻ벻ϣˡ
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轷ֶ࣬Լʱˡ


492 ֹ

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һѧδϡϣĶ⡣
Щˣˣǻû˵
ϵĶѾȫãȴԶǵͯζʱʱ
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轷࿴һ۾ɫ䡣
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ԼԼ˵ģҲԼʵ֡
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ǵݻˣ轷ԲУҲΪ
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ҪԼµǸأҪ˰أ
ƽƽȱһţˣҲ...
轷ഹһЦ
ҪƽǰɣðõҵĳɼںȣԼ˭˭Ӯ
һ䣬һЦ
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轷ɫ䣬û뵽
ˣˣóףÿöûˣˣµǸɡ
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轷˹ǰ
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轷࣬ңȫ㡣
˿ΧͬѧصֻϣӴԺѧУѧУһݱܺսᡣ


493 

߲ԾܹУаǣ˹һ仰
ҵĽŲ̲סͣ
ﶼþ
Ȼһޣ治֪ǰʵ֪ġ
ֻʦҲޣǰȿƣּ֪ΣҲΪ
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Ҳܲôࡣ
ɴ˿ﻹǺܲζ
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һ
ʵ֮ǰǲ費ãֻǲˡ
ѧδסˣڳҲǧ
ƾһѪùܱǶôʹ죬ʵĶ
ԱƱÿζܳɹġ
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ǲһǰѧˡ
̶ʱ䣬ʵҲȻһˡ
˿̣һĬ
轷ǱҲûнкˡ
ԣӦֹֹѧУ裬Ǹġ
֪˭˵ģ֮Ӧ
轷ͷĶ۾ҲŲ죬Ǽⶼǳζŭ˼㡣
һ̶ɱˡ
ɹĻ˵Ļӭͷһ
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轷ڴҵĺУײײ˳ȥ
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ɶԶֹġ
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ǿӲȻ˺ܷŭȴԽԽģøĸģҲѧйǿҡ
еķӴ˳õģҶԾҲ۸ЦѧУҲУעƷ⡣
кԽһУһԾΪȫŵصѧ
ĺ˲ţУͷױе£׷ǹ
ֳܺ˶ѧǵεлǹ


494 Ҳ

ڹݸعʱ򣬹ͬѧ˵ˣȸ߿ȥտ
һԼһʵˡ
Ҷģ˳ɼܵܣҪй˵²
轷˺󣬴˵˵Ҳ磬һģ˵𵱳Լɴ˵ȥ档
ĸ𣬹ȻӦ
˸绰轳ҵ֪ĳɼûйȻ˵á
жˣҺ͹ܼ˵ɳȥǡ
轳ҵ˵ʹӦˡ
ãɣõ˿ԳԷ
׼˵ġ
ۣ̫ˡ
̫ˣҵúͼ˵һǵҡ
ҲҪؼһˣһ·
ҪȥҪգ
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òƹˤˣѹҲʲô缰ʱ֣úϧͬѧ
ҪؼҵĻؼңԼһСʱڸϻ
Ҷж
׼ڼ䣬УлУȥʦһһлˡ
Ȼл
ʦǲչģҲգԼ׼ˡ
һЩʵòĶҩ
ÿ˵ﶼǾ׼ģ͵Ŀϡ
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ȸлܼ꣬Ҳˡ
ûпŵһųǿͣ˶ꡣ
ͬѧߴߴȥˣٶ˻ˮǼ˸׼ġ
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Ƕǵһ轼ңžѡ
һͳԷˣǱȽϤļҳˣһЩûԹģһٷԵù񫡣
զզľȥˣϷϷģˮˮյգȻտˡ
轼һޱȵ֡
տ˰죬ţţ˵ƣһˡ
һֱ浽ŵӣҲǡ
ǽͻѧУﳵԼȥ
ĸʱھ˾š
İˣ轷Ͳˡ
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ɴҲôûУ˽ãҲ
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轷ľս˾ưɷԱĹھư˯ÿһ춼ľ
Ϊϴѧͺˣû뵽ˡ


495 Բ

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ѧˣǰĿϴѧȥҹ͵·ֻ취
轷һ죬ڹʱ뵽һ취
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...
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轷࿴;ͿޣѪţǶˡ
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496 ȫ㱣ķԸ

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轷ӣ̾һɿڡ
...ֻһڷ絲ĵطһڷ𣿡
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轷ྡԼ˵ÿҪ
ţ͵ŮͿ϶Ըģû뵽...ͬˡ
Ȼ˵ˣǺðɡ
͵ͷ˵ĶԣİҶܰҰҲİ˰ɡ
ܼңȥɣסǰסķ䣬...кԺǴɨ̽һЩֻһ¿ܲʤΣʤξʰձ׼ĸ
ܼҵͷõģˣϸ...
һڣϸû취ˡ̾࣬㿴ԼܲӦӦµķҪǲʱߡ
Ҫǵã㲻ҪΪǰݾ͸Ҫ󣬲Ҫ͵ҪŲõ뷨úøɡ
ͶŴ˴轷˵꣬Ϳ˹ܼңܻĵ
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轷ࣺ....ǣ裬ô...
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ɫһ࣬˷࣬Ҫһ㣬ֻǿֿϴѧͶ·ŸᣬΪĸŮ֮飬ûκιϵԺҪٽˡ
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ʹԲУŪѾʣֽѪŪõǣùôֵֹģ


497 ʵĲ

轷ڽ轼ңԤܾе㲻á
ֱ˴ǰסķ䣬ԹŲҪʱ򣬻ЩӦ
˾轼ͨİӶǰûʸ˵ģȴ߸ϡ
轷ǳŭֱҽƣĲˡ
軹ǽ۵׵ġ
Ȼֻססķӣ˵ôɿ϶Ϊ¹ԲŻ
϶ֻ˵˵Ժվɻǻġ
轷ôοԼҲûŮӶ˵ϢĹŷ
϶ᰵչģ
轷౧̬ŷϢܿͻȥǰķˡ
轷εʱ򣬹Ѿ轷ľ轳ҵ͹˵ˡ
û˵轳ҵȴü
ôˣ
ô֣ҲˣɴԺԼ߰ɣ˾Ͳˡ
͵Ļش𣬳轳ҵԤϡ
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š̾ͣģȻˣǹĻˣȷʵˣΪǰͦܣתһɡ
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˵ƽ·϶ͨˣͻɡ
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ͶˣҲ֪ԺΡ
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εˬͱһˡ
͵ʲôʱ...
轷ෳʤҪ...
û֮ǰһƿϵĳء
ش轷һˮ˲佫˸͸
...轷һ£˲ѵòˡ


498 ķ

ˮˣ轷ŭ죬ˣ֪˭𣿡
㻹˭Ǳķ
Ǹ轷໹ˣҷˣˣʱ仹㻹벻ˣ
Ҹ㣬˷࣬Ժٲÿһˮź򣡡
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һ㷢ʲô裿Ǵ㡣
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˵ͳȥˣ轷ࡣ
轷û뵽ôţ뷴ɿʱ֪ͻû¡
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Ҳˣô࣬˸ɵĻ
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轷ҧɣҺǺЦ
ǰС㲻֪˶ۻôһܲˣҪܲߣ˷ʱ䡣
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㲻ķģѵСģ
ǸЦԼݣԼ˵ķģҪǲԸھߡ
轷...ֻ̣ŵȹͳ͡


499 ɵ

ʱһȺһԹͣȫԲȥҲ÷˲óԣúЩӶһԷˣͶûԡ
ȻͲˡ
ûԷûȻֱ˸һĻʱ˶Ҫˡ
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û͡
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Ϳô࣬ô࣬Ի۵ġ
轷ҧ֡
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ԺСˮأ֪㣬Լǰ͵͵ԹȤ²ȥҪԡ
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ŻͷһζǱҪϲ轷࣬ȡ
...㻹ûߣ
轷඼Ҫˡ
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߰...㻹ǺʺķһѪԵϵͷ͡
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֮ǰûû轷໹ܿԼȥ룬ɿٿԼӣҪˡ
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轷ĽʺޣƴԼҪŹʱۣʱڼ˹͡
...ˣ
źһ轷̸Ŀڽ˷ˣеǽһγϡ
Ը˹轷ļƽúܡ
һ轷࣬ú񲻴ӣ䵭תͷܼҼ˵£һ仰û˵˵û
轷ɵˡ
Ź;ôˣ轷ˡ
ô...ô...
ô죬ô죬뿴һۣô
ġ
ӦۣӦ𾪣ȻȥЩȫ߲Ŷ԰ôͿôһ...


500 ˶

轷ܴ޷ʵ
л㱣˶סˡ
ʲôߡ
Ĵߴ轷ع
Ƚ꣬轷ʶһʵĲˡ
ЩģĲˡ
Щ...ûá
轷ܴվûˡ
ľŷߴߴۼĹ칦ᣬҲᣬ¡
Щģڶˡ
ְĲˡ
轷಻֪ʵͶôģҲΪܹ˹㡣
;ãôԹ˹㣬Ҫ˵ģǶǼٵĲܵġ
轷ŴҵһãȻޱȣ֪úȥδӡ
轷æµãȻҲæ
ķˣ͵¼ȡ
Ҫȥ۶ˣҪȥ۶׼
轳ҵ͹ͳΪ轷࣬ǰڵ۶Ҫȥ۶飬Ҳ׼׼ȥ
轼һ£Ժڻ߹ʱ䶼
Щ׼Ҳǡ
Ҫǳ轼Ҿٱ
ǰʼΪ׼
轳ҵǶдҲҪԼд
ЩԥΪҲ֪¼ȡ֪ͨʲôʱ
ȳɼĻţɵ¼ȡ֪ͨ飬еż
Ȱȣ...ڵȵ֪ͨ顣
ĳɼǵһ¼ȡģΪ۶ԶǱȽյġ
յľ֪ͨһ̣
ˡ
ѧУˡ
յ֪ͨ飬ҪϢ۷һָСӱ绰ˡ
Сͻӱڵ绰һͷҽУ˵˵ʱҪǡ
...֮ǰΣ˺ܶæ֮ǰҲ˵յ֪ͨ˵һʱ˵Ҫ֪󣬺֪
ܿӵ绰ˡ
ҽӵ֪ͨˣľѧģ
ϲˣҾ˵һҲԸԳ...ԺҵСѧˡ
˵ҲǴľѧҵġ
СѧúٺЦͣѧԺָ̡
Ҳʦöָ̡
Ц崺磬ԺҪʲôʲô˽ģҡ
á
Ҫʲô˵Ҷ㣬ľѧԺúý
ĻٺһЦҪҪʲô...Ҫѧԡ
ҲصԣԻʲô㶼ȥ
˶Ը㡣
˶ġ


501 飿

仰û˵ȴóǱ̨ʡ
ҧҧã˵ģԺҪʲôɶôӦ
˶
Ҳգ֮á
ҰҪһ£һЦôҲҵʦ
Һҡ
Ǿô˵ˡ
һΪ
ŹǱ߹˵绰΢ЦŹ˵绰ͷͿ˸ǡ
ʲôˡ
ֲԾճȭȴԼȥ
Ǻ˵µģɴ˿ȴһƬհʲô˵ˡ
֪ȫеһֻΪΪ̫ȥף
˰·ŷӦͣ£ֻǷ˸Ϣء
֪ѧУѧãӲѡ
Ȼ仹ûָǸгʶ֪ľѧʲô
ĺΪˡ
Ϊ
ͬʱҲ֮Ĳࡣ
͹֮䣬ǵĬõġ
ǵģʹ飬ˡ
ǲ֪᲻֪Ҫô
ȥף......
ìܣʵҲеìܡ
ìҪҪ븵񲻺ãҲ񲻺á
ôҲԼľˡ
֪ǰ£һֱûΪʧԸǵĺѾˡ
Ⱳ¿ʼˣǻȻоǸӣǵ׸¿ˡ
ԥһ£Ǿ븵
ˣԼ
ǵǹԼдġ
˵͵ĵط˳㽫ǵҲˣǶһû뵽˵Ĳܣȡ
...С۾ȡߵġ
ǵĵһҲȡˡ
Լˣĸ񺣣ȴҪ轳ҵġ
轳ҵԭǣȻҪˣԽʱԽҪ룬ж㡣
轳ҵޱں֮ǰ£üĸо
轳ҵȥµ·ϣҪ˳·ȥҫ...ǣ˳·ȥ
Ҫȥ轳ҵһȥˣ·ڷ
轳ҵҫȴûɣΪ񺣲ڼҡ
轳ҵû񺣣ȴ⿴񺣡
񺣲һˣǺһŮһ
ǺͷСͻӱԼ˿ӰȻ˳͸ǣû뵽ż񺣡
ɲɵģͬһӰͬһӰ


502 裿

񺣺ԱߵŮ˵Żű׻֣ûֹ
Ҳŷֵġ
󣬷һˣҲûȥк
ǾͽͬһӰ񺣺ǸʮƯŮ˻ǰ档
Ծעǡ
ӱˡ
ôˣʶǣʲôԾ𣿡ǳ졣
ʶҡͷ㲻ϲԾû뵽
˶ʻӱӱ㿴ǣ𣿡
Լˡ
ҿ壬ǸȤ۾һֱû뿪ӱ϶ͷ
Ŷһ
ĸߵ磬ʵ񺣵ٻ鶼֮ǰһֱûٻ顣
˵Ҳ˴ϹȰ񺣶ûܡ
Ϊ񺣾ˣû뵽ֺŮ˳ˡ
ӣǶġ
۲񺣣Ҳֻ֪֪֪ô롣
񺣵ĹϵΪͲãټһŮˣ֪᲻Ӳ
Щ⣬ӰƬûúÿ
ӰƬ꣬æŷСͻӱ뿪û񺣿
صңе㷳գ֪ҪҪ¸
߰ɣˡ
߰ɣԼˡ
Ƿˡ
ԥһ£ڶ컹Ǵ绰̽̽ڷ翴֪֪
û̽ʲôˡ
ôһֱ˵Ұ֣ǲ˵ˣ
ࡣ
ǣǣûСᣬֻܼ򵥽˵ˡ
Ҳ֪ҪҪ...Ҷ...֪Ҳá
ܹϵòãǸӡ
߽鶼񺣵£Ҳ֪Ȩ
˳ĬƬ̣ԭ...Ҳ֪£Ұû˵
æֻˣֻѣ㲻Ҫҵġ
Լ¡
û£ýšЦҪ飬ʵ...Ҳûʲô
˵ûʲôȴЩġ
˹Ҫ̫ѹ󣬾·
...ʵ֮ǰû
һ죬ѵû˼ҡ
񺣲ڡ
Լ˷ȵʮ㶼񺣲Ż
ܷӣһ㶡
ôˣ
ЩϲҲû˵
һ...أȥˣżɽʡ
ǺȥԷˡ˵ѣһЩڡ


503 Ҫ

û˵
º˱ˮһֱĿ£͸Щڡ
ѵԹ𣿡
룬һʱ䶼벻ǸӶûú˵ˡ
Թˡشޱ飬ʱˣû극ǻˡ
´ǰҴ绰ҵһԡԼҲЩڨڨֻܵ
š񺣲˵ֱȥϢˡ
Ŷõģõ...񺣸վ¥һ߸һߵ
˵轼ҪǸ...ǣԺýˣٰٰ칦ᣬȻϻҪȥյû
ͷһ񺣣һ
ӣȥȥ...
ڶԹоͦӣϴ˵˼Ųԣ̾ŵˣϴ˵˼Ҹĸ飬̾ˡ
ܾе㸴ӣҪۻһֱ衣
ܸоϵҵúܡ
šüͷ룬һעײϡ
ôˣ
񺣣ûյ
û
Ŷʲôû˵ͷˡ
񺣿ŹϵķŶ˶٣̾һԼķȥ
Դӽˣȥ˴ѧҾͰ
˱ķǣֻһˡ
ٻѵûһˣǸ֮Ҳû˵
ص䣬ƬҶ̾һ
ˣɶȴ䵭ú...Ҳ֪ô...
˵˵ţȻЩ
Ȼ͵վѵ֪»ģ
Ŷʱ˳ȥǰ͵ضס
תȦŹš
...
˺üֵƬ̣š
˯£ͷϻˮǸմԡ
ôˣ
ʲô...ǲ˵ʲô...Ͱְ...
еݡ
ɴͷǣʲô㣿
֪񺣵Ĵ㡣
û뵽֪ˣɫ˵СʱûбĴ㣬...ʹſҲˣûһ
ģôӰڼĵλ
üȥ۵׵һ
ʱû뵽ЩʵҲ֪ЩĹµҪһֻҪǸ˺ãʵҲûʲô
֪˽Ҵʲô
һжδ֪


504 ǵ

񺣿˵Щڨڨ
ʱҲû뷨Բû˵Ҫôһ˵ġ
ͷá
Ҫţȴʵô֪µģ˭𣿡
Ҳܡ
˵û񺣵£ܡ
ûЩһֱţҲû˸ܹܾˡ
ȻŮ˳ԣ˾Ͷ֪ˣ轳ҵ͹͡
ȥӴ˶ˣȻҲ˵ˡ
Ҳ֪ʲôŮˣʲôŮˣȻ˸裬Ҷôá
轳ҵ뵽֮ǰİݷû飬˾֮·˽֪ԸעһЩ
ϵãЩ˹͵Ļ̸͡
ǰȻҲкܶ⣬ǲǺվֻǹӣɺ赽ײһ
轳ҵָ˵˵ȥϱദǺ͸ˣʲô
һżңûǵûģ趼ڵġ
û˵͵˽轳ҵ˼ˡ
ԣȻ˵СڹͼìܣȷʵҲǸ¡
ϴμĳ²ǼҾǣԭȵŸ˸ӣȢһӣӶһǴϱദرѡ
뷢ϾҲûҪ飬˵ҲֻӲͷƤͷ
ǣ
轳ҵ͹;¶˷ĵЦݣ֪ͺã֪ͺãٸȥ
Ӻܿ쵽
ῪʼʱϣɹæµϿʼģһĹ;Źʼæˡ
·һԣŴȻ𱰿ʼȫ
ŵȫ
轼ҷĹԱ֮ࡣ
ҲҪһ
óš
ڵȫʼ֮ǰܼȴ˵
ǱˣǸǡ
ǴС۾õ˹дȻìܡ
һμӣ...ìܡ
ȥʵã
Ϊʵ뷨ʼս
һĵʵ뷨ǿƴһǼ尾
尾尾ȥǿսʤʵ
ǾμϵˣҲϰߡ
ǰ͸ף
е㻳


505 Ƽҹ

...е顣
ӣϥЬӣ«ϸ⣬ѧҪѵѵͦϸ񣬵ǰ׼
رᷢģ㵽ʱԴ͸
ѵʱ򣬵۶ȣ͸ġ
ϥǻ٣룬žͿԱϥˡ
Ьӱǵʱ򷢵Ьӻһ㣬͸ĥš
ΪѵʱɹŮӶɹˣɹ˺«һ㣬«֮ûϴڶ˵еɫԲƤ
ЩǸʹʣͨŮľ顣
ӹͦӣлл㣬׼ôġ
...ʵ벻Ьӻϥ㣬һС«
ãȥ뵽Щ˵ͱʼǱʲôģһ־㶼У...ϲͺá
˹Ŀ佱һϲЦס
ͦϲġͷȻ𸵻
оôûк֢ͷ𣿡
ͦõģָˣҲû֢ͷҲȽ١
ǱϲǣʵͷۻٶʱҪЩ͹˵
ǾͺáһϰˣʱҲûô㣬þͺá
ǵͷȻƣĿ⻹̰Ź
࿴һ£סӣŲôš
ǿе㲻ڣûʲô
...ûС۾һŬˣɶûá
żæҪϰϻɣ
ҾͲˡҡͷ
𣿡
ţҲ֪ʲô
˵żæ֤ģѾƼˣġ
һʱûӦ
Ƽ֪ʱ䣬أҲãҳ֮ǰѾڼˣ

ʵƼֹҪ˶࣬뽫֮ǰ飬͸ǲ岻ף飬Ϊ˾ȹڻʧ˵ˡ
뵱˵轼ҼԼˡ
Ƽʲô׼ˣ˰æϧʵʩ֮ǰǷˣǾͰƼˡ


506 ɲ

ǺƼʱܾ󲻷ָŻȥƼļƻֹˡ
ͷףɣʲôõģ֮ǰҲġ
......ˣ
Ǿͼ򵥴ֱĽƼˣ
ʲôɲ
ǵͷţˣԲġ
ԺƼҪ£úʰġ
Ÿֹ...ʲôҪǻָˣ˵ڡ
ʲôᣬҪ£ȻҪֹǺԥ
...ˡ
ȻƼܽ棬ᱻסǸǽҲܸл
࣬Ҳ书رʵĻش
㲻þҪȥѧУˣԺʲôҪģңҪǰѧȭʲôģҿԽ̣ЩҶܼġ
ͷãлл
лȥɣˡ
Թ߰ɡ
ˣһȥƼȥᣬȴǿԼߡ
......
Ŀȥص˷䡣
«ڴ̨ϣӻϥպãֽЬӷЬ
һ˫ɫЬӣԱߵЬӸ롣
ЬӴ...
ֹһ
ǵպãȥҹͼ
ѾʼˣæҲʼ
һǮ˵
ȴЩĲɡ
ʲôǸ𣿡
...˵ף
Ҫ𣿡
һѾƼˣƼᣬ˵ҪȥƼ
һֵһѾˡ
...Ƽ...
ͻл㱡
øʧ䣬žĥƼġ
ȫĸСʱױͷСʱ
ڲһĹȹ˵ˣŻȻ...ϾҪˡ
¥ֳֶӣѾʼˡ
Ϊ죬ҲûֱǰԺݵϾС
ƻͨʻоˮѾλ
ſᣬʵ
¥ϿһۣԼⳡǣֲʵС
һĿ裬һҪͰְ
轳ҵװģ緢æµ֮һ͹ǿһҪ
....õġ
ţǾ˵ˣҪˣȥɡ
轳ҵùȥ
¹ƭȥ裬ʱ˼ҿ϶͹ϵѾˡ


507 

ûӾһῪʼʱ¡صǳ
˶轳ҵ͹ʹŹڿ˵󣬾һһǰȥкˡ
صǽܹ
Ҽ...ԣǲ֮ǰһֱûϳҲƤӵ³ģһֱ㡣
轳ҵĽֹǫ飬ݼ˼㡣
֮ǰҪ˵ܸʶʱҪ߿ʱҲ͵鵽ڡ
߿Ǵ£ӵú...
Ҳûʲôһľѧ¼ȡˣ֪ͨҲ...
轳ҵǹӽôβס
Ա߿ǺЦǲ˼
轳ҵ̫ԣ˶׷״Ȥ
ǫˣֱӽãǫ飬ܡ
һ˵Ҳе轳ҵһ㲻˼ûУŲǼ...
һ·һ·ܣ˲ˣòˡ
˴һڿ佱һȻЩᵱ͵Сʲôġ
ҪľǹԹԹԽˣ轳ҵҫ
ֻǿʼ
轳ҵкĶݲ򵥵Ĺͣߺ׽Ķ
˵ģ轳ҵкŮ͹ʹŹкһģǾһк
УҲ絽ɴк̵ľ񺣺ˡ
ǰ͵ˣ轳ҵҲרźк
һĺɫװͷҲĴԵرľ˧
Դһϧ轳ҵûֵĻᡣ
ｻ˹ܼңźȴֻ۰ͰͿŹ
ĳϣϲСҲһЩֻǶûôġ
һĵһˡ
ŹƯƯģ˺ڷ⡣
һֿһۣЩ˼ĬĬ룬Ǻÿ
Ҳˣ轳ҵ߹ȥæ˹ȥ
ףء
񺣺轳ҵ֣轳ҵֵͷлл
áæк
ŶҲˣãá
轳ҵ⿴Цһ²ɫǰ˾˵ȥǱߡ
轳ҵ˵æˣ˼Ǳˣȥϴк
˵æŹˡ
ȷо轳ҵ̬ȡ
˶һչʧֹ...
Ӱ㱻ˡ


508 ¡ؽ

ﻰڵĵطû˵ģˣȥǱ߰ɡ
ŹıӰһҪ轳ҵȥ轳ҵ˵˵ĵط
ȥһ...˵ĵط
Ŀһ£а˾ʮ...ʮкˡ
ǶʮҵģöȽʽʶҲвʶģ˵ͦ㡣
ǵͷкһСȺˣӲ⡣
ôôأ
ĲУдҰģҴС
轳ҵ͹ѾЩҪĿӭкʱҲˡ
ͻˣ轳ҵź͹ʹŹ˳ġ
лλĵһǸŮףһ£Ҳ뽫ҵŮҽһ¡
Ҽ֮ǰ£Ҳ˵ˣԺӣҿ㣬ԺҶչչ
轳ҵ˵ʵ⣬Ҳû֮ǰ£ùǰ

轳ҵ§ŹļʽҽܣʧõŮҲⱲΨһŮ
轳ҵ֤ԼҲ˵ԼֻһŮ
֮ǰʶ˵Ϥ轷࣬Ҳ轷ģҲˡ
轳ҵùһߵľƱ͹͹һЦͬٱлҵĵлл
轳ҵǣŹ֣˵һ֧衣
ǹѧģЩ衣
ѧ죬ҲûΪ轳ҵܷɡ
轳ҵŹĻϲ
򵥵Ŀʽʼˡ
裬ԶĳԶʶྵྡ
ҲûԣͶһƣգۿŹ˳ԱȺ˵Ļ
ĵ廨ţҲпƯġ
кģ֮˵ʲôС
ûȥŹæꡣ
ΪؿǹĿˣ轳ҵ͹ʹŹҪк
Щ˴ʶȤû轷ֻ࣬
˶ԹͦȤ
Ǵ󶼿ϵĽĿڹ㣬ܶѾʶˣͦġ
ҲЩ˾òãϵͷ¶Ĳã뷨Ƚ١
Ľ֪Լ轼ĥպҪҩǺ͹йء
ǻߺ棬뿴׶ߣæƵġ
ⳡϵ£̸ܻ


509 ΨһŮ

ڹ轼δ£轳ҵҲû
ȷʵҩв츳δҲоϲڴͺãְֵģȻ֧ġ
һķҲɴˡ
ڹľѧһ棬˳롣
ͨϻģһ̶Ѿ뵽轼Ҳҵˡ
ͺҪˡ
һģ֪ķˣԹԽش顣
ҶǴˣ֪ô
...ҲЩ⣬粻ЩģߺЩġ
Щ˾ͼڷߵˡ
ԵҲңҶϲ
һֱ˳۹͵ҲС
Ҳͨһʱҫ·ЬӣҫϹͺӡ
ƫƫĸ˶轳ҵһԹרһ£Ҳֻһ˵ġ
ЩǮˣܻմǲݣл˼룬ҪӼ̳мҵ͵͵ĶС
ЩģͣͲˡ
һΣͳôĿˡ
ŸЦ
Ҳн˼
ЩҲ磬ⶼⲻˡ
轳ҵЩ⾭ȥˣʹŹŮʿߣЩҲߴ̵ĻҲˡ
Ϊη˵ŨױĨһλǡ
ƯѧϰҲãҿûѧܿľѧ...
Ŀ仰һתô죿ǼһȻܿɶ񣬲ʮ꣬Ҳ᲻Ҳ۰ɣ
轳ҵѾ̬ȣλη˻ûӵʡ
ûôѾЦ
Ϊҵղ˵úˡ
֪Ժû̳ȨˣⲻŮʮ꣬治ܰɣΪҲŮš
ǡնֻһŮ
ϣһֱ˵ĳû뵽Ҳôݵһ졣
۵һ㲻ĺݣͽͷЩҲؼȻģҲͬѪ
û뵽ͻôǿӲη˲
ôô˵...
Űθߣͱסˡ
俴Ů칦ᣬףһӭˡҲˡ
Źߣһһߺ͹ùǣҩģͲԸڹǣҲ֪ôġ
轼ҽҩڣҲֲЩ˾衣


510 轷

¹ﲻȴҡͷ
ǵִСֻٲֵע⵽
Ϊͬ飬һ߳ԵòֺķСͻӱע⵽ˣЦЦοû¡
û̫ͬˣѾ
磬ΪͻСҲҪô磬ʹȹӾˡ
Ǿֵģһֱţˣȴ̲ס档
ϴ˵轷취ˣģ
轷ģڳĲҲġ
轷ʵ...ڲԶĺԺ
Ҫæˡ
ǰ轷ᣬǹæģһæµ轷Ǹܵˡ
æ
רϴϴϴɨ
һʵЩŬĽ
轷඼Ҫˡ
Ҫˡ
ֻķģֳ嶯ˡ
ǳ嶯һʵûȥĵط
轷໹ǲģľôˡ
ò׻ʲôûأûõ谮ûôġ
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ǰ轷ֻҪܣææǹܣææ
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轳ҵ˵ֻйһŮʱ轷ġ
ѾˣЩ˻Ź
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ɱķˣʵˡ
ǿ轷ֹ࣬˵ţ轷඼õ
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511 ͬҵ

轷ƾһܳ˳ԶԶˡ
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žҪȥȴϮһ͵ؽ
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ſңſңҪȥ裬ſ...
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Ĩİζ轷༸
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Щ˻ҲƲѽϻصġ
ˡ
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512 

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вǷƨĸǣԶ͹һ仰һֱͷյߣ˻
Ȼ롣
ǾԲƼķʽ
ֻԼĿ֣ù˼ɹĸܡ
Ҳſġ
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ТӣŰɣҳȥˣҾͱǷģТӣҹңھɱ㿴һӶ
޶ԡ
Ƽˣһֱֶ
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ƽʱܿǣ֪ĺӣҲء
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513 һ˧С

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轳ҵϸѡѡ룬ʵϻûô
ЩﻰĻͷۡ
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ʱȥҷСͻӱˡ
ѾԵúˣԵöҪˡ
һǾ͸ǳԹĺóԵġ
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轳ҵųùʶһЩͬģҾͶµĽԼҵĺӴˡ
ϵĶǲͣҶͦġ
ЩСӣ轳ҵҲ߼ģܵ˵ǲġ
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졣
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514 Դ

Խ˵Խģżȥ
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ǶԹȤ˵ǶԹ͵Ѷš
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ҶϵʽԼԺϵ˵˵۶ϵǣǸ컶ӭᡣ
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һȺ˺ܶƵ......
ʮˣɢˣ轳ҵ͹ŹͿˡ
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515 

˾ƣ轳ҵŹˡ
һߣתͷͼԱߵϡ
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轳ҵ˵ʲôסˡ
̫ˣۡ
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һߵıŲԾæѯҪҪæ
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ŹૣҲ...


516 ҾͲ

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ˡ
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ָͷִĴָСʣͽָ˹Ĵָϡ
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ԼĴĴָԽӹ


517 赻

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ڴСĴָϡ
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æסǿء
ôȥ轳ҵ轳ҵȥȥ
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ţѾˣȥˡ
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ԺҾˣҲǽ˶Բԣ
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ϳţС۾ֵ治ɫĲ
Ҽأȥɡ
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518 

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㽫ˡ
ɿС۾ȴҪˡ
ΪŲŹԽԽԶء
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ͷСĴָϵգۡ


519 û

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520 轷

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졣
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521 

轷֮ǰһֱͦ轳ҵºȫһ
轳ҵĻ轷ĳ˹ȵס
֮ǰܻżǵŮΣǧټƻô˵㶼š
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轷࿴轳ҵૣҲ֪飬Ҳ޹...
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轷൱Ȼףߡ
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轷ȫǸȥ
轳ҵҲû⣬תͷͰʹ
ҿЩͬĵòôɣ
.......
Źı飬轳ҵڰ֣ǣǸ˼˵ദɣԺǶѣԺദദ
أҲϣ㶨˭Ͷ۲۲ദദʶһЩѡ
̸ҾôѧʱڻǲҪ̸ˣҲСǲԺѧҵ˵Щ£ʵڲޡ
轳ҵ̴žž죬ùʶһͬˣ˽һ£ͲױĸСӸƭˡ
ѶˣҲͲͻˡ
Ҳ˼˰ɣ
轳ҵ˵Ļϱ߻ЩǸǵİ
ٸĸںѧʱرϸеʱǧúӲҪ˴ѧˣ˵ѧҲҪ
ɵȴѧҵ꣬ǾͿʼ߻飬ͻһ
üֱҪ̫
в̸ѧ̸һҵҪ飬ֱΡ
˵Уѧ̸ţܱҵнĶ󰡡
Щ飬ر轳ҵ˵һ˵Ƿˡ
轳ҵ߶߶˵Ժ󻹻ܸõкӣ۾ľˡ


522 ƺ

轳ҵҲ³ˣԼҪģ쳣
סͰ˵˺ܶ࣬ǹͿȥ轳ҵȥϢġ
ҲڵѽѣʱѾҪʮˡ
æһ죬Ҳ˯ˣǼæȥۡ
ʱû֡
˼Ȼ˵ҪĶӣѾȷ轼ҵԺҲðˡ
ڻᣬ黹磬Ϊ˱۳ֻôҵעתƣвʲôǹ֮Ĳ񻰵ĴԣɴͲˡ
ɲۿţЩ˵Զô¡
ֻǲȥᣬ͸
ῪʼӰӿúء
Ҫȥһ轳ҵ߶ˡ
˵ˣ
ۺٺЦЦ̲סʹ˸ǷͻС˻˯
ˡǷ˯ɡ
š۶ȴ˯ʹղô£
͵ء
ղɶˡ
......
û뵽ˡ
ˣء
ãһЦЦˣͷ㣬á
.....˵˺ˡ
ƺԣ顣һ´дʮأ
...ˣ˯
۾Ѿǳٵ˹ĴָϵĽָĽָ𣿴Ĵָϣ...
ӶͷϣûûСЦҡ
˵ˡ
ص䣬ĴָϵĽָԼҲʧЦ
ڴͷ˻
ָעûڵڶ컹Ϊûˡ
ֹڶû춼û
˵ææҲû취ֻʱָ´ٸˡ
æоȥҩϣУæΪȥ۶׼ˡ
æµδҲһƬ١
Ƚ֮²ҵľ轷ˡ
轳ҵ͹ûŸ轷࣬˼ԣԼء
轷ѣû¶ߣ˵ûطȥֻܼ취Ȼš
һҲҳ۶ӣҲұϣˡ
˽УԼÿȻȥɻʲôۻɣ±ߡ
ôŬ죬Ϣʱҳ·ʱȴһס


523 ䷽

轷һڸ¥ˣȴкҲһ㱳˼ģ
...
ִʲôɣ
轷ЩۣصСݽŹغá
ֻһˣ轷ˣҲ
Ҫô
û뵽õѾеҩ䷽йоȥҩ䷽
ȥҩ£֪ɶԷ֪
Էſñӣû¶ֻ˵轷轷õȥҩǰõ͸һǮ
轷ܾ貢ţɶԷֱӸһŷ⡣
ŷװһǧǮ
һǧǮǰ轷ǿģȫһˡ
һǧǮ˵Ҳǲˡ
Է˵ֻһ⣬õҩֱٸһ
ѣһ飬轷ʵû㣬ĶǶԷ˵Ļ
ԥˣ轼ô㣬ѵ㻹и飿
Ͳ뿴轼ΪϻǸ£Ƕˣ㻹ʲôϣ?
֪Ϊʲô̵𣿲ΪǸķΪΪûã㲻Ҫ
Ҫ벻㣬ô׷㡣
ǿǿ벻㣬һжãܹĲģÿվ
ôأѣǱķƣֱΡ
Ҫ棬轳ҵҲһӦԼվ
ֻҪǺᡣ
Щ轷˵ܴ
ΪЩŭΪЩĶ
ǰ㹻㣬㹻ãô
轷ֺĶҪôҽӴ䷽...
С㣬ʮ轼ҴСˣһõѽ
취ģûǮģʮ轼ҴС㣬ѵûԼõϵˣǣоǮ
ûвϲǮˣͿôõ䷽ǮǶϣ;ȥɡ
ǲԶֻ֣Ϊ´ݾߣ㲻һռȻơ
Ǻ˵ˣôԼͬϵңҵĺš
轷һǸ˵ĻƻԥʵѾ˾ˡ
Ȼ㲻ʾͱҲ塣
轼Ҫ͵ɣ˸ãðڣùٴλعǰ


524 µͼ

Ϊ轼ҹ˰ٷ֮ʮ˲ϲ轷࣬Ҳаٷ֮ʮ˲Ҳô˶轷им֮ġ
轷ಢ
轷轼֮ǰʵڿģǱķһˡ
轳ҵһʱѾ˲轷ˡ
ȥҩѾͶ֮Ҫȵ˵۶ʱ죬ͳҩȶȣûƳˡ
̵ܳģûг֣֪ɹƳһս轼˵Ҫ
ˣǾǸһ̨ס
ãǶ轼˵ҲǺشĴϾЩҩѵãҲ˺ܶѪġ
轳ҵġ
ΪҪǰȥ۶ӦһǱߵµף轳ҵ͹ʹȳ졣
˺Ҳ׼ˡ
֮ǰȥһ˸ǡ
ɸȴڣ˵æȥˡ
ֻգȥ۶һ죬ڹܼҵ֮£Թ緹ͳˡ
û뵽˸·ĳͱΧˡ
ΧǰҶˡ
˾Ҳûá
ô...˾ְ£ʲôۣܵ亹ˡ
ѷҩóˣͷұߵĳȻ²
һ
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......
ϲŻࡣ
ʲô
ȥ۶ЦҲҪص۶ˡ
...绰ô˵
Ϊ˸㾪ϲ
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ҪҪҵĳкܶˮ
ջ
ûסջ
ͣĳ
׼˲ٱˮ
֮ǰ˼һǻ˸˼뻯Ρ
԰ɣⶼԼģ԰ȫ
˵ţȴǲҿ۾
ӹ󣬽ڰĽָ˳Ľָ
һָóͺһºˡ
Ǹ......ǸϴΣԲҺˡ
֪û¡ҲǸоĲˣȻΣһ·ڡ
֪ˣ˻ģû¡
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ɹһ̲סǸǡ
...ʱ򴥸кģ֪ǲˡ
Ŀ̲סڹĴϡ
˱մˮĴŵɫˡ
һۣ뵽Լ׹ͨ졣


525 û

죬Ϊ˾͵Ҳԣ졣
öҪðˣǼҪæӹˡ
ȥûôˡ
ʵûףֹĲ˵˵ڣֻܱš
ᣬҲ˲á
Ūӷεġ
ԽӷΣԽе㲻ҿ
ΪЩ죬СΣܻε׹
μֱ̫ɶˣÿÿĥʹš
Լ仵ˡ
γ侲
Ϊѧͺ͹˵֮ǰľ
ĸʳõĲóԣĸζ䣬һЩطȤ¡
ڲˡ
ýζЩǵľҲЩ
Լѣ֪ģֶЩʲôˡ
˵˵ųͣˣ³Դ翴羰ͦģ
Сʱ·Ϊмͣͣ棬ӲǸŪСʱ
ȵ˵۶Ѿʱˣ˳ƴŹȥԷ
˵۶ﲻѼ
ŹڵĿѼڵ档
ҲôҲȥ۶ˡ
ʵ֮ǰڵ۶֮ǰΪҪŻȥģڹһˣͼص۶
ԼĵַµϵʽһԵĸдڹͨѶ¼ϡ
оľѧҲԶʱԹ˿ܻ̲飬Ƚ鷳ǰ˵ҳͺá
оƣ;øߴϣ
ȻǹҼ˲ţҲֲûҪô˱
˵Ź𸵻
ʲô...Ҳŵ۶𣿡
ԥһ²ʳڣҪϴκƵ˵ϲǡ
벻ʣɸǵĻ治ʡ
šѵһ쳣Լ֮ǰʱ˵Ļȵ۶ˡ
Ǿͺá
˹ؼҡ
轼ڵ۶ļңҲһһƬɽıȡ
滹ֵĽֵոһС£Ͱ
轼ҵĸУɷչҪڵ۶
轳ҵ͹ڵ۶סһ칫Ŷ㡣
һ߾ϷˣҲĺԺ
ȻһЩװޣɻǱԭӡ
˵סķ̶ȣ治סҲĩϢʱȥ
ΪľѧҲ̫Զסˡ
ʹˣͻȥʱ򣬻˲ּˮ


526 Ҹ

ȫ͵ңֽȥ
ȥӵģɿ轳ҵĿ⣬رǵǡ
Լ
Ȼ۶ˣԺкܶġ
֤̫ˡ
۶û죬ŰźһУͽӵ񺣵ĵ绰
˵Ҫˡ
֮ǰ滹˵ʱûʲô뷨񺣣ææҪˣҴ绰ѯģ֪ͨġ
ΪŮˡ
û˵Уҵԣò˵²ʵ
ʲôʱ᣿
¸¡䵭﷢鲻ڡ
¸£˼ûҪˣµף¸²ûˡ
š飬֪˵㻰Һܿ͵۶ҵ˵۶Ժͣ
ͲͶ˵һµó
ȻҪˣæŽ飬¶Ӵ˰ˡ
񺣵ĵǸ˵͹ˡ
˵绰Ƭ̣ɵ˴Ϸ
ڶԼ۳ȴ......
˺һᣬӳóһǮ
Ǯ򿪣ԿһžƬ
ʱһĵġ
ʱѾչֱͬ˸ɫ츳ʱҶʺҸ
ҶʱϣЦ绨
ͽҶʣҲЩҶʡ
ü۶һģһġ
ΪҶʵľͿһӰ
񺣣ֿʱգҪ¿ʼˡ
ΪԼƽܣˣŷʵǡ
ǻܡ
һշתൽҹ˯š
ڶ죬ˡ
ϴʱʮ࣬տʱ䣬žͱˡ
ʿˡ
ú硣
ĬƬ̲ȥš
վ⣬۾ͨ죬
Բʧ...
ȻʧˣҿԱ֤һģԺеܻܵãҲûȨ̳ңġ
óһֽ㿴ǩ˱֤ˡ
ûֽʲô֣ʲôʱ񣿡
а׾36꣬Ǵ...916ŵİ죬Ǻ...
ٲ죬°׾Ӵˡ
ʣҪҪһȥ
ãûȥˣڵ۶졣ڨڨҲ۶ˣ㾲ϲ۶Ժڵ۶Ҫ...Ҫ㾲̵ĶҲҪڵ۶ѧ


527 ̵

ӣץסص㣬ڵ۶ѧˣ
...㾲̻Ÿӣʮˣ˵ϲݣ۶ѧϰҾʹӦˡ
ЩڨڨҼΣ㾲ǸӿźòͦµģԺҲԺúúദ
ԭΪֻǶ˸裬û뵽˸̵ܡ
Ǹ׾ȻŸӡ
һʮ...ǰꣿ
˵ʮ껹ǰꣿе㲻壬Ϊ֪Ҫѧϰݵʮ껹ǰꡣ
ʮ...񺣽ͣǸ...׾Ǳ߱ȽԼҲ磬ʮͼˡ
Ǳ߽磬Ǽǲ϶ȰȥǼǣһѺҲǼϣ׾ȽϵùԵǼˣϹȻûˡ
ʹźӹҲûǼǹ
û˵
Ҳһ𵽵۶ˣʲôʱпգһԸ
һҪһġ
һʱûӻ
񺣾ͼæͣǼ棬û˼ҲʲôģҲֻǼ򵥰һ£졣
ҳҲ˲գԺҲǼûϵ...վǰ׾Ķӡ
ܰ׾ŮᶯҡҵĵλոǣദúþãദҲ⣬Ӱʲôġ
񺣽ѹеΡ
ʱΪЩֺΣЩ޺ηй˽ϣǣ
Щ£ԸϣҲûºޣʱգʵҲ֪ˡ
ҲˣҲýǣһѾ
ûȢģһоߵһֻܾܵķС
񺣣Ӧ˳Է
Ļϲˣһοû£òô׵ġ
һжô򵥵ġ
ٴλص䣬ҶʵƬǿɬ
ȴһͻصڵ۶ķӡ
׾ͳնڵ񺣣һͽѯʣô...Ը𣿡
񺣺ͳյͷͰ׾˷ͷţӦˣûµġ
Ű׾üۣ񺣲ԾҲģġ
׾ͷһŬõ...ֻҪܽܣҲûκҰģҾǸл...лҺСջᡣ
֪Ҷ֪İɡ
§ס׾ļ򰲸
׾ǩǷݱ֤飬񺣶԰׾ͳ׷ˡ
òڵڶ쿴׾ɲǣȴֱӱ


528 Ц

Ϊ׾̫ᣬ̫ƯΪ׾һˡ
Ҷʡ
׾Ҷʡ
üۻͶ
񺣿ΪһĶɶ˵ȴȳ˲Ӭʺܡ
ԸһİŮˣҲԸһƷҶʵλá
Ű׾ס
׾һ...ǰ׾ʲô...
׾ȿ񺣡
ҲһֱţԭΪҲð׾Уڿ֪Լüˡ

۵׵ˣȴףҲ뿴׾
׾ǿпڡ
Խ̣㾲ò´λؼóԵġ
׾æͷԣϲʲôҶ
ûӦ׾ЦеΡ
ĳЦЦ廰磬ҿԽɣҽгգĳǸգ˵ǲʿҺó...һֱʶѧϰãرѧϰõġ
ճ˹ģûйԣ˲øС
۵ǳݡ
뿴׾Ŀ˿޺ĳϡ
ճò׾һۿȥ˵òࡣ
˳յĻһӻǳɼãҶԺҪѧʲôԶ
һģֻҪ粻æ͵ͷҲûӻ˱ϡ
磬˿źóԣϲҸѧ˳գԺл³¶һ֡
׾Цſһ۳ա
óպͰ׾ǳá
񺣿ûߣȻĮɵһ
֮һֱڻԾգ˵ͬѣԺͳն档
ԳյĹ۸У˵϶ãҲ˵϶ǿһٷҪߡ
㣬ȥ
̸̸
˳ȴе㲻֪˵
һδæΪ⡣
׾Ҳ⡣
ҶʵļգΪ񺣾һ˳ȥȾƣȶˡ
Ҳ˰׾׾С죬ȴ㱻ˡ
ӻ׾ΪҶʻˡ
Ű׾Ϳޣ׾û취ͽȥԱߵıݡ
Ҳһ¡
ڶ׾Ѿˣ˼ҵ׾
׾Ьӵĵطϰ࣬ÿվź࣬Ϊĳ⣬ݼڣֵǸԭˡ


529 ϸƷ

񺣺Ͱ׾Ϳʼ˽Ӵ֮ǰҲԼᡣ
û̽ģǰ׾ˡ
׾У񺣲֪ɺϷְ׾ԤԼĵӣ֪׾ӡ
񺣼һֹ׾ȥҽԺӣӳɻ顣
Щú˵ͨʱĽӴѾõĿʼٴȴġ
븺嶯һΡ
ŴⲻԲЩ£Ҳûڡ
һˣ񺣲ڿڵ
ǲ...ϲ׾
ϲϲʲôҪѾˡ
񺣣ͨŮˣҿԲμӻ񣬽ĳ֣ɰ׾...Ҳܡ
ҪԱ㣬ҲȥμӣԺҲн
񺣼㲻ô...ҶԲ㣬û˵ӣ㲻֣ʱ˵ʲôС
㹻˼˵ˡǳ
һŮˣ԰׾ƽ˵ɶ裬ȴһ衣
˭ϲƷ
񺣵ʲô飬ֻ˶ġ
ǵͨ죬˾ˣôҲְ...
û⣬Ҳȥ
֧֣̬ȡ
ԺҪϷӣҲ迴
һͣ...
ʵ񺣻ѡ۶ҲǲͰ׾صҶʻķ
ԺļգһԼȥҲҪȥ
ЦЦ׾֪ԼǴƷ𣿡
˵ʲôƷ...񺣷ϣҴûƷ...Ҳ֪
׾֪ҶʣΪûٱҶʡ
׾˵ĶΪ顣
Լ飬Ҳ񺣻һӡ
Щ˵㣬׾һŮˣһΪǮҲΪٻΪˡ
ӦǩǱ֤飬ҲӦÿˡ
˵ЩΪģȴԽɡ
񺣱Ҽܺãģǰ׾Сʮꡣ
ǸͣҪһĶףȻΪǮΪٻǺα񺣣
֪ԼǳҶʵ£Ը޸񺣡
ò˼顣
ϸƷġ
ҪԲԸ⡣
׾ϸ˵˵ʲôΪ˸飬þǸЦ


530 ˿

˵ô
ջҹΣΪ˸ĸû
æ벻˵ʱҲġ
Ϊ£ʤȥоæµȥˣ۲Ĳ
һߵĹ˼Уˡ
ѧУǰһͺúʰԼͷСӱȥˡ
СͻӱԸԳԵβķʽ¼ȡˡ
İ¼ȡʣҲǴ漣
ȡɼ벻Ĺ͡
Сͻӱ˻ˣҲԽм
˱ȹ쵽֮ȥȻҹ
һҪȥľѧװҲҪװԼҲһһ
ûǵ顣
ϱҲرȥ濴ҲǺõġ
˺һȥһȥֻǱ˲ٿˮ˵轳ҵҪˣڴȥ
ôСȥֻҪ֤ĺɡ
ȶˣҲֺˣڶƻ
ʰ׵˷Сͻӱͱһ·͵Уſڡ
˳˾ȻȥͷСӱվſڣͬѧһȻʼա
һ·ӰգԺԿܶء
ȿʼοģʽ
ȻУſںܶͬѧǲӰ顣
ˣȥ¡
ӱͷСΪļҲѽȥ
Ըصſڲѧѧָ·
ãġ
úã̫ƯʲôûãһʼЩò׼ǲֱѯʡ
ʲôϵģ֪ͨҿһ¡
֤֪ͨǸѧ㡣
Ǳ߱ѧ...
λѧ֤ˣѧѾҵˡ
ɣѧô·û𣿡
۾ѧŹ۾ƯѧãҪܺúʶ˵......
ţͱ˽غˡ
ұˣҴȥɡ
͹һֱԸİȻ֡
ǳġ
ɻӱͷСѾˡ
𣬰𣡡
ǰ𣡡
Ȼͬѧô˵ѽ...
С鼤ŹֱۣС·ͷӱҲ͵͵۽ǣûʺʲôġ
ܿСֵСȭŰһЦ
Ƕ˿


531 ҪУ

Сͻӱܼ벻ıôԴЩ˼
Сڴҵע£˽Ŀ󣬹ע͸ˡ
ҲûСͻӱһֵģڹǰѧ֮ӵľѧȴò˼ˡ
...
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һ仰ԴŤ
е㲻˼
ǶСû˵ﻰŮӣǸкˡ
߰ɣҴȥСĿ̫飬΢΢תȥ
𻰲࣬ͣ£ҲߣæҲӦ
һ·԰еĿ࿴ˡ
ĺӣʵҲûôԽӽ
߹ȥһ·˵Ŀ⡣
ҪǹͰı̫ˣ֮ǰϹĿǸĿܺ죬ΪѧԾۼأܶ˿ĿҲսأǵǡ
ͰǽĿʵˣ˶ѧУ˵ĿԵˣȻ˵Ц
ǿ羰ԼҲһ羰ߣܿ죬Ϣͨĸ꼶ͬ꼶Ķ֪ͰѧУˡ
ңѧУҲȻʼˡ
ľѧҲ⡣
ľѧΪרҵĹϵŮʵеʧ
Ůӽһ
ҲһŮ
Ůе١
أ٣ȴǸܸ˵ġ
ѧϰɼ㲻˵ˣвƯŮء
ִƯŮͻᷢʵĺܶء
УУÿһ󣬶Ҫעġ
ƫƫ˧ƯЩ֪ȣ˻ô̴̵ţǲ͸עˡ
Ͱһж֪
ĵĴŹãסᣬȡѵȡ
ȡʱ򣬻˵СЦ
ôСҲôҲᡣ
ߣߣ׼ҪȥʱѾɿϾˡ
˶ˡ
ʲô...ҿ԰...
ŹֿȴǳɵӣǺͿġ
ûʶĴ
û£Լͺá
Сڹ˵ɣ¡
תߣæϣ...ɣ
ҡͷûµģұͺˣ̫ģͺá


532 ǲ

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536 

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538 ѵ

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540 Ҽְ

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541 Բһ

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542 ټ

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ҽԺȹҺÿԤԼˣֱȥ顣
ӼȥԼص㣬˸һϳȥҽԺ
һһûɹˡ
ǰװ׵ģɹ˵ӡ
Լ˷ɹģɹ޸Իá
дǣĶãƤҲá
Ǿͺá̵ģܰﵽͺã«ǲе㲻ã
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ţ۾һȻ˲е㼵«
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ҸǮǼ֡
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543 õ

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ǰҲڼңʱֻڼҡ
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轷͹ͬǶȥ۶ˣҲȥ۶ˡ
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544 

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Ӱ˺ܶ˵۵ף·ļͷ


545 ĺûе

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һﲻ˶ԥգ˲Ӱ졣
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546 

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۵һҪǻëԤ׵ľǰˡ
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547 

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548 Ϊʲô˵

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549 ߳ɷۺɫ

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550 ·

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á
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áͰĵطǾͽ·ˡ


551 ͻ

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552 ·

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553 ưô

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557 ɵ 

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560 Һϲ

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轳ҵҩҲúأܶ˶ϣ֪ҩ
֪Ĳ࣬û뵽й¶ˡ
轳ҵ͹Ҳ׼˺֡
ȥҩһζҩҪһҩ궼ûУԼȥɽɵһζ
ҪģҰĲˣôģֲ
ҿһѲǴڴģҲֲˡ
һζҩز٣ҩҪ
Ҫһζҩûҩ
һζҩһֻС
ûһζҩһȥҩͲȥҩ
ԣͷ۵Ĳǣҩˡ
轳ҵûȥҩ˵鷳ΪңҩԻˡ
轳ҵ͹û
ҩ׼轼ռңκͳ˲Ӭʺһܡ
õҩ뵽ǱαøЩҩʦˣҪ֪ҲǺܲ򵥵ġ
ҩ˶佱ѡ
䷽ˣֲá
ҩͨ˳֤֤ͨ󣬱һ£ʱȣ轼ҵҩѾĳ˾Ҫˣ±轼ռ˴ͷռҾżͲðյķʽ
ɹҩģȻȴģһһ顣
ȡʱ䣬ܼ轼ҡ
ðգðҲǻˣ轼ұܵشһ̨ס
ռҵҩҲȫȽˣһֱ轼ҵıΡ
ռòͶ˲Сһʣû뵽ͳ©ˡ
˳ҩ̻С׬һʣһСҩǼۣΪǵźԶҩǻ˵òС
ɽȴˡ
轳ҵ͹Ƽ飬Źʱռȴ˹С
ΪֻΪҩЩԾ
ΪȥҩͿ˾ͼЧҪһЩʱġ
һĹУҩڲϵԱкĹӦ㹻
ɶͿһʱˣȴûκãûҲû
Ϳ˼ҩ
ռߣһҧŶЩ˰̵飬ṩҩˡ
ҩ׶ԲԣôоԾ
ٷְٶԣǵõʱ䣬ҩͬһҩҪʱŻЧֽ׶ء


565 ʶ

˵úʵϲô¡
µ˰̿ʼʱ򣬳ˡ
ҩͿۣʼ˴̼Ӧ
ƣƻá
ռҵ˲ų׼ˣ
һֱûͣͶҲͶôһʿɾԲܳ¡
ҩˣŻûȵǮܣȴûüܾͱץסˡ
мҲꡣ
轳ҵ͹ڵڶ۹ʱռڲ¡
ռһᰲˣ轼ȻҲû׼ҲһЩ
ֱ飬üͷһ塣
ɲ͹أûԡ
ҩɲǿЦģҪעķˣ轼Ҿҵҵּ飬ռȴô򵥴ֱ
ǾȻֱ飬̫ˡ
轳ҵҲռ...û䣬ΪĿģֶΡ
֣Ϥ𣿴򽻵𣿡
轳ҵŹͷȻ˵ˣҲ˵һ£Ǻռҵ¡
ռҺ轼ң֪˾ð˸ӴţʵЩԨԴ
үүһʱ򣬺ռҵʱھӣϻ⣬һʼãɺ׬һǮ͹ͳ˷硣
̫үүӦҵռȴҪúܣû̸£ռǱߵŲù¡
ҾͷֵˣΪռ߲ռҹҲ轼͸ռҷһǮҵ轼ҾӪ
ƫƫռҾԼûϾ轼ǹǣռλǮţҵ
轼ԽԽǲܾòҵǼҵģҪ轼ң轼ջôˣүүСʱ֣үүһٵһ...
轳ҵһһѾôǣռҵж˼ˡ
Ȼռԣ֮ǰľӪΧͬˮˮģҲڲ£轼ҿʼҩҵռҿǺˡ
轳ҵһʼҲ뵽ռңҲͲˡ
ҪǾҩĿǰ˵Ҳͻ
ϧռ˵һڡ
һγһУҲҵġ
һѾǲŸ¡
轼ҽռҵϵݸ㿴ռҵϣԺЩˣռҵ£߾衣
ҲǣǼҲǡ
Цŵͷá
ҳռҵ˵ʱ̲סüͷ
ճԸ
ˣʶ


566 ˲

轳ҵռҵҵľ˵Ҫ̳ռҵԸ轼ҸȥƵ
ô棿
轳ҵͷԣ֮ǰǳµʱҲûڣûóѡ
ҿиܡ
һźϣ۵׻Ȼ
֮ǰռңû룬ռĲҵ̱ƻûɺġ
û뵽ռн
ϱӣռҲнֵúܲ죬˵˳
Ҫռ̫̫
ѧҽҲⲻҩһʼֻСС֡
һЩ츳һֱ̿࣬Сгɾ͡
һɾͣռҵǰʲôǡ
ռҩҩЧȲϹģ±ռҵ֪󣬾Ӵռҡ
ҹҩƹ㣬Ժֳɡ
ʱԣۺõռҲгʹӦˡ
û뵽ˡ
ҩռҵõ󣬹ǸҽݾͱˣҩҲ˵ϰȫ涨ȫûա
⻹㣬˺ôһʿ
Ͷ·ȥռңռȴ˵æԣǰæԺֺûˡ
֪֮ռǿȡ£Ϊľҩ
£ռǰûٸɡ
һʲôǵˣûռǲ
ٺʲô鷳Ƶֻܻ˵ط¿ʼ
κˣ¿ʼ
ûռҵ޳ܣҲ˷ǵȴռҺֻ˸ӣѿǣ֪ȥˡ
ռһֱҩ߻ܽѿǣٺλճԸҪˣ˹ϡ
Ǹǵùȴǳһڶ
һֱǵռңΪߺ·;ϣ۲ûˣҲ˺ܾá
û뵽һΣռһ겻ɢ
ϱӣ˵һô...ÿԺúý̽ˣǼ޵ߣֺһܺߡ
֣Ҿǲ׷Ź˻ǵˡ
°ͣ轳ҵ˵š
轳ҵüʲô𣿡
ȻǾٱˣΥô׷ŹôҲúúòһ顣
òֹҪռʧǮƣҪĴۡ
轳ҵŹƬЦ
轼ҵŮ


567 Ĺ

ϣռҵĳˡ
ռҵҩûֱ˵ϣء
ռ͵ʴף˸
ռҵ֣תֳ
ˬˬ
ˬ˷...û䡣
轳ҵû취ֻټ˿ᣬ뿴ܲ˼ײȤĻ𻨡
˵˵ȥû󻰣轳ҵ벻ȻҹƣҲһ
õ˲˵ֻ֧֣֮ǰ߻Ĵ磬Źֹ
ǺܺãʱϺܽһãҪ죬ʵи뷨
뷨˵轳ҵ֡
˵˰ҪҪĹ棬ʵиֳɵģء
߻˿Źˡ
һ£Ҷ˼ˡ
һʱ䣬轳ҵ͹ҵ۾һ
ĿȻһʱ䣬ǹйڻģ֮ǰ˵ҲĹ棬ʵǸ⡣
ָָԼң
ҸԼ
ԼĲƷԣ
ԣҾĹ棬ãھкܶഴ뷨
轳ҵСĿŹû°ɣ
ҡͷû¡
֮ǰ϶ģϵӵĳΪѧϰ׬ǮҰ裬û
ڲȱǮҲҵĸˣźúöš
ȴıˡ
ɴøţҲܺã轼ҺãЩ˰̵Ҳãݻ
Ҫǻܲһռҡ
ܲһռң侮ʯһҲͦõġ
һ棬Ҳʲô
Ӧˡ
԰˵˵߻
˵߻ܼ򵥣ǱҲֻҪ򵥡
˼뻹Ϊ߳
ò
ȻڶͶ㡣
̶ʮĹ棬Ӳһ졣
ļ벻£˸档
ĳЧͦġ
Ͷˡ
ڹռٻУʱȥҩĹȥҩʽˡ
ʱռȫ٣顣
ռ²ʣ֮ǰѹ£ڱ˿ӣ֮ǰû취˾ͳûҧˡ
ռҾˡ
꣬ͺãʽʼѧϰ͸иɾء
ͬѧкܶѧϰٶҪ죬ѧǽһ缢ʡ
ֹԼרҵģûԼεʱ򣬹ȥĿΣרҵġ
רҵˣѧûãʦǱרҵģȱרҵѧʱѧûҪһЩ
ѧ......
Ҷ֮ӣҲ̫˰ɣ


568 Ǯ̫ķ

ʽϿһ£һ꼶ѧ֪ѧϰڿѹˡ
ѧʱͦҸģҶŲҪôˣƵý
ϿΣͼݣڷܵò񻰡
רҵʦŹϧţС㣬һתѧˡ
һСİ𣺡......
СûôŬ̫ˡ
Ϊ˴ѧɣû뵽ôһ𱻱ƵòСĸŷѧϰ
Ҳ㣬һ㲻ȹҲûЩʦ
ֱˡ
ù·ϵİʯ
Σ˺ܶ͹ͬͬҵķա
ŮòǹǵѹҲ
ΪҲŪû¾ȥο飬Ҷϻãʫ²۴ѧҲҪ͸һˡ
˼ͼҵڹѧĹÿϿʱ֮ⶼҪȥ򹤣ʱֻܽŬһһȦȦˡ
ȻòżһԷ˼Խоˡ
ҿӵʱ䲻࣬ɻв˿ĵĹˡ
ϵӣĹ棬ҲǷǳˡ
֪ǲǹԭ򣬹һºĪȫУУı
ѧУѧȻ죬ȥҩҲȻ졣
ðɣҲȻ졣
Ͼⲻǳҩֻ˰̵õܶ϶ЩС̺ۣӰĻ⡣
ȥҩǻˣΪЧá
ȥҩЧӿһЩҩкȳԵһСʾ˳
˺Ե˺ֱܶ࣬ûˣ˾̾ϲ
ȥҩȥҩʱǸıһ˵һ
ȥҩĳɹϵƸƴһЩ
ռһ轼˳ƾǰһ
ȥҩĳɹҩҲ˺ܶۡ
˾ϲǣҲѯǵĹȥ
ֻҪҵͷԵģԿȥҩǰ;
轳ҵæúܣȴæ泩
㻨Ǯ͸͸Ҳû
轳ҵҲ
ſϵĽԼʮꡣ
Ȼ˵ƮˣŬء
ϾôǮĺܴ
⣬ͬҲС
۶Ҳˣȥһ꼶ˡ
֪һһ꼶ʲôζŲоˣѧһ顣
ֻѧŵۣΪƻСľͰš


569 ֶ

轳ҵ͹ȻûѪԵϵ͹ãݼڵģҲͶۺá
õĶĽҲǷǳļ򵥴ֱ
⻹㣬轳ҵ͹ˣۻɽ
Ͼǰ۳˲ٿ࣬˺ܶ׾ݵӣǮˣ͸͸
Ȼһеܶѧϰ࣬˵ҪֲǰĿࡣ
...Ҳ࣬æҲܺһ𣬿ɶ۵ĸرһġ
˵ǽԸĸ鶼Ͷ䵽ϡ
һá
رȢ֮ݺþ͸ˡ
۶̶ʱھͱ˸
渻
۾ҪԼ죬϶ѧģеͷ轼ҼҲʲôģٻȥ˷ˡ
ҿûǮԻ
ֻû¾ǮԺҪ׷⹫ѡ
ľˡ
Ͷʲôģʵûͷԡ
öԣҲô󸻴۾úܺá
ĳϢҲˡ
۾ѧھô˵ȥ꼶
һѧ۾ſڿ˽
·ĹܼҸĳ
Եıɡ
һϳ͸һӱɡ
С۾ָһ
԰ɣ԰ɡ
ۣҲϲЩҲС
˵ţȴ̲סˡ
ǰǺϲЩģѾϰˣ۾СˣԼ̿ζҲӰˡ
С۾һ㲻⣬۵ĳ谮
ʲô
㶼ԡ
ѧϰô˳𣿡
ܣҪСҡ
ˣҪҪð
֪Ҵö񡣡ϵ·
У?
۳һˣǰصģ㷢Ϣûء
һ£ûɣ
æ
֪ɿʧ䣬Ǿͺá
ﲻϢ
ϲæģ׼׼Ҳġ
ʲôϲۺʣҾú˵˵ΪҲȷ˵ǲǾϲ
۾ǸֱУԲľϲǾš
˵ͻˣҲ˵ԥһ»Ǿܾˡ
ۺ˺ߣ...Ժ󲻰ˡ
۵Զ븵ǸӲҡ
֮ǰ񺣵ı֣۶Ҳе㱣
Ҳûġ


570 ϲ

Ϊ˺ܶͥ𣬼ʶܶͥɱ˵̫ͥҪˡ
⣬񺣲⣬ڻ˺裬ԺҪ̵ܣһ붼۷֡
Ŷм̸硣
ԣ۲׺͹ҲԼȥҲٺ͹ᣬӰ
ССͣΪġ
С飬̲ס󣬡㲻һ˭
˭þͰ˭
Ŀ֣Ǻͼ̸ôֲ
ﵽ׻ǹ
˵һʼûͬУǲһˡ
ϾѪŨˮҲãҲ֪ġ
ʻĬһ¡
ʲô˵ӣ˼̥أײǰΡ
񺣰ȥöӣΣŻ͹ϵû¾ʹǰ׾ž˵׾ķ
ʱгա
ʱһʱ򳣺һůġ
֮·ǰ·
ûҲûӹЩˣ·Ҳǡ
żһΣ׾ĶӴһЩɫҲԽԽá
֮ǰ˺ܶࡣ
ҲһȻ˵գҲ
˵װı䣬кʶıˡ
ľܾû¾ͻᷢϢ˵ǰһһǸڡ
׾ǵĵطҲˡ
Ͼߵˣ꺮ůģﻹźӣһĿɲͲһ
ۿš
Ա߿ӣеڣе
ˣˣ档
밲ο˵ڣס֡
СʧЦ춹...һ
߳ŭ˭춹ģǵӲأ費һ
̲סЦǸ
Żۺ˺ߡ
ΪԱܣܾˣǺޣϻȥʱ˵绰
裬Ҹ˵СҪ׼ʲôϲ׼
ϰÿ轳ҵͻͨ绰ʧЦʲôϲ
Ҳ֪˵Ҿ¾ϲ˾ţѡ
ٺ٣ʵǱ
µ绰µ绰ȴʡ
ʲôϲ
ڶ죬֪ʲôϲˡ
˵ö...ϲһͱ˾š


571 Ľ

ڴѧڣľѧͬѧ˶˵ȥҲʶʶ
ûʵ֣Ҳв˵ѧУӴ󿧵Ĵ
ЩһЩû̫⣬ѧϰ޷԰Ρ
Լ˵ѧУˣĴ󿧣Ĵڡ
СϢ٣ʲô˶µˣϢ˵Ҳѧľѧҵġ
һʼҲͦȤģǺСϢ̫ˣûҾûˡ
һ죬ȥˣ¿κü¼רҵиĿΡ
...ӡ
೤Ϣ˵ĴרҵҶòУҲڱϣȴҪҡ
ˣ˸Ľң֮ǰȴ硣
ٶȳŽȥɽܣΪʵڸ̫ԶǸٵˡ
ʱѾˡ
ԥ˼룬͵͵ӺŽȥ
տŶŽȥͱˡ
Ǹٵͬѧ...
̨洫Ϥûעˡ
һ̧ͷͿ˴ҿߡ
βѣǺˣվ
Բʦҳٵ...
ȻٵˣǾͷ...
ΪȥվŵĻû뵽Ļԭء
Ǿͷ㵽һΡ
͵һ㶣̧ͷͿ˽̨ϵˡ
̫ӴŵĹΣ֪ǲǸԶܾý̨ϵʦ졣
...ر
ѧУ
һƬ˴û濴
̫̫ˣ̫ˣʱ̫ˣһ½
ҸҲȥһš
ȥ
Уȥ
ԱߵСĺ
̨ʦٴοڣҪϿˡ
һعæ鱾ǰԽǰԽͷԽ졣
ղſ壬ܿˣⲻ
˶һ۾ʲôһ
ôѧУôѧУΣ
ֲ֪֪ĵλôѧУΣ
գۡ
һЦλͬѧˣǾͿʼϿΡ
һˣʦˣЩ֮Ļ˵Ͳ֪ҪѧһＷ˼
ڳ
һλ


572 ϲ 

Ϊʲôһλأ
ΪԱǸŹ죬˼ܾý̨ϵʦĿˣͲԾճĶˡ
κ£Ҳûע⣬۾ֱֱ
Ҷڹûʲô飬ǲЩᡣ
˵УһѧѧϰϵУݶۿŮһ㣬ϲŮһ
ڿǶЩûȤЩݲá
ⲻģҲˡ
Ҹֲ²⣬ȴ֪ˣֻΪʶ
ºҲڿʼ˵ˡ
ղϿ·ϣ֪֪ľռϣҿ˷ˣ˷ܼ
벻ɨһҲ˵ʹ򿪽̰
ôӺֱſڡ
ˣȫͬѧ룬ʼΡ
һ˵Ҳ֪˵ԭԭǵ˶
û˻ǲˣֻ˵ɶǶԵġ
渺
Ůͬѧһżӡ
˹Щ㶣Ҳȥˡ
Ҫʼ
ûҽܡ
˶ٿ˵ѧ㲻Ƕ𣿡
ѧ......
ָ⡣
Ǿ򵥵ҽܣԺÿܸǽСʱĿΡ
......

ǲ֪Ϊʲô۾ѵҲһʱЩˣ
Ժÿ۱٣Ҳɡ
΢΢һЩϰߵ۾ǽҪϿˡ
ʼˣ֮ǰЩЩһ
ǳԾҲܿ졣
ҿĶǾӢȻϡ
ˣҲǳ
ΨһĴϰ˵Ĺ
ǰרŽ⣬Ͽôûеġ
ôһֱһֱȻͬѧǾŬ׷ܱʼ顣
̫Ͷ룬мҲûϢһֱСʱ
νͬѧǶ±ơ
ģʲô
ҲǷǳЧʡ
ͬѧʵֵ̫ˡ
һڿεݣһڡ
ոպá
ڿξ͵ˣвԼ˽½ۣܽģܣͳһǽ𡣡
¿Ρ


573 ȫУ

˵ǳɴˣǱʦܻᱻ˵ȫᡣ
ͬѧҲȻ
ڵʱʲôʱ䣬౦󣬲ÿ˽⣬Ҳġ
Ҫҵ飬Ƕлˡ
ллڡ
ˡ
ټ
ҷ׷׵лȫվ
ͷҪߣɨһ
ڹԱΪǸߣһ𣬾һҶ⡣
ڣڵһоϰ𣿡
˶ٵͷš
˵ձ飬ر߹޵ĳȥˡ
һƬΪ˶ȥĵطܽȥģ...١
Ҷˡ
Ѿ緹ʱˣǶˣڼˡ
ڵǽʲôǸ߱Ƹ񣡡
ԣһһҪЩˣúҫһ£
Ҳǣǵʤֹ˧
Ƕѧʶ˼е˧
ҸоҪˡ
Ҳǣ
ڴҵļУľҪȥû뵽ͱҶסˡ
ϻˣû뵽㻹ٵˣٵҲãע⵽ˡ
ǰҺĽ㰡ڵһŸڵˡ
˼û˵Сͨ죬ҲǼòᣬĽ
.......
Ҫ֪ǰͱһһΣǻ᲻ἵʷˣ
ԼЩڸв֪ˡ
ѽĽ㣬ҲһƯҲýڶ࿴ˡ
ʫڸп
ֹ
˵ʵģ֮ǰϣԼϵİ̲Ҫȥء
ǵļٿﻹˣʲôˣ...
һԷڣܶ뷹
Ҳǡ
Ҷ§ס򣬸ʫһһס˼͹ߣһȥԷ
...
˵ȥҲûҵᡣ
ȵʳãյϢ
ϲ¥ʳõ㡣
¥ʦʳá
ķϽ꣬е£ˡ
ŷоܣβܺĽˡ
¥
Ѿڵˣ۾һ
ʦ΢΢档
۾һ˵ô԰ɡ
ôˣ֮ǰû˵
΢Ц㾪ϲ


574 

ϲ
ԣⲻǾϲҪɾˣҶˣΪҪȥվš
......
ⲻ⣬Ī۵Ļ
Բ...ڵϿΣû뵽ٵǰ
ӦڣһԭΪӴҲ뿴
Ҳ˵Բֻû뵽...һתָ۾۾ô?𣿡
ǣΪԷ۾ЩΡ
ǣûӣ⾵ƬûŽʹ۾ŸĻѧʶһЩ
ڨڨͣϾͲЩͬѧͺһ
......
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˵ҲԣҲŶʮ꣬һһȷʵô͵ġ
û취ʱڶ鲢ġ
Щ˶
һεĶʮͬѧʮʱŶһ꼶ϸûǮ飬ѧؼأѧ˲ż顣
һȥˡ
λͬѧ
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577 Ŀ

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ҶϷ˼е֡


578 ǲǰ

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579 ʧ

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580 轷

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581 ʧ

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582 ѹ

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583 תҵ

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584 Ϊʲô

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оʹԼ֪飬ͨ⣬οǻڶ
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ֻܼתҵ
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586 ϲ

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ʱʱʱÿεĶǲҪ߹¡
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Ϊ轼Ůĵһ꣬úܾܰ
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˵ȻҪϣܴٳɻ£ϧûá
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ҲؼҹˣֻǼģֻһˡ
ʮһ񺣴ӵ۶˻ûżӺͰ׾
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˴͹ϵ˵һ󣬻˵۶
ڨڨҲֻܸŻȥˡ
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񺣻ص۶Ʋ֣ǰ׾ͳմȥ԰ȥ棬ûôˡ
ԼͶ빤Уȹꡣ
꣬ûŻţҪȵѧǰŻ
еģ˼á
˼ڵ۶ǰˡ
Ҳҵˣɲɵĺĵطһϡ
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587 

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䲻ֻ뾡취
ǸؾܲصģҲƾܿƵġ
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ˣ˼˵һãȴָ߲ʣԽԽҲԽܡ
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ȥǵĹϵҪһˡ
ֻʮ꣬ͳˡ
Ϊǣء
ȻòϣҪҲΪ̼轳ҵ
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ʮСŮô̫࣬׽ʲôˡ
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˰Ҷ̯֣ʺˣÿʼʡǮˡ
ʱһȥ㵱ʫҲ£㵱


588 

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589 ڵ

˼ʶԾʱܣûü
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ŵϵľζ
Ҳҿ˼ҲһЩŴ󺰡
ѲŰΣա
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ǽӵ绰ȥɳ˼ӻʱĸ˶ŵòᡣ
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ˡ
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590 ໥

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˼Լ¶ݣֱ뿪ܳˡ
ܳҲûطȥĶҪǮ˼ȥɵס
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ܶ˺Ⱦ˻ޣ˼Ҳ⡣
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óԾԾԣҰ
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ӹ󿴿ҿ治ѣܴ򿪿𣿡


591 ļƱ

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ﲻԼһ˲Ÿϲ
ðɡǿĴӦˡ
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592 

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ͷӭһ
һ˲¡
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593 

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Ҹػ
Ҹȡ
Ϊ˽㣬ʲô


594 Ѫķ

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𾢣绰ȴȻˡ
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595 Լ

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609 Ҹļ

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610 

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Ҫ̸ʲôС˵һû
Ÿ쵼ˣˣվص
쵼̡ơƶ¶Ц̵ݹȥ
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618 ϰ

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쵼ָָſڣȥҽԺܺߣտɡ
ơƶЦ˵Ųˡ
˵ô࣬˵ֲ㣬ұˡ
˵ϹȥˣﻹֹʲôǮʲôƽ֮ġ
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۷ܼסһͨ佱¼͸ǳˡ
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ΪıȥҽԺܺˣȥһҽԺ
ײѾΣˣΪ˵̫أҪܳһʱϢ
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ϰΪŴ
ĸĸϰΪϰǻᷢȴ˵ֻܿｻ
ְֿͷ׬Ǯڽͷͷ̯Ѿܳʱˡ
Ȼʱܵӣᱻ۸Ǯ󲿷ֶǺˣ⻹ԡ
迿Ŵë׬Ǯ
ëëöܺã˳ڿҿңȻȴûԡ
Ҳúܺá
ΪȥѧУֻܿѧ
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⻹㣬ǱޣǺöΣǮ㣬ȥ۸һڡ
òᡣ
ǹܼҰæӦˣǱ޲ű⳥ˡ
⳥ûȥɧţвǣ˵ȥӻβͣˡ
۱ȥһУ·ˣ˻
Ϊ轷ˡ
轷ൽ۶ˡ


619 ǰһݹ

轷겻ɢֻص۶ˡ
ۿﻹģ£ڵ۶¡
轷Ȼ۶ˣʱûڸƼˡ
Ϊ֪ˡ
ĸȴûؼ
ƼΪһӶˣһֱȥϢû뵽Ȼˡ
õǰûˣƼ飬ﻹ̵ˣɱ˵۶Ҹǡ
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Ҳ֪ĵֱַˡ
ǲѻǲˣôܲͨҵͬˣ
ҪǮ˳ǮΪʲôҲû
Ƽһ۾ˡ
ҹǺúõǰ;ˣ㻹㵽ʲôʱ򣬿ҹ
Ƽһ֣˱ҪߣƼ׼óˮͼԼϡ
ǶùңҾǿ
Ƽû취ֻϵ
Ҳˡ
...ϵˣҲֻյ˵ûµϢ
ģʲôҲ֪顣
ǺȻ飬ԭҲǱҲ֪
Ƽ˵ظǣ֪ء
˱Ļ̾һǲ˼ˣҷ˸Ϣܿȥ
ǷϢƼϢϵһ¸ʡ
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ϢƬ̷ûأñ̫ΪѣҲͳȥˡ
ڳˣ֪𣿡
Ƽϵ׺ô죿Ϊ˾ʧȥ˼䣬Ҳûȫôʧô졣
ʣҺҪи̣Ҳˡ
˵ͿˣҰɣֻĻ
Ҳ֪ģûáû˵ߣֱӻص
˲֪϶֪ģΪ˾ʧȥ䣬ǰ;ûеģˣʲôûˣɲܻܲѽ
Ƽŵ˲ᣬҲһҪһµĻԼ飬ϾŲԣɻûˣܲܰŸ
Ƽķŭ󣬿ۼ˶̶ӡ
Ѿ޷ˣǾֻܽȡġ
õĹ


620 ҪҪ

轼ôǮô๤˵ģǵ߸ҲΪѰɡ
Ƽ˵;Լⲻ
ǰҲʹ㣬ȸǽ飬ȥϼϰࡣ
ֻϼϰ࣬ܺùԺý轼Ҽš
˾£ǵûĸŮ˹ܹġ
轼ֻжŮҲŮܡ
ǰƼŽٽ˾ȴ֣Ҳһᡣ
Ƚȥϼţıְҵˮ¥̨ȵ£㶨˹㶨˾Ժ轼ҵһҲҪĳɸա
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Ȼû£֮ǰҲصģֻҪᣬһúøɡ
ҲҪߵְҵֻҪܷˣڲһؼңһǾû
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ﵽλģ໹עġ
ԲںȴҲ轳ҵ͹ڱָָ㡣
ҸǾʵҪһݹҪϼϰ࣬Ҳǲԡ
һ¿ڣһ͸̸˼
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ͲˣϰĲ㣬οҲûʲôá
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ȥϰԼලҲ԰ǡ
һǲҪ
ƼƲƲ죬ֿʼңҾ»Բô˵ġ
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ǿʲôǰ;ȥ˲С
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ƼҧҪ˵ʲôͷֱóˡ


621 ɱ

Ƽˡ
ƿֽƼСûˣôŰɣֱָ֣磬͵ȥ
ƼһʲôҸ㣬ô˿ţҪи̣ҲӲˡ
İɣûѣһͻָˣҲû취˭ɱ
ʼ磬ƼòеӴսƼ
Ƕˣʿɶֹɡ
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˵䣬һ֪ʲôҩſڴ֪ҽµʲô
Цú𣬡ɱΡ
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ƼЦЦһ㣬Ҷ֡
ƼʵˣŻ˼ҡ
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֪ͨģ˵ƼĶˣ˵ҪƼܼܲһ档
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ûʲô֢ץץͷҾȥȥˣЩҪ죬ҲԼˡ
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ߵʱԺֱӽйɣö
˵ر˳죬㽻β
....á
뵽֮ǰƼҪ󣬾ʵʲô㣿
룬ڻżһɣôˣ
...ҵûʵĹϰɣڴˣҲҪ˲š
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ȴ֪ⱲӶš
ˬӦΪùһЩ


622 ʱ

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ǵһɨ֮ǰһЩҲǿҲûʳڡ
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һġ
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ǰƴԼ˼ǹ˼⣬Ȼûָ䣬ǴӸʵ̬ҲԿûʧȥԼơ
һδڹŹ߹֮Ȼˡ
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623 ʰƼ

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Ƽ˷꣬Ҫˣǵ档
ƼһüҲҪ棬ҶˣҪԺóԵġ
ʱӹϿˣǰǮ࣬ûԼóԵģûԣ˵⣬û¹ӡ
˺رʧûҲûѣӾͽͰ͡
֪˶٣ˡ
ҪԺóԵģ
ûˣ
Ƽֽϰ壬ҪˣҽһǵóԵĲˡ
ǺһֱӶϰ棬һˮͺá
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...
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˵ţԼ˱ˮ
ƼòУǣ̫ˣôӵҳ˶ٿ࣬һʺһôҵģҶ㻹ֻҳһ档
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624 

͵վ˵ʲôȥϼϰࣿˣ
˵ôȻ˵ȥϰĻԭƼ˵ġ
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Լˣ´ҪҸˣŶ򲻿
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䣬ϸһ˾ͽסˡ
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625 

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ŵĽϣϸȥ
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ǺԶǿµģƼһʼͱʰ÷ģ̫ﶼˡ
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תǽƼȥԼҵҲΪѹķϡ
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߿Ҳӭ㣡
ӣôܽ


626 Ƽµ

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һ˲䣬Ƽ·صСʱ򣬱ɺָϸӳΡ
ɶİ׽𻨣Զִǣ˵Լɶ裬ȴ
ÿֻҪͶֽѵܡ
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ò׵Ҳˣװ˺裬جôأ
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627 

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ƼԼʰɾ·󣬹Թվڰ׽ǰҪжԡ
ҲûԷˣϴϴȥɣҽ̸ջûǰɡ
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630 

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633 

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638 Ӣ۾

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ǵÿ˲ŷٿ飬˲٣ôһΣҲٵķá
٣ǻն٣Ҫ˵ǵˣǾ͵ǽƱˡ
治֪ԩ...ǰҲЩΪ׷СϷģԩġ
ôʣ˶ҧ˵ô
˱ֿʣʵĽһġ
Ҳͻȷġ
͸ʫ໥һۣӶԷõ˴𰸡
ǸȻ...ɡ
ɲɳȫпǸӢ۾ˡ
Ȼÿ죬Ӳûһ
ЩǮϷģôܲţùϷĳȻ
ͲģôͶˣǸ·
˸ʫȥ˾һ£ֱӻ˼ҡ
СãҲˣϳˡ
ܼҿǽһӣݹϣ׼
һʼܼʲô˼ȿ˲֪ʲô˼
Ȼʵֻ֣һ:
˵ֻʵ˵ֻ
Ȼҽʱ˵ȻԼǺܶͬѧһȽϺü˳ڵ
Ȼܶͬѧֶʱ򲢲ʺϣҲûʲôǱʡ
ѧУͿʼˣͬѧ˽»ϰϰߡ
ûôϣɿͻȻǹˡ
Ϊǳա


640 ɶ

֣ڹߵļʲ󣬿ӡȴν̡
Ϊļ̵ܣǺġ
ϴַҲͳйء
ˣڻΧһ뾡취õģô£
ֱ񾭲ǲǣ
յ֣ޱȷϴڴǹģ
һ˲뵽˺ܶࡣ
ոǸ裬ע񺣺ϵ˵ڻ֣
һ˲òУ轳ҵȻͽгգҲͷ
Ҿ˵ôое죬ǿ벻񺣣̫ˣԼȢһŮ˾ˣʲôèҲ𣿡
轳ҵ񺣣úô£
û轳ҵҪúʡ
֮ǰú˵һ¡
ú׿˵ӱ
Ϣ£Ϣص绰ڼҡ
ܿ˵绰
мº˵侲һꡣ
͹ۼ̵Ľ˵ˣ...ҰѾˣȺ˵һ¡
˵ԼгȻȥӽ......
쳣ƽҲǣΪҺܺ˵ΪΪΪˡ
½ңԺҾڳǰ
áͷҪ̫ѹ
񺣻ųգȻѹ
ģͰ˯ɡ
˵绰һ
ôô˵
ʵ
˵...
˵¥轳ҵŭͱ죬ֵһ˵ֻ񺣸˸Ѫͷ
Ҳˡ
...Ҹ˵񺣣Ҳʮˣ֮ǰҿǰķû˵㣬ֻ˵ôϹۣ֪Ȧﱻʲô𣿡
ϹǸЦúõôĶ㲻ۣȥһֹҰ֣
ȢŵĶ࣬һȢһŶ˶ӵģҶûҪҪôõĶӣʱҪ
...ʲô...㻹ҽƱ磬Ǻúӣ񺣣Ҹ㣬ҼҲŹġ
...ᣬǲǱ¿ˣ㻹ᣬ...
轳ҵһκԼϰ˵ֻڴ绰Ӧֱŵġ


641 Ϊ

轳ҵòᣬһͷҲòᡣ
׵ľʹ绰ˡ
ͷҶϵҲյĺܡ
ôˣ
׾ʡ
СأСս𣿡ʰ׾
İɣû˵ѧУסôˣ׾ʵ
£轳ҵȻ绰˵ǳǼҵ˵ֶΣǲʲôᡣ
׾һ˲Ȼɻ󣬡𣿡
ԣСô£
Ҳ֪ô...֮ǰС˵һǳõŮ...
׾ţջˡ
֣裬һˡ
շǱЩԣʲô𣿡
׾ʹ˸ɫ̽ųգСգûϲŮӣ
һ¶ɬı飬ô֪...һϲŮӣϲҡ
ɫһŮӽʲô֣
ôˣʲô𣿡
ǲǽй...ԣ񺣳ʵ
ô֪...ձɻ
Ȼǣ֪֪˭ҵŮŭ֪֪...ϲŮӣȥ˼ʲô
轼ڴ绰ˣ˵ȥˣʹֶΣô£˵˵ô£ǲǹģ
񺣿ųգһ˻ɵĿ⡣
...Ҳ֪˵ʲô˼ǸϲҲ֪ҾϴģҷܺĲ...
Ҳ֪轼ңʲô֪...
ôţһֱ˵Щ£
񺣣ûС˵Ϊ£ҲҺ˵¿...
񺣳հ׾ҳһţ轷ϱķķţ
һȺ
Ȼʧˣûã
轷û񺣰׾ºڿһ
֣治֪ݣûô֪࣬ҾͲˣ֣...
ڲҲ㣬轼Ҳ㣡Ǳˣƫƫǹô㣡
֣Ĳ֪...ѹһǰ
֣ǽ飬СҶûȥҲʶʶЩˣȥ˲ãҶûȥûǡ
Ҳ֪Լݣһֱǵ˵ҲˣҴФ...
չڵϣʹ࣬Ĳ֪...㲻ҪᣬòԭңھͳȥһȥϼҺò...


642 

׾ûﳣ˵ޡ
񺣣СջȥɣϼҰɣҪΪ轼һ˹ϵ
...Ҫ֪ҲģСջȥɣҲóڵ۶...
ң...׾ؿڣҲȥɣҲϼңֻСҴȥɣҷŲС㵽ʱʱ˾ͺ...
񺣵ŭڰ׾˵Щʱɢ侲
˵ʲôأСȥģΪʲôҪ...
С£ϲϲŮӣȥ׷...Ҫ֪϶ģڵĹϵͽ...
׾ᣬ򳣺գСգˣǲģˣڿȥʰ
áմӦſ񺣣Բ֣ҹˣҴ...
˵ɾ֮ǰ¿ĵˣһȳһȥʰ
񺣿ųյıӰһʱܲζ
Ǹ鶯þ˶и飬οˡ
Ͱ׾Щһֱܶ£һֱ񺣣񺣶Գղû顣
ƽʱǺܶ£ĶֻҪģС
˵ȥ׷еǣǿ
Ĳ֪ݣ
յĽŲ˶٣Ҳ֪Ĳ֪ȥӰʱ...
֣̾ȱæʰ
Сȥʰ...
׾˵žСĿ
Ƭ̺רչСıķСԲסҲһֱ...
СѾĸҪˣ׳ʵúܣͷԺܿɰ
񺣶Ӻܳ谮
̾ˡ
Сô...
СһȦ֡
ձСС̲ˣﻹῪʼָͷ
񺣿̾...
Сٿվ𳣺նܵܵĺã͸һЩ
ôϲѾͷȻòҲû...
յͷ˵
׾ӹӣ˵ٶҲûãȥɣ...
ǻѧȥϼôϣ֮ǰ˵ҪϷڼҺѧ...
һ治ǹģͺúú轼ҽһ£ñ֤Ժ󶼲ҹˣ...Ҫ֪飬͵...
˵ˡ
ķһ̻ػǴү...ү...
׾һŪСС
׾ţô죿֪...С㻹...
񺣿Ű׾ųﲻζ


643 Ҫǰ

ˣͻɣúһ¡
һȥš
һ̤񺣵ңȴһûգ˵ȥʹһȭ
ʲô
ŭһȭһȭ
ĶˣҲںôܶ
Ǳˣ
ôҶ
˺üȭ
׾ŵôУС۴ޣ񺣷Ӧæȥ
ˣҪˣᣡ
ſգͷ񺣣᣿˵?
񺣱ﲻζ֪֪㲻ţҸʹˣղ֪...
...ЦֻҲţ
ģ㲻ҪǷ...
ǷꣿͷȷҪάգ޹ˣ
ǣͷվһߣԲ𣬶ԲĶԲҲ֪...
֪Ӣ۾֪۶֣
Цһϳ㶼ɵֻһǴˣ
Щʲô˼
֪˵޹۵ǳͽ죬λԶӺöӣһСȥӢ۾
͵ؿ򳣺ա
׾Ųԣ͵һС
СѾʧĿ˲
СĿⳡ̸˲սᡣ
׾ٿСٿתע񺣣еͷĳգ
ٵĳϷԵļͥȴ񺣸еҸ
.......
СˣС...
񺣺䲻ãС޵òУ̶ѣٿı飬æñķСȥ䡣
...
ֻġ
ָָգҲڿ
ͷۣȻòصҲӣ󶼲ǣǲǹ˵㣬ѧ...
ҿԣСĻվ˵ۣʱ˶Сԣ
ɫһ䣬һ۳գǵһξҲһΣҪ˳ǰ
ת׾ϣҪòˬӱ𱨸ܳ
Ρ
Ҳģ֪СˣԲ...׾ǸԲ𣬽Сվͻ뿪۶...
׾£ֲţȴǵ
񺣿Ű׾۵ۡ
һ仰û˵뿪ҡ


644 ƫ

ջǽˣһǮ
ЩǮãȱܱܷͷԺлڽԺݵӵӰҸҿ
ллллְ֡ж
񺣿ĸмζ
ûͻϼң͵˸УǱҲѧϰݵѧУֱȥѧ
֮󻹴Ϸ¡
ȥ
һЩ·񺣾͸հһɫȥݵӡ
ǧл׾Ҳοѡ
һýһ¡
ֻϣȴЩ۰׾
ҹʱʱ׾ڿޡ
ֲ˵Ϊʲôޡ
ֻС˵ʱ򣬲֪׾ˡ
ҲϾԼĶӡ
Ȼ˵Ļǣ԰׾ȴˡ
ĹϵҲûתΪ£Թӡֲ˼֡
ܾù꾫ƵģûôأóպĹϵ
Ȼ轳ҵ͵ĹϵҲˡ
轷һֱţҲû轷ࡣ
轷һֱҴȥ
յ£ѹĵˣۡ
׷׷ˡ
֮ǰɱ˰ȥҲû˺ʧڵ۶ˣ
ۼè壬ûġ
ˣܺ˵ĺ¸ð컹ð졣
ɺϵģĹܺ˼
գ򸾵ĹǻѾƵ˵۶۾ȥݡ
ܺ˼һӾϳˡ
ܺ˻ᣬŶʮ꣬ĸ˺ܶ࣬رĸףݹ񣬾񶼱ˣܲΡ
ܣҲҡͷ
˳ȴ͹Ҿе⣬оεĸоҲ֪ǲǺйء
˵Ĺ...뵽ľȻ
Ի·˶˲ˡ
šԼС壬ʲôʱܳʲôʱȥֳư
صСʱ㵹ˡ
ҲûУƽʱǾúܺõģӵʱ
ź
ҿɸ˵Լ˽ʲô֪̫Σˡ
...á
ۿ뿪Ĺء
ûٿιȥܺ豻ݷһ·Ŀ뿪졣
˵ʲô


645 Ķ

Ĺػ󣬹Ͳˡ
һֱͦõģҲ֪ǲ촵硣
ֻСðȴ½½˺ܾûá
˲ɽЦݴʡ
һʼǷձǿԡ
Իͦأһֱûá
ҽԼҲҩˣһֱûá
˽һ£Ȭ
ʱѾˡ
ðڼ䣬һʱסڼһʱסᡣ
סҶϺ͸ʫչˣҲٲ
Դӳյ£ԼûҪǿҶϺ͸ʫԷӦԺԸǴʲôģǽһЩҪѶϢ
׷߾ĻʲôµĻ
һ֪ˡ
ʫҶϴӦˣŽ
ð£Ҳǵһʱ֪ġ
ȻһʱůˣȺҩȵȡ
鷴鲻ãҲһֱ취ģ취Ρ
ġ
ÿյĶڴϿ¥µﶼ΢
ÿ춼衣
ΪκĲĿԣʲô취ˣ;ΪԼƫԼŪðˡ
ԼգԼҲڸðڴѩԹöԿԺõҩ
ʫҶȫվǱߣжҪԹԥһֱ
ʵǲ֪ģһͿˡ
ʶЩӣεΣһˡ
ӵΪԺԥָٵð
ҲˣҲ˵ʵȴб
˵һжҪ˵ͥ£ļͥ⣬ϱҲܹƼĿ࣬ⱲӾԲڲһЩ
ƴ˵ԼĻǲϲб
иڲϸ
һ
һжһ
ΪǰһУ񶨣ߺѡ
Ǹǣ񺣰׾Ƽ
ҪģѾǰǸԼ
ϵĻۣùеķȫ˵Ļյʱ
ʱҴңֺܿ쵽˹ա
ʮˡ
ҲҪˣĸðҲںˡ
һ죬յ˺ܶ
ֻһۡ

һȫƽ
ʱΪŪˣƽʲôĺȫҲϱߣϾЩ


646 ƽ

ζʮգΪ֮ǰûô
轳ҵֻۣһ˳Ը
ǵڶԣͷһϾˡ
ڵʮǰʮӣϢ˵ţһҪ͸
Űɣ·Ų轳ҵ͹ͣ⡣
⡣
䲻䣿
æʣðˡ
ſ֣ΪðˣĿԻûá
ҲźˣðģҴô࣬ҲðøƵģҪ
ԡʱ䣬ʮʱϡ
óݸҸð˲̫ܿԼϡ
...ʲô?
ôصĽ˵ܿеůеЦ
򿪾֪ˡ
գգգգۣ...ƽ
ԡͷҪʮɣ˽Ͳˡ
óƽҵʹˣ
͵ģϰɡ
Ŷһ£æϴΧΧִñӣף·ó񣬱ͱ׾
ƫƫƽĺĹֻͷϴȥͿסˡ
ȥ...
һ£ñϿסˣӻ
ô...ȴ֪Ҫô졣
ţժñΧøţҪժ
Ҫժģժ˻ðæסˡ
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˵Сͷϴ
һŲñһ£Ȼ͸ס۾
...
˵ܿͺˡ
ſ죬˵ġ
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壬΢΢ͷ
ͷͿ˹ĺ촽
۾ñӸסɫñӣɫΧԵƤޱȣҲԵôޱȡ
һͣæƿߡ
˵ܿͺˡ
䣬ǺӾͿ˹ϡ
˲æȥӣˣȴסˡ
촽еĵط۾˾͸С
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ֻޱȣҲסˡ
˾ôƬ̡
ǲ....
ǹȷӦ͵¡
һ󲽣ͨ죬ǡ
ں֣ȭͷ


647 õ

ҽñһûñӸƵ
æס
ͷһӾˡ
·ͷ𾲵磬ôһŪͷȫϣеƮ
ڣһЦ˳
ôôëë...
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ҪҶ
һܻţ첻˵ᵽͷﵹˡ
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㲻ģ
ҡͷ˺һԱȾˡ
㶼ſˡƽСĿһ£Χ
ôƽģ
...˵ͦĵطԹԴšŹϣ㽡
ô棬һůģҲǣҪ㿵
Цǣ˵ĻãҵĲͻõġ
ӶЦ
ˣ䣬ȥɡ
תҪߣȴȻЩ᲻á
㶼𣿡
ˣÿ춼ڶֶţ׵ԷˮϢһû¡Щޣ۵׾Ц⡣
Ǿͺá⣬ȥ֣أûۣ˵ˣۡ
ãۡ
ָӻȥѾˣΪȥҩ̺۶ܵˣϸϹ
ȴÿοҪһʡ
ɲ

΢Цȥ䵽ɿ᲻á
ҪͲĸһԷ
ţ˵³ͷˣϴ˵ģͬµǸܵܣʲôʱ򵽵۶
ܹɡ
УʱϵңҸ
ҽܴϣҲûͣǰĽŲ
һͬ£żģ㣬иȴЩ⡣
źɵʱֻһ֮þʵдա
ùƧŭȴǳãֻҪĶ۾һ̨
¼̫࣬ӾͻңСʱ򻹺ãԽԽУԽԽɵӡ
֪ó
ûҽιȴԸԡ
˵˼仰˲Ųȥ
ҲٶԸأʹȥ


648 ֮

صУϸƽ
ССĺ«ƽ֣źܼҲܾɡ
ô...
Цϴ˯ʱƽ˯ġ
ڶ죬轳ҵ۹һ򵥵ȴܰա
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͵̿˶࿴ۡ
...
ôˣ̣
е졣
ϸһ£Ǳġ
˵һ㣬Ҷ˵飬ܶ˶һƽܶ󲻵
СһֻһҶҪأܶģϾȥŶӣɽһȥյһ㣬һƽĳľͻʵ֡
õͷô
ԵģԺģҪСôһ궼ƽƽġ
ллļԡ
л
Թص䣬óĺӡ
ǺһʼʲôûУóַ˿ڴ
ҳϸ˿ûҵʲôʹˡ
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һ£ҵС۾ĵ绰˻ȥ
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͸ðˡӣ㣬Ҿͺ˵˵ͱ˵ҲȰȰʿԺҪôˣһСʱ
һȥĺܶ඼Ǽȥģʿƽ˵Բ𡣡
ֽŶˣرϥǣȷ˺ܾòŻůˡ
ҪõĸðΪһַˣҼûðҲð...
㣬õ˵Ļι...
Ӻ滹˵˺ܶ࣬ȴЩĲɣӦţҲû˵ƽ͸ˡ
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ǴЩģһֱ֪
ΪΪİȥ˾Բ¡
˵绰ƽ︴Ӳѡ
ǰʲôˡ
ʱԵ⡣
˸Ϣ


649 

ԼȥʣµĲ˸С⡣
С⣬һЩССģ
һյ⣬ǳ԰æģܲ
Լһ
轳ҵ͹ͱ͹һ𿴿ӰȻеأ˵Ҫȥһ¡
˸Сѡ
ҶһֱϢȥѧУһ£һڳԵ⡣
СҲͳ˷ָҶϺ͸ʫġ
轳ҵ͹֪ǸҲû룬ùõ㶫ȥ˾ú͹ȥſڵŹ
......
оԼ˸ӡ
ģ...ֻܸıƻˡ
ȻǲѵģһѣҪԲ
̫ˡ
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ѧУ棬Ǻܿӵ
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˾͵Уſڣ˾ĿͶ½ѧУ
ﻹһѹ͸ҶǳԵġ
ߵһ룬Եľͱ˽ӹȥˡ
תͷͿ
ſ֣Χֽµñţֻ¶һ˫Цۡ
ôôණ
ģ˵Ҷǡ
ҪȥĶɣ󡣡
ᶫֵԺҪᶫرǺһʱ򡣡
òܹǲǴ󣬷ŹźصĶǾÿȥ
Цһ£ҲûˣǸС⡣
˵ʵϰˣϰʲôҪš
ʵϣҲģΪ챻Ƴġ
ҾҲϲɵģϲʱض
һ¥ȥʲô𣿡
û¾Ͳˣʣ˵Ե⡣
ĻشͷһԤвԡ
ʱ̬ȵܸо
յϢһֱе죬ĳֿܣԼˣһֱ
˿ĻشٿС¹ײĶؿڡ
ԣȻԣʱҡ
һЦġ
Ӧ׼Ŷԡеա
û£׼Ҳһ
ЦЦҺϲ͵Ҷ˵ˡ
˽ô˵˵


650 ϣ

˵ÿʵˡ
õ¥£ȥĶݸţȰѶȥһúú̸̸
ܸжҲϲϧԼˡ
Ҳġ
ۣҲ...ۡ
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˵ĺú̸̸ʲôЩš
ʵûµģҸ˵Ӿϲš
Ťͷ𣿡
ԡ
Ҫ˵ʲôͷͬѧǺߡ
ǵͷߡ
ͷ
˶ֻúʵ߷ǣעĿ
ԼʲôֱֳȻȫУһᡣ
رǽĳ嶯ע⡣
ͷߣ칫û˰ɣ
ѧУҲа칫ҵġ
Ӧûˡ
ϵĻĩʦѧУ칫ҵӦú١
ȥ칫ҡ
̫ˣġ
á
ΪӣñȽϽ˶κģֻǰߡ
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ƣȻæͺܸɾİ칫ʰһ£
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ð
ůͣΧñӣʱȥ𵰸⡣
ó˵ȥȻҪ绰ˡ
ˮһЩɥôҪȥѽ
᲻ңü
һ...ǰ
æȥ򣬡ôֻ
ʮȥõñӣѿժˡ
ҸðûãȾ...
ҲĿԸˡ
ֱȥãκô˿֣΢졣
ɫɲͣٺһЦ򡣡
ЦŶһæϣȥȹˡ
ˣԸˡ
һԸȴû۶ǿ
׼
ۣĻĪʲô
꣬һ
ǲԸˣʳתǧصһ仰
ϣҽĵ...㡣


651 

תһٱ˵ʱԸҲ˵˳
ʲôҪˡ
Ҫ
Ҫ
Ҫ嶯Σ嶯һʲôˡ
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ֱ졣
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ЩЩˣ˾Ǵˡ
ϧ
˵Ҳͬʱʻ
һЦϬ...ҵԸѾʵˡ
ʵֵһԸ
һ´Ϩ
˺ڰС
գۣһûӦ룬ôڣǲˣȻˣ
ߵĺйеĵһֱǼ⣬ⲻΡ
һж̫ʵˡ
ûסԼһԼĴȡ
̫۵ֱ
ôˣ
˺û£ֻǿǲΡ
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һ£վȥƣκһӾײӡ
˵һ󣬾İ
ײķǳǳۡ
Žֱ
ײˣ
æվ
ţ㲻ҪҪҲײ
ۣʵУҲ˹
ֵס㲻Ҫ
ɲҪҲۡ
һȳһȥơ
ˣŵƹͤͤĹ
ղײˣ
ײĵط
Сϡ
ͬͬ߻ȥԱߡ
ҿ
û¡˵û£ǹʱȴһû
ײˣҺûƤȥҩܿͺˡ
ͷСȣһڷӦ
á
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᲻ŵ...ȹӣСȰװ۵ģģëأ
Цôˡ
ٺһЦԵ⡣
ССĵҲ÷ˣóĲӣֱӳ԰ɡ
á
ӹȥԹԳһ죬Ȼ͵͵
ôˣƫͷι㣿
˵Ҩһ׷ŵߡ
˺ڹղ˵ϣң˼...˼Ը𣿡
Ȼأû뵽ھᣬȻһιԵ⣿


652 ܣ

Ҩһף
һˡ
ԭģġ
źЦһֲͣˣȻϡ
ɰ
һ˾ˡ
гɾ͸Уٺ١
ٺЦ
ɵЦÿ
ȥҨ⣬Ҳι㡣
ð
ͷ
ιԵ᲻գۡ
Ķˡ
ˡ
̫ɰˣ˷
ΪʲôԼȴ֪
̫ɰˡʵ
ɰùſɰֱ̫ɰˡ
һֱûһֱκġ
ɰĺܿɰ˧
죬𣿡
šʵͷ
˾ôιιңĳ˵⡣
öԷɰˡ
Ҫʲôζ˼ûԳ͸о
òˡ
ȵˣź֪Ӧ
԰ҸðûãᴫȾ...
û£ðҲҴȾģҿĸðӸð
Ҫ˵ʹ˽Ų
ǱѲˡ
ڣӰ𣿡
⣬ѯʣæվ
Ҳ
žͿվڰ칫ңڣӰడ
...ǣе¹
ͺãһΪʲôЦЦ
ƽʱ칫пյģˣοˣΪʲôС͵ء
žҪţȴе֣ɨɳϹΧñӣҲе֣û룬ЦЦ͹ˡ
ץ·ݺһ
ˡ
˵ͷȻַӦ԰ΪʲôҪ㣿
Ҳû°ɣ
ʵûµģѧУѧûµġ
ο
ڨڨЩ顣
ϾȫУҵڸˡ
ǿ߰ɡ

á
˵ƣ˳˰칫ҡ
ڣֶ£Ѽӣ˳ȥ
ŹӣÿɰˣƴסЦûЦ
ýôô֡
˳һ
̫ˡ
סЦ뵽һ⣬ǵĹϵҪ𣿡
ԺǼˣ


653 춼ڰ

ͷǺȻöסˡ
ܣҪ𣿺ҪΪȫУΪһԣ
á
ͷǹڳϲҪ̫ܾͺˡ
ɿ
Ǿͺá
ʵ̫ɰˡ
ѵѸȫǵĹϵ𣿡
ȻҲͷ
﷢̲סȥ֡
ס֣˶סˡ
߰
֡
á
˹˶ǽӲġ
󶯣ѽ̫ɰˣ̲ס붺ء
֪ǲ̫ɰ̫ɫɲˣԼĵСħ
뵽ǣôӲҪһ»ô
ֱЦ
һֱЦҧռȨǣ֣׼Цˡ
о䣬߽˶
˳ſȥȻߵȴԽԽԽԽ
ΪǶ֪ſڣҪֱˡ
˵Ҫֱ𣬾ͺȻ᲻á
ȻÿͿԼ棬ǻ᲻á
ǽŲԽԽԽԽ
ûˡ
ڰжҪͣƬ̲ȥĽţԼԽԽС鲽ĽţֺЦ
ЦƬ̣ôˣͷѩˡ
ѩƮƮ¡
ѩˡ
̧ͷ
ţѩˡ
ͷ
֪һ˵𣿡
ʲô˵
ӾĴ˵˵³ѩף˾ͻԶһһҸ
ͣ½ŲѩЦ绨Ĺ
𣿡
š
үڰǣҪһһһҸ
á
ָ̧ȥͷϵѩ߰ɡ
š
ðԽԽأʱҲˣڼӿ˽Ų

ãϿ𣿡
ԡ
УſǰڷſѾ֣Ŀ͹ȥ
ϳԶˣųȥ
ʿҸղſҽˡ
ԼС۾ͨ籨š
š⣬ǣġ
ʿû֣컹ܣðʲôʱܺãϳ...
С۾߶žҪȥ֣ȴ
ϳߺߣȻֱֵ֣̫ɶˡ
С۾ԽԽˡ
·С۾ӺӾЦ׳ա


654 ллý

С۾ֿ˶ʿʲô𣿡
Ǻ£Ҳ㡣
С۾.......
̣ű졣
ʮ·ڣС۾ͷһۣϵ쳣
ʿıˡ
ұݸ
һۣá
ôŰɣġ
ණʿҰ...
ÿС۾֣¡
С۾......
С۾ί
˵ı˿ȣҲͦõġ
С۾໰ˣŻᱻжɣ
ЦȻС۾¸㷢𣡡
벹һ䣬ܶĽ𡣡
Ҫȥг飬ýýˣһýлѡ
˫...С۾
С۾......
Ǵһٸһ
ͻصסС۾Ҫߣʵ
֪ڶЩطԼ𣿡
С۾...ʿҲ֪ûԼᡣ
һûõıҡҡͷȥˡ
С۾......
ֱˣ
յĳſдһȭƾʲôңƾʲôң㻹û׷ҽ...
С˵͵һ٣...Լᣡ
ѵʿҽһˣ
С۾գգС۾Խô񾭣
С۾֪һʲô㡣
Ÿصһ¾վӡ
Ŀɰ𣿡
Լͦɰġ
ԺҪɰ
žϰЦݣôɰ
Ҫɰһ㣬ϲһ㡣
ſž̲ס໽һȻ˵˴ϡ
뿺״̬һû˯̣ûסϢ
ȻֿʼҪ棬Ϳʼ·
ϴϴͷڡ
һͷĹҲܼһ·ȥں죬ɲܷ裬ΪϷе⣬轳ҵ͹ա
Ըڣ΢ЦԸʵֻǸл
ΪԸѾˣҲʵˡ
һҲܣһֱҹ˯š
ľյϢ
Ѿſˡ
Ȳżһ档
Ҳ˸ڣſڱȥ
轳ҵ͹ûʲôȴ쳣
һӣһ˰
֮͵͵ȥ֪̽ܿһ˭
塣
Ҳûˡ
Ҫˣ˵Ҫɰְˣ


655 ׳

ԼԴӽ󣬼ֱ˸ˡ
ر¸ҡ
һͻɵ̫ɰˣаһ
ҲܹҪֻܹˡ
˭̫˧̫ɰء
ÿﶼκٺٺ٣Ȼرгɾ͸С
ǣ֣ȻҲģÿʱıֶرгɾ͸С
˵ӦСģøü䣬Ȼܵ˵ܵĸо
ţоĲһ
ðɣʵҲû̸ʲô
ϱȻˣǻҵʲô
˵ʵڵľǸ׳ա
Զ˵ǵһΣ˵ҲǵһΣǼʶ㣬Īгɾ͸С
˺С̹ĸо
˸оǲһǸˣһ£Ǿȫһ
۵С
ÿ춼ŷֿ߻ûֿأоˡ
ʲôʲô˵һ𶼾úá
·ɵײһ£ײһ£Ҳޱȡ
ԷҲԵø㡣
йˡ
ҪǹҲæûôʱ䣬޲ȥѧУϿεʱ䣬Ȼ࿴
ֻһڿΣҲĲһ
ǰϿҲʱעһϿκܶʱ䶼ῴһȫһ
̲סһһȥȻã϶Ц
˭ܿóá
Ҳ̣סûסֻЦ
Ϊ̫˧ѽ
̨Ͽεƽʱ˧ء
ۣ֮˿ûڹߵҶϺ͸ʫȴǳԵĸоˡ
֮żֶӣֱҪ˲
ϸγ˳ɶֵĹæŸϿǿòе˼·ˣһƤҲˡ
ˣ˵¿κ߳ңȴûԶǵŹ
ȹˣһȥԷ
һһڴҵƤӵȥԷ֮ǰҲɹر𲻺˼æҶϺ͸ʫһ
Ҳһȥ
ʵ̫⣬Ը͹ˣ͵͵ǣǣС֡
ˣҲͽˡ
԰һȥԷɣʲô͡
ҶϺ͸ʫ۾һ𣿡
ġ
϶ͷ


656 

Ȼ˵طҶϺ͸ʫͺˡ
˵ǳԷΪã˵Щ洦úõģ˶зҪ˳Է
Ҳˡ
͹·Ժ˰æʲôͺܷˡ
ҶϺ͸ʫģ;ٷȷʵǱ롣
ܴˡ
ҶϺ͸ʫȴеܲˡ
ԷģԹġ
ɶֵĹֱܲˡ
֮ǰǾɺˣһֱùܣͦá
ǲ֪ʵûá
Ϊ...ʵ̫ˡ
֮ǰͻרעڲרע滹ǣǽһһֱܲˡ
Ҫʶˡ
ʱʱľͿһۣЦһ£ֱJǡ
ҶϺ͸ʫܲˣǺˡ
֪ǱҵǰùȲҪܣȱҵ˵˭֪ôˡ
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ٺóԵĶֹǰζˡ
극˾Ҳܲˡ
·˸ˣԼȥȥJ
ҵǰҪ̸
Ҷʸʫ
֪ôˣ
׼˭׷ʱȺ˵һҪ׼Ҷ
ʲô׼
Ҳһв׷Ҳһһ¿ܲˡ
Ҷ̾ǲǵھҺĿ꣬˭˧һЩ
ʫ...ھҺĿꣿ
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ҶϾԼ̫Զˣһסʫ֣ߣھȥ
ʫ......Ҷϣ㲻Ҫ׷?
ˣһġҶش
ʫȻѹô
ѧͬ꼶ģƽʱҲûʲôرõģȻȥСѧܣ
Ҷ۾һߣȥСѧܡ
Ҫɣ᲻᲻̫ã
ʫ˵ŲðɣŲȴһû
ûɶõ...
ȥѧȥˣǹȫû뵽ġ
ҶϺ͸ʫȥѧȥˣ˾ͳʳ
绹Ҫȥϰ࣬ҲпΣ˾᲻ݣɴһˡ
¶Ⱥܸߺȣ᲻÷ֿ
У԰ȥֳ
ܴͦ죬˶֡
һСʱòֱˡ
Ҫ͹ѧУȴиס˹һŵݸ


657 ֵ

֣ҵ𣿡
СһǣصĴһݺͷš
˵ͱı߶ˡ
ķۺɫż֣˭
˺ߣɫ˵Ǳ׵ġ
Щ̫ûˣûѾ𣿻д
˭һЩ˵ˡ
شţŹȥԱߵĵ̣ᴵݲ
˵ǣ
ţһûԹ
֪жʱǳУСЩСﶼẬһݡ
ĸôΪء
˭ô˭ͽ
ֻû뵽ҲȤ
ôȻ?һʱûŴŷ⣬Ǹȥ
ղſСԣͦȤġͯ꣬Ҷߺʵòá
ܶණϷǷȱģԴ˿̺Ȼ¡
ǡ
ЦòУҲ²
ðɣҲûԹ
ֻۻԡ
ۺܻᴵݡ
ǰûôݺ档
۴һξرˣĵòС
ʱ۲ű֪ԼҪչΣΪθˣΪֺùһ쵽ݡ
ܿһ졣
۴ۡ
ʱæûʱεʱ򣬶ٴ
۴úܺãҲܺãʱɾġ
ѹ̫ˣ˾ˣȴˡ
۲󣬹ڲѣһβѡ
ȻۻΣȴܲεԸһֱˡ
۵ĴǵĹˣ٣ȴһοԴܴ
ǣһжȻ²ĸѡ
ҲҪһЩ۴ȥÿɺˡ
𣿡
šͷϡӡƻ...ЩζҪ
װǵĹӣȻһСްɣССƿ𣿡
СϰһСޡ
ҪˡҪǮȴסˡ
أ㸶ʲôǮҸֶ򡣡
ǮӹǣҪȳһ
ҲҪ
ѡһζˣѧУȥ
һһ߳һŴǲǹû
ûʧܣŬۅģڷƨ
...ЦòУ̫ЦˣԭҲвóġ
죬ֻǻû顣
ģתͷһȥоȥһҪ


658 ɽס

ݣĿ࿴
﷢ţЩСˡ
̫ˣȻӻָۣоˡ
ֺЦ־ÿɰæȰ֮ǰ۾ʹ۹
֪ˡԹԴӦ...ʱʮȥɣһ·ȥ
͹עתƣһʱ˿Ƿš
͵ſڡ
㲻ҪȥˣȥɣϰʱҲҪˡ
ӹǹӣҲÿȥˣȻҪٵˡ
ãȥɡ
̲סͷҪˣҲҪ˽ϰ
ҲŲأҲǡ˲ע⣬͵͵һ֣ԹԵĻȥϰ࣬ȥɡ
ͷսЩ֣ȥɡ
Ŀ͹תһ߽ǹš
ŵʱͿ˸ղ˳š
˶٣۾飬ѾˣͲſһۡ
ǰյţǷڿϣҶϻ߸ʫת͵ģСǵһΣڴϡ
ŷǷɫģֽͨǩֽˣ۵ķġ
һһߴ򿪣ֻһȴɫ䡣
ۣ
һתȾȥ


ϳС۾Ҫĺ
ͣһ¡æסС۾
͵ͣסˡ
³ͷֹ鲻һﻹֽôˣ
㿴
ڹɽסˣˡ
ŷֻ⼸֡
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Ҳ֪Ҿ̫ˣ۱סˣҲдŵݸҰɡ
ۻȥɽһסˡ
᲻Ƕ磿
һ£ȴ绰ؼʡ
е绰绰ؼңܼ˵緹ѧУԵģûؼҡ
ٴ绰ѧУȴ˵۲ڡ
еţ۵ȥˣ
֮ǰưܵһ˸ȥ˰ɣ
ȹȥĹļ˾û˵𣿡
û˵
Ǿһһҡ
˿Ҳ˲ϰϿˣ˳йɽ԰
۶Ŀǰйɽ԰һС۾ϵȥˣӪҵûʲôס
һڽģûҵ
ȥǱ߿


659 ֻܻһ

ڽ԰ûҵڴҵ׶Ρ
װѾãҪһЩ飬ʱܽȥ
Žŵ˵治кӣùǽȥ
Ӳˣȴס
Ǳߣȥ¥¥Ǳܿɽ
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ˡ
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ǹɽͨĹɽҪߣʮ¥¥ƽҡҡλεۣĶ
ۣ
ɫһ䣬һȣС۾ûǶź
ǻ״̬˺üûӦ
ۣ
ֺһҪתܣȥۣ˶洫
Ҫ
˶ţӣֻܿһ㱳Ӱ
˭?
㲻֪˭Զ϶ģܵܵҪȥ
˵˴ΪԼɫһ˿Ƥ
ʲô
һֻͷΡ
¥ʮ㣬Ӳĵ棬ȥǲҪ
ֻûơ
ͷźӱȻһ£ȻŵԱߡ
ҪģӲϡ
ȥԼܿŵ˵ϡ
ϵĻ...ǾۣǸˡ
ƭҡ
Ŀһۣ۵Ӳ
ǲһġ
Цܵܣֻһ˵ԼѡҪסܵܵ
Ҫܵܰȫ¥ȻǾͷܵˤȥ
ˤˤУͿˣ
ǻӦĻ۵͵½
Ŀѣס֣
۵䵽һʱ͵رס
Ȼԭĸ߶ȡ
ҲǿЦ˰ɣ
ɶǶЦ˹ѡɣ㵽ҪܵܵҪԼ
ˣˣֶڶ
ڳۻûӦùӻš
ʲôΪʲôҪȥ
ȻҪǱЦһԼѡɣֻһӵʱ䡣


660 ȥ

Ҫ
Һԩ޳ΪʲôҪҵۣ۵ô?Ҫ̸ԣҪ֪۰ȫ
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Ǳ߲ن£Ҿֱȥˡ
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ʱ䣡
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費Ҫ
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¥һԾµĻ棬ľͶ
棬Ϊ۵جΡ
۴ָߣɴ˿̧ͷţȴȻָˡ


661 Ҷϱ

¥ҪҲѪǻ۱˵۵ȥ
ĸ߶ȣȥ
һһ
Ҫˣҿ
ƽʱ׾ɵһ侲ޱȡ
һҪһʱС۾ʾӡ
ﶼǣС۾Է˵ٶȣǣӺ涪ȥ
ӣŹǱ߽ȰԼϣȻװֹȥסס
ʵȴǽϵϡ
Զִ˷Уû
ù̶ģʱˡ
ϵӣٿ˵ĻۣҶģֻƵֱ
ʱ䣬룬ܵס
ɹȥ̫ˣֻüùӹס̨ϵˡ
ԼҲ˰С
һз̫죬Ҳȥ۾ˡ
С۾ãסˣ۱ܿΣա
󹫰ҲüʱٿӵһŮץסˣȥץǸܵˡ
ֱҪ˹˵
˵һһǼٵġ
С۾ۺڴҵİ£ȥ͹ȥ
ٴλص棬˶졣
͹һʱ鿴Էû£ȷֶû󰭣˾³塣
ۣû°ɣ
û¡
ϵӣʱ۸ս⿪ӡ
۵һޣܹͱס
裬ԲҲǹ...ԺҲˣ㲻ҪˣԺҲҪ...
۴ޣ壬ûˣûˡ
ۻǿޣ޵顣
ΣҪˣ㲻Ӻô޵øһ
ۿ͵һͣ԰ô޳ˡ
ô޵ĺһ
˲ûˣˡ
۾һ֣űСˣСˣСˣԷӦҲСˡ
һֱԱأ۽ӲӺЦֽۡ
۽Լɾʵô£
˿һ߱ץסŮˡ
˳߿ȥ;Īе죬һʱ벻ļ
Ůţֱӱڵϣٿһߵ۵׳ޱŷ
ޣŮˣҶϱͱ


662 Ҷӳ

Īʲôӵϱ
˵ʲôָָԼʶң
ҵȻʶ㣡Ů۵׷죬ҸҶҵĶϱҵȻʶ㡣
һô֪ϱ
ŮûشĻ˵Ի
Ȼǲôţ˲УҶӴñӡ
һ仰ȴŭ
裬㲻ҪǸ񾭲ˡ
һۣˣ
۵˵ͷ裬ϴλˣĹ㻹ǵ𣿡
һѣһӾˡ
֮ǰˣ˵˻ɡ
ۣĿˡ
Բ裬û...ԺҲˡ
۹ǷϰߣûסԼ
ȻӦ˹Լ׷飬ǻϰȥġ
ѧСĿǸŮ˺һ˹ӣֱè塣
ԥһ£ûסȥ
Ȼˡ
۱ˡ
Һǻʶۣ˺¡
۵Ǹţ˵һ¡
üŮˣٿܵķ򣬡ӶˣΪʲô˵ϱ
ܲˡ
ϱô˵Ǳϱء
Ǹ˾ˣǸ˵ˡ
ôôþء
Ů˵ӣһ룬ԽԽþ
Ҳ֪ô¡
ҲòԾ
ۿһһסں棬סŮ˵ߡ
ðɣҪ̫С̫ˡ
ü߹ȥŮˣղǻʲô˼
˵ʲô˼
Ů˺ݺݿۣ겻ɢһСƨ...ޣ
Ҫ⣬شҵ⣬ղ˵ʲô˼
ʲô˼˼ǹƸҶˣܿͻģ˾ͿȫΪҶϱˡ
ҶҶˣŵʱϲľĵӣĹ棬֪ϲ
ֻҪȥҶӣҶӾͲԹ޺ңҶҲǰ˻ˡ
˵ſ¶ЦһǰҶϱˣǶҶӵģҶӺܿߵġ
۱񿴵üƤˡ
Ǿˡ
裬㲻ҪҪĻ...
Ҳû...ҶӾͻ......


663 

ǸܵҲץʲ֪ԭί
۵ĻɲûиݵģֱǶԵġ
νɱ˸ǼٵģԲûҲҲˡ
ɱ˵ǸܵˣҲܺõġ
ܺͬѧϧֿǶԽ飬Ӷ˶֮ٴ
ĿĲҸ˴ľ
ܺ˰ְֳܺ˺Ȼؼңײǵ£躰Ҫְ߰֡
˫˳ͻ¶군˾Ʒӡ
С˾ˡ
γϣҲ£ǵһʱ뵽ӣǽϴѡ
˾ɱ˵Ҵߡ
˭Ҳ벻֮һĸף԰һֱûнչ
̫̫ˣҹ£һ˯ÿجΡ
ʵܲ˾ȥݷ뽫ߣһֱͲߡ
ֱżȻһˣ˵ǶԸδˡ
ͻСҲûᣬôˣȻвʣö˽Ըһǰϲʲôϲ˭
ϲݵľǹΪÿ׷ŵӿҲΪܷͼǿ飬ſ˴ѧ
ܵЩҳˣϲ̨ĸȥ˽׵ģȢϱ
£ҲҪ֣ûеģǸĸȴ˵ҲǷ˿֪֡
ùֺͶӽ˻顣
ΪͺˣӲˣǲУվÿجΡ
ֻǸæģ˵̫ˣΪظ
˽ᣬ鷳Ҳж飬ʱ˿ô죿
Ȼû˵ǻﻰⶼһ˼ҪģûǵùҲȥ
ô˵ɱһҲǿµģԥˡ
ԹظҲúܡ
õֱ۸ˡ
õĻֻرۣܾȻֻǸƺӣȴܿ£ľ
ۻǣǣ˱ŭһݣۺ͹ˣԾ󻼡
жĲִ٣Ҳ˲ˣ֮ǰ¡
вԱУ˶ˡ


664 Ļ

꣬˵βŹ˻£Ĳ¾Щˡ
ʳؼ㣬ǵľǷɵУҵĹעصǸһֱǳĺϡ
Ǹˣúûһ£ʲôˡ
Ҳ˵ʲôˣȴЭͬӡǸ˵òˡ
ģȻ΢һ죬Ϥ˿ܿ˶Ҫ࿴һ²ŷӦ
ɹȴһ۾Ϳ˭ˡ
轷ࡣ
겻ɢ轷ࡣ
񣬹̲סһ
һ轳ɣ˵վһŹ
û
Żˡ
龭ôߵĵطǵȾ
Ҳҿ
ǵ̬ȱЩˣε£Ϲ۵ĶԿ͹ϵı仯
轳ҵ϶þ뿼鿼δŮɶģȴֻил
лл
ҲĬϽˡ
ЩǶ룬ֻҪ˽ľëȻ
˭뵽úúõȴ˽˻飬Ǻ˽ġ
뵽Ů˽Ӻ͹ðʱصһ¡
Ȼһֱ˵ⶼţǼٵģðΪ䵽ˣ˻Ǻ¡
ֺµˣǧټ뺦˵轷࣬ﻹ̡
ʮ꣬ʮ轷࣬ܶ޶ûº֣轷أǧټ뺦
ô̡
轷໹ѧˣԼ֣ڱ⣬ʱһ⣬ܻû취
轳ҵа취һһŹ轷ˡ
轼Ҵ轷࣬Ҳ˵ˣΪ̫־ʹһ£û뵽ŵһ亹
轷ÿԹ޺úܣû뵽˼ô񶾡
ˣ뵽ÿԼչһˣرǻչźӾ;ëȻûס轷轳ҵ
轳ҵ񺣾Ȼ轷࣬ðȴͣǰ
û뵽һ轷ˣڳյİ¡
˵»һˣǰŻžͺ轷಻ˡ
轳ҵöţҿǰҵˡ
ջ轷࣬轷вû취Űġ
ץ˱ֿΪζԷ󶼽Էһ㡣


665 ҪҰְ

˹ɹ;ܵõ轼ҵĶ
轷ཻġ
ģ˹ȻԼ룬ҲӦҵܵܵİȫвңû취Ųòж
ǳսġ
Ӷúܿ죬ԼƵһɶʵȴһƾ֪
ռͶ˼轷ͬ޹ûṩᣬж
ǱΪ飬ų֮ǰ
ǺֶΣ
轳ҵֻ࣬ô
֮ǰöԲ𳣺գã뾡취ԴϷ...ʵȴ˲пᡣ
񺣵ķŭʧû˵׾Ŷ˿޳˶
ҵĴû̺Ҳü޽...
СձҵĴҲŵҵģҵĴ...
׾ޣСſޣĸҪ̫
񺣱Ǩŭ׾ģɿˡ
ֻܰο׾
ڰ׾˵ԺֳգҲˣԺҲַſˡ
֮ǰˣ轳ҵûٹܡ
Ҫʵ轷࣬ʵġ
ǸŮôҵģΪʲôҪЩ£
轷Ҳû˵һֱŻһҪ
Ǹ׼ˣӲҵôᡣ
ҪɹˣֻҪ˹ۣȥúðο轳ҵ͹ͣδ轼ҴСҲġ
ɽֲһ
轷಻ϣǿ轳ҵ֪ˡ
轷ζ轳ҵĵߣ轳ҵɱġ
ʱҪ˷棬һŻ֪ʲôʱͻҧ
轷౻ץ;ˣٿ轳ҵҲˡ
ϣƴѵİ취轳ҵְֱסʱҵС
ǲܶҶ֣ҪҰְ֣Ұְ־ҪˣֻܾҪȥҰְ֡
轷˵İְǹ˹㡣
˹Ѿŵ˼ޣֻǿ轷Ҳû轷
˹֪֪轳ҵҲ֪ġ
㻹
轷ͷҾҪһҰְ֣
轷ȹ˹㣬Ҫ˵绰ȥ˵ԼԸˡ
轷ģӹһһΣô˵ܲˣҾˣ轳ҵܶԼ֡


666 Ǹ

轳ҵ벻轷ģ¹ع˹Ҳֻͣ£룬ȾȻ˹ڶ֡
轷ôЭˡ
˴ݺ⣬ȴ̴Ź˹˵۶ʱ轷ԡ
˹Ѿ˼ޣϣˣɽ轷ȴ˵Ը
ˣʵǺµģʵ̫ʹˣڹ˴ݵ֮£Ӧ
轷һ쿪ʼʹҽԺŮˡ
ȥҽԺ˹㣬轷ӣֻúЦ
轷໵͹˹Դƥģǿġ
׼ô
˵Ϳˡ˹͹˴ݿŹĴȰ
ллˣæҽ
û£ⶼҸġ
ҡͷȻ˹㲻ףǸˣҵĺǵá
轷࿴ǵӣЦѡ
ùϷԹ˹ʲô飬һлΪ˲ȡ轷͹ͺøС
̫٣ȻҲ
ܵ轷Ķ⣬濴һ轷
轷һֺͣޡ
ҲŹˣǣֽŷſ
˴ݺ͹˹㿴ȫһĸ￴ŮԽ״̬
ãôгϢ
˴˵ֱ׿ţⱲӾûʿûôϢˡ
˹һû˵һ⡣
öЩ˼ˡ
ǰ轷һۣź
´ΰɣٺúʰ轷ࡣ
ҽԺжʱû˵ȴһ
޳ϧ¡
Ұִ绰ҵǸһؼҡ
Ƭ̣ڵ
һͷ֪ôԭ
˵Լ֮ǰϹۣԺҲˡ䣬Ǹ˵֮ǰ˵㡣
ҲȥҼҵǸˡ
񺣾öԲ轼ңر֪轷ô£ջлĵʱ򣬾ûˡ
õһǣ֪Լòԣ֪ȥǸ
轳ҵ͹ͼȴû
㲻ǿԭҶûԭء˵
ʲôƮƮһԲġ
ؼң׾޿Ϸ
׾̬Ĺ⣬ǾȲȥǺ...ȫǰ̲Ľϡ
߯ˡ
ҡҡͷҲ֪Ϊʲô˾ϲǸ
ҿɲϲϲ㡣̷ϡ


667 ֪

ӣʹƿ۾ããҲϲ㡣
⡣
ΪŮ轷͹˹ܳɹ
ݺһ
죬ȥ˹˹㡣
ɸš
͹ˣֽͻؼҡ
ˣȥɣ컹ҪϿΡ
һҪء
ñΧſȥ㲻Ҫˣֱӻȥɡ
Ȼ˵³ˡ
㲻Ҫˡ
̧סĶ䣬Ҫˣسߡ
áӦţԹԽȥˡ
᲻ùһ£³һ£һ㣬ùһ¡
ÿιס䣬;óһһ
ݰݡ
ߡ
Ƚȥ
ùȽȥ
ɵһᣬһߡ
һʱһߺòã
á
һ.........ߡ
תӣһߡ
ںӾһֱֵĹ뿪ˡ
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ûԶΧǽĸǡ
ǵڳ׿ˡ
ˡ
һʱȲҹŬȡǿľһĻ
ˡ
һ
ˡ
...һˡ
վһˡ
Ǹղſ˵Цӣûȥסˡ
վԭأһϲȴľš
ȥ󣬾̫̫ˣΪԼҲеܣͰһǽԼһ룬װȥǡ
ܼҸŰæˡ
ôһȺĽ˶Ⱥ
ſڶݵ֣Цл˹
ǿŹЦȥҲû
֪վ˶ãվȺҪסˣǲϢ뿪
뿪轳ҵĳ
û뵽轳ҵо轳ҵڴߣԺ˵𣿡
˴ͷƣŲ轳ҵ쳣
轳ҵ˿̻ЩѣۿŹ͡
ȶ𣿡
ȥ轳ҵĶͷе㷢ȣһ£ȥѾ...
ͻû˵꣬ͱ轳ҵ˻С
轳ҵŹ˶...


668 û

ʲôţѵǼٵ?
Σ˵Ҫ轳ҵͷѾιȥˡ
ҵ
ͷ轳ҵ£˯Ҳϴһ˯һζ...
˵ſ˵ƣȻŷ쳣
轳ҵ˵״̬̫ˣϻֱϾȻпںӡ
ô£
ɫһ䣬Ҫ轳ҵţ뱧
Ҹ㣬㲻ûô򵥡
ȥȸ轳ҵһ֣ѵףϱӲųȥ˾
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ҪЪˣ...
˾֪Ҳ࣬Լ֪˵˲Ϣ
ͻȥ轳ҵ·Ҳϴˣֱȥ˸ڵĿͷϢ
Ҫ轳ҵ˶Ǿζ
轳ҵôˣ轳ҵҲûԲײζǰ˯š
Ϳ˴ɾ轳ҵڴߵ
һ۾͵ǸţԲҴˡ
ô£
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轳ҵиҪķ֣Ϊ˺þƣҾͶȵÿЩͺȸˡ
轳ҵǴڸƵϢӰϢˣû뵽ȴ¡
轳ҵȵеƮصҪ˯£˯˯ž͸оٱ
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û뵽ȴ㣬
轳ҵĿӽһȻԲԾۿ
ƹްܿ壬ֻӰӰ´¿ˡ
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һ˻ӦһҲ͵ģ轳ҵǲ˲Ծ
˭
ƿˣȴûƿ
轳ҵһûӳӳǰһ۷ֺǷֹˣҲ벻ֱ̫࣬ӽ˾ؼˡ
صҿĹͣ轳ҵŷ˯˹ȥ
轳ҵܻףֻܼصףҲΪˡ
...Ҳ֪ôģ֮ǰҲû
轳ҵʵʵˡ
û
ûС轳ҵַˣҸʶ֣ˮõĺһҲ񡣡
׵ģңȺͣˣҲ׷µġ
ͶҲ֣Ȼ֪轳ҵ˵ʵ뵽轳ҵ˼ˣúߺߡ
㲻ٱңɢɢζ
轳ҵίȴòܣá


669 

ͷ轳ҵ͹Щ쳣˵û£Ҳûܡ
רעĩ轳ҵȥ¡
µŮˣǸʮҵŮˣԵúᣬЩӲ
ڷϣΪ˴Ϊʲôȥ轳ҵķ䣬Ǻˣߴ䡣
ȻҲǺȵе࣬ԲŻ
Ǹ˵ǽŮˣԽ͵ġ
ûһ㲻˼󷽷ĺ轳ҵͣԭ¡
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ͿˣʶĻҲæ⣬轳ҵû׷Ӵ˶ǸŮǸӾˡ
½żΣ轳ҵʮֵľ񣬴нһռ䡣
ųˣûˡ
ȹԣ˹轷ָԳԺˡ
˹ָͦõģúñԶЩꡣ
轷࣬˹͹˴ݸоܸӣúý轷࣬Ǻú飬ʱȷŹ轷һΡ
û뵽轷ٶȸ죬ڳԺǰʧˡ
˿û뵽ǲˡ
żһºٴ֪轷ϢȷʵյĽ
轷Ҫˣ͹ȫ벻ˡ
Ǹͬѧĸ硣
ͰǺżȻ֪ԭʶġ
ؼҽеһģҴҵ
֪轼ǵùߵŮͬܶࡣ
ڰĸ磬֮ǰ轳ҵ͹죬Ҳһ졣
ĸŲ𣬿ҲܴСͱɼ̳ˣͰʮꡣ
ѾǶ֮꣬û顣
Ϊᡣ
ĸǸˣ԰ÿΪ˺ܶ࣬ûþ御
Сף־ҪһͰְֲһˡ
ǰҲͰְֲһģ˴̼˾ͱˣúһ飬ƫƫ档
ҵŮҲ˺˵Ҫ޸ܡ
ǰ˵ˣУ飬ɻŮǰͺ...ûãӣûշ
ôţװ׵ġ
ŵԵ˼ңҰŮ޹ȥҲôһֱϡ
轳ҵ͹˵඼ҡͷ̾Ϣģ˵úõĺӿϧˡ
û뵽轷࣬Ȼˣ


670 

˼⣬֪ǰֱȢġ
෴һ£ͬˡ
ȢȢɣȢ轷÷㡣
ΪʲôðȢ˵轷żȻȹ֣ϲ轷Ȣġ
轷գۼͼ˰ؼң轼ҷ˼ԣԺ㶯ˡ
͹֪Ϣ󣬻ϵһΡ
Ҳ֪ʲôԭ򣬷Ҿ̫ˣҶûȥҿԼһסöࡣ
û˵ҵһ氮Ǹ氮ƴ޽ؼңȴûɹ
Ǹ氮ͦӣ뽫£Ȼͬ⣬޶ԡ
Ǹ轷಻򵥣Ժע㣬ˡ
𣬻ͦİȫ
İɣôŮˣˣ޸Ҹ...
ҡͷ
ô˵죬轷Ƿ޽˰ؼˡ
轷޸󣬰ؼһһʱҪȢµķˣ֮
轳ҵ˵޽ؼҵǸŮ˾Ǹ
ȥ٣ǸҲû޵ؼȥ
ؼСһİ轷Цȴ˲١
໹Ǽкˣ滹ǲƮƮ
轷һ󣬿ʼڣдѹЩŮˣûɹϸվ
ȦﶼǷЦ
ЦЦţµϢ
޹ȥ²轷໹ͦѾӻˡ
ϰؼҵ֣ǲһ轷࿿Ŷ֣ס˼¡
ºӳ׽סû뵽轷֮ǰȴиͬ󸹱Ůš
˵Լ˰ĺӣҪˣһݣӱȥ
ǸŮ轷֮ǰ͸ŰŮ֮һ轷֮ǰҲνˣԭΪ״ˣû뵽ôð˳
࣡
轷ŭҪȥǸŮˣŤһĽ˶ˡ
Ҫˡ
˶ǰ쳣ļѡ
轷ȥ˰ιȥβһӡ
û뵽ǸŮ˱Сʱһӡ
轷ŰཫǸŮ˸ߣӲǲ˰˼ǸҲǲСʱĺҲߡ
ٹŴǺӶˣ޷ܡ
߲˵˵ǺӲǰġ
İվ轷ߣǸŮ˴źӱˡ
轷ʱȡʤ
轷ͶҲֹˡ


671 

ټļҵҲҪ˼̳С
ģԼǰģ֤ϵĸá
轷໳ˣͻˣ轷һҲһɡ
ϾʱҲޡ
û뵽轷ľؿôߡ
ӶԼģȻ͵͵²ϲ˼Ҷ¶ˣоͽŮš
ȻҲš
Ҳ֪˽һ⣬ҲһҪ
ԼҲĥŲоͻߡ
û뵽轷жˣ˾ӲҪ˸߲㣬ǻ
ǻΪҵǸŮˡ
ĺľ
Լľͱľǲһġ
ҪǸŮ˻겻ɢ轷ͬһ
轷ɹ˸ˣҲɹð೹ˡ
ʱҲ轷ˣ轷໹ûӣֻһŷˡ
轷ǸӵʱÿŰֵˣʲôŮ˵ȵȡ
轷ò㱬ըһ춼ͷ۷Ƣ״̬ҲԲ£̲סʹޣ޵ĸҲ٣ֻĸ飬Ķԣ໽С
ӣ轷ûϹû
Ȼ˵ǧٱΪ˺ţǵ̲סûأĶ̲סȥ׽ӹǽһɹ
˴ҷ̸Ц
Ŵҵ̸ͺ轳ҵ²ۣϰ²ۣҲһѾ
İǸ꣬˲ŷ֣ҲǸ²۸֡
һˣԼס˵ôӣǻԴԴϵ֪ЩϢ
轷ɩҲǼʶˡ
Щ°ɣǼ£𲻺úͱ²ۣŲ²Ҳֻҹˡ
˭ù轷ҲˣһǱ轷඾֮һ
һֱŭڡӶʨֻǿŴţû뵽...Ȼǡ
һ£轷Ŀе㵣Ǹֶ֪Ķܱܲס
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ҲһһѾ
갡꣬أ
֮ǰò֪ôͰദȻǰİˡ
ʱ²ۡ
˵Ҳ轲ǰģôأ
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ϿҲԽԽӦ֣ܶγ̶˾䡣
轷ôϵķٽ˺ӣ쳣ֵĻ
վɰͰѧ
ĸҲȶ˳š
˹ѧͦæȻ˵һһˣʱʵࡣ
ССĵ⻹˺ܾá
Ϊĺ׺ߣرû顣
Ȼ˵Ҫѧϰû̫ô
û˼ǻỹûûƤģùЦãλȴˡ
ǹ
˵Щ黰ˣֱˣǹߡ
Ҳû뵽˻ߵԸ񣬲ȴȻԵá
ɾ͸Ҳġ
ҲΪȻһһˣҲֻӵ
׶ûй
ûûй
ܱ˻òŲ˼鲻ܣʵ
ǾûС
Ҫʵ崿룬Ҳ̫ˡ
ŵô?
鲻ԽʱҲסˡ
û취˭ʵҲûɶء
˾ô̸Ŵģòڴڡ
ǣǣӵӵҲͦõˣҲˡ
У԰ϳǣס˹֡
ȥʲô
ԡθڻͦõģҲſѧѧУĶҲܾûˣͦˡ
Ǿȥˡ
ſרĿ
ڸʻϣӺӾ󿴣Ӹ粻ỹ͵͵ɣ
֪ɡ
ĹԽԽҪݾͱˣ˵ҲΪ
ϢˣֻͨĽڣͨĲʿ
̶ȱİȫ


673 

ͿʼԳˣʱС۾ˡ
С۾ǺܺãҲǵݣòá
С۾ʱǲģ͵͵
κʱͻע⡣
ҲС۾ǲǸš
ȥ˷ȥɢ˻Ჽһᣬ˹ȥ
ֱʱ˻˱
Ȼȥˣעⰲȫ
á


ַֿ
תҡ
ղŲ͵ȥɻˣҿסˡ
Ҳͳɹһ죬ģ
ԼסܺＱ
˵ͬһһˣ̲סʼ˼롣
ܸоϲҵģʱԽԽˣ᲻ʵûôϲң
̲סԼǲпڳ
Լǳģû׵
Ȼôһ뷨ûأ
˵ģ˰ǱŮ˸ɶһЩһ㻹ûһͻ뵽ˡ
ŮǺ޲ܵǣӵס
Ƕ̲סġ
ԽϲԽ̲ס
ȫûУ
òԼ
ҲԼʱûˣ
ϾûʲôϲԼˡ
ÿκһ͹˲ˣǷֿ˻ʱͻƲס˼롣
ͷԼҲͦͦŮͦŮ˵ġ
ôһ뷨ûأ
룬᲻Ժˣɣ
һͷԼ֪һߵת󣬾Լģ򶨡
򶨣Ҫ򶨡
ؿڣȻԼ͡
ղʲôʲô̫̫ˣ
NʧأûסԼȥԼǰյúܡ
ղҪͷԼһֹסڵԼѾ...Ѿðˡ
ÿǣӵȻһֱޡ
ҲҪдһǧּ֣ķʡ
˳һԼ˳ͷ
侲̲סһ
ôԽԽÿ...ȥһģҿ˶ٴͰ
һʱ򿴣Էʱ򿴣˵ʱ򿴣ֿʱһͳȥˡ
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ſڷϣһ̲סһԼ
㲻ˣˣҪס
һ̵̣ҵ̵飬黹ûأ
ûûᣬҪɻ¡


674 ûָļ

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ȴ֪ʹġ
˼Щһ
һʱҲûôţ϶ܼ§§ס
ҶǱȽϺģСǣǣСֱһʲôġ
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ˣҲһֱûᡣ
ֻн磬¶Ľ
˵ҲӣףӺͷҲ
Լš
ò֪˵˻˯һˣСŮͻỳʲôġ
ֻ֪ǽ˵˵ģᡣ
Щĵѿˡ
ʶʱһֱ˵ţ˾ˣֻŲͷ֮ġ
ˣÿ÷ɻǿԼԼȥˣԼȥס
õȵԺУ
ôŬļѵĿԼ
صңԼд飬д˷Žһ
ȫǼ飬аʱԼдġ
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һ˶Բ£ҲҪԼ
ʵѹ̫ˣεʱͻƲסԼԼȥױ
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ʱҲҪд飬ԼԼļ飬Ȼַϡ
Ѿܴһˡ
ӣźһļ飬ˡ
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Уô˵ȱҵһҪ̽飬Ȳˣٵȥһģġ
վԣġ
͹˫֪Է뷨
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дûԼûҲЩûʧ
ҲžˣԶԷҲ쳣ϧ
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ûָ䡣
ճŸǻָ䣬һֱûС
ǰѪɢˣҲûС


675 ԼжԼ

Ȼ֮ǰҲ˵ѪɢˣҲһָ䣬ǹãɢҲͻָˡ
Ȼ...ûС
ţԺ͸ȥҽԺ˼ΣҽԺǣѪɢˡ
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һֱŸǻָţܾøǾʧȥ䣬ϾʧȥΡ
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ԸһУֻ̾
֮̾󣬿񺣣Щźôûпסأ
ҪҲһˣס񺣾ͺˡ
յͣһʱ䣬ԳҲٹİˡ
˵ȥˣÿϷû񺣵İҲֻʲôġ
ʧڵ۶ˡ
׾Сڡ
ͻճԸ׵ɧš
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һû˵ԵĻǰ׾һֱöԲһֱֲú裬û¾˸
Ӳܣܽɻƶ͡
ûôΣ񺣾Լжˡ
轳ҵ͹˵ġ
񺣵ĵطǶȥˡ
ˣǿ֣ȥҲˡ
ƫƫ͹һ𣬿Ҫģ轳ҵ͹ͱĻš
ÿμǻһδ׼ҵģҲǶˡ
֮ǰʼ񺣵ĵطӶȥˡ
ЩϱⲻˣĻ
԰׾⣬ԴĵطʱŰ׾ʱСӡ
Сӳúܡ
ˣ񺣻һȻСӣɿҼҴӵӡ
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һʼʹҸ룬ʹ˵һ飬һȥģȻˡ
һһЩѣ÷ˮġ
֮ĺܿϰ׾ǽӣԼֺã޲ܽ׼ҵŮ˲ð
ܶҲãɾЩ˻ϲ
Ҳˡ
ܿ轳ҵ͹ȻΣ͸¶еΣԴҲ


676 µĶ

֮ǰôãһҲʲôģҲǣʲô
񺣺Ͱ׾ȻţǺһˡ
һҲûòã񺣺Ͱ׾ҲͲɣùܡ
轳ҵ͹ͺһȦӣⲻ򽻵ͱˡ
ԣŻἫϣܹס񺣡
轳ҵ͹ͦεģӱǺãҲͦԲģÿμرڣȱݷ
轳ҵ͹ɶ취ֻܼ񺣺Ͱ׾ˡ
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轼ϣˮ𣬻ۣ轷Ѫöˡ
һֱҲΪǿޣĥòᡣ
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轷ַ꣬ǲųôֿˣҪˣˣ
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轷Ǹǿɬ
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һ㶼󣬵ȺӴ˻Ц˻ˣаְ֣ԽԽŻԽԽ׵ĸо
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ѵûһˣ뿴ӣһޣӳˡ
һ£ֱŤͷߣ轷۾⣬סˡ


677 쳣

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ΪһֱޣӲûúÿӳʲôӣҪ˵絽ʲô顣
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Сﰲ֣Ҳǹɵģûʲô
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֮ǰҲǿİĦպͰ
СĶӰ໹ۡ
轷Ǹлˡ
ҲһȥЩƫˡ
˽´Ҷƴ󷿶һǶܳ衣
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ſʼأƫģô죿
轷Ҫ裬Ȱסˡ
һֱ׷ܣ罫ҺúþӪãӽ̺á
˵˵ȥӲĸĶʲô̺öҪԺӽ̺ˣӼ̳˼ҵܳȻûá
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֪˵ʵҲܷꡣ
ѵͷ澭ӪСң
ЩģҲôû޽ؼأ
轷˼û˵ǲô˵ǽһЩѵ
ȥȷʵǲˡ
轷侲ǿԼ侲ȥ֣רӡ
䲻໹е㲻ϰߣϾϰڡ


678 Ű

轷లһں󣬰ʲôıȥһˡ
Ȼ󿴵Ǳ˸˵轷ࡣ
轷಻֣Ǳ˰Ѱһʲô⣬˰Сʱˡ
轷ְһڣյ轷ϢǶӲˡ
סԺˣϵࡣ
˾ȥҽԺڿ˰յÿĶӡ
ŷֶӻͦÿģҲͦ۵ġ
Ӳ˶϶һڣ轷಻߲չˣ࿴Ҳед˼μҡ
ÿλؼ轷඼ӵΣҲûôˣûôˡ
轷࿴һ㣬Ű಻ע⣬ٴʰС
ΣǴߴ硣
İ£׽С
轷ûüˣͱ౧ĺӸˡ
轷ԭΪСŶߣû뵽...ȻѶӶˡ
ҽ͵˰
Сǰ轷һѡ
֪轷ûģֱӽһӱ˻
㽫ˣɣһҲҲ
ķҸҺˣҪôչˣ֣ҲҶӡ
轷࿴СĶӣĻ
ҲҪԼȥ
ҪҲòЦ轷࣬ЩֶûãҺ˵ҺúţȻԼӶˡ
࣡
ң˵ԼѡһһҪ
ЦĴ轷ȥ
Ͳ
ҶӣһۣҪǰˣҲù
ôӶ轷ࡣ
轷࿴ǸСĺӣ޲һס
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轷Ż죬ڻ
ΪˣཫӶºȻģҲܲôࡣ
ôôŪ˵㡣
һССӤ㡣
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Ǹķһʼźӣ轷ൽŮˣҲޡ
轷ܿҵµıʽ
Ǹֳſţ޵ɤɳǻġ
һаţֻҪͺá
ʰòģⲻ򲼣ôš
ʱʱʹºۼĥķ壬Կ
û졣
СӤõ״̬ǰؼҵʱ


679 Ͳ

㣬轷ҲôĿŵɰҲֻŻһˡ
ƽʱǲؼҵġ
ң轷ʰӡ
ҲҵһͲ
轷һʼͨˡ
Ҳá
ŰؼҵǮȻĸңöˡ
Ů˱ԼˣҲԼ
Ϊĸӳô࣬ҪǾôˣžÿء
轷ôԽԽͨˡ
Ϊй۸ľ飬ִСѧſţֶζúܣܴһ¡
轳ҵִ˲ƣԽҲԺԸ
һöܶȤ
иֵĺģӶٿˡ
轷ˣӸˣССĶӾˡ
ӵֶˣΪ轷ִҴĻعգӵȨҲ˹ͽжӰػ轡
ϣⱲӣȻ轷ͺڣԺöӻ轼ҡ
ǸСӣ轷˽¶ǽֵģҲ֣а֪ԭ˼֪ʶԨϣŵ֪ʶӡ
ţҵԵĻȻǰػ̳Уϣһ֪ʶӵ·ӣԺԼϢ
˼轷ֻƲ죬˼øֱһ㣬е֪֮
СĺӣͲҪФ벻ԼĶǰֵã֪֮ĺá
ػ轺Ͱ֪Ե׶ʱڿʼǻµʱʼ
˹念󣬶轷Ҳͦӵģ轷ࡣ
ŵԼŮô˵ҲԼӶҲ뿴
˵轷ˣԴҲһơ
û뵽...Ŷȥ
轷൱ȹ˹ǱƵģΪ轳ҵıԸġ
ԸģȴžԼ˹˹㣬轷ͺޡ
ǰͺ޹˹㣬ˣô
˹轷ѹûÿš
ʲôҲҹɫմҵĹ⣬Ҽ޽ؼˣԼҲǲǣΣ
浱Լǵˣûңʲôôң˼ޣ
轷һ˹־񣬶Թùù˴ݸ
˹㻹רļǻĸأǲģŶȥ
Ǽֲʵһֱȥù˹æҡ


680 

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˹һʼ轷಻ñͨһ
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رڵҲǺܶĵģο
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ӣǨŭǨŭ
һɨ꣬˹һ̣Լ̾Ϣһżˡ
轷˹ˣ˸ۣ֪ˣǺƤ
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681 

ٵʱ轼׼Ƴҩʱȴռһ
ռҳãڷˡ
ռܷ벻ؼҡ
ǰûռҺͰؼһκˡ
ƳһԶĸðߺȾЧ
ƫƫ轼׼ƳҲࡣ
֮ǰ޶轼ҷǰȴȷռг
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ҽԺҩƷĲɹй涨һбɹͨʵĵλܾ꣬ʱۺ
轼һñȽˣ۸񹫵ҩЧҲãҽԺҲͦϲġ
ǳһб꣬Ϊ漰ҩƷģ轼ҺͰؼҶвû뵽ռҲˡ
رģڹʱռҶ⾺ÿζ轼ҵһЩ۸
轼Ҹļ۸񣬱Ǻģ־궼أҲеߣٵ;ͿҪɱˡ
û뵽ռҸܲˣ轼ҵġ
Ϊǵͼб꣬ռҵñˡ
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轳ҵҪߣռҵճԸȴЦס轳ҵ
ܣԲסˣҲû뵽ǻб꣬ʵڱǸĺܣ֪ûʱһԸ
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轳ҵߵÿ죬ճԸҲߵÿ죬һֱ׷档
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ϵܣϵܡ
ŰܴӳĻǸ
轳ҵüͷһ壬Ŷ԰Ҳüͷ


682 

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˵ɶ˵ͽ轳ҵϳ
轳ҵҲ뿴ؼʲôӣǲҪ轼Ҷϣư;ȥˡ
ճԸںš
˵طճԸɸֿŵǫ飬رᡣ
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ȷҪʱ轳ҵȥϴּ䣬û뵽Ϳ
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Ӳû񣬻


685 Ե

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Ҳûϡ
轷ȴǿ


686 ˱䱣ķ

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轷ϳ϶࣬ҪȢ
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ȢԲܳͽˡ
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û뵽˳
ô˵ľ仰˵װ׵...
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ɫԺʶ㣬뱻ϳȥͳױ죬ںӵķϣ㱣ؼҷ˵ݣʲôҪ롣
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轷ӣͱķûˡ
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ȥ֮ǰճԸ轳ҵ͹ڴ
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轳ҵе㲻ģȴҪִҪȥ֣ҲȥɣζðץˣȻֲʱиɱǡ
轳ҵҲֻ֪ܵͷá
Ƶ﹤ˣǺĿͷĻǷԱĶܶࡣ
Ҫǿϲ˵ķԱ
˵ķԱվһţ轳ҵϸȥû쳣
Ƕ˻һ֪Ǹɿ
轳ҵӦˣü֪ôʧˡ
һ߷ͷģͷԱ·ͬһʽɹȴһ˵ıӰˡ


693 Ϥ

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轳ҵ;Źæȥ
ں˺ĿУߵ˿ͷ񲿵ĹԱǰ
һȥ󣬹䶨һϡ
ǸƺҲû뵽˽Ӳվԭأ΢΢һӱʲô
첽Ҫȥľ𣿡
δ䣬Ǹ羪֮͵ذȾܡ
Ҫܣ
Ҫ׷ºͲľȻ֮ǰ˳ȥ˵׷ȥˡ
һ£Ҷܹȥ׷
ԾܵҲɺ֪ܿˡ
ǸܵܣΪҪܵÿ⡣
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Щƫƫ壬ǿ˷Ӧ֮ǰҪ¥ˣһ˾Ͱ˰ˡ
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ſң
ǸŮ˻Ҫȴϵְ˽Űסˡ
轳ҵǰ轳ҵű̧ͷŮˣ죬񣿡
֮ǰ񲻼ˣ轳ҵ֪ȴû뵽￴
Ūġ
ںޣ˵ʲô
ֻһˣֻһ㣬ͿԲӳȥû뵽ҪſˣֻôһˣƵˡ
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Ϊ·ڸǹȥû뵽ֱץסˡ
ֻܴϡ
ǲĹ˵
轳ҵѾ϶ˡ
ǵĶԻϸ
û񣬿ܾñӰ죬˿̿ŷİǵһμ
Щ죬ЩӲĸо˺²۵ݹ֡
Ȼ...ûﵽǳ̶ȡ
˵Ĺ졣
ΪʲôǧټҪɱǡ
...ΪʲôϤ
۵ţ轳ҵ⡣
㲻Ҫԩңֻǲ뿴㣬ϰΪûطȥϰࡣ
ǾǺܳڵģ˿ϸԼǵһʱ
ȥԱΪûʸ
϶è塣
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䣬ӵĹˡ
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轳ҵǣϸ˵龭
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̫Ϥˡ
̫Ϥˡ
˵ĸо̫Ϥˣĸо


694 

İģӲϤͣϤĸо
ɳϣ˼ת÷ɿ졣
һֱ⣬һֱעŹһֱ۵׷
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ûκϢǴʧˡ
Ȼг֡
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ռ轼ҵ϶ͷռˣҲǣһֱû£ռᶼû㣬ΪҪ㱨𣬻Ҫɽǲǣ


695 װ

ÿ˵һ䣬Źͱһ
轳ҵҲˡ
ȹ˵̲סͷ
Ҳ֪˵ʲô˼С㣬ûǼǺǣԱǣ˵ЩҶʲô...Ҳ֪
Լ֮ǰ¡
ҾҪһѵ
ˣδ죬̫¡
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ȣӺܻʱضӦӰ콵͡
Ц⣬˵ôãô轷Ͱ㲻أ
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ıķû֮һ
ŵĹɫ˲ˣĸ첲˲ˡ
ʳ鴤һ£Ҳ֪˵ʲô
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˲Ǯ˼ɣû
ղһʱ֮仹ȷϾһֱݻǺʱӦûôŶԡ
û뵽Լˡ
һ֮ǰһҪһЩ
룬һ룬ǻˣ֧㻻ѵռҰɣ
ռҰ㣬ȻҪԸǣһҲռҵı˵ĶԲԣ
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˵Ҳ֪˵ʲô񣬻Ҫ˵Ρ
۾ţûûҺϤˣȻɳƣ˵ʽ˺ܶ࣬ⷢ˻ϤУû
Ӳ졣
˵˵䡣
˵ˣеϧ˵˵ˡ
λǿԲһݣݲǽõģͿ϶ٵģȣӷ
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޼Ҳ̲סŷŨҵĳޡ
񣬺һͶˣ...ϤоˣͶˡ
轳ҵŹٿ񣬵һ
Ȼ֮ǰ˹ĻǴ˿̿ҵϤС
ûûȣ
Ȼһȣ
轳ҵҲҧгݿ϶
˵ôôôᣬԭȡ
ȵĻҲˡ


696 ɻҶϵ

ҲȲŻôĵ...ֱ̫ˡ
轳ҵͳ˲Ӭʺһܡ
Źͺ轳ҵҲָˣȻԼᣬȴ֪
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ĺ뻹ΪʲôΪȺ֮ǡ
ȻûŵɻҶʶΪޣϵóġ
ϴ轳ҵĪԹ죬Ͼеʲôץסûץסڿˡ
Ī轷࣬轷ûȣҲֻˡ
Ǻһ£˳ηû£Ϊδ죬ܻû£ȾͲһ
ȱץˣαץȥĿ԰ε
Ҳ԰һˡ
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ǰһ룬۵׵ЦһãȴѾӦѾϰײˡ
ɲǣȵȻڿշ
͹ԽԽԶҲ˹۵׵Ц⡣
·ڳЦԼ
ȵĹСıѿˣأ˹û뵽һ룬ͷǾۻһĻ
·Ǳŵһȥִ˻ȥȻȾݵһȥˡ
ŵķɳȥңײǽϡ
һۡ
ȱôһײ߹Ƕ
ĴС˲ᡣ
ȵڵغҽ
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轳ҵͣǲú
ǻ⵽Ӧģ
ȴ
Ҫɹ˵ģ
Ⱥˡ


697 

ǻ⵽Ӧģ
ȵĺɻһ䡣
⵽Ӧˣ
˲òûѪ
һΣûɹ
²Щӽʵ
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ֱݱҴֱκռϵ
ȻԼˣһʼҲǺռҵģûֱռ˵԰ԵĻʱԵĻӳȥ
Ȼ԰轷࣬轼ҡ
Щѽ轼ҵԼ֮Ķˡ
Ȼ֪ռҺ뻢ıƤȻǴӦˡ
ĸ˻ᣬȶ˰ɡ
ռҰ
ռҸһҽǸҽݡ
Ŀ࣬ǻڸͷ档
һȲȴסˡ
һһһ۾ܿȡ
Ŭѧϰϰһ˺ȫһˣı˵ʽııһУع顣
Լġ
񣬳
ų޻ع飬ġ
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轷౻ˣ轷໹ƾˡ
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ʮ˹Ȳ轷ģһѾˡ
Ⱥޣ޻轷ռҡ
Ѿ֪ռȫĸŮڵʱǻ轷ࡣ
Ⱥռң轼ҡ
轼һִ轳ҵִ
һ߰轷࣬轷£޽ؼҡ
һ뾡취ӽ轳ҵ
ŻһһŵܸɵŮˣܻ轳ҵİɡ
þ˰취Ҫɹˣû뵽轳ҵȴˡ
뾡취Ҳûҡ轳ҵ
ֶֺޡ
ռҺֺռңһռҵһߺռҺ뽫ռҰ
ֻҪ轳ҵͿ԰轳ҵ衣
ȫȫ轼Ҷ֣ɽƱãһѾݵġ
ռˡ
ؼҲܵӰ졣
ܿǰķϱסռұɱ轳ҵ߹ǾԶṩȻ轷͵군
Ǽٵģ֤ȫ


698 һ

񱻱ƣҲΪԼҲɱ轳ҵ͹ͽס
ֻҪɱ轳ҵ͹轷ͿԻȥ
ȫ۵ףʱһоͻع顣
׼˻ᣬ֪轼һٰʱȷ˾ƵǰӦƸ
һж׼׵
ֻֻϺǲеġ
ȻΣգ轳ҵϺĹûصҪĳ̶ȣڼӵ㶫
ռҲǺˣۼߵҲǺˡ
иҽܺãȴΥְҵ±ҽҲռҳԷ
õһҩ
ֻҪȥˣóԶ٣һ룬Ҫǵ
ҿŻǹġ
оգʲôˣƵϵСĢ
ѡСĢΪζأϺҲŲζ
ϲҵʱΪ˱գԽȥ±轳ҵϳ˿֡
轳ҵûϳȴע⵽ˡ
һ棬Ӷûӣûע⵽ˡ
ȥʱ͸оߡ
ȷһǳûԣۿ
ΪĿ⣬Ⱦˡ
ٻ·ӳȥſˣȴûɹ
ֻһ
ΪһΪһ
Ⱥɻأ·ΪעⲻǱע⵽ˡ
ôԶע⵽ˡ
һ
ڵϣʹ޵ú޲˻µĹ
ĿǣԶĿǣӺǰͿʼ
¶ˡ
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ȵҡҡͷˣ㻹ôԼɡ
˶٣轷ࡣ
˵ôߣͷ磬ܻû㣬ع⣬˵òҳʲô
ɫ䣬źЦˣˣ
ԼŮͷΣԱôôء
ǧҵĴͷûϵҪԷද֣ѾǱƵһδ֪ʲôӣҪ֣
棺ʲôʱ轷ϵģ轷Ҫ֪㱻ץˣ᲻㣿
֪ʲô֪ҺϾϵˣҲ֪ȣǲҪ
۵亹󺰣Ҫһһ˵
Ҫǰ֪ǵĹϵˡ


699 Ǻĸ

ȵ󣬸̾ѡ
Ǹ裬˻ڰ轷롣
˵ĶģҪ鷳Ҿͺãط£֪ҵݣҲȱ͵ˡ
۵亹һһ磬ȴҧ֣Ҫҷ࣬ʲôǳ
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Ϊ轷ùһ㣬ͷ紵˲٣İ轷ࡣ
ŶŬ꣬轷ڰؼվȽţúðؼһ໹ӣڶӵķϣҲٶ轷ࡣ
úһеǰᶼȵݲع⡣
ð֪ȣǷɾ군ˡ
֮ǰռæŸ轼°ӣ̰׬ǮӰð඼ȨѾѹˡ
ҪٴȥҲ֪໹᲻轷࣬˵ͻὫ轷ϳ
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ȱݣûбΰĸжֻǾÿЦ
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ˣ...
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...㲻󻹺ãһҾ轷֮ǰء


700 õı

״룬ǸʲôչӽӢ۾ƵĴŻ轼ҵļҲɡ
ʶƺ󣬻ƻģҺ۶֡
Һ۴ʮ¥µ£Ҫãڷͷˣ˵ôԭ£
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ռ£ҩǶؼĶռһ˼Ը轼ңûҩ϶ֽţӰˣ
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ÿ˵һ仰Ⱦͱһ
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ûеߵˡ
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治ʱܻᱻƵӡ
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Ȼǹеġ
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ҲûһӶ
һûˣʲôˣҲ̫ˡ
һӴڼ尾Ȼ󻹵ÿı轷ңǲõıء


701 ƫҪ

Щӣֱץˡ
ҵףȻƵ;ҪǵĹҪһΣ֮ǰҪ̫ˡ
ϿҵǸֱʾ£ǾƵʧְ
ķãѾ˵Ķ𣬺βͲøˣ⳥
ȻŵԺֻҪ轳ҵһɴۣҲǡ
轳ҵ˾Ƶĳ⡣
ҲǺ飬һȦͷ겻ģҲ˺
飬ҲȫֵƵͷϡ
£Ժǻע⣬ԸȫŻݣֶΪ
轳ҵĬĬľỹҾƵꡣ
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սôһǰȴȫûЦԴȿĵúܡ
ҲûյĽΨһ֪ľǸһˡ
轳ҵǵ뿪ѹûע⵽ע⵽Ҳ롣
Ͼϰϰ˵¾˻æɶȥء
轳ҵǻҲóԵòˡ
轳ҵ͹Ȼٳˣˣ˵Ҳˡ

轳ҵ͹ͻصңײҽúüһ¹壬û²ŷˡ
ͼ򵥳˼ҳˣȴóԵˡ
ҲץˣԺȫ԰ˡ
ʵֹ轳ҵ͹ͶȻʬ״̬ҲЩ뷨ģֳˡ
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٣ҲˣԺ࣬죬ȫпܡ
Щ۾Ū˫Ƥ۾һ㣬еӵģͣͶС
Լ᲻ʲô֢ƤҲͦÿģΪʲôҪŪ
֢ҲˣԽԽĽģϲ˫Ƥ
һĻ⣬Īյϡ
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һߣ轳ҵҲԼ˰ࡣ
ԽģԽȲء


702 ĸŮ

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űʼǱͷۡ
һ̫ˣҲʵ̫ˣҪǶ˺ļ䣬ϡ
ֻܿһЩ֪ʶܺȥҲû˵˰
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һҲЩ̬˵
ʹĵһ۰ǱʼǱȷˣֱӵ
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һǵ־ϰüôҲȻǸȤˣڲõˣˡ
ðɣȻţͰĸʵͦá
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Ϊǰˣ˵ǵܵܣҲǰӡ
ؼұɰȨڰ˵øɡ
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ҲһӳԴˡ
ˣʲôˡ
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......
֮ǰԣ˵ڰҲ
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轷֮𣿡ȱȱʲôϵ
ĸŮġˡ
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ҿû絽轳ҵ
ȿ...ܣǸ˵һղŵĻ𣿡
໺轳ҵ˵˷ʲôϵ
֪轳ҵǲ轷࣬رµĽ轷໻˹˷ࡣ
ĸŮϵġ
轳ҵ͹Ȼûͨ˵˵ࡣ
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ȣӳȥݱģݶٵġ
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е㿪۽硣
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˿αϣ벻벻...
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...ԣҵҲԺúõķչһ¡


703 Ч

Ҳ벻ݵع⣬Ů뵽ĵһǿԷչһҵ
ô˵ҵͷԾҵͷء
ҲǾˡ
ؼұҵеܵӰ죬Ҳȫһĥ䣬ûд뵽顣
Ӵ󿪶޲̾һҿǵֹסˡ
ǰ轳ҵء
ΪˣԴҲϲ
Ϊǹ˷裬ԲŲ˷ࡣ
ҡͷֲ֮ǰôأȻҰߣȻĪ˷࣬ڵˡ
轳ҵͷȼǺ轼ңҲΪռҵھƵҺ֣ҿʶˡ
ϳˣΨһҪǲҪݣ˵ģһһ˵Ҿ֪Ȩ
Ǹ֪轳ҵ͹һ뷨ԽҪֹģԽﵽĿġ
ͷȷʵ֪Ȩұ֪
֪Ժܸõ֪ô轷
轳ҵܿǡ
ȥ·ϣȥǰƬƬҲһ
ͦҵġ
֮ǰͨƬ
ص칫ңƬҲˡ
ϸԭƬٶԱһºƬ°ĥ
һ㶼ˣͻ΢һЩ
ϸź£۵Ǿ⡣
Ƭͽ
Ұһ£ܼܲȻȥҽԺ˽һƣй
ҲǴеҵģҽѧĽչҲǷǳ˽ġ
ƺʹˣҪƤ⼰ȴˡԻ֯ٵȱ޸졣
ư޸ݣĸֲ֯Ҳɲ塢֯֯Ʒ޸ԭɵ֯ȱΣԸƻָܺò
һҪģһ˻벻Լò
Ѿ뵽ˡ
ԼѾһˣҲû̫ࡣ
ҪչҵҲǸᡣ
һæ¡
֮ؼҲĽҵ˵磬Ҳȳ졣
ݣܳɹ
Ҳ벻Լݵı¶ԼŮҵשˡ
שߣûж轷Ĵʲô
Ҫ˵Ӱ죬ֻǸ


704 

æһ죬Ѿµļƻ뷨Ҫơ
æ˰죬֪ϢҲͻؼˡ
ûؼҡ
𿴰һ춼ڴ񣬲ӣʵϲ
Ⱥ轷ΪԼĿĳıԼģԼܵЩɶĵס
³ţ뵽ǰ˵ʲôߵĻܸɶţǾ¶Ц
Ļ߹ţ
轷òϢֲؼңţڰ֪Թء
ȻһȻ;ϲ
ˣ
æñķ֪߰Ȼ·Լϵ·ֻ˯£æȥ뻻һȹӡ
ûãžͿˡ
轷ͷ࣬...һ·أղǼΪ̫ˣȫǿˮ̷...
ɫȴϰֺá
ʱҲˡ
ð࿴࣬ⲻ·ıࡣ
ðɣ˸ɾƯ·ֱ˵Լòλ
ֻܾܻϸɾֲ֦չ·
࿴轷಻˵轷ˣô˵
ڿڣ
轷ȥվڰǰŲӣǱķԱ
ðɣ硣
ıķڰǰȻҲûôŵÿٲηηſ־塣
಻׶轷ද֣˲ӦöŮ˶֡
ϴ轷
轷໹£ðȲʱ˺¡
ռҵˣʧûϵϣ轷İȫи½ҲԽԽ°ࡣ
´轷࣬ر
轷౻òôˣʲô𣿡
ûʲôֻǿ񡣡
൭һ仰轷˲ëȻ۾͵صɴˣô...ôȻ...
ӦóʧС
轷ĳ裬ҲõĿԴ
轷⬣˲еĴ̡
࿴ķӦЦܷ
轷죬ҲᣬԹȥ...
𣿡
轷̶ס裬ȴҷ
ҲȦˣֱӿڵ
ʲôʱ֪ݵģ
轷ͷһʲô
װʲô⣬˵㲻֪ȡ
轷һû£ܡ
ǾԲð֪ܡ


705 

ð轷һԼ
...˵ʲôҲ֪ʲô˼...ô˵...
轷״ΣҵòУ֪ôͱ¶ˡ
...һˡ
轷۵˲ŷ˰պ⣬ѵȾͲ֪¶ݻӰ
֮ǰ˵ᱻ˷ֵģԲᱻ˷ֵġ
ڱ˷ˣ̾취
ҪҪлôأ취Ҫֲ֪Ŷԡ
ô...ôܱ˷֣ð֪ˡ
轷պ޲ѣݺȡ
˵ʲôξԻ˵ʲôξԿԱ󻹲ĺȡ
轷Щպһţɰȴ
֪ˣҲǣĸŮ棬ô֪ܲıôࡣ
ǺЦĸŮǺ轼ң˼ŪüǰؼңεĿʲô
Ŀ⿴˰ػ轵ķ䣬ĸŮһҰ֣һңҸøлǿңǸûǵģ
һ˲뵽ܶ࣬ػǲǲӶ뵽ˡ
㲻ҪᣬûĿģûʲôĿģֻǵ㣬Ҳġ
轷һĿëȻһֱӹڵأҲ˲÷ˣĬĻӣӣⱲֻһҳϵġ
ü𣿡
ǣǵģ࣬㿴轳ö㣬һģӡġ
轷ȥڰǰסϥǣҲģҲҰֵģֻʱѾʶҲû취...
轷˵ְ񣬺֪ͣѾˡ
ֹ裿һ޽ؼңƿذؼң˵ǺܺãҪҿɲ
ڣ赭д㻹ʵɡ
轷ҡ
...ôʵ
࿴轷ӣô˵ǲ˼˵˵豧ϣҿɵø㣬ץȥˣⱲӾֻε³ˡ
轷һ......
ŵö֪ôˡ
࿴ʧôҲĸŮأĸŮҲ̫˰ɣ
Щ󵨵úܶ붼£ӵ轷࿪ʼٵ轳ҵ͹ʹɱ֣轼ҴӴ
ÿһ׮ÿһǴޱȡ


706 ̿

ҿ轼߳ˣŹˡ
轼ҷ£ܶ˶̫ˡ
֮ǰʵ轳ҵ͹е̫ˡ
ھ֪ԭҲ㹻
轼˼ʮ꣬ȻǸز
ץˣбӳб¸ͷ
һȫһˣݽԵ
ûԵ
ʶŮˣҲûУԸ䣬á߹š
ǽǰؼҽһңȢ轷ࡣ
֮ǰ£ٿǰ轷࣬
ôҲȵŮôӲһ...һ...һ룿
轷಻Ҫ˵ôֻҪһҲ첻ӡ
е㵣ģ轷̿ǣ̵Ķܿ㲻ðؼҶû
ҪǻȣǷġ
轷һһһ룬ûޡ
ﲻȣһֱԼܴ
һжȻ£ݻ¡
ҪǴСʲôⶼûУûĴСˡ
轷಻࿴
㻹...ȵô̵Ů
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Ƚ̵ãܹ˰ɣû뵽...ҲûС
Ȼô轷̷ˡ
˴Ǵ
֪
Ŷԣж񶾡
ôֻ̳Ķ񶾣Ҳ̳евУ
಻֪ԭ̫轷ˣ̫õһУű
ͬǿƺĸĸ̵ĺӻСãųɣΪǱ̫
ųĸĸ̳ǿƵĶӣΪǶҪԼҪǡ
轷Ӹϣ⵽ʲô˼
ͿˣȣҲָоź
࣬ʲô˼ǲǲ...
һ񾭲ӣֻ۾Ҳˣѵ㲻֪ϢȥǰؼҪΪЦ𣿡
ϲˣΪ裬Ϊ㣬ǰؼǻҪһˣΪЦ
轼֮󣬳ΪûӵģƵװ׵֮ҡ
轷ɫһ䣬´Ҷ֪𣿡
Ȼأ񣬡˵֪Ժô˰ɣ


707 ܲȽ

ȣ轷裬ĸŮ£ܿ˲ܵܡ
ͬ˵۰ؼһ˵ЦؼҵĲ١
ܶ˶ǰؼⱨӦˡ
˭ϵĲСҲ
СӰ⣬ûһҪˡ
ЩĹûշุĵģˬˣ˽ûٳЦ
ǲ˰ɡ
뵽һķƣԵߵһķŮƣĸŮһŪǣ泩
׼˵˻ǰա
̽轷ϳؼңȢһҲʵ˭֪Ȣ֣᲻ֱЦ
ס轷࣬ԺʵʵģҲЩЦ
Ҷܽʱˡ
Ҳúù۲죬۲轷ϲʵ۲ػô
ػ轵ĽǵץʵڽôҲ취
óԶ֮󲻹ܴĿ⣬ҲܲźûѾȥ˵εҵݡ
û뵽ʲôݻ֮󣬾Ȼ⡣
һʼҶðǷˣ̼ˣЦ˲١
ɰ಻ܣӡ
Ľʵ֤ǶԵġ
˵ҵȷʵ츳
Ǻˡ
轷౻Ҵݺǰղѣÿ춼ȴӴʧͺˡ
û뵽Ȼ˴ţ˵
轷Ųȥأ˶ˡ
ΪЦ轷ܿĿ⣬иֳЦ˽
轷ܹˣ֮ûȥ
֪໹Ҫҵô˵ȥˡ
³ȥΪЦҲҳȥඪˣнβͼ
մ˿ƣôأֻܷййˡ
ⷢйĶֳɵģǱˣǰ֪ˡ
轷ˮȣڲݡ
Ϊˣʵͱķ࣬һӺͱķԵûѵ
һߣ˵ƽࡣ
ȱҵץˣ˶ɷˡ
ٿѧæȥʵϰˣʵϰÿһ⡣
ҪҪȥ
Щʦȫԣˮƽ˷ˡ
ҲԼѧ˺ܶ࣬ļȥ
żϰ࣬ҲȱǮΪΪηҲӰ¡
Ҹ״̬ˡ
ľ轳ҵԣᣬҪȥ̳轼ҡ
ҶԣϾҲһʿġ
ȴһҪ󣬻˵ܲȽ飿


708 취

ܹɶ֧֣ܲҲǿ¡
ڲǣҪˡ
ÿκһҲĥ
ļҪдһˡ
Դ֪ľһֱĥ¡
Ѿ˲ʱ䣬ѵѾϤС۾֤͹ĸ飬鲻ԸȴȳΪĹͷʦ
Ҫô죿ֱӺ˵𣿡
С۾˯Ҿòа...Ҳ˵Ǵѧ̸ʽУ˵ʲôҪʽ..
㲻˵Ҳ֪ҵ˼ҪôŪʽУ
С۾ܳһ˵Ϊ˭һ˻û󣬻һ쵽
ô֪
˼һ㣬˽²ӵ˹״̬𾴵Ȼ𾴻ص
ͿʿĳˣֻҪг⣬ܵġ
ʵ˵
һۣʵǿ϶ʵ⣬бһʵûУֻҪʵ⣬ֱ˵ͺˣ㲻Ҫ˵ϻ⡣
С۾......ô
밡ɿС۾ǲڲӪںȥԲԣǲˣ㿴ǱߴãҲãԲԣ
С۾ָأһܳûѿڶ
Һ͸...ǸҲϴμһΣһΣĶûҲûڹǽǣʿô˵
ߺߣԼ˵ǽ֣϶ˣ㲻ġ
С۾ҪԩֹҿɼǵĳЩ˵껹ĳЩأҿҲǵ
С۾ߵģ긵æҹ£һ顣
ǣʿᣬǴ...ǴΪҵԵҲģ֮һֱںڣٺҸʲôû
ڻ취
С۾Լ߹ͷ­ããһú취úĥġ
ˣǾô˵ˣϻȥúһ룬뵽дܣúõĿĸ취á
С۾𾪣Ҫд𣿡
ȻأȻǺ¡
С۾.....ã֪ˡ
һ̾ϢһʧǧźޣΪʲôΪʲôΪʲôҪ·
ȻűƵز
תһ룬С۾ûס˳ʿ㻹⸵𣿡


709 

⸵
С۾ʳͱһۡ
Ȼ⣬ܲ
ǿǺ͹Ǽǹˣ
Ȼܿ챻ȡˡ
ҲǺ͹Ǽǹ飬ΪϹˡ
Ըǵ̬һֱͬˣҲ˵Ǻ֪
Ȼǻʲôֻʵ
Ҹǻһֱûָ䣬һֱûָ䣬϶ͻһֱ
ϾΪ˾µĺ֢
Ҳҿǳʧûëˡ
˹̬ȣģʱ߾軹Ϊǵ̬ȡ
𿴸֪һ󣬾ͺƵģֻ֪ǸûС
ֻѹĸ飬һֱû䣬ʱһߣֻҪ֮κ⣬ͻŻϡ
ɡ
ΪҲһ
ˡ
ǸǣҲ񸵻
ôܷɡ
£ôô˵
￴ˣֻô㡣
С۾עţ֪⻰˵ˡ
Һ˵˵С۾һԼͣʿ⸵ӣͽĸȶչţˣҲҺ˵˵
⻰˵Լ
Ƴʲôǰʵһӡ
С۾ݣ֪⡣
ţȥɣǵҵˣðҡ
С۾...ǣʿ˵ǡ
תС۾ͳ췭˸ۡ
һ쵽֪ѹե
˸ǣڶ죬ͺˡ
ȥᣬȻֳԳĸǡ
ǵİҲᱣһЩҪˣνӵĵܱһͬ£˾ôˡ
֮ǰԽԽ죬ԽԽˡ
һ£ͦΣž˾аȫУи߼УһͲͨıڡ
ò˵裬ҲΪԽԽˡ
Ȼ˵ǰ˾˼Ҹϰ壬Ӣˡ
ϣͨ˺ãǱȲǵģõĶĻӣǼ
ԽǲģҲԽ⡣
ʿǣҲڴ
ǿ΢ȥһĵ⣬ȵк
ӣԣӦýиܡƤЦⲻЦҲȥ˽䱸
һ֣Ȼֿܿ


710 ɹ

ڹϣҲöຮѣ˵ͷֿˡ
ֱͶ˹
עŽ䱸ΪڿᣬһаȫҲⲻ˷ġ
ٴμ︴֮࣬ӿľ޵ļʺͲʡ
ļûָԸǱʧǰ״̬
̳ϰߡ
Խ̣иһֱڽ벻
һ׼ΪȥβˣȻһж
ȥ߹һУù֪һУȻҪٸᡣ
ҲãҲãֻҪڿͺˡ
ÿ̲ס͵͵ȥĶĳ嶯뷨
ֶ
֪϶εģҲҲӰĸ飬
ᡣ
ܣѹ֡
Ǹ뿴ġ
뿴ɵģǵӡ
һ㣬ܸ
Թĸ飬٣񣬴ʧȥָԿ
ƾʲôΪļʶٵһС
ǾôѹţԼţȻͶ빤鹤
ĹܳɫͳڣָԹ˾˳˾档
Ҳ׷ġ
ôѹţһֱ
֪ԼڵʲôŻᣬһᡣ
ֻҪлᣬͻԥ֣ԼκźĻᡣ
Լᡣ
һӱԼ
ϣǹ졣
Ȼ֪ԭ򣬿ˡ
ǵľᣬףҲټǣҲû
ÿμﶼЩӣΡ
ûˣżȻԽԽˡ
ΪΣϱһֱѹֹһӣһ㡣
ҲƽʱΡ
͸֮İϾѹ֪Ϊ˲ŻԼ𸵻ǡ
˼ӿżҲһ븵ǡ
һʼ֪ǲǳ֮㣬ڿ֪
ô˵øϿ׷˵
ˣҲһˣֻ롣
˵˵ȥŹɲ̡
Сžţȿټˣֶû¶
ʱһԸ
ðʿԼһ
ǾҸʱԼЦУĬĬһ䣬ɹԺ󡣡


711 ˼

ҸʱԼٵģҵ¡
ĬĬ²΢ЦҵȲʿϢ
μ棬ܾŸУҲ֪ʲô
ǺĲˣȴ֪ʲô
ֿ°󣬸ǻصң˺һᣬԥҪҪϵ֮ԥ
ġ
֮ǰᣬԼġ
Ҳһպסһڡ
˾չҲ׬ǮˣøˣǸǺܶʱ򣬸ƽ
һжûûζ
ԥԥûϢȴ̲ס򿪳룬óһöָ
ҹǰһҵﶨƵġ
ˣֻҪˣͻ
ȰȣҪôİ취
󿴵Ǽҵ꣬ڽָϿԼϵġ
Ķˣ֮öָ
ϧ󣬵Ҳûͳȥ
ָէͨûʲô
Ҳûʲô֣ʵǿ档
ϰһ£һָֽ˻ȥ
ŵĽָڲ࣬ССĸ֣
һһǡ
͹͸ֵд
ʦʸʲôʱѿڶľһһǡ
ʦ˻佱˵
Ҳû͵
ڿָһߣڷܱʼдƻ
д˺ܶԼģд˺֮ܶǰϿİ취
дһѣȻڿ־ûɶ̫ġ
ȿύļƻɡ
С۾˱Ƚϴϣ
ڶ죬С۾ϰ֣࣬ƻ
С۾......
ŹԹԵдļƻ
һۣôô٣
С۾...ʿˣҶ˺óʱˣ˵
ŪʿĺȦ
С۾գۣϣ
ûйҲпͣľˡ
ûС۾۾ˣ
С۾һͷûС
Ƭ̧ͷǲʿд뵽ʲôð취𣿡
ҡͷû̫ãоһ㡣
С۾룬Ȼۣۿɶˡ
۾һȻҡͷУУˣ˵...˵ĺܶҲ֪
ô죿
ܻ뵽취ġ
˼
һСʱС۾б棬ҶϺ͸ʫ......
뵽İ취
ҹѣ


712 

˵ŮӻŮӣһңҵ˰취
ҶϺ͸ʫ˵ҲľˣҪ飬˷һ
ܵˣ
ᣬѧܿ˲٣ѧҲ˲٣ûɡ
ҪΪʲôûɡ
ΪԱ͹̫ˡ
ֵ̫ˡ
Թģٿˣôôϸôô˳ۡ
˾ôˡ
飬Ǻ֧֣˰죬۳˺ð취

ԣܴ£Ҫһжģ
û
˺ܼҲܼ
Ǻð취ллˣ̫ˡ
Ϊл⣬ҲϣǱܣһһʳΪл
˫⡣
⣬Ϳʼжˡ
ż򵥣ʵҪʱ侫٣ҪΪʱ䣬͸Ҫʱ侫ˡ
ҵʱȫ׼ˡ
Ϊץʱ㶨ȻʱԼһλ˵æܾˡ
֣ôʱôæ...
ƣҶϺ͸ʫµҲ˵ʲô
ܿ죬עͱתˡ
Ҫ׼ҵҪʵϰǻҪٷֱ
һ˶󲿷Ҫҵֱȥˡ
û취
ǵɼϡ
ܶ˶
˵ѧѾǱȽϴصˣҵ˵øϿ칤Ȼ׬Ǯ
ҲСˣܶ˶ȲҪͶ빤Լá
һѧô꣬ҲˣҪֿͦѹġ
Ȼһ󵨵ļƻ
ǣòڹʽҵǰһ׼ã׼ҹʱһϢ
ǰҪȥҵѧˡ
ʲô˼
ȫһȥһ¡
̣һֱоҩѧ˺֪ܶܶʶǺܶҩ˽⣬رֲҩ
ЩǺҪģǸǾȥúʶǣȥȻһ¡
ڼõģоɹȫڹ棬ˣȫ˶֧֣ʦҲ֧֣Ǳҵͻˡ
ûԼһ£ȴԺ
ᣬഺġ
ͦõģ뷨ܺã
ŶܺúܼģΪ
...ô죿


713 

޲̾飬ǲˡ
˼ȫͶ뵽ҵȥˡ
ȫ˼µĽڣȫ׼֣Ȼ󻹸ϵ˺ܶط
轳ҵҲ֧֣һֱùͬѧ㣬һֱ뽫˹ϣ˵һӽ̵ķȫˡ
֧ǵо֧棬ʲôʵ豸֧֡
ǲٵһǮ
ܸжͬѧҲܸˣԹϸйٸá
ģרҵ£ҲǿҪ롣

ǴҪˣźݻҪǲ룬ͺ͹
磬ðҲԮתͱˡʽ顯ġ
֪˲ŲҪģһְֱ֧࣬ҲЩ˵ؼңֵ֧Ҳܴ
ҲôˣвҲ롣
Щûʱ䣬ֻ˵˵Щ򲻺ʡ
ֻѡһһ
ȵʽҵõҵ֤һ죬Ǽպ󣬾ϳˡ
۰Ͱ͵գȻŹôˡ
һȥȥһ£һΪһɽҩ˶ˡ
Ҳˡ
ȥǲһġ
Ǽ̫̫ˡ
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ˣȴҲ˲漣Ҳò档
ǵĹŪģ£ѧУ֧֣רУϱˡ
û뵽۶Ҳ¡
컹
ǻع飬õ˲ͻӭ
轳ҵ͹ͽӻؼңǽۡ
ˣҲˡ
ûݣΪְֻаؼ֧֣һ·ʳܺõģЩ˻ˣ˶ˣ˶ѣء
οˣԶ˺˵˵
ʲô...Ҳ԰ɡ
Ǻü˷ɹѣϾһɶҲ˲ˡ
ԲԼСɹˡ
һ٣Ϣ˵绰Ϣˡ
ڶ죬һ˯˴硣
оȫҲȫۡ
ͻڴιԷĦˡ
ˣ裬һ´ɣܷˡ
Ƿһ죬绰ԼȥʹӦˡ
һ²Ҳˡ
̵ĻȹӣԷɫˡ
һġ
ڵÿ϶ࡣ
ռͳ˹ȥһܱ
ˡ


714 

ҲˡƴѹԼ׵ĳ嶯
Ƭ̣ŷſס֡
һ;ùеӲˣоû֮ǰࡣ
ϸûס
ôˣ
ʵһֱΪɹڵģû뵽ɹúڡ
...ڵú𣿡
ҲûУܺÿɫʲôɫ֮ܺÿ
ˣ˵
˵ʵʲô
ԡ
һûֲɣ˿Ҳɡ
ŹȥҪȥ?
һ֪ˡ
أȻŹĿĵء
һ³ʹˡ
ƻ᣿Ϧ𣿡
šͷ֪㲻֪
ҲæǾϲûǡ
šͷߣȥƻᡣ
ۼĵƣùĿת

Ժÿ궼ȥؿָĵƻᡣ
͵Цá
߹ֵƣ͵ȵ㳡
Ư
̾
š͹֣ʮָ
ԱߣҲкܶ͵ͬˡ
Ǳ߻Ըơ
¿˿Źȥơ
ƣ͹໥һۣĬĬԸƷ˳С
ƮԶƻϡ
͹ڰɵɵƬ̡
ʲô
¡
͵ЦϣһԸ
͵Ц󣬹ʲôԸ
˹һۣϣ...޸ҡ
۾ͬЩƹһҫҵԸϣӦ飬޸ҡ
벻
ô˻顣
ΧЦ˵ϣȴ
ʲôֻõ
...𣿡
̧֣ḧϹգţ飬ҲԸԸ⣬Ϊֻ˵Ը⣬Ҷ
ôԵģֻ˵Ը...
ҾôԵʹӦң飬ͷϣ...㡣
һ롣
һ䣬˵úܵͣɹˡ
......ǲ
ɹǲǲϲģôںȻ˵ˡ
ͺ˵ֻŲף롣
ĴָһĦŹĴĿȣӦҡ
ɪһ£Ƥˡ
һ֪Ŀ⣬йԡ


715 Ͷͱ

ؿڣ˽ޱȡ
㡭㡭
˰һû˵
ŹȻʧЦ㣬Ӧ˵ңԸ⡣
ջ
͵طӦŵġ
ļҪ̣ȷ磬ƫ˵
͵վҺ˺ߣô졣
˵գתҪߡ
ãʵܹǸУղɵ¡˰죬һžˡ
ƫƫæߣ龢˲һɲɵľſϡ
ˡ
ԭأƬ̺ŷӦûס۵һЦˡ
һЦһ¸оҪըˡ
ȶ飬ǿֱߡ
ȴûᣬЦһһסȣһ֣
һô죬ֻܰ㱳ؼˡ
ĻЦ⡣
㶺ң㿴үһߡ
ˣȥ
𶯣Ȳ𣿡
̧׼ȷͷŰ
ԹԵģһͺˡ
˵ĻһӾ
ģĲӡ
˭ôͻȻңһֱһ￴
˵ȻӦ㲻Ҳȶ飿
ҡͷҲ顣顣
Źء
ıϣߵƯĵƣ·˵˵ЦǺЦȴȻЦ
ɬۡ
ز˲ͷ
ƫͷôˣ
۲ۣѾɡ
ãҲۡԱһӡ
ۣЩģزѽ
γȥء
أһ㶼ء
˵أͺܸˡ
˵
죬˵һ˵㻹ûӦء

벻
֮ǰҲûͨҲû˵һ£ǲһ𣿡
һȻ˵ǾϲǺܶ໹ǻԤл֪ġ
˼뷨ˡ
ûС
ŻųԷȫû뵽ȫǴֲ
Ϧû뵽
ҡңΪʲôѽ
֮ǰԼû˺ööء
֪룬˼һ£֪˿ԺúÿǵİɣҪ೤ʱ䣿һӣӣӣ


716 ϲ

ҪǵʱԷӼǵ
ùֵֹġ
һ־úе
һӻе㳤ء
ЩϵӰģǵϥŽָģŮһӣǿ϶ˡ
һ㶼ǼӺӦġ
˲
һ飬͸һ⡣
ôȻ뵽ѽϦƺõĻͻͻģ

е㲻ûش
˺ܾˣеᡣ
Ҳû뵽Ϧǰܻ
챾ҲûģԸͺȻ뿪ˡ
˼ô˵ʱ򣬹ֹ๾һЩ
һڽˡ
ŹصվƬ̡
ˣ֣ôˣ㱳𣿡
˵ŷǵطˡ
Ĺ£µء
ԭǵطˡ
򿪳ţȥ
Ȼƻһ˳
ϳ˺ܶ࣬ȻŬ򶨣ɻЩš
ʱȻ
һһ
˶٣İȫϵá
ɿȻû˻ȥ
ĺôˣ
ܽţ
ûУûСҲϡ
۾ȴҿ
򿪳ϵĵƣ濴Ź
ʵ׼ˣ׼ˣԲ֮Ȳ顣
һֲܿƵؿʼ̡
ƭң֮ǰûϦ

Ȼİȫˡ
³
£ôˣ
û˵³ù䡣
ԡ
ź䣬һȻӾӰŶΡ
һ򿪾һ򿪾ǻõȵȸ־ϲ
㡭㻹׼˾ϲ
ĿĹ£˺䡣
ûɳҲûлõ塣

״Ƚֵĵ
һǿСɿɰԹƣȻͷֵСϻơ
һǣβͻе㺩Сӵơ
ǲ֣ͬСϻСȴһ
ĵһǾúÿɰ
Ư
ȻΪʲôСӺСϻ
ǡ
һ󵨵뷨
ڣҺ㡣


717 ж

ָСӣҡ
ӡ
ȻָСϻ㡣

ſɿɰСϻСӣҲ׼ľϲ𣿡
ͷӦ˵׼ľϲ
ȿƻᣬȻʱġ
Ժѿڶˡ
Ϊ̫̫ˡ
ʵܾϲȻͿˣԱ߻һСС飺ǣ
۹㷭
ɻһۣССС飬һҳûʲôá
ͿиССˡ
ڶҳҲССˣ͵һҳҲûʲô仯
Ψһص㣬С˶е
Աߵ㷭һ㡣
һȻҾͷ
һҳҳȥŷСС˶Ͷ
һ㳤Ȼһа̲ôÿСŮ
СŮһ
СŮС˶ıƯ
С˶ҲԽԽˣСŮ۾Сġ
СŮߣȻǣӵЦһȻˡ
ƴһ
СŮˣȻһС
һСŮ
СŮԽԽԽԽϡ
ȵСŮҲҲʱ˾ԽԽϡ
ٺ˶˰ͷ
߶ﻷƣòҸ
໥ţŲ벻
һҳҳȥС˶Ͷ˰ͷϵһ
ҲмʶģʲôЧûʵ飬ϡ
ɿһС֪ʵҲϲ
Цַһ顣
㻭ģ

һϲ𣿡
׼ﻹһȣһʱ
ô
˵һ۾벻Сӡ
𿴼򵥵С£С
ɶҪ˼
ССĹ£Ҫ̫̫ˣԹһӦһǧŻ
ÿһŶϣҲҪһǧš
οӷǳãȴû̫Ļ츳
Ҫģ֪ҪѶʱ侫
ֲʱģ϶ǳջ
ʵ㻨˶೤ʱ䣿Ӱ˶죿
ͷû죬ϲͺãϲ𣿡
һƭң֮ǰԼ㶼ǲǾΪ˻


718 Ӧ

˿ȣûмӰ඼ʱ䡭
ǼӵеѪѡ
ǣҲѪ
;ͬ顣
ԸѪ
Źĺ飬һ飬Ը𣿡
ץС飬˵أ˵ԸԸ⣿
׼õϥ¹ָûܾ
뵽Լ͵͵׼һЩ뵽֮ǰһμ۾ͨ죬ƭԼ˵Ӱæ۾ͷȡ
Ժˣ˭ô࣬ʵղҲ㶼ӦģûҲӦġ
ֻ˵ףҲ˼̴Ӧ̴Ӧ˺ҲһȻҲһֱһֱš
ʵţ۾Ҳ졣
˲æҡ
˲ˣһ㶼ֻ࣬ҪӦ޸ңһжֵġ
ԺҲˡ
һǾô˵ˡ
ͷúá
ֿһ飬Ҫ
ָָСϻСӵĵƣǣҲ𣿡
ģʱġ
֤źܸˣϲԺÿ궼㡣
ǲԺǼҶ԰չˣ
ǸⰡԺǾͰɡ۾һԺÿϦǶԼһչ
ЦҲ̫ˡ
Ц绨Ĺһ˿ʵУղӦ޸˶ԲԣҲζԲԣ
һɵӣҪԼһ¿۲ۣ
ǹ˵ˣģû뵽Լһ£Ȼֱ
Цãɵ㣿۲ۣ
ٺһЦۣ۵ĺá۵
סĿȣʲôʱ飿ҪҾ㿪ѧǰ
һͰѹȢţ磬ǵõʮ·ݣĸӦǲǸƸ񣿡
ʧЦģɹ̽顣
Ҿ
Ա͵͵۵ղŲҲ˵𣿼ȻҲ鲻Ǻܺĺס
ͨ죬ɿ̲ס˳嶯
ߣǻس
˳ûӦûᣬɿһ
˭Ľſԣ


719 һ

С¹ײͨͨģ۾ģ˻˷ܵ÷
ѽᵽһѽĽĸоˡ
ǵ
Ƕô׳...ޣǶôĳ
ֱ壬ǽһֽһŴ̼
һ˵ı˼
֪ɹԼû׵˼ûС
ԭǱŪġ
ǵҪס
ƫھס
ߺߣ߰ɡ
˵Ƭ̺󣬹ûõӦ
ź߻ͷһͷŸղŵӣǡ
Ӳ֪Ц
һЦˣ߰
͵ѹͣȻ̧һԼ

ⶼڶˡ
һץס֣ģģղģ......
ָָָָԼղŶ......
ʲôˣĪľԼĳЩżеİԵܲãôˣˣǲѣ
ǣȻǣֻû뵽...û뵽...
û뵽ڽǰѡ
û뵽¶أߡߴ
ȴˡ
ʲô...
ðһֱţҪˣȻйһСӣŹ
ܲһ...
ΪԼˣǣֶẦߵ˵Ļ
˵һΣ
šͨ죬۾Сݣղ̫ˣôһ£ʲôζûҲûӦ
ҡͷ
ŲҪһΣղһҲ
ˣһˡ
Сܽӣߣһؼҳˡ
ȥ֣һ̲סһΣһ
Ҫ
˵˵ҲӦ
ܾòͷ
ʲôһ£᲻еĸ÷
ôһΣԼûأ
ⲻͷ
鷢չһ
ŹֲԾ...
ҡͷҲߣᱻ˿ģ
ȥҸû˵ĵط̷ӡ
......
ٵĵطˡ
һȥ
ҪһΡܾ
̫ȥ㲻Ұ裿
...ӦңȻС
ġ


720 ʯͷԼĽ

ӲҵƫƧĵطûˡ
ˣûˡ
.......
ڴ۾ҲҪ
ҲẦߵġ
㲻Ҫܾپܾһ...
ʲôһ룬СĻв?
սȻһԼ
ƴȫŲŽĵЩѹ¡
ԼƲסҪࡣ
Ŀ⣬ͷһ͵סԼ͡
...˺һЩ
ԹԵģƣòã
Щӣ빦һ
Щ׳ԣ˻Ʋס
Щˡ
һ...òã
һһ
ܾ۾ô˵ģ˵㻰һ£ȻǾͻȥ
ۣһ㡣
ﶼǹܰ㡣
áͷչһ㣬ֹסۡ
ʵ̫ˡ
Цһ£ȴۡ
һԽսԽԽ졣
Լۼһ¡
Ҫ˺󣬽͵֣ס·
ᰴסĲӣֹ˺ۣڹŵĿУЦһ£̧ס۾
ǰһڣйپԽԽԡ
Ƭ̺󱻷ſġ
ſ۾۾Щ죬Խɳƣɵϣ
͵غһŷԼһֱ
һ͵غˣһӲͱǺÿ
Źı۵ǺЦᡣ
ûǺȻֹû
ſ
´ǵú
ȹò׿
һ...ղŶӦˣ...˵Ľǰ׵...
˵ĽǰҲԡ
̷
...˵Ե֣֡Ͱͣô...
Ҿöԡ򶨿
ֻ֪Լ顣
ʵסģڹһֱʱ̲סˡ
ȹĴˣӺһ¾ըˡ
¡
ҿղ˵Եġ
ᣬ־ö
ô֪ܲ
˵õĳ緶أ
...ΪʲôԼʯͷԼĴ


721 ׼

С黹ƻȥ
СϻƺСӵװ˵صġ
һ˵Ѳ
õĻ𣬺ܰȫһÿ
ư˴̨
䵱ҹʹá
ϴ裬ƣʵС
ˣˡ
Ҫˡ
Ҫˡ
ĵڶλ
ϱӵʧܻԭΪⱲӻẦ»ԼܺŻ飬һӲ顣
ҲӣԺ󲻻µ
˭֪űҵ.....
Ȼϡ
˭ܾܾ˭ܾܾҸƽҸ
ϱһӵɣⱲҸһ㡣
ֻŲһΡ
ŲүĻᡣ
С˯ȥ
һߵϴˮҲ˯ˡ
ɺҹˡ
ڶ糿ηסüͷ
ǰдһݼַ˽ȥ
ǵþ...һٿһ㡣
һϰ࣬׼ʱ°ˣ°ȥ̳
˳ʵĹȥŮװݷõĶ
Ѿ͹ˣҲڴӦˣȻҪˡ
״ӦˣҪƸʲôġ
Ȼ˵һҪѭ񣬿ǸĻǵ
ЩǸĸһģûĸףҲûˣѾԼ¼ͥ
񺣣Լ
Ȼе㲻Ϲأĳ⣬Ҳῴ
ԼҪȥ轼ҵĶ
轼ߣĵһҲ֪ˡ
ˣܽſܻס
轳ҵǳģǳʡ
һֱ뽫꣬޳ȥ
Ͼһʵ᲻á
ǹãҲϲһ޷ı䣬Ҳ˵ԵĻ
ֻܰơ
Ϊİ취
˴һ硣
ˣֵһ졣
ΪҲҪӣѡ˼ӣר뿴ӡ
Щǰŵģ漰ϣõףԸõӡ
ûдʹˣһȥó
һֱע֪ܿϢ
ģĹģԼΪ׵Ρ
ȥŮȢôûʽİݷãûʽýء
񺣵һʱϵ
Ȼ׼ˣΪʲôϵңѵ㻹鶼֪ͨˣ


722 ׵

񺣲֪㡣
񺣽ˣûȥҲܡ
飬ҲûҪȥԼ飬һӳϹϵ
ùӦǡ
ʲôʲôţʲô̵ܣǳڹ硣
񺣲֪뷨ġ
ô£ϵңҲû͹ˡûҪ.....
ֱӴ߶ԼԽ
ʲôʲôǰɶǡĸ֮ý֮ԡȻڲһˣɸĸ֮ԻǺҪġ
񺣽ѵֲͨ˼ңʶģΧʶҲ࣬Լףûңһô˵ңô˵
ü˵ʲô
˵öˣʱ֪л
˵úܿ϶Ϊãǵҳ档
Щ˵أ϶ʲô˵
˵ǸӲʲôģ߰ġ
ôʱ䣬ؼңѾ˵˲ٵлˡ
һ̬ȻͦǿӲ¾ô˵ˣҸһȥ轼ң轼ΪǲǼҾܾ㡣
Ҫ׼ʲôҶ°һȥ
˵͹ҵ绰ˡ
ҵһλʶˣŽ绰ȥȻĵ绰
̾һ
Ҳ֪Ǹ֮ĹϵΪʲô
СʣǵĶӶҪ...
Ҷʣһʱܲѡ
ҶûЩ£ҶʻţǼһ
Ҷʿ϶ܶණȻ˶ҪȢˣű......
ܼ䣬鷿ſںȻĴ򿪣̽һССԴ
ְ...
һ񺣻ع񣬿С̲ס¶Ц
С
񺣵СӣѾˡ
СӤС˶
ͷԵСӣϲĽ׶Ρ
ܣҲ¶Цݡ
ְְ֣档СЦŹסȡ
ϣְˡ񺣱ãְ档
СӳͿİ׾׾СһۣСӣһֱҪȥģת۾ȥˡ
Сû£㲻ôСġ
ԽԽƤˡ׾Ķӵƨɡ
к˭Ƥ˵ž̲ס̾һ


723 

Ȼ⣬Ϊ˵Ҳһȥ˲Ų̫˵л
νЩл޹ؽҪ˵ǿͬˡ
Ҳ񺣵ȥ
°񺣣û˵񺣵ĳ
񺣻ʶ࣬Լһģû׾һ
Ҷˡ
ѵÿͶ࿴ۣ˵˻ķϻӲû˵
Ϊûݡ
ûݲ˵һ㣬Ҫˣɫ֮ǰá
ҪΪ
͵ﻹǺܹõģÿϵ˵ֻҪͻ
ÿС۾ԷţҪԣָһָޣͻˡ
˼ڳԷϣʱС۾ι廹Ǻõġ
һʱҲˡ
ȻƤҲûƤ˵Ϲĳ̶ȣֻûһ
ǽҪס︽һҪҪס
С̣סһǲˣסԺܿɶġ
úʵܹǸС
סĵط
Ųȥס˵ķء
һ·һ󶼱»ˣշǳε轼ҡ
ȷʵ׼ĲԼ׼Ҳˣڳ٣ǳʮˡ
轼ҲȱǮ⣬Ҫǿ̬ȣ۾ûˡ
񺣣轳ҵƤЦⲻЦģҲࡣ
֪Ǹúһ£뵽ļͥ;ġ
񺣺飬һ˵ֿ
轳ҵɫɲãҲеΡ
°ɣˣʱ轳ҵǣĹĴڣǺŻм̵ܡ
ҪɣֻǼû⡣
֮ҲøˣҲá
űҵҪŲŽ飬᲻ѽ
轳ҵò

֪Ҫææġ
֮ǰѾ˽ǰ׵Ժ¸̲סǿźá
ż˻ҺҲᾭģûҲ
轳ҵ˺ߣܺסһ𣿽ǽ飬һġ
һͷæÿ춼סòãûǰһ
ÿ
գۣ轳ҵţ񺣵ۡ


724 Ҳ

ʲôÿ춼
ÿ춼ϱ轼ңǻȢϱ
׵ģŵġ
һżûס˳¶ӲЦ
⺢˵ʲôɵء
ͷҲأǿ񺣵֣û˵ɵ˵ģססͺãؼҾͻؼס
ʵǰϿλҲסᣬûÿס
轳ҵͱһ²ᣬϾ治ᣬҲΪһǣû뵽ûͷûֱôˡ
漱еӣ轳ҵ·𿴵Լʱӡ
ʱԼҲȢ÷裬ʱҲ˼еġ
轳ҵһ㣬־úЦһ񺣵ɫú棬
ؼǲǳŵˣ㻹Ըţ
ʱ˵ʲôģٷ֮ʮ˶ģö
轳ҵǹ˵ģû뵽һµͷҲԡ
żȢʲôĲ⡣
ǽֻҪһͺˣڱĶء
̫ˬ죬轳ҵһ¡
۾ɳˣ˲ñֱ֡
˵ʲôأǽ׵ģʲôŵ˵ԼŶ˵Ҫŵġ
Ҫˡ
һû
ΪҵĳӣΪһˣôô׵˵ŵĻأ
̫ˣ
ҵĳӣֱţ±Цô죿
ǽһ
Ϳ񺣵ӣûסһЦ
һЦҲûסЦˡ
һûŹ⻷ģͷԵģֺЦۡ
ŹЦͻЦտ񺣵֡
˵ģҾôԣǺһ𡣡
ֲ䣬ԼöҲ˵ùȥġ
һ˵꣬˸㲻Ҫ˵˵ˣ
ˣġ
Ͱ͵ҪţֲȢϱ
˼Ҷû˵Լ˵ˣˡ
...ûһ˵ţ
Ҳˣͷһ񺣣㵽ҪҪҽˣôҺˣôûӺˣ
͸㲻ˣҲЩȢϱʲôģӡ
ʲôһ
Ϻȣǰһڣûιȥ
ð轳ҵȴ̲סЦˡ
ЦĿ񺣵ӣĪ˺ܶࡣ


725 

֮ǰ񺣺Ű׾ûٰ轳ҵĵ
뵽ԼŮҪȥңġ
û뵽...ô
񺣳ʺһı飬ã
̫ܲ˽ʲô˼ţԺ轼ҵˣԺĺӣ轣ҴһĿ⿴㣬Ҳ𣿡
һ˶ܲ˵ġ
ûŵˣԼˣȲӸգֵ£ֻΪŵıǩ
ֻû̫ϢĲŻ͡
轳ҵϾúռһµķӦ
ʵһ£ر˵ӵյʱ
𣿡
ץץͷϵһЩԥ
һΪ֪ˡ
轳ҵҲΪʶˡ
û뵽һЩΪѵĵͷҲаɣûµʱȡ˺öֶ...

ö˵Ǻӵ?
ӵ֣
ʺã轳ҵ͹Ҳʺš
˵Ǹδĺȡģ
˳
ŷӦԼ˵ʲôһ죬ͰͣҾĵʱ...û⡣
ˣô˵
ûµʱεʱżεԼ͹кˣĵʱ̲סġ
ʱ򿴵СҲ뵽Ժеĺӡ
˵˺üٱˡ
...һȥģʱ򿴵õҲֺ˲֣úõĶԺõõ
СŮСкĶˡ
Ϊû룬ġ
ܲ˼Ҳ֪ⱻ
ҪԺŮһŮ֪иСФӶˣ֣̲סġ
εͷñҲš
Ƭ̣û̲ס̧ͷȻһ̲ס
ǲҲ̫ˣһûӦ޸㣬Ѻֶˣ...
轳ҵЦ
ҲЦӶղŲԥ𣿡
æ֣ҸղһʱûӦҲģԺͺˣղûӦ
ûסЦ
ǺЦˣڵòˡ
ʲô£
ʲôҲѵԺҪţҲҪ轣
أ
ʲô£
ҪЦģ


726 ҪҪ

񺣿޲ҡӣԼӷŽȥ
ֲУҲôҵΪɶҪţ
ȫ̺ü̲סҪ
ɲôڣ轳ҵȴӰ졣
轳ҵĻشվͺˣϵرľˡ
轳ҵǸСӲ֪ǲǹ˵ʲô·ǲҲǼңڹķ
Сӻ͵ͷԵģԵģ鷳ĸˡ
˵͵͵ˡ
·ʲô...úߡ
һѪû³
ҲеǷӣ㲻ϲеģͺ...ΪʲôǵҪ轼ҡ
뷴ķȫˡ
轳ҵ񺣣ѹס񺣵ʵǽ㲻ҼңӦȥףϾ轼Ȣ㣬ӦȢġ
һ£ããǲȢԸ⡣
õ鷳أúܡ
轳ҵסЦҪǴ֪Ȣ㣬֪Ľ
ͷûʲôӦǴĽҡ
ð
轳ҵһηȤС۾ˣֹ
ǲȻǾô˵ˣ֮ȥƸӣӭ
һ£Ƹ°ɣҶ׼ˣ׼ˡ
ʱƯƯͺãӭԼͺá
轳ҵ̲סЦ
Ҳ̲סˡ
......
񺣺ɸ֣˦ȥ
ٴȥᱻ
ߣҲûܡ
轳ҵȥ׷
ȥְɣô
飬ǲҵĻ...
ͬˡ轳ҵˬ˴𰸡
ϲϲȥ轳ҵЦţû˵һ仰
ͬˣʲôʱ黹ٿ
Ҳûô࣬ϲŹ˼ۣһͷȥ׷ˡ
ҪˣҲŭ죬㻹ֱ轼ˣˣҲԣ㻹ҪҪ
һۣôͲҪˣֻҪͺãںôࡣ
ҵĳӣ㾹ȻҪţ˵ȥ?Ҳ¶...
һ䣬۵׺Ȼ
ֻΪҵҸˣҪǲҲΪ㡣


727 ͸

񺣱ҭסôˣΪʲô
۵Ǳ䣬˭⿴ԼһƷ棬ӡ
ɫ˲࣬ʲôƷ㲻Ҫ˵
ǲԼ񺣳ȥԺҵ²ˡ
ģֻϺȶѡ
׷ȥҲģ׸轼ңҸ㣬㲻ںںŻᶪҵҲ룡
֪׸ʲô֪˻ôʲô֪ͺ˵˵...
ǰȻͣ½Ų˭˵Ҳ֪?
۵ǳֻ֪ҲںѣһֻҪҸʲôҪġ
Ȣ裬ָҸˣ
ǲңԼ֪
Щ˵ûϢ˵ңֻ˵ҡ
ǲҸҲֻ֪
ʽʲôҪģʲôҪġ
ͺá
Цһתȥ
׸ʣǲǿ̫͸
̫͸ˣԲ⡣
˶ѡ
ֶˣǶҲû취
һ죬ž͵轼ô죿
ǿˡ
ǿӲǿӲҲֻܰԽϢ
ʵ轳ҵ͹ֻǿЦ
һ˵ܼȢҲǸʽѡ
˵Щп˼вΪ񺣡
ȻȢֺ࣬α۷׷ڸء
轼ҵĲҵԺģ޲޶ûʲô
ԺĺӲ轣ĺӾͺãҲ轼ҵļ̳ˡ
轳ҵ͹ͲûһҪŮȻúӼ̳вҵ뷨
ᾭӪòҵᱻ˶Ⱦָ
ԼԼ㹻轼ҵĲҵҲ۵ס
ǲ÷
ȥֻ֣˵Ǳ⡣
ʲôŶǲڵġ
Ϲš
ֻЦû뵽ôţȻ͵͵
轳ҵĴ𣬹͸¶Ϣ񺣡
񺣴ȥ˶ˣ˵
˵Ҫ׸轼ң񺣵˼ΪľǸСλá
񺣻ûϢȻñ
Ҫ治ô죬ÿǣȴûֺһǵİ׾Ϣ쳣ĺá


728 

СΧٺͰ׾õˣϲͷˡ
ˣʣµСҲҵ̳ˡ
׾˵ûе£ţǶҥҳӣԺ̳ңССأûǸ˼
˭ܿĺ顣
񺣡
׾ǰǣ񺣾ˣð׾Ҳһ¡
ôôء
׾Ȱο䣬ȰС
Сɹת񺣡
񺣱СǣԺúý̵СһҪСһ
񺣷УΪȢŬ
Ǻ޲ڿѧǰȢ
ǵֻ롣
ûôģôҲȶ飬˵£ױҲúú׼
轳ҵ͹͸ɺܳ֡
Ŵ׼ױҪ׼üأűҵæ
ȵ˾·ٿѧҲûʵ֡
ŷûôȢҲˣ֮ÿκ͹棬ûôԼˡ
Ŀر򿪣Ϳôôģʽ
ֱһʱôҪ֮ǰǷµµĶҪһ
֮ǰԼûȻηˡ
Ҫ̫ˡ
ƫƫر֡
ƽʱӣǸ׺ߵˣһԼ̲סʱ򣬾ͻһˡ
ֹİ취ȥֻ֣
ֻҪˣͻһߵˡ
ģӲģɬġ
ÿοӣﶼ
ɲòϣʵ...ͦгɾ͸еġ
Ŭ˼£轳ҵɿڣٵһιʱǶ顣
Ȼǽ飬Ҳ֤ǵĹϵܸˡ
ΨһŮ飬ȻҪһ磬һðôһЩ
轳ҵɸѡһˣ׼ˡ
ҲҪԼˡ
⣬еԥ
ĺѣҪҪأ
ûıҪûбĽ룬ҲǺ顣
ԥһº󣬷븵ǡ
ǻյ
ġ
ġ
бҪġ
ҲȫҫǶе𾴡
ҪҲһ
˾͸÷ˡ
ҲѰԼҸˡ
й׼յ㶡
һֱһֱ³


729 ȥȥ

󣬻ûϣ
ǾƬ̣¡
㶣ʽˡ
ڸҪ˾ʱܸǵȰ⣬ȻȻְˡ
ְ͸ǿʼµҵ
Ǻðյģܶ˶֧֣ʱãɲܶôȰǴְˡ
ְְЩܵǮȫ˵ø˸ǣҵʽ
ǸǵֵܣҲ顣
һʼļѣѾŹˣ˾չúã˵ˣѡá
ôˣ
ʽͷָǵı鲻ԡ
ûʲôҡͷϡ
ʿüͷһ˭
ǲǹϾֻйģǲŻ
ԥһ£Ÿʹĵӣʵʵ˵
ʾˣһۣǶ̾
Թɩӣ֮ǰһֱΪ͸ߵһġ
ǾĴˡ
ŸҲ֮ǰ¸
˹кģ˵
ֻ˵ûԵ֣һֱȰǷҲ︵ǣߣȥֳǶûá
ҵ˳Ҳϲϧ޶ԡ
ڿʾôҲ÷ˡ
ʱҪȥҪȥĻȥҲȥԵóԵġ
ܷɡ
Ǳһ㣬֪ԡ
ȥģþòˣеʱ⣬Ϊ˭
ۿףܿ˰ɡ
ȥŸЩѹţȾһǧҲţõֵܡ
ĥǲǸ׼þˣʱ򸵻Ҫǻѹ͹Ⱦƣ˲ܿ޻ЦйһͨҲͺˡ
ǿһ۸ʣ̾˿ʲô£
Ϊ˰ο㣬¶ˡ
ʽµĺҪǣ˴ͻҪе⣬ҪˣҪŮԱΪԷҲС
ûŮԱüǶһȺүǡ
Ҿÿˡ£˵ҪҵרҵǰصģǾ͵ʲôͻܽӡ
ǿͻŮԣ֮ǰҲй㣬˻ᣬûдŮԱɡ
ЦЦЩƯġ


730 

˲뵽ȥԷȻżŮӡ
Цƽʱƽʱ»ǲܿЦ
ʵۣ˭㿪Ц
ָͷֺõģǰ̨а칫ҲҪһһȺүǣĵúܡ
ǰ̨ҪƯЩģôҲǹ˾棬㿴Щ˾ĶƯģˣҲԽԽõġ
ǰһ۸ʣúõµ߶ˡ
ҿû˼ԼˡʺߺߣԼһ˾ȫСӣô٣˵СϸˣҲΪǡ
ǵĹڽǵ£ԺɹǺܺã
˵ͷͷǵ
˵㣬˵ҲеǾаɣˣ㣬һ۾Ź⣬ˡ
ǰ֣Լȥš
Щܶ඼Ǹ
ʴ˸ָ¾ô˵ˡ
ֺõŮӣеУˡ
գգۣ˭˵һҪСҲĽǣֻҪֺþͺˡ
¶Цˣղ˵ôô㿴ϸӶС
ǣ....
úõѹһ£ʾͳƻ
û˵°ɡ
ֱֱߵĶŸʶȥ
ڰ칫Ҷ䣬бȥﶯ֡
һ߳ȥһߵ°һȥ֡
ü˹ʲô֡
·˧һ㣬ҪȡμӶ磬Ҫȥ
ʺɸ֣ôһ㶼ϵҪȥҪ˧˧ȥǲ棬ҪңһҸƯŮӣ٣һسӣԲˡ
:㻹ǿ߰ɡ
Ǿô˵ˣúôȥʰԼʻֳš
ǿŹϵţ¶һ˿Ц
רҸƯŮһȥ...ֲСӹҼңʲô˼ĸоס
˸м䣬źȻ
¶һͷ˵ʵϸҪҪȥų棿
㲻Ҫ֣Ρ
˭ˣأҪҪҸŮ飬㿴ÿæûԼæԼС£һϰûУи飬гʲôõģҲ
üҪҪ?
һ֣𣬴ŵĵ


731 

飿
ҪԼҪȥӶˡ
ʺٺһЦԼ˵ģԼԼˣҰ֮ء
ǣ......
վѾˡ
ܸôܾ°ʻǽȥ·ˡ
ոʵĻǣ˲󣬾ٶң㲻ô˵Ҳô˧һ㣬Ȼͻͻȥඪ棬׬Ǯ˾͵û
ʴŸȥ˸̳Ȼ˷ɹµó̡
ʱſ··Ǳֵѹʱ䶼ûС
һͲˣô
һͲˣɫҲ̫ˡ
̣ǵı־Ǳɽôôܡ
ϲɫ·Ǻɫģٲþǻɫɫٴġ
ɸʲǡ
ǰ촩װҲԸֵЩѵģְȻΪشɫģƽʱϲɫ
øԵҲϲġ
Ǻܿܡ
ûŴô֪ϲʣ˵ʺЩأԡ
һȽϻɫҲȽģŸ¼ơ
治ȥҲϲЩɡ
סţָԱߺڲһš
Щϴʲô𣬱ˣȥЩ
ǿӲŸǽ¼䡣
ǿ·һʱû
ϸүǱĥĥġ
ʴߴ٣Լ·ҪСƵģǻᣬҪڳԣ㿴ڵ·ԽԽ࣬ԽԽÿˣܴһͶԲԡ
ô˵ǺÿģʲôӦòԶԶ໻񡣡
߶еΣ㻰ԽԽˡ
ԽԽҲãȻҲͶ࣬ⲻǿ㣬ôȤô˶ʣҲö࿴澫ʵ硣
һ߶ţ·ϡ
ԥԥҧ·ˡ
˵Ǵϻͦÿġ
ͶҾ˵öഩɫģ㿴ÿ
ʺ⡣
ǻŤǼܲסʵˡ
룬ʱ䣬Ҳһ
ȥ͹
ȻֻǿʼʴŸǻ˺ܶԲеɫ·
ʲôƤЬʲô󡾵Ͳ˵ˣвٴ¡
һǱơ
......


732 

ǼƵ·ʱ򣬼ֱ
ϸҸ˵㴩·ȥȫעĿǸˣʲôѹˡ
ʻԱ˷˵ţҲҪһֲͷģʱһȥ˵Ŀ⡣
ÿ񾭲񿴸ʣһԼ
ôѵġ
˷˼
̣ȥҲ±
ǽǼƴʵ˵㣬Ȼ󿴿ʱ䣬ûȥˣ˼̳ҲҪˡ
ʲ⣬أô㶫
Ҫˡҡͷ
ûȤҶôˡ
ʲ鲻Ը͸ǳȥ߰ɣҶˣȥԵҹ
ǻɿʣֶˣ
·˲ٳԵģʿû׳ԣûθڶ˲٣ȫ
ʲôⲻΪ˰οŸƽĻᣬôô֪ϧ
ǣллˣˣ...ðοˡ
ѹǸʸᣬۣЩ
аɣǾȻؼҰɣȥ
˿ĳǹ˾ģûԼĳҲ߽ӿͻʱ򿪡
ǿҶһڿԼˡ
ʸž˳

㼷Ȼ
ΪʲôҪҼҲҪǶҪˣԼһôôأ
ô죬ôˣһ˻ȥʿŸǣҲԼˣΪ㣬㲻Ҫ̫ѹȻһء
Ҫ¸̫ѹ벻ͨŲء
ʺһô룬һҲתƸע
ûͬ⣬ֱӽȥˡ
˼Һ󣬸û֮ǰôˣϴϴ˯ˡ
ѹ벻ͨ뷢йңҪԼš
˯رõĸʣ˯˯ǰ͸ǵ
Ҳᡣǻش
ܿ˸ʵĺ
ʵĺص㣬Һܴһһ̵ģرйɣϰߵܱƷ衣
Ѿϰˡ
óڰǷһߣЦһ¡
עǲ֮ҹҹΪʵĴڣЩһ
ŸʵĺǲòϣȻʺܷҲɹοˡ
ֵܣȷʵҲûô


733 

ǻûָ䣬͸ôʶģΪʲôôõļ仹ûָ
ûм䣬ȴڣЩӵľ㹻ˡ
ºع鹤ǸʲԼǰ̣ǰġ
ְ߲벻ҲǸʡ
ЩƵӣ벻ʡ
κˣȻְһƴڡ
ܣҲڰο
ֵˣ˵Ҳ̫ʧܡ
ǻ֪֮ǰȹ
ν߲嵶Цġ
Ҳˣܸʽôڣ
Ϊ֪ǸԼķʽο
ǿٿ˯ķ䣬ĬĬл
ллʣɹѰһ졣
ǵ˱ˮùһԼս
мܷȻ󷢴ŷţóҹߵ֪ǲǱ͸ĺˡ
ҹɳ˯ˡ
ȵڶ춼Ѿˡ
ҹú˯ɳ˯ŵĺ֢ˡ
...ðˡ
ǲСĴ˸磬Ȼ˲ӣüͷˡ
˭˭֪ζܡ
ϴŸǵǳЦɳ˯
űڸǰҪȾҡ
ǣ.......
Ҳϰˣúɣøðòˣʱ봩űȥض鶼ûȥȥϰˡ
ʰ˾㲻òˣڳԷ...Լ취ɡ
ǣҲȥ˾...
ȥˣ𴫸˾ˣڼҴŰɡܾ
ǣ......
ͿʲôģȻ˯ʶҲˣͱڻϹˡ
˵ǲܸǣ˵ǲȥ˹˾
ȥ˾һ¾ǷµƸϢʼŮԱ
֮ǰ˵һ˾Աڴ
æ꣬ʻҪȥ磬ø׼ʲô
Ҳòٲˡ
ԭŸǵͦãðҲССĸðһºܿͺá
β֪ʲôҲǸӱܣԲã˹ӣҲû
һظðĽ׶Ρ
ͷ۷տԣ²ˡ
ʲôżٶʲôűȥֳļƻһжǳˡ
ʾҲãˣϾһ㣬Ҳþˡ


734 

ʻȥһ轼ң͸˹
ǰеġ
ǲ֪ǲջˣԼˣǵø
ӲǳȥҲŸˡ
Ͻӵһݺ֮ǰһЩһĺ
Ǹһֱͦġ
ȴˡ
ҲǶ
еðˣԼͲˣҸ˺񡣡
ʰ︵ǽһ£Ϳ˹ĸӡ
ԸǵĸйǺܸӣ֮ǰͷˡ
֮ǰΪù͸һһڿӲһһ
ллˡŸʣ΢Цл
һΣһֱڸߡ
Ǹǵˡ
лԼҲ׼ȥ֪׼ʲô
ͷ˵䣬ͺúҸɣʿǸܺõˡ
ͷš
ģϸԺҲԽԽõģڸ˾ŮԱ˵Ե˵ˡ
Ÿ˵Ķ̲סЦأ
ϱӸʲʱҲȢˣҲǺˣӸܺãͦ
˺ٺһЦ...Һأýͽˡ
ǹϲˣʱǵ÷ιȥ
ϡʴӦˬ죬һ
ʺܿˣȥУŷһꡣ
дŇ֣аúĸ֡
дŰͷϡ
Ԣⶼܺá
ҲƯ
ǺܺõĶ
յﲻãˣڸǵһ䣬˵ˡ
Ȼܿ콫
һͦæģҲͦɹ
ؼҲˡ
Ͱֵܶˣȴû轷ࡣ
ܶ
񺣾еôˡ
񺣵Ҳȷ͹ʲô
֮ǰ轳ҵ˵ţڶǰҲˡ
ƫƫе㲻ţΪϻ轼Ұģ
Ȼûǲˡ
ĸףҲõš
ˣȻŰ׾С
еÿˡ
˵Ű׾ûıĵܵܣ̾ü
񺣿üЩ飬ȴֹͣ˼
Լô˵Ҳ֣Ȼüֱ
Ȼ׾֣ЦﻹǣС


735 ֵܼ治ʶ

ޱ鿴Ƭ̣һߵ轳ҵ͹ͣ
ôˣ
㶩ҵȻҪ
һôҲ㶩һȱϯ
Ҷϵ㼸ˣ˵˶ҲԾٰ죬㶼ûӦǵ轼Ұ졣
충飬Ҳ죬ҡ
û˵ֱ˵ҲգԲŻѡڽ죬ȻˣͲҪ˵ģúòμӾͺá
Ϊ˵仰˵档
˵Ҳһ۰׾۵׾ζʮ㡣
Ű׾Ҷʵ¶ʵ΢Ц;öġ
ûľ棬˵Ҳܲˣǵ͵ʵ˵ʲô׸Ļɣ
֪ľصľ
׾ԭҲ
û׾ģ׸ˣŵʱԼƴűԹޣƻŻҲֹŵĻ¡
׾ҵİ֣ˣʱ˵Ĳֵľð׾֡
񺣵ľģԻ·ֻ
轲˵ֻЦ?ûϢ
˵ˣŲǡ
ټٵģҲ֪ô£ֻҪ㲻˵׸Ļһж˵
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С̲סߵǰ磬ԺؼҺòãװ׺ǿиĴ磬϶Ľġ
СǵƤͰ˵ʱ΢е㻰졣
֮ǰûС۵ףҲûû뵽С죬ûӦԼߴ˵ôࡣ
̲סһ񺣡
һ㿴ı鿴С˵ûУ˼ҵĸ綼ؼңûؼҡ
ҶԹޣС׵ܵܡ
񺣱ССôˣǶûҪʶ˵ùȥ𣿡
С񺣵ĻæСֱʾְֻ֣ǽ첻ʶڼˣԺһǵøġ
С˵곯ֺһЦ˫ԾԾȥȴס
׾ССϲѽ
ţϲϲ磬ϲ硣
Сͷϲ߸ߴ󻹺ÿرĸ硣
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û˿ǡ
Ŀһۣȷʵܶ˿ţܶ棬ܶǰԡ
Ҫȥæˡ
˵Ҳûӻֱӵ
СҪˣеż...
׾æССҪȥæҪɩӶ顣
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С档
׾СָָǾɩ...
׾˵꣬ͿͷĿǱ䣬㲻˵û˵ư͡


737 ׼

ǽѾ޷ˣù԰׾С
׾棬ͺСʲôɩӡ
ͣǱ䣬׾СĿһͫһ̲סɪһ¡
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׾ţԾץ񺣵°ڣϽ򶨣ȴ¶ӡ
Ա߿ҲԽԽࡣ
񺣿Ű׾ӣٿߣеڡ
㷢ʲôƢ׾Ҳû˵ǱСɩӡ
Св쳣˲䲻˵ˣСǵǡ
һ۰׾ֱӵֻҵӣ˭Ķϱ˭ɩӣǲæףԺҲҪ
񺣱òᣬʲô
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ֳǸԲ𣬶ԲҲ...
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üˣʲôߡ
ұҲ...ĺӣҪﲻ...׾͡
ɫѿߡ
ʵղһ˲Ҳð׾ߵ뷨ر轳ҵ͹Ϳʱ
ǿ׾ϴһߣִͷ
Ժ׼ˣ׾ҲýȢӣֲʲô˵ģΪʲôҪš
СҲôˣԺȸ˶ˣҲǻ롣
ΪСҲð׾ôߡ
񺣿Զ轳ҵ͹ͣԺ׼ңҲʶһ¡
˵վҪ轳ҵйȥ
ֱǰҸղ˵û𣿡
ֻ֪Ҫͻ
ǿӲʲô˵ģ
໥ţţ·һͻᱬ
һֱżС˴˿̣̲סˡ
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ͷÿ
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ôˣ
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񺣻Сϡ
СҲŹ


738 Ҳ

СͷԵģͦɰġ
۾ҪƿĿ⣬С۾һȴȻڡ
ɩӡ
ü׾е㲻͹ͣԲ𣬸ղںС˵ģû뵽סˡ
񺣾͵ʲôԲģСҲûд
Ź¶һ΢ЦǰɣԺҲһˡ
ҲûشĻᣬͿСС˵һ¾ͼסˣԣɩӣĶ磬Ҳɩӵա
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Сͷ֪
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лҶûСܲ˼ӣСӡУվǳԵ⣬ᳪտֵĺӡ
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Сһ˵վͻ
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񺣿ıƣɿɫҲ˺ܶࡣ
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ôͲ̫ˣ
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739 黹޿

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һʼҪȥֻǲ˿Σǹľסˡ
û뵽׾Ҳڡ
ῪʼҶһ߳һ߾̲ס۲Сĳ࣬۲׾񺣵ĳࡣ
˵ĳЩ񺣣е׾
ðɣҶʡ
Ǹ׾˵ҶʣԲű񺣸Ȣˡ
׾Сȴ׾Ҳ񺣣Ҳȫһ
ҶϹ۲Ƭ̣òϣʲôײ㶼һǮûǮԡ
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ҶϹ۲Ƭ̣֮עص˹ϡ
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ӦţɿŹֿʼСΪ̫Ưˡ


740 ׽

Ŵɫ۵ĹƽʱһƤףɫĵøĶˡ
ЩԳ
ðɣʴЩǡҲࡣ
Թ״̬ǣе㲻ҿ˾̲סˡ
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С۾ҲˣȺпӣֱӣһֱǽһΡ
裬Լ͵͵ܸ߳Ӱ嵱ŮôҲ̶á
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741 

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742 ˵

ϤҲˡ
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轼ϣҲ㹻㣬Ȼ֮ǰ˱ӵ£Ҳ˵ʲô
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͹ȥƣСûߣϿǣǵľͿġ
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轳ҵ͹Ϳİ׾΢΢ͷ
Ҳվһߣӣȫ轼ңΪ轼һһ
񺣿üۣҲûиų˼
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ˣһ͵ǸԲ𣬲ĸҲ֪һˡ
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743 

ܶСĸɲһȫ
ȴȫĸģڡ
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ȥ񺣻أ˵Сϵȵҹ˯òҲ˯涼ȿˡ
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Ҳ֪ô˵ҾЩͻ롣̹ס
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񺣺Сܸˣ񺣻СԺҲҪá
׾ḽͣһȴ쳣ĳĬ


744 

һ˼ңС۾˿ŵ׾
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Сӳÿ죬֮ǰСֳ˲١
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746 æ

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ϾƽʱʱҲСڼϷ
Сڼɳ棬¹Ҳܽȥ
СҪˣèèˣ...
񺣺ұ˸ңûҵ
Ͱ׾ͣ׾Ҳ˵ûҵ
Щţ񺣾С϶߲ԶסûпСҡ
׾Ҳҡ
˰СʱΧұҲûҵ
ľԽˡ
ô᲻...СҪܵģôһ...
߶ţƴңܱ˶ûҵ
ǵӣ˸ȥҹ㲥ĵطǲСԼ߶ˡ
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֮񺣲ңŹұ˸ѩĵطˡ
ˤ˺üӣеɤӶˣΧˣҲûҵ
ԽԽ䣬ŷΧԽԽ񺣲ʵС
׾ŸСʱֱӿιȥ˻ȥ
񺣹˲չԼֽ취ҡ
ԼˣҲˣûʲôá
뵽
ʶ˶࣬Ҳ⣬ﲻ˱ţ˵ܰæ
񺣾ˡ
ЩģЩظµģرǡСġһСûע⡯ظ˺ü飬ڽ齲ˡ
Ҳû뵽
벻Сôˣﶪġ
񺣶С۵˹ԼĶӣˣжһ졣
ңǰҴˣ֪ڳͷңǰԲԲ裬ܵûôСô...
ңҵܵ...
һ˰æң侲һ㡣
񺣺Ͱ׾ǻϼˣǵ˾ͳˡ
жͳ¡
ȽСʱ·ңƬӡЩƬңȥҡ
ã...


747 ǲΪСű

˵С·ȥƬȻͿʼ
˵СǲǱ˱͵ˣǱˣ
ȲҪżҿɡ˵
ôܲżô죬ҪҲô...ӶС͵߱ߺıˣı˶
ΧǶҹӦûбŵСûʲô飬Է
ҲǱˡ񺣱סͷôСô죿ңû
ΣӦҲǰܣǰܣӶ˵ںüСʱȥˣҪʲô˿϶취Ϣˡ
ôˣҪǰܣҪǮʲôֻҪСҶԴӦ
˵˵źȻס͵ؿ...ǳİɣ
һ˲ûӦʲô
ǳоģǲоʲôˣ
񺣺Ȼһץס֣ûнӵʲôв֪ͨǲҪʲôоɹ
ûشѾˣְˣְˣӵһҪܵѽ
֪ĹҪоɹҲҪܵҲһʲôûܵҪ...
񺣺ڼˣҵĴҵĴҾֵ׽ȴûܻСΣգҵĴ
˵ݶģΪʲô֪ϵ㶼ӦǷСԺҲС...
ϵĽһˣû˵Ļᡣ
ıɷգĮüٵޱ顣
ûյʲôвҲûʲôֵôðյо
˵꣬˵
һ£ûʱɲңǿܵܣһ
ûСѿ֣ǿӲʲôǵŵɣҲ˰ҡ
񺣿ӣһ˲Լ˵ˣǺֱܿ档
յһҪңְԺ󶼲ʲô㣬ǧҪܵܵİȫ...
ֱӴϣ˵ûյϢҪԸңҲСҪЮ
ֲ㣬ΪСЭһУҪҲǰںģҲֲС


748 ֲС

Ϊ
ΪôѡҲС
˵䲻Ļһѡ϶Ȼ񺣣ٲС۾УȴԲС
˵úֱס
ǰҲֲһС
ȫ۵׵С
Įе˼顣
ҲΪĮڻعҲ侲
Ǿͺ...Ǿͺ...Ҿ̫żˣԾʲôһͨ...
ţҲûյϢҲǰ...
ܻǵĶˣܿе
С۾Ѿˣ׼ˡ
ҲܿƬǹʱĵġ
һƬС۾Ұɡ
С۾ǵٮٮߣҲ绢
񺣿΢΢һ...Ҿͼȥ...
šӦˡ
񺣱ߣһæңȻиɿûһҵ˼ֻʧԼˡ
úһͨҵˡ
ߺѩĵͼʼ鿴
ѩĵλ滷ɽΨһĳھǴš
ɽֻһЩС·
컹ãĻȫѩʺϰߡ
СʧʱѾˣϵģܳźɽܣԼһ˶ѣοС
һСĿܾͶɽˡ
ΨһĿܾǴߵġ
ֻ߳Ҫ·ڣһͨ۶Ҳǻسǵġ
һͨǵģһѡ棬ȫضȥ
˳Сʧ£ܵûӰˣ׷Ҳ׷
Ψһϣûȥǻ˵۶ҲǳС
ķʵ˲侲񺣣ʵﶼ
˺ӵһʱͱǳǵĿܻ׷ļʣ̫ˡ
ٵͲӰĳ̶ȡ
ǾȫΧˣʱû취ֻ֪ͨշվĿŵǲʲôС쳣
Ҳѡ
ֻڵ۶ҿˡ
۶Ҳף˵ڶҲû
С۾˴ҹظĺۼĶˣû
Խ⣬С۾˱ˮ¡
ϡ
ô죿
׾أǸ׾ģ
⣬С۾һ£׾...Ҳ֪...
սʿôȻʰ׾ôˣʲô쳣𣿡


749 Ű׾

ƿС۾֪ûʲô쳣ûԲġ
ҲûС۾ʵش
Ĭһ룬С۾ֵ֪϶ǰʵģ㶼ˣ˵⣿
ҡͷ̸ϣֻһ°ˡ
ȥԷϢûϢڰæһҡ
С۾ҡͷ֮ǰ˯˼Сʱû£Ե㷹Ϳˡ
ȻСףҲĵܵܣ£ǼҲġ
ҴŴȥԷһˣȥң˵ҵء
С۾ҲСֻİСôˣ֪Ҳᵣģæҵġ
С۾ӣ۵һ˿ůаɣŴҳԵóԵĲǡ
С۾һЦҾ֪İɣǾԲ
Ա˳ԺˣҲŸоҡ
ЦЦһַԸ׾ǱҸ˶һ£ʲô
֡
С۾Ӧˡ
ΪʲôרŶ׾Ϊ֮ǰĻɡ
С¿⣬Ҳ֪ûɣǳ¶ʧʱ̫ˡ
ɺڼ䣬СͶˡ
һֱҲ...񺣶
֮ǰĻɣԵҲͲ֮ˡ
Ҳ뽫̫ӣѭԼĵѡ˿ŵ׾
׾ûʲôر쳣ġ
ֵú˺ӵһ
һʼǸ񺣷ңСҲˣ˵ʶСˣֱӿιȥˡ
һιȥͱ͵ҽԺ
ҽԺǿޣžȥ񺣣ȻӾͿʼ뾡취Һӡ
ֵͦ󣬾һķͣڶ죬ܶ˶֪ˡ
֪񺣵Сˡ
񺣲²ʲôܣʲôвһֱû֣Ҳųܡ
ĿܾС߻͵ˡ
Ϊҵʱ
ķҲǸ˵ˡ
ⶼ˷ӻ͵С˹õļȻûԺ֡
ܶŸĸȻʧĺӶôġ
ֻɴ͵ˣȻŴעתƣŻҺӶ˵Ϸ룬ںܶطݡ
ǻˣ̫ˣǸͲӰˡ
סˡ
ǸͬͬͬﱧҼС
ȷȻһ쳣Ե


750 ڱ

Ŭ䣬䲻ʲô
Ϊʱең׺ܶ࣬鼤Ҳǡ
ԿĶһס
ǸףֻǵŭǺӣĶͷء
Ҫ䳤࣬Ǹ壬ǳͨȺﲻһˮĴ塣
죬Ҳ䲻
жжϣһҹһûκϢ
Сͬ˼һ
۾ֺףɳƣѾٱ
һֱİ׾Ъ˹Σһδιȥ
˺ӵҸΪСĶʧӰ
Ҫˡ
ȥ
ңСɡ
ңһֱҡ
ֹǣģ㲻Ǻ?ˣϵˣȫңСĵܵܣҲҪܵܵİȫУֻܵҵˣ߲ǲ𣿡
Ѿȫˡ
ֻǸʿûôȨ
侲˵
УֻǲСŲԸæ͵Ҷˣ͵ΪвУ
ץס֣ûСһȥһģ͵ҵҺòã
˱ۣû취
ƭңǲԸ⣡
񺣱۾Ѫ죬֪ң֪ڱңǰһֱǵãһֱǺң֪
ھڱңҵĸ磬Ȣ˰׾һֱң
ͬޣͬкӳºԹ˵ĸĸһʼǨŭԹ
ﶪģֲð׾׾ûָᶼָ
ûһпԸһֻ뽫СȻæˣǿԸһе̬ȣ񺣷ŭȫ˳
СˣϰοңңʵǲЦңǲǺˬð۵ˣܵӦˣ
֪Ҷ֪֪ôģҲֵͷϣҺ衣
ˣҲǱ㵽ͷϣΪң
ңȢ˳İ׾ҶСã˵ˣδһжģСģ
СģҲû£ͰңСòã
񺣷ƢֵĿʼæ


751 Թ

񺣱۾
Ťһ仰ϴ˵ĳ
˵öԣҺ㣬߰ɣѾˡ
һֱ֪񺣹ǸεķӣȻҲ¡
Ҳ֪Ҳܺߣܺߡ
ҶԼԼģ֪Ҳֲ񺣡
ٽ飬Ҷʵİ׾Ǻ޵ġ
ûӦʲôģɼȻô˵ˣǾɡ
Ҳ񺣡
ָſڣ߰ɣ͵Һ㣬͵ڱ㣬Źⲻ㡣
ûһ˿
һ䣬ȼյĴ侲
ͬ˾ƻ鲻ã̫󣬿ʼŹΪĿ侲
˶...
˵ĻˣૣҲǸ˼㲻Ҫ...ֻС...
Ѿתˡ
ſС۾µˣ˳š
վ⣬һ»عֳŵǸûһ
ʧǵģ˵䣬ﻹСʧ£ֹ˲ϼæȥæˡ
ڵڴϴƬ̣һԲ
ĬĬ룬ӦȥϰģֺαڼϢֺα񺣽
Ļ֪˵ʲôûġ
ҲõãĵǸ󣬲ûܡ
ֱ绰
붯绰ȴƶڶΡ
üͷ绰ͷʹ˹
û°ɣ
۵׵ıڣû£û¡
ɿû¾ͺá
ҿϢˣ˵С𣿡
ţæˣ
æˣһæͿϢȥҽԺʵϰˣ˵ϰˡ
Ӵ֢۲ҩĻָ״
ͻҽΪҲѧˣ֮ǰͨ˿ԣҲҽʸҽԺܻӭ
ҽԺæµϢҲͽӵһЩ
Ϣſ
ôˣҵû
û
...ȥ˰ɣЩԣ̽ʵ
ţЩûȫæҡû
...ôҪڹ㡣
ˡ
ڼ䣬Ͷ·ֿϣ񺣣ѧ֮ǰ轼£ʼǷѰ·ˡ


752 Ҳҵ׾

ҲǱƵġ
ʵҲȫôãã˺֪ȥң뵽취
СƬñֽͨй㲥ٶȷ˳ȥ
Ȼϵ̨׼ڵ̨ҲͶ
ⶼ൱ǹѣÿɲ͡
ҳã͵ͽҲ١
ṩЧģһ
æһغӵģֱӶʮ
ʮ򣬿һҹˡ
ͷȥǾȫΧķϹѣ˵һʾ޶֧ˡ
˴ҵۡ
֮ǰһֱ˵Ҽ̳ˣƣǸƫСӡ
˽¶۷׷ס
׾ֹҲûš
񺣺Ͱ׾죬һֱûۡ
ɲҵģǷȥͣûʲôá
СǲӰ
񺣾ѣҲŵ˼ޣ󰾲סֱιȥˡ
ĵȴѰҡ
񺣼˺üꡣ
׾Ҳ˺ܶࡣ
ɲôܣǳչ񺣣һֱҪ̫
С񺣶ģ׾ܻοǽһж
˵֮ǰ񺣶԰׾ĸ飬ΪҶʣΪͻݣΪС裬ܺɼͥůǹѺǾˡ
ٶΪӳ£֮ǰãΪԹޣ飬
ֻ񺣺Ͱ׾ġ
Ϊ׾ͻݣ鷴ˡ
ͬʹͬˣȫһ
׾񺣵УڳѾ˵Ҷʡ
˵˵ģ׾ȴˡ
񺣾׾飬ȻǺܼ尾ǳŹˡ
԰׾ˣĸ͵˺ܶࡣ
СʱֻС۾ǰæңûĶ
סԺʱֻΣȵϰ׾Ĳ벻
ǰ񺣲֪鵽ʲô˼Ƕˡ
ϣֻϰ
˸ͷ
Сǲҵġ
ҵĶСķãĵ׾ˡ
ȻϡҵĶҲͲˡ
ԼҲ͡
񺣲̫ˡ
׾Ȱ񺣲ҪҲҪʲôŲȴ¶˾ġ
ҲٲҵҪ䶯Ҫ䶯úܴϢҲܲȥ
ܿյϢ


753 

յϢһ˴ݹȥġ
Ҳ񺣹⴫ȥϢ
Ҳ˵ʲôϣ֪˼
Ȼ㲻ʾͲҪҲ塣
ڴĺڣķӦ
ûˣԼļƻ๫ıʾˡ
Щһֱ׾С˵ϢŰ׾ôƣӶԼҲˡ
û뵽ûЦ䣬˶ӵİ׾ȻҪͨӣԼֱŴҲƲ
Ϣ湻˵ˡ
׾ʲôͷ˵˶ԺӾˣӶû˶ˣôܼ̳еŲ
Ҳһ㣬ȫŲ𣿡
ӹֻнλģûӶ˻ġ
һʱ䣬ܶûɹģ߲׾ģ԰׾˺ģ˳֮ġ
̫ˣ
ֱǼλĿģ
ŮǶЩۣ޷Ǿ˵׾꾫Եʲôġ
Ǿ;񺣺Ϳˡ
ҵĲҵҲһۼģҲһ˴ġ
һҲô嶯һŮˡ
ֲûӡ
иҹ𣬲ô˵ҲǶӡ
ܶ˶Ȱ񺣲Ҫ嶯
׶ӣΪһӶǨŭȻΪξͽҼҲ׾ǳʲôˡ
ԽȰԽ¶ġ
ҿȰ̸̸ֻõǸĵǸȰȰҪˣõʱ˲գȫ˰׾
֪Ϣʱ򣬻ͦ侲ģֻЦ
Ȼȣ⣬񺣾һʲôóˡ
Լ侲岮侲һȰ
һܲܣǴҶȰǺ⣬е㶯ˡ
Ҳ񺣵ǸѾ˺Եܵܲãİæҵܵܵˡ
жж
ǰʦҲݣһֱܺõһʦԼԷֳ񺣡
񺣺˵˵͡
񺣿Цһ£ôڳŲסˣ
֮ǰ˵ö಻ںӣҲҵҪûˣֿʼżˡ
񺣺Ц轼Ҳ?סԼĲҵ
ҡͷû񺣵Ļֱӿʦʦллģ...ûá


754 η

˽񺣵Ը񣬲ȰãһȰֻᶨͷ
˽⣬ʦȴǶǸӣα...
񺣣񺣣Ҳ˵ⷹҵ⣬뽫ǸӶú˵˵ʲôᶼˡ
ûʲôᣬԼҵĲҵԼͣҪңҾҪˡ
֪һֱϰ׾ĿģǾЩʹһֱߵ˾
ѶȰˡ
ʦżҲСҪ嶯ӻء
ҡͷˣҶ֪Լܻֻ֮꣬ϣҵСҲСֻϣ׾ܰȹ°뱲ӡ
һᣬҲһҲС裬Ҳϣ뱲ӿĻӡ
˵һֱע뿴ʲôӦһֱ侲
Խ侲񺣾ԽĻ䣬û˵仰վ
ɣˡ
...㵹˵仰ѽ
վڿڣ轼һûдҵ˼Ƕľ˲⣬û
ɫѿ
˶٣ȻˣҲˣҾͶһ䣬׾ûֹ㶪С𣿡
üʲô˼
ϵ˼Ҿǲûֹ㣿
ûСЦ֪ǷԹϣ׾ңɰ׾ûС
𣿡˱죬ӶˣǱ㲻СŪģ㰡...Ǹһˡ
šüʲô˼
ûʲô˼ֻǾòϳѡҡͷԼɡ
֪ҲǹģԲңǨŭҶѡָ䣡Ҹ㣬ǲɹġ
˦ȥʦæȥ׷ϣ˵Щ...
񺣳ŷְ׾ʵҲһˣǳͳӭ񺣡
ߣߣ⣬㻹ȰҲҪ
Ű׾Ҫߣ׾æ
ۿŰ׾
׾ʱı֣һж
ΨһĴžǲ񺣣̫ƽ
񺣶ˣ׾ȴһû֡
Ȼ׾źӣԸо׾ˡ
ˣȴˡ
еģ񶼲֮ǰгһ㶼岻ˡ
η̬


755 ɱ֤ʵ

׾̬ȵת䣬η̬еĻ˲ȷ
СĲ񺣵Ķӡ
˭СûɾԲ񺣡
ҲΪԭСʧҲѹȴҲһ
Ϊû֤ݡ
ôɣûˡ
Сû֤ݣֶСôǽ¾Խץ񺣡
һа׾ˡ
׾ѾĻɣ˵֮ǰţڴʲôˡ
׾ңңֻ˫Ŷ˼
ɫЩѿ׾žôһʤߡ
۵׵ĺ⣬ûд
׾û˺ӵĴϣͬǨŭϡ
Ϸô꣬׾¶ʵϧѾˣ˵Ҳˡ
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Ű׾ͻݻݵĽ񺣷˿ſܾܰҸֻÿ¡
۵ײһһޣû
ƫƫ񺣲֪ĸԸıȫû
ųԶȥֱǳá
ȴЩΪ
Ϊ񺣵Ը˵Ļɺ뷨ֻΪΪҲҪ׾˹ڮٰ׾Ȼӿٶȣӳ嶯Ľһж׾
ҶʵºԸ䣬ѱ˸ƫִ
˵Щεʡ
̫ˡ
ΪԷԹԼĮԶԣҪȢ׾ʱԹۡ
ͷߵز
ôˣ
λ˵͵ʦ񺣾ôˣ̾˵˼䡣
ûӦϸһŷɫѿ
û¡عæҡͷ
Ը...̫ˣҶ֪ô˵ˡ
ʦ˵ſ˵񣬶һеľ
֪㣬ҲĶҵļҲô⣬ҲҵĶôܱһˡ
׾ǲǺˣۣⲻϵ
Ҫǰ׾Ǻõģ񺣺뱲ӿô죬ҲˣҪں°뱲ˡ
ô˵һǾ...˵ȰȰ֣ȻʱѹҲ˾ͻС㡣
ֶܵˣҲֲӣǲһġ
ʦȰûָӦû뵽һ£ȴӦˡ
ãһġ


756 İȫ

ʦ̬ȵת侪ϲѣǾͺãǾͺãúȰȰûиҹ...
ʦȰ˺ܶ࣬һӦţһ߷¡
ʦȥ˹
˳˷ѵɿ˼䡣
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ҪҲ׾𣿡Ϣ÷зȷһ¡
ţҽǼҪҲ׾ˡ
ɫÿҽҲ˰׾ȻСˣҾ֮ǰĲ²ǶԵģСҰֵĶӡ
šüģ˵û쳣𣿡
ֱ׾...ǰһˣ̬񶼱ˡ
յͷе鷳
վ֣ͷô˵С𣿡
ûͷΣСҲˣ֪Ҳ˵
Ȼǰ屾Ǩŭ㣬ʱ˵£϶...
ۣŹϵܰ㣬һ޲޵Ĳ˵ҲԷŵһ߲ᣬڵĵİȫ
һ٣İȫ
룬ͳ𣿲ڰ...
˵Ųڣʵǡڡ
ְ̧ס֣֮ǰû뵽⣬쿴׾󣬲⡣
׾ǸŮ˲򵥣һֱ֪
򵥣޸񺣣Ҳߵز
ǲ⣬ݣǾͿˡ
ҲĬˡ
˵׾ⲻȡ
Ů˶Ǽ򵥵ġ
Ů˿û˵ķݡ
ô죿ʱ壿Ҳˣ⻰˵Լɵ
ôҲÿ費Ҫ䲻ϣ񺣺Ͱ׾Ƿޣ˼Сһ˭ô
¶Ҫһ֣˭֪ʲôʱ֡
֮ǰ˵ں񺣣ǵİְ֣޶Կȥ
ڰ׾ﲻ֪ܡ
ηꡣ
ǲкܶ취ûκɱۼ
ʳһ֪𰸵⡣
ͷţвٰ취
Ҳ뵽١
һ㲻ۼҲѵġ롣
һţ롣
ɲʲô취ȥҲҪϡ
񺣲ϣһͽ͡


757 С׶

񺣲֪ΪİȫģЩ
ôӲġ
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۵״Ѫ˿۾һӾʪˡ
֪ÿ϶ΣεСô˵Ҳ磬ôôݵģôСĺӣ
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εûð׾ҲŰ׾ˡ
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ΪѾ׾ȫˣ˵֮ǰûУǾСʧº񺣾񲻼ÿʼһҡ


759 ǰ

񺣳˾ͽϢ߰׾ˡ
˾Ǹʮˣҳϲ֮ǰҲһֱû׾շ
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ⲻҲܿǱˡ
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׾ֳһƬ
ڵִ˵񺣵ʧŭڼ
Ѿȥ˵κλˡ
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ӵһμҾͲϲ㣬Ҿ֪㲻򵥣ҾͲͬ⣬˵轼ҵŮô񶾵ıķôЩ꣬ʲôöҽ쿴ǿ͸..
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ЦҾô˵᲻ˣô˵С
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С۾ЩΪѣұ㣬...
ϧǻѾʼִˡ


760 Ͼϵ

ǰ....
ҡͷԽĿŵˣˣҲ£ֿܻᵹһң...Ѿηˡ
С۾ܵģô죿
ô죬Ķˣֻܿˡ
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˵ȳȥ󣬵͹Ͼӹϵ
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Ψһı仯ҲЩС⡣
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氮û˵ܵܣְһ붼Բ


761 

עҲע轼ңĻ£Ҳ˵
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ֻй֪ĵĽ
Ϊ׾˳Ԥϡ
˵ᵣ񺣵İȫرǸ
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ļʱҪΪ׾ʱ񺣳ʱ񺣳ˡ
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Ǽıķ񺣿ֱܾӱˡ
ôӳҰ˵
ҶϼҰҶʴСϰ߳ԡ
޸񺣺Ҳԣͻԡ
ǰûԹΪҶҲϲˣҶˣȴҰϰߡ
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ϣ񺣰׾бķٶĢ
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ŻصķķϾθЩŻ¡к֢״
ķһʱҲ벻Ұȥϲ
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׾ȻҲжˣã̫أֻҪԳҩŶͺá
Σյġ
Ǳķ쳣ҽԺСʱܾûˡ


762 

񺣱͵ҽԺʱɫ׸ףȷΪ˥ߡĢж
ҽȣʱסûض͸ι˺ܴˣڽбƣҪм顢۲졣
Ҳ˵ûΣա
Ұж¼˥߲ټּ˥߼ٹ˥ߣʼߡ
ҹӵ绰ʱȻ˵ĸо
񺣶Ͼϵˣ׾Ҳ񺣵Ǻһͽģ˶һˣķҲǮҽûҪϵ
׾Ҳû˼
ӵ绰Ϊķ
ΪķŽȥˡ
񺣵İȫԲŻ˱ķȥ񺣰ȫ
֮ǰıķҲΪԭŻˡ
ķȥҺ󣬴û쳣
񺣺Ͱ׾ܺõӣҲ£ķЩɾˡ
ҿǾȻˡ
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ҽԺͱķһ۴кͽȥȥˡ
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׾Ҳˣųɡ
ֻǳԵٶѡ
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󵽣ʱ׾౯˶ܣҲû취Ȼ񺣵
󣬰׾ͲѴ̹̹֮ļ̳ˡ
֣Ǹ֡
ҿǰ˱ķ
һ۰׾󣬻˲ڲǰŻԲѵ񺣡
ϣιԼĴˡ
ΨһҪ
ʵرЦ
סԺȣΣյ񺣣һǰ׾
жڶ죬廹ûȫչ񺣣Լ񺣣޵۾ҪϹİ׾һס񺣵֡
ٺ޵òԼ
ҹûȥûۣһֱ񺣵ȫû
ˣ񺣣ٲҶҪˡ
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Բ𣬶ҵĴ񺣣ԺҲҰˡ
ţԺ󶼲...
񺣺Ͱ׾Գڿô


763 ҵС

ãҺֵӣҲǺϾϵ𣿡
ҪЦˡ
һ´Ҳʹʧ
ⵣǣ˼񺣲飬УҲ㱻ҲҸʲô˵ġ
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صȻתҪ뿪
񺣿ĺ磬ЩȻ
ô࣬ԭŷƢһģǺˡ
ҧסЩڡ
׾һۣҲǵģ㣬һֱûȥôһ˵
СƢ㲻Ҫϣ˵Ͼϵɸӹϵ˵ϾͶϾģԺʱ˾
ɫһЩ΢΢ͷǰ׾˵
񺣵ӣٿ׾ӣҡҡͷˡ
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׾˼Ҳʿæúܣʱ
ѽ...׾ΪѵӣȴЦ⣬·ڳЦ
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׾ǲǺܵ⣿
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˵תߣɫǵͨ죬ùͷĶûͷûԵľ˹ȥ
˵˵ʲôԺǰ
ͷҲء
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ôô˵أ㻳붾ô...
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ʿ...ķŶЩĵĸ
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׾ͳյĸϢû⣬ɵصİ׾ͳգͳǰİ׾ȫһˡ
Ҳ˵׾ͳյֻǱˡ
İ׾ĸˡ
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磬С


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񺣽ӹϴӽ...溢Ӱְʲô˼
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ҪңҪҶʵģģҴûƭ...
ʱ׾ȻǿСƵһߣͱס񺣵Ĵȴ󺰡


765 ְ

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񺣣ҪңҶĸӦ֪ģҲûʲôһжʲôҪţΪҵҵŲҵġ
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񺣵ʶץϴȴû򿪡
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...
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С۾ֲһ䣬۳ʲôҪһĿڼҪɢҪҼҲʿҼҲʿûκιϵ
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ۼֿ죬סС۾ĸ첲ߣ˵ߡ
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⻹ѾĽ鴫ˡС۾ְ̯̯ǿ񺣵֣ȥС
СſңְֶҪˡ


766 

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ر񺣣˲ǳɫ
ʲôְ֣˵
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ۣۣۣ֡С۾ƿ񺣣Ÿ첲бǣҳʲôú
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ϾҪ׾һ㻹æ
æȥãϷ죬ƮƮɢ
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767 Ǹ

տŰ׾ĶҲȥϣʼ
񺣴󼱣æȥᡣ
ҷſǸҷſ...
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һŤƽȫһ
˿̵İ׾ͬϰ㣬ӲдһС
񺣱ѹţŭһУ
Сһ־磬Ϥ˱İӣ޸ͣ
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С޹ģһעҪ֪
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ȿСˣС۾ſϵˡ
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˵ҪȥҪȥ˺
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һ񺣺СӼ棬Ǹӡ
񺣿һۣͫ͵طŴ
ȻǱŭ
׾...ôô...
ܵƭôô...
þҪȥ׾
㾹ȻҴñӣСȻҶӣôģҴ...
ץס׾ͷûͷûԵĴ
Ҵ㾹ȻҪҵ㣬ôôң
׾úͷ˲ˣúܿ׳˱Ѫ
ſңſңգң
ſտҲһæȥȰ׾һƿˡ
񺣾Ű׾һͷƵڵء


768 

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񺣲ָǣžţ·һҪȥһ㡣
С۾һߺŶ̵ס۾
ŵΣкܶûأˣôС
С۾һߵϸ񺣼ݹȥ
һ˲ϲȥҲ²ͨ졣
ɿ׾ͳգǽӹ
һСӼ
ڶСͳյӼ
Сͳհٷʮʮŵžžžϵӹϵ
żֲ
ȻղѾ׼濴ĽĲܽܡ
С...СȻǳյĺӣ...ǿĸӣ...
ǵ˳ǰһ裬һǶӣ.....
Ҳ벻СȻǳյİְ֡
Ҳֲ֮ǰ롣
С۾̾ţٴοڴ硣
ҲҪȼҪĸӣ󿴡
һæ󿴡
İ׾ͳĸӵϡ
˼Ҿĸˡ
أǰİ׾ͳֻ˼ҵݣǸͲǡ
񺣿һϣ׾ͳյʵݣԼصСϵţû졣
ĺĸӣ۵׵ĺĸӣǼ
ʵϰ׾ͳûѪԵϵݹϵȫİˡ
ˡ
׾ǳյһڳʮ꣬׾ʮʱమˡ
ոĸ˵ҪȥǮȥ˰׾ķ򹤡
׾֮ǰƭˣԷˣȴƭûᣬС˺
ҲȥˣзҪһǮ⡣
úã໥չˣչ˳
మˡ
θעܡ
ǰ׾ĸǳոĸ
ոĸ˰׾̻˳ա
˱׾ķҲȥˡ
˵鱻ص˳źͰԣøĸѿ
Ƶû취˫ĸǸԽ顣
׾ز֪򣬳Ҳæز֪С
Ҳǰ׼
ɲɵľͬһ졣
ΪҪȢףڵѳ
Ȼӻˣ˽ˡ
˽ȻСسǡ
СسƫԶŻ˵صСϡ
ˣͱô¨ӣĸȻɣһֱǡ


769 ʼĩ

±ҵȥ˸գʼ˶ġ
Ϊ˰˽Ǻõġ
ûгԵĺȵģû˽·Ҳʵ
˴һʼķܲٵЭ
ʶ˽ǮҪԡ
Եɺ֮£˶˰׾ͳյݣӴ˾ˡ
Ȼ˵İ£񺣡
ûţ׾ȥҶʡ
һ˵İš
׾ͳ취Ӵ񺣵Ȼ...׾ˡ
Ȼ񺣵ġ
ʵûͰ׾йκιϵ
׾ĺǳյġ
ǰǵӡ
ȻҸĵ
׾ĸӵݣ񺣽Ӵֱ޽ҡ
ǼĸµĹϵ˭벻񺣸Ǵ벻
һж
úñֶµǣ
˵̰ûоͷġ
һʼֻҪҪҵһС
һֲǡ
ˡ
һϲŮˣǸŮ˻轼ҵģҪǽ飬ԺҸûǵķˡ
ĸġ
֮轷˾ͲԶ໥ˡ
վ͹ȥҹɹǽԴϲ
ԺСҵһУҵĶȥ轼ҵĶ
׽ڽŵ¡
ƻϧûɹֻ뿪۶
ȻΣǼƻǼ
׾ͳ˼֮࣬ʼ˸ıʵý˲Ż׾
ͣ˭֪ȻС
׾ͳղûС񺣵⣬԰׾Ҳ׼Щڡ
񺣴ûɹ˵죬׾²סҲԲܣɾ鷳ˡ
Ļɣ״˰׾ͳյļƻ±ֻ֣ܳС
ǣСʧ¡
Сˣʵǰ׾鱩¶֮ǰŬ׷ˣԵ˵Ӷˡ
ʵתˡ
СתƵ˳
Ϊ˰ɣΪ棬׾ͳչ񺣡ŪСȥɡ
С֤ݣСˣһк˵
׾޿֡
Ϊ㻳ɣӶˣҲ˵˵ӸͻˣһֱΡ
ƻһв׾ϡ
׾õҵŲ̳ȨҵĻɣֻҪɱ񺣣ͿԴСһС
ɱ񺣳˵ˡ
Ȼһж˳


770 ˵߸

ⱲӶ벻ڶŮˣȫȫƭӡ
ԸһеҸһƭ֡
ļϣȴ¼µʵµࡣ
....
ŭЦ...ⶼʲôͣȻ˸Ц...
ĸӣ......СôС۵СôС׶...
׾...㣡
񺣿Ű׾˵շţҲˣһѪ˳
㾹Ȼ...ǾȻ...
׾շţͷҲۣŬ˼꣬ŻѪһлΪӰȫûлء
һжˡ
뵽Ҫ֮ǰĿӣ׾ҲҪˡ
񺣵ӣ׾Ҳˡ
ޣһҶԲӣΪ㣬ҲԼӣ
ͷͷһͻ֪ߣһͻ֪Լʲô⣬Լأϲ𣿡
֪ÿϷңһҶĵأ
Ҹô࣬ͷôϷңҪӣޣͻأҪǳ˱Ҳ
Ҹ㣬ҵĲƲҵĳͣûʲôԲ㣬Ҳң
׾ЦⰮȫΪıӣһͷӣ񺣱ٱ
...㶾Ҹ㣬һǮҲò
ųգٿһߵС۾Ǻ޲굽صȥ
㣡
ָ򳣺գ㵽ǶƤܽҰְ֣϶㲻ôң
ǲҪ
һûأ㻹˼˵ҡ§Ű׾Ҳƹˤˡ
Ů˱ţҶӽְ֣Ϊ𣿡
պһ㲻һأ
СʱС׽ǸӸãǸӾͱֿˡ
ټСͲˡ
ӣõ
Сֻ֪ýаֶ⣬ء
ǲҪҪ...
ţһѪֲû
С۾һ־磬ֹ̾
ˣû뵽û߳ɣôһ
С۾ҡͷû
໥ָţûСſһ졣
СڵϣſһУš
һС˵˵߸һ졣


771 ҪǸ

ҲֹˣҲˣҲ򲻹˼ңɡ
һ־໥С۾ܽΪ
ڸһ࣬Ǳԭ£ҪôѡԼһˣҸˡ
С۾ָָ⣬ˣʱİȫԺԼŰˡ
ʿģѾˡ
С۾˵꣬һ۳պͰ׾ҡҡͷߡ
Ҫߣһ£Ҫ....
񺣴һᣬӦæȥ׷С۾һ£ȥҪ
·ͰͣǴѪȫ³ǱǱ
ҪǾҲԽˡ
Ĳ˺ܶࡣ
С۾ǵʿʧһμ񺣡
ʱ񺣣ƣҲԵᡣ
Źȥ꣬Ϊ˸氮ǱϲǱӣǱҰǱƭģ˶ˣһҲľ
꣬񺣰ڣûҰ׾ܲ۾Ҳ䵽ز
С۾ɨҰ׵ͷƲϵҡҡͷ
֮ǰʿ⽻㡣
ݺᣬҾ˵Բ֮ǰ...֮ǰϣ˵ô˺ĻϾϵҪѲƲǸŮˣҵĴ...
ǱҷϵģȻҲ˵ЩʹȥɣҺǸϾϵˣһͰ׾ֿ޸ֻһӣҶ
С
׾޸ֻһӣ۵ɱһ
ղ̫𾪣һʱ˷磬˿̣ɱð
񺣻û޸˿ɱԺһġ
׾񺣣ɱҪʵ
С۾У̿׾۵ü
Ƕɱİ

ûС۾Уǰ׾ֵ̫ԣҲоˡ
ͷһ۰׾۵׵ɱǺ¡
㾹ȻɱңΣҲóѵģҽ޸飬¹֮ڣ
סС۾ȥǸŮɱҡ
С۾ҡͷʿϵˣ㰲ȫҲ׼ˣʿ㡣
ҪҵĲƲҺ˵ǿ
ˡС۾ҡͷϡ


772 

С۾񺣣룬ְֵģôû˽ʿء
ʿʲôˣŲὫѾڳҷء
Ծ˽ʿĹʵһ֪⡣
ҵĲƲϣܶҡʿʿģʵ̫Ц
С۾ʱ£ڣֻΡ
һвԼ˰ɡ
ʿֹΪԼİȫ
ȴ˽ʿĿġ
˵ʵЩҵʿҪˡ
С۾һѣҲǳ˵ĸ֪Ӱա
Ҿˡ
С۾놪£ֱӰǿ񺣵־ߡ
ȥȥ
ܷſҲС۾ͳˡ
վδ󺺣С۾ǵͷȫͽˡ
İɡ
ԻС۾ˢһ£֮ߡ
ȵȣȵ...
׷һأһֱҲ
İ׾׷ȥ͵ôܳȥ
ȥ׷ôɱ
׾ۣƳգæҪվ
ã...
˹˲æ׷˳ȥ
Ҳһȳһյġ
ϿǻѾ˵⡣
ҵȻǷģֱӱġ
üֱֻЭ˵ʵѾǧٿˡ
պͰ׾Աײײų...
ǺţתͬʱĬˡ
ô죿
ûͷæʰ׾
ǰ׾ҲЩУĶǰ׾
ϰѯʰ׾˼
׾ٿδ󺺣ô죬ŻܣȻˣȻ㻹űץ
ŶŶ߰ɡ
շŰ׾Ҫߣ˼СС
СǵĶӣջǵá
ǿȥ
׾ҧгݡ
æֻݣ׾뵽ԼʲôûõôҲ֮ǰеĴߣҲȥЩ
ˣˣ
׷С۾侲Ű׾ͳЦѡ
ұðѹ˵֤ƭƭƻ붾ɱң˭Ź
Ĭһ񺣣һȥæ
㲻±ȥʲôôһᰲߵģҲģͷŹҰɡ
׾ġ


773 ֮֮

񺣺һŹ㣬˭Źң
һߵģģ񺣣һշްնͿôĸϣ߰ɣԺҲֵģһģ𡣡
׾ƴ˵񺣣Ҳ˵ˣǿҵЦ˷ʤ±ȥ֪ЦԲԣ
ûӵģЩ˼Ҫñӣӣ˽²֪ôЦ㣬ԷҰɣС֮ǰˣ͵Զ˾ͺá
ҲˣҾͲ֪ˣҲסӶԲԣģⱲӶص۶ˡ
񺣿Ű׾һ֪ôÿڲš
ղŻͷ˵һշްնˣ㲻ˣ
ô죬һϹ...񺣳һЦղɱңΪʲô˵ˣ׾㻹졣
׾ǿһЦⲻΪ˴ҶҺôҲźá
СȻ׶ӣҲôðְ֣ͿСϣвУץȥˣԼӲ˵СҲûǡ
...񺣣...
׾ڵ񺣡
񺣿Ű׾һηְ׾һ㶼Ҷʡ
֮ǰǾҶʡ
úҶƵ˵Ļ£񺣲Щ֮ǰġ
϶һֱôܰɡ
Ҳֲõͬ⣬ҲֲôӲ
ԭζ
......ǸЦ...
ùЦһʲôӿԣڱ۵ǸЦ۲۵ЦϹ۵Ц
ôЦˣһʲôɴһ㣬ֱӱЦ͵ˡ
ñ...ӣ...أôõĺӣȴȥһҰ֣ΪǸҰַ裬ΪǸҰȥ...ŻôǮ
ǸЦˣҾǸЦ......
׾񺣵ӼòУһ㣬ڳ嶯ˣԺڵģ
㱻ЦʱԻΪڵģ˵һвõѡͷŹǰɡ
ձСվſڲ֪롣
׾ȥһץסС㲻ģС
С˶ڶ޵Ѿˣǰ׾ȴûСǰơ
񺣿С۵ʹɫһ
޹ֵۣ̿һ˲Ǻޡ
֮ǰమС˿̾;жޡ


774 Ļ

׾СϾ֮ǰС۰
Саְ֣аְַŹǣͰְ˵Բ...
Сһ仰˵
׾òУûı仯
񺣵ĺ⣬ڰ׾º󣬳ױ
ְˣҲְ֣һҰ֣Ұְ֣
ָŰ׾ͳգٿСҲŹǵģһŹ
С֮ǰཱུģͷԵģҲû۶ּϰ׾ʱʱ˵СʲôģûֹСò
Сʱܿ౼˲˵ֳһЩϸͻᷢԽԽ񳣺ˡ
ر֪ǳնӺԽԽ
ԽҲԽޡ
񺣱Ľǣ׾ͳնץȥˡ
СҲ˽ȥ
֮񺣺ͼٰ׾˻飬ٶȸ
ܿ췢ʹ
׾˵һ֣Ұ֮࣬Ц񺣡
ЦñӴô꣬ôꡣ
ҪƲȫ׾
ҪڹŴǸǾˣɽøһ
׷š
׾ðݣƭƭƣɱˣȻҪܷɵĴ
С񺣲ףѾƳڣٹ
ĸֱץˣСͱ͵˸Ժ
ӱܳ谮СӣԺ֪
׾ͳΪԼΪСƴһУɵͷˮһա
Сһ쿪ʼЩˣһֱղˣҲ˵ˣ˾Ͷ
֮ǰò̵úܺõСתۼͱٵһɶ
ɰ׾ͳѾ˲Сˡ
ûС
Ȧͬġ
Ȼ뽫㿷֮ߵ뻻ƯģҲˡ
ֱܶӽ˶ˡ
ʲô˽߰ܳģҲܳ衣
취ӼĶúܡ
ҶҵĽѵ
ѪܵĽѵǰôС
Ѿүү̵ģүȥѵˡ
˵ġ
ЩƽʱͻƵĸǱ棬˵˵
ѪĽѵ֮лȻ˵˺ܶ౯硣
ǲл񺣵ġ
񺣵ĳƺıñ档
ЩûܣҲܲţڵʱС۾顣
±濴򵥣һж̫ˡ
̫ɾʹаţҪҳĻ֡


775 ץס

Ӧ죬ɫ飬˵˿
׾ͳһУȷʵ
һмƻԴǰ׾ĳࡣ
ˣ͵ʧʱһˡ
ƻʱʧֵܺġ
ǿĲоġ
ƻͦõġ
ְ׾ĳ󣬾ôãȻ׾ͳమһо͸ˡ
ð׾ͳðݣֽ׾͵ߡ
Ŷ˺ˣԺ󾡿ãгҲǡ
û뵽ȥҲӴ׾
õİţΪ쳣ӦӲûκá
Ѿ˼һУֻð׾ͳմչıĲȻϡ
¸ңҪ˲˺Ҫ
ǰµĻҲǱòᡣ
లŵϲ˵Ϊ߱¶ˣ󻹱˳߸ҳˡ
ĻݵĸӲ˵Ŀһֱ
ҿûɹ
ȥ׷š
׷УҲʹ˽һֱڱĻ˸˳
һʼıˡ
ץĻˣȴȻҲ
£ʲôʱץסĻˣʲôʱֳˡ
Ҳ벻ñ󣬻Ҫá
׾ͳձóףȴһֱ֪ǴҲ벻֪ͨǣڰеһǻ
˵...ǳõġ
񺣵´÷׷ȻϢ
죬ˡ
⡣
ʰ˰׾ǣ˳𣬴飬˵˵Ǹ
û
Ҳ֪Լ֮ǰù֣Ҳû취˺ܶࡣ
ҴˣҴ...
û˺˵ҲҳȥˣֻܺӰδ˵
δ󺺶Դֻһ仰
Ǳ죬ʱ䵽ˣҪˡ
񺣣...ԣˣֻ졣
Ǳʱߣ񺣻е᲻ǣͦɿġ
һܼӶ𣿡
󺺵ͷȻԣ𡣡
񺣾ͷģУǽ͸Ұɣ֮ǰôǮվô㡣
ҡͷǲ˽ԽӻӶǣȥǹ˾ϰ̸
ԭй˾ǹ˾ģϰ˭?
ϰҲʶǸǸܡ


776 Сİ

һ񺣾ͳĬһ롣
˵ϰ˭
Ǹܡʵ
ûˣ񺣶һ£ңôǱߵˣ
ûǴĻ͸Ǻа?
õıȫ˾ֱͦش𣬲񺣵Ļɡ
񺣣......˭ģ
ҡͷֻǽܹ
Ĳ֪
ðɣʵҵģС۾ҵġ
ֻС۾ʱ֤񺣵İȫС۾Լˡ
Ҫ֪ĵˣȻǸǵˡ
С۾ңȻ͸ҽӡ
󺺾ôŹˡ
񺣳ĬˣȥǸ̸
͹Ҳ֪ˡ
ԭС۾ҵǸǵˡ
񺣱ҰˣһУ֪ġ
Ϊ֪鲻ãʱ͹һʱء
£һġ
һֱ˵ڲӪں㿴ɣС۾ԺԻȥǡ
ԴӺ͹δޣԸѾû֮ǰôˡ
ȥҲͦõġпۡ
ǾӪ˾Ӫûͦõ
㶼֪οοҡ˾Ϳߣʱȥ֪˿ҡ
ðɣܿˡ
˼˼οһ¡
ȫûо⡣
̯֣Ҳû취ˡ
ôҲðοɡа취Լ֡
ڻΣҽӵ
˺ߣη粨ȥȵ׵ʱ򣬲ôҶҪ飡
ٳٲܱ˹飬ĺܰ
ȢˣϷЩ߰£Ҳˡ
Ҳҿˡ
Ժ...һжˡ
ҲӦʲôţ̵ˡ
ᶨҽҲҪȢ㡣
Цסֳô£轳ҵҡͷҡͷġ
ôһǽˣҪȷʵԣ轳ҵĲ׼ҡ
ںԺûˣ޹ȥӹӣҲûл
ž̲ס뵽С
С...ȥ¶Ժˣ
һţȥڿڱܺõõһҹ¶ԺȻȲҵٲţ˳˳꣬˳˳顣
С۾ġ


777 

̧ͷЦһ£ý𣿡
Ȼһֱ˵СܵܣСй磬չˡ
׾ͳղǺˣ񺣶Сˣȴֹһ¡
Сõȥ
˼
ӣҲû
õİˡҡͷõȥϣԺס
˵СͦصĻ⣬תƻ⡣
ˣ֪ǱŮԱ𣿡
ͷţ֪
˵ֺܺãһƯġָ
С˼Һ͸ʲôϵûˣôţ
ûûСŲء
̸ĸ̸ء
ǩ˹ӶΪĺͬ
ǩͬǸʣǩͬ͸Ǹǣ۵Ǹӡ
񺣣ǰ칫ңﶼ
û뵽һ컹ʿ׵⣬ϰ
ϣҲ֮ǰ¡
пˣȥɡǸϸʡ
ôôȤһ쵽֪֪̽ŸǣϸʵʵѾָ˰ɣ
һ٣̧ͷŸʡ
ʵ̫ˡʼ磬˵ʵ֮ǰܿûָ䣬ڵ㿴ںǰû𡣡
ǿȫû𡣡
û
°ͣѵǳ˵ģ׸ıƣ
ҪоȥоӰҹ
˭Ӱ㹤ˡɨŵˣ²֮ľȫֹͣˡ
˵˵㾹Ȼ飬Ů飬ǵҪǡ
ǰһۣһģһŮӹҲڡ
㲻飬ȥһӶҲˣ˵ŮԱҲܺãôͿء
ü߶ˣȥ
ƲƲҪȥžͱˡ
ս绰ţܣ߸ܣǱִ绰˵Ǳˣǻ˹ȥ
һıʰһڵϡ
ʸ̲סͷС
ֱ......ǸŮǲǷˣôôǣ
ǿһۣ˵ĺ⡣
ͬǩġʷҪô죡
šüƬ̣Խӣ


778 Ӿϰ

˾һʼǺ͸ҲԼȥںˡ
ҪȥһЦȥʲôȥ
Ҳȥһֱôȥûġ
ΪҲҲȥǱֻҪŮģҪеġؿڣǶеġ
ԼôڣҲû취
ȥô´ϣ߰ɣȥ̸
Σðɡ
ȥͻ
»ô֮ǰŮԱʼ
֮ǰдĴرĺã˵һˣֻҪԷһҪ󡪡ŮԱ
ĻᣬȻܴʻƸŮԱҲɹǩ˺ͬ
ͬһǲΥԼΥԼҪ⳥ٱǩԼ
ʱòΥԼֱǩˣڱ
ĺԼ
ΪԷʵ̫źˣ
Ҹ˵ϸһǧ֪ܶ𣿡
˺Ҵſڣٴΰǡ
ʲôʱ򶯹֡Ƿ
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ǰл԰ڶԵ۶ĵطһ׷ӣǲǮ
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㵱֮ǰ˵ĻǷƨ𣿡
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ԸĹϵʺ͸һһ⣬Ҫڣô֣߰ͿͻӽӴǸʶһ㡣
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ֱӴĻСЩɵ飬͵ˣٷ֮ʮôְˡ
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ʵС㲻ͷˣͿͣԺҲҪǽˣҲ
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Ҫһˣ粻ίˣ˲׬Ǯһˡ
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ҪߣʿŴ󼱣˲æǰ˵͡
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żͿһЩ
ɫһ䣬˭㿿ǰģҹ


780 

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æͣ˺󣬡Բ̫ˣ˺СϢŭ
Ǳ˺϶Ǻ
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аˡ
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һãҸʱ䣬׼ʱ
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һ߷һ߻ͷŸǺ͸ǸЦ
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ܲܶһˣҶҡʻص
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Ҫһ
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һҧʮ¾Ҳһ¡
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ʿ˸һۣѵ飬Һúú˵¡
Σ˵úҲһ


781 

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ССʱǿüɺ˺˲ſġ
˵۾κ˵ģϧǿ˵ԭ򡣡
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˵ķн鹫˾Ҳˣǲǵһ
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ҵĶͱ㹻ֲҿȱЩõŵõ
ЦһΪǣ϶ƵˮζȴЦƭңһ


782 

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ûô


783 

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С㣬һɣ˱С
̿򸵻ǣҲǰɣȻίȥС㣿


784 ˮ

ǿ꣬һӦˡ
Ҳܡ귴ԡ
СͳˣʣǶûС㡣̷ס꣬С㲻˵Ҫ𣿡
.....
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á
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ĸ첲ǰߣǾں档
ĵطǸǴûĵط
Ҳǵ֪ԭˡ


785 

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֣ͨûвܻӭġ
һֱΪǼǮڵġ
Ͼ֮ǰڼҲûȥȥҲûüϸʡ
ǵһοƽʱȫһꡣ
״̬꣬ǻһˡ
Ҳһ֪ԭ۾ˣȴܴ
СС͵꣬¹ϣԸ򵥸ɴ࣬˶Χת
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Ҳ˽⵽ʮͿʼˣȻͻСȴѾǺܳܳɹˡ
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֣ҵѡ
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öϰˣҲû˽Ƿϣ겻ӦҲͲˡ
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ΪˣѾˣϾ˭֪겻ϲˡ
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ɸֻǳʵпŮģܽܡ
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˵ʵĺ⡣


786 ;ϲ

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ǲרҵģһ죬飬ʲôʲôʲôģЧҲ֪жر
һ죬һ׸Żͳˡ
ѵһĻǸֻڵϿĴǴǡ
꣬ȴֻǫл
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787 ܿ

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788 ҪҴ

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˳ûܸǣŵäһǰȥ


789 ¹

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ô˺һᣬվĹվţվ˺ܳʱ䣬ȴû˵һ仰
ôһСʱäߡ
æϣϸһ۾۾죬ȴûп޹ĺۼ
Ǽɼ̾һ
ϣܿһޡ
һ޷йҲͲôˡ
ɸҲûڡ
Լһ·߻سϳһԲ
ӼְصС
صңа֣̽Ǿ¸ˡ
ڴϣӣܾµ
˵ʵĬ꣬ϣܶһЩ
һôȥˣڶһлָ
ָ࣬ǶӣҲûʲô
ôһڰ࣬ǾԼеࡣ
ûʲôãҲܰȫûʲôҪġ
еøǶôǮġ
ҲûʲôΪʲôҪôǮ뱣ȫѵΪǮ̫ˣ
֪²ۣ갲ȫʱ˵
ʱĸǻ֪ڲ֪߽꣬ԽԽ֪ˡ
鷢°ʱ


790 

һæ˾°࣬ӹ˾ǻܣûҪȥţͻ
Ůȥ
úڽϣѾԽǵ·ˣȻͷѡ
ŵϹϺȻȥ
˭Ҳû뵽˻ȻѣЩӦ
ֶűˣȻͷͿһĻ
Сģ
ǺһȥǰҲȥƷˣֻһѽ˹
סǷһߣϹһ߱ˡ
Ǹһɻڶɸûˡ
ӳ˾ͽ˰ˡ
ſңҪɱ񶾵ŮˣƾʲôɱҷŮ񡣡
ſ...
˾Ӱó֪ʲôĶסǸ˵죬һŤкѾĴ¥

ȱ˽ӹȥ˾ֱӵɳ
ǿ˾˴ˣæꡣ
û°ɣ
ıʣǺܵ꣬ɫȴ䶼ûһ¡
û¡
Ȼҡͷַſ
ǲŷԼ֣Ŷһæſ
ſŷֱԼˣӡرԡ
ǸղһżЩȴû뵽죬һʱԼ˻ɡ
ô
ҪԼţæ򿪡
´һעⲻ̫ġ
һ߻ŷֹײͷһߵ
ƺһ£ȻŷӦ
º·ǰصû£ۡ
ǹϳţ˾˵ʲôͼ˾һϳĶ
˳˾͵ҵķˡ
ڸղŵûκۣҲûκκ̸
˾˵Ҳ˵
˾ƽʱ°ؼһ
ҪǸǵԼղžϮ¼ǶҪԼˡ
̣˾ʹɫ
˾һգۣ˼Ҫ
ɸܲ
ĹǱϰȫˣ϶˽⣬ȻԲߡ
˼ӣǱﲻסˡ
ղǸˣǲҪ˵ķŮ˭᲻ỹʲôΣգ
˾ΣŸƴʹɫ
̯֣ҾҪ˽һ...
ȻȥҺ͡˾û취ֻܵһ˵һСȥꡣ
֪ڿڣ˵˲ÿɫ
Ǿû˼ˣ˫ֱǰˣҸ㽲һɡ


791 ŮҲ

ķŮзᣬǸǣһרܻӭ֮ǰҷɱˡ
ǣ......
˵ôȻôȻ?
ΪҷɱԼңﰵĶЩԣЩңٴθ
ԽôҾԽɱǽЩҲ׳һϴ
֮ǰÿʲôҳǺõģóײǹ򣬻ضң
ڴˣȽÿ˶ȥɳҲ߼ǵõ˲ˣܾûðˣû뵽컹ˡ
국˵ţ˵ı˵Ĺһ
ǵԭΪǣҲ̫ģ˺ˡ
ΪʲôҪɱǽһʵ
⻰һʳ˾Ͳĵı˱ۣȻ͵
ǿųġ
һֱȵĳ˲Щȡ
ͷƫ˾úÿˣôǲҲˡ
ûû˾æϡ
Żش𸵻ǵ⡣
ΪǰδһƭңҷɱǰδĹ˾Ǽҵ
ǣ.......
Ϣеһʱ᲻ܽܡ
еʳղŵˡ
Ҳֲ˾Ӧôֻ˽һû뵽õôʵĴ𰸡
ǿĿúܸӡ
˵ùɣͦùģδѡ
ҲֱܸǰδĹ˾Ҫ˼ҵļҵ
δҲȥ.......
ŮǺ˰
ɸ־úˬ
߰ţ
⣬¸¾ͻᱻƲչѾƵ̶ˣǿܻṷǽʲôҲ׼
ǣ...ãһעġ
һҲʲôʱŮԱžʵ
ǣ...˵еһˣɻҪ졣
ҡͷȥһˣֻЧһºܽ𣿡
ӲͷƤܣлҡ
л㣿㲻ˣ֮²Žɣ
ǣ...û
ץ
á
ǰֻдӦķݡ
Ĳ̽Щ˽˷£ⲻһСľʹӱôࡣ
ǾԼѹе


792 и

صңҲûٿǣֱˡ
Ҫϣȴ˾ס
ֵܣΪǸȵģﲻǲǣ
˾ǸȽ׳ʵĴ㣬˵ʽҲȽֱӣ˵ϰֵ߽ܽǵġ
Ϊһͷͷе׳ʵܺദøٺܶǡ
˾㰦һ㲻֪ҽ춼㱻ˣͲܵһȣ𣿡
ǣǸ...
ˣˣҺ˵˵ԺôСְɣ˽Ҳ˽˽⡣
˾ģ֮ǰ͸˵ò࣬οѾһˣ궼ں˵ˣͲһ¡
Ժ˵ʲô֪շĲ˵ˣڼǵ룬СҪҾͶˣӵǸӦÿ档
ǣ....š
ǵӹȻֻû뵽ǵ롣
û뵽ôҵĲҵȻҪƲˡ
û˵ǰҲûע⣬һ˵ϸһ룬жʱûǵĹˡ
Ȼ...ǼҵӵӺڴۡ
ѵΪ
治
ְһں֪⾢Ϣ
Ȼڶ죬⿴ҵ˹ӡ
Ǹġ
Ǹ
ǰδҲǰ١
ٿģӣЩݣȻźֲܿҵǳޣִŵ㾴η־塣
ʲԸӣżǰ
ѹϡ
С࣬ܣ֪СòصʰĹ˾ˣǶûܲ㲻Ҫٶҵĸˡ
ô˵ҺҲϽˣͿյϣһκòã
ϵĻһ䴫˽ȥȴ涼¶
Ҵ˹ͷҪһУȴֻõƮƮһ֡

û֣㿴ûҾ˵ûãǶħ
ɫǵͨ죬ȴѵ˵䣬Ҫôӡ
Ҳޣʲô˶ӹ˾ûֻûɹֱԸû˾ѡ
ޣҲڡ
þڴٳ˵Ļ£޶Ӳ͸ĳһ
ڵֺûǿӲϹҲίˣ˼˼ѵһ£ֳ˽ĵز
֪գôҲСġ


793 Ʋ

Ϻˣϧûкҩ
־磬ԱΪ³
ֺֻڣٻܲˣָͣ
꣬Ҹ㣬ͲŮˣΪ˭ϲ㣬ҲϹӣȻû˻ϲ㣡
Ǹħ̬ϹӣһӿⶼıӦ
ߵ٣Ҵôֹûá
ǿ֣üͷǺܿۡ
߰ɣ
̲סǡ
ƨҸߣ
һֲˣϸһ۸Ǿһ
Ƕ̬ˣܼôиˣ
һЦΪܱԼһӣôǣԺһӶģһɱģ
񽥽ŮˣŮˣ͸Ū
죡ɫһֱӺǳ⡣
ҾͲ죬Ҹ㣬һᱨģڵģⱲҲҵˣˣ裡
һ䣬꿴龰ֿӣһȭͷȥˡ
û˽ô˵ǲǣ
ʹ˼ȭѪ˲˵ˡ
......
˵ִһȭ
Լĵߣô˵Ѿȥˣʵڿɶ
ǺȻ쭣˶һ¡
ǸϷӦæǣǵ˲ˣŶӾˡ
һڣ˵ñ壬ʲô¡
̫ˡ
ǿǸˣת
ԺֱңҴǡ
á㶻ش
ǻȥˣҲûֱ꣬ӻ˷䡣
¥£˵ˡ
...û뵽ˣúãǺ˵˵
̷߷߲ƽȻſڣӦûˣӦû˵һС㣬㿴Ҳͦõģɱ˵ˣ˵һллɡ
һ˿ڣʲô˵ģ͸ġ
ǲһҾ˵һ
˵꣬ǿӦˣɸǻû
һʲֱ֪ӻطˡ
ֱӻȥˣ
̻е㲻ţôͻȥ...С㣬϶֮ǰ̬⣬Ų
꣺...á
˶٣ǼӿȣҪƲ
˵裬ֱ
һԼ졣
Ҳҿ...ǰˡ
ðȥﵭ룬˲໰...Ҳеȡ֮


794 ݼȥϷ

ǿɲ֪Լͬˡ
صϴϴ־ͼſʲôʱȥˡ
һ죬궼ûȥ
ҲĴһ졣
ڷһ죬绰´æת
ûʲô¡
ȵϣһæˣȷܴﵽĿˣڴȴЩãˡ
Ҳˣʲôأ
۾¶˼µΡ
Բ...Բ...ûãûܿ...
뵽裬䡣
費ˡ
˵ڵ죬ƲȻ뱻չ
ҵļҵ˲ˡ
죬Ϊ˴̼зȥҽԺ
ȹˣȴ̱ˣҪڴ϶ȹһˡ
ó
ܲ˴ܲϵ̱ԼһУϵסԺǮĴ̼˰Ѳ˵ɱȥҡ
ɱ걨
ϧܷʵܹǸС
ûǣΪŭӳɱȥ¾ˡ
ʵʵڵϣɳӡ
ſңſңҳб¸ҳ
ٴ󺰴֣Ҫȥڳ·١
మδޣȴ˳ˡ
ͣԱߣҡ£¶ԽȻ޵
ҳˡ
ٿ꣬˺һ͡
꣬ǹɵģЦģȻȴϣ
ʱҲɵԵֿĪίԼųˡ
û뵽һˡ
ļȫˣ
һҲȫˡ
Ҫ󲻺ڣڣÿ춼ںڣȴǰ֡
꣬Ҹ㣬ҲŹģ
һ䣬Ҫҡϳ˲伱ˡ
ҪҪ...꣬ŹҼҰɣҲ֪Ҳܸʲô...ҰסԺˣסԺѶûУܸʲôҰ㣬ԭҰɡ
ҡƽ˭˵ɲʲôȥϷ
ݼǺܺ𣿡죬ϷҲǮóĲҪУԴ𡣡
꣡ɫ䣬...ôô˵ңô...
۵Ǻ⣬㶼õԲԣ㶼˲ŻôңȻô֪Ϸ㶼װģ㶼װģ
۵Ǳ䣬ǿϧֻĴڡ
ĸ׸ĹȴֻĶ


795 ǶӺ

ʮʱġ
ԭǱ˴ˡ
ԭɫ磬˺ڰС
ոճ󣬸Ҫʼ¹ʡ
ʱΨһŮĸȻҪӣǶҲӲ¡
ϹˣУһȻˡ
ǰְ֣ȻҲɺܿ뵽ʵ⡣
϶ǲڼ̳мģ֮ǰҲӡ
ļͥ˵иӼ̳мҵá
ְֱҪӣֻһֱûϣº󣬾Խżˡ
ûʱҲû
Ҫչ꣬Ҫ꣬ȹѵʱڡ
Ժǲһġ
ְֵ뷨Ȼû˵ȴųһӡ
֪һӣͻ᳹׳Ϊĺӣ̫ˡ
ķ磬겻֪
ӱ߳վʼѧϰϲʱһѾˡ
רչְȴˣȻӶˡ
Ǹӡ
ְӱؼң
費Ը⣬ӣʲ
ַˣְӣҲӣ費Ը⣬ֻ̳С
ұŵԣҲʣ˭Ҳ˭ͳֿˡ
費Ǹ򵥵ģץǸ˽ӣ֮ǰְ־ʧ⣬ɹ飬ְִѪҸͷ档
ҵˣΪүүˣֻʣ¸Ҳûˡ
ְ˳˶Ӽ̳УϧҲȴۿˡ
ҳ׳֮Ҹ
˭Ҳ벻ʷѾд
ְǳΪʷ
ĸ飬ô£걻úܺãȻܲû֪̫࣬һѾ䶨
û˰ְ֣ȴ۰ŮʱʵúܲʼԵˡ
ȥѧ꣬ʱʼΪˡ
عҲûѧϰ˾ʲôģ¡
ع˾֮ʶ١
ʱǳƬиʱٿ˼ҳƬ˾º֣ܶͺ˽Ӵ
ݣϹӣҲ⣬ҲƯ
չ׷󣬳ɹ׷֡
ҶǵĽϣȻǾ˫޳ɵġ
ȢȢңֶΪ


796 Ϸ

˻飬һжá
ĪίԼԼųȫ˼ҵ
ֵµĸַҲе˼һȥľͱһˡ
ķչ겻֪飬һֻ۱һֻۡ
Ҳû˻飬ҲûңҪô
˵ˣҲǳ⡣
ɾ⳪ƬǰϦ߳ˡ
ְǸ˽Ѿˣְֻͦ⣬ԽԽ裬Ͷ֡
򵥵İ취ͨҵ˾¹ʡ
ʵʩ;г⣬ûϳ
£ǰ۽Ĥꡣ
һεεĸܣ¡
˾ְ
ʱֻ֪˾۽Ĥ֪ģΪǳȥˡ
۾׸ˡ
ҵֵòСȻ粻֪׼ң֪ģҲǡ
پָ󣬿Լ͵ԾûôˣǺͷԽ
겻֪һУü뿴ľδ
׽ˣûδء
ԼԼδǺϲģһϲԼָˡ
Ҳˡ
ƭ˵ûգһˣȻ͵͵׼
գڵʮ㣬׼þϲ͵͵ȥ١
Ĵ磬͵͵Ǳδҡ
ȻڿɳϿһĻ
ſڣ޷ܣϲ˾š
ٺͷҲ벻ȻһʼܻţɺַܿӦ
ôˣ˵û𣿡
˵ûգҲ˷Ṥ֪ҾͲˣղϰ˰ɣ
һߴ·һ˵ŻҲææһ߽ӻ
̫ˣˣҾͲˣһֱ...
һһͣǳĬ
ۿˣܻᱻƭ
꿴ǵϷֻû
Ϊ...Ϊôɵ
ǹɶŵˡ
ô...ôôƭ
ǰһ󷢺ڣȴȻ࿴ʲô̶ȡ
Ҿһϲ룬
˵ͷٺͷ˳ɿҲ
ллллװġ
ٺͷһüһõĵı飬ǰ


797 ج

ٻ뱧һꡣ
ϵζû£Զȥ
ҵÿˣȻԵ̫ˡ
ῴǿȴȫô¡
ܺҰ˱ӵңȥһŬϰ
ã߰ɣ˼ˣ̸ôٺǺЦӻ
ͿüĿģ֣һ£Ȼķֿ
ڼ䣬ǻ˵ŻҲ˵һˡ
֮ǰͷһ̸γƬ£ǿ϶Ҳ
뵽ʱ֣ļһġ
Ĳѣȴݺ˿
ԭΪ۾ˣڿûС
ǿ...Ҳ棬Ժɣ׽¡
ѾΪԼ֮
֮ǰ裬ǻɵ...ֻꡣ
һܰˡ
Ƚҳõô
ͺãԽᡣ
Ҳ˵һ̫жˡ
һ£ʰһ¶ĵ㡣
һ߽ղûüϵ·з˿߶ͰһɳͲ輸ȥһ´ӡ
ˣ
ٿʢװ磬ͷȫһ꣬۵һ˿⡣
ҲԳΪˡ
òһֱġ
գǺʱ
پǸ⡣
꿴Ŀ⣬ٿ۾ٵֻ֣һġ
ҾͲȥˣΪ˵տֵġ
ƤЦⲻЦ˵һ䣬տ֡
תҪߡ
һ꣬㶼ˣһȻһʧܾùⲻȥ
ҡͷҽڣˣŰ͵͵ģҪȥˡ
ţ˾廹ڵңˡ
˵Ļ۵һ˿ͱģһ䣬ǿǿ
죬ȥ㡣
ȥ꣬ȥ
Ŷı͵˳ϵζڻص˳ϡ
굽˳ϣһȥŻһ˳
Ӵˣ̫ˡ
ҲǿٵıݣŻ˵һ
δıѣ׸ı硣
ɲôʧʱܿġ
˴ǽجġ


798 

һ˵ǵ֮ҹ
δѣûüĴҲ֮
̫ˣܵҪ޵Ҫһʱ衣
ȴһֱӵ绰
ôֲӵ绰ǱӦǰ찡
費ӵ绰ô軹ߡ
춼ȥĲТԹʱ绰ˡ
ι裬ôһֱӵ绰...
Ϊģɶ治ǡ
ǰְֺȢŮˡ
ӣûˣƸҲûˡϹҲҪȥεŮˣΪ̫ޣ޵˯ţ̲ס绰ңռ˱ӲƲˡ
Ҳϣû˽ӵ绰û뵽˽ˣ˻ꡣ
˵ĻŮЦˡ
ۣ
ޣ裬ˣ㻹裡
Ů˷ЦҪ裬ҲǲԴӦ
˭Ҳŭˣ˵˵ʲô˵˵Ҳи޶ȣ˵˭ء
Ȼ裬ˣ쿴۽ջȥˣڻ֪𣿹̫Цˣˣ
ͲﴫЦֻô̶޾Ļ̿֡
ǰ費᲻ӵ绰ô²ߡ
͵ط»Ͳܹȥץסһֱչİ̡
أأ
õһࡣ
ˣòˣǰ˫۽Ĥ׸
ΪܣΪ֪޵ȣڻָ
ҲΪ˸ʱ䣬³׶
˵Ǻ˾ġ
ˡ
֪Щ£ȥ٣˵ʲôϲ
ݺǰһ˹ȥ֮Ҳˡ
ظȴˡ
ҽķΪʵΪβſġ
۾׵Ϲˡ
곹˱У٣Ҳ˲٣ֻڱС
ûᣬΪҽ˵޶۾𻵣Ӱ쵽۽Ĥޡ
ֻԵ޾ıˡ
ʱʼ곹ױһˣʲôɣȥĹء
һʱػȥĴΡ
ȥҲȥ
ÿһ춼ˡ
Ҳ
ӣҶΪҡͷõͷˣǿң׷׺ûкһ֣ȻҾǵˡ


799 

ٶ֪ѾһУҲֻΪ̫ˣҲû̫ϡ
֮Ȣ꣬һоˡ
϶һ뷨취ȥҵҵԼˡ
֪£Ҳ̫ĿŵǾʹŪúÿ㡣
ϧȻ˲ʶࡣ
ҵˣǸܵĴ£ֻһˣҵȥȻ
ŭңøһŹȻôʶࡣ
ӶǼҵˣŹôܲ
ȻҾͿʼԸʰܣҪϷֵˡ
ҲóֵģŹɷת飬ίйȨļƭǩ֡
꿴ٵĶĿѾˣȻǩ
ٺܲͷﰵвһ겻ҪΪҺãǰæĺá
ٵĵиԼǵĿߣӱ˳
֪ҵҰģǾȻྭӪĲҵŭˣҲˡ
һ¾ǽԼ
ȻԼԽҡ
ҶǺ֣ϾǰӣôҲܹġ
ܶ˲ãҵڣڲҲ˺ܶ࣬ҵ˶ҳ֣Ϸһ㡣
밡룬¹ȥˣû˵õô͵ʴס
ûӴٵܣٵֻʱ䡣
裬ʤ㡣
ڴҶʱ򣬴ԱЩȫӳȥȶ
ָ֮˳ԤϵģʼԸٵǸƬ˾ɱᡣ
һ̴ôֲ
ٺ޵ֿҪæɻʲôԹ˲Ͼˡ
˾óţ»ҡͷУ꽣ָϡ
˶ˣʵ֤ûС
Ǹħ
벻ķʽһδθػȻǰ;Ȼһȥ
˶Сˡ
ٴȦվ˽ŸҲ˳ȥ
Ŵȥ
ǰСŮû˸ǵĴħͷҶˣʵҲǡ
ױһˡ
ԸϣŪõչԼĹҲ˵Ҳû¡
ȦȦ
ߣճ񽻸˹ǶһЩ
ΪʲôΪ걾Ҳһݹ


800 Ե

Լϲһݹƽ
ȻһжΪ֪
ֻиһ㡣
ҵˣٱȥԱˣæ˼죬Ƕʱպѹ֡
֮չ˳ˣٴȥƬˣȻ࣬ȻŻô˵Ǹȴ˵㡣
...Ǻ°ɡ
޻ɡ
СʹСħ
ǸôЩӣ֪һЩҲ֪ˡ
ͦģޣи֣ͬ鲻
ֻŸʸеˣȻȥ
˸Ц
һֱûеˣеѵ⣬󸵻Ӳһ¡
ҲҿһˣеһǾ˺ܶѵͿġ
У߰ɣȥСɡ
ԼҲȷϡ
꿴ŮԱ˼仰û˵ˡ
µԱǻУû⣬ǾˣһὫӸǡ
һȻҲǡ
˵ʵһ̸黹ͦӵġ
¹úҲòã뿪粻꣬Ҳˮˣø˽ѣĪִŵ͸ӡ
Ļû˵һ
ɼĮ
ԳһЦҲ֪ʲôΪ˵ʲô
ˡ
ҾȽӹߵʱͲˣԺʲôϵҡ
á
ǳʹ˸ɫҪߡ
ߵ¥ݿˣȻ˵һлл
û˵Ƕ˭ɸ֪Ƕġ
л
ǽŲһ£ƫͷ˵һȻЦЦ
ӹ󣬸뿪ҡ
֮죬˶û˻
ѯʣ˵˶ͦõģҲûʲô
ʺ͸Ƕݺһ
˾ôˡ
ĳƬ󣬸ǻרȥˡ
Ƭܳɹ
ĸ趼ܺˣҲˡ
Ȧˣûעꡣ
ϸ꣬һרһղ
Ϊ꣬ǿƬͻʶˡ
꣬ͻһĳ嶯
ΪĽҲˡ
ʱԵ֣˵ϾͶϵġ
ڸڰˮζԼûˮζһº󣬸ٴꡣ


801 

һεͨ
߻ˣȻ۾ǶͱӶʹҲûʲô⡣
ʱǲɱġ
ʱ
ڳȥʱġ
˾⻳ˣһǺܺãҪ
е˾궼̫⣬ֻʱŮԱְ˾
˹˼죬Ҳûʲô⡣
ΪŮԱȷʵҲ⡣
ȥʱͲñ˸ˣʹ
һˡ
Աܾ𣬶Ҹ涼ܺãȻͦɶģǵ׹ʸ߰ͦˡ
ǰһ°磬ͺȥտ
ˡ
·϶۵òУµڳϣһȥһ˶û
ͣ·ߣȥϲˣһˡ
Ϊżͣĵطǽֹͣģһҷݵſڡ
ϰȥ˵ֳȥóߡ
ѳߣûѳߣ
ϰܲͷûǶԳǶģóĽּʡ
ÿ̰æҲֻ׬ѣҲֳ
Ͳˣɺ˼ûӦջˡ
ûѳߣ
걾Ǳ˳ֻӦ
˾ȥϲˣ˳ͻῪߡ
˵ʱ򣬿Ϲġ
...˾ҹ˾˾ھ͸ҿߣǮ˲𰡣Լߡ
˾Щ𸻡
ԣҪ
Ϊŭϰ壬ְֱס
ûҵĻ°ѳߣȻҲ
˾ܿŵϵĻ̺ζпڳо˾˵Ŀˮ
ֻúЩѣһð
ͷ̲סס졣
Ǿϲ侪Źĺ֢ϰ岻֪
ϰֻ
һ̣һӾˡ
˾˾˾˲𣬻ңŮˣ
ϰ˵򿪳ţֱȥץꡣ
ѵһ٣㻹Լ˲...
û뵽˾ɫһ䡣

ȥλµıùȣһĳţȥ
ޣǻҶ㣡
ϰ忴һܣûע⣬һȥ
㿴...
ڹҲ
ͼȷǰ档


802 Ϲ

ϰ忴۾ٿڿ쳣
Ϲӣ
ɫһÿ
һϹӣţ
ϰ忴ٿϵ·۵¶̰ǸǮϹӣôϹӣô
˾...Ǻ...
ϰ忴һû˾ӣٿһȥ
ϹӻƣӰҵܸ...
۵⣬־Ҫȥץ
͵س֣ȴϰϣȻ
ϰ벻òҽһ...
Ҿˡ
ȫ䱸ɫ
ѧΪ˷ֹ
ϰ忴ӣٿĵط۵ء
ֻѵһ̵ô....һҪɫ
ϰĹ꣬˰ֹ
ҿ...
ֱ꣬׼ȷȣȻǼ
ϰܲˣֱȥ
Щ֣۵׵׿˵ˡ
ҪԺһۡ
һϹӣʲô...
ϰţ¿Ҫȥ
ſ....
ϰס졣
Ǿʱ򾭹ġ
ǿ˳
⳵֮ǰһֱϤ
֪ΪʲôͣԲͣĵطǿͷŻٶȡ
ȻͿ걻ϽȥĻ档
ס֣
ɫһ䣬æ³
ס֣
ϰ嶼Ҫɹˣû뵽Ȼҧ
Ӧ˾ͱƷˡ
ֱ߿ǸϰжֽţڵϲҽС
Ѿʴľʹϰʧȥһ
æȥꡣ
û°ɣ
ͷϱóѪֱյǰΣջ
ȿ...û...
ⱲӻûôǱ
ôһأûۣȥҽԺǶŮԱıֺܲ
ӣȥϲˡشŻعվ
Ҷ
ǿӣΪҲΪܾûϰˣЩأֱӽ걧
ȥҽԺ
һ
ղŸǿ⣬ΪϰϵζּŻҲ˲ϡ
ɸһϰζȫɢȥȫ˸ǵζ
֮ǰŵĲ࣬ǼϴˮζԼһЩζ
ʶס˺
Ҳ˵ỹʲô
ܱǸϰ̫ˡ
ǲϰߡ


803 ӽ

û쳣Ϊֻɵˡ
ѪûôӦû£ȲҪż
ǽ걧ϳϵðȫֱҽԺȥ
ǵĳ࣬Ҳɾ
ΪܶãرǸҲвζһ˿ζ
ЩζرİرûаȫС
ǷӺһۿ˳
£ֻȥҽԺ
ϰߣҳ˵ûˮ
֮ǰϰ࣬רһƿˮÿγȥǰ磬ûڳˡ
ԼϣгЩˮ
ŵϤζ˷
лл
л
û뵽¡
лҹ˾Ա⣬Ҹ˵Բ𡣡
ôõġ
ҽԺҪԼߣҲûǿ
ĵä˳ԱߣֻܲŸǵĸ첲
Сģ¥ݣ̨...
ţ˼ҡ
ҵ˻ûˣŵһŨҵˮζӡ
ǿֵҽҽЩ顣
С㣬㲻£Աߡ
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ҽԺͿһ۰ɡ
˵Ȼȥüͥҽ
ǲķʽ
ǽһףһζǰһ
ı䡣
磬ԿǱ벻Ǳ֮ǰһС
ûϢδ򣬶ѾΪ°ܽҲ߳ӰС
ֻܸڲ֮ء
취ߵ˳ֽ֣һж׷ˡ
ﲻϸԼǵҽǲԾӲ
Ӱ֮Ӱˡ
û£ڡ
ǸоĽӲ˵һЩ
Ÿǵ֣ϵˮζŷһЩ
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˲Ծǡ
ǿϸ֣ץĸ첲¶ҲЩ
ҵ״̬һУŲòϣҲֻǸŮӡ
Ǹ˺۵С
ʶ⣬ЩȻЩڡ
Ů......
ǵڶ˽ӽŮӡ
˹ˡ


804 ¿ʼ

ٴǻǺȻǱ֮ǰǵصܣѾ˺ܶࡣ
Ϊ벻뿪ʧȥ壬衣
ʵϣһ٣ֳʼǻˣûз衣
ʱõĶ
ǵ񣬺ܿ챻ȻץֵĶϡ
ôˣ𣿡
û˿ڵҽ͡
˿ڲһ¾ͿԣҲ÷ϣʱеۡ
ллҽ᲻к֢
ѯʣΪʧѪ֪еʹΣգ̲סѯʡ
ҽҪ˲ͣס
ģҰȥ顣
ļһҲͦá
õģллҽ
Ǵ˾ûǼһ¿
꿴ǶӦҲû˵ʲô
˿ڣ˿ڴҳһ
ûˡ
ΪΧˣ겻ֻ֣ܴ꣬ȥŶӡ
˵ȵ΢еࡣ
ǰ滹ʮˣҪһСʱ
ǴϸɰͰ͵˰Сʱ
ҪȥԵ㶫
ǿڳԶꡣ
꾭һ̲סӡ
ȷʵеˡ
á
ӦˣŸǵҽԺ⡣
ʲô
ѿڶ˵ÿϳԵģɺȻ档
Ķ...Ѿܾúܾûˡ
ҲԵ㣬һʱЩͷ
򲻵ڼԵ....
û£Ƽһ°ɡ겻ֱ˵
á
Ѱһ£ǱмСϡ𣿡
Աߵĵ˸࣬ãܸóԣǱȥˡ
á
ǽ࣬С
Ȼһ⣬ôеС
...
ǿĿҪ쵽ˣæס֣Ȼ죬ˡ
˵̧һ֣
ڼˣлл
á
ţǳ
ҿҵȻܶ࣬ζ
˸ִص˵Ⱥ
һ˾͵ˡ
ǿ
á
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ü飬Ҿͽ㡣
á
һ춼쳣˵
ǳҽЦЦҪȥȴȻɨŲǱ߼ҡ
ֻһۣǾЩӲ
ˡ


805 

ǽ²ͣ󣬻ڻ㱡
ղſǹ
ǻԼǿˡ
ʵǻǹ
ȸǸ緢
ҽԺΪо⡣
ҽԺҲϤ˵ģΪ뿴ҩҩЧר߿ָ
û뵽ῴǡ
ǺһŮһ
ǸƯŮѵЬӣ˵ʲôʵͦˡ
Ȼ˵ʲôܿᡣ
ԼŮӣĺܺá
ǳȥ߲ɨһĲϡ
֣һ㶡
֣ʱ轳ҵ˲٣ҵ¡
ղ֣࣬Ҳûظ
...Ǹꣿ
Һ轼ҲһȦģ꣬ͦõġ
۾
֪۾ԭµӾϰ
˵ʵΪ⿪ĽᣬΪʲôʲôʱͻãҲһҲòˡ
˵ҲǸ⣬оԵƣЩҲЧ
˼ţļˡ
ǽ棬괩Ьӣ
ⲻǸ磬Ѱɣ
ߵҽĽá
һ䣬ͦõġ
ŸһûͦԶ
Ҳ֪͸һƼʲô
ļƼӦǺġ
ǲ֪۾Ƽϲǲ
꣬ôҲƼɣ
渵Ƕ뵽ϱദϵˣǷ뿪ʱҲ
һˣǹ
ЦЦ
һʱ֮︴Ӳѡ
ȥ棬в쳣
ôˣĲɵġ
û¡
ҡͷ
ʾû쳣ԷĻؼңԳҩϻҩͿԡ
ǽ˻ȥ
ҵ˶Ҫˡ
ڵˣһͱˡ
ô꣬Ҳͣԭأһֵϰ塣
ŮԱһͱɵˡ
ϰʲʲôֻ
Ϊϰ˵ģֳµĵäȻкۼû衣
ڸҲ꣬æϵҡ
ȻҲˡ
Żȥͱ۾İ̱סţ۴ޡ
Ǹǻ궼ʶǺһ¡
֪ͨ


806 ׼

ޱ鿴ȴϲڡ
ֱ˵ˣֻ˵ŮԱһҲã´ٷĴ
֪Ǹǰ̸꣬мѣ˵һĺû
ô˵Ǻͨ£ϤһЩ
ѾıԼ
һ˾ͻῪʼִС
һദиı䣬øæͦá
ѾסǵˣǾٽͨŬӴ˰ɡ
ǲ֪Ĵ㣬һ죬м˼
ܾûܾ
˵죬˵Ҫȥҽҩ븵ٰæȥ
Ȼ֣궼˵Ҳܾܾ
껹˵øˮˡ
ӽȥˡ
͸븵ȥҽҸǡ
Ŭ˷Чǲġ
ԲˮĸѾûôˣ˵ĿҲ῿Ż
궼ֻҪŮԱˣŮԱϢʱԱȥϰҲԽˡ
͸УɱϤ
Ϊ۾ֲϲõäȣŸǡ
ǾԼ飬ҲˣȻҲչˡ
ϰ߳Ȼ֫ԵϤĸϤ
꿴һСӵϢֶߡ
ȻԼҵˣ꣬Сӡ
ҶḵǺ治ѣĴ⻹ˡ
Ҳջˡ
Ǻ껹ûԼֹϵ涼ڴ׼ˡ
˵ٶȷǳˡ
ǺŴʱÿ춼Цеġ
ΪҪˣΪжˡ
Ϊ...Ҫˣ
ΰΣôãҪྡˡ
轳ҵ͹ɿˣ˵ǰ
ǰʼæµææŽˡ
ǰʱ͹ҪĻɴա
ˣ轳ҵ͹ҲȥˣȫҸҲ˲١
Ϊ죬Ϊ˲ܶܶ඼Ӱ졣
Ӱ¥·Ҳ⡣
轳ҵ͹;ͦãȴò⡣
֪֮ʲôæʣ˵ܡ
Ƚ󣬸㾪ϲ
ϲΨһ뵽ľǶ¡
ѵ׼
ţ˵ʵǻͦڴġ
£ʲôʱ򣬶Ǻæġ
轳ҵͣҲҪ׼ǰͦæ
Ҳæ


807 ҳ

Ȼ֮ǰ˵ס轼ңҲֻ˵˵·Ҫ׼ġ
轼Ҹһף·ֻҪ߼Ӿܵؼر𷽱㡣
ȫǺõദģʽ
סý߶ԷʲôʱԹȥ
ֲסһ𣬱ʵľ룬ôĦ
׷ӣ͵轳ҵ͹͵Ҳ͵˹۵Ķ͵ˡ
⺢ͦ¡
ǰÿԸǷӣļҾʲôģȫˣг
֮ǰ᲻ùǹڼſڣҲûʲôѹˣ²׼ü׼ױ
ЩͶóҲ⡣
òҲѵÿ佱̣ǿ
¼װ޹󣬴ӿٵһװ
ͺ轳ҵÿһҪȥˣȹȥڡ
ǾһŮͿʼ׼ױˡ
ԭ轷ļױȫӱ˹
ױᣬСһ̺Ǿѡãĸ
ǰв·
ڼһò
轼ҺǻĽڡ
Ҫ飬轼ұҶҪú֪ͨҪ档
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Źڱס죬μױ
ʱļױοʽˣԺϲ´򡣡
Ҷϲģ̣ÿġ
ĿʽŹӴúܺá
轼ڡ
ԶһЩ
ؼңһǹǶˣǼĸס
֪ԼҲŻˡ
ٴλصңһ˷ǡ
񺣾׾ĴĻ䣬һֱõ½⣬Ѿʧ
֮󲻹Ҽζû
񺣻ָ˾񣬸Żϼҡ
ϧˡ
ȥĵطסˡ
ںˡ
񺣵ԸѾ̶׾»ڣԺʲôֻ̬ȷ
İ취Ǻ־롣
žȥ轼Ұݷãǹһ졣
һ죬轼ңŹȥĹأȥҶʡ
ĹҶʵƬ
ֻǺڰƬҲķ绪
ҶʵĳҲǸì塣
崿Щϲıִһ˿
ûҶʣƬûֻ֪׾Ҷʡ
һƬð׾


808 ݼ

ϸֻ΢Щɣʵʻȫһ
֪ôģϴ
ҶʵƬ񺣵ǲ氮Ҷʡ
Ҳ֪ҶеʲôĴڡ
ҶʣҲڿҶʡ
ļǺܵģֻǵһЩ棬ֻƬŻ׼ȷЩ䡣
裬ˡ
Բ𣬲㡣
΢ЦԺһᾭ㡣
ԱߵĹ֣һδĶϱ
΢Цţˡ
̲סЦ裬ôõĶϱҲԭ֮ǰû԰ɣ
ԺһᾭģǳǳãƯҪڣҲϲġ
ȹ꣬ҾҪˣʱܻͽǰȱϲơ
򿪾ƿơ
˾ƣģҾмˣ㲻ΪҲˡ
ס֣ģһõģررõġ
̲סЦû裬㲻õģ㻹ڣҪĴء
ʲôףú˵һ
Һú˵ģҲû˵
³ŵԺŮҲ㡣
ʧЦûأŮˡ
߶߶һһԣ˶˵˺ܶࡣ
ҪԵĹҪ˾öǸˡ
߶еůеۡ
󣬹̲ס˵һ䡣
裬һõģġ
Ҳõģõһݶӱá

˸жҲὫõһݶӱá
̲סͷ˰ɣҵϱôã...ҲҸõİɡ
ȥҸõģҰ֣Ҳұˣ㲻ҪˣԼȥѰҸ
棬Ҹõġ
Ҳ֪ǲڻشĻһ紵Աߵˢˢ
Ҿ͵ӦˡŷԱߵĴóһЩϼҰ̸׼ֽǮ
˵ǮҲ֪Ǽ٣յ㣬Լ·óԵģҲ֪Ǳʲô...
͹һ㣬ȷ󣬲뿪
һ·ٻͷܿĹǰҡҷ
ҶںǸǡ


809 

ϳиж
Ҳ֪ǲ͵ĹϵҾԽԽˣҼǵСʱ򿴵߶ֽҲġ
ǰöǼٵģȴɵЩ
˵治棬һּС
ȥ˵һüС
׵ġ
š
δţִ˼죬ݷݣȻ˵۶
ص۶
ҲǴ¡
涼Ҫǵ轳ҵ͹͹Ҫ˲ʱ䡣
һֱĸֺݲ˵һЩͬѧȡ
Ӱ˵²١
ңҿڼ
Ҳݼˡ
ϰ󣬺ݼ٣λټ֮ǰļڻȫˡ
úý飬ȹһκúõĻʱ⡣
ȥܶ˶֪ҪϢ
Щ轳ҵǲģͲԼĿˡ
ͬѧ˵Ϊסޣͬѧ
ҶǼΪ˭
һǶҪ
ʱѣһ٣ȫɡ
ǼǻģЩŻ˧ʲôģɶӡ̡
Ҳû˹涨ĸ
Ƕȫ
һ˾Ȼһ߶Һðɡ
ĸɣĸ
ԥӦˣԣʲô͵Ķԡ
ҪֵУҪС۾Ҫֵģͬ»顣
ȱ
Ϊӣö׼һЩ·
ⶼ¡
㶨ͬѧרȥ
˹͹˴ݵġ
˹㻻ָòѾˡ
ԭȻ轷޸ϵǿҪ˹Ҳû취ˡ
ϼѾûӣȥҲûá
˹ҽԺʱ䣬˺ܶҲѧ˺֮ܶ࣬ɴ˵۶˻Ĺ
ҲҪһרҵ֪ʶ
˹֮ǰͿѧ⻤ʲͣȻ۵㣬廹ܰˡ
˹㲻¿಻ۣôΪ渺ѾܻӭĻˡ
Ǯ˹ò
˴ݿ˹úãҲԿΪҲǸ˵Ҳ¿ۣģҲܻӭ
ϹҲһˡ
ҽԺɵ𾢣Ҳӵ˵۶飬ϣ
˹ҽԺϰ࣬ЩҽҲϤˣҶע壬һá
꣬ѾһС׷ӡ


810 轷֪

ŵʱпѡ
ȻֻҪŬһнпܡ
˹㿪ſϲѣ㣬
˹˹ŪĹ֭˹ӣŽ˹㡣
ˣããǺӺá
˹㿴۾Щȡ
һȥһȥ
Ȼӣɱ轷࣬ͷֻ͵͵Ů
Ҫ飬˹ĵˡ
ãá
Ź˹۾Ҳůůġ
֮Ե־˹㲻ǰְ֣Щһֱﻹůůġ
ùأҲҪùء
ùýϰ࣬ûڼңҰ϶ˡ
˹Цеģڳ˸ɾ˵ҪӱѧʲôʲôҲڿɳϢˡ
ʱһһĿڶȥ˱ҫӶá
Щ̲סЦùûǸùá
ĺá˹ɻЦ϶æȥ·
͹˹һСʱȴһٹ˹ļвͲŸǡ
ȫ̶ıģһ轷Ļûᡣ
˹ôȥ轷Դ󣬹˹ûŹ
ǹ˹ҽԺϰϵúúõģ轷֪Ϲ
˵˹ߣҪҲȥĵطҪڵ۶ˡ
˹㱻һΡ
֪ҪҪһݹʱ˹
ûܹ飬վɻҽԺ
ԼԷʲôö˵ġ
ԼĹе
˹ûܹ轷࣬ûŮ
ԼŬǮ˵Ժˣⷿ˴ݡ
轷Դһ֪
˹ȻûߣǺҲûţҲû˵Լְ֣ҲͲˡ
˹յʱ轷Ҳ֪Ϣ
˵ǿ
͹ϵãֺ轼޸ϵҲǺûˡ
ҪȻҪ
յ
轷࿴Ҫˣǲûҧһ
Ҫˡ
ⱲΨһϲҪȢĹˡ
轷࿴˵֣ûɳһȭͷ
ͷԼֲڵ֣Լӣ轷۵Ǽʺ⡣
޲˺ȴҡ


811 ְ㲻Ҫ

轷ڰؼȫûʲôȨ
˵轷ˣǸͷ
żҪȥʱ򣬰Żɫƽʱͱķûʲô
˵ʱҲûʲôױ޽ԼҲûʲô׬ǮҲûʲôǮ
ûǮûȨܹʲôӡ
ԭΪ޽轼Ǻ£ǻطͷķˡ
ʲôˣȦﶼ֪Ҳһ
ܶ಻ôҪĳϣŮ鶼ǻȥģ˵ȫǷſˡ
Ϊûܹܵ
ϹԼ軹Ǹﷸܶ˶ڱЦ轷࣬Ҳû˿
轷ԭȻųȥЦöˣﰵﳰöҲȥˡ
ϲǵ䣬ϲǵ񣬺ǸЦһ
Ϊ轼ҴС㳤轷ֵ࣬ί֮ȻҲȥˡ
治ȥ轷鲻ãйĶҲֻа֪ˡ
ƽйͣأο͹
һʱ᲻жΪ໹ء
ЦſŰڼϴ·Ȼˮþ׼ȥ轷ֻҪˡ
Ҫȥģ֪
һȤ׷
ǸǴӹѧŮˣ׷
ҲϷЩŮ˶࣬ԼǺɷĲͬǹ
Ҳ⣬ֻѰ־ͬϵģںֵˡ
Ȼı飬Ҳڴ
ϾԸ飬Ůǳװ£氮ˡ
ڴ֣ܳڴܳ״ģƯͣ
ܶԶ룬ǻǰͺ̣ΪǸðͣˡ
ϧû˳ɹ
轷ÿ춼ڲõĺ͵жȹ޲ŪЩŮˣֲҲû
ۿŰ໻һֻһֱ
Щ⣬Ѿһˣǻû¡
ҲȤˣҲˡ
õ׼ˣ߰ɡ
ã׼ˣҲûڣ轷
ҽͲˡ
轷˵ţǰ轣֪úĻ
˵ļȻȲҪߡ
ҪߣȴȻ֪ס֡
ְ֣ܲߣ㡣
֪ͷŰ࣬۵ǿ˵ĻȻ
СЩ˵Ŀ־塣
ϧæȥˣû֡


812 ɡ

ϣְˣְҲ벻ߣְôأɣְֻòã
ڶӵ໹Ǻܵġ
û轷۵׵ı䣬ҲûػСС͵۵׵ķ߷ߡ
ػ轿Ű֪֣Сһ¶ɰЦǰס֡
Ҳְ֣Ҳ᲻ðְ֡
ããְҲǣְֵòã
࿴ӣ۵ѵһ˿顣
ðװ׵Ŀɿɰģ轷ҲΪһЩ
һԷð׼׼ϲԵĲˣǡ
轷ջؿ֪ıߣ̧ͷ΢ЦãǶء
š轷ʶ⣬㿨תһǧ飬ʲôȥ򡣡
轷۵һ˿ϲһ˿ߺޣȴƲס˷ܣãллϹ
ʱ꣬ٴõһǮ
ÿۻʶߣܵ裬С㻨Ǯࡣ
轷е裬̲סЦΪڿ㶫ˡ
轷ĸо̫ӣ׷ֻЦݡ
лӦġ
ӻֲ⡣
õʱģÿ׬Ǯ٣ֻǲ轷ѣ˵еǰӿ˸ɻɵúԼҲøһ̬
ְˣڼҺúֵһһŽ֪𣿡
̧һһǵͷֵķһ𣬡Ҫְֺһ֪𣿡
ػϹϱ׼Цá
֪ǿЦţá
ȻŰͷҲˡ
һˮζ
֪׷ͣ£ŵСڿС
ıӰǿž뿪
ųߵ뿪Ҷ
ػͻص轷ˣۿŰ֪
֪ǵļӲţȻ
轷ƲЦһӵͷ
轣ȥ콫컭õĻְֿ
Ͱһעӵ轷࣬㽫ػȫţעһ档
ػ轲ϲȴܿӦˣá
˵¥ߣ·֪ʱ򣬡Сġײ˰֪
֪ײڵϣȴһԡ
轷Ҳʲôû˵Űػ轻ط󣬿˰֪
֪
ӳÿ죬Ŀİİ֪ҲˣҲˡ
轷Ͷһ¡


813 ҪϢ

֪һС
......ҲҪ
ͻɣģء
轷ǴЦ߹֣
Ű֪Ϻˣ轷ü
֪һ£ĥĥȥ
轷࿴ֿôȥˣһӻ𣬸ղſ֪͸
һ֪֣ĥĥʲô
˵žŰ֪ȥ֪۵׾¶־
裬㣬ĹҰɣҴˣԺҲðְˣҰ...
֪ᡣ
ǸŪҺôƵģҵҵã
轷࿴Ű֪ӷſȽ£Լ
֪վſһһŲŵ˿ɵˮգȻ˾͸ˡ
Բ𣬶Բ...
轷࿴ҡͷôˣͻһô...
轷ҹ˷䡣
վڶ¥İػ轿ŷŹϣСһƲ۵¶йƵزŲ˷䡣
һðְֶ࿴ۡ
ػ轻轷ƺ˵Ļ
ǸСǿǸСְֵָϲȻԺˡ
ҪϢⱲӾָ...
һҲŸðְֵϲ裬ҿ϶Ϣ
ػǰġ
ػ֪С˵ľǰ֪
֪Сʲô˼ȴ֪仰˼
ػͷ
¥ҴСʱ轷Ű֪ķ䡣
֪ٺúû裬㻭趼ôְֿúû֪𣿡
轷˵ţ֪һ仰û˵
轷లõϺ󣬰֪̱ۣСַǰһ
轷࿴Ű֪ӣ佱ԣǶȥǰ֪ԡ
֪һ㼦Ƥ轷࿴Цһ£صƳȥ
˺ܶ࣬˶һĵζ
ȥػ轵ķ䣬ػ轻Ļ轷⡣
Сš
װػ轵˯ſ˯İػ轱شϡ
...
ػ轱ŵһ¡
û£˯ɣ˯....轷ĺ󱳣塣
һ...ػţ轷࣬Ĳ˲ܿ˯˹ȥ
ã
轷ţ˯


814 Ա

轷Ͱػĸ˯ţܰһǽ֮İ֪Сϱűֱƣһû
Ȼֹڣڶɻ
ػСϣ轷ŵһߵĻֽϣһЦŮˣɫޣȻʻɣɫȴͦͦ󵨣һֻһЦĸо
ֽԱ߻дŤŤ֡衣
ɫĲƺɫ̫ɫ˲֪ΪλһͰɫЩ⣬廭涼
ԱԵǶ¥ϵĻֽ
ֽҲһˣǸȴ˶Ǻڵġ
˵ֽţЦȴ˾ù
ɼŵĻֽϣɫһֱǺڰģ̫Ҳɫġ
ɫģǸ̫Ĺâͻһ
ŤŤġ衯֣þȫдġ
Щ˿üóѹ֡
Ϊ̫ˣѾˣڶ磬̾ͻɨ
ôֻӣһ㲻үÿ...
ֽ̽ɨˣмɨһΨһڵġ
ɴһּæ˻ȥ
ֻ滭һ޵ĺӣ⺢һס⻹һСҧӵ֡
⻭ʲô...
ţﻹЩζ·ǰ֪үģôԼ....
ૣ⺢ƽʱ˵ú...
̴ɨˣ轷Ҳˡ
轷ȥ׶԰ѵóȥ֡
ǮˣණҪ
Ȼǰһ򣬱Ͼֻһǧ飬Ҳ
˰죬轷Щ׼ݳ޵ĺȵ㿧ٻȥ
ڿŵĺſȣʵ֣ŴæµΪĵײˣ轷ѵþûصǰСʱ⡣
һũ帾ŮһÿѣǱӺۼкӹȥ轷ҡͷ
...
ƲƲ죬źһСڿȣС֣Ҫģһ
轷Լùˣûһˡ
֪ԼǸ󣬸ܵһЩ࣬ʵǱҪġ
轷۵Եá
Ҳоˣúܺˡ
֮ǰߺޣͻѧȶԹһȴвͨ
֪ϵĺۼ෢ˣ˺ܶ
֪ôܲð෢ˣҲʲôϵĺۼˡ
϶ͬĴҲˣֻԼס


815 ż

ҾͲ㻹ܳɲ...
֪轷Ʋ죬ֺһȣֻҵĻ轲ǴģǺõ...
ܵĺ꿧ȣ뵽˵ǳԷʱ䣬轷׼ȥֱˣ˹֡
轷üͷһֽ˻ȥ
ϣ׼ôྪϲ˵۵ǡ
ǰһͲ˵ˣҾĻ񣬸оⱲӶ޲ȥˡ
ҲôãҽǶ˵СӣϡӣСʲô˾Ͳˡ
˵ǵأҲһҸ
Ľ²ñָ轷ʧʧöѪˡ
ʲôĽģǽ
轷ָԾ棬ƴ˵Լں⣬ﻹӷεܡ
ǸĴӲۿôϲôֻأ
Ϊʲôôƽ
轼ҴС㣬Ҳֻ˱ķŮ
һһ࣬轷ò׷йȥķŭίˡ
...ԣϣɱ˹˹Զ᲻˻顣
轷øְ취ɱԱѾˡ
...ǰһֱûɴɺÿˣװ׵ģڶɿļºȴûǵĶÿ
Ϊãһ·ΣЩһҲһ׬
Ҳ...ҾǵİҲÿһǵһοȥﻹаأ
Ҳǣǰ˰ˣմʲô·أڲòˣҴϿˡ
Ҵϸ
˵ˣ⼸˾ǻӱҶĸˡ
ĸΪ˭Űÿִ
Ҷϳսһ֮ȡ
ǲˣʱ򿴿˭ܰɻӭɣʹˣЩɶûģϵǿ֣
ԣ˵ڵͬأһԺҪ˺ӣ˵Ҳأ
ӱĻôҳЦˡ
治֪ߣȻ뵽ˣ
˵ʵӱ
СٺһЦҲҪС
˳ɹ¥˵С졣
轷ĲѣûͷȴСͻӱˡ
֮ǰǹ߹û뵽ڻ򹷣ǲҪ
轷ţԸԼĽ


816 

轷൭룬轴СʱȫУʦ˭ϲ
ʱԼܻӭò˵ȫУ˶ѣǰѧУͬѧˡ
رͬˣõͬѧ
ɽݱعЩͬѧȴӰ
ʱ򣬲Ҫ˵ˣһҲûС
Ҳȣ˸Ů䵱İ
һ̫ѿؼݹ䳡档
ûױҲûʲôѣҪ˵ʲô·
Խ轷ԽȴԸԼʧܡ
һЩ...
㲻轼ҴС㣬ҲԲѣһ
轷͵š
СҶתصϡ
ʱϣĸڰҵ󣬵ʱһ飡
ÿҪǿͬһô죿Ҫǿô죿
ô㣬϶ܵãͬһ˾͹ƽ£
ѽôһ˵׼ϲ۵ˣһȥҪúñһҪǺÿ...
轷ԽƲ죬һȺԲĶʲô...
ԽԽþԽԽû˼
BBˣ轷һǰ̷ģæ׼ȥ
뿴Сӱ׼ߡ
û뵽ûɡ
轷ྭСߵʱ򣬷СҪȥ˵ĵ⣬ײ轷ࡣ
˼˼...
СǸţ۾͵һ轷࣡
轷һ˵ϴߣͱסˡ
轷...ԣǹ˷࣬ô
С轷࣬۵׵Ǻ棬ĬĬôôࡣ
СԼ͸кû̫࣬轷ȴ仯ܶ࣬˵ʵ˽Ůʿˡ
֮ǰͬѧôоǺܸӡ
СֻǱӱֱӵöࡣ
ۣ˷Ǳ˺ö࣬ǰȫһˣ˺öడ
轷ûѪأ
˼ʵʵ˵ϰˡӱûгĵǸ֮ǰ˵ˣҲأôû𣿡
ҶϺ͸ʫ棬ѵԭǸ轴С㣿
ЩѣҪˣҶϺ͸ʫҲ֪ǰˡ
ͺ²⡣
Сͷ
Ŷ...Ҷϳ´轷ֿ࣬Ĵӡ
˵޸Ǯ˼ôû˾ʲôġ
ǹܲţÿ轷ֱӺǳֻ롣


817 ôˣ

ϣǸͬѧѵü棬˵ôˣ
ӱһѽ轷£رûչˣǵúú롣
ӱҪúñġ
ҪϢ˰ɣ˵ǰ㻹ϲڣ˵ôϲĶأ֪ġ
Сٽӻû轷˵ĻᣬǲԼĲŻϲɡ
轷ףʲô˼ʲô
ɡ
ôɵÿ
æ㲻˵Ǿͻ⡣ӱܺ˵ӣ˵кӵϲ˵ˣ˵˵㺢ӡ
Сӻԣ㵱ˣ˵Ӱɣ
˵ֻһӣȴǺҸ˵Ӻ۵ģ㶼ξӣˡ
СЦرӵĸоôòã
轷Ĺ£úܹ㡣
轷࿴ŷСЦ޿̣òԼȥоһ£ԣܻûءϾĽײӴףͬѧҿԸ߽ܽܡ
ΪǮǹϣЩͷӣԸѧģҾ֪һ˻ûȢ˽ӵģҪҪҰǣߣ
С鱻ˣ˭Ҫȥ裬Ϊ㡣
轷ЦղŲǻôЩôھͲˣ
Ľ˵Ҳ޲ؼˣҲֻۺۺ죬ڿڿˣΪҲ֪
轷վҸǣҾ㲻轼ҵŮˣҲЩӳϢҲñǺã
ݺȥ轷ŶѸȥ
ҪãͺúùɣúӰɣ
Сڱ󺰣òᡣ
Ҿһ³û뵽ˣǲҪ
С鲻֪ʵ轷
öҪˣҪѪˡ
ʲôҳң
ôҲǰؼҷˣֻҪҵĻ轳ˣֻҪ载ӹ˰ؼңƨʲô㣡
Ҳûӣֻһӣ
轷ڳֱ֡
ƾʲô...ƾʲôôõĻƾʲôƾʲô
йһͨ轷Ż˼ҡ
صľ׼ͣʱȥ׶԰Ӱػ轺Ͱ֪ؼҡ
裡
ػЦ轷һźЩ
Ƶİ̴֪ۿۡ
ôˣ


818 Ҫºۼޣ

ôˣ
֪ϵѪӡӣ轷üʵ
֪ػ轡
ػһ˿ţ裬ҲСץ...
ʦϿο˰֪ػһ°֪
轷üΧˣ֪ųȥֵҲǣôôСġ
˳ϣ轷࿴֪㲻֪ΪʲôҪˣǲְֽ֪Źģ
֪ҧСǡ
ǲʡġ轷˰֪һۡ
˼ð֪Լȥϴ֣轷Űػ轻˷䣬ûл֣û˰ɣ
ػҡͷûУҴҡ
ûоͺãǡ轷ػ轣˵ˣҪºۼôѧԡ
ػ轱ס轷֣Բ´λעġ
ţְֻ֪ô˵𣿡
ػ轹ԹԵͷ֪
֪ͺãúñְֿ֣Ҫְע֪
á
ϻؼңõ˰ػӵͻӭ
ְˣְҺ㡣
ػǰ棬һѱס࣬౧
󣬰ػ轸˰һô
֪ڴں棬ĽŰػ轣ȴֶ˵ʲô
ְҲ㣬ԡһ°ػ轲Ž¡
֪Ҫ轷ҪˣϴֳԷɡ
֪ͷͳȥ
࿴֪...
ػæ¿ӣվڵϣվţ֣ԲҲСŪ˸硣
üţ
Բְ֣Բ...
ػ轺Ͱ֪Ǹ
֪ԭأЩ֪롣
轷İػ轵ͷֵ֣˵ѧУʱСŪġ
˾Цû£ɡ
ʰ֪۲ۣ
֪ԥһ£ۡ
ãӺɷ򡣡˰֪ȻҺСʱҲᳳܴܣģֻҪӰͺá
ֵģϽҪҺСһ
轷౧Űػ轻λϣû
ˡػ轵ͷְ֣Сʲôʱǣ
۵׵һһְִȥ塣
ϲ轷࣬ֶҲټ
ãˡ
ػ˵һᣬ֪˵һ䡣
ϲ塣
飬ǰ֪ȴ֪ǶõģͶ԰ػһ


819 

Ծһٺļͥ۲ͣȻ֪ź򣬲Ҳû⡣
Ͼ...֪ƽʱҲȽ
һֱϣ֪ܵһţĿǰʱû츳
˵ʧŲܵôûôҲġ
ﻹǸˣҪ˵ԺûǲڣϰʹȻżһЩ
Ӷڸǰ˵Ͷһ˭ϢܸõľӪ˾Ժ͸˭Ὣ˾˭
źӣҲ۲졣
Ŀǰ˵ػ轱Ҫá
Ҳ֪轷Ĺͣ⣬Ϊ֮顣
Լĺӣ϶Ǹչ˸۵ģֻҪ԰֪Ҳһͬʾͺá
ػܳϢҲõģϾǻӣ˳һЩ
֪ܴѵӱǾ͸ò
ⶼǰĿԹ棬ǿ飬Ƕ顣
Ӷرˣرǰ֪˶
ȽӺ˯ˣҲѵڼһȥ˵Ļ鷿ûȥԼķ䡣
轷ʱˣз޵λҪеġ
轷࿴ڣͽһ˲뵽֮ǰ͸Ůһһġ
֪ǰĽ̵΢Ц˹ȥ
಻֪轷ಢϲ£Ϊһξ̫ҵǸ˶޷Լİǹ
轷Ϸǲģٰ֪ûо
֮ջã轷ͳû˵˹¡
轼Ǳ߽飬Ҫȥ𣿡
轷һ㲻ȥ
֤һУ֤Ҹ˰ɡ
ֲʲôʵ̫ˡ
ЦЦȥǲȥ
轷ࣺҶԣͿô˵Ҷġ
˲÷û˵ʲô
轷Ȼǲȥĺã˼Ҵϲ£ȥʲôӡ
Ъ²ᡣ
ڶΪˣ֪ȴ֪³ȥĸſڵš
ųȴֻ轷ࡣ
轷ӣ֪ļ
ͷ۵ϣٴαʧ¶˲͸еľһ˿߷ߡ
ôء
ôء
ûЬ...轷ƵöҪˣ֪ײȻŹ
֪֣轷ͽ֪˷䡣
Բ裬ҴˣҴ...
֪ȫûֹ轷ĽŲ


820 

轷Ծίѣȴ֪и˵ĸöࡣ
˾Ǹǡ
ҲյϢˡ
Ȼ÷˺ܶˣҪȥμӻ񣬻е
ǻȥˡ
Ϊ...Ҫȥ
иŮԱˣǾͱѼϼܱʸܰŸźһȥˡ
ҲյˣȥͣǱҲҪˣһá
ޱ֧֣һó֮ǰõ˵ҪȥװƵ·øǴϡ
ԭʻøǴǱƣҿĻһ¡
˳ǲŸо쳣
ϵĴɫôе
Ȼ֪꿴ǸȴǸоһڡ
ǻû뵽װǾò˼
ҪˣҲͦ䡣
ԴŤĺһ·ˡ
ĿȥЦع
ȻʽЩһﵽĿˡ
鵱죬ǴŸƯŮһȥμӻ
ŮӻϷģģҵˣ͹һ㲻ꡣ
˵ʵòҲ١
ȻǺΪϵһȥ...Ҳࡣ
ٺ...ܺãܺá
ⱳȥ
һߣȻһ·ʱһ㣬õĻǺܿ쵽ˡ
Ÿǵĸ첲ȥ轼ҵʱͬһ˺ܶ˵Ľ顣
˵һСӣû뵽濴ˡ
һֱӴμӻˣǵˡ
ǿŴҵĿ⣬ͣȴ֪ô͡
ȻҲûãϾϵ·ʲôģһж˵ˡ
ΪҵĿ⣬Ϊ̽ĸѯʣҪע꣬ĸǣ˲ˡ
ǺһҲܿյϢ
Щ⣬Ǿϲ
ȻҲûʱˡ
Ϊ̫æ̫æˡ
ν飬ȫǰģ֮ǰòȫҲȫȫˡ
ԣûڵĽء
һõ˹ͺ轳ҵĴ֧ͬ
ʵҲͦϲģž;ò
ȴû뵽һǸоģȻҪչ죬ǾǾܵľʲô
ʹӱˡ
Ȼʼԡȣϴ˿ͷױ
ͷǹŴĳҲִˡ


821 ͷ

Щнġ
ϸ޽ȥϵĺëʹ沿Ϊ࣬Ҳ֮ı䣬ԢëѾͷͱɿСϱˡ
Сͷͷͬһǳʽ
ͷҪӣͷ˱ǡȫ֮ˡȫֳ֮ơš׽ȫŮ֮ˡ
ΪͷףԼףԼᣬǺˡ
Ϊ
ںҸǾŮĿ࣬Ҳûӣϵĺ
źˣΪҲʹࡣ
ܵÿֻ࣬ϣྡֻġ
ţǰı׼ǻһ㡣
ĸ۰Ů˫ȫͥͷ޸Ҳá
ѡѡȥѡһʶˡ
ҲȦģСͥãûʲô࣬ȵͽ飬޸ãӹҸ
һο;С
ãûԹʲô࣬Ӷ˵ˣ΢Բ΢֣ȴЦúЦݸСƵġ
ٵĸĸϹŮȢĶϱҲҲ
Ϊʱе磬ԺǱϱһġ
棬ʲôǡ
½ҡ
ϱӶͺŶ
֪ˣҪΪŮ
ţ֪ǵĺϣ
׼ʱЦеĺŻ͹£һģԲۣרȥѧġ
֮ǰҲûȻţܾȣȻҲܸˡ
ϾΪҸű
˺Щţ˶֧֣˵ѧѧͻˡ
ûҪȥרѧģл֮˵һ㣬˵˻۹רȥѧġ
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ҵ£ףӣеڼּңҵͷϡ
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һҲҪŪ㣬ҿˡ
һߵĹͰһ⺢ӣ㿴...㣬ǲ˼ˡ
ǸȴЦòۡ
Ϊĺܸˡ
Թġ


822 ӭ

ûʲô˼ģӼ޶ˡЦпŹ
Ϳ˿졣
лл
ãáŰ֣ҸллǣҺܸˡ
˿ͷͷ񶼼ˣΪúã˳
һͷͿ䣬ͷá
˿ʼʼͷһһףһᵽβᵽ׷üᵽأᵽ񾡱롣
رϵף
£ȴԼĹͣһ߿ЦдỨ
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һֱЩ䣬ֱĸĵ
ĸﵽ˲
ۣƯҼˣ
·ֱˣҽʱҲһҪһס
Ҳǣ
ǱˣԼʰɣӴİ·Ϸͣ
˵ǻӱˡ
ΪǴŴ½飬԰·Ҳͳ˹װȹˡ
Ͼִ̫ҲС
ҪԼҲ봩װġ
Ҳϼްֻů·ҪӷףƸкҪ
ļǶƵģűůʧÿ
·ţͷ·ҲŻ·ͷ
Ҳҿ·
һһͳ
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һҪŮ
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ǰгӭףСӭס
轼ҵѣܶܺãСǲϡˣϾʲôҲǳѡ
ⲻóýӣӱˡ
ϵ轳ҵҡͷ۵⽾
˷ϲ¾ˬ֮ǰ˧ӵˡ
ҪЦôɵͺˡ
轳ҵָֽеŵ˿˿ᡣ
СҪȢұ


823 ү

轳ҵִҲţбͻãŮ򲻹ʲô̶ȶֱۡ
һĺȻԼǰĽеȤ
ûĺȻԼĻӻе㲻ôá
ת
źݣƤë˲ɫʡ
...ô߲ʵģ
۷׷ף߶ϡ
ڴҵעӶû˵עⲻ۾ֱֱĿŹķ
Ȳ뿴
...
Сӣö¥һЦ
ʱͿˣұҲˡ
ڱʱͱȥȥˡ
ĺ⣬Ϊ֪Ϊǿģ
ô˧ɣ
֪⻷ڵĸϲɺԵɵ˷ʹ
û˵ȴ̲ס
ϵٿ߲뵽˵Ӱеһ̨ʡ
ҵǸӢۣһɫƲȢҡ
ɫĿȢ
оҪЦˣ﷢
ôϲɣ
СȲʡ
ЦһжܺãЦûôɵͺˡ
һ̣轳ҵŮ뷨ıϡ
棬ɫġӭס֡⣬ȻСӣ̲סһ㶡
Ǹʲô
Ȼע⵽ˡӱЦϵ˼Ǻӭأ
Сɫүӭδĺ˻ж
ûסһЦүˣ
ʲôʱ뵽һģү
Ǵ
ҪЦˡ
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ʲô˼
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Ǻӭ׵˼үӭӺˡ
ӭ׶ӵ׼ش
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ҶǾӵģ֣̾˻ӻ
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ү
үϲ
ϲү
߹밲İ֣˹֣˱ȭ˾ϹɷµϥأС֪ǲǿ˹磬Ȼ˦˦һ
밲һǺôЦ


824 

Դҵ밲رϵͬϲͬϲ
ͬϲͬϲİҲͬʱ
ҹЦ轳ҵҲЦòУֵ....
˲⣬˺ү׼ˡ
һȤ֣Ҳͺү밲ˡ
ҹЦţպе˼¡
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͵СǶ˻ˣ밲һȥͿȥˡ
˿
СģС...
С۾æסСҪ̫ñȵ
͹ǱһɰҲǹװġ
ɫ·ǵĺͰס
һٷ硣
С۾ȴ̲ס²ۡ
ͦã˧ˣҾͱǣˡ
²ȫˣֻһ䣬ǣҲ˧ġ
С۾뵽İʹˡ
һĺͰǼڴѡ
С۾ԾԾԣֱȺпӵĸǡ
С۾ʱһ㶣û뵽ǻȻͿ˲Ÿǵꡣ
ۣС۾̲סһڣ쿴
û뵽ˣŮһμӵģ
ǿС۾ĶЩЦã΢ЦԶԡ
ǽ黹˵
һʼΪҵĿⲻڣˣӭ׶飬ôģ͸Ǹˡ
ģû˵
ͬ뷨д⣬δҲܸȥ֡
ǾԼַſһЩ
꿴ȴ˸ǵ쳣
ôˣ
û£Ǻɴк
ǻع̻شȻ󿴵˹кע̾תƵϣʲôʻ߳ͻ
ŸעתƵϣҲתע
ǴŮܺãǳã
粽ţȥݼδĸ
轳ҵ˽ܺѣ͹עͬ
Զ𣿶û
˾ͱˡ
С۾һ̲סӡ
ʵ
˷ܣ׼һŽӹʲô˲ˡ
ҪΪмʱ涨ܹٴˡ
żʱһֱ쳤ӿߵĶҲһѾ
ҲǵһοһȢϱȢôȲġ
˷˼ʱ׼ˡ
Ҫˡ


825 ݱ

һأۻаɻ轳ҵͣĦƲȭ׼ˡ
轳ҵ͹Ͳ³ҲԿΪѣԱ˲⡣
Ҳʲôܽ
ѲҾҪ
󷽵ù֡
ڶҪǮƵ
ſǱ߶ˣۺͼһ˱һѺŻĺɵۡ
ôôࣿ
Ҳ֣Ȼ룬ô࣬ѵںֻ˼Ǯ
ۿЦʱǮֵǮõö࣬ǮëǮĺܶࡣ
۾ָŴҶƶá
󼸸˶˺ü
ȻȽˣ𿪺֣ǼǮëǮԿġ
Ҳһ飬Ҳġ
ȻҶŵˡ
װ˼ٿҲ̫ˡ
ȫãֻҪȢٿʲôǧҲС
Ȼڿ
üĿ续ǳϼ绨
ӡ
һ
С۾ź͵ţٿǣҲˡ
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С۾Ļ͵ػ
һӦǲôҿ
±˿˸ϲô죡
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رǸǣɱ𿴵ôƯֺˣ
Ӧܿ죬ҿС۾ӦҲ졣
ţ
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ĴķӦôֺһЦ
ӣͺԽ죬ҲԽƯˡ
֣žͲɱĵ˰ݱʱ
轳ҵ͹ϣŹǰ£һӲûס
ǹߵݸĸ𣬸лǵ֮
Ǿøˣ־ܣΪǸûôϻʱѾˡ
轳ҵ͹ţܲѡ
ȴ֪Ҳܲѡ
ڲϻĸĸȻ˵Ǳһֱǲͬġ
ƽʱ벻˵轳ҵ͹͸ҲãҲ֪ͨ˼Ҳһ
ֱһ̣ݱһ̣ȻãҲʲô
ĸĸ
ܲѣ֪Źο
ɱϹͿԣҲˣߵݵرϡ
л轳ҵ͹лǶĺá
͹һߵݣиӲѡ


826 

轳ҵ͹͸˵ſڣһھǿֻһ֣ù
轳ҵס˿ڡ
ȻˣһԶǰıΨһıԶļҡ
ͷ
轳ҵúö
֣ǷģһġĿڽ˰裬سŵ
ãܶ˭أ
轳ҵͷùһߵĺͷԸϡ
ݱĸϺͷҪˡ
Էãעⲻȵżźɡһ·͵
Сġ
·ҿι
СãǰֻһƬ졣
ãҲ
Σ
źֻһᣬα̧
ȻҲ
ֵ˹͵Ŀ
ʱϲܡ
Ȼһ
㲻ҪܣҲҪޣǱ߾ͺˡ
С۾İοҲɩӣ㲻£̧ӵĶҵͬ£Ǻأ̧ÿˡ
һỨҪҡһ£ҲҪģȵúܡ
һ
һ·϶ȼڣֵģ˲Ҫϲǵ
һֱû߳Сȥ
һСҲһ£ǰС˰ݷôк
̶һ·ȴΪһȦ˺һᡣ
;߻ˣС۾˵һǺȵģҲûô¡
һ·ƺ˺ܶ࣬ƺʲôû롣
ֻЩȻΡ
ܿ͵˵ط
ͣ½ι˻Σźһȥ
޵ĳڶ𣬹ʾ˻裬Ƭɷ
ڣҪá
ΪŵӦ񺣡
Ͼף֮ǰ˵ɽ飬Ӧڡ
û뵽ֹ
һ!
ݸã
ݸõʱ򣬹Ӻͷ£ˡ
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֣ôˣֻźЬӺ졣
Ǹղݱĸʱ򿴵ġ
һʱ֮ǲ˼飬ѵҲڣ
֪룬͹
Ҳڡ
轳ҵ͹ˡ
֮ܺǰ˵ҪŵĻˣǰݸãҪҲڵġ


827 ж

ǲָˣֻҪ۶ӾС
˵轳ҵ͹͸һЩ
ϻ˵ĸ￴ŮԽԽ˳ۣ;ˡ
֮ǰϲӡǸò˵ˡ
Ŷϱ֮ǻЩԸһŮԼŮãҲΪԭĸŮһԽԽõġ
ͶĺõģŮǸ˵˻͵ԼҰӣرǳ񺣵º۵üӱá
꺮ůģԷʱõöùССļء
Ҷȥ磬˵٣ûܹĸǴӹȴܵˡ
轳ҵȻ㶥ãʱɵͦе⣬ǴǣⶼǶڣ轳ҵԶάġ
ŮԼҵĺã֮ǰ񺣷̰ʲô轳ҵ²۹²ۣά
׵Ͼϵֵòеʱ轳ҵеһְһֱά
Щ۵ף˵Ļ񺣣轳ҵ͹ĸ
ʱ̣ôǡ
ܹزصģ轼ҾһˣԺҲڼ޳ȥŮóȥˮҪ轳ҵ͹ǹ
ǵİݸãô֪̬ȡ
񺣣˸ʸ
뷨û͹˵Ǽһ仰ȴˡ
˵۾̲סһȡ
ָָж
޲ܵƿͷúÿ轳ҵ͹͡
ڻеǣסˡ
סе̲ס
Ź˫˫ӯ
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С˵ţ쳣ж
轳ҵ۾ҲеȣԱߵ񺣣Ĺ͵ļͦסˡ
£¡
˵ʵŮȻ̵¡
ͼԱߣ˵˼޺ͲһӣƽļŮȫһ
ǵ˻γţŶˣӻܵòС
Ϳ޵òУȥ׷轳ҵŹȰźţԼȴҲûס
һ̣ʲôʲô߰Ķܲˣ轳ҵ͹ܵú޲ܵһˡ
ܵأȴǱߵݣǹȥ˵ݸʱڡ
轳ҵ͹ʹϲһ£˵ȥˣӲϳ


828 Ц

֪ǻô˵ǸԸ轳ҵ͹͡
ȻˣҲûţ͵ǲ޲ȢԼȢһ׾˰ɣԺ͵˸ӣһǹȥȻǾͲˣ͵
߸ɴһȦٻȥ轼Ұá
ǲôǶڡ
ְ취һֶС
ǲãǿɾʹʱˣ϶ǲеģڼʱá
ٻ轼Ұãʲôż޳ȥŮǱǹȥǱ߻
ԥһ£轳ҵ͹;Эˡ
ˡΪѡĹˡ
Ŷڸϣƽƽ
轳ҵԴһ߹Ľ飬ȫĽյȫա
ͷԾϾͲдϡҽҸˡˡ
ǽһӣʵУǰ˸öѡ
Ϊ轳ҵ͹ͣоĲһ
һ̣ľˡ
ӴҪȹһˡ
߬źһˣرֱȥ֣סˡ
޶԰ݣ
תźһ¶Ьӣ΢΢ЦžϹ
޶԰ݣӴԺǷˡ
пźӶڶ
ɣ붴
һڴҵкУҲ̲סǰס֣ͷҪִ뽫ס
ȲҪȷſӣȥ·ڱҪƸͷء
˿żˣæɰ
⺰ҺôЦ
Ҳ̫ＱˣﻹǴûȥ·أ
ȥ·
ģʿ
ڣ
Сأ죬Ҫˣ
־ߺͣСӵļк͡ߡĺ
ָСô˵ˡ
Щôæȥס۾ˡ
ֵ졣
û㲻Ҫ֣
С۾Ǽɣ׷ﶼЦ
СҶҲЦŽȥסͷ
ɲҪ
ߣߣȥ·
ǻŹæ·ȥһЦ
ߡһӾҪϡ
ҪҪС۾ƺƵȥˡ
һȥһЦ
ѽȻЦǴÿ֪ҸҼҲһˡ
ǰø껭һġ


829 Ƹͷ

·ģæȥӵġ
ߣȥˣ
ӣ
ȥϲǣ
ֶˣ
Сһǿӣ˵һǰ塣
ЦеҲϣȥ֡
ȥһȥˣµ˻Ц
轳ҵ͹ŴҵЦݣҲֺЦΡ
˵ȲȢǿı֣ҲеＱˡ
ԾԾҲȥֳôͣɲˣд
һĸȥֶҲе㲻ÿ
ǹֻܰסȥĳ嶯
СǷţ·
ҲҲϤˣ·ĲҲϤˡ
·Ӵ챻ЩǺģŵć֣о䶼Ǻģϲ
ڴϡ
æ֮ǰҲ߹˵ýģýҲȫ˵ӣڴԺæסں
һ£ҪҪҪƸͷ
ĺＱӽ쿪ʼҪˡ
ȫ˽ҲڴϣŵһȺˣһעһùһߵĳӸˡ
ݸһ⡣
ùӸԺ˿ȻڴҵڴУǰվ˹ǰ
Ϥˣ֮ǰż˿ȴĪЩţֵܽһ±飬׼¶ÿһЩı顣
ɹˣȴûȵƸͷ
죬Ҹ졣
֮ǰĺＱΪȲҪƸͷأվסȴˡ
ҰƬ̺󣬶
С۾գգۣССһ£ȫҲʾ⡣
ᶯ˶ҪˣȻͣס
С۾һ˲йˣôˣʿ
ҽš
ȫ˻аɿֵȫһ
ţʲô
ҲЦˣʲô
ǵĺЦ죬Ǹ
ļ˷ܣĽš
ڻһΣֻȻεĸо
Ҳͷġ
جζġ
̫Ȣˡ
һԼȻ˺ͷ
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һȻˡ
̫Ưˡ
Ưӣ
Ư㣡
Ҳһ£
ң
׼һֱȥͱЩˡ


830 

ͷСȫ۾ŹȻЩ᲻ˡ
ôƯǿ
ڹǰ˾߰ɣˣȥԷȥ
һ¾ͻһƬ
ûֶأʲô
԰ÿҪӣ
ǵмСżĺҪӣ
᲻أǿȥԷ
ȫ˿ʧЦͰɽԼְ𣬷ֱ˾Ʊ
Ƚˡ
ӹƱմһ´ȻڴҵУֱ໥ͬʱоơ
Ц֮𣬻п
˽ƣڴҵУȫ˿͸˵գٿݹ꣬æ˿һЩ
ããȥԷǸȥԷˡ
˳·ˣȴſڿûߡ
Ҫˡ
ҲҪĻڣɲܴ
ȫ˶ûĽӣ͹ԣһιһʣ
֪ģһҪ˵
ûĽ治óԣŸҪڣ˴ҵ
ŶˣҲ˲ѳˣڻص
شˣæڣ˵
ҺôЦҲʧЦ

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ˣȡϡ˼
Թ˾͵ֶˡ
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ΪıߵˣҪı߳ˡ
СǾһȽɵġ
Ϊ֤彡ٳּңҪɱڻ鴲ƱԵʮȦﲻ׼м...
ӱǺЦˣɲ׼·
С۾ǴУۣộ
ʿüˣ
ͷʲô
Ҫ˵ʮȦһȦҲеģ
ҪǸоУأ
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Ц㲻Ҫ£ܵġ
һЩ˼
СЦ
ɱˣ
ʲôСһĪͦߵġ



831 Ϸ

ʮȦǱŹʵû¡
ܲܲҪǶЦ
Źʼߵʱ·̽ͷ̽ԣЦ
ϣ˳ˣϲˣ
ɼͣûˣҪҲְܷ
˴ˣСһֱ֣ܽܳͯͯЦòû
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ǵϷˣ͵ųˡ
С۾һ˵˳
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·ϣǾ;¹Կס
С۾ССԿףǻĸϲԿףԼңҪԿˣﻹаȫۡ
С۾Ϸһ˵Ͳˡ
ϷûѶȣôоڸı
Ҳû취ǱϾɵڸղǵˣǸɽ
С۾ˣǿתȥ
Ҳֶ֪Ҫһºһ£ԽԽã˵˵תˡ
ıߣǾĸˣһ˭Ͼͺˡ
ͷôôôʲôˣҵԿ׵ĺá
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оֵҲ֣˵֪滰ǼٻĻ󵼡
ҿˣǸںڵС۾ϡ
С۾.......ݵ浽λ
Ҳˣ߸߸ϣҿԿ׷Žڴˣ
˿ֵģСҲ֡
ҲҪԿף
ҲҪҵ
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ǵһЦӣȥˣ˵˭
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С۾һң˿ڴȴûС
ûС
С۾ЦˣԿײϣɩ...ٺ١
.....
С۾һЦȥ


832 

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ȻûˣȻִʲôǣǲ˼
ܣ˵ʲôʲô
С۾ٺЦģǲ͵ġ
С۾˵סֻۣͷǶסҪ͵
˶˼˼סСסִַ͵͵رԡ
ڴǿĺ飬ȻͲִУҶţ
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УУС۾ԣ˵Ҫ
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ΪϷ֡
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ΪһᾴƣǿԵ㲻θܶȵơ
Ҳ֪ģҲæץʱԷ
ȰɣҪúܶ࣬ΪƵʱ򻹲ƣŮҪ㡣
ãϯϵĲ˶Ǻܺõģ㣬Ҷ䡣
ϯһ֣ΨһĬֻ񺣡


833 

񺣿Ź͹Ĺٿ轳ҵкɣɬΡ
ģ̫ϸˡ
ֲû취ˡ
͹Ҫ飬Ǻܸ˵ģҲܣΪ֮ѷ죬Ҳ޷޸ˡ
飬ʵ񺣡
˵˺üΣȰȰġ
ӦԺû¾ҲҲˡ
Ӧڻϣ˱Ҫģʲôˡ
֪֪֪֮ʲôΪע㣬Ҳøӹϵʲôû
ڸãһ͸Բˡ
񺣿Ľţȴû۶ӡ
ƿʼΪҶûΪС۾ǸȻһЩȴá
ͰɣУл˵Ҳúù۲۲ˡ
СȻЩЦҲġ
֪ҲûģҲ˼
Ƕ͵͵Ȼ֡
Ǳ֣Ǻ£ٺһ㡣
Ǵⲻģϲӣôȥ
Բ
ϯӰʼԵڡ
ˣˣнʡ
͹æҼ䣬ɰһЩӴ̸Ļᣬ͵͵һֳ˵㶫
ۻ˰ɣ
ãأ
Ҿ춼û˯áٺЦΪҪ̫Ѿûô˯ˡ
ú˯һ˯ûͻص
ȻյĬĬעӡ
һ㶼ú˯
÷Ӧ̲סšһ£ˡ
ЦЦҽоòã
Цȸϵ߲ǲǹŪģ
ţϲ𣿡
ô
ΣҵȻҪˡ
͹ʵŰӭģǾòһˣϲǺүá
㱾ǹˣͲˣүˡ
źݵĺүǲǱȰӸã
үЦǣǣүá
̣Ҿ֪Ҳͬġ
ϲӣǽյʱҿԴŰװŰһΡ
Ǹ棬Ҳͦ˼԰ҵʱϹ𣿡
ȻˮЬҲ׼̴ӦˣЩԾԾԡ
ôһ˵ҲͦȤġ


834 ˸

ЦˣҺˡÿɾϲˡ
ϲͺáҲر㣬˵һʵֵġ
ƶ
̽ѵ׼ϲ
Ժ֪ˡ˵
Ŷһû׷ʣǷʵǰ𣿡
ʵҡͷ֮ǰᣬΪȥѧġ
ΪѧѧᱳۻĥƤء
ҿѧˣˡ
ԺʲôҲˡ
Ҿ˵֮ǰӦûѧ𣿡
ࡣҡͷΪ˽Ļһжֵõġ
ϯ˴󲿷ֵĿˣʣûߵľߵúܽݺѡ
Ҷصڣ˵졣
ȻҪһ
Ŀڣס
Ȼ͸Ŀˣеĳǲ٣Ҳǵڶž衣
ȻƵʱҲһˣʽ׻ϡ
Ҫ׸ĿڣҪġ
Ҳһ·׼ˣͿʼһڡ
񺣡
֣Ȳ衣
¹Ŀڶû룬񺣲ôĸףһӦõġ
ãá
񺣼˫۷죬ס׼ĺϡ
֮轳ҵ͹ͣҲ˴
Ȼݣ˴
ˣҸøǵľ͸ˣ轳ҵ͹ȻᣬǸûȥǻȥˡ
ҲûƤ£ԼԼסĵطˡ
ɰǸ·һ£Ҳһˡ
ֻʣ¾ҪĻˡ
Ųѡ
СǰüŪ۵ģС۾Ҳǲ࣬Ūù
ֻʣˣЩҿԷˡ
ȥϴ衣
ãҲȥ
˶̫ˣԼͬϴˡ
ϴúܿ죬ȴϴúϵò˲ų
ڼϵĻԣһ
гԵģˡ
ôţ˺ȻͲˡ
...
Ȼȥ˯ɡ
ÿϿ϶ǲҵġ
Ծ˽Ͼ֮ǰǣӵôôʼģȻʲôҿʼ
ʵ֤ˡ
˵ʶˡ
ƽʱ㺦ߣرأʲôңһж˵ġ
ڶֹԼˡ
ȫ˸ѡ
ˣ㵢ţȥ·ϣû
Ҫúʶһˡ


835 

ȹ˾úܣ̥֮С
һֹȥǣֱܿеί...
ú·ʲôֲֽص֨黳ɡ
ôô?еίôȻô䵭
ΪʲôǾģ˺û˵
ǲе㲻ģСģ㿴Ҫصˣᵣĵġ
˾͸żӵ·źǷ㡣
˭ˡп˵۵ġ
û뵽ȫҲ˸ˡ
ϻ˵˽ǰͽǰȫˣǰдȫ˽ˡ
ǰװģĿ¶
մմϲôá
Ȼ˶һӡ
ҲЩ˼Ҳ֪ŵˡ
Ժ󶼲ˣҡ
ֻʵˣû飬Ȼ̫ʧضѣԺǳˡ
ģ
ţҡ
ӵ·ʮӣȵ轼ң˾ȥˡ
ſڷſˣɿǵҲ֪á
ˣ
轳ҵ͹͵һˣһǵӸǷġ
ӱ˼ŮҹȻ׼ʵϣЩЩĹһҹ
ΪǹȥȫͲһˡ
衣ĺ˸ӵĸо
ǻһЩó׼ˣԽԽ⡣
ԷҪʱ䣬轳ҵģͺͺܶһŹȥ˵Ļ
ôðɣһ˳𣿡
ʵޣͦõģɿŹЩ۵ӡ
...ͦ˳ͦõġЩش
̫ˡ
þͺãʲôº˵ʲô˵֮Ҫǹͨʲô²ܱ
á
ŻؼҺ󣬹׼ˡ
ҪŹȥúϢһʱ䣬һʱ䡣
Ϊ֮ǰûľ
Žʱúһ棬ദദ
֮ǰ˵׼õģȥģ֪
˼ңС˯һ£Ѿʰˡ
ԭΪҪȥɻʲôģҲҪһЩʱ䣬û뵽һص㾹Ȼûǡ


836 벻

ȷΣûǣﲻڼùס?
˰Сʱͣˣ磬ɿ
סһٳͷ
Ϊʲôڼ棬סеų⡣
˵ʵǲѣϲĻԼļңʲôܲϰߣĲɾˡ
Ϊߣ³
⿪ȫ
ûǻؼҰɣҲס
ȥȥͻϲˡ塣
ʲôÿ...һۣù...
۾͵صԲǰɣȻ...㾹Ȼˣǿˣ
ˣܶͷ㾹Ȼô
£ʲôʲôˣ
㻹װ벻㻹뷨˺ߣˣҸȥɣҺ˵ˣֻǿҪߵġ
ͷȿ...
Ȳá̵
һ£ðɡ
ЭڹߣеСᡣ
ͦģԼ׼ľϲһ޶ȴˡ
֪ľᣬ޵³ùݡ
ҿʲô͵...
ȥһоŪͦģһ¡
ſҵ...
Աһ¶ְҵ΢ЦѯʣܸΪܷùݣ˿ͿԸϲѡ񡣡
һͷӹԱݹķ
ȷʵ˵ķи⡣
ӹһ£ϸһ
ⷿ...⻹йŷ磬磿
ԡԱ΢Ц˿ϲʲô񣬶ѡ
ͷעˣۣôḻ...⻹еӾģǰ߻и...ܷḻ
ллԱ΢Ц
þ̾תͷԭģҴˡ
ɫתҲһϲͺá
ϲͦϲͦ˼ġ²⻹мͥһĿڶȥ𣿡
ԣķǼͥһһĿڣǿԴŸĸģڶ¥ֻһ䣬ԤԱܡ
ͦµġԼǼʶ٣Զûʶ
ⶼֵġ
ס£
ţšͷȥ


837 

Ӧˣȥý˹ûá
ЩҶȥס...
ΪȥסԲ֪ô
ԵģǶסססľͺá
ġ
á̿ţס˸оһ£ԵĻҲסͥ
ԱⴲǸɾ»İɣ
ǣΪǽſʼӪҵԶµģϴģġ
аɡ̫ˣͼƬָŹǽϵ·Щ·ǣ
·˿ͿԸݿҪҪ
ۣ·ˣ̫ˣҵúúѡѡŮǰɣ
ǵģͥС˵ģҪʹ䣬ֻҪһѣǻ԰æͷ
ôãͷһʼԼʲôɺܿ߾ϡ
봩ʲô
Ҷԡ룬ҾҴʲô˧ɡ
תһ£˸񷿼䣬ɡ
һҪ˵ԱѾЦнӻˣõģΪס
Ǯȥ۸
ΪӪҵסģʱǮԱһص
ôã
ӹԿףߣ
֮ǰܻ˿̽ŲȴЩأȻǻһ⣿
Ҫ档
ߣߡ
Źˣֻܸϡ
ⷿ¥ӭľǹɫ
һȦ²ȥ·
·Ư
⣬Ȼи·ˣƯĹעص·ϡ
е·...
ҳ·Цˣ㴩ԣҪͷ...
óͷͷףЦ
űͷرǰƤĹͷЧҡͷ·ͺˣͷ׾Ͳôˡ
ô˲źá뿴ѡӵġ
²·ԼҲˣȻͷס
ϿһۣЦˡ
...̫Ц..ͷԭ...
......
̧ͷҪժȥֹҪ㲻ժ
ЦòУУҵ𣿡
ϣûϡ
ˡ


838 С

ŹĵƬֲһ֮ǰƬĵòõź
ùģǹŸĺܺÿ
Ȼźġ
һشó
Ҹա
ľְʯͷԼĸо
ָһ޿˺üƬ
ЦˣŷŹ̾ϵǰ̨ŪŪͷ
ͷҲŪŪƯƯա
ܿһЦеӾˣͷ
һ˫֣ͷ÷ǳǳٶһ㲻۵ĸͷ
ȫ̲ʮӣȴѾˡ
žԼ̾ˡ
죬
ллЦУҪƯ
ŹЦЦӰ˼źգָ֮Źڷ˰Сʱ
оԼɸء
ˣóָ档
Ⱥȵˮ
ˮ
ô֪طģ˰죬Ҳˣ˾ʡ
һ£ǵĲҵ
һûǺʲôǵĲҵô֪
ϲûǰ˵
㻹Һˮʱ˵
Բס...˲¾ϲϲ𣿡
ϲ...ôùݣô֪ҵ
ǰµģǰĿùݣû뵽ԽԽáЦЦԭڹܣҪ飬˻
ùݹҲû飬֮ǰҲվɾӪֱ֮ǰҪ飬ʱ⣬־ù飬ϲݱùݡ
ҽܹ󣬾ÿӪ...ʣôϲڻûʽӪҵﲻõĿ˵ơ
ͦöܺã֮ǰ벻ء죬ô㻹ҡ
ůůġ
㾪ϲ
ĺܾϲùݣط𣿡
УȥÿطУЩⲻһЩһ˵Ҷˣоͦõġ
ͦʵġ··Ҳþ£ܺÿ
˵Ϸŵľϡ
ɵ֣߶װ֡
飬дʲôֱȥ顣
ûʲô֣򿪾Ϳ
ĺ
ţţ


839 벻Ĺ

ĺ
ʲô
һʱ֮Щʲô
һۣӦĹ°ɡ
£
ţҾó˷װ⣬Ӧṩ£д˵С¡
ö̾ˡ
Ҳ
ࡣ
лл佱§ס򣬡дʲô¡
ҲܸȤ
ã
ǰС¡
С£дò...ȴԤϵȤ
֣ҲȤ
Ͳͣ
...̫Ц......
һʼΪߣأһʼҲ࣬Ǻͺܺˡ
һԺһʼãӣɺܿ췢޷ˡ
ǸĵģԸû飬һ뽫ԼϲģҲǰ¹Ȣ
С¾ͲˣȤС
㣬潫¹ΪСˡ
ϲģأǸ
ڿ͸˻ΪĸǿĹܿ
񵽵Ǹ񣬻ȨģСΪ岻ãŸѧֻǺҪ˲Ųѧˡ
ΪŮӻһãԶû˵
ΪСŮ궼Ǻġ
ĸǿЦģ¹ӽ¶˱Ŀ
ֵߣһ٣趼ʶ
һһʱˬһֱһֱˬ
ȥҰ¹⣬ʰһ٣ҲҰ¹鷳ûźԷϴᡣ
򲻹ֲҴȥԼЦֻ¡
Ƕûãһֱ򲻹
ʰӣæúܡ
һʼ벻¹⣬ǺΪúˣȥҰ¹ˣ¹㶼㲻
֮źźźϰˡ
ôźŵ˺ӴϢˡ
˲֪飬˵ôá
Ӵ˶ԸҲТ˳ҪǲҪĸúõļĸ׺þˡ
ԸΪ֣Т˳ﱲܱˣҲˣ޵Լˡ
ģΪʹˣܿ͸Ÿȥˡ
İ¹⣬ЩܲԼ뿪ˡ


840 Ȥζ

ֻмҳ½дż
ССĹ£ֻΪȤȤ԰չϷ
ǷޣзúչԼӣΪӷȹɵһ졣
ǸĸŮŮúТ˳ĸףҪĸۡ
صͯһιҼңְ֣Ů...ϷҲǲԡ
ӭͶ壬дྫʹ£дںĿհֽͺã
ϲµ뻭ϰģʮĵĹ½¼¼ѡѾסȡѡ
żЦȻ̾
ܺ氡Ȥ˵ҲȤҶдˡ
ʵҲǵһοͦȤģ˵Ҳͦãµ뷨
£дС£˸ѵһ֡
СͦȤµҲͦá
ôռţԺǲС»ԽԽࣿ
ӦǣСԽԽ࣬ҲԽԽȤġ
šԾԾԣдҲҼңϷ
ͷԣддҼҲԡ
˲ЦҼҲҶӻҵ
...в𣿶Ƕá
õסһᣬȡ
ͷǣΪЧ͡
ʶࡣ
ЦĴȷ񣬽ʾ֭¡
һȤĹ£Ҫд֪ôд...˵Ůʲôʲô
úһ룬Ҫż
²дȴû֡
˵˵Ҫд治ô׵ġ
Сûдɣȴúܿġ
ϢΪҲеͼڣ
ĺңҪԽͷ
мͷ
Ϊˣ˵Ż˵Ż˯ˡ
ĺ̲סЦ
֪ϲ
͵˵һ䣬Сùͷס֣ʮָۺ˯ˡ
ڶ̫ϸˡ
˷ʱǰ̨Ǻרҵķˡ
ͦãʽţࡣ
ϰߡ
õϿɣǰ̨ǲų׷
ĿȥҶܺ棬ǾϰﰡƯ
ԣľѧ߲
ǰǵ𣿡
϶ãԺã


841 

Ҳһܺá
һܺõġ
Ĵ⣬ӱⶼܺãʱҲǺܴˣһá
Ҳûá
Ҳͦĵġ
ȥģ
Ĵ¡
һΣɻˣûȥ˹ͦȵεء
羰رãҪǻůˡ
Ҳùݡ
Ӫҵ״̬ʽӪҵǰһ죬ֻдǷ
֮ǰùݱȣǲ⣬һģҲһǲһġ
ǰ⣿
ԡ
һǽѡɣҲ봩ɵ·
ͬˡ
һεǼͥĽɫѡܶࡣ
Ƿ޵ȻǷˡ
㻻ģʲôӡ
ϰװ׵ɵ·ˡ
ȿһЦͦĶŵģˡ
ɵģҲ
һκ·ȥˡ
һεСҲͦȤ
죬⡣
ɫݵģʿٵүСѾ߶УȤ
òֺ
Ҳ⣬˲Ƭ
죬ַˡ
һȥǹųǣҲγС
һ¹ųǵգȥסùݡ
ڹųǴ󣬹ȥˡ
ȻͦãҲЩˣȥ
ûùȥųȥ˸ڵĳС
ˣ㻹һȥ
е㲻
һọ́Բڡء
˵ط֪Ϊʲôô˵
ΪﻹиƵֲ꣬һ
Ϊⷿ䣬Ȥζ
ƵԭнӸֻϯⷿ㣬Ȥζ
ƵнҲĻҲнȤζ
Ƶ֮꣬Լѡⷿ䣬Ȼ˵ʲôͱȥ˻ױʦ
滻˻ɴ˻ʹڣ...ˮЬ
ˮЬ
ˮЬ͵طӦ
ǰ...
һжġ
ӦĻ񣬱˵Ժ󣬿ȴȲˡ
ӻױҳʱϦ¡
һױͦӷŰڽɫϦ£ǰ
ҵĹȢˡ
ϥأ롣


842 ̻

ľϲŶΣȴ֪ԭϲζ
ͷţ˶Դʱ򣬹Լ·ı˹
Ĺ
Ǹ΢ıķŮǸܾ˿˿ʹĹı˹
ޱȵĹ
ַϡ
վ۵Ц⡣
Ʋۡ
˧ɽȴ쳣˧Ϊӹâӳ֡
ôˣ
ͷɴʵ
ǿ˧رر˧Ŀ䡣
ҲǽƯӡ
ָ֣򻺻ʻϹ
ҵĹݵˡ
һƲĿˡ
λõͯϹΩΩФƥǰ
ҵĹϳ
Ϲ
˧˰ŰӭĹȢؼˡ
һоһ
棬˾Ƶ꣬ϡ
ϲˣǶɴ۾
ǻ֣ҺãǰӣȢҵĹˡ
ӣ
ף»֣
һĻ񣬲֮ǰģϤߣֻȴյİ˵ף
ССһȦŹֻص˾Ƶꡣ
Ȼ˾£һξ˽ʽ
Ƶ󣬲ݵȫμˣõľ
صⷿϢƬ̣ԹϴϢһῪʼ󣬻˻ɴ˹ȹ
ʱոպãصһ̻š
ǾƵٰ̻ᡣ
Ѥõ̻ţãò˼顣

̧ͷ᲻գۡ
ϲ?
§Źļ򣬵ͷ
ϲǳϲ
ôܲϲ
ϲͺá
ֶ̻꣬Ӿʹˡ
ĬĻУǷ֣ҵĹһ֧𣿡
ʿޱȡ
ȹѧŵӻһ񣬡롣
ס֣һЦС
תת룬ⱲӶһˡ
һˡ
£Ļ˭ء
Ұ㡣
ֱסļ򣬵
л죬
Һˣܼ޸㡣
ҸˣȢ㡣


843 

͹µʱ򣬸ǵҲ쳣֡
ԭꡮˡ
Ȼ˵ǮŮˡ
ΪˣǶûʱˡ
ǺᡮôӹĻ˵
ĻΪΪʣμˡ
һһע
ŵĿ˵ǳעġ
Ϊţ㹻עк˵֮ǰ͹Ƕι
Ϊ˱ŸǺ͹飬Ⱥ轷Ǻúµģܡ
οǺ͹Ǽǽ
ȻЧ룬ЩȴѴ
ӿʼʲô˼СδٵС㣬ǻΪ͹û
ʲôϢ˵ȥ˹עġ
ϽĿ֮󣬳ĸ⣬Ҳбֽ۵˲ѡ
Ҫˣ֮ǰĹϵҵ±ֵС˲٣а׾ȡ
˵Ǻϻģ˵˾͸࣬轼ǰĻԼиǺ͹ǰҲ
˾ˡ
ҲֹˣΪġ
͸עĿˡ
Ҷ˵˵˾Ͷˡ
͹йһξˣֱִ꣬еս
һ˲䶼ҪͰ׾һˡ
ֱк꾫ˡ
ְϢǴ죬Ҳ׵ģһ򸵻ǵ񶼱ˡ
ŮǺ棬֪ǵʲôصʲô
Ǳĵӵö࣬ö˵
ǾԲĽʺ޵ġ
ң˭ȥ꣬ǲٷܶʮ£ǿһӲ÷ܶ
Щ˲Ҫ˵ܶһˣǷܶҲһܷܶǼҲ
δԼ󣬲û˴⣬Ȣõҡ
᲻ίԼҳӻҪ̳мҵĳϢӣЩӻûϢȥŷˮ
ѹʱڣڣ궼ûܡ
ˣɱķЩ˼˲˺ܶ࣬
Ǿû뷨ˡ
Щӣû꣬ǲʲô˳ܶϢϳʧճ
Ծ㣬òˣȴǱˡ
ǲ
дĲ


844 

Щ˻ʲôĶͦãĶǿ
ǺܶʵһˣҲûиԼ˾ҲֻܳԳϱ
ΪŽԿ׳Ҫ𸵻ǡ
ƾʲôһʲôǵĸǣ轼Ůйһβ˵ꣿ
ǿģﲻģ򸵻ǵǲƵġ
һֱǴдĿ
ϲŮӽˣɲ
Լĺģȴ˿к꾫
ˣˣҪҲ硣
ұҲɡ
Ǹû¹ײһ£Ҹɣ˵˵ʲôģȻﻰָߴ̵˵ЩĪĻ
һʼûӦͷĪĶҪҽܣر˵Լļҵġ
Ȼ۲층ǣעꡣ
˵ʵǶ治ϤȦҲϤʲôģȻѹûʲôо
ǵҫѹûΪΪꡣ
һߣһǡ
Źһ˻ΣĶһ˲
鵽ײá
ɲôãǵЦ
ﶼǺȥҡ
걾ֻ轼ͣҪȥңҲ͸ȥˡ
·ʲôĸǶûȥ¿˸ѹ
ϯ󣬸ǱͲõ䣬ЩĻˡ
ʱɣǲҪľƴƣǹơ
һʼƴˣϾߣø갲ȫͻȥ
һʼȫˣ㱻Ҳûɿڡ
һֱĵѯʲôȻչ꣬вʲôġ
˼ȾƣҲԲΪɡ
ҲϰˣҲҪתע
ֱ͹Ǿƾһ
ɵľƲþܾҸ˾ףҸ
С۾ʱеȵеˣǾ֮ǰȻǵһһֱԾο
ˣˣⱭơ
ûܾܾ
˵Ȳˡ
Ȼͳһʰˡ
һʼţﵽױƣֱȥĻҲҳˡ
ȻһһȻ...Щˡ
ӺȵЩƮɻѵģҲûȵס
ҲûгԱǵû꣬ر̫
˵ԱˣϯҲҪɢˣ󻹼ǵҪͻȥ
ߣȥ


845 

һֱڸԱߣȻȴһֱŸš
ܸܵĵ䣬Ϊã˸ǵĹ¡
֪Ǻ͹йһΣ׸Ϊʲôѹ
ԼҪȻģҲֲûˡ
ԼҲ˵ʲôζ
øϹŰ徹ȻҲϲŮӣ档
ֵֹģĪе㲻
Ȼ˿ЦЩ⼷ҵģָĻҲû෴
һҲûã뷴
ȺǺȾƣҲţû︵ǡ
û뵽ҪˣǵûԱǵȥ
һʱЩζ
ղŶûܸǣԼ绰ȥˡ
㲻ùңԼ˽ҡ
ѻ߼˵ĵ绰㡣
Уȥ
ǺˣˣҲˣЩִ
Ҵģðȫȥߡ
ĸ첲ûȥ
꣺...û
ûء
Ǻǵľζߵˣ˳ߡ
ȴ绰ɣӣ˾Ʋܿ
֪ȾƣȾƲҲῪġ
ǿ϶ӻһģһǻȥġ
һ˵ÿС۾
ӣҺȾˣҸ˿һ³Ҳܿ
С۾ҲȵЩƮˣ˶˵Ӧ
ãģ°ϣ
ؿڻͷˣСһ¸ӣ㻹ǵøӰɣ
С֮ǰæ̧ӵСӣΪȾûȣæܹǵãұ֤͵ҡ
Ǿͺá
С۾⣬Ȼڿ־Σеۣڻꡣ
С۾ϹɩãǺӣǸǺܺõˣףҸǽʱһȥģһҪҡ
꣺.......Ҳɩӡ
ԺˡС۾ЦС
ǷӦҽɩӣҵĺ...
𣿡С۾ͷһֶԸǵӣҲҪɩӺã㲻ҪΪɩӿƭҶء
˻
꣺...ǣˣǲ...
һˣ˵˵ͨǲ˵ʲôˡ
ѵģɷӦе仡е㳤ڻС۾ĻڷӦ


846 

ǽӲϻС۾͵Ѽ˵ɩģҶǰ׵ģҪ㲻ãǣǻѵġ
ɩҲͦģôˣӾͺˣȻǰϲ...ԣⲻ˵
С۾һԼͣǺˣģףҸӡ
꣺......
ϹӵĶˣ֪ĻΪǽء
ڷӦ㲻Ҫ˵ˣҺ...
С۾ף˺ӣһҪɵϲɶӣɩǼͣ飬Ҹɶ...
С۾ٺЦʿ̫ˣҪڲʿǰͺ...
С۾ԽԽ׵Ļ󱻱ֹˡ
ҶϽ˵˵С۾ˡ
еȶˣҴȥѡ
ǿС۾ߣ̾һôԽԽ...С¥...
棬һһ˲
СˣæϳСġ
˳˳·ˡ
ûӾͲˡ
ǵľˡ
ղűﴵһ£ѺӾͿʼԺˡ
Ϊ鲻ãȾǰҲûԶٶθҲʼ
úԱߵĸǾͿʼ...
Сǰ濪ֻܴӺӾôˣ
...ǲ˵꣬õһ£θһڡ
......Ż״
СŴ󾪣һ£һ£ǰͣ...
ôˣ
Ÿоʵڲ̫ãǲ......
껰û˵꣬ͷȥߵĸǣƬ̣ûɹ㣬̲סˡ
Ϊܣĥĥ֮ǰ꣬һϺԼ϶ˡ
ڵζ˲һѾ
ѣܵϺϵĳʪζ˱ٱ
˶˲٣ĺһ
Ͳˡ
ڳ˵ص㣬һȫѡ
ͣ
СӲһʲô
źΪѣԲ𣬸...Ҹǿ...
˵ͣͣ
ٴοڣҸĿϴ·ĵط죡
һӶܲˡ
...ӵļһû...
Ƶ꣬ûоƵ꣬죡
ΪҪ·Ƶ꣬һת̾Ϳ˾Ƶꡣ
Ҫϴ
ǣ䡣


847 ùİ

ǣǵײһŮԱֱݡ
СŸǸϡ
վ䣬ͷܿǵķ򣬡취Ūɾǳ...
Ҳˡ
СҲû뵽ᵽزŸǿͷá
Ժ۾Զ֣
˺󣬡
ǲüԱſ˺...
СγŷԱЦԲסˡ
ţһע⸵Ѿꡣ
...
벻˸˽һ˲žͱζע
Զ...
ζֳζζҪ
Բ𣬶Բ...СæǷһע...
ſҡ˵û
˵һס֣㲻ҪܣҪȫ㵽ҡ
겻ţ˷ǰҲš
Ӳġ
ȷ...С̫νͣӾǵİȫ
ǵ֣˵ҪΪ֪ˡ
ϸ
꿴ֻܵ
һ¸Ƿſˡ
ϣ㡣
ɣȲȥϴˡ
ߺˣȴſڲߣӲǲڵķ䡣
ˣû·...ζǹˡ
ҽϰ࣬õ
˾ţ֮ŽŪȥŪɾŵ˯ˡ
ʰã˲žûˡ
ѾʰоˣѾ˯ˡ
ͷллˡ
ÿȥϴһ³СǸεģ뽫͵
ͷܲҴ绰绰ؼң·װҲҪһס
·ҵľƵ꣬¿ҵУǾƵ겻̫ãû绰
ʹԡۣ۾Ҳ㣬¥绰ֻ鷳Сˡ
û⡣СˬӦˣȥˡ
С¥ˣվƬ̣Աڵķ䡣
߻ϤˣİķԱǸ߸ȫЩ
㸵˯ŵĺġ
ܺùİˡ
ɳϣŸǵĺŷԱ
ˣлл㣬ȥæɡ
Ҫҡ
ԱӦˣͦĵ˻
õģлл


848 

ԱˣˣȴǲĵŹȥŴ
߻ʱΪϤһ¡
ۡ
һһҾûҵɳλãѭźҵ˸˯Ĵ
Сֱڴ
Ƭ̣۵һ˿ˡ
ƽʱֵòäˣҲˣЩ֣Ǳֵúӡ
ûˣš
ϤĵطǲС
Ƭ̣ϥǡ
һŷЩʪ
˶٣֪ǿˡ
ֲô....
ૣڴ˿ڣȥɳļƻҲˡ
һɣǺܿˣСҲܿ...
˵Լ
ǹ˺һᣬСҲû
ѵʱʲô鷳ˣϴ鷳
ȵüˣ䡣
ȻůͣǻǶ죬ֻ˯ۣ䡣
Ÿ첲ţƬ̻ûȵˡ
ȥˣֵһ㶼ûˡ
ǸԱҲڡ
ٽˣֽŹϡ
ǣѡ
ֵ˺üӣСûҲԽԽ䣬̲ס̲ס˸ǡ
ɸѾ˯ȥˡ
ƽʱ϶ˣǸǺˣƻûѣûܽѡ
ǽвѣ˽вӦСûһθܵ
оԽԽ䣬û취ֻСϣñӽԼ
ϱûôˡ
һСȥǡ
겻ȥǰŵģһǾˡ
...
ૣץӡ
겻òøһЩ
ȻЩ䡣
ȰȣǵȥȵǰԽԽģҲûȵˡ
Ҳ֪Լʲôʱ˯ȥġ
ٴǱѵģӻġ
ǲꣿ
...
˴ܳǳԼõģǲģ
ǲǺ⽻...
ӻڣֻóÿԣʶɱ˷żȻĸòԭԴ˳Ƭġ
Ƭ׼ڶר
ǴϻˣôȻ˵ʲôԼ
벻ֱͨá
Ϊֱܿ۸оԡ
ǱþƸѵģֻоͷʹѣЩΣȿǻꡣ


849 

겻֪ô£Ȼ˯˴ϡ
һ˲հף֪ô
ļͣϳЩհס
̫࣬ͱþƻѯע
Ȼ˵ʲôˡ
ʹһԡۣԼҲǣ˲ñӽģԼŻסԼ
˭ôģȥ
ǵСȴֳֵǵˡ
˵...
󿪵ű󣬷Աô...ҹ...
ںݿڣһñӣΧԼΧʵʵŮˣһա
ô...
ˣˣѾ...
ţҪȥͿ˼ˣǣ͵ת˲¥ݿȥ
ô£С𣿡ĲǱˣҵİĸŮŮԼС
Сͷš
һʹӣŻҵķ䣬ô£
СҪȴ绰ɳͣſڣΪˣȥߣϴĵط׼绰ʱĪˡ
Сڳһֱۡ
˲̫࣬Сæ˵绰ȥ
æҸǣ·ȴٴιȥͱȥһ˿ڡ
һ飬ͺҵһˡ
Сҵ˽ȥͿ˷һС
...ļߣ...
...̨Ƶļ...
...־...
Ƭ̣ŷ־һȺߡ
µǸĸ֡
СˣҲˡ
££·תǿҲʲô򡣡
ǽһæȥЩߣǶÿʲô...ÿ...
һϸһ治
治򣿡
˭
绰ﲻ˵ô£
ǲµҪˣ
꣬ٱ˵ֻ׵˳裬ھ𣿡
ֲˣǲûˣ̻⡣
ʲô߰ġĪ
˻λͷѾӦˡ
˶¶һԴűתͷЦˣǸ֣˭Ǵ绰˭ȥû򡣡
˭
ǸҰȫġشţǸϳȥ


850 δ

ŮһжˣӰִǡ
Сż߳ȥ
ǱƺŻģ괫˽ңıǲеһ
ˡ
˵˵
ôһģ
λԸĻǱȵģǲְ֮ͷ
ˣʦ𣿻
Щ߰˼ӣٴκȻʡ
ǲˣǲľɰ
λ֪𣿡
˼߿ϵѪд㣬λûˣǲĥˣ
ҲϵѪˣ뵽ղϵѪԲµˡ
˼ѯʵģתܵļߣǵ˵
췢壬˵˽ңвĹϵ...
Ǹң
걻òᣬסǣ
סǣþƵ˰æЩһ뿪
ǰ˵ģ빤Աסˡ
Ⲣû
ǿǣǵ̾һ
ǽͣھƵֻΪҺˣһϴģǲ֪ģ˵һж...
ûǵĽֱͣӴĻʵ
ǲʲôĹϵ
ǵȻĺϵǩ˺ͬĺϵ...͡
ҧס§סļ򣬽ӹĻǣǩ˺ͬĺϵǻδ޹ϵҺСڽĶ󡣡
͵ס
ǲȥɫǿӲ򼸸ߡ
δ޹ϵΪ˾ŪƵģ˵ЩⶼڣҺұһңԻ׷λķΡ
δ?һüδޣ
ǡǿ϶ͷһ棬ɨһϵʱ䣬ǽȥμѵĻΪҺˣԲŻҲˡ
ָָСǣϢһ׼ؼңǲ
ҿ֤Һһμ˻Ϊ˾ƣǣΪ˲Ƶϰ׵ģģԱҲ֤С̧һ˵
ˣǿҲδ֪ûʲô㣬Ҳ͹ԹԽ̳ˡ


851 

δޣҲ򣬷Ƭȷʵû̫˼һңȷʵ㡣
Эˡ
˽źȥ
ڻָ˶һ
ȥûйԹߣϵ˸ôĶһ¡
Ը
һߣֻʣС͸ǰĸˡ
ӣСԲˣû뵽ֳ
ĴǿСͷ˵ô£
СͷҲ֪ͺȻˣ̫ء
ˡ˺ܱǸȥҽԺúüһ°ɡ
̣˴ȥҽԺһҪȷûк֢úƵ
æӦˣá
ûµģȥҽԺˣʲôԼȥͿԡС֣ûôء
ȥúüһ¡Ƿʲô֢Ҳ֪ҵ
ǶˣСҲû
ðɣȥɣûʲô¡
Сȥ֮ǰԥһ»ǵҾÿʲôڸ...
ͷû˸֪˭ڸ
С˾ͷˣǾͺá
̸ųȥСȥҽԺˣǲŷַֻʣˡ
˲ЩΣԼꡣ
˿תע֪˭ڸ𣿡
š϶ͷöӣײµó
˭
ᡣ˵û˻£֮ǰҷɱǸŮ֡
鵭һֱΪУҲˣһ˫ǶŪɡ
ô...üҲ̫˰ɣоһֱ겻ɢ
ǰһֱ겻ɢǿü˵ʵҶͦĿ࿴ġ
ǻɣĿ࿴ô㻹Ŀ࿴ܺˡ
ΪܺˣҲŶĿ࿴һ㣬涼ܲҸûͰܱˣţԼ˵ʵҾüֱ漣
ǣ...ôģ
Ҳô𣿡귴ʣʵָҲͦõģڳ跽Ҳ츳֮ǰҲŴӦҪר
۹ⲻãҲá
һοôǿģô༼ܵģ˵ʵеĿ࿴
ǿ꣬...㲻ỹϲɣ


852 Ǹ

ϲ᣿
귭˸ֲۣŰ񾭲ôϲֻǿ͹ۡ
ҲΥ£ԶʲôҲŹһҾͱ
ŶһǾͺá
Ϊ궼ϲ˷ء
ҿġ
ǿ˶ţ࣬ƽʱһģһȴűӣֻ¶ͷͷЩңë׵ģĪЩͿɰ
뵽ղһ۷ᣬ̲ס˹
꿴ǣܸоߡ
޷ԵĸоȻĿ˲Щϰߡ
̻û𣿡
æư
ûܻҪš
ߵ輸ԱߣǸղĶ
Ǵ˶...·ףװ
Ǵװġ͡
лл
Ǿ˲٣ӻЩΣҡҡͷԼϵԡۣȥһ·
áæӦˡ
Ÿǽϴּţһ
ļ˲ˡ
Լϵԡۣоúõһ
ôȻ˯...
뵽Լղź͸һһӣ;
Ȼһӣ
ֱ...ֱ˼飡
һ;ȣ̲סһ㱻ӡ
ô...ô룿Ϊϲİɣ
Բ˵δޣ
γЩá
֪ΪΧ˵ģȴ߰롣
Ӧòǰ...֮ǰϲˣܲҪ
ţһʱ˵ỹɬ
ϲȡ
ĸ...ȻĴ䡣
ֻĸ飬ⱲӴŶˡ
ĶǰģĿԵģŻµ......
͵ջ˼Щ...
ȣҲоҲۣԾ̲סҧҧָס
СʱëһžͻҧǰΪĵë˲ٹѾЩûˡ
ֻǴʱȴԾˡ
ҧҧž˸ǵĽŲͿ
˲ֱ壬¹
ǳ꣬Ų˶٣̲ס¶
ϴּѾ·ʲô
ҲָһЩ뵽ԼˣЦһŵ˾Ƶͺ޲굽ȥ
˵δޡ
һԼĶͷһ˹ȥ


853 

߽꣬ʲô...֮꣬ǰ˼Һˡ
û¡
˵꣬˳ĬУ
ܲˣһæڡ
ʲô...֮ǰ...
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˵
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Ǹղ˵δޣֻȨ֮ƣǺ˵˵û˼ûǸ
һ˲˵أ̤ʵˣĹʧæ
㲻˵Ҳ֪ղҲҪ˵£˼ˣˡ
ûУˡ
˻ǫţ˵С
һ¿˿ȣôû...
Ȼȥ...ǿ̽
ҪȥҲֹ㲻Ҫߡ
ͣ½Ųͷ꣬һ˲ĲȻ
ҲӦ˹æͣȥ߲֪ûˣ̰ûģ...ҲҪһ˴⡣
ǷӦãҲߣǷȱˣ⣬㲻Ҫ¡
ǰ
˿ȣҲ¡
£ֻΪ˰ȫ
ã㲻¡˳Ļ˵
߽ЩŴβѪ˸ղŵ
ˣǲˣ
ϥǣϥǿһ£ء
ǿѪӦҲᣬ߶ʱĵ𣿵ðһ¡
ţû¡
˵û£ɴˣһӸо
ǿЩ죬ܲ˼ˣҲ˻ȥĻ
ۣһҪңҿȴȥҽԺ
š˵̲סӣ˵ܡ
ŲԾֻعͷ
û°ɣ
û£еġһССɱӣеȡ
ǿӣȻǰ...
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˶ڱõȥһһŵֱֱ󵹣ͷһ¿˴ͷϡ
Сġæȥ
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ͷײָۣоһ
û°ɣæÿҿԾǲǷˣ
գһ£Ǻ...
üǿǷ...


854 ץ

еż
űӽ̽һĶͷü
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Ŷһ£ֲôһֱγôȡ
㶼ˡǿͨͨģǺһӦǽӰǿ
ôˡ
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ֽӸȥˡ
øʵ
ȡ˲Լ¯ˡ
Ҳһ¡
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ǸҪȥ̻ˡ
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ʮŶȶ
ȷʵˣһյòᡣ
ҽʣ𣿡
ţ֮ǰˡü
䣬ܶ˸ðҪע⡣
뿪ҩűصҡ
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ⲻӰָԭ״
ҹôű˵...ץͺãôԼˣúú侲侲ˡ
̸£Ųʱס
ǲܷŹ̫ˣƻ˸黹˼С㣬֮ǰ˶ڱκòײץ
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Сļأ
˵ûأǻտСͰɡ
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...Ǹ˵ߣȴȫûסˡ
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öˡ
Ǹ...
ץˣС֪ôǵģܿҽƵ˼ͣ绰ļߣ뽫ŪƵˣ;˲ˣû
СһҲˣûûصģҲ³
ԼҲ£¶ţۻȥűץġ
̾һα...
ҡҡͷҾˣǱǸԺ󲻻ٳˡ


855 

ٴεǸҡҡͷû...лл
лˣð...
á
ǸǺҪȥ̷ˡ
С㣬ˡ
Ÿǵ㣬һݱֽ
ôˣ
ֽϱ¡
£һ䣬ˣ˭ұģ˵ȫ?
ǽϵģĵġΣǱ㼴£ְ飬ҵҲˡ
ʲô
ֱֽأֽʲô...ǲǺ˵˵ˣû򣿡
Ѿӹֽˡ
һĿɨٿƬǿꡣ
ûҲ...Ҳ˵˵ֻҡ
ͷ򸵻ǣô˵
Ƿ˵...Ҫˡ
ǸֻȨ֮˵ģû뵽ǻᱨ...滹ˡ
ְ鱨ֽϣռݴƪľǣƬ
һģһģһһҵġ
Ҳˡ
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ϾûҲֻˣȦڵˣǰ˸ӴţкĻҲǵǸˡ
Ҳʵ
û뵽ᱻ
Ϊʲôᱨ...
벻ͨ
Ҫ˵ˡ
С㣬кܶ˴绰ʱֽ˵ǲģйɶݶ...
һ仰һ¡
...ִˡ
ЩţϸҲš
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ְľôˡ
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Ҳǳɹҵһңܺ˲˵չˡ
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˵ǳˡ
ʱ绹ҵõŻǴӱֽ㲥͵϶ࡣ
ϰߣҲֲôô绰ˡ
ְֻˣҵҲˣȻӣҲŴô绰


856 Ŵ߻

С㣬ô죿Ҫô˵
Сʵ
Ȱε绰ߣʱҪӡ˶٣
á
ĵ绰̰εˡ
һǣҪúһ£ܻȥ鷳...
ſڣ͸̸ˡ
С㣬ү....
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ǾͿһͷ׾˼Ž
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һүȥס꣬ðˣСꡣ
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ү˵úοĿ⿴򸵻ǣүٷְ֧ǡ
үǵ...廰үûá
ʲôҸ˵С꣬ɲŵ֮СӲġ
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СҪΪʲô֪...
һ۾һ
ǸСӰɣϣǳúãС˾ˣҪȥģ...


857 

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ԼǾү;˾ȴԼ뷨
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ҵͦɶĲãߵȴи顣
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֪ˣܣǰŲţҲһֱ걻һֱô졣
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ڼ䣬ݷá
ݣҵĸ·ݹģһЩֻһЩûĵ
˾ү;˾ˣ˶һɱסˡ
סˣȴסϢĴݡ
͸Ҫ£ķʽұ϶ˡ
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ıˣû뵽ǻ
㲻õǸ˵δ޵ң˵Ҳ...Σȥˣ᲻Ӱ㣬˾Ǳ...
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...ȫпܡ
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ţȳҩɣ廹ûá
һͷһ߸Ҳһͷ
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858 Ƽ֪

мȥһЩ˴ͨҵĵ绰ȥҾҵ˹˾ʲô
ĪȻһĳ˸ϡ
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ôôħء
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ʵı˼ߺܶźţ˷ˡ
׮ǲʲô飿
ʷӦæϣʲô飬ûе£á
ɲҺ˵˵
ʰ˼ߣţ˴ҵİԣӵ˲ٺĵ绰
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ϵңͨϢûأʵżȥҡ
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һųˡ
ųģİԡ
ļеһλľһֱھƵ긽û뵽֮ˡ
űˣŷһš
˵ţûͨ˵ע⣬һͲһˡ
ĸ֮һԣűעȿ֪
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ųΪ͸ǵţܶ˲š
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Ƽ֪ͨˡ
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ܿ죬Ƽˡ
ֱҵҡ


859 δżݵ

ƼվҴ⣬۾е㿴ˡ
ԽԽϲԽԽޡ
ޣǱĿޣϲ
ӳˡ
ǸŮˣ
ƼʱǽһҲݣصǰСʱ⣬ǽһࡣ
׽𻨼ֱǸħĥȥҸûĵģǵѻȫ˰׽𻨡
׽ѣԼǼҰ׳԰׺Ȳ㣬Ӷˡ
ûӡ
ƼܵܵĶӣҲֶϱˡ
׽Ϊ̣ȻҪӵġ
ʱ򸵻ǹ˾æ׽ƼӰ층ǣֱӰӱˡ
ȻˣֻܴҪָʹƼɻ
ҪƼЩﳤĻëȫκˣҲĥ¡
ƼԼӻûϣһʺһչԼֶ
ûһʺһģӵϴģӵ·ЩȫϴģӶιģӿҲġ
ҪӰ˰׽˯Ƽڶܱ
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Ҳûĵûˡ
Ƽ֪ܹЩ࣬ϱӶܹ
˹Ƽ˰׽𻨶ѡ
ǵѶΣͲãƼˣһ쵽
ûӣ۾ûϹҪչ˺ӻҪչƼ
Ƽûһչ˹Ρ
ԼŮȥչˣչֶƼҲˡ
ֶƼоİˣȫûݵĸо
ĵףְȢ˰׽𻨺󣬾Ǻְ֣װˡ
׵ܱܵ׽շҲǺˣ׵ܵˡ
ֶûκιϵ
Ƽֶǵùܣһܾ͹ֶܵﳤȥѧǰˡ
Ӿôɵڡ
Ƽӣҭ
ҿ컹춼ȥŮ˲ˡ
Ů˲ˣӳӳԼδĶϱ
жϱˣһǸǮϱ
轼ұһ㲻Ǯˣ
Ƽʿˮſ棬ûţǲ
Ҷ˵ǻ裬˵ˣôҽȥ
ߴߣ˵ǻǵ衣
Ƽ˺ߣԼϹˣôףҲҪˡ


860 

ƼԼĥˣȴæ
æŴ˾¡
Ϊڴ£ԽӵϢİҲһӴϡ
ȹ˼ӣæˣ̲Žȥ
С㣬и˵Ǹ裬ݷðݷ
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ûУһˣͲˡ
ûһʲô
ü׼ȷԱߵĵ绰ţҸǴ绰һ¡
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һ͸ǲģƼû˼
ģҲᵥƼ
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뵱꣬Ҷ˿ûٻﻰ˵Ƽʲô̬ģӦ
绰˼ͨˣι
ǣ꣬ҼһԳˣҪҪ
һվ裿
ԣҲ֪ǲģԼɣݡ
ҲԡæϹ
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侲Ҳ侲ã鷳ˡ
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˾˼˽ˣǾӵġ
סԺˣһʰأ˵Ųˣ
Ƽû˵ûֱȥˡ
Ծ˵ʵӦһô𣿲һȥ...ҲԵ۶
ãβףҽ˵ͺˣæͲҪˣҺ˾ء
ǣҾǻ·ˣסԺͿԳԺˡ
ˣôҲûϵҡǺ
Ź˾׬ǮȥҲˣϵҲƵһͻȥ
⼸ΪҪ飬Ϊ£˴绰ˣû뵽žͲˡ
أȥҽԺͺˣҿżǵô绰ǡ
˵⻰𲻸εƼǹȥʱֻεڼѾˣǮҲˣȥˡ
šǵֽ˽
...ƼҲһҪǰ׽ѵĴ˵绰ǻڼҽӵ˸Ϲȥ롣
Ƽ׽𻨲ûʱ򣬸ûһܰ׽𻨣Ҳû׽𻨿ܻȥ


861 벻

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βףرǼβ׷ǿǷǳٵģ㲻ûˡ
׽𻨶ιȥˣҪȥһ.....
ûƼ׵ˡ
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һǵǸ
Ǹ׽𻨴Ѳ٣Ҳ˵˾ǵˣɰ׽𻨶ãѶ˵Ǵš
˾˾ҲռıˣǾֻܸ
Ƽ׵ģʵϾǸǵ׵ľ˾ˡ
֮ǰΪƼϵ٣ϵˣȻ߶
ÿ긵ǶǣԵĴõģиӵģرġ
鶼ǴģҲ߸ء
㲻õģҺ˾չ⣬ҲøϻЩˣǸ绰Ҳ÷ġ
ȥˣֻԼŰˡ
žĶһǾעϢ뻤
ʲôչһ˼Щִ꣬ӣҲֵչչˡ
˾һʼƼģͰ׽𻨹֣Ǻ֪׽Ƕõġ
ƼִԲ޳ȥˣְҲˣڻа׽𻨡
Ȼģǰ׽𻨺;˾˺Ҳû𣬸һֱܺã˸
Ҳ׽ء
ǣ㲻ùܣ...Ǳֽ˵ҪˣҪ飬Ҳ׼׼ء
ҲǸΨһľ˼ң׵ˡ
û뵽ȻĻ...ᣬء
Ϊ£˵͹ˡ
ȥҽԺᣬǺ͸ʴһкͿȥҡ
ǸϵʱƼѾȥˡ
ƼǳĲ
һʮӲȥֱ̫۸ˡ
ˣȴֻһķڽӴûꡣ
أҶϱأҶϱģģ
Ƽܵ裬Ǻ轷ඩ׺󣬳ǹͲڣȻÿſɶǹԽӴġ
ƼǱزٵˡ
ˣ껹̬ȣǲǲ޸Ҷˣ


862 

ƼŻΪǿЧһӣԾرİ
̿Ƽˡ
Ϣŭ
ƽ͵ϲ
Ƽ껹Ҳһûˡ
ӦһݾҪϹϾȥġ
ϾʲôŻҪ𾴵ġ
껹ǸϹӡ
һϹӣԱһ£
ƼĲ裬Щ鲻Ǽأ
ʵţƼֻˡ
Ƽ֮ǰ뾡취
òװˣǻԹ˵ҡһ轼ҴС㡣
ƼҪˣֻάֻԼһա
û޸ǶǼ޸Ǹ
ʱȻûϼҰ죬ϼҲϲģ˵Ϊ˸СףҶȥˮϯ
һǵķϲǡ
ƼϹӲӶ֪ˡ
װɵװЩھҲŹ
ˣھӵļңǸǻϼӻ
˺ݻ˵ǻҸȹõġ
˵ĻҲǱЦѡ
ƼȻζ룬Ҳʵ
øۣϣʱ򣬾Ϳ˸Ǻš
ҵıƼġ
ǾȻ˲ȹģ
Ƽֻüžȥҫˣô룬˵Ϲôҵúãҵòȹ
ȫǸѽ
ȢȢ˹ء
轳ҵǣͶ趼ûС
Ȣ꣬ҾǵˣδòǮʹĲƸ
ԵĻ겻Ϲõˣ˵ȥü
Ϲܵ˵ô
...˹ºƼϹҲϹĺô
Ϲ˺󰡡
Ϲ˲ŻǼһ㣬һ㣬˭Ҳ˵˭
һϹӣҪĸӦøж
Ƽһ·öϹϱԺԲίúúסϱӴԺʹˡ
͵ңֲһ......
ƼҶЩ׽ȿĲãٿԼΪ׽ĥֲڵ֣һٴν豭ˡ
ǿ𣿵Ϊʲôң
Ƽ죬ȻҲΪˮ̵ˡ
ˮֲýۼƣƼۣŭ׼˰̡
ǲǲ㹷ۿ˵ͣȥ߶ϱ...
Ƽ˵žͱһˡ
Ҳ㡣


863 ˭˭

ƼȻȥ㱨ˡ
ûܣû뵽Ƽˡ
ܲһ֣븵ǹҪʱ䣬üǹˡ
վſڣƼķ򣬡Ҿ꣬Ҫ˵ʲô
ƼѾˡ
۵ǲš
ƼžֻǮˣ˽꣬Ҳ֪ʲô
УǸǮССԱ
϶ǰ߸˲ַģƯ˺µŮˡ
...ꣿ
Ƽ˲Ұ鷳ˣĪŪС˺ܶࡣ
Ƽ´꣬ûŹȣҲûֶģȫϹġ
ң㲻ˣ˵ɣʲô£
ͷŰ̵ĸ첲Ƽ棬Ŀֱ
ŮӰ룬ֱվҲֱƼ
Ƽһ˲䶼ǿˣ˲ܿ˴֣Щ¡
Ҿ......
Ƽʿˮֱ壬ǻ衣
ŶŶһ˵ˡ
Ƽһ£Ҫ˵ŮЩ˭
ôʲô˼
СıڣС㰲ȫġǰ͡
......ƼЩͣôڼһҪ...
ߣֲ˵ҧҧٴο
ǻ裬ǵ衣
ššüǣҸղѾˡ
ƼȰȣ͵ôһȻûˣ˲Щż
ǣҺ˵ǻˣô̬...
Ĳһ
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ҡͷʱޣȻִңֱ˵Ŀİɣһ¡
Ƽű˸һδֶϱǰӣһԺѹ
Ƽ
...㻹벻޸Ҽһˣô̬ȣΪмǮ˲ǮҲǸϹӣ
Ҹ㣬̬ȣǲͬġ
һƼ˵Ϲӣ̻ŮڶŭĿӡ
иŮڷӦѸ٣̾ǰǰ˵ע㡣
ôˣ˵ע㣬ǶԴδŵ̬𣿡
Ƽָ꣬˵ʮӲҽţ˻ôԴ...
˵״겻ͷĻ
Ǹ𣿡


864 ̬ȴ

ܻɣֱ˳
Ƽһ£ʲôѵΪһƭ㲻ɣҵȻǸǵ裬ʮ»̥µģǻм𣿡
˵ţ̲ס𸵻Ǹʧ󣬷ǵòĹһ˲俴ǻɡ
ǲ裬ǲ˵ʲôҸ㣬ǣǻӼ...
Ӽץص㡣
ӼˣǶԼҲɡ
ҡҡͷҲǣҪҲỳɵġ
ƼһӼˣ...ʲô˼ҸǸ衣
ûʲô˼Ǿ治衣
һˣȻһ裬󲻳
ϸ룬Ǵû裬ҽƼʲô֪һˣҲԭġ
ķӦ̬ȱ飬дҵߣƼ׻ˡ
ʲôʲô̬ȣ˵Ǹ衣
ǲһ֪ˣҸϵˣһ͵
ʲôһ͵
Ƽһ̼ˣΪ꣬ɲø֪ġ
ˣ϶ҪȻҪǸϲˡ
Ƽһ˲ˣƻˣϹϱȫĭ
꣬û˵˵ѣûǻȥɣҸղҲǿЦֻ˵ġ
Ƽ̴̬ת䣬ҺϲҼҶϱģֻǲЦңŷġ
겻ǺǵģɻߵŮڣˣƼ˲ٵķӦ
Ŷ𣿡
̬ɡ
ǰҵĴԺ󲻻ˣǾ˵˵ͻǽ°ɡ
ƼԹ£ӵһǣǰ㣬ϸĵ
ڵ۶ǵĹ˾Ҳڵ۶ڵ۶ɣҲµ۶
Ҷúòٰģױ...Ƽ¶һĵЦӦò˵Ǵ˼ҵļױǺܺõġ
ǻڵ۶ҲзӣûҺãԺסﶼƺ...
ƼһЦҲסڵ۶ҲҪһסزģҸֵĵطķ̨ͺ...
Ű̵û˵ȥĻתԺкˣҿ԰ǴģĲ˵һǺרҵģ֮ǰŴһӡ
ЦЦûش


865 

Ƽı飬⣬Խż
ģҺܻӵģҲϲ㣬һ;ƯˣеĶϱӵġ
ƼСҾͻһӣҲһ裬ҲǣֻǲϲһסԵסġ
ڳͱķҲͷˣ֪ĸ׻Ӳ˵ģʵҲһҲϰ...
΢΢˹ϰˣ
ƼһҲǲòϰ...Ҿ뻳ǣԺҪкˣҲġ
ûӻƼҧҧ꣬ĺܻӵģҪæҲ㣬Ѻӽ˲ǲ𣬻罻ң̣κ˶ǿ...
Ƽ뾡취׽꣬ĵð̶ĶҪ̲סʱ򣬸ǵˡ
ǽƼɫһʲô
俴һƼֿ꣬˼ˣ˵÷ҲС
Ƽ޵ҧʲôв÷ҽҶϱ...
졣Ǿ濴һۣٴǸ㿴Цˡ
û£ܲһֱɹ̫ҡͷ
ʹߣ˵ʲô㲻õ棬ĶԲ𡣡
Ƽڿ꣬е㲻ͷôôأ
ǹ⵱
϶ǵģǲ۶
һһҪ
ҪȢôǮϱˣɲôô򷢵ģһҪ
꣬˵˵ֻǽѣ...ԣף
ƼѸǵ֣⺢Ӳ£Ҳܲ¡
Ǽһûأǵ¾ͱˣײУ϶Ҷϱˣɲܸ...
ǺһץסƼ˵˵
ʹˡ
ǿӲƼˡ
û̿ǵıӰٿһ豭ü䶼ǳݡ
Ÿͦõģôһ裬С㣬ô죬Ҳ̫...
ǰϰôģ
С㣬ԺҪҪҪֹ
ŮҲʾܲܡ
꣺.....˾ˣǻ֪Һ͸ǵĹϵǼٵģţǲҪϷ̫
Ȼô˵ˣǰ̻Ϸ̫ˡ
øͦõģϣϷء
ôõһˣôһ...


866 ڱص

Ϊʲôһ裿
ԼĳԼֲѡģҲֻˡ
Ű̸пԸȥû
͸Ҳһϵͬˡ
ʧȥĸףȻĸףȴĸס
귢Ű̻ˡ
ˣǿӲϳˡ
ҡҡͷ̲ס̾һ...ҲΪˡ
Ƽ̰ƼģǶ
Ƽ뻨ҵǮ꣬ˡ
̺Ҳû취
ϾôƤˡ
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߸пǱ˳ĬС
ˣƼǵɫ˵
˵ʵƼ¸ǡ
ʧĸǺ֪Ķȫһĸ鵭úܣҲǡ
˵Ҳû˵ȻƼԽԽš
·ҲϤŴҲԽԽ¡
ǣɱͻȥˣҲȥҲֵģͺɣҲϹˣ͸Ҹڵ۶סòãҲټ...ˡ
ǸŮҪǲ˾ͺˡ
Ƽݺš
ţѹסĻһð
㻹˼ţβ֪֪㻹ֱӰˣǾ˾ǣſܾͻˡ
ֱţ˾㲻ҽԺҲ֪ͨһ¾˾ǣȻֱˣ
һǱƵģҲô죬ҲҾͼˣô֪ôأΪֻϸͺˡ
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ϲô
ֻҲ˵óǵһƼҸ㣬ҪˣҲӲ
Ҳ裬㾹ȻǸˣ֪֪
ƼҲòᣬҲˣɣĥĥϴһߡ
ҵ꣬϶챣ӣ轼һڻŸǣԵߣҪúðס
轼ûţǵ㣬Ҫģûһ轼ңңһðסˡ
ŷ̵Ϊס
Һֻѹϵˡ
ʲôˣҸҵϱҸ㣬̽飬ΰס꣬轼ҹúÿ
ҲϴСˣͬĺӶԴˣ
Ƽ۵׶ڱصá


867 Т

Ƽ˶˷״̬ڰͷҪü֮С
㹫˾ôҪˣǲǸ?
Ƽ뿴ǵĹ˾ˣҲˣȻȥ㹫˾
Ҫ˾Ĺģܲ׬Ǯ
ôܴȥҶûȥ
ϵһ¸ʣֱӿ
ʱ䷢̫ˣˣÿȥţҲƼͻȥ
Ƽȥ󼱡
Ҳȥһȥ
Ƽֱȥǵķ̡
Ǵ󾪣ٽԱͣ¡
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ƼҲһ£㣬Ҫһȥ˵˲ȥ
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򿪣Ҫ³Ҳ
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㲻˷𣿡Ƽȥ³㲻ҪԼһڳҲҪ¡
ҵķ֪𣿡ۿƼʲô֪ҲȥزģȥģǮ죿
Ƽ˼ǮҲ࣬Ͼ׽𻨶ȡһѵġ
ǵĻ˵ȫסƼߴ磬ŸӲӣԽԽİƼֺ¡
ټǣÿһμоԽԽİ
ԽԽǿҲԽԽ䣬Ƽÿ֣ĵ׶£ȻÿζԼ裬ɻǻ
ĲҲֶΣƼǰĸТ˳ӣһ˲䱯
ôôңǣôģôôģҿ裬ǰ....
ǰĻǶТ˳
ֹʧ䣬ʧűôôģôôҡ
ǿƼӣҡҡͷҾúҡ
һֱңʧ䣬Ϊʧ䣬Ҳô侲ĶԴ㡣
ûκ˵ʶû֪ʵԻָġ
ҽεǸҽʵ˵룬취ҲǿԻָġ
ʱѡ˲
Ҳ֪ʱΪʲôֱѡ˲ָˡ
ʧ䣬ܶϧҲ˵û취˭Ҳ֪ʵԼ롣
ûָģǲ롣
ҲɹԼѡǲǴˡ
ǿƼѡǶԵġ


868 㶨

ǣˣûʡԼ
Ǵ˳Ҹ㿪ţҪȥҲԡ
Ƽһ̴򿪳žҪȥմ򿪾ǽŵԼѡȥˣԺҶˣˣԺԺҲҵ£ϲ㡣
Ƽͽסˣ˼ǲˣ
ԡ
Тӣҿ裬衣ƼҪˡ
Ҳһֱ𣿿㲻ҹܣǾȥɣ㳹׵ˡ
ǿûƼҪȥţ㲻ϣ˾˾Ҳǡ
...ôôҡƼ޼ҲĲң㶼ҪˣͲ˵㲻ТͲ㣿
ҪˣôǮˣôôС᲻øһһǮΪ˶١
˵޵׶ģرģ̫˽ˡǱ̬ȣҺ˭飬Ժ㶯֮ǰ㶼ɣܾܽ͸һȥҾ͵ǰˡ
գ㾹Ȼ˵ֻ...
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ԸǸûģܾøǻ˵
ǿһֱûȥٴ·͹Թű𶯣̣һ·
Ƽ̣ǱŻص
ǰϻȥҽԺ
׽Ѿˣ˾ǺܺãǻǸˡ
˵˲ûôˣûµģˡ
Ҳġǿ׽𻨺úõһ
ˡ׽𻨿ǵĿ⻹ģƼĿˡ
ƼڸǱ󶼲ҿȴǱ˸š
ӲСҳҲܣͲˣȥ
׽ǰ㣬˻Ǳ㵢ģһ㣿
ƼŰ׽𻨵һ£һֲ˵
ͺúôűˡ
׽ڲϣҲǽƼٴνסˡ
˾˾ڸǺܻӭۣƼǺ䣬˾˺޲ܳƼ


869 ϲ

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˾˾˵Ҫǲģ
׽˸ǡ
ûУʱû㡣ԥһû˵ʵ
ˣôأ׽𻨿Ÿǵɫ̽ʵʲô𣿡
ţе⡣ǵͷ
Ǿ롣׽𻨵ͷһӵ£ҪأҪĻô
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...͸ˡ
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׽𻨿飬̣ȻʣǸŮƯ𣿡
ش𣬡Ư
׽һôòã
Ҳ...Ҳͦõġ
ƯֺõĹӦкܶϲ׽һùҪ㶨£Ȼڶ
ǻû˵˾˾ͽӻˣ԰Ȣ˺ڶˡ
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ᱻȢ
֮ǰǴû⣬Ͼ궼ˣôܽ顣
ö...޳̶Ҳ˺ܶ࣬...һжתˡ
ǲͱ˽飿ȷ粨ȥǵĹϵ˾ͻ
ŻɣǸˣҪ...û޲˵ˡ
......
Ȼǵ֮ǰˣôҲһõ.....
˭
ǲԾü
׽𻨿Ÿǵӣǹ˹û˵
һ죬ͱ׽𻨸Żص۶ˡ
㲻ͦæ𣬿ȥɣﲻõģҲõģһῴġ
˾˽ӻţõģųԺǽӻؼңҲǻȥ
Ƽôδ
ھ˾˼Ҵһʱ䣬Ȱ׽念ˣָƼ˸ҡ
ȥʹƼھ˾˼ҡ
ҽԺ󣬰׽𻨵廹ˣҲãΪƼӣõúܣֻصǰӡ
׽𻨹Ƽ£ǻ¸׼
Ȼ˵ʱ飬ҿŻᣬ׼Ļ׼õʱæҡ
׽رĿ϶
һУϻص۶ĸǲ֪
Ǹ֪׽˵һкܿˡ


870 ϱ

Ƽ˼ңص۶ӺȻæµ
һΪ˵Ȼˣͱҵ˵ϱ
ð...ȻϣǸǾǱϱǸɫˡ
Ҷչչϱ˵ܱҿ
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Ѿǽ͹ˣԾү;˾û档
鲻࣬ûµʱϲиǣȥ㣬ﻰⶼôԺá
ȥ֣ȥһЩϣŶʲôġ
ϲ͸ƴǶƲ
ʲôòҶͣʲôõĶֱͣƤЬ·Ҳ͡
һһ˺ܺദģﻰⶼڴ߻顣
Ǵ޷ٵľ
סһ£廹û񻹸ǣˡ
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Ȼÿξү;˾˶Ŀˣǿžô˼
Ƕ̬ȣǶԴСϱģ
Ǳү;˾ŪöԼǲˣԼԼܴүǡ
ǽεεС
...깤˵ƽʱ꣬ȷʵǸ˧
ǲòϣⳡϣȷʵꡣ
һյү;˾ʵĲҵֱֻ̾Ŀȥҡ
ͷȥңϤˣϤк
ˡ
Ǻá
ͣóǰæţȻ費Ҫæ
ĶҪҪæã
áӱ
ҰܳţȽȥɡЦпųеңǰϴϴԺ÷ͻˡ
ǣ...лл
ÿǶ֮ǰܾǾܾˡ
ڳԷ...Ǳġ
зڰ̵¶ˣ˷㣬ǻ㣬֮ܲ
һ˲һ߲С
ˡûߵ¥̾ӭ˳
һ̲֪١
ˣȰɣԽԽůˡ
ǵͷǣ𣿡
ڣ鷿ء̿ŸǽȥݶˣҲˣõߵģСϲȻˣʹС㵽ߡ
ǣ...á
ӦҲУ̻һֱ̾
ҲˣǼٵδޡ
Ϊȥûá


871 

ǵ˿£ϲ̲ˣˮ
ȺȵԵˮã˵㴻ϲ㴻𣿡
ǣ...ҼҪߡ
ˣԹߣ㲻СԷû飬Եö㣬˾
̾ԴӷˣСһˣżֻǰ̣Ҳû취...
ŰҪȥ۽ǣüͷһԣԡ
ٰοˣһʹţ֮ο
ҲûͶǾү˾͵ĶǺöҲû˰͡
ż˰æһΣ̻ͷʲôġ
Ūù˾ԽȷĹϵֻһδˡ
δӦüЦ
ϲ㴻𣿡
ϲܲǸζ
ϲÿϧСϲأ㲻ϲбģǻɽ˴дŹǣ˾˶رá
ҲȱǮԳʳϺ¹һЩӦʲŴȱ
Ȼʦá
ǳԵöˣĶòóԣ֪ãû취
Ű˵ڿˮ
Ӧúܺóԡ
Ȼóԣʵ㴻Ҳóԣǰ㴻⳴Կ
һ˳¥ȥꡣ
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ǰܽľ飬ֻҪҪ޵ӣͻȻͻӦ
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ûһ⣬ˣ
ţˣСæûϢһ°ɣæˡ
εͷãϢһᡣ
̣Ժ㻹ٰˣǺΪѣ±¡
̲ڿ˿ȣ˵⺢ĺãѵѽ
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ÿθһԷС㶼һ㷹Ҳԣ...ó
겻֪²˿
ꡣǴкϵӣүֱָֻҲֱˡ
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Ҳ⣬˵ȥˡ
ү˾...ҡͷҲ̰ˡ
㲻ÿζͻ𣿡
Σͻѵţ͸δϹġ


872 

˵仰ڰ̲ϵߴ£Լȥߣɹһ̫
̨...
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š
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СǸϰȫķΧڣṳ̂
á
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ҪˮҪȥ·
ˮǸɾĲ࣬㽽ɡ
ûӻȥ꣬ԭλã̫ˮҲ࣬ðٽһ¡
Ҳˣҿֲҡеա


873 ſ

סЦҲǸ𣿡
߾𣿡а̣̣Ҫȥ
ҪҡͷæأԼһ¡
ҧסǵ֣Աߡ
ãá
ǴӦˣͶ׼ˣ㽽ɣŵóʲô𣿿˻ġ
Ҳ֪ʲô
սţǰļ򣬽սӣųû?
ûСü㣬ʲô
軨С軨Ƿſ۰׷۰׵ģƯ
𣿡̽ǰ𣿡
Ȼܡǰæ
ġȤпĻ𣿡
Լ²ǲ˵
ƲƲ죬Լȥţһһ߽ˮûɣʲôôҶӹֵֹġ
ǿȹϵˣȤЦЦҲ֪ʲô
⿴õҲ׿õ²ۣȥһã⿪ˣʲô

ŶŶŶȥһãø...ڻ𣿡
ǰǿǰ辣ԣ
ôͺͺģ𣿿ζ...ζ...۾һѵǰ
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ЦǰҲ˰֮ǰϼҵʱ˷ŵƿˡ
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óƤˡ
һ˿ˣһ£ݵذɣŽˮ
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...
ǴЦôô
걾ҪˮˣһһҧһΣȻɹˡ
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Ƕܲ˲䱻ˡ
ô...æܡ
ɹȥһЦ˵ͳŸǵķ׷˹ȥ
Ƕ㣬׷
Ҫ׷ˣ㽽ɣȫʪˡ
ǿԶǲֻ꣬ΧȦתû뵽ԥܣˤҲܣ׷õúܣÿζ׼ȷ׼
Цҡͣ£ʼŽˮ
𣿡
ǣǣ㿴Ž
Ĩϵˮֶ˶ʪһͷ·ʪˡ
е䡣


874 Ȼǽ

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ǿҲʪ˴룬ˤһӻˣҡͷЦЦϸһ۾һʺ磡
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ﰡŪĲʺ硣ǿ£ŪĲʺ磬ڲݵϡ
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ǿ²ʺԵૣƯ
Ūô᲻Ưء⡣
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۾һȣãֹ
⣬ԹŵŰ̲ͷȻǣǵ·
ˣү֮ǰǸ˺ܶ࣬ء
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˶ʣθںܺá
ųȥһ£ѵó뷹
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θںã밲㴻
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Ҫŵȥ
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վſڣ˵һ仰ѿڶ
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...ȻǾͽɡ


875 ɵ

ȻǾͽɡ
˵仰˵ܺһȴȫɵˡ
...˵ʲô
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ˡ죬˵ȻǾ飬ЩͲ˷ˣͺúЩҲү˾˵ˡ
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ͽͲˣǾͽҲûʲôá
...Ӳ
ԽԽǸ⡣
Ĳ˵ƷǲģԺõ
ΨһܽܵҲ
ҵĲҵҪ˼̳Уÿӡ
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֮ǰ˼ڸıˡϸ룬ദûǿԷչһµġ
ѭѭյʵϢү˾аеĲݵ˼ˡ
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ǰ˵Ƕõģ룬ҪֿˣͳǸĿˡ
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ͷҲ...
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룬Ļ棬ǵһΡ
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Ҫ뿴Ҳ
ܽᣬҲƯԺҲ㣬Ӧòί㡣


876 ϱ

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굱Ȼģû֮ǰû룬ˣеԸ񣬾뾡ȷƽ
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ҲüŻشңԻȥúÿһ£Ͼ¹һӵ¡
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⻰ǲ𣿰̵ĺҵĶС...졣
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ҲǣǺܴıӣֻ΢е󡣡
ͷʾ⣬һգ֡
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877 Ϊʲôң

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˰ɣ
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ǿǣҲ֪ô룬ȻʲôҲ԰һ¡̹ȻȻʲôʵҲʣһʵش𡣡
⣬ȴֻһ⡣
Ϊʲôң...ϲ𣿡
֪𰸡
ȻҲҪҪԼһ⣺ϲ


878 δӽи

˸ǵ⣬濼Ƭ̡
Ϊʲô...Ϊ֮ǰƤҵıڣ仰Ҳ˵ΪԵ㡣
ϲģϲҲߵôĿǰ˵ϲˣ˰̾ˡ
ʧЦشꡣ
شͷˣأĻ𣿡
ô֪Ҷ...
ҵȻ֪ˣϴβȥμӻһЩʱﻹе㲻
ܺһ⣬Һ˭Ư
Ƕ⾪ˣ˭Ư
šش°ͣұû⣬ղ˵Ȼ֪𰸣Ȼ...˶ӸԣȽһ¡
ǣ......
Ҫôش
ôش𶼲Ծɣ
Ÿ£Ѿ˴𰸣Ưһ㡣
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أǸ÷ʱҪ֪жõĹȥ˼ҽˣҲÿԼδ
Ͼ㲻һֱҲСˣǸÿˡ
˵΢΢ͣһ£ּҲ֪ûкܶŮӣ߾һĿǰ϶㡣
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һ˿Σзɡ
ǰ˵öԣǸó׷¹ˡ
ߵŮӣϸһ룬Ҳֻһˡ
ӴŮˡ
Ǹ뵽ʣǲʣ
ˣǣʣҲֻ㡣
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üʱ벻ġ
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ǣ.......
꣺ҪǶԹһȤҲѧϰʱһŬϽ𡣡
ҪֻԼҵҲԣҽ϶ԽԽãҶ
ҽ飬ţ㲻Ҫ˵ģкҲǣҲҪӷǵøգӽи...иҲ


879 ϱⲻõ

˵Ϳǵ˵Ӻգһֱӽֶȡˡ
ֲ࣬˳ں
գҲҵգϾҲģҲҵıǡ
⣬˵ȴûǵĻش
ǣô˵㲻ϲֻǲ⣿
ǣ......Ҿе⣬㶼뵽ˡ
...ô뵽ˣ˺ߡ
ĺе롣
ĶˣȻҲе죬֪꿴ȴе㲻ҿ
ҪǽˣкӺǵҲ
겻磬ôֺ?
Ǿᣬͦõģ˵Ще̫ˡ
磬һ㶼硣ҡͷ
Щ˵㿼ǣЩҪԵģ˵ҲͦãԺ󲻻ìܡ
֪˽ǰƾһӾ飬ԭԹʹж𣿺ܶͥìܾûпɵġ
˵һһ׵ģΪǺص£滹кӶǵܱìܡ
޷ã˵öԡ
Ȼͬ⣬Ҳ˵˵ʵңҶ˽ûһЩ
Ƕ˶٣ҵܼ򵥣˾Ҳ֪ѾǸʣͥһ㣬ҰЩˣʣһ衣
...ϴҲˡ˵ƼЩɬЩ⣬ֵҲ쿴ŰæһЩ
ź;˾...ղ˵ģѿڣҽ飬ſе...ɶ
ͬ£ȷʵ⣬ϾеѲģ˵⡣
޷ǾദڣȻ󻹻Щ...Ҫ󡣡
û˵Ƽ̰ǻ˸˵
Ҫ֣ҵǿ㣬ûһЩңһԼ㶨
ٴ̸ôܹܵͲŹܲһƼ
ʶϺˣЩ˭ѪڣһСľͻᱻ¡
ЩϺ꣬Ƽ
ƼҲûʲô飬¡
ԣǣҪǿϱ⣬ҲΪҵģ׿Щǰɡ
Ǿ̸֣һ㶼Ҫ˵ķΧ
ȴи˵ͨͨòϣʵҲͦõġ


880 ôӦ

뿪ҵʱֻһ⡣
ҪҪ顣
˵ʵ뿪ǰûֱ˵á
Ҳ֪Ϊʲôֳ嶯Ĳûס
ҿһ£סˡ
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£ųȥ
ڣ뿪꣬еź졣
˵ô࣬Ϊֱƭ...ǣֱӴӦأû뵽...ȻûӦ
˵ôˣû뵽û¡
ҪǻⳡϣǾǺ̸µĶˡ
ûоʧŭ²
ţ۹ⲻ
һˣ϶ǲϷʹӦϾջܴ
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ĿǺ飬Ǻҽ顣
ǵǺԼ顣
Լ
ôһ룬ȻЩ
֮ǰԸǺøУ˿̣űϲ
ϲˣԽ֡
֮ǰøѡ񣬾øܾҲܽܣȻܾ
ܵġ
ԸôӦأ
˼ʱ˰̵
С...ҲСһ죬͸̸ôˣʲôʱ԰񣿡
꣺ĻȷӦò̫á
̫ˣǲǿ׼ˣ̺ܸˣүһֱţô׼񡣡
룬׼ĵ׼ɣҪ̫ģø֪
ãá͵ͷǲҪϲ
ɡͷ
ãҶˣһ׼ġ㣬ʱȥף
üͷ΢壬ҪȥǼ𣿡
͵طӦԣҪǼףҸŪˡ
üͷǽ壬ֻзŮңŮȥзң
ϲĽ飬ȥӦøðɣ
ҲìˣҲ֪ɲԣзȥŮףҺŮȥзҵģŵġ
ǲţǻˡһֱӷˡ
Ǹʲôʱףʡ
ڻҵʱŵɡҲǲѡ
̣̣ȲۣҪһ£ôͬҽ顣
̣...ûͬ𣿡
Ҫǣڼ䣬ֻдӦһ𰸡ʲô𣿡


881 ˼

ʲô⣿
Ϊˣѽҿ԰æҲ֪ôѽ
ҵý˰æ˵ģĸ˾úþͻˣҾǿۡ
˺Ľôã
;ʱý˵˵зԸôȻʲôģ˫࿴࿴
꣺ҪҲͺˣҾͦõġ
̵ͷǰڲǲһ룬һ벻Ȼÿͷͦϲǵķġ
껳ɣ𣿡
õİɣ˵Ҫץסһ˵ģҪץסһ˵θץסθҲץסˣ벻Сˡ
۾һ仰ûԿԣ֪ϲʲô𣿡
֪֪һЩġ²һͺͳʦȥǺúŬˡ
ţǣҪˣ˫Ĺʽ
֪ô˸ж
ʹ֣С仰ǿ϶ŬóԵˣ
ͷã뵽һ취ˣö취ֻһ𣿡
̣...ʱ벻ˣҾþү˾ҲȻѧͶ
Ƕ˻ˣⷽܲáҡͷŶĻ뵱δô׷ġ
׷ľҲ٣м˶ģһ
ȥܾòʡ
ȥ벻ûǵÿôġ
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ǽ˵ģ̻⣬Сûʶʲôģ֪Щµģ
۾һУʶУרд籾Ů̸ģҿʡ
룬ҲΪʶǲã԰ȥҼһ³ɹˣûʲô취ǣҪãһµĹʡ
ϣ
СʱҿһĻ顣
ʲôĶ˵󵨵˵
ڰ̵ĲϹ£˾֣׷ϱȥһӰڵӰ͵͵ǣ֡
λԱΪûô˺нûõģԱ˵Ĵź󣬵һι˵
Ӱ𣿡ܸȤʡ
ԣĚʬӰ¾...
Ŷ...ͦõģ...˵Ӱô죿
ǸԱټôͿ͵ظʹɫȻ󿴿͵


882 ץסθ

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Բ𣬶Բ...С㣬...
귴Ӧ֣û£⣬Ľûˡ
ûԱһԱҲһȻӾͱˡ
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ͷ취У̣Ҽǵãţʫܲ
ϹҼҸɻˮ񣬸꣬ҰҶ...
ҡͷǼûҲҪˮ
ҰֵģǷ˶ծϹҰæ裬Ҿͼ޸...
ҡͷǼûծ...
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꾫һ𣬡ʲô
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...˽ţҿһȥ..ż޸...
ҡͷҲ...
⿪취һе˸ǻʲô֪
ȥ˹˾ȴһڿʱ񣬵һ㱨ʱС
ܲ顣
һʶˡ
ϸʲôҿһֱ񣿡
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ǣΪ¡
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ǿĪһʿˮ͸ҵģ
ţʵĲˣŸҲϲԣ͸ˡ
̽ЦζС㶼ء


883 Ūٳ

˷ָ˹Ȼˡ
һӵĸǺһµĸʡ
ʿԶĳٿٿǣϸʵô¡
Ҳû뵽̻Ȼôһϲԣһη
Ҹоͬ
ָŸǣı鲻ô˵ģ̸ղŵҲô˵ģ˵С㶼ء
컹һֱһ㱣ʵ
ǱܿĿ⣬ûʲôýģǺ...
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˵Ҫȥҵӡ
һͼˣȥ...Һ˵𣿡
ҪȥʣԸ񣬿϶ʵ˵˵
̾Һ˵вС
˵һ¡
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ʾŸֻ˰칫ңһ߳һʵϴҲúóԣҳԹһһֱǵá
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ޱȣӽķ˳
һξһΡ
໣źúóԣ찡ˮ...
ôôÿôʢ...
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ʷˮ˳Ѿǵˡ
ùͿԡ
...ó...ó...
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ĸ˵ķˣѸٷֹˡ
ôҲԲģһ˲ͳˡ
໣ֱ...̫̫...ǵôãôô...
һԲĶӣɳҸ໽С
ҲԵԲ꣬ô...
ʵҲһУ̫óˡ
Ϊ̫ó̫ҸˣȻԺóԵĶ˸еҸ̱һᣬڴ
㽻
...ҺڿҪҪ顣ǿڡ
ûġ
ڿҪҪ顣
ʲô𾪣ꣿ
...ǲǼٵϴ˵ģǼٵģ...Ūٳˣ
˵Ȼе֣ȷʵ
һ࣬Ҳ㣬ǻûǺ...


884 

ʶڸǺʲôûǺȫûϡ
ȻҪˣ㾹ȻҪˣȥֱ̫ըˣ
һλã㾹ȻǸħ...ȿȣ뵱̸ʱô£˾ȻҪˣʲô磬ʲôλõʵ졣
Ÿʵľ̾Σǣ˵ˣǿǣû˵Ͻ顣
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ʷӦǱģɣ˵ÿܻɵӣ㶼ˣѵ㻹ܾ
˺ߣǸǣֲǱˣûܾ˻̬ȣ
Ҹ˭һ˽㣬˽˵һĿǰΪֹû˸˵ڶ
һ㶣
ϣĵȴи
ô˵˰ɡʿǱģ
е㲻˵úԼ˽һ
˵Ҳ˵ˣҲ˵ﻰʵеģܸоһ̫ˣҾûҪһʱ䡣
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˵˻ڿǡΣںܾᣬ㲻룬ҷ˵Щ
ȫûľ۵ףʲôģԡ
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ǣ̣...
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ҡͷСɲǳ嶯ˣڱˣںʲôԼþͺã꿴...ΪǵԵֲſʼ𣿡
ΪԵ֣
˵һжˡ


885 ҽƯ

˵ĻøǾûȻʡ
ԭ...ԭ˵
ǿŸʣ̲סĴָô˵˵仰Ҿͦͦ
ͷǣ˭Ǹʣʦʲôã̫ࡣ
ôˣԼľͺá
Լߣ
ԣߣҪҪ˵Ŀ⣬Щ˵ĶĽʺ޵ġ
غ͸ǵ̫ܻ࣬һֻİɡ
Ǻ͸̸󣬾ĴĿʼĿǡ
Ҳܶ࣬ǶǴĵλóҺ˵һǵδ
飬ⲻվڷ˿ڣ£Գܡ
꿴һӿҲԣֻѡ
ǾԼʱ䣬˸Լߡ
ǵһ죬ͱˡ
ֻǿʼڶ翪ʼǾͽյҵһ͵Ĺա
ظӪĺóԵòе͡
ÿ׼ζӵȫ˾˶Ҫˡ
ҪĽˡ
ʺƤȥԡ
ǳţҸ־޴롣
֪ôӦԡ
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ϢʱȻĵ˾
ðɣģǸǵĸо
ʵǵ͵ģעܵ͵
οǺúôģųǳ޷͵
˾˶Թˡ
ڰ칫ӭ˺ƯģǴƯȹӵꡣ
ƽʱǺǿӲģһ㶼ǱȽԵĹװװȹҲǹϴȥҲûôСŮΪǴȥġ
ΣȻ˷ɫȹӡ
ŷ˿ȹӵ꣬Ȼǿ󣬿ȴȫһ
ĲܿƵ
...ôȻ...
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·ͽˡҲЩţǴԵǵġ
ܽᣬַˣȴܽһ顣
ӾԻҪÿƯ
òܸǣøǱòԻ
ڣѾܶˣھҪòˡ
Ҳ֪ܲá
䣬ȷһ¡
ҽƯ𣿡


886 

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ǣȿ...
أûԼǺˡ
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Ǻ˺ߣˣ취ҪȥֻᣬҪʲô·ܴܲȥɣ
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˽꣬ȥ̳ȥˡ
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Сʱȥһɫģ˧ûôֵġ
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ʢװ꣬һϮɫȹƯƲۡ
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׼һ׵ġ
ǳͣº󣬱Ա򿪳󣬸ӭ˽ĵڶϲ
͡


887 

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Ǳġ
С࣬ҲǱȻġ
...õһС٣е㲻
һСֶ֧ӡ
ֳǳ
ۼĲãرλķԱôûܹһеĸֻþˡ
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꿴ǲ˵ʵ
ܺÿô...
ÿСͷΪʲô᲼ãȻΪ

԰Ҫλã㿴ƯԺŮ˶벻ۣ󣬱СŮ㶼
з·ڷ۾·ڷ⡣
ҪõһУܾңҲҪһҡ
ʶһУʲôܴģ
Ŀġ
......Ƕ֪Լʶһʲôˡ
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ҽˣһоͲǻ䣬ǵճ
׼ȷӣ΢΢˻Σcheers
ӣȥıӣɱ
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ǱͻؼҺ󣬻һͬһΡ
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ǾԼ侲һ졣
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ԻȻĸʣԼԲˡ
ŸǻûӦʵڿȥˡ
ϸˣްɣȥҰɣҶѾͷˣôõӣôĶء
˵ͷָ￴æĿڣ󣬿󣬾˵ãҪˣȢɡ
ƿĿ⡣
ʿҡͷôͿأҪǿңĲ˵ôóԵĲ˵ķϣҶӦģ̴Ӧ
ǰһۣԻ


888 ǵİ

ԸǳԻ²ۣʲ⣬ߴ١
ǰҳԻⱲӲΪ˳Եģɣ飬ԺͿԾȥҳԴ󻧣䷹ˡ
붼ˣһҪֺɩӣϲңȻҾͿȥˡ
...ǱĸʣûϢġ
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ǵ˷ӦҲĩȥңԼ롣
ʱҳȥ𣿡
궼ڶƻˣû뵽ˣвӦġ
Ȼ
ûʱҲʱ䡣
ȳȥ㣬׼һ¡ǲȥ̸͵ƣ˵һ£ôöʽһ㡣
á
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ȥҼҡǿһ£ȥгˣȻȥҼٷ˳һһ䡣
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890 ҵ

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893 ʲôҪ

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ǶԹ˵ϢҲЩ㶣ܿ췴ӦǲǷˣĲȱҽȥ
ȻҪȣʲôҪȣȵͷźã


894 Ҫ

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895 

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896 Ҳ

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˻˵İְ֣˵С̫ҲǸСء
Ͼû˭Ӥʱھϲġ
Щ佱ȻǸˣ˶һ˼
ҪʲôŲŵģֻҪƽƽͺá
ԴŮ轳ҵ͹һˣ轳ҵΪ˶Ůֵݣùȥ˾ˡ
ͷųͱ͸Ļȥˡ
ųأô֡
ǰоֶһáԿС̫
С̫˯ŵӣܿСʱ
۰С̫޲ܸժժ¿͵˶ʶȤúܣǿ佱
ΨһʶȤľƼˡ


900 Ҫ

Ƽ˸ŮӣûЦ
˵轼û޵ȻŮޣôҲǰ
ƼŮϢǺõ쳪ŸЦеģĸԼС·Сӡ
Ҿ͵ҵıӳˡ
轳ҵ͹Ҳûӡ
ƼԼǵʧЦ轳ҵ͹͡
ڴ˵ģǶС̫ãҪӵ
˵ŮҪӻǵñֶۣЦˡ
°ôþΪڸʧ
ʲôˣʵǮŮܼױɡ
...һС̫ˣ
統ȻȥƼҲȥƼǷǵҪҴڸУǵùˣ뾡취͵͵ԼڸǵУ͸
ǸӵƬ
ƼⶨƵƬӣǡ
УȻɹͽȥˡ
Ƽر𽾰û¾ͺԼ뷨
ƼҲû˭棬ֻܺЩʲôˡ
Щ֮ϢҲͨģЩϢҲ˼ҡ
Ǻܶ˶֪ˣƼ˵һӵȡ
˵ЩЩҲˡ
ûҲûƼľǰù
յö࣬ǲȫԼ𣬶ǰ̰æġ
ûĲ֪ƬȻǱġ
ûʱƼЩС˼ûƼ
С̫ãԵҲãôɰܸˣҲɱЩ֢
ʱ鿴С̫ûзա
ͿżС̫е̣ᱻŵ
ҲҪüΣʱҹѶȥ
֪Ϊʲôȴ֪ϰο
ʵԼûҲ鿴
轳ҵ͹ϰˣʱע⣬Ȼ߹
ϰһº󣬹״̬źһ㡣
С̫ʵûùĽּһЩ
С̫һ쳤Ҳ쳤
С̫ᷭŻվԽԽԡ˵ԽԽϲˡ˵ʱѧ˵ʱҲҪˡ
ӵʱתůûôˣҲû
Ͳˡ
ԤǴ졣


901 ҲŮ

Ķӱȹ
ΪǰʲôԲȥ
¶ĺӣԼԹºȱӪ
ǺҲûԶ١
òװڣԳˣͿʼ
Ӫϡ
ʱڣҶǴڳԵúãӴ˺õĽ׶Ρ
һСľͳԶ˵㣬ȻӾʹˣӱȱ˵Ķ
ҽֹټԺõˣº̫겻
ˣǺеˡ
ÿԵ٣ɶӻԽԽ󣬺Ҳеˡ
ΪҽĻÿ춼ġ
Ƽûһ㣬ӾҪװֲźá
˾ŽĺǲźãǲŽǲ汾¡
ûİȫźӴ˺ã˾Žֵý
Ҫӣ־Ҫ¸ѹݷӣ챣ӡ
˯μĶӡ
...˸Ů
Ҳ˸Ů
귢ҲȥҽԺ
Ϊ̥̫ˣһ̥÷ǳѣûѲ
һһҹûȥ˰ڽ¡
Ҳҿ׼õĸҽ򣬲Ȼ˵һʬ³Ѫ
ҿȻ˺ܶ࣬ĸŮƽ
̺͸һһҹûȱװβųСӤЦûЦ
ȶġ
...Ż𣿡
õģҲܿͳˡ
Ǿͺ...
һ
ƼʱϵҽԺġ
ҪҽԺˣû˺Ƽ˵ƼԼȥˣּû˲Ųµġ
øϳˡ
𣿻ǡ
Ƽһ۾Ÿǻ٣ǲ?һӰɣ
˹ȥҪȥƿٿǲӣǶ㿪ˡ
ôˡ
ǲͷÿЩ
ұӰǲӣǲǣƼעֻںϣ
ûӣŮ
ƼܴʲôŮܣ
Ƽޱȣ˴ҵߣĶô⣬ӣ
ɫѿߡ
ƼϳȻŮȻӣˡ
ؿڣòûѪ⻹ôȵù
˵ţǻСˣðװεĺ...Ҳеÿս
ϲͲҪˣ̣ŲϲŮԺҪˡ


902 Ӿ

ȻŮȥ˰ĴûԹܹ࣬껹Ǽˡ
Ҫ˯ˣƼˡ
Ƽ걻Ƴ˵ĵһ仰ǡչˡƼĻ
Ƽɵˡ
ʲô
Ī飬Ļš
ʲôԺҪˣ
ֻȷϡ
˰ɣ
̸ղŶ޲ȥƼˣ̴Ӧˡ
ˣС㣬ģԺԲ׼ҼСС㡣
һ
װͷСۻ˰ɣϢһ°ɡ
ﻹźӣյǰϸ꣬ԣϢһ°ɣұš
زûƼ
ƼɵҪȴסˡ
ƼҪŭŮںĶҽԺȥˡ
֮Ƽûܿ꣬ˡ
صŮҲ̫...
ܰף㡣
һ߸ݸӡ
ģȻҪˣ֪֣øָŮӣԾѡŮˡ
⣬Ȼ˵ľ
̫ʹˣҾֻһˡ
æͷ֪Ҳ˼͹ˡ
һξž͹ˣһܲ˵ġ
һǾʹɹʶˣһúġ
ǹĻˡ
Ƽ...ûϡ
Ļûϡ
أ˵ĻЧġ
ƼҲûŮˡ
ÿȥܾңֺ˾ͱͻȥ
󣬰׽𻨵屶ƼǸܸ˵ġ
Ҳܴ󣬱ϾԺҵļ̳
ž˾˶ȥͣƼҲѻص˵۶ûŮֻ׽˵ɰ
Ƽر𲻵þԼҲ뿴Ǿǿ
ϻȥξεһɿɰŮ
Ůʶ
ȻƼҪӣôҲǸǵĹ⣬ŮҲģûá
ȹһʱ䣬߸Ǻһӡ
õرɴĻشǲˡ
ǾҪһˡ
̫ˡ
ƼûѪ
͸һǸҲǶӾˣ
Ƽˣ֡
ֱ׽𻨸Ūȥˡ
Ƽȥ޿뾡취Ҳûܸı䡣
ǸվҪӾˡ


903 

Ƽû˾
겻ԸԸ
ȻǮûжӣǻǰװ׵ġ
ʲô˼
Σǵиӡ
Ƽ˺ܶİ취ûá
ø飬Ҳֻ롣
ûá
øϡ
ĻͷøǶ֣׽𻨶ܰķˡ
Ƽ뾡취Ĺһ꣬Ҳû취
Ҳ᲻ҵĲƸ
һ꣬Ƽڽпʵ
ڣһֻһŮˡ
˵ŮܴŲоͽܰɡ
Ϊı̬ˣͻŮȻһжֻΡ
ûı䣬Ůˡ
ԽüƼԽ
ŮԸԽԽǿңƼƵû취ȥԶˡ
Զ͵͵ĿŮ
Ůѧ·ˣ·ˣСȹӱı֪ɰ
ǿҲ
ǶƼڣܵġ
ԴӸص㶼б˸ϡ
֮ǰ˵ģҪӡ
һ߰æΪ
˾ºܶඪ˸ʣӿʼæµͱŸȥ꣬ҿ
Ȼ˵Լȴִ˲ƣζ
һ쳤󣬸ǺÿĲĻ⣬꽲ʲô
ˣˣЦˣˣʲô
౧ࡣ
Ͼø̫ۣرСʱ˶ʱܲұģҪǷǵУ޲ܶιˡ
Ժܽš
ڸǵŬ£ǿ˷ˡ
׽ģȻǴӣٱٴǸ໹Ǻꡣ
ԽԽ𤣬ÿ춼ᱧ겻š
ˣȥ꣬һͿ
رµ֪迴кرĿɰ
ÿ춼ǺӣҹСࡣ
ܣֻи֪
ȵѧ˵ʱ򣬸Ǳһֱ衣
һ仰ľ衣
ġ衯ʱɵġ
Ǳ껹ˡ
ɣˡ
ԡ
ǵĿ佱඼öԽģ躰øˡ
Լ޳ԼûϢҽȥϴּ䡣


904 ۾

ϴּƽ顣
ǱǴȻ̸̻裬û̹
Ƚ̽аְֵģϾǸǴӡ
ûС
ûаְ֣Ƚ衣
һǸ̺裬ǰְˡ
ɵ...Ϊʲôְ̺֣ҪҾͻְ̺...
²һ¸ǣڳˡ
ʱǱ˵˵ڷɵ
Ժÿ춼Ҫ裬軳ʱ˺ܶ࣬ʱҲ࣬費ҪµģԺһҪ֪𣿡
......ѧ
̲ס룬̫ɵˡ
̺ô˳˵һԼ˵ԼӶۣԺҲҪòС
ô̶ֻá
ţۼĿꡣ
...
ײײ꣬סȡ
ں滤ţһ
⺢...ܡ
ҡ꽫౧վţ갲ȫɳϡ
꿿Ÿǣ껳ĸԹԿ裬С֣Ҫ̫ԡ
ǿŸӣЦá
⺢Ӿ۸ңһƤֻСӵҴܣҿ㻳͹Եò񻰡
ұûһ̰ġ
²ţϲ㡣
ϸϸͷһͿ
϶࣬һֱԣһֱСŮһ
ǣ....СŮ
СŮҪЦĴˡ
ƽʱֲھȻ˵
˺ߣɿ󣬿ԽʵǶŮ㲻Ҫ˵
...ĸŮǰŮ...
Եġ
Ÿǵ²ۣСŮһ̵ãȻǿҵĸо
뿴ǡ
кܶڰҲǳϣġ
ʧȥ裬ȴҲΪ衣
쿴ţҲһǸ˵ġ
뿴ǣ뿴ࡣ
뿴ϹŮ
ĸоǰδеǿҡ
оԽǿңԽо۾Щۡ
̲ס˱̧ۣ۾
ôˣ
ǵһʱо쳣
ۣ۾...ۡ
ôȻ...ȥҽԺɫһ䣬̧ȥࡣ
ְֱ...
СǵǣȴûøǱǱס֣ƽʱ̺͸Ƕһ۾˴


905 ۾

ŵζϢȴ۾ϡ
ۡ
Ȼ...˸ࡣ
͸ݵһģһģһģһģװֵĿɿɰС
Сǵģﺰ裬Ҫ
۾ЩȣЩۣȴ᲻գۡ
һĻþ
ۣҪ衣
ڽ౧
˸ϡ
һо...ıȷʵ
ϴˡ
Ȼ˵ӲȻ˵ǳòһֱøӦǳһģеĺˡ
ÿ϶ʵ
ȴû뵽ԭү˵û
ǳúܺá
ϲ
꿴ŸǺ˼ţŲۡ
۵𣿡
ǿǵģ౳ͽ걧
ҴȥҽԺ̡
ҲѶ
ôǱ˳ϡ
ܿ͵ҽԺˣҪšǺֺ꣬˺층ࡣ
ԡ
ڰ̻һֱĿ꣬...
Ҫ걧
費ԡ
Ƿӣһ꣬Ҫ۵˵
۾۵ͱ...
걻ȱ۾ȸÿۡ
ǰɲǺڰ
겻֪ΣĴĻ룬Һ͸˵
ȵҽԺŸ͵ҽǰ
ҽ˵۾Ȼ...
꿴ҽı飬ʵܵʱһ
ҽԣڸоܿ
ҽ⣬оܿ
Ҳɵˣʲô˼
ҸоܿˣҲ֪ǲǶԵġ
꿴ǣҿ˵öԲԡ
ָָǵ·һ·п룬˻ͦ˧ǲ...ſ˴ҶԲԣ
...ŮСȹӣͷСرĿɰ..Բԣ
ҽһͷԡ
Ÿİ̽һסͣС...
а...˺ö...Ŀ⿴̣һֱϣֻǼǵǰ...
Сܿˣ
̴ޣĸ౻һҲ
Ÿȥɸûп
꣬......ܿˣ
ԡͷΪҴ...û뵽ǣҶĳ⡣
һ̧ͷŸǣܿˡ
Ϲˡ


906 Ŀ

ʧԴΣԴԶʧ
ʱ꣬ΪǣΪ࣬ܿˡ
ĿΪ漣
ͨ飬ȷĸˡ
ҽ˵ġ
ĸúܶ˶𾪸п
˵Īڰ̸ǻоү˾ǡ
иࡣ
ǰΪǣÿνӴ궼Сģˡ
껳ɹɡ
۸ǡ
Ǹ죬ȵƽ͸о˲ڡ
ΪĿ⡣
ĿĪøɬִЩʲôĿ⣬ø̸һĸоر𲻺˼
һ󣬸ˣ̲סڡ
꣬ܲܲҪôҡ
ҡͷܣҾҪô㡣
°ͣ˧˧Ҳ˧...
£Ҳ...
죬꣬...ԣۡ
̲סǰס۾ǰġ
޹ǰֻǿ
Ҳ...ҪˣǶкӵˣҲϷˣôء
㲻õı׼ң㿴Ҿˣǲż㣬࿴
ԵôÿҶ࿴ôˣ㻹ҿ...
Ǹܲ
ڻ˺ӺΪĿ̸һ
ʵ˻
᲻ᣬƼĿҲǺܸ˵ģ˵Ըӡ
껹ǲԸ⣬ǲǿõˣһ
ˣƼҲŮ˰ɡ
ȻûС
ȸ඼ˣƼû濴ŮӣӶû
Զ˺üǶûá
Ƽִͱ˼Ůɶûʵ֡
ڵ̫࣬Ƽˡ
úͻȻӲУֻʱ䡣
ҽ֪ͨ˵Ƽܲеʱ򣬴Ҷò˼顣
Ƽǰֻ뿴һŮĿˡ
ϧǹЦǳͷ˵Ļ¡
ȥӸ࣬Ƽһۣϧ˵㡣
Ÿ඼ſˣƼȴʱֹͣ˺
ƼſſģŮˣȴӲû塣
ôŲ뿪Ŀ
ƼԤϵģ뿪ˡ
׽ĸƼ뿪ʱ廹Ӳʣֹ˺Щ뿪


907 Ůǿ

Ƽ뿪ùҲͦġ
Ҳһ¶ѡ
עС̫ߡ
С̫ҪСѧˡ
С̫һ쳤ҪѧˣԽԽһʵС
С̫ǽġ
С̫û¡
С̫СͺܰûôΪ̰ðһΣŹ⣬ͺܶµٲ̰棬Ҳע壬ͻûôˡ
żһЩСëһ·ˡ
ģϴġ
С̫СѧˣĲҲԽ٣ʵҲԽԽǿ
Ψһ⣬轳ҵͺ̫С̫ˡ
˵ŮǰְǰСˣ仰С̫ɡ
ԹĺģС̫ĺãǸǺõù֡
ʱõöùЩζԼеʧˡ
ǰԼııС̫
С̫õΪڳߣϲЩ֣С̫Īھ֡
ԵɺϺҾ۵һ𣬸С̫浽һرϲС̫ߡ
ߺɫҵͷַ˵
ҵͷû˵轼ҺҺרС̫
ֱܻӭ
õ𵽹⣬˹⡣
кܶҲ˺ܶߣǾǲƵġ
ôΪصֵǮˡ
ЩֻʱС̫ƣȴ轼Һҵҵ
ȫ֪ҵⶼˡ
Сֹ̫һãС̫˺󣬲ֻߣĿռ䡣
Ůȫá
֮轼ߺ󣬿ͯ԰԰԰󣬻Ƶꡣ
͹۹ЩùݾƵ꣬Ÿı䣬ֶ˺ܶһ˳εģʺϺķ䡣
Ϊ߻Ƕͯ԰ǸС̫Ūģ̱껹ǽС̫
Сֻ̫Ǹ֣ͳ轼һƷˡ
ԾʲôþӪ˲ţΪҩɹ⣬ӶҵҲɹˡ
轳ҵˣҲֻһЩ
ҪоҪӪҵӦͳŮǿˡ
ȫ֡
һĻꡣ
ҵŮ˲һģ˾ǳΪŮǿˣеŮ֮һ


908 Ů

æžӪҵԸ轼ұҲˣ˭Ҳ֪ɹ
ҲֻŮ
һĻиǡ
Ҳֻ踵ࡣ
ǲɵأó壬ӪС˾ã˾ˡ
Ȼ˵ҪȤԾӪ˾ҲѧŹ
ƼÿҪұɸңϣǳϢһ㣬ϲҸĳɸա
...ûȤ
˵ģõԴҸСӡ
ÿ컹кܶΪʲôҪȥѧϰӪ
ֻҪǮͺˡ
ڼ޸...ǣǺ󣬲֪Լʵе衣
Ҳ
˸࣬صͱ˸ࡣ
źȿͷõŲҪȥӪ˾ôͺá
Ӫô?
۾ûǰǻеģŰһ㣬ָûܹˡ
ÿ춼̸̸ӾͶˡ
ԸȽϸӰˣƽʱĽϸ񣬸Ǿֻȸˡ
ǴȸŮŮأߵһҲͲˡ
ǼŮģʲô˵һҲ֪ʲôʱʼģӦ͸ѾĪľͳֵֺ̰ܣûԼ˼죬ҫҫŮ
ر˵һ
Լ㲻ѣܱ˵ʲôûϢеĳƺ
ǴԼ꣬Ҳûʲô⡣
Ͳ⣬ΪݣЩ
Ǻ̰ϣţĪֶһˡ
Ǳˣǰࡣ
ӣ͸ǺһˣǸ治һģ˭ðҲ˸Ůء
Ů...轷ġ
֪ǲΪŮŮ󲻾ã꣬Ӷˣûỳе轷Ҳˡ
ʮºˣСѧ꼶ʱһŮ
轷ĻУΪѾӵİǲģ˾£ؼҲȱǮˡ
轷໳ڼ䣬ӣӵö˶ʡ
ôţ͵轷ʱ
轷౻͵ҽԺΪӸף֮ǰһֱżҲ轷࣬ɶҪҪ¶档
ӵ绰˲氮ȥҽԺ


909 Ů

轷״̬ãҲѡ
ൽҽԺ󣬵˺üСʱȵòͷʱ轷ˡ
˸Ů
ͨͨеŮͱ͵˰
ǸŮûʲôоϲҲʧ˾Űɡ
̬ӭŮ
֪轷లȫˣȵҪİֱ뿪ҽԺ
û֡
轷ҪԺˣ˼˼ҽԺˡ
ȻڶοŮ
Ŵװ۵ŮΪˡ
֪û಻֪Ů˼ҡ
ºӿޣŮޣȻûС
ӡеĳֿ޵˷ĶӲͬŮޡ
ģ˯۾㡣
ֱ档
˼Ůź˺ߣʼüΪˣû뵽ķЦЦҪ˰ɡ
ӹӣֺúͰ
⺢ӶµúܣųͻԼкˡ
֪Ůڶ˻ߺʱ䶼ܹԡ
ôţİɣźڼһ죬۲һŮ
Ȼ...һдһ쿪ʼı䡣
෢Ůĺö£ðе...ɰ
ĪͻŮͻؼҡ
ÿ춼ڱŮﾪ治ѡ
Լ֪£ŮĹעԽԽ࣬ÿ첻ġ
Щ氮ʧȥζؼҿŮݡ
һ쳤󣬱仯ԽԽ࣬ԽԽЦϳÿؼңҪ
ӻ̧ͷˣˣվˣẰְˡ
Ůһ̣Լ˰ְ֣֪еζ
ı仯Ȧڵһš
ƵػӣΪŮˣŮء
Ůһ֣а䡣
С籦
˼籦˼
籦ü̳мҵҲڷԼԽԽϲŮ󣬾;ۡ
ȵŮ۵ý۵۵ú޲ܸȫ硣
Ϊ籦Ŷ轷Ҳ˺ܶࡣ
Ͼ轷ôõŮ
Ϊ籦಻ңÿؼңϰؼҹļͥ
籦ļͥλ˵֮ĵһ˭ӡ
ػ轱ǵһˣʲôԣǲ۸籦
轷ػ轰֪Χ籦תĵλ籦
ⶼ˲֪˾֪Դ轷Ůڱİؼҷˡ


910 

ÿؼң˺Ϲ轷ʶȤˡ
Ϊ籦轷Ҳˣİؼҷ˵𾴡
Ȼǲܶ࣬ķĵλıˡ
籦ãҲǮˣӹҲ˺ܶࡣ
ȳ籦ʲôõģ߸˵Ҳȥ档
߾С̫ģ浽С̫
һȦӵģԵɺ֮º͸浽һ
̰Ůأͦá
С̫籦Ҳ浽һ
С̫󣬻չ˸籦籦ҲϲС㡣
ӣҲǷϵģϾԺؼҪӪ̳С
Ҳϵ籦ԺҸ
籦ҪһСһС
Ϊ뷨ðӻǺ
ͽӶЩˡ
֪ڰÿع黹ܸ˵ģǺܿͰػһ˲ˡ
Ϊ֪עҲֻϡ
Ӳ
ӻӡ
֪ģǺŰְֶôãԼȴ۵׵ĹҲԽԽ١
Ͱػһʼ籦
ÿһ죬ڰҪͰػһõĸ硣
ø磬ŻỻЦݡ
ǾϰߣþЦչ˾ۣÿҪܵͷʲôʱæ
籦۰СҲʲô֪ܺá
ԼҸĺӡ
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ʱҴңôţ籦ˣʮꡣ
Ůɣ籦ԽԽɫƯ
֪ͰػҲˣӣȻԸͬػҪһЩ֪ĬһЩȴһֱû°ػ̫ࡣ
ϵĴѧȰػ轺һ㡣
ǻõĸ磬ϰߵ˹ʱ򶼲֪ǲ籦ˡ
ؼҵһбһƽ⡣
һƽ⣬ڰչһҹ˾Ǽϰдˡ
Ǽϰ徭Ӫƣչðһ档
ϧ໹ǹ¹졣
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ϰ岻ֵ˰ǰ
㲻úյӦģ
ʧߵǲģֻñϳȥ
㲻ҪţΪԼ˲ҲǸʧߣ㹫˾öô˻ʧܵģŮ
Ŷ˵ˣ۵ŮŮ


911 

˺ܶʧߵۣĻǵһ
籦ŮѵŮ˵ӡ
ġ
ſˣ˵һǶԵģ˵Ů㣬һ
ͷñŮ࣬ҲǸʧ!
Ǹϰ󺰡
ȻҲǰٷְȷ뾡취ðܡ
⻰ŰԺ˵ġ
˾Ҫչˣ࣬ҲȥؼҰݷù籦⿴ʲôͺ¡
úܣûϣ˿ȴȻˣ̼ࡣ
ȥɳ
౾ô⻰ˣֱ˵
ν籦ܲˡ
û⻰ϡ
Ͼ籦䱦۰ġ
ϵԵ־Ƿǳؼҵʱſһ
ʲôģǰû۵ס
һΪǸϰĻʹһǸ
һ̲סü
ôȻñͺ籦е
ΪһۣĪþ
ȥ籦̲֮࣬סȥо
ְ֣㿴ҵǧӡ
籦ûְ쳣²Ű࿴̨ϵǧΡ
Ǳģְֺÿɣ
üͷһ壿
԰Ǹ壬ܺõģС͸˺öණҲģְֺÿ...
Ѿˡ
ӲܿƵĺ˼롣
൱鷿һҹڶ쿪ʼ˹۲轷࣬Ȼһݼύˡ
...ϡ
轷ͱƬͬһ͵˰ϡ
ྲƬ̺ŷ⡣
Ƭ̺һһ˳ȥ
ڵϵԼɼųѧϸŮϵ
ϻؼңܰǵѯʣҵ轷סĲӡ
Ůˣ
۵ͨ죬۵ɱ
ңҲ㣬...籦ô...
籦ôܲŮ
۵ŮôܲŮ
轷ɫ䣬ĴɫҰܡ
֪ˡ
¶¶ˡ
࿴轷ûֱɺ˹
һѽ轷ƿŭ̧žͺݺ˺üš
йƬ̲ͣ¡
轷ڵϣ֪Ӳˣɴƹˤ
ΪһҲֲأ


912 Ҳ׶

㻹˵࿴轷˲˵̬ȥ
轷һץסĽҧ˻ȥ
ΪʲôûұŮˣΪʲôܣҲң
轷ſ࣬ʮԹȫ˳
࿴轷񣬺˺Լ
һ轷ࡣ
Ȣ...֮ǰ죬ҺˣûҹŮˣ籦ҾҲû...
ô...籦ôܲŮ౯
轷౳ԽܣϾȷʵҲ⡣
籦Ů޷ܡ
籦ôܲŮ...
轷Цʹޱȡ
ͲŮôˣ㲻ǻ˽ӣҲһ¸ӵζ
Ǹ֣쿴ңҪҶãҲ籦
轷Ц֪ÿЦ?籦ôãÿ...ÿ춼ҪЦˡ
ϣ㷢֣㶼ûУһΪⱲ㶼ֲأû뵽㷢ˣ
轷û˵Щ£Ҳн죬ⶼǱӦǱӦ
籦İְ֣쿴أͿŮ۰ţ籦㶼֪л㣬...벻ɣ벻ԼŮֻǸְɣ...
...ָ轷ֶȥȴֱֱȥ
ûҲû
зˡ
岻ܶ
ʧȥж
轷֮࣬ǡ
Ҳ籦ǰ޵Сèһ籦аְ֣絶ʣȴ˵һػ
籦Ůôĸ鲻ǿЦġ
û¹ס£ϵط
ܶ籦ʲôͽ轷ϡ
֮ǰһϰˣΪ˱轷࣬˽ӣҲǰ֪̳мҵ
ȻҲһ
Щ轷಻֪ΪзţȻð֪̳мҵ
֪̳мҵػ轺轷൱Ȼɣȥ
ʱʧʮǸСҲǰ֪边Ȼˡ
轷౾Ϊҫģû뵽ȻҲǲ֪̳мҲ
˵Լӻкܶ಻㣬ҪŰ֪ߡ
ɹˣһȻԼӼ̳аؼң̫˻ˡ
轷಻ţ֪Ҳ衣
...һס
֪治ӡ
ػ轲ӡ


913 Ӧ

˵˵ȥܽһ仰ػ轲轷ӣʵǰ֪
ᶨ֤轷໳һǶ硣
ܣܣôܲҶ...
˰֪
֪Ҳڿı
Բǣǣ轲Ҷӣ׶...
֪Ͳô׶ӡ
ʮ԰֪ʲô......
...
轷ٱҪˡ
ɲôӱܣôԸϣʵʵ
Ҳסˡ
黹ôʮǰʼ
С޸ģȴûɹ
轷໳ˣСҲˡ
ǲطˡ
轷Ҳ轷֮࣬ǡ
һֱ֪ô죬żȻ֪轷֪轷͹󣬺Ȼһͷ
ҲҪĶӹϺӡ
ǰؼҵѪƾʲôľͼù⣬轷ľʲôõ
轷ĲڣѾ˼ãƸȥŭ轷࣬Ӳǰ¡
ӵˡ
ѧȣӵˡ
轷İػ轣СĶӡ
ĶӰ֪Сߡ
Сĥ֪ģǺ̫ˣԼӸԼӵλˣֲɱˣͽ֪˻
ԶˣһֱйעţԼܳ裬Ű֪ܵЩһֱ⣬ȶӼ̳мҵԺס
û뵽Ȼǰ֪̳ˡ
Ȼ⣬̲ס˻
һף̰ǣܵ˱Ӧ
ػ轺裬ԼǸ˽ӡ
Ҳ轷࣬ް֪Ϊ಻ѡ
ػ轾ǸϷѱ轷̻ˡ
֪轷ࡣ
֪Լ裬ԼСܵĶԴϼӺޡ
ַΧôԴŤֻţ֪󳹵ױ
轷ҪѪˡ
滻ʮҸΪ˼޽˰ؼҡ
޹ȴû뵽ԼҲһС
ѧУĥӡ
Ӻ֮ǡ
轷һֱΪѾܹĳͷ֪ĳͷ
ؼҷûסȥˡ
ڼﹶӲдƴţͳȥ轷࣬ҲŮ⵱ϣȣҲˡ֪ˡ
֪൱죬Ѫˡ


914 β

ȱˣǽˡ
轷ĵȴſʼ
׶Ӱ֪ǣŬ˷ⱲҲˡ
轷Ŀת˰ػ轣Űػ۵˹㲻ģ⼸ʮҲĸˡ
ʵİػ轣һ˽ѹûģ֪裬Ҳһϣο֪衣
ػ轼̱ȫ¡
轷ൽͷһա
ؼҷô£ػ轺Ͱ֪ؼҴҡ
֪Щ£гԹޣΪ轷࣬ŮˣŮˣܿͱػƵó¡
ػԼλãûǱ£Žܺܿ˻
˲ʮãöһŻ£Ǯȴм˵ƢóĲмˣʽɵʧ
һӣ꿴ؼҲҵôڣòûȫ̱
ֹһ¡
籦Ů᲻á
̱轷ӲڴߵֻвŮ籦һֱ벻չҲࡣ
ܵܰŰֻ˵׻ʣһֶŮ
һʧˡ
ԼҲܵıӦΪʱΪ
ıӦ籦Ҳϣο
籦չ£û£ӲǳŹ󽫰ػ轸̨ҡҡ׹Ĺ˾ס
Ϊ𿴸ĸиɩĻԼ״һֱЩֻ飬һֱоҲû飬ֶֶŮ̳Ҳû취Ŀͷŵ籦ϡ
ػ轺Ͱ֪Ƴڣ轷飬̳˸ĳ籦
籦棬ΪЩ³ɳȻоӪ֡
籦ʮͿʼѧ߼̳˼ҵӪ˰ؼҲҵ
һֱڽŮĻȡȴû취
籦ȴøгŵ
ϾԷԼġ
ǰؼûΪԷǡ
ڸ־У籦ҵ󣬼޸Ǹδııмˣ...ȴջҸ
籦ջҸʮˣҲŮ
ͬһŮ
ػ轺Ͱ֪ϳȥֳ£֮ʧˣ֪Ƕ㻹ȥˣûӰ
轷һգҲֻ籦Ź
籦̵úãֱߵʱ򣬸յľ籦
ߺ轷ûҲˡ
ʱĿ
ɻ벻ͨΪʲôӱˡ
˵ҪɱǸŮˡ


915 

轷Ѷпѡ
轳ҵ͹ֻ֣Ӧ
һжǱӦ
ȵûкĻˣ轷ҲͲ¡
轷֪˵԰֪ãٲǨŭٲȥԴҲһж᲻һ
һжˡ
һѾע
ͬһ
ʲôˣҲ˼صĴۡ
ӣȴûС
Ů˵ģ۰ʮŮŮ
һУ
轷ȵĽ֣ùпĶࡣ
Խȷһ£¡
˵õˣ...Ҫ¡
轷ǵļɹѪһǰڹѪ⣬˵ǳ˳
С̫˳˳ҵ˳˳
С̫չ¶ѧϰ츳Ҫ̳²ӣ֮࣬Ҳ˲轼Ժû̳ʱʮʱˡ
ɡ
붼û
Ȼ轼ҼҵˣֲлλҪ̳УһҪӣˣԺС̫ûȤרҵ˹ʱ
Ȼͻˡ
Ȼʮ껳У΢еһ̥ӻеǱȽ˳
̥ʮº󣬹˳ʸѡ˳
һξ飬Լֹۣ߲ûʲôˡ
Ǹӡ
˸֡
轳ҵ͹͸˻ˣ˱Ҳˡ
æǣٿΧŵܵת˵ñС̫ٿϸͷ˵˵ޱƽܰ
С̫ܾܵͽСɡ
ΪʲôСǣС̫ɻ󣬡СҲ
...Сô࣬СֻһܵǶһ޶ģһ
С̫ǳϲСȹԺʱͺýúѸҫ
࣬еܵˣҵܵСǶһ޶ġ
ࣺϲ㣬Ҳеġ
תͷ߻͸ǣ......
ȥǣȻе㲻ȥˡ
Ӿӣôܿӵء
֧֧Ĳ֪ô͸˵국
ʱ̫ˣܵˣҪϲܵܣСܾܵͺˣһġ
ͷ
С̫ҫתͷͿĽС˵ܵܣŵܻܵ
.......
ӹЦֱ˰ɣ˵ŵ㡣
ƭ˵ˣǼٵġ
С̫øܵܣһܵܲҪһܵܣ߹ʱĲˡ
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Ϊߺܶ˵Ӷˣѯ֪ӸãȻ˺С󣬾Լˡ
ȶ֪
ǿҽԺƵ֪ġ
Ŷȥ°࣬סС۾һ
ⱲҶõģ
ӵϹұȥС̫ѧŷѧС̫ǸȹڷҲ̲סȸԾ
ȥԴͣԱܣ
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